Origins: Volume 2 - The Beginning Of Life

Preface

This book is a composition of information that comes to me both through meditation and channeled through me by my Spirit Guides. It is presented in the Spirit of Love and Onement and the Law of One, and is meant to be received in the same way: each samely unique and in their uniqueness, the same.

I can and do honestly say that these experiences and expressions actually happened, and happened to me in the manner presented. I have spoken as honestly as I can of my feelings and attitude as each experience occurred. Also, when more than a single Being or Thing is involved in an experience, each one will have its own personal perspective of it. Therefore, I pray that no one Being or Thing be judged or condemned by their behavior or personal choices of expression in such an accounting.

All Beings, which are all Spirits created by the Great Spirit, or God, as some refer to Him, have chosen to incarnate into each of the bodyforms and races, which is why the Great Spirit created the diversity in the first place. It was given to me to understand that the purpose of each incarnation to Earthplane for an Earthwalk is to learn more about the unlimited ways to experience and to express Love and Brotherhood. The Consciousness associated in the term Brotherhood is that of the willingness to support, sacrifice for, share, care, nurture, guide and most important, value another Being, regardless of what gender or condition the body is in. Any other words used herein that might in the slightest way be considered gender biased should be considered in the same way and the Consciousness to the Spirit of the use retained.

When I talk about the White prevalent culture I am not meaning Caucasian or even European, for any that might be sensitive to such or take any offense, as none is intended. The current prevalent culture, which by some is also called the White western way has it genesis long before the man named Jesus was hung on a cross and thereby murdered by adherents of the religion of materialism. My use of the term White prevalent culture is referring to the current prevalent culture and Collective Consciousness of materialism and need mentality.

Regarding Grow, Growth and Life purpose…

Some people profess that we each have a specific mission to accomplish in our lifetime or that we come here to learn lessons through which we will grow toward completing some kind of Spiritual Transformation and thereby achieve a higher condition of being. I personally believe that all of this aspiration and ambitious thinking about one’s reality and life’s purpose is founded in Fear and is all a falsehood. I am certain that we come here for experiences by our own choice and that we experience things of our own manifestation through our thoughts and Prayers of Desire. This means that there is No mandate or mission, nor any requirement to learn anything. There is only a path of life that is of our own choosing and design, that we begin planning for prior to any incarnation.

When I was young the Creator, whom I call Great Pop, told me to "Grow like the tree and thereby from the inside out in all directions. I thought He meant that I should aspire to grow taller and thereby bigger. I later learned the Proper idea and ideal meant by His use of the word grow was more like the concept of multi-dimensional expansion, as in this ideal we are in a sense ever and always complete." Through each incarnation we gain knowledge and understanding and therefore we expand from the experiences and expressions of being ourselves, thus we have more to offer and share with other Beings and Things in their expansion as well. This is the real and true condition and potential for every Being and Thing in the physical or spiritual condition, from the single celled microorganism to the entirety of all Creation.

All Beings and Things are considered even in Great Pop’s idea and Love of us. He would Never favor or set any one Thing as being better than any other Thing of His Creation. Therefore within the contents of this or any material that has been brought forth by this channel and servant of The Creator, I pray that you will understand the use of the words learn, lesson, grow, or growth to mean and be interchangeable with "to become of, embody, expand, or expansion."

Definitions

Great Pop is the name that I use for what most people consider to be God. At times I will also refer to Him as the Great Spirit, The Creator, and also as Oayte which is the word for Him in my personal language that is an ancient version of Algonquin.

Medicine is a word that I use for something that has always existed, and with Consciousness, was originally contained within The Law of One.

Consciousness is mostly the What of me that I feel like I am. It is the part that is aware, cares and feels good or bad, and like the skin on a person’s body it holds and keeps Essences within a Being or Thing. At times I can and do split off a small segment of my Consciousness from the main portion so as to enjoin or experience something, or to go somewhere in Spirit, which I call Spirit walking. That is the method I used to see and experience the events that are described in this material.

Life Force Energy All Beings and Things are made by Great Pop, including you and me, and each has a unique mix of Medicines that are contained within their individual Consciousness by Life Force Energy. This Life Force Energy cannot be destroyed and will always keep our Consciousness alive. Life Force Energy keeps all of the parts of ourselves together and inside the outer bubble or skin of our Consciousness.

Essence When I refer to something as being a Medicine, it is the same as saying that it is an Essence. Originally all Medicines / Essences existed within The Law of One in a mix or homogenized state. They are indestructible, and like air or water they are inexhaustible in their self -renewing supply, and limitless in their shape, form, or utility.

Potential is the name that I sometimes use for Operatives, as all Potential, are by definition, Operatives. At some point Operatives were developed so as to direct the flow of, or manipulate Essences and thereby Medicines, much like a hose or pipe does with water.

The Law of One – This is the name that I have been given to use for something that has always existed. It is what causes things to be or happen, as well as something that originally contained all Medicine, all Consciousness, and all of the different types of Energy. Not only is The Law of One the means by which things can be and happen, it is the Rules of and for such to occur as well.

In the Very Beginning, before anything else existed, it was and did exist. It always has and will always continue to exist no matter what might occur. In the Very Beginning, all Energy, Consciousness, and Medicine were merged and existed within the structure of The Law of One. At that point there was no Great Void or anything else. When the original Five Founding Medicines were individualized and split off from the structure of The Law of One, the event of it originated the first idea of a Great Void which was basically the first Outside of anything.

Learning to Walk

In my personal experience and understanding, when we are born our life is orientated towards our next experience so as to experience something, which is why all Beings and Things incarnate into the Physical realm. As we get older we slow down and this allows us more time to reflect upon those experiences, both positive and otherwise. It is in this reflection time that we gain the most from each experience, as we have a more rounded perspective towards each one.

At an early age we learn to walk so as to follow the path and way of our parents and peers. I now realize that my very best choice was when I quit trying to walk in both the White and Red moccasins that I had to use. Now I feel I am doing my best when I ask The Creator to share in my use of them each day, and ask Him which way and when, to take my next step.

You see, in my experience and reflection time I now realize that to do that is to Walk in the Round and Medicine Way.

I Pray That You Walk in Joy and Enjoy Your Walk

I give special Thanks

To Susan Speaking Wolf McLellan

For her editorial support of this material,

And to You for reading it.

It is my sincerest hope that this material will in some way be of service in bringing forth some of the abundance of Light and Love that the Great Spirit has for each and every one of us.

White Eagle

CONTENTS

Preface

PART I

WHY... AM I HERE, NOW?

THE NEXT EVENT

A MATTER OF TIME

I don’t know

GEORGIA....THE FAMILY PLACE

INDEPENDENCE or FREEDOM

PART II

THE ALONE PLACE

FEELING BLUE

A NEW KIND OF BEGINNING

TO BE - OR, NOT TO BE

AND THEN....

PART III

CAME LIFE !

AND MORE

SPECIALIZATION

ANOTHER SHIFT

PART IV

DIVERSIFICATION

AGAIN & AGAIN

MORE SPECIES

AND THEN CAME ...

MURDER

PART V

WHAT’S NEXT ?

BABY MAKING !

LETTING GO

RENEWALL AGAIN

SURPRIZE !!!!!

PART VI

HELP, PLEASE!!!

OK

THANKS, A LOT

I TOLD YOU SO

I SEE

About the Author

PART I

ENDLESS NEW BEGINNINGS

(TOC)

WHY... AM I HERE, NOW?

As I begin this second volume of Origins, I am being given to briefly recap the first portion of Volume One, so if one wishes to skip this part that is certainly understandable.

As I naturally think and talk in my native dialect and language, which is picture words so to speak, I apologize for any difficulty that one might have in following this material. At times I experience great difficulty when I try to put it into this English language that has so many restrictions and meanings for the same word. I thank Great Pop for his foresight in providing this writing machine that can correct the spelling of these words. However, you will find I have capitalized certain words for emphasis and some words, such as 'Renewall' are spelled in a way that will better represent my meaning.

As Medicine is defined by Great Pop as being The Resonance to a Consciousness, Understanding, or Ability, I finally have become in Medicine with this writing endeavor and have realized a great benefit in the way of my own personal growth through the Understandings that are developed within me and thereby presented, and in this I am most thankful.

Throughout my life many people have asked me if there was a God and where did He or She come from and how could it even be possible. When I first asked Him about such, The Great Spirit showed me how things were in the true beginning, whereupon only The Great Void existed. The Great Void was nothingness, forever, a million times as far as one can imagine or see. This great vast nothingness was totally boundless in every way with no aspect to time or space. There was no vibration, no sound, no light, no color, not even a thought, as thought is truly vibration and thereby something, you see. For an eternity of eternities there was no static, nor energy or any idea of particulate matter, not even an idea or ability, only emptiness. It was not even a vacuum, nor was it black as black is a color. It was just blank nothingness forever and as far as one can imagine. Picture in one's own mind, if it is at all possible, just how it was then, without a single thought, just quiet, dark, endless emptiness.

All that existed looked much like this:

Then SUDDENLY and all at ONCE the brightest of White mixed with the faintest of pale Blue light flashed in a burst in the most spectacular of ways, looking like:

Immediately following that, a tiny glimmer of the greatest Gold and the Whitest of Light erupted in the center of it:

Next from the Golden shape in the center came issuing forth streaming rays of different colors that developed into pulsating and swirling clouds of the most splendid and magnificent colors, ending with the most vibrant, yet calmest, of the Violet Ray:

This amassed into a calm and softly glowing, pulsating, vaporous, translucent cloud that constantly changed shape as it gracefully floated about. At times it just hovered and it looked like this:

Ever so softly pulsating, this cloud had in its center, a triangular shaped Heart of Gold and White and I still become overwhelmed and cry at the memory of it as GOD made God, and that truly was how it happened, as He allowed for me to see.

Having witnessed the most spectacular and splendid of events and finally getting over being overwhelmed by all of it, I asked Him, Great Pop, how in the heck did You do that? He just smiled at my reaction and then He told me.

"Little One, in all of that nothingness there was a desire for something to be there."

I wondered about that for a while and then allowed the Consciousness and Medicine of the statement to take hold and be accepted by me. I then asked Him how it was that He was able to make Himself out of nothingness, as I still am and probably will always remain, a lot, not just a little stupid about this creating stuff. He smiled at me again as He often does when He senses the consternation about me in my understanding of things, and said, Little One, in all of that nothingness, there was still something there and I just used that.

I pondered upon that answer for a day or two then asked Him what the 'something' was. He told me, Little One, it was the only thing that was also always there. He then softly added, It was the POTENTIAL for Change.

He explained that He became Himself by garnering together all of the POTENTIAL that He could get 'in Medicine with' thus associating with and thereby embodying and amassing it just like a great magnet, and brought forth His first Creation...HIMSELF!!!!

Great significance should be expressed here about the color in The Beginning, being that of the Gold or Yellow Ray which is the color of Prayer and it is important to note that it is a Golden, not Silver cord, by which we are ever attached to HIM.

He explained to me that it was also the force of great Passion that aided Him in the process of willing Himself into Being, and after that was accomplished He set about to see what else He could Create. He told me that He is ever respectful of the space that used to be so empty, so that whenever He created something that did not work as well as it should, He did not simply discard it as so much waste. As He is ever in the process of learning He always recycles these ideas or thoughts. Some are called improvements and others are stored in a great container that He labeled 'No Longer of Use'. He told me that this container, in its own perfection of being, was where He got the original idea of the pattern for stimulating us to make choices so that we learn and grow, called Chaos.

I am being guided by Great Pop to now include a chronology of the events that occurred in The Beginning and are explained in detail in Volume One and are as follows:

In Volume One I was given to understand that in the Very Beginning, all that existed was The Law of One, and the Law of One has always been. The Law of One is not only the supply of resources from which anything that is becomes made, it is also the facilitating mechanism by which it can be and does become whatever it is. In the Very Beginning, there existed within The Law of One: Consciousness, Essence, and Medicine. Great Pop has kept telling me since I was very young that All is Medicine, and Medicine has always been, and now I understand how this is, and is true. The very first thing that ever happened was that The Law of One decided to express itself and in so doing it originated as an outward personal expression of itself, it’s Medicine, and thereby, itself. When the Law of One expressed itself, it segmented part of its original Consciousness so as to individualize the Group Consciousness of Medicine. When this occurred, this Group Consciousness of Medicine became in nature, the personification of Medicine and the Law of One. Also when this occurred, the Group Consciousness of Medicine contained the five individualized Founding Essences and thereby Medicines and Consciousnesses of Desire, Feeling, Onement, Balance, and The ThunderBeing of Change. In my understanding, all of this occurred because The Law of One desired to see what would develop from this original expression and expansion of itself. In a way this expression resulted not in a doubling of The Law of One, it instead was an actualization of it and in so doing, the Law of One became embodied within all of what it had made.

It is given here to define Essences as being inexhaustible and without shape, form, or limit. Operatives that The Group Consciousness of Medicine would next develop are defined as being conduits or containers by which to express or direct Essences, much like expressing water through a hose.

The first Operative of Potential was made as a result of the desire of The Group Consciousness of Medicine, which is also the Consciousness of The Law of One, and ultimately that of Great Pop, as they are one in the same, to express itself. The motive for this desire was to facilitate a condition that would be known as 'new', and as a possibility of further growth, instead of possible death through finally realizing a condition whereby nothing was new. This condition of new originated and established a condition of possibility and growth and thereby a Future. The ThunderBeing was originated in the same moment, as was the Group Consciousness of Medicine as well as the

other four Essences and this is the Original Being from which all others became patterned, through their own expression of choice of desire to become permanently expressive as such.

After The Group Consciousness first expressed itself, resulting in the origin of the first Potential from the Essence of Desire and augmented with the Essence of Feeling by The ThunderBeing of Change, it desired to continue making even more Potential until it was satisfied by the multitude that were then made. The making of the first Potential resulted in originating the Essences and Consciousnesses of Creativity and Growth thus expanding the Group Consciousness of Medicine. Such expansion was also realized by the development of the multitude. It is important to realize that in the making of each Potential, more than an equal number of Consciousness and Essences were originated. In this manner there was really a continuous expansion of The Law of One and Medicine in the individualization of different, unique, specialized expressions of itself, in these Essence and Consciousness forms. What was really happening, was that The Law of One, through the personification of itself as The Group Consciousness of Medicine, continued expanding and realizing its first expression of it's Self. As each new thing happened, something new was learned or made possible, thereby The Law of One was constantly expanding as it was being self-expressive and self-realized in each subsequent expression that was made, be it by The Group Consciousness or any of the other now individualized expressions of Medicine, and thereby itself. This expansion continues to occur be it in the persona of Great Pop, The ThunderBeing, the Founding Beings, or any Being or Thing.

What has been developed at this point in the chronology is that The Group Consciousness of Medicine became personified as Great Pop in the event previously described in the pictures. Great Pop and The ThunderBeing have established mobility in both of themselves as well as a semi-solid structure or Home of The Future. Great Pop has made a Promise to all of the Potential that are now freely self-expressive, self-determining, self-realized, free individualized expressions within His Essential Will to always be that. He also promised that each and all Potential would be able to choose their own next experience and expression and thereby insure The Future for the All, for all time to come.

Great Pop and The ThunderBeing have developed and perfected a personal structure and bodyform for themselves. Great Pop has also perfected bodyforms and a structure for all Beings and Things to use so

as to be able to further experience and express their chosen growth expressions and thereby Future. Great Pop and The ThunderBeing have established several different arenas in which to do this, within both the structure of Himself as well as a singular one that is now outside of Him called the Home of The Future. Great Pop and The ThunderBeing, in their development of bodyforms for the individually expressive Potential to operate in as Spirits, developed semi-solid forms after developing and testing the limits of Vibration and Magnetics. Great Pop found that He could realize solid-acting semi-solids and it is from these developments that Things to become used in the Physical realm had now become made in the form of patterns. This development occurred in the original environment of The Feeling Place that was previously duplicated and miniaturized and then embodied within the Care Operative of Great Pop, again wasting nothing. During the development of renewable, solid-acting semi-solids, Great Pop created Time as a tool to use in that process. In the final development of the personal structure of Beings, Great Pop used this new element of Time to originate the Essence and Consciousness of Fear so as to motivate Consciousnesses when they chose to incarnate into the Physical realm.

At this point in the chronological order of events, Great Pop has yet to create life as we know of it in the Physical realm. However, He has envisioned and planned for it to become realized, even having made the complete and total multitude of all physical forms that can be made and used there. All of these patterns of bodyforms and such are stored in the original arena of The Feeling Place.

It is important to realize that the reason Great Pop developed a structure of Operatives and Essence-Operatives for Himself and Beings and Things, is because it is this mechanism and design that facilitates the experience and expressions of Essences, such as Desire, Feeling, Love and so forth, as without this structure, Great Pop said simply that things would not be perfect. I understand how this is, especially when I think in terms of my experiencing and expressing my personal desires and Emotional Body reactions. Also of importance is to know that whenever Great Pop has decided upon doing any of a thing, it is always in consideration to the All that exists. This is evidenced by His care so as not to pollute the emptiness of the Great Void or create a situation or condition that was not always of a win, win, scenario for every Being and Thing of Creation.

At this point in Origins, Great Pop has successfully embodied all of the arenas of Spiritual expression with a methodology of Transition to and from each that is perfected. In this methodology and mechanism, each Consciousness that chooses to become expressed into an arena for an experience can choose to do so as an expression of their own Operative of Free Will, and in the same manner return to His Essential Will at any moment desired by themselves. It is important to also mention that each Consciousness that chooses to become expressive as a Being or a Thing becomes that permanently, because of the Law of One and the nature of choice. Even Elemental Consciousnesses such as that of a lake, for example, are provided because of Great Pop’s Care and genius and with great foresight and consideration examples of each were tested prior to any choice being made. An example of such is that the ThunderBeing existed and operated freely as a Being through many of the developments in Origins before any of the multitude of Potential Consciousnesses were offered the choice to become a Being. Also at this point, all outwardly expressive Potential Consciousnesses are Spirits, either incarnate in the Physical realm arena of The Mechanical Place or the other Spiritual arenas that at this point are now resident inside one of the compartments of Great Pop’s Care Operative. A pictorial representation of the birth of an incarnated Spirit is as follows:

The complete process of Transition is also described as:

Of note here is that after an experience into an arena of learning and self-expression all Beings and Things return to Great Pop’s Essential Will. Any concept that might be considered by one as being a Heaven

might truly be considered as being this place. Upon asking Great Pop about Heaven and Hell in the typical concept as taught by some religious practices, He said that He never would make such a thing. He simply stated that this concept at best might be considered as being one’s perspective of where one is in any condition or circumstance, and that there is no true place like some call Hell.

Early on in this writing process I found that I was living the experience of whatever it was that I was writing about. This is still the condition of things as these words are being presented here. In writing about marriage I got married, in writing about death, my two cats, Spirit and Spot, both died and so forth. In writing the first Volume of Origins, I was given to include a running account of my life as this work progresses. As I have now given an account of the developments of Great Pop and Origins to this point, I am again being instructed to describe my own personal circumstances in this Spiritual Odyssey that I am currently in.

I have a son that I dearly Love and Cherish that was born of the marriage just mentioned. His name is Nolayte Starshine Eagle. Nolayte will become two years of age in approximately one month from this time. I have two other children whom I dearly Love as well, a son named Heath and daughter named Jackie, who are approximately thirty years of age. They are a Butterfly and a Serpent whom I have lost contact with over ten years ago.

It is now a week from Thanksgiving in the year of 1997. I have again been forced to move because of a lack of funds to stay where I was in Greensboro. I am now in a town called High Point. That is significant to mention, at least that is what Great Pop says. I was facilitated to be able to live in this new location that is only a few blocks from where Nolayte was born, by the gracious support of Theresa Turtle sister. She had rented this place and kept it because she listened and followed what Great Pop told her in her walking the path of life in The Medicine Way. In all of this, I am most thankful for all that have chosen to become involved in and have supported my life, including Hummingbird brother who also helped in this last moment move after working all night long. I currently am still one step from living on the street as I have not been able to find sufficient work to cover even the basics of life. My automobile needs repairs and inspection as well as insurance and so forth. My friends have helped me as much as is possible for them, and I am very appreciative for all

that they have done. I was not able to bring Li’l Bit Sundancer and Miss Nikki to this new place. They are the two cats that I have been sharing my journey with on Mother Earth. I had to leave them with Turtle brother and Elk sister and their new baby Elk until I can get better situated in finances and home.

I do not know what I am to do about a court situation coming up in two weeks involving my driving privileges. I have now to start over looking for employment with even less resources. My last wife left me two weeks after Nolayte was born. She now has left the state with him and says that we are now divorced. I have not been able to see or be with Nolayte for five months and I sorely miss being with him. I am now pretty much at the end of my rope so to speak, and still I believe Great Pop when He tells me everything will still work out A-okay, in the end. I see that I have to continue to develop my trust and faith even as others might seem to generate more doubt and fear. I am not totally unhappy at this point, but I do admit I am often afraid or at least deeply concerned. I do believe in Great Pop and so here we are at a new beginning, both in this book and my life.

