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From the Desk of Col. Garrett Ross
From the Desk of Col. Garrett Ross
From the Desk of Col. Garrett Ross
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The Clements Academy was established, somewhere around the year 2045, to train the best and brightest orphans from around the world into the perfect agents. Weapons training, martial arts training, and small unit tactics are just a taste of the curriculum for Clements students. Colonel Garrett Ross scouted each and every student in these 13 tales.

*Contains each of the original 12 'From the Desk of Col. Garrett Ross' stories, all compiled in one place, along with one never before seen story: Business With Pleasure, and a reprinted story from Breaking Benjamin: Falling Out.

Thanks to Smashwords increasing their file size limit, I was able to compile The Long Road Home here as well (which has been recently given the red edit pen!).

Business With Pleasure: Alex Kruschev (now Alex Seaborne) wanted a life away from intrigue, secrets, and murder. Yet she also wanted to spend money she and her husband didn't have. What happens when she's forced to head back into the business of being an operative, and what happens when she's forced to bring her work home with her?

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PublisherBrent Meske
Release dateFeb 4, 2013
ISBN9781301418480
From the Desk of Col. Garrett Ross
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Brent Meske

Brent is a husband, father, teacher, writer, and sometimes artist living in Seoul Korea, originally from Detroit, Michigan. Brent reads Stephen King, Brandon Mull, Jim Butcher, and a hundred others. You should too. Lately Brent's been all over the place: designing book covers both E and print, editing up books, and reviewing for AIA (awesome indies, look them up). It's an exciting time to be a writer. *If you're like me and you don't like to be cheated, please don't use Authorhouse.com. In fact, since finding Smashwords I intend to republish 'Breaking Benjamin' in its entirety here soon enough, and I'm also looking for a print publisher, if you'd like to have one on an actual bookshelf.

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    From the Desk of Col. Garrett Ross - Brent Meske

    Jaxun met Rory Pembroke in his fourth year at Clements, because the town near the Academy was tiny and it was bound to happen. In the orphanage Jaxun was always told that he reminded people of someone. It hadn’t done him any good, from age three when his mother took a nice little nosedive off the road somewhere on I-696 doing about a hundred and ten miles an hour. Neither the postmortem toxicology report nor mom’s nonexistent list of relatives did him any good.

    As he came to find out over his seven years at the orphanage, his ability to look like somebody everybody knew didn’t help him either. The interested surrogate parents always said something along the lines of ‘doesn’t he look like that boy from down the street?’ and pass him by for a cuter or more studious-looking model.

    His name was Jaxun. It was one of those new age style names that caused him no end of trouble. Most of the time, he signed Jackson, because people knew that one. It failed to draw any unwarranted attention. As a counterpoint to his strange name, in all other ways, Jaxun was completely unassuming. He stood about five ten or so, not thin but not fat, nor was he overly well muscled. He could pass as handsome if he tried, but didn’t, and so instead looked utterly average. His skin tone had a tint of darkness to it, from a mutt heritage somewhere in the genealogical past. He dressed in muted tones, without flashy fashion.

    He had no trouble passing through a crowd.

    He was on his Weekend Pass and spending his two-dollar coins on the arcade games, when it happened. It had to, eventually. He looked up and everyone stopped: he, Rory, and Rory’s three friends. They stared at this strange kid, and he stared back at them.

    Holy shit dude, a boy next to Rory finally said. He was a chubby one with freckles and too much carrot-colored, straw-textured hair.

    When we were joking about the clone thing, that was just a joke. I mean, nobody really gets cloned except over in India and Asia, right?

    Rory, who was more or less an exact replica of Jaxun, looked at his friends in disbelief. After a while his mouth began to work open and closed as a grand selection of words was gone over and dismissed as not being good enough. Jaxun had done it for him, with a broad smile.

    Hey brother, he said, and strode forward to grasp Rory by the hand.

    A half hour later they were in an abandoned part of the mall, breaking bottles together. It turned out Rory had a pretty poor choice of friends, which included Everett (the carrot-boy), a nothing kid named Steve, and a heavyset girl named Trisha. Everett didn’t even want to go into the closed down part of the mall, and absolutely wouldn’t touch a single of the empty beer bottles they found, so Jaxun wrote him off. Steve and Trisha, on the other hand, were up for breaking anything they could, including leftover mannequins and a rack of hangers from ages ago. They were punting the bald, female mannequin head around when Rory turned to Jaxun.

    How come I haven’t seen you out before?

    First Weekend Pass, Jaxun said, with a shrug. The school had just instituted the Weekend Pass program with the understanding that other schoolchildren couldn’t know about the Academy, nor could any of the parents. There were also officers floating around everywhere, watching them just in case the townspeople tried to do anything stupid.

    What the hell’s Weekend Pass?

    Uh… Jaxun faltered. It would still be two years before he took classes covering Fake Identities and Casual Conversation/Improvisation techniques for setting up assets in the field. Still, he had orders. Well, we go to school all the time. The headmaster guys decided we could head into town a couple of times a month.

    You go to school every day?

    Go? No, we sleep there.

    Man, Everett said. He was sulking, from having to be in this place. He was clearly reluctant to do anything that could get him in trouble. That would suck, like hard.

    Eww, Steve bristled, and gave the mannequin head a punt to show how disgusting the idea was. The head smashed into the ceiling and busted out one of the few remaining light bulbs. Trisha, Jaxun and his twin gave it a laugh.

    What’s the hours like at your school? Jaxun asked.

    Nine to four, with an hour for lunch, Rory said. He didn’t say much, but Jaxun didn’t mind. He was probably seriously freaked out from meeting a kid who could have been his twin.

    Two days later

    Jaxun wiped the mud from his face, snarled and leapt to his feet. His entire front was plastered with the stuff, frigid and wet. A steady rain was falling, pelting them with cold, late March rain that was a few degrees away from sleet.

    Get a fucking move on, girls! Officers were shouting at them, at him. He wouldn’t notice the officers normally. On any other day he could tune them out, stare ahead at the other bodies and get sucked into the rhythmic bob of heads and shoulders as they moved along the New Hampshire landscape in a long procession. And, by all accounts, it ought to have been a normal morning of Core.

    Only Jaxun couldn’t get the image of Rory out of his head. It wasn’t even that difficult to imagine the kid, since they looked the same. He’d seen the other boy’s house. He could see him now, at six in the morning, sleeping in. His mother would make him bacon and eggs and pancakes with syrup and call him, probably hug him or something equally disgustingly sappy when he finally wandered downstairs, exhausted. He’d head to school, if it were a weekday, where he’d prop himself in front of his locker and pull out his unfinished homework. Then, dealing with the types of things Jaxun had finished up two semesters ago, he might struggle to get it finished before the first bell rang.

    The last half-mile of the Core course was like walking over shards of glass and razor wire. Not that it hurt his feet at all, but that it stung his mind and enveloped him in a miasma of jealousy. Later that day, he shredded his targets on the assault rifle range, and tagged six other kids in his paintball, urban combat class.

    Two weeks later

    Rory and Jaxun were walking along a little patch of woods off the highway, throwing rocks at the signposts whenever they happened to come upon one. Jaxun already had a pocketful of rocks waiting for the next mile marker.

    I don’t know what you’re pissing and whining about, Rory said.

    Um, it might be the four hours of homework a night.

    You get to shoot stuff. And throw people all over the place. You’re seriously turning into, like, an agent or something. Maybe Corp. security. That would be fucking sweet.

    Jaxun was about to say something, but stopped himself from doing so. He hadn’t thought about Clements like that. For all he knew, it was just a really tough private school. He hadn’t had any friends back at the orphanage. They had either kept their distance, or been sucked away by the adopting parents. For all he knew, all private schools were like this, and public schools were like an eight year cruise through a tropical land, where everybody served you umbrella drinks, and the rest of your cruise mates were either total weaklings, utter slackers or complete retards.

    It’s no holiday, he said quietly. Something wiggled in his mind, and he realized there was a cocoon of an idea, getting ready to hatch into a plan somewhere in his brain, sometime in the future. He wasn’t the type of kid to pop a pimple before its time, though, because that always led to unnecessary messes and scarring.

    Dude, Rory said, high school is probably the most hellish thing I’ve ever been through, and I’m not even a quarter of the way finished. Do you even have shaving cream at the Academy?

    What would you do with shaving cream?

    How about fill peoples’ lockers with it, and ruin their textbooks and notebooks and whatever. Even worse in a gym locker.

    It didn’t sound anything like a winter run through Core, with knee deep snow when you only had a sweatshirt and sweatpants on, being cursed and yelled at the whole time by officers who just wanted to get the hell inside, regardless of the fact that they were wearing coats, gloves, and winter hats. And you weren’t wearing any of those.

    Swirlies too, Rory said. Bet you don’t have swirlies.

    Two months later

    No no no, Jaxun said, and helped Rory up off the ground. You gotta block those, man. Chop block, that’s definitely time for the chop block.

    Try letting me know when you’re gonna hit me, Rory heaved.

    Jaxun knew he wasn’t a patient kid. He wanted to get the plan moving, but shoved down the impetus to blurt out the whole thing and instead took up his Tae Kwon Do stance. With that, he motioned for the four of them to attack. They should have been way better than this, since they’d started practicing at a local mixed martial arts dojo. Still, maybe the Core and the four years on the mat prepared him better.

    This time it was Steve who got in a jab at his kidney while he was busy deflecting Everett’s sloppy blows. Trisha was by far the best. She had taken right to it, and thinned right out with daily runs. Jaxun reminded himself to have Rory go running with her every day.

    He aimed a shot at Steve’s solar plexis, and connected before ducking Trisha’s front kick. A turn of the hips, and he swept her off her feet by spinning. He came up facing Rory, and found a foot plowing straight for his chest.

    He smiled as he staggered backwards after deflecting the blow. Maybe the four of them were getting better. Everett was still a lost cause with his frequent excuses to get out of going to practices, but the other three had a bit of promise.

    Rory’s mom came out with some milk and cookies afterwards, and congratulated them on their practice. She noted that they were so motivated, and warned them that, no, she wouldn’t allow any of them near guns in case they were going to shoot up the high school. Then, after the bloodless look on Everett’s face and a couple of jokes, she disappeared.

    You gotta head back soon, don’t you?

    Jaxun nodded. Six o’clock on Sundays. He’d stayed in the youth hostel with two or three of the other kids last night. Staying away from school was like a vacation in and of itself. Most of the other kids had no idea what they were doing, sitting at school all weekend and just doing homework.

    That sucks dude.

    It isn’t terrible. I got homework to do anyway, and there’s a movie showing. I can head there tonight. Besides, we got cake at the Mess every Sunday night.

    Steve snorted, Mess. Nice.

    Alright, Rory said. When we see your guy, I want to try something. Don’t say anything.

    They walked him back toward the youth hostel. Just outside Rory’s house, Janovek fell in step beside him. He was a slightly older man, early to mid twenties, an Officer who worked at Clements. It was his job to keep track of Jaxun at all times, and had since Jaxun had started heading off campus on Weekend Pass. It had been going on for six months now, so Janovek didn’t follow him around like a Siamese twin anymore. Rory and the other three were more or less used to him by now, though Jaxun was sure they were still spooked by the rich-kid-with-an-out-of-school-bodyguard cover story he’d given them.

    Hey Janovek, Rory said. Jaxun looked at him and grinned.

    Janovek just nodded. Jaxun. How was the sparring session?

    The five of them looked at each other and burst out laughing.

    Two weeks later

    What are you talking about? Why not? Jaxun said.

    It’s only a temporary measure, Reynolds, William Jennings said. He called everybody by their last names.

    Jaxun didn’t understand, really, and didn’t want to. What he understood was that the adults were crushing his fun, and killing his ambition, and worse: they were teaming up on him. He’d read about cornered animals before, and didn’t understand it until that very moment when his stomach boiled up some bile and locked his throat up.

    You have to understand, son, Colonel Ross said. A lot of students use the Weekend Pass to get away from the school, to get away from their responsibilities and homework.

    We’ve had a lot of broken rules on Weekend Pass, Jennings said.

    Garrett Ross was a tall, imposing man. He was nothing but corded muscle under his military uniform, which looked to be just a little too tight on purpose. It looked like he probably tore Clements failures apart, maybe for sport, maybe for exercise. Jaxun couldn’t look him in the face at first, but got up the courage once they really started tag-teaming. His initial feeling that Colonel Ross had dreamed up Core in between eating several students for breakfast and lunch evaporated. Ross might have a square face, and strong jaw, but the expression on his face and the softness of his eyes matched his tone of voice. It lent Jaxun a little power to speak.

    I haven’t…I mean, the rules, I’ve been careful, Jaxun said.

    We know you have, Jennings said, and looked at Ross.

    It’s just temporary, Ross said. A few months at most. We’ll deal with the rule breakers and tune up the program a little. We just didn’t want you to feel like it was anything you’d done wrong.

    Two Hours Later

    Kilborne told me you were the person to talk to, Jaxun said.

    Oh did she? The boy was Benjamin Wallace, or Wally. At least, it ought to have been him. Cassie Kilborne was a strange one, at very least, like one of those kids who looked more at home mixing up blasting compounds or looking down the barrel of a sniper rifle, than actually talking.

    She did.

    And you believe her? Wally said. Kilborne’s a bit of a…you know. I mean, good kid and all, but you know. Wally was a big seventh year kid, strong and confident with a full cache of lazy looks and carefree smiles. It looked to Jaxun like Wally losing his arms and legs in some sort of freak battle exercise accident wouldn’t faze him, because he could just float if he wanted to. Of course, he didn’t need to float, which was a testament to just how cool he was.

    She said you got past your officer whenever you went out on Weekend Pass. Like you’re some sort of conman or something.

    Wally smiled. I guess I did. I don’t know about conman though. That sounds like a pretty negative word. What I do is a bit more like acting.

    I don’t care what you do, Jaxun said. Long as I can ask a favor of you.

    Favors cost, boss.

    I can pay. Anyway it’s just a letter. Problem is, Ross and Jennings talked to me about canceling Weekend Pass.

    Maybe for fifth years, Wally said. He was a sixth year, the jerk. Jennings won’t stop me. Can’t stop me.

    Two Days Later

    Rory looked up at the big kid with the goofy grin on his face. A few other kids were with him that Rory recognized from high school. One was named Chip, and they were responsible for a lot of Rory’s experiences with kissing public school toilets. They had been responsible for that sort of thing since he was in second grade.

    The kid in the center wasn’t one he recognized though. Wally’s smile vanished, and he looked around as though death was on his heels.

    Message for you, Wally said gravely. Over there.

    They walked over to a deserted part of the high school gym together. Chip and company just laughed as they walked away. Chip and the guys turned back to the girl’s basketball game. For as many people as there always were at these sorts of things, finding an out-of-the-way place wasn’t difficult. The high school was full of twists and cul-de-sacs that assholes like Chip knew exactly how to exploit.

    They better not touch my friends, Rory said.

    They won’t, Wally said. They did before?

    Oh yeah, all the time. What is it?

    Spunky one, Wally said, I like that. I’m just the messenger, kid. I don’t have anything with you. Jaxun told me to tell you: plan’s still on. Keep to the plan. You been keeping with it?

    Rory nodded. His heart started racing.

    Good. Jaxun’s been taken off Weekend Pass for now. Doesn’t matter. He says don’t forget the plan, and he’s not giving up. I assume you know what he’s talking about.

    Rory nodded.

    Good. Enjoy your girlfriend. I’ll make sure the boys won’t be a problem for you anymore.

    Two days later there was a clip in the newspaper about Chip, Brad and James. All three were dead, after having driven their car into the Androscoggin Lake after drinking several beers each. They had smacked into the lake, doing about a hundred and forty kilometers per hour. Had Rory seen it, the next two months would have been very different.

    Two Months Later

    It’s time, Jaxun said.

    Now? Everett asked. He was sweating, terrified. This would require the most balls of anything he’d ever done.

    Now. Go!

    There was a shout, and the five of them began running through the mall. Trisha immediately peeled right, and headed into a Gap store, while Steve and Everett went left for the SONY World store. Jaxun and Rory headed off toward the arcade.

    It didn’t take long at all before the security guards were on to them, but Steve and Trisha were up to the task. Everett immediately gave up and put his hands in the air. That was part of the plan anyway, whether Everett knew it or not. That kept at least one security guard occupied.

    Trisha gave a deathly shriek and ran back out of Gap into the mall proper, trailing several security guys. She crossed paths with Steve, and actually got two of the guards to knock into each other. Awesome! Steve vaulted for the fire alarm, and crushed it downwards.

    There it is, Jaxun breathed. Rory was a little winded, or maybe just excited. They barreled into the picture booth together, and emerged at a run twenty seconds after that. Triumph painted both of their faces.

    I don’t think it’s going to work.

    It’s totally going to work, Jaxun said.

    Two heartbeats later

    Jaxun! Janovek shouted, charging into the arcade full speed. Damnit Jaxun, you get back here! The curtain fluttered behind the two boys as they rocketed out of the photo booth. Janovek followed the one he thought was Jaxun.

    It was done.

    Two Minutes Later

    What in the hell did you think you were doing back there?

    What an officer thing to say.

    They revoked you once, and I have this feeling like they’re going to do it again, Janovek said. I just don’t understand it. You’ve been so good, it doesn’t make any sense.

    Rory just looked at him and couldn’t keep from grinning.

    Yeah, you smile. Go ahead. All of this is going into my report to Jennings. You’ll be lucky if you see outside the school walls for the rest of your life.

    Rory could hardly contain himself the entire ride back on the shuttle. Everything about this plan excited him. The bus was exciting in and of itself. It was a bus built for transporting kids who were being trained as killing machines, run by people who had to be completely out of their minds. Rory didn’t know how anybody could contain this much potential for chaotic violence. The walls of the school were topped with razor wire, meant to keep inquiring minds out and adventurous souls in. The fifteen year old, now nearing his sixteenth birthday, with possibly the coolest birthday present on the face of the planet, rolled up to the gates of the Clements Academy and passed through.

    It was exotic and amazing, to pass through the signboard which read ‘Clements Academy for Gifted Young People.’ In smaller letters beneath this proclaimed ‘An outreach program designed to provide underprivileged children the skills they need to survive the world.’

    Drab concrete buildings spattered with ambitious ivy plants came into view. At the center of the parade field, the flag of the United States of America flew, still with fifty stars even, though fifty was no longer the number of states in the union. Across the Parade Field, kids kicked around a soccer ball, sat and read books, or threw frisbees around.

    Doesn’t look so bad, he muttered.

    It’s going to get a lot worse for you, Janovek chuckled. Keep up the attitude.

    Rory had a little trouble that day, and not because any of the higher ups at the school came to talk to him either. First, he couldn’t find his room. It wasn’t warm anymore, and he got pretty cold just walking around the campus. None of the other children seemed to have any huge problems with it, though.

    What’s up, Jaxun? someone said.

    Rory turned. Uh…oh, hi, he said.

    A kid walked up to him, another fifth year by the looks of him. He had a mess of blond hair sticking up every which way, and eyes so blue they seemed to have electric current running through them.

    You’re back off Weekend Pass early. Thought maybe you’d like to come back and hang out with the losers at school?

    What?

    Don’t try bullshitting me, man. We know you think you’re too cool for us. But, whenever you think you’d like to come back down to earth, we’ve got a field exercise in a couple of days. If you don’t want us getting our asses handed to us like last time, maybe we should work together. Not like last time.

    Uh, yeah. Yeah, absolutely.

    The kid’s eyes narrowed. Something wrong with you?

    I need your help. Is there someplace we can talk?

    The other kid laughed. Yeah, you’re fucking with me right?

    No, seriously, Jaxun didn’t tell you about the plan, did he?

    Referring to yourself in third person now, huh?

    Fuck, Rory breathed. He looked around for anybody who looked to be about Janovek’s age. He definitely didn’t want to blow it yet. Okay, here, I’m not Jaxun.

    Let me guess: you were abducted by aliens and they put some sort of other consciousness into your body. Complete with anal probe.

    What?

    Quit fuckin around. See you tomorrow.

    No! No! Rory said, and ran to catch up with him. I’m not fucking around. I don’t even know which building is my dorm. I don’t know your name. I don’t know anything about the school except what Jaxun told me. My name’s Rory, and I’m from Liberty.

    You’re a townie, the kid said, without missing a stride, and now the disbelief had a crack in it.

    Yeah. Anyway why would I lie?

    Cuz you’re an asshole.

    Jaxun’s an asshole, maybe, but not me.

    Bullshit.

    How can I convince you I’m me and not him?

    You’re at Liberty High, right?

    Yeah.

    Tell me the names of your teachers.

    I have Mrs. Wasowski for English 10-2, first hour. Then I have Bratovich for math. Greenwald for World History, which is kind of a joke. Ms. Grace in Drawing and Painting. You want me to go on?

    The kid leveled his impossibly blue eyes on Rory and grinned. He also shook his head. Alright, you got me convinced. Assuming you didn’t beat up a townie for that useless information, and you still have no reason to keep the joke up, then you’re not him, and you’re fucked. You’re in such deep shit then, townie. Let’s get you to your room, and get you up to speed.

    As they walked, the kid started teaching. "This is how your day goes: you wake up at five thirty, shower, dress, and get out to the Parade Field for Core by six. Core lasts two hours. You’re a minute late and you’re in deep shit. Don’t be late.

    Breakfast after Core. Then we have classes starting at 9. I don’t know what your schedule is, but hopefully Jaxun left something for you. If he didn’t…anyway that doesn’t matter. Lunch at one, and back to classes at two. Generally you’re done by four, but sometimes you’ve got field exercises, or martial arts practice or special programs or something. Anyway, dinner’s around six or seven, whenever you’re finished with classes for the day, and if you have enough time to eat. Homework after that. Lot of kids do their homework while they eat dinner.

    Rory felt a hot rock settle in the pit of his stomach.

    Now, you need to meet the squad and get a look at your room.

    Jaxun’s room looked like a prison cell. The bedcovers were drab grey-green, as was the footlocker at the base of it. A closet space took up an entire wall, and there was a desk in the corner opposite the bathroom. It was way smaller than his bedroom back home, but he had to reconcile it against the feeling of no parents. That was pretty sweet.

    There’s your curriculum books, the kid said. You’ll probably want to catch up on the past five years of what you’ve missed. There’s an olive green box in the bottom desk drawer. It’s magnetically sealed. There’s a handgun inside. If you really want to know how to open it…

    "There’s a what?"

    A handgun. Loaded with hollow point bullets and an external Smart weapon attachment. Anyway if you want it opened up, I’d talk to Galen Tripp in the seventh year building. I have no idea why it’s there in the first place.

    Ah…alright.

    Jaxun probably left you his homework, too. Best get on that while you have today and tomorrow to figure out what the hell he was up to. I’ll go round up the rest of the squad and we’ll have a few introductions.

    Rory felt like he had just been shipped over to a place like Tajikistan, where nobody spoke his language, he had no idea what was going on, no money with which to buy what he needed, and no idea where to buy even the basics. He sat down at the desk and put his head in his hands. A few minutes immediately following, he headed to the bathroom to throw up.

    Rory’s new squadmates were Michaelson (or Son of Michael, as he was called), a girl named Ivy (which was apparently good enough to stay her name), another girl named Sandy (but who refused to answer to the nickname Arc), and the original kid he’d spoken to. His name turned out to be the best of all: his was Stefan Sextus Morenard-Waybright. He went by the moniker SS.

    And what’d you guys call Jaxun?

    Arc looked at him like he had a third and fourth ear poking out of his cheeks, snorted, and left the room. Son of Michael smiled with his arms folded over his chest, but said nothing.

    Just Jaxun, SS said.

    That’s not fun.

    Jaxun was a dick, like I told you.

    But we have hope for you, Ivy said. Just survive the first month.

    Oh, don’t worry about that, Rory said. Jaxun and I had a deal. We were only going to do this arrangement for about a month, until the next Weekend Pass.

    Another snort, this time from the hallway. Apparently Arc was still out there.

    Anyway, you’ve got a lot of catching up to do. We should leave you to it.

    The rest of them left, but Ivy stayed. She stayed propped up against his desk, looking down at him like he was a whole seashell, washed ashore where all the others were just crumbled shards.

    Why do you guys call her Arc?

    She’s a little chilly, Ivy said. Just like the Arctic. Just imagine howling winds, miles thick ice and six months of straight darkness.

    Shit.

    Ivy shrugged. We could have called her Ant. I think, in the end she’s getting the better of two bad deals. She reached out and gave his shoulder a squeeze. Good luck. I’m just down the hall if you have questions.

    I probably will.

    She laughed. You’re not Jaxun, that’s for sure.

    Two Days Later

    Get up, Jaxun! Get your ass up off that fucking ground right now and continue running, or I swear to Christ himself in God’s golden heaven that I will make sure you have to snort your food through a drinking straw until you are twenty-five years of age!

    Uh, was all Rory could manage.

    Hands hefted Rory off the ground, and began pulling him along.

    Take your hands off that maggot! Janovek was screaming. This pissant will run under his own power or I will snap his pathetic little ass in half. Do you understand me, Jaxun? Now get those legs moving. Janovek continued berating him, but it ceased to matter after a few more sentences with as much Jesus and filth as he could possibly stuff into Rory’s ears.

    His lungs were twin furnaces; they were jet engines for all the heat they were blasting out. For every gulp of air he sucked down, it did nothing to ease the inferno roaring through his middle. His legs were no better, unless being puddles of jello somewhere beneath his hips was an improvement over burning alive from the inside out.

    The hands didn’t let up off him, and he was grateful for it.

    Move your ass, Lily whispered. You’re not light, you know that?

    He had been moving his ass for the last half hour. He’d done the same thing yesterday, only he’d made it even farther. He didn’t understand that Monday wasn’t nearly as bad as Tuesday, because his muscles would only tighten up and ache with tiredness after the first day.

    Go, dude, Son of Michael said.

    Arc rushed by and snorted in derision. That got Rory back on his feet.

    Rory propelled his body onwards. His eyes were hollow points of fire inside an empty husk of a head. He could think of nothing except the pain and the end. He just wanted it to end. He just wanted to see the end and collapse and die. And maybe kill Jaxun before he did.

    Two Hours Later

    You need more fluids, Ivy said. Rory nodded his head and tried to spit the bile into the toilet. The taste in his mouth wasn’t anything compared to the pounding in his head or the all over inferno that his body had become.

    Anyway I’ve got to go to classes. I’m already late.

    Go, Rory whispered. All of you.

    SS, Son of Michael, Ivy and Arc all left the boys’ bathroom when he insisted again. He tried gulping down some of the water from the Mess, but couldn’t manage more than a mouthful before he spit it back into the toilet.

    Another two hours took him to class, where he took notes. He had no conception of what he was taking notes on, except that it was important to get nearly every word of the lecture.

