ORIGINS: Volume 4 - The Future

This book is a composition of information that comes to me both through meditation and channeled through me by my Spirit Guides. It is presented in the Spirit of Love and Onement and the Law of One, and is meant to be received in the same way: each samely unique and in their uniqueness, the same.

I can and do honestly say that these experiences and expressions actually happened, and happened to me in the manner presented. I have spoken as honestly as I can of my feelings and attitude as each experience occurred. Also, when more than a single Being or Thing is involved in an experience, each one will have its own personal perspective of it. Therefore, I pray that no one Being or Thing be judged or condemned by their behavior or personal choices of expression in such an accounting.

All Beings, which are all Spirits created by the Great Spirit, or God, as some refer to Him, have chosen to incarnate into each of the bodyforms and races, which is why the Great Spirit created the diversity in the first place. It was given to me to understand that the purpose of each incarnation to Earthplane for an Earthwalk is to learn more about the unlimited ways to experience and to express Love and Brotherhood. The Consciousness associated in the term Brotherhood is that of the willingness to support, sacrifice for, share, care, nurture, guide and most important, value another Being, regardless of what gender or condition the body is in. Any other words used herein that might in the slightest way be considered gender biased should be considered in the same way and the Consciousness to the Spirit of the use retained.

When I talk about the White prevalent culture I am not meaning Caucasian or even European, for any that might be sensitive to such or take any offense, as none is intended. The current prevalent culture, which by some is also called the White western way has it genesis long before the man named Jesus was hung on a cross and thereby murdered by adherents of the religion of materialism. My use of the term White prevalent culture is referring to the current prevalent culture and Collective Consciousness of materialism and need mentality.

Regarding Grow, Growth and Life purpose…

Some people profess that we each have a specific mission to accomplish in our lifetime or that we come here to learn lessons through which we will grow toward completing some kind of Spiritual Transformation and thereby achieve a higher condition of being. I personally believe that all of this aspiration and ambitious thinking about one’s reality and life’s purpose is founded in Fear and is all a falsehood. I am certain that we come here for experiences by our own choice and that we experience things of our own manifestation through our thoughts and Prayers of Desire. This means that there is No mandate or mission, nor any requirement to learn anything. There is only a path of life that is of our own choosing and design, that we begin planning for prior to any incarnation.

When I was young the Creator, whom I call Great Pop, told me to "Grow like the tree and thereby from the inside out in all directions. I thought He meant that I should aspire to grow taller and thereby bigger. I later learned the Proper idea and ideal meant by His use of the word grow was more like the concept of multi-dimensional expansion, as in this ideal we are in a sense ever and always complete." Through each incarnation we gain knowledge and understanding and therefore we expand from the experiences and expressions of being ourselves, thus we have more to offer and share with other Beings and Things in their expansion as well. This is the real and true condition and potential for every Being and Thing in the physical or spiritual condition, from the single celled microorganism to the entirety of all Creation.

All Beings and Things are considered even in Great Pop’s idea and Love of us. He would Never favor or set any one Thing as being better than any other Thing of His Creation. Therefore within the contents of this or any material that has been brought forth by this channel and servant of The Creator, I pray that you will understand the use of the words learn, lesson, grow, or growth to mean and be interchangeable with "to become of, embody, expand, or expansion."

Definitions

Great Pop is the name that I use for what most people consider to be God. At times I will also refer to Him as the Great Spirit, The Creator, and also as Oayte which is the word for Him in my personal language that is an ancient version of Algonquin.

Medicine is a word that I use for something that has always existed, and with Consciousness, was originally contained within The Law of One.

Consciousness is mostly the What of me that I feel like I am. It is the part that is aware, cares and feels good or bad, and like the skin on a person’s body it holds and keeps Essences within a Being or Thing. At times I can and do split off a small segment of my Consciousness from the main portion so as to enjoin or experience something, or to go somewhere in Spirit, which I call Spirit walking. That is the method I used to see and experience the events that are described in this material.

Life Force Energy All Beings and Things are made by Great Pop, including you and me, and each has a unique mix of Medicines that are contained within their individual Consciousness by Life Force Energy. This Life Force Energy cannot be destroyed and will always keep our Consciousness alive. Life Force Energy keeps all of the parts of ourselves together and inside the outer bubble or skin of our Consciousness.

Essence When I refer to something as being a Medicine, it is the same as saying that it is an Essence. Originally all Medicines / Essences existed within The Law of One in a mix or homogenized state. They are indestructible, and like air or water they are inexhaustible in their self -renewing supply, and limitless in their shape, form, or utility.

Potential is the name that I sometimes use for Operatives, as all Potential, are by definition, Operatives. At some point Operatives were developed so as to direct the flow of, or manipulate Essences and thereby Medicines, much like a hose or pipe does with water.

The Law of One – This is the name that I have been given to use for something that has always existed. It is what causes things to be or happen, as well as something that originally contained all Medicine, all Consciousness, and all of the different types of Energy. Not only is The Law of One the means by which things can be and happen, it is the Rules of and for such to occur as well.

In the Very Beginning, before anything else existed, it was and did exist. It always has and will always continue to exist no matter what might occur. In the Very Beginning, all Energy, Consciousness, and Medicine were merged and existed within the structure of The Law of One. At that point there was no Great Void or anything else. When the original Five Founding Medicines were individualized and split off from the structure of The Law of One, the event of it originated the first idea of a Great Void which was basically the first Outside of anything.

Learning to Walk

In my personal experience and understanding, when we are born our life is orientated towards our next experience so as to experience something, which is why all Beings and Things incarnate into the Physical realm. As we get older we slow down and this allows us more time to reflect upon those experiences, both positive and otherwise. It is in this reflection time that we gain the most from each experience, as we have a more rounded perspective towards each one.

At an early age we learn to walk so as to follow the path and way of our parents and peers. I now realize that my very best choice was when I quit trying to walk in both the White and Red moccasins that I had to use. Now I feel I am doing my best when I ask The Creator to share in my use of them each day, and ask Him which way and when, to take my next step.

You see, in my experience and reflection time I now realize that to do that is to Walk in the Round and Medicine Way.

I Pray That You Walk in Joy and Enjoy Your Walk

I give special Thanks

To Susan Speaking Wolf McLellan

For her editorial support of this material,

And to You for reading it.

It is my sincerest hope that this material will in some way be of service in bringing forth some of the abundance of Light and Love that the Great Spirit has for each and every one of us.

White Eagle

CONTENTS

Preface

PART I

IT BEGINS ?

WITH A PLAN & A PRAYERSTICK

BACK AGAIN

MAYBE

PART II

THE GREAT SPIRIT’S PLAN

ENDLESS NEW BEGINNINGS

THE STONES

THE VISION IN THE SUN

IN REFLECTION

PART III

AND MORE

OKLAHOMA

GOLD ! !

AND THEN

COME HELL & HIGH WATER

PART IV

CHANGES

THE PLAN

THE RETREAT AND RETURN

THE END ?

PART V

SOME MORE

WHAT ?

THE REASON

REFLECTIONS

MUCH LATER....

A PRAYER TO THE TWO LEGGEDS

About the Author

PART I

NOW

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IT BEGINS ?

As I begin this fourth and probably last volume of Origins, once again I find myself not knowing what I am to do or say next. It is now the seventh of July in the year of 2000. It has been seemingly only a few weeks since I finished writing Volume Three. As usual, when I begin a project I get somewhat apprehensive over what to say and it makes it difficult for me to begin. Also as usual, when I find myself at the end of a project I get somewhat remorseful. It seems much like finishing the last day of elementary school or a summer vacation. You may not have wanted to go there to begin with but when the time is up for that experience you do not wish to leave it. This is probably because there was some Fear or uncertainty about what one might experience during the period that one is away from the familiar ground. I know that my Bark on Tree, that I call my Ego, certainly has often used this mechanism to stifle my initiative at times. The comfort that one receives from conditions or circumstances that might be called boringly routine is certainly and simply that one does indeed know what to expect, or not. So it seems like a pretty good idea that I start this first chapter about the Future with a question mark.

Speaking of elementary school and being very young, I can vividly remember my very first introduction and moment of the experience of that. It was not something that I wanted to do or was looking forward to, being put into a strange environment with a bunch of people I did not know, with some strange lady bossing everyone around. I did not know if I would ever get back to the safety of my own home and I felt extremely abandoned, unwanted, lost, and afraid. I was tall for my age and somewhat on the lean or skinny side, for which I got teased a lot. Thinking about that now I wonder how that behavior model got started but that is probably another book, maybe. Anyway, to heighten the obvious punishment of this experience, when another little boy that was much shorter than me came over to where I was standing, I was immediately hit hard by him square in my then thin, yet soft belly. Yep, I can remember this experience as if it were only a few moments past. When I finally did get back to the security of the routine of my home of course I did not wish to go back to that place, ever. I never liked school; perhaps this is why, or at least a part of it. Can you remember when you were very young and felt really afraid, and what that fear was all about? I can, and usually it concerns the unknown and the Future in some way. Certainly on that first day of school, for which I was ill equipped or prepared, one can understand the reason for my fear. What I did know about the Future and Potential at that time was not at all good or pleasant; in fact, I could see how it was probably going to be a continuum of that same kind of torment.

Before the first day of elementary school I had experienced being dead more than once. I was also caught up in a dilemma as to what my parents and other people, either grown or small like myself, were saying about their idea of death. Their ideas were not at all like what I had experienced, and to little boys and girls, big people are always right and know everything. Their ideas and stories about death were pretty close to how I felt about my first day in that elementary school!

I have always had the ability to read the thoughts and minds of other Beings and Things, and this certainly did not help at this time either, as all of this made my early experiences in this life experience of mine on Mother Earth not always so easy. Of course, I was told early on by my parents to hide my abilities as well as was told many things that were contrary to what I had been already shown by my Spirit Guides and Great Pop. From this contradiction by the very people that I was supposed to be protected and supported by as well as trust, what was I to believe for sure? After all, I was just a little boy. How could God let such things happen, like was being taught and told to me? were often my thoughts at this time. Of course, their God was not anything like the God I already knew, in the persona of Great Pop, whom I had vivid remembrances of seeing when I was dead as well as at all of the other times of my choosing. Their idea of death clearly was horrible as compared to what had happened to me when I experienced death, but I was just a little boy, what could I know? Yep, I did know that their idea of a Future was not a good one at all.

Have you ever thought about or imagined what it would be like on Mother Earth when the Sun goes out, like some scientists say will happen some time in the Future? I did when I first heard about such and you can guess where that was! The idea of that happening still does not bring happy thoughts to me. All life, for all time, being wiped out forever. I pretty much liken it to being alone in a strange room or place and having the only light finally burning out, or someone turning it off - probably those scientists or people at that school if they could! The darkness and then cold would be nothing as compared to the feeling of being alone and abandoned that way. So again I wondered, How could God let such a thing happen? Such ideas as to the Future leave little room for optimism or Hope, at least not to me, and inside I am still only about eight years old at most times.

For those that may not have read any of the other material that I have been guided and supported by The Creator to prepare, I am White Eagle. I am now fifty-four years of age, which totals the number nine, which has the Medicine of Openness. The Medicine of number fifty-four is that of Experience, which is uncannily perfect for my current situation in my life and this Odyssey of Origins. It seems perfect also that this volume begins on this, the seventh day of the seventh month of the year 2000, as the Medicine of the number seven is that of Ordination. Of course the two sevens make fourteen, which has the Medicine of Christ Consciousness and Metamorphosis. As Metamorphosis is about New Beginnings, it seems perfect to start this material on this day. Also, when combined all of these numbers total sixteen, which has the Medicine of Actualization, which is not exactly another big surprise, knowing the Who it is that is really behind it all anyway, in the persona of Great Pop.

Great Pop is the name that The Creator likes for me to call Him and He most oftentimes calls me Little One. It is actually pretty hard for me to talk about myself, but real easy for me to talk about most any other thing, especially Great Pop. If you did a little more math on the numbers, I am sure that you would also realize that the digits of sixteen totals another seven, which is really the Why that I am so inspired to begin our walk and Odyssey into the Future together on this very day.

Great Pop told me a while back that I would be finished with Volume Three in June, and wouldn’t you know He was absolutely correct about that! He also said that I could fudge a little bit at this point and repeat some of the introductory material from the other works so as to bring those that have not read that material up to speed. So in brief, here it is:

It has been many summers and books since in my daily meditation when I asked Great Pop what it was that I should next do so as to please and serve Him, He told me, Write this Book, Little One.