In the process of my personal development as a Medicine man, I have had the blessing of going through countless cycles of Renewall and it is the process of Renewall that I again find myself to be in. In Renewall, one experiences a massive change. It is much more than a simple reorientation of one’s focus or direction and as one might imagine we also generate certain challenges to our values. I look upon my current situation as being at best temporary, and thereby I am able to strip away some of the fear that my Bark on Tree of Ego likes to debilitate me with. I have often been given to describe the Potential and thereby the Future of others and at times even looked at the forth coming events for myself. However, in this New condition of my being on Mother Earth, I choose to follow simply what Great Pop guides me to do and blindly walk the path of my life in the shadow of my Spirit, as I know for sure that He is leading me by the hand. Besides, I tried to see what was coming and Great Pop said not to, as it might influence the development of this work as well as what He has planned for me in my New Life.

During the process of writing the material of Volume One of Origins, this writing machine had become disabled for many months as it sometimes likes to do. I just consider that I am not prepared to continue at that time and find no fault with it wanting to go on vacation, as I also would like to do. When I was given to become situated in this

new place, Great Pop had me first establish a room to start again this writing endeavor and so I did. When this writing machine first woke up from its rest in transit, the clock on it read Eleven, Eleven, in which I found a great significance. Many have talked about Eleven, Eleven, as signifying the beginning event of a Pole Shift and a new way of life and as this volume is about life, I found such to be another perfect message from Great Pop. The Medicine of the number Eleven is that of Mirroring and of course the double Eleven adds up to Twenty-Two, which has a Medicine of Imagination. The digits of this message also total Four, which has a Medicine of Resonance, Cycle, and Medicine itself.

For many years I would wake up on Mother Earth and ask Great Pop as to the Why it was that I was here. Each time Great Pop would answer that it was because I chose to be and that I had good work to do. Considering all that has happened, especially regarding my current situation, I again asked Great Pop, Why...Am I Here, Now?

THE NEXT EVENT

Great Pop, instead of directly answering my question, had me lay down so as to journey out-of-body to again be with Him in the Home of The Future. Unlike my Daily Meditation, in this process my Consciousness is no longer associated to my physical condition and bodyform; I do actually leave the Physical realm and return to where He always, at least to my knowledge, is located. In the process of my Daily Meditation, I kind of bring Great Pop to myself through the Umbilical Connective and my Conscience Operative. Through the unique processing methodology of Great Pop’s Mind and Consciousness, which He calls Integrated Differentiation of Thought, Great Pop can really be many places at once in Consciousness, and still be with and talking to me or any other one or thing. When I arrived in Great Pop Land as I like to call it, I found myself again sitting at that round table as if I had never left it at the end of Volume One. In this condition I am sitting across from Great Pop, whom to me much resembles a very large version of a Marlon Brando looking man. At times Great Pop will change His appearance to me, even to be that of a young oriental woman or old Indian Chief, as well as many others, including that of a purple light form.

Great Pop and I are now seated across from each other in this room of the Home of The Future at this wonderful round table that is made of wood, as are the chairs, and I am given to state that they are of Oak. In the center of this wonderful table that I have often feasted with Him at in both sustenance and Understanding, is now situated a huge Pizza like there is on Mother Earth. This new Pizza is different than the one which I experienced in Volume One in that not only is it much bigger in size, it also has many layers of scrumptious goodies on it. I looked to see if there were any of those Amber colored Glowing Things that resemble vitamin E capsules on or in it, like I experienced in Volume One. While I did not see any of those, I did recognize a different round shaped, flat red colored thing embedded in the slice that Great Pop now offered to me. I never did find out about these mysterious things in Volume One and maybe I will here, in Volume Two. As I accepted the gift of this piece and placed it upon the white plate that was sitting before me, Great Pop began his answer.

"Well, Little One, I see that you have changed from your experiences of moving and your life on Mother Earth, and as this volume is indeed about life and How I developed it, it seemed fitting to provide for a new beginning for you as well, and that is why you have experienced what you have gone through. Do not worry, as I will continue to provide for you there as well and now let us focus on what happened next in the developments of Origins."

