Interview with Jesus: Humility Sessions 1-5
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Jesus describes what humility is, what it means to live in humility, how humility is essential for our spiritual progression, and how we resist humility.
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This ebook is a transcript of five interviews that took place between Jesus (AJ Miller) and Mary Magdalene (Mary Luck) on 14th June 2012 in Bathurst, Australia, and on 30th June 2012, 29th August 2012 and 5th September 2012 in Wondai, Queensland, Australia.
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Interview with Jesus - Jesus (AJ Miller)
Interview With Jesus:
Humility
By
Jesus (AJ Miller) &
Mary Magdalene (Mary Luck)
Sessions 1-5
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This ebook is a transcript of five interviews that took place between Jesus (also known as AJ Miller) and Mary Magdalene (also known as Mary Luck) on 14th June 2012 in Bathurst, Australia, and on 30th June 2012, 29th August 2012 and 5th September 2012 in Wondai, Australia on the subject of humility. In these interviews Jesus describes what humility is, what it means to live in humility, how humility is essential for our spiritual progression, and how we resist humility.
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Table of Contents
Part 1 - Humility Session 1 - Introduction to Humility
1. Introduction
2. The contrast between God’s definition of humility and the world’s definition of humility
2.1. Humility is the passionate desire to feel and experience all of our emotions
2.2. Humility is to see ourselves as God sees us
2.3. True humility has no self-judgement or self-consciousness
2.4. Humility takes its name from a Greek word meaning of the earth
3. What it means to live in humility
3.1. True humility honours God’s Love and God’s Truth above ourselves
3.1.1. True humility doesn’t elevate or deprecate
3.2. A truly humble person always examines themselves before others
3.3. Humility honours God’s Laws and God’s Gifts
3.4. A truly humble person is not invested in what everyone else is feeling
4. Humility is the cornerstone of our spiritual development
4.1. Humility is essential to establish a relationship with God
4.2. Humility is the doorway to Divine Truth, and Divine Truth is the doorway to Divine Love
4.3. Humility opens us up to change
4.4. Humility does not try to manage or control emotion
4.5. Humility allows us to connect to God
5. The two stages of humility
5.1. Becoming as humble as a child
5.2. Becoming more humble than a child
5.3. Humility is required to love others completely
6. Closing Words
Part 2 - Humility Session 2 - Humility in Practice I
7. Introduction
8. Receiving Divine Love depends upon our desire to experience all emotion
8.1. Receiving Divine Love indicates we are in a state of humility
8.2. Becoming humble is all we need to do for our spiritual growth
8.2.1. Self judgement takes us further away from humility
8.2.2. Investment in God’s opinion of us leads us to humility
9. Humility is a whole hearted desire to feel and experience all of our emotions
9.1. Longing for God’s Love above every other experience leads us to humility
9.2. If we honour God’s Love above all other things we are not afraid to confront the error surrounding us
9.2.1. If we are truly humble we are willing to look foolish and stupid to others
9.3. If we are truly humble we never attempt to shut down or dampen our emotional experience
9.3.1. If we are truly humble we embrace our terror when it arises
9.4. If we are truly humble we will never get angry or afraid about feeling our emotions
9.5. If we are truly humble we do not feel we’re losing things by choosing the Divine Love Path
9.5.1. When we’re humble we see which of our relationships have substance
10. Receiving Divine Love depends upon our willingness to take responsibility for and release all error inside of us
10.1. When we’re humble we do not seek validation or permission to feel from others
10.2. When we’re humble we do not blame others for our pain and suffering
10.3. Taking responsibility involves desiring to experience the Law of Compensation
10.4. Taking responsibility involves desiring to experience causal emotions
10.5. Taking responsibility involves abandoning anger, justifications, minimisations and denial
10.6. Taking responsibility involves desiring to feel our fear about becoming a trusting child again
10.7. Questions to ask ourselves to identify how willing we are to be humble and to take responsibility for our errors
11. Closing Words
Part 3 - Humility Session 3 - Humility in Practice II
12. Introduction
13. Humility is essential to connect with God and God’s Truth
13.1. Humility is a willingness to be overwhelmed by our emotions and by God’s emotions