I was at that moment and seem to also be in this one, quite overwhelmed at the prospect. I feel certainly ill prepared, at least as far as being trained or skilled at such, so I pray this material is not too difficult to follow, as even these many years and volumes later, I still do not consider myself to be any sort of a writer. However, those people that do know me can attest to the fact that I certainly can talk, and talk a lot, especially about Great Pop and how truly wonderful He is.

I am, in my own language, which is an ancient dialect of Algonquin, what is called a Pohtikawah. The word Pohtikawah is, as are all of the words in my language, a picture word. That is to say that it encompasses not only awareness or distinction of something, but also movement and feeling, much like a moving picture. I personally think and internally operate in this language and have done so since birth, so it sometimes makes it difficult for me to express myself in this English language. A Pohtikawah is what would roughly translate to being a Spirit Walker or more commonly referenced as being, in White man’s terms, a Medicine Man. I am half Algonquin and part Arapaho by blood, but was raised as being White. Somehow though, my value system and orientation was such that I never seemed to quite fit into or operate in the basic White Western materialistic culture so well. I feel that it was not so much a case of my biological condition or blood, but that it most probably was because of my being a Pohtikawah. At three years of age, I was telling my earth father how many times he would hit a nail on the head before it would go in. I was also making things move and talking to everything incarnate or in Spirit, including plants, animals and stones. Yep, I must have been a pretty scary child to have around for my earth parents, whom I feel probably did the best that they knew how under the circumstances. Both my parents have now exited Mother Earth, with my earth mother leaving first from a cancer that she created because she was angry with my dad.

I have, like most Pohtikawahs, been clinically dead many times. The first time being from dying of a fever at three, which was an event that I had forgotten about until Great Pop recently reminded me of it. Then I drowned at the age of four. Subsequently over the rest of my now fifty-four years of age, I have had numerous other death moments. These include being beaten to death and dying of illness on several occasions, only to find myself coming back to life. I came back to life again and again, primarily perhaps because Great Pop has things yet for me to do here on Mother Earth, including the sharing with you now of this material and Understanding.

Great Pop told me many years ago upon my asking about such, that the definition of Medicine is the Resonance to a Consciousness, Understanding, or Ability. As is often the case for me, as I seem to be somewhat dense or slow at times, I probably will spend several more lifetimes coming to a fuller Understanding as to specifically all of what that definition entails. Yet even as I now have a limited grasp of it, it seems most perfect to me. A perhaps simpler idea of what is meant by the word and idea of Medicine might be, Essential Nature. The Medicine of the Eagle is that of being a Wayfinder. I do love to share that ability in open communication with any and all that will listen when I am with them, and I love to express this in my storytelling way. Many years ago Great Pop showed me that my Beginning Medicine, which is an expression that I always carry with me when I incarnate into the Physical realm, is that of Bringing His Word to the Mountain Top. I have found that I have been doing this most all of my life in some way and for this too, I Thank You, Great Pop.

I was very honored when my earth mother asked me how to die, as she knew I was very practiced at that time, with my being then thirty years of age. It seemed that my counsel about such worked well, as she was smiling as her last expression in the hospital bed when I arrived. One of my many special abilities is to go through the veil so to speak and visit or check on those that have exited. I prefer to call it exiting, as in my Understanding and experience, there really is no such thing as death. From my many experiences of such, I have found that no Thing or Being really dies, it only leaves the bodyform of renewable, solid-acting, semi-solid material, so as to experience Renewall. In such cases and conditions, a Being’s or Thing’s Consciousness and this includes one’s personality, is intact and completely aware. It becomes in fact actually even more so, not asleep, like some might think. One’s Consciousness is the thinking, feeling and caring part of one's Self that some liken to or call one’s Spirit or inner child.

Upon checking on my earth mother, whom has Butterfly Medicine as part of her Ever Name, I saw that she had taken the first step and thereby had flown through her Tunnel of Transition as it is called. The Tunnel of Transition returns one back to Great Pop Land, as I like to call it, which is really the Essential Will of Great Pop. Many call it Heaven. Great Pop both brilliantly and masterfully designed this first step and process of Transition to be self-contained and motivated. It is during the process of Transition where one effortlessly floats back down their corridor, or tunnel of entry, that all vestiges of Ego, Fear and the other amendments to the Personal Structure of one’s True Spirit are shed and remain with the cocoon of the physical form for Renewall. In this way they may thereby serve as food and support for other lifeforms in the beautiful design of Brotherhood, which is the purpose and theme of the arena of experience of Mother Earth.

When a Being or Thing completes Transition they pass through the White light at the end of the tunnel. This light erases certain parts of memory upon entry into the Physical realm and restores it upon return. After passing through this light there is a great Reunion and celebration of all within, including Great Pop and those who served as one’s Guides during one’s latest experience, and of course oneself is the guest of honor! This second step, or Reunion, is pretty much like a graduation party. In reflection of my many experiences of observing such homecoming, or graduation events, I became aware that while the setting was different for each, they were all occurring in the same place - that being the Essential Will of Great Pop. It seems pretty amazing that Great Pop can appear inside a singular part of his own personal form, but it becomes readily understandable when one realizes what Essential form and nature means. Yes, for some Reunions it seemed like we were in a sea of wheat on the prairie and at others we were situated in some great fancy hall and banquet room, yet all were in the Essential Will of Great Pop. Knowing that my earth mother had easily completed this process brought great joy to my heart. I still keep happy thoughts about her but do not want to intrude upon her next choices, so I simply thank her too and then we both have unlimited freedom to experience being our next new selves.

The third step of this most beautiful and wonderful process of completing an incarnation outside of the Essential Will of The Creator is what is called the Review. Only after one has been bathed and replenished in the Light and Love of the Creator and all of the universe within His Essential Will, is one ready for this final process of a sojourn to Mother Earth or any of the many other available theme parks of Spiritual or Physical experience, which is the Review. By the time one has reached this final phase of the process of an incarnation, one is in their fullest sense of Balance and Perfection as well as Truth and Love.

Like the Reunion, the Review is differently defined by and for each participant, being only that which is most comfortable for them. For some it is like going to a locker room of some high school gymnasium and for others it is much like a row of drawers in some library or the like. Once one arrives at one's destination and is comfortably seated before one’s own personal drawer or locker, when one looks around there is no one there but oneself. Yep, this is Judgment Day and the only judge is oneself. When one opens their respective drawer or locker, one cannot help but be a little overwhelmed, as all of not only one’s experiences in one’s last incarnation are there, but also every thought, word and deed ever experienced or expressed are there as well, right before oneself. On the very top of all of this material is a single piece of paper or such, which is one’s own blueprint or plan for one’s last experience outside of the Essential Will of Great Pop. It is this latest Life Plan that basically is what one reviews. In this exercise one does not judge so much as reflect upon one’s experiences and chooses what it is that one next might desire to experience or not. From this exercise one will ultimately make a new plan of experience, should one decide to venture out again, so to speak. As one can realize, all choices are within one's Self. There are no have to's, only can do’s, and each individual chooses for themselves. It is really from this most objective and global perspective and Review of one’s experiences of being themselves in an arena like Mother Earth, or other orbs of the Physical realm of Earthplane, that one is able to realize true Understanding, and that is when real Growth occurs.

If at some point, immediate or later, one chooses to venture outside of the Essential Will of the Creator again, the process will begin by the individual making a new plan and different counselors and Guides will provide support, just as in the last one. This is to imply that no Spirit of a Being or Thing ever incarnates alone, again because of the brilliant design of self-support in this process originated by Great Pop. Also of note is that because of one's Free Will, which is an ever- present component of either the Physical Structure or the Structure of one’s True Spirit, any plan can be amended at any point, at any time, as there are no limits or absolutes. It is given for me to also mention that in one’s personal plan one chooses all of the conditions of their birth and incarnation, including the time and method of exit or termination, which can be and most often is amended, as obviously my current one has often been. Each individual incarnates with foreknowledge of certain Potentials such as early abuse and this includes the manifesting of certain biological developments sometimes referred to as handicaps or deformities. This is also to say that one chooses one’s parents and older siblings and even the culture into which they will be born. Even the ability to operate as support to another Being’s incarnation, as a Spirit Guide or in physical form, is but another one of the masterful products of such a wonderful and loving Creator, and for all of it, I do so very much Thank You, Great Pop.

Great Pop has had me live each of the words and events of all of the books that He has had me produce, including this one. Thereby, this material includes a record of both the Spiritual and Physical Odyssey of this portion of my life.

For approximately the last ten years I have lived predominately a missionary type of lifestyle and thereby basically from donations and am sincerely appreciative of all of the support that I have received from so many beautiful and sharing people. I sincerely thank each and every one. In actuality, it has been real scary and not always so easy at most times, as it is at the present for me. Without the periodic support of many beautiful Human Beings in providing donations or work for me to do, I would have died of starvation or freezing a long time ago. So for all of these and others and Great Pop, I am ever most thankful. However, the rent now is several weeks past due and I also have child support and a DWI fine to pay. I have some more work to do maybe, at Whale sisters' family’s house or for Fox sister in Southern Pines, but now, at this moment on 7-7-2000, I am only short the rent, due on the fifteenth of June. Of course I also have all of July’s stuff to cover, and on, and on, and on…

A friend whom I call Eagle sister took one of my resumes to her workplace in Raleigh to see if they might hire me and Fox sister has offered a possible job situation in a few months time, raising Plant Spirits in Southern Pines. However, like getting this material published someday, somehow, these Potentials are at this point only more question marks. I have always tried to be responsible and the catch-up child support payments that I am and would be most happy to pay if I had more income have put me in a real tight bind. I have been living at my current location in High Point for over two years now and each month I do not know if I will be able to pay for the next, as far as telephone, lights and rent, much less food. Yet somehow Great Pop has continued to provide for me through these beautiful angels and in this I am most thankful. I have a big blue pony of an automobile that has been working well and in that I am thankful also. Of course for me to be able to drive it again when my license is reinstated in October, a lot of money will be required.

I have two grown children named Heath and Jackie that I have not seen or heard from in over a decade and to them I send my love, wherever they might be. I also have a young son named Nolayte, who was just an infant when this material began and is now over four years of age. Nolayte’s mother left me when he was only a few weeks old and since then she has moved around a lot. I miss him very much and my older children as well. However, when I had not heard from them in over seven years after they were grown - how about that number - I had to move on with my own life. What I am referring to here about not hearing from, means that I have not had a clue as to where they were living or what they were doing, except through using some of my special abilities. I had purposefully stayed in the same place so that they could find me when they needed or desired to, but I am sure each has their own reasons for not contacting me and I respect their individual choices. I still miss them though and continue to pray for their wellbeing and joy. There is not a day that goes by that I do not long to be with Nolayte and for a second chance of being in the family that I thought I had and would share with him and his mother. Before doing our Conception Ceremony and deciding to call a baby forth into our lives, I had told Nolayte’s mother about my position and commitment to a lifestyle that she chose to share with me. I also shared with her my feelings and experience of not getting to raise my other two children because of a divorce. I told her how much I never wanted to go through that and the child support and not being in their daily lives again. She told me reassuringly that things would be different for us. I can only say that she did not tell the truth that day! All of this seems to speak of some old plans for the Future in some way, doesn’t it? I guess that is why Great Pop is having me include it at this point. I still love Nolayte’s mother and I always will. I have not seen or talked to Nolayte since before Christmas of 1999. Of course my transportation situation does not help in this concern at all. Prayerfully, things will improve after October, which is now only a few months away.

I have not had the resources to send all of the overdue child support yet, but I am doing as best as I can. Of course the people in control will throw me in the Pokey if I do not pay, but that is not why I am paying it. This is an issue between Nolayte’s mother and myself and I am not trying to escape my responsibility, as one might imagine. However I am now and have been for a long time, barely existing as it is. Nolayte’s mother knew that this was my chosen lifestyle when we met, as what I truly pray for and desire is what pleases Great Pop and is best for Nolayte. I talk to Great Pop daily about these issues and He says it will all work out A-Okay, so I simply struggle with my Bark on Tree a little more and go as guided by Him. My response to important choices or conditions of dilemma is to do a Medicine Wheel Ceremony to get support and guidance from Great Pop and the All, and then simply do as guided by Him that way. Of course that is why my condition is as it is, but I know of no better way to choose when one commits one’s life to Great Pop, than to put Him and not someone else in charge, even that of myself. Somehow I may never know the answers to the many questions that I have about what happened to my dream of family with Nolayte and his mom. As this material is about the Future, it seems important to include this condition of myself at this point in it, or, so much for putting all of my business on the street, as some say.

It almost seems like a lifetime ago when I began this material on Origins. I was living in a little cottage that I so loved, on a swamp in Winston-Salem, North Carolina. I was more in Nolayte’s life back then even though he was still an infant and had yet to speak his first spoken word to me, or walk. In Volume One I got to experience as well as know and understand exactly how it was for Great Pop to be and Become Himself. I got to experience as well as know not only the Way of it but also the Why of it, which seems even more special as well as important to me. Not always so easy has been Great Pop’s experience as well as my own and in that Understanding I feel most blessed as well as thankful. In Volume One I got to learn how He came to be and how He developed the All that is, and again not only the Way and How of that, but also the When and the Why. Understanding, which to me is much more valuable and sacred than knowledge, has fed me well in this Odyssey of Origins. While I feel most blessed and satiated I still hunger for more, which I am told is also a part of Being Human.

In Volumes One and Two I got to experience as well as understand the full condition and Medicine of how life began, not only on Mother Earth but in all of the arenas that Great Pop has made. I got to feel and experience what it feels like to be a Water Spirit in the Water Place as well as return to the Alone Place for Beings and revisit the Mechanical Place. In Volume Two I got to see Spirit, my big honey of a kitty cat when he was a Dinosaur, and from him I also have learned much and increased my Understanding of what it is to be in life. Throughout the Odyssey of this material and work I not only got to share in the adventure and experience of many monumental events and developments in progress, but I also got the blessing of further Understanding and insight from Great Pop, for which I will ever be most grateful in every way and sense. In Volume Two I learned that life is indeed a doing thing, and that Great Pop has almost continually outdone Himself if that is possible, in ensuring the continuum of it for each and every Potential that was and will ever be made. One cannot embrace this material and Odyssey of Origins without having an increased awareness and respect for all that Great Pop has done and gone through, so as to make the simplest of a thing available for us to see and share. From the experience and Understanding available in Origins, one can only embrace a more profound sense of respect for the beauty, perfection and sacredness of all that Great Pop is, has done, and has created, even including my Bark on Tree, Ha, Ha, Ha! Always, Great Pop in His brilliance has created conditions whereby all win from any situation that He has developed and in this I am most in awe and respect.

Volume Two ended with the Dinosaurs being wiped out by the Overseers, in a major Pole Shift event, which was necessary to ensure the continuation of life on Mother Earth. It seems ironic that Volume Three closes this very same way from the behavior of Beings. Maybe some might realize the message in that. While the question of what caused the demise of the Dinosaurs might be interesting to some people, I personally found the answer to why Animal Spirits existed in that condition in the first place, to be much more valuable and satisfying. In all of the volumes of Origins, I learned that even Great Pop from time to time has made some oops, but never a mistake! In the experiences of the Odyssey of Origins and in Volume One especially, I got to better understand Great Pop in most every sense and way. This is not so much because of what He has done and gone through, but more because of His patiently sharing with me the Why as well as the How of it.

My experiences and Odyssey in life, as well as the material of Volumes One and Two did serve to prepare me for Volume Three, in a way, but I do not know if anything really could totally prepare one for Being Human, as it is a continuous learning process. Volume Three did serve to confirm many suspicions that I already had as far as Beings and being on Mother Earth and gave further Understanding to the many experiences that I already had. In my Native American ancestry and way, to be called a Human Being is a very high compliment, as relates to one's heart and character. I also must admit that I had to oftentimes fight with my Bark on Tree throughout the writing of this material, in anxiety as to how what is presented herein might be received, especially by the scientific types and such. But now that it is complete to this point, I no longer have any concern about that, as I am sure that it is real and that it really happened the way I have perceived it and recorded it. I guess that is a part of Being Human and in this prevalent culture and society as well.

I have oftentimes mentioned to others that one only enters and exits the experience of Being Human alone. I also mention that in reality, one is never alone in a sojourn on Mother Earth as we all have Spirit Helpers or Guides. We also are ever connected to Great Pop by the Golden Thread learned about in Volume One, and now I understand the Why it is that way. I have oftentimes also mentioned that some of our best awareness and realizations are developed alone, in Prayer and Meditation with Great Pop and the Spirit realm, because in doing so we have much less influence from our Bark on Tree and can see with better clarity of perspective. All of my life I have been interactively communicating and operating in the Spirit realm, and this I better understand is a part of the reality of Being Human as well. All my life I have been able to communicate with trees, plants and animals as well, and this I better realize is where all of the patterns of behavior exist, for us to choose to express ourselves with in Being Human on Mother Earth. In Being Human, I am also sure that certain religious factions might raise an eyebrow or two over the contents herein. But I am not here to serve two masters, only Great Pop. I do pray that any and all that become in touch with this material, in some or every way receive the same Peace of Understanding that it has given me.

