Sin Thesis

sẎn Thesis

Published by Robert Torres - Smashwords Edition

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Copyright © 2014 Robert Torres:

Smashwords Edition, 2014

Published in the United States of America

Table of Contents

About the Author – Robert Torres

Contact Robert Torres

Preface

Introduction

Chapter 1 – In the Beginning

Chapter 2 – Aliens – The First Visual Contacts

Chapter 3 – Updates – Power, Prayer, Magick, Belief

Chapter 4 – A Bit of Personal History

Chapter 5 – The First Visual Contact

Chapter 6 – UFOs and an Alien Agenda

Chapter 7 – More About ME

Chapter 8 – Reality Bytes, Targeting, Conspiracy

Chapter 9 – It’s About Control

Chapter 10 –Targeting, Mind Control, Earthquakes and Weather

Chapter 11 – It’s the Reverb – Who’s Really in Control

Chapter 12 – Shady Conspiracies and Secrecy

Chapter 13 – The New World Order

Chapter 14 – The Occult, Satanism, Witchcraft, Black Magick

Chapter 15 – Mystery Religions and Belief Systems

Chapter 16 – Magick and Alchemy

Chapter 17 – PSI?

Chapter 18 – ESP: Mind Reading and Intuition

Chapter 19 – Telekinesis, Psychokinesis and PSI

Chapter 20 – Paranormal Dreams

Chapter 21 – The Gift of Prophecy

Chapter 22 – Synchronicity

Chapter 23 – Determinism vs Freewill

Chapter 24 – Preordination, Predetermination, Destiny, Fate

Chapter 25 – Karma

Chapter 26 – Numbers and Numerology

Chapter 27 – Astrology

Chapter 28 – Ghosts

Chapter 29 – Angels

Chapter 30 – The Afterlife

Chapter 31 – Reincarnation

Chapter 32 – The Science Behind the Supernatural

Chapter 33 – SẎN Thesis

Resources

Special Thanks

I’d like to thank everyone involved with me during this strange journey. Especially my family with an extra thanks to my daughter Melanie Torres, my son Robert, brother Michael, Janet and the rest of the bunch. Robert, Saige and Aiden too. All the great scientists, authors, beings, entities, the supreme being of course, the universe, the planet, other gods and anyone I left out.

Cover art The Mask by Robert Torres.

Preface:

This book was conceived of in 2005 and I started my research a few years later. The title is a play on the words Synthesis or Creation and Sin Thesis or a thesis on Sin. It encompasses many opposites, creation/destruction, good/evil, life/death, the paranormal and reality itