Heaven in High Gear
By Joan Brady
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"Your panic is your friend. It loves you and it's just trying to protect you.
The man who spoke to her was gorgeous: long dusky hair, faded jeans and a black motorcycle jacket. And before Heather could brush him off, his arm touched hers and the result was electric: she felt her fear and anxiety drop away. Who was this guy? "I am who you think I am." Oh, God. "That's very good. It's about time we straightened out a few things in your life." His voice was like a sanctuary, a safe and lovely haven, and she felt enveloped by a cloud of serenity.
So begins Heather's journey toward discovering her life as it was meant to be: filled with the true meaning of love and the magic of realizing her dreams. For every woman who longs to embrace her true self, heaven in high gear is proof that you can always find your way, as long as you trust your heart.
Joan Brady
Joan Brady is a freelance writer, a registered nurse, and a former lifeguard. She lives in California and is the author of several books, including God on a Harley.
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Heaven in High Gear - Joan Brady
Heaven in HIGH GEAR
JOAN BRADY
Jeanne M. Lee
Ben Perini
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1997
RAVES FOR JOAN BRADY’S
PREVIOUS NOVEL
GOD ON A HARLEY
Life is a long, unpredictable and often thrilling road—what better way to navigate it than with GOD ON A HARLEY? … A funny and touching look at one woman’s spiritual journey.
—The Huntsville Times (AL)
I loved this book—read it and reap.
—Dr. Wayne Dyer, author of Your Erroneous Zones
Turn off the stress of your life for an hour or two to ride with GOD ON A HARLEY…. Chances are, you’re going to feel a lot of love and a bit of peace with yourself.
—Ginny Stolicker, Oakland Press (MI)
A wonderful tale of how God works with [Christine], understanding every one of her heart’s desires and knowing her real needs far better than she does.
—Noelle Denke, The Light Connection
"The Bridges of Madison County meets The Celestine Prophecy meets Self magazine…."
—Entertainment Weekly
Also by Joan Brady
God on a Harley
I Don’t Need a Baby To Be Who I Am
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Heaven in high gear/Joan Brady.
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Acknowledgments
Any writer who is fortunate enough to have a book published probably did not do it without the help of some very important people. In my case, there have been many. I have been blessed to have each and every one of them in my life, and this is where I publicly thank them.
My parents, Thomas and Claire Brady, encouraged me and nurtured the seeds of my blossoming ability to write for as long as I can remember. My sisters, Patricia and Laura, and my brothers, Paul, Tom, Bo, and Ed, believed in me from the start and never once wavered in their confidence that I would succeed. And always, I shared my dreams with Nancy, my friend since childhood.
My agent, Denise Stinson, has once again worked her magic by giving me exactly enough input to bring out the best in me. I am also blessed to have for my editor Emily Bestler, who expertly takes my work to new heights.
Several of my fellow writers have helped in a myriad of ways. Teresa Allen shot the wonderful photographs for both of my book jackets and is a supportive and insightful presence in my life. Joan Swirsky gave me a loving and generous headstart on the road to literary success. Chris Hall escorted me to the places where I did my research and made me feel safe. Vista Publishing, Inc., of Long Branch, New Jersey, deserves a round of applause for giving first-time authors a chance to show the world what they’ve got.
Finally, I will always remember my dear friend, Patrick, for helping me to find my wings … and for teaching me to soar.
I am deeply grateful to all of you.
HEAVEN
in
HIGH GEAR
1
IN SPITE OF THE FACT THAT I was back in New Jersey, I had two things going for me: it was summer and I was down at the shore. If you absolutely have to be in Jersey for any reason whatsoever, it’s always a good idea to avoid those brutal winter months. You definitely don’t want to be cooped up with a bunch of people who haven’t seen the sun for five straight months and who are all suffering from Seasonal Affective Disorder. Of course they’re all in a state of denial about their condition and won’t admit to it. I should know. I grew up there and I used to be one of them.