The Odyssey of my life at this point is pretty much the same as this material, in the sense that a certain part of it is complete yet the door is open for many new opportunities and experiences as well. I do not know if, how, or when, I will be a part of Nolayte’s life, or if I will have any more contact with my other two children. I really do not know how I will continue to live in this culture or where. I do know that Whale sister and Fox sister as well as some others have some work for me to do, and in their love, care and support, I am most blessed and thankful. I am also most blessed and thankful for all of the other people that have helped me experience Being Human and in life on Mother Earth in some fashion or way.

Throughout this material Great Pop has continually outdone even Himself in answering many more questions than I ever would have thought of to ask, or dared to wish to know about. And He has done all of this in a way that was most comfortable to me. And in this, Great Pop and for You, I am most thankful. I am also thankful for my friends and family and that Nolayte’s mother chose me to be her husband, even though not for as long as I thought it would be, nor for as long as I desired. I may not always be happy with what Nolayte’s mom has done or might do but I will always love her, and that is definitely what Being Human is about, to me. I will always love any and all that desire such from me in a way that is comfortable to both, and that is what Volume Three has taught me the most about myself. To be in the way of Love Proper, which is the Gift of One’s Care for the Wellbeing, Balance and Fulfillment of Another Being or Thing of His Creation, is to experience Being Human in the best of ways. Unfortunately it seems that the prevalent culture does not value some of these things, in the desire for individual assertion and competition. So as we begin this new volume, that is my current status as to my living conditions and lifestyle, as well as some of the background necessary for us to venture forward into the unknown. Or is it the Future? Ha, Ha, Ha!

I have always had trouble with the idea of man coming from a Monkey, like some scientists say, and in Volume Three I got a better Understanding as to the real way that the Human form of Being came to be on Mother Earth. Of course Volume Three also confirmed my suspicion that I have had since childhood, that Great Pop never originally intended for Beings to be on Mother Earth at all. Yep, if you ever want to see an alien bodyform just look in the mirror some day. Ha, Ha, Ha! All joking aside though, the Human bodyform is really remarkable in its design in every way. I have always known that there were other world experiences for Beings to experience, since I can remember anything at all. In some of my out-of-body journeying I have visited many, if not all of them, maybe. Of course Great Pop is always at the drawing board so to speak, so I cannot say anything about that possibility now for sure.

It seems kind of funny that I am beginning this material about the Future by talking about the Past. Yes the Future can be pretty scary stuff at times, especially since we have Bark on Tree and its associated Essence of Fear. As Great Pop has explained these concepts and this Understanding to me, an Essence is unlimited in its shape, form or utility. One of the Medicines of Essences is that they are self-perpetuating, like air or smoke or water in the ocean. No matter how much you take or use there will always be plenty more. And yes, smoke is self-perpetuating because even when it has dissipated and you can no longer see it, it still exists. In Volume One of Origins, we learned from Great Pop that all Things began by The Law of One segmenting a part of itself into the Five Founding Essences of Desire, Feeling, Onement, Balance and the ThunderBeing of Change. Any and all Things that are, are because of The Law of One, and from it these and all other Essences are made. When Great Pop as the Group Consciousness of these Five Founding Essences originally wished to express Himself, the first Operative was then made to accommodate that desire. We learned that the reason Great Pop had expressed that desire way back then, was to ensure there would always be a Future. Also learned was that Operatives are like hoses that one can use to direct the flow of Essences through.

When Great Pop designed the Personal Structure for which all Spirits could outwardly express themselves, He created a subordinate or limited form of an Essence and called it Fear. When I asked Him why He created Fear, He told me it was made to motivate and protect the physical form and that He made it with a composition that has a time limit. Just like one’s Ego, or what I call one’s Bark on Tree, this limited or subordinate Essence is left behind