The Machine Inside The Woman
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“I vowed to myself that once I learned how to love myself, that I was going to express it to others with hopes of helping them to look at themselves as being stronger and better than any obstacle. This book isn't just about being an abused spouse- it's about being a survivor PERIOD... I have had quite a few life- altering experiences occur in my lifetime- only to stand before the world and say that I've claimed my victory over it all. I don't mind being a living and breathing testimony- I want to share my battles with self worth- loathing and anger- but also share my moments where I became more than a conqueror over it all because of my faith and willingness to just allow myself to HEAL and learn to love again- STARTING WITH ME.”
This book is my voice, my expressions of all that has hurt me in the past, as well as all of the great and beautiful things I'm placing in order for the future. I open up my heart to you- hoping that those who read this understand that in life- there are no mistakes- there are tests and trials- and just as our body has to be conditioned to handle certain tasks in life, so does the spirit. What hurt me- DIDN'T KILL ME- but it made me a hell of alot more resilient to people and events in my life. I ask that you take your time, read the quotes, poetry and other literature I chose to share in this mini book. I want you to feel yourself gaining strength of your own as you turn each and every page.
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The Machine Inside The Woman - OurWrite2Reach JES DigiWorX
The Machine Inside The Woman..
Reflection. Recovery. Release.
By Kandayia Ali
"I vowed to myself that once I learned how to love myself, that I was going to express it to others with hopes of helping them to look at themselves as being stronger and better than any obstacle. This book isn't just about being an abused spouse- it's about being a survivor PERIOD... I have had quite a few life- altering experiences occur in my lifetime- only to stand before the world and say that I've claimed my victory over it all. I don't mind being a living and breathing testimony- I want to share my battles with self worth- loathing and anger- but also share my moments where I became more than a conqueror over it all because of my faith and willingness to just allow myself to HEAL and learn to love again- STARTING WITH ME."
Kandayia JagudEye
Ali
Self-Published Author, Journalist , Mom & Community Activist
Author Of The Machine Inside The Woman
© 2012
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PREFACE & ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS:
I know that this book is sorta different from others that most have read- or even found themselves attracted to. The Machine Inside The Woman is filled with thoughts and emotions stemming from deep inside of me. I have been through alot in my life and still have more events to encounter in my future. The difference now, is that I have decided to allow only positive things that speak highly of me occur in my life. I am a firm believer in being strong- or at least building yourself up to conquer that which, under normal circumstances, would have you oppressed.
The one thing in my life that I longed for but never really have had the chance to actually have in my past was someone to listen and understand what was going on inside of me. There was so much pain and frustration in my life; I often times have thought that I wasn't going to make it to see the next day. I constantly worried about my children and their well-being while finding myself somewhat 'trapped' inside of an abusive marriage. The only thing I wanted for my life was for it to either get better or for it to end. Either way seemed fine with me at the time. Nothing in my life seemed to be right. No one seemed to care that I was hiding the anguish in plain sight. See, I was abused - until I decided to stand up for myself, I got out of my abusive marriage- only to find myself going through other forms of abuse and agony. Was I tormenting myself? Would I ever get it together? At first, the answer to me was NO... Eventually, I got weary of slamming the door of opportunity closed in my own face.
In 2005-2010- I took a few months to 'reintroduce' me to myself. It was awkward at first. but by doing so, it opened up my mind to what was missing in my life. I WAS. I had found myself wrapped up in running from one dead relationship to another. Finding pain every which way I turned. Dealing with people who would NEVER commit to me- or even come close to loving me the way I was willing and ready to love them. Was I ready to love anyone? Was I ready to give my life and love to someone? All I could remember was the feelings of betrayal and neglect on so many levels. I couldn't complain then- because I too neglected myself. I had to learn the hard