I thought about what Great Pop just told me and realized that indeed through the many things that I have had to endure so to speak, I had changed, and in this I am proud. I have become of even more Trust and Faith in Great Pop, both in His Love and providence for me, although to some people this probably would not make any sense. I recognized that I am even more committed to doing exactly what is directed by Him about everything.

Great Pop then had me jump out of my bodyform to see what I appeared like now as I was with Him. In doing so I realized that I was very different looking than when I left Mother Earth to join Him here. I looked like a much younger Native American with shiny black long hair and great teeth. I looked pretty much like a primitive aboriginal Being, except I was well-groomed and dressed in beautiful tan buckskins, moccasins, and robe. I looked as if I just came from a great ceremony and in all of this I was pleased. I appeared about the age of twenty-eight and Great Pop looked not much older, being perhaps thirty-five. I then thought about all that I became in Understanding of,

since this Spiritual Odyssey of Origins began, and saw how it indeed had very much changed me.

Great Pop then said, "Little One, after The ThunderBeing and I had finally established a working arena in the Physical realm, I spent much time in review and observation of what I had begun. I saw more and more Potential so to speak in many ways for the multitude of Consciousnesses that were now resident in My Essential Will. As mentioned in Volume One, at this time I was pretty much caught up in wanting to create an arena for the elemental and animal forms to operate in and thus allow for many more Consciousnesses to be able to choose to become outwardly self-expressive and self-realized. You must also realize that at this point relatively few of the mega-multitude of Consciousnesses of the released Potentials that were now resident in My Essential Will, had any opportunity to choose a form from to be permanently self-expressive as. As you recall during your experiences inside My Essential Will, all Consciousnesses are fully supported in being individually self-expressive, self-determining, and self-realized there. There was not a problem in that condition of them but I desired even better for all of them. I desired that each and all could at any time choose to be and do all that I was able to do, and that meant either inside or outside of Myself. I considered each existing arena at this point to be a great success and continuing learning experience for all involved, including Myself, and naturally I wanted more - much more, for all of them. Many Consciousnesses had no desire to become Beings at all. Many were happier becoming permanently expressive as elemental objects or Things and many were excited about becoming like the fish and turtles in the Water World, as you call it.

I had at this point pretty much perfected My ability to manifest more Spiritual arenas inside Myself, and in this I was indeed pleased as well as confident that I could continue to expand such within Myself, as you call it, forever and a day. I was however, not totally satisfied with the current limits in the developments of the Physical realm. So The ThunderBeing and I had another Pow Wow to develop a plan of what We would develop next. In this Pow Wow, The ThunderBeing again expressed concern about the requirements of My having to support Transition to and from the current Physical realm through My physically having to provide periodic entries and exits by attaching My Care Operative to the container of such. I agreed that a better methodology should become developed in conjunction with this second Physical arena of experience.

As I saw great success in using the round shape for the arena before, We decided to again create a physical orb as in the Mechanical Place, but this time We decided to orientate the experience towards supporting the expression of a multitude of Consciousness forms, such as plants and animals. While the first Physical arena was relatively high tech in its configuration, I decided that this new one should become a more primitive one to provide greater diversity of experience options. As mentioned in Volume One, as I had already made a pattern of any and every Thing that was possible in the Physical realm, from renewable, solid-acting, semi-solid material to start with, a high tech arena was as easy to initiate things with as a low tech one. In actuality as you saw, it was indeed much easier and simpler as I would later find out in developing this next new one.

The ThunderBeing and I decided in this Pow Wow that We should provide twenty-nine beginning types or species of animal forms while having thousands of plant and mineral species. We also decided to establish four basic elements in it so as to honor Medicine, and of these we chose to include Water and Earth again as it had worked so well in the fourth arena of the Water World, as you call it. The ThunderBeing really liked the element of Fire which I had developed in creating the multitude of bodyforms, in fact He liked it a whole lot as one might imagine. For the fourth element, I decided to pick one of my favorites, if there could be called one, and that was Motion or movement. And as you remember from My earlier experience about such, you can readily now see why."

Great Pop then asked me to try a bite of this new Pizza, and with a little apprehension about that Red Glowing Thing that I saw was inside, I complied. I had just uttered my pleasure in the taste of it when I found myself again going back in time so to speak, to the arena of that next new development.