13.2. Humility is a willingness to see ourselves as God sees us
13.3. Humility is a willingness to make mistakes and be open to new ideas
13.4. Humility is a whole hearted desire to feel and experience all emotion
13.5. Humility is a desire to feel ourselves and God above all other things
13.6. Humility is a willingness to take responsibility for, experience and release all error within us
14. Working through emotional blockages to humility
15. Divine Love can only flow when we are willing to be as we truthfully are
15.1. Working through the façade self and discovering the injured and real selves
15.1.1. An example of being humble when we discover anger within ourselves
15.2. Humility encompasses ethics and morality
15.3. Humility is seeing God’s perception of ourselves - an illustration from the Bible
16. Humility is a willingness to be taught by God
16.1. An example of the Law of Attraction operating in Western society vs. in poor countries
16.1.1. The Law of Attraction can occur in a loving or harsh way
16.2. God teaches us through other people, spirits and nature
16.3. Being willing to be taught by God involves being emotionally open to God
16.3.1. Going through the process of developing humility
16.4. A humble person immediately puts into practice what they learn
16.5. Becoming open to God teaching us
17. Humility is the ability to receive both direct and indirect council
17.1. Becoming sensitive to the Law of Attraction
17.2. Becoming loving in an unloving environment
18. Closing Words
Part 4 - Humility Session 4 - Resistance to Humility I
19. Why we find humility difficult
19.1. Reason 1: Self-reliance
19.2. Reason 2: Feeling unable to cope with overwhelming emotion
19.2.1. Not feeling our emotions creates an openness to being manipulated
20. How we resist humility: arrogance
20.1. Arrogance prevents openness to new ideas
20.2. God’s Truth about arrogance
20.3. The difficulty of releasing arrogance
21. How we resist humility: the false ego
21.1. Why the false ego state is attractive to maintain
21.2. Reasons for our investment in the façade self
21.2.1. The analogy of our soul lighting fires
21.3. How to break down the façade with courage, integrity and honesty
22. How we resist humility: judgement and criticism
22.1. The example of Divine Truth being labelled a cult by the media
22.2. Reasons that we judge
22.3. Judgement blocks Divine Truth and Divine Love
23. How we resist humility: denial
23.1. The three main types of denial: justification, minimisation and shifting the blame
23.2. Denial of God’s Laws
23.2.1. An example of denying the truth about abortion
23.2.2. An example of denying the truth about eating meat
23.3. Resistance to humility creates hypocrisy
23.4. Reasons we are invested in staying in denial
24. How we resist humility: anger with others
24.1. How to release anger
24.1.1. Anger results from pain in the past that we haven’t released
25. How we resist humility: hatred and resentment
25.1. Gender differences in the expression of hatred
25.2. How to work through emotions of hatred and resentment
25.3. Hatred can be caused by feelings of superiority in addition to feelings of powerlessness
26. Closing Words
26.1. A lack of humility eventually creates our own death
26.2. The importance of humility
Part 5 - Humility Session 5 - Resistance to Humility II
27. Introduction
28. How we resist humility: living in fear
28.1. Living in fear prevents desire and happiness
28.2. Living in fear supports the maintenance of false beliefs
28.3. People in a complete state of love never respond in fear
28.4. Fear is not real from God’s perspective
28.4.1. An example of a boy who’s in a violent situation
28.5. The stages involved in recognising and releasing our fear
28.6. Addictions and false beliefs keep us from feeling our fear
28.7. Taking action challenges our fears
28.7.1. Releasing fear involves softening into fear, rather than conquering it
28.7.2. Desires can draw us through our fear
29. How we resist humility: doubt
29.1. Doubt is created by a lack of humility to fear, and is triggered by taking action
29.1.1. An example of a couple having arguments
29.2. Erroneous societal beliefs about doubt
29.2.1. Children learn rapidly because they are not in a state of doubt
30. How we resist humility: seeking power, position, glory, respect or value
30.1. An example of musicians seeking glory and attention
30.1.1. The effects of seeking power, glory and attention on other people
30.2. How to release injuries surrounding seeking power, glory and attention
30.2.1. An example of family members seeking power, glory and respect
31. How we resist humility: jealousy
31.1. Emotions that drive jealousy
31.2. Acknowledging our jealousy and other dark emotions
31.3. Jealousy can be about our perceptions rather than reality
