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Off Balance: Nitty Gritty series, #4
Off Balance: Nitty Gritty series, #4
Off Balance: Nitty Gritty series, #4
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Off Balance: Nitty Gritty series, #4

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Jennifer’s secret is big but she loves Charlie enough to know ending their teenage relationship will set him free and enable him to join the Army. When Charlie discovers the truth it’s up to him to convince Jen their young love was meant to be.

LanguageEnglish
PublisherRenee Field
Release dateFeb 19, 2014
ISBN9780991693238
Off Balance: Nitty Gritty series, #4
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Renee Pace

Renee loves to write a variety of genres. She writes romance for HQN Spice Briefs, sensual paranormal romance as an Indie author and women's fiction.  Field also writes nitty gritty young adult and paranormal young adult romance novels under the pen name Renee Pace (www.reneepace.com). Renee calls Halifax, Nova Scotia, Canada home and loves her view of the Atlantic Ocean. She is a member of her local Romance Writers of Atlantic Canada and Women in Film and Television - Atlantic. She juggles work, four children and is a firm believer in soul-mates and the power of the sea. Renee loves to hear from fans. She can be reached through Facebook at: https://www.facebook.com/ReneeFieldRomanceAuthor  Email: reneefieldauthor@gmail.com  

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    Off Balance - Renee Pace

    Dedication

    This young adult short story is dedicated to all the teens who have made mistakes and survived. Happy endings really only exist as fairy tales but that doesn’t mean happiness can’t be reached. Life will throw you a curve ball and I’m a firm believer dodging and running toward that ball is better than running away from the outcomes.

    This book is a work of fiction. All mistakes are my own.

    Off Balance

    By Renee Pace

    978-0-9916932-3-8

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    Jennifer’s secret is big but she loves Charlie enough to know ending their teenage relationship will set him free and enable him to join the Army. When Charlie discovers the truth it’s up to him to convince Jen their young love was meant to be.

    Chapter One

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    What the hell? Is that Jen pushing a stroller? Shit, after all the frigging time I spent writing her those stupid letters, after she dropped me like a used cigarette, I can’t believe she’s the first person I see on my leave. That’s the type of karma I’m having these days. First I find out that Eje’s going to be late returning to Halifax and now this. I glance around and wonder for a second if I can walk past her like she doesn’t exist. That’s probably what she’ll do. I never thought of her as being that cold, but not once did she respond to my letters. All I wanted to know was why? Why was it over? I get that a long distance relationship is hard but it’s not like I was going to be away for freaking forever. Maybe she’s seeing someone else. Christ, the thought of that makes me want to puke up the donair I wolfed down faster than a souped-up car. 

    With my palms sweaty I feel more nervous walking toward her than my first day at boot camp, which sucked. For once the movies got something right. Boot camp is downright ugly. It was all running, learning how to function on little sleep, and forcing yourself to eat crappy sludge military food. That was the first week. Then it became more running, which alternated between pushing your sorry legs through large mother-fucking knee-deep water the Sergeant called puddles—I swear to god if he said that one more time I was going to drown him in one of those so-called puddles­—and lots of time spent cleaning weapons. After fourteen weeks of the same routine with the only deviation being getting woken up earlier and earlier and learning to heave your tired beyond-achy body past the breaking point it was hit the books study time.

    Wow, guess who I get the pleasure of running into. I hate when I look at Jen, my heart drops to my feet. She’s changed but the same. She’s skinner than I remember and there’s a wary deer-in-the-headlights look in her eyes that makes me want to check over my shoulder. I resist that urge and hope to god I’m not drooling. Her chestnut colored hair is pulled back in a ponytail, but wisps of it frame her pixie-like face. Her cheeks look flushed and she smells like fresh clean air.

    Nice to see you Charlie.

    Nice to freaking see me. It’s on the tip of my tongue to shout at her, but one thing the military ingrained in me was it’s always best to keep my big mouth shut. The few times I did speak up, I paid for it with sweat and there’s nothing fun about working out when everyone else has gone to barracks.

    Yeah, great to see you too, Jen. I’m so lame. Small talk was never my strong suit. I find myself shuffling my feet and I don’t want to keep walking. What I want more than anything is to sweep Jen into my arms and kiss her like I fantasized about night after night.

    So how is the military? she asks, making sure to keep the stroller moving. She must have taken a nanny job. Funny, I never thought of her as suited to clean poopy diapers and all. I’m glad the kid’s asleep and oblivious to us.

    Great. The kid, a baby I realize, starts to squirm around in the stroller. I attempt to peek in but Jen moves the stroller forward so I can’t see the baby. Fine. Whatever. With expertise Jen pops the soother back in the baby’s mouth and then turns to face me.

    So you really like the Army? she asks, again.

    I nod. It’s hard though. Lots of physical work and the school stuff is a lot harder than the stuff taught in high school, but yeah, guess I really do like it. I know now I’m rambling but hell she was the one who asked. So what have you been up to? 

    For a weird second her eyes dart back to the stroller and then she looks up at me. Not much. Stuff, she says, which is so unlike Jen I think I must be making her uncomfortable.

    Well, I was supposed to meet Eje tonight but since he’s not in town yet are you interested in getting together...you know like old times. I’d really like to see the gang. Sweet Jesus I must be nuts. Why not put a bullet through my heart while I stand. I honestly can’t believe I blurted all that out.

    Jen looks down at her sneakers and for a second I let myself hope.

    I can’t tonight. Sorry, Charlie.

    Oh, okay, that’s fine. Listen I’ve got to go but it was really great seeing you again, Jen.

    She nods but doesn’t say anything. I force myself to walk away from her and feel more than ever I should run back and kidnap her. What we had felt special. Where did I go wrong? What did I do to make her hate me so much?

    Oh my god I think I’m going to be sick. Of all the people to run into, Charlie. God he looked so good he made me want to cry. Instead I acted like a fool and said nothing. I can’t help glance over my shoulder to see if he’s still there but he’s gone. Out of my life for good and he doesn’t know. Maybe I should have told him. Would it have made a difference? Who knows.

    Danny starts to cry and for once I like the distraction. I turn the corner, put the stroller in park and pick him up, holding him tight. At six months now he’s looking more and more like his father. The man I let walk out of my life for good. I cuddle Danny close, amazed at how bright his wonderful big brown eyes are. He’s got light cinnamon colored skin, thick dark curly hair and eyes so alert and intelligent he makes my heart soar.

    You my little man must be getting hungry. I watch his mouth suckle hard on his soother. It will take me three more blocks until I get to my sister’s place. Tucking him back into his stroller, I make sure the baby blankets keep the chilly September day from his body.

    Shame you didn’t do one of

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