I had just flown in from LA the night before (or La-La Land,
as they like to call it here) for my biannual visit to the old home front. It’s a ritual I endure in order to keep them from flying out to visit me. The way I see it, my life is my own and nobody from my growing up years
needs to know that I make my living as a stripper.
In contrast to my sixteen peers who work alongside me at the Pink Pussycat in LA, I’m the only one who doesn’t try to sugarcoat the facts by calling herself an exotic dancer
or a performer.
Whom do they think they’re kidding? Taking off your clothes, even if you dance around while doing it, is still stripping in my book. Unlike the rest of them, I’m not the least bit ashamed of what I do. If I don’t strip, I don’t eat. For that matter, If I didn’t strip, I wouldn’t be driving my coveted BMW or living in Brentwood either. It’s as simple as that. Besides, I don’t see anybody else paying the mortgage on my condo or making my car payments, so whatever I do to survive is my business, right?
Of course, if you saw me when I had my clothes on, you would have quite a different opinion of me. The way I see it, I don’t get to wear clothes often enough, so when I do, I wear only the best. I know good things, and I don’t hesitate to buy them for myself.
I must admit, I’m the only one of the bunch who looks like she was born with a silver spoon in her mouth instead of in her nose. Drugs, that’s one thing I never got into, and that’s what separates me from all those losers who work and hang out at the Pink Pussycat. I work too hard for this perfect body to ever consider handing it over to the demon of drugs. No, sir. Instead, I prefer to spend my money adorning it with Chanel suits, eighteen-karat-gold jewelry, and Ferragamo shoes.
Speaking of Ferragamo shoes, I looked down at the one I was dangling a bit seductively from my perfectly pedicured foot as I waited at the bar for my ever-tardy friends. I suppose you can take the girl out of the strip joint, but you can’t necessarily take the strip joint out of the girl. I slipped the shoe back on my foot in spite of the admiring glances I was getting from three guys at a nearby table. I had to clean up my act and remember that I was back in my hometown now. Temporarily, thank God.
It was a little past midnight here on the East Coast, but my body clock said it was only nine, so I wasn’t even close to peaking yet. Three of my girlfriends were supposed to meet me here in this beachfront dive for a little welcome home
get together, but as usual, they were extremely late. That left me only one choice: to sit alone at the bar, sipping my white wine and thinking about my life and how it measured up against the lives of my cronies.
To begin with, we are an unlikely group of friends. We have very distinct personalities and interests, and we all grew up in different towns. About the only thing we have in common is that we all spent glorious childhood summers at the Jersey shore with our families, and that is the glue that holds us together.
Maria and Barbara are Bennies,
which of course means they live north of exit 117 on the Garden State Parkway. Crystal is a Shoe-bee
from Philadelphia. I think they call them that because, for some unknown reason, people from Philadelphia never seem to take their shoes off, even when they’re on the beach. You always see them walking through the sand with their milk-white legs and old beat-up shoes. I am the only Clamdigger
in the group, so called because I live several exits south of 117 on the parkway near Asbury Park, which makes me the only one who lived at the shore year-round when we were all growing up.
Now, in case you haven’t noticed, I’m not exactly the most politically correct person you’ll ever meet, but at least I say what’s on my mind. I’ve been accused of a lot of things in my life, but mincing words isn’t one of them.
So there I was, hanging out in this somewhat hip
little dive, waiting for my friends to show up so we could all tell each other how good we look and make up stories about how successful our careers are and how we all have boyfriends or fiancés who adore us. I’d heard that both Maria and Crystal had just become engaged to their boyfriends. I knew because my mother sent me the clippings from the newspaper announcing the joyous news. Why do mothers always send their hopelessly single daughters newspaper clippings of other people’s engagements? Do they really think we want to read that stuff? Not that I couldn’t be married if I wanted to be. That’s hardly the case. It’s just that, from what I’ve seen, who needs