    Another two hours brought him to lunch, where he wolfed down four pieces of the most pathetic meatloaf he’d ever laid taste buds on. At last he could walk without the danger of collapsing in a heap in the hallway.

    Another two classes brought him to the shooting range, where the instructor got on his ass about his terrible aim. Rory explained that he’d been sick all morning and could barely stand up. So the instructor made him stand up to continue shooting, just for talking back. When he collapsed on the ground, the instructor propped him up in the prone position and had him continue to fire. Contrary to the instructor’s sadistic delusions, Rory’s aim did not improve.

    Two hours later found Rory at the dinner table. Ivy, SS, Son of Michael, and Arc all surrounded him. They were in the process of inhaling something that was supposed to be spaghetti. Rory didn’t want to see it end up in the toilet, with the godawful stench of it wafting back up in his face, so he declined.

    I can’t do this, he whispered.

    Not surprising, Arc said. Couldn’t even last two days.

    Cut him some slack, okay? Ivy said.

    Somebody wants to get in his pants, Arc mumbled.

    We have to call Jaxun and find a way to get him back.

    He needs a codename, Son of Michael said.

    Couldn’t hurt, Ivy said.

    Bile sounds good, Arc said. Though maybe Vagina Boy would work.

    Just because you’re a bitch, you ain’t gotta bring your shitty attitude down on me, Rory snapped.

    She just sniffed at him. You are going to crush our chances at winning any of the field exercises. I kind of wish Jaxun was back here. He may have been a dick, but at least he didn’t have rubber legs. Yeah, I think-

    Enough, SS said.

    Arc stared at him, wide-eyed.

    He gets a code name, SS said. and you get to stop talking trash, and we all accept the fact that Jaxun’s not coming back, at least not for two more weeks on the next Weekend Pass. That means Jaxun’s clone has to soak up everything about every lesson Jaxun’s ever learned, and get some combat maneuvers down. Hand signals. Get him on weights. We’re used to dealing with Jaxun’s shit, so this won’t be a problem.

    Un-fucking-believable, Arc whispered, loud enough for all of them to hear.

    And that’ll be the last word on that. If you want to work on finding a way to get Jaxun back, that’s your extra homework. The rest of us…Son of Michael’s good on the firing range, so you’ll help him there. Ivy’s good on most of the military subjects, so she’ll start from the bottom and work up. I’ll work with him on combat exercises and tactics. Understood?

    And I’ll just stay out of your way, Arc said, and picked up her tray to leave.

    Yeah, I guess that’ll have to be the way it is, since you’re obviously not going to be constructive in dealing with the situation.

    What’s her deal anyway? Rory asked.

    Jaxun wasn’t nice to her, and she’s jealous that he’s out, Son of Michael said.

    SS got up to leave, explaining that he had a lot of homework to finish if he wanted some free time to help out Rory.

    What else? Rory asked.

    Arc just cut off his supply of sex, Ivy said.

    Wow…that’s a revelation I didn’t see coming.

    Your new name is Clone, by the way, Son of Michael said.

    Rory had nothing to say to that, until he was hit with a brainstorm. He had just tasted the pudding, which was actually half-decent, when the thought struck him. Why don’t we just tell the principal or whoever runs the place what the deal is?

    Ivy and Son of Michael just stared at him like an enormous alien bug had just split his head in two and crawled out to start its war on the human race.

    ***

    What, you thought we were best pals or something? Because seriously, this was a business relationship, kid. Don’t know what fucking crack you were smoking.

    The voice on the phone started to talk back, but Jaxun cut it off.

    Quit pissing and moaning. This was what you wanted, wasn’t it? Buck up, grow some balls, be a man. Like I told you before, you can do anything you want.

    Silence. The other end of the line was full of chatter. Jaxun grimaced and held the phone away from his ear. He didn’t need the guilt trip that was sure to leak out and try to infest his ear. It would just be wasted air anyway.

    Look man, I was gonna give you some extra advice before you got yourself into some really deep shit, but you asked for it. I’m hanging up now, so good luck and all that.

    Click.

    ***

    Hi mom, Jaxun said. She hadn’t seen him the night before. He’d been pretending to study with his headphones on. The only time he’d spoken was with a mouthful of toothpaste, and she’d given him a goodnight.

    Hi honey, Rory’s mother said.

    I’m feeling like pancakes today. How do you feel about pancakes?

    I feel pretty good about them, but not today. I’m running late, sorry.

    But you’re already late, so you’ll only be ten minutes later.

    Rory’s mother stopped to stare at him, much like Ivy and Son of Michael had just last night. Something changed in her face.

    You’re not-

    Nope, Jaxun said. Sit down, we need to talk. No, better yet, you make the pancakes and I’ll talk.

    You can’t-

    I surely fucking can, Jaxun said. and I know I can because at Clements, I was learning how to karate kick peoples’ heads off at age eleven. So get the fucking pancake mix out, and give me some honest-to-god flapjacks, and I’ll tell you about the time I started on the machinegun range at Clements.

    Somewhere within her must have been some resolve, because Rory’s mother closed her mouth, blinked a few times, and got to work on the pancakes.

    "Now, I studied firearms starting at age eleven, and quickly moved to the pistol range. After studying pistols and machine pistols, I moved to the sub machinegun. I found it to be too weak, and transferred to the assault rifle course. You talk about concentrated, controlled destruction; you can saw targets in half with assault rifles. At the same time, I was working on Chemistry. Eventually I’d start messing with blasting compounds. Plus, I was doing tactical analysis of intrusion plans from former covert operations. I had my Matrix jack installed in my head last year, at age fourteen. Last year I had my first deep cover alias classes.

    "What you’re thinking right now is this: how could the US government possibly sponsor such a program, and why would they be training kids like this? That’s not as important as your current situation, so pretty soon you’re going to be asking yourself how to get Rory out of Clements, and how to get me back in. You’re thinking about the phone calls you’re going to have to make in order to make it happen. You’re probably also considering calling the police and having them arrest me. However, I’m going to tell you a story.

    "When I was a first year, there were thirty kids in my World History and Geography class. At the end of the first semester, there were twenty-four. Do you know how many empty seats there were? None. By the end of the second year, almost half of the class could disappear, but they always made sure to take the empty desks out, like we wouldn’t see that kids named Jeremy or Tristan were gone. Kids who were my best friends for a while. Kids who failed the school.

    Clements killed them, Mrs. Pembroke. Really I shouldn’t call you that, but anyway Clements buried them in the ground. My friends would have called me or sent me a message over the Matrix or something. They would have found a way. There’s no other explanations. Clements was created to make the government money somehow, by selling us off I guess, and it’s a huge secret. So what happens when you make that call, is you and I both disappear. Rory too. Probably your husband too.

    You’re lying, Rory’s mother said, crying as she flipped the pancakes.

    "The only way you have of discovering the truth, mom, is to risk killing us all. You wouldn’t take the risk on killing your own son, would you?"

    She dropped one of the pancakes on the floor she was trembling so badly. Jaxun popped up and saved the rest by taking the pan out of her hands.

    I’ll get that, he said, and loaded up his plate with fresh pancakes.

    What did you do to my son? she sobbed, and held onto the counter. She couldn’t bear to turn around and watch her son’s look alike eating at the table, having threatened to kill her.

    I didn’t do anything, Jaxun said, with his mouth full of syrup and butter. He begged me for it. The old switcharoo. He wanted it, and so did I, so just relax because it was his idea all along. I’m going to be sleeping in Rory’s bed, wearing his clothes, studying his classes, and fucking his girlfriend. Just get used to the idea.

    The part about it being Rory’s idea was a lie, but as far as Jaxun understood the rest wasn’t. He was deathly afraid of Clements, and this conversation had to happen. He wasn’t a good actor, though he was confident that Clements wouldn’t discover Rory for quite some time.

    Jaxun had a blast at school. The classes were things he’d covered two years ago at Clements during a grueling period of civilian classes and tests. He didn’t remember a lot of the stuff, but he could damn well pass the tests again. That wouldn’t be hard at all.

    Also, word had gotten around that Rory was fed up with getting picked on, and had started taking Tae Kwon Do, so all the usual assholes didn’t try any of their usual shit with him. Steve, Everett and Trisha found him eating a third piece of lunchroom pizza and sat down next to him.

    Dude, did it work? Steve asked.

    Course it worked, Jaxun said, You don’t make a foolproof plan and have it fail.

    Awesome! Steve cried. Everett looked surprised and elated too, though fearful, which was Everett’s natural state of being. Trisha didn’t look happy in the slightest.

    Next time, dude, we’re getting out of here for lunch.

    What? Jaxun asked.

    Everett’s mom gave him a car. We don’t have to stay in this shithole and eat that slop. And here he was, thinking the lunchroom pizza (shaped like a rectangle) was probably the best food item ever invented. He simply had to test out all of this other stuff, outside the school. The idea was thrilling, but he couldn’t let it show.

    Anyway we looked for you, and headed out to the MacDee when we couldn’t find you. Tomorrow we’ll catch you outside the school, at the student parking lot.

    Alright.

    Steve and Everett left, and Jaxun tucked in to the pizza and fries again before he realized Trisha was there. Not only that, but she had a look on her face that he’d seen on some of the officers before: the ‘I need to talk to you and you’re in deep shit’ look. He ate the last of his pizza, which gave him some time to search his mind.

    I need to talk to you, she said. Predictably.

    Oh yeah? he asked, still in the process of finishing the last piece of pizza.

    Yeah, she said. Listen, I wasn’t happy about this plan, but Rory didn’t tell me about it until a few weeks ago. There wasn’t any talking him out of it.

    I wasn’t aware he needed any talking out of.

    Not a sentence, but anyway yes, he did. The school is probably going to beat the crap out of him.

    Or worse, Jaxun thought. Still, he wasn’t about to beat himself up over it. Jaxun wanted out, Rory wanted in, and that’s all there was to it.

    Yeah, I don’t doubt it, Jaxun said.

    And you still let him do it?

    I think it’s a little neither, don’t you?

    What are you talking about? she asked.

    Neither here nor there, since he’s on the inside already. We had our chance to do something about it before, and now it’s too late. Besides, this isn’t what you wanted to talk to me about anyway, was it?

    What? she asked.

    You were going to talk to me about something else, except that you got sidetracked by this whole business of biting my head off.

    She flushed, which spread from her cheeks down her neck and straight into her sweater. It came to Jaxun why she was so upset, almost instantly.

    Ah, he said.

    Ah? What’s ah?

    Why don’t we talk about this someplace more private? She seemed to like this idea even less than talking to him about what it was in the first place, but he stood up anyhow, and dumped his lunch tray in the garbage. She followed him, regardless of how reluctant she was. They headed out together, to one of the school’s many little nooks. It was perfect for necking or the sort of serious chat Jaxun thought he was about to have.

    Listen, he said, I didn’t really understand before. I’m sorry.

    You are? she said.

    Absolutely. In fact, if I’d have known you two were, you know, I never would have put the plan in motion. I wish one of you could have, you know, told me about the fact that you were together.

    Back when he’d met Trisha, she had looked more like livestock than girlfriend material. All that changed as soon as Jaxun started putting the plan in motion, and in the two years they had spent on Tae Kwon Do classes, she had thinned out considerably. It was only natural that Rory would start finding her attractive, feeling her hands on his body as they threw each other around. They were pretty inseparable even before Jaxun had shown up, so when Trisha lost over twenty kilograms, it didn’t take long before he noticed.

    Her mouth was working open and closed in confusion.

    I don’t want to screw anything up between you two, so maybe we should stop seeing each other for now, just until he comes back.

    No! she cried, a bit too early. She stopped herself, drew up a blanket of composure, and started over. No, I mean, we were going out for a little while, and I kind of told my friends…well it doesn’t matter. I can’t really…I mean I can’t just break up with Rory for no good reason.

    We can invent one, he said.

    What?

    Reasons are transitory. They don’t really matter. Rory wasn’t good in bed. No, that makes you look like a slut. Umm…you had a disagreement about religion or something. That’s a lot better.

    We go to the same church.

    Not anymore! he said. Never been to one, and I don’t have any urges to head back to a place that reminds me of the orphanage. Nuns. He shivered.

    Listen, she said, all we have to do is hold hands sometimes, and appear together outside of school a few times and nobody’ll know the difference.

    Jaxun appeared to think it over, but the decision had already been made when he started this conversation. If Rory was still a virgin with her, the new and improved Rory wouldn’t be for long.

    Two Days Later

    I can’t do this.

    Can’t is a failure’s resort. I heard they serve nice drinks in Can’t, Ivy said. She’d just magically appeared in his doorway, in time to hear him utter those words and flatten his face in the homework.

    What?

    Usually they just pour some liquor over your headstone.

    The threat of death’s getting a little old, Rory said.

    I’m pretty tired of having to use it on you, she shot back. Now what’s wrong?

    I’m used to doing my homework at lunch, and copying all the answers out of Everett’s notebook is what’s wrong. There’s no Everett here. Why is it you psychopaths have three hours of homework a night? And how come we don’t all have the same classes?

    Specialization?

    What?

    Every team’s got to have a face.

    Why? We have a lot of deep cover infiltration to do?

    She shook her head and smiled. Seems useless now, but it won’t be.

    Come on, there’s got to be a reason why I can’t just copy any of your answers.

    I don’t have a single class together with you. Plus, I have no desire to blow things up and Jaxun did.

    Rory shook his head. The Chemistry is way beyond me, the math is way beyond me, okay just about everything is over my head.

    Son of Michael popped his head in. Hey Clone.

    What up, Son?

    He had a sleek paintball gun hefted in the crook of one arm, and a mask in the cover-your-hair position. He was also covered from head to toe in camouflage, with a light blue armband around his right arm.

    We got a field exercise in a half hour. Throw on your camo and…oh, hey Ivy.

    Hey.

    See you guys out there.

    Yeah.

    Son of Michael left, which allowed Rory the chance to smash his face into his homework again. Immediately after this sorry excuse to head into the woods and shoot each other, Rory would head back to the dorms, while trying to ignore the insults of Arc and SS and concentrate on this bullshit. He tried to grind the words into his skull, where maybe they could take up residence and arrange themselves into a pattern of understanding. As it stood now, after the field exercise, it would be about nine at night, which would give him a good hour to finish all his homework before heading to bed for the five thirty wakeup call.

    What’s the problem now?

    I can’t do this. I’m so fucked.

    ***

    Rory?

    Hm? Jaxun said. He didn’t like the name Rory. It was a soft name, more befitting a victim. He didn’t like having to respond to it either. It was one of those things he would have to, and was already getting used to. But that didn’t mean he had to like it.

    You don’t have to be so close. The girls believe us.

    Shh, someone said. Jaxun looked around and discovered a man wearing sunglasses in the theater. Tryin’ to watch this.

    A blind man trying to watch a movie, Jaxun whispered. That’s some pretty wacky shit. Trisha broke up into a hysterical giggling fit, which she controlled only with Jaxun’s hand clamped over her mouth.

    He had his arm around her, hugging her tightly against him in the dim glow of the horror film before them. Whenever something came out of nowhere, exactly when Jaxun knew it would, Trisha would jump and shriek in terror, then bury her face in his shoulder. He had to coax her to watch the movie again.

    By degrees, Jaxun reckoned that she was forgetting that he wasn’t Rory. Either that, or she discovered that he was a better version of the old, tired loser she had been dating. He didn’t ruminate over it a lot, just as he didn’t bother worrying about Rory’s mother anymore. Just like he didn’t spend a lot of time at home anymore, unless he was feeling like pancakes.

    Still, with all the free time away from field exercises, lab experiments and homework, he had already learned how to make pancakes. Cooking was easy enough, really just following directions and nothing more, and Clements made sure he could do that much. After the cooking bit, it was all a matter of providing a list of demands to Rory’s mother, so she bought the right ingredients from the grocery store.

    Rory, she whispered.

    Shh, he said, and bent down and kissed her. The terrified, hysterical giggling coming from a few seats over didn’t go unnoticed. He knew that the illusion was complete, as far as Trisha’s friends were concerned.

    Trisha was another matter entirely.

    She responded with a kiss of her own, and a little groan to match. Hell with it, he thought, and they spent

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