32. How we resist humility: commiseration
32.1. Commiseration results from not wanting to take personal responsibility for our creations
32.2. Commiseration creates stagnation
32.3. Differences between commiseration and compassion
33. How we resist humility: false humility
33.1. Emotions that drive false humility
33.2. If we’re truly humble our lives will change
33.3. True humility feels edgy, uncomfortable and like being alive
33.4. Differences between humility and false humility
34. Closing Words
34.1. AJ describes his personal experiences in becoming humble
34.2. The relationship between humility, truth and love
34.2.1. The importance of humility
Appendices
Appendix 1: Humility Session 1 Outline
Appendix 2: Humility Session 2 Outline
Appendix 3: Humility Session 3 Outline
Appendix 4: Humility Sessions 4-5 Outline
Part 1 - Humility Session 1 - Introduction to Humility
1. Introduction
Mary: Welcome everyone today. I'm going to be interviewing my beautiful soulmate, Jesus, on the topic of humility. We're in windy Bathurst at the moment for part 1, of what will be a five part series of interviews on humility. I'm quite excited to do this interview. It's a really beautiful topic, and hopefully it's a topic where we can deepen people's understanding about just what is humility, and what it means to live in humility. [00:00:54.06]
AJ: Yeah, I've noticed that a lot the material that is on YouTube about humility doesn't get watched very much, which is interesting in itself, as humility is one of the most important qualities that we can personally develop that will assist us in our relationship with God. [00:01:12.16]
Mary: Yeah, that's something I'd like to talk to you about later on in the interview, just how that happens and why it's so important. I suppose it is something that we talk about a lot. There are one or two specific presentations that you've given about it, but beyond that, you and I both mention being humble or humility quite a lot, and I actually think it's something that's quite poorly understood, in terms of in society, and often this state of humility is ridiculed, isn't it? [00:01:45.08]
AJ: Yes it's viewed as a state of weakness. And unfortunately for people who are attempting to spiritually progress, humility is not very high on their wish list of qualities to develop. But it's the most essential quality to develop in our relationship with God. One of the things that we often comment about in our private life is the need for more humility, in order to experience emotion. The only way to experience emotion, causal emotion, is to be humble to it, to actually have the quality of humility so much that as soon as you feel the emotion, you actually experience it. [00:02:25.12]
2. The contrast between God’s definition of humility and the world’s definition of humility
Mary: Yeah. Well maybe we can just go back a bit and just talk about the actual definition of humility. I thought initially I would really like to just present some of the world's definitions of humility. They're actually dictionary definitions that I found today, so perhaps if I could go through a few of them and then ask you what your definition is, or what a true definition is. [00:02:48.04]
AJ: Yeah, sure.
Mary: Okay, so the first few that I looked up said that humble is not proud or arrogant, modest, having a feeling of insignificance, low in rank, status or quality, showing deference or submission and being conscious of one's failings. And very often in the synonyms it was related to humiliation. I feel that these kinds of definitions are often what comes up for people when we mention the word humility, or being humble, especially in general society. [00:03:42.10]
AJ: Yeah, if we relook at the first few definitions, where it says not being arrogant, that is very true. That is a part of humility. But then it goes on to low in rank, status and quality, all of those things are not true, they're not a part of being humble, and they're not a part of humility. For that reason I've defined humility quite differently to what the dictionary does. [00:04:14.17]
Mary: Okay so I found another one that I think is a little closer to the mark, so maybe we could hear that one and then hear exactly what you feel it is. So this one was; having a lack of false pride, unpretending, meek, defining characteristic of an unpretentious and modest person. Someone who does not think that he or she is more important than others, and free of illusions of self deception. [00:04:40.20]
AJ: I would agree with all of those. They are all part of humility. So it's interesting how sometimes there are definitions that you can't agree with at all, with regard to humility and then other times there's definitions that you could say, Yes, all of those qualities are a part of the quality of humility.
[00:04:56.12]
2.1. Humility is the passionate desire to feel and experience all of our emotions
AJ: In terms of my definition of it, humility is the passionate desire to feel and experience all of my own emotions, whether they are pleasurable or painful, without blaming or attempting to manipulate or control my environment in any way. We can see in that definition that it encompasses so many things but also, as part of that, we must submit to our own emotions, but we don't necessarily need to submit to everyone else's. So this whole idea of submission to somebody else is not really a part of humility. Another part of humility that is often thought is this whole idea of deprecating oneself, and making other people more important than oneself. That's very, very difficult to do with God's definition of humility, because the way God sees us is, that God sees us as the pinnacle of her creation, and if we are the pinnacle of her creation, then God doesn't want to make us lower than anything else. But, God also wants us to have a very clear understanding of our true state, and not a state that we would love to see ourselves being, which is a state of facade. [00:06:21.10]
2.2. Humility is to see ourselves as God sees us
Mary: So then humility isn’t just this desire to really experience all of our emotions, but it's also a desire to see ourselves as God sees us? [00:06:29.22]
AJ: Exactly. To see ourselves as God, our creator sees us right at this moment. And then also to see ourselves as God sees us in terms of the pristine creation that God made, and our potentials and possibilities. So when we're humble we don't have an exalted opinion of ourselves, but we also don't have a terrible opinion of ourselves. In fact, once we become truly humble, it's almost like we don't have an opinion of ourselves at all. [00:07:02.00]
2.3. True humility has no self-judgement or self-consciousness
Mary: Or is it like we don't have a judgement of ourselves there?
AJ: We don't have any judgements of ourselves but we don't think about ourselves very much at all, in the sense of having to think about ourselves in deference or in preference to others. And so we would be out of harmony with humility if we had either of those feelings. So, humility allows us to emotionally be ourselves in the moment without even having to think about ourselves in that moment. [00:07:33.23]
Mary: So why is it that we don't have to think about ourselves in that moment? Because we're open to our feelings, or we're open to the truth that we are brothers and sisters? [00:07:42.19]
AJ: Well, if we have the feeling inside of ourselves that we're already comfortable completely with ourselves and being ourselves, and surrounding other people, then there is no need to even think about ourselves anymore in a relationship with other people. All we do is interact with them based on our feelings and we don't think about those feelings, we just interact. If those feelings are refined and have been brought into harmony with love, then every interaction we have with another person is going to be perfect; it's going to also be perfectly loving, and perfectly honest and truthful, and other people will find us very easy to get along with as a result generally. [00:08:27.17]
Mary: So it's almost like we're in this state of pre-humility now, or for most of us, a long way before humility, where we're filtering every emotion through, How's everyone going to react to this? What's my personal judgement of this feeling? What kind of person does this make me?
[00:08:47.11]
AJ: What does this person that I think I am look like to others?
That's a big thing that modifies how humble we become.
Mary: Yeah. Okay.
AJ: So a person who's truly humble doesn't live in their facade. They live as they truthfully are, and they know who they truthfully are as well. So the person who lives in humility knows who they are, and they don't have this feeling of having to maintain a facade of who they are, or to present to others somebody they're not. They are perfectly comfortable with who they are, but they don't have any exalted feelings about who they are either. [00:09:25.15]
Mary: So we're not elevating ourselves, we're not deprecating ourselves, we're just saying, This is who I am, right now.
AJ: This is who I am,
and in the most loving place that we can be. Who you are is exactly as God created you to be. That place would be once you've released all of your emotional injuries, all of the pride, all of the arrogance, all of the facade; all of those other emotional injuries that all create a lack of humility will be gone. But once that place has been obtained then you can be who you are, without even thinking about who you are, because you know that everything you do will be loving as a result of what you've already refined in your own soul. [00:10:03.21]
Mary: And we can't ever reach that point unless we're first willing to just be this injured person that we are?
AJ: Yeah, let's call it the injured mess, shall we?
Mary: The injured mess! Yep, I feel like that often.
AJ: And as I've presented in many talks how often we go through this state where we're firstly in the facade, and that's a very proud and arrogant place. It’s very, very resistive to truth. It has a very deep lack of emotional openness, and often is quite angry and fear based. Then you've got the injured self, which is what we need to progress into. And the injured self, is the person who still has all of these emotional injuries that come from our childhood that we are yet to release, so that we can become more loving, but at we least know those injuries. We at least allow ourselves to feel them without judgement. We at least allow ourselves to be that person; that's the beginning of humility. And then as we work our way through, we learn more and more about humility, and then we get to be our real self, and our real self usually is accomplished by the time we're at one with God. Now we're recognising our real personal self. There's still further development that we can have as a personality, but we now have the foundation, if you like, of our real self, which is obvious to ourselves and also to everyone around us at that point. And so what I see a lot of people doing is they live in their facade, hoping and try to make themselves humble in the facade, but because it's not yet being able to examine the injured self, it's nowhere near humility yet. Once a person starts getting into their injured self and being their injured self, now they have a great deal more humility than they had before. And then as they release the injured self, as they release the emotions that cause their injuries, they now become their real self who is totally capable of being completely humble, while at the same time being the pinnacle of God's creation. [00:12:06.19]
2.4. Humility takes its name from a Greek word meaning of the earth
Mary: Yeah, wow. For me, I feel like I've been stuck in facade for a long time and the thought of acknowledging and experiencing this injured self has felt so powerless. Yet now when I touch into that place I feel the power of it, because immediately, like there's just a groundedness and more truth is just flowing as a result. And it was interesting when I looked up these definitions the root of the word humility actually comes from the Greek word humus, which is of the earth, or of the ground. And I thought, Wow, yeah, I feel that the root really has a lot of meaning.
[00:12:55.15]
AJ: Yeah, there's sort of an irony in it, in a way, in the meaning of the word, because the reality is our body is made of the ground, we contain all of the elements that are in the ground. As a result we need to understand where we came from in a way, the fact that we were created and we didn't create ourselves. We didn't make ourselves. Once we understand that, then we can always be humble in our relationship with God. We always defer to God's authority, we always submit to God's authority in that place, because we understand where we came from. [00:13:34.02]
3. What it means to live in humility
Mary: Yeah, and I think that's probably one of the questions that I wanted to ask you about because I often see people around us, or even myself, begin to feel like humility is about feeling our emotions and therefore humility equals an ability to cry. But what I see you reflecting is something really different. It's kind of a quality I see that affects the way you live every day. It's not just about a willingness to feel your emotions, but there's a real respect for God and God's Truth within that. I want to spend the rest of this interview and possibly the next asking about all the aspects of humility, but just if you could give us an overall picture of what is looks like to be humble, all of the time? [00:14:30.19]
AJ: Sure. I mentioned this ability to be yourself at all times without being conscious of yourself very much at all. And so in other words when we're humble, we have no real self consciousness in the sense. We’re not worried about ourselves or worried about how we appear to others. We're not worried about how things look to others, or what we're doing, and how it looks to others. [00:15:00.14]
Mary: So is that really an element of pride? When I'm still conscious of how's this person viewing me, that’s just an indication I've still got pride within me?
AJ: Yeah, well it's an indication that there are still emotions within where we're being self judgemental, and the only reason why we would be self judgmental is because we want to portray ourselves to be something that we're not. That is one of the things that an arrogant or proud person does. The reality is, that once we are humble we portray ourselves as we truly are, and in fact it's not even a portrayal, in the sense that it's not something we attempt to do, it's just something that naturally happens without thinking about it. So that's one of the main aspects of humility. Secondly, when we're humble we feel everything as we feel it. So our emotions are written on our face in other words. We don't try to mask our face with a whole series of emotions that are not present within our soul, or vice versa, mask our face with a smile when inside of our soul we feel sad, or ashamed, or angry, or bitter or whatever other emotion we feel. We allow the complete reflection of our true emotional condition to come out. It doesn't mean that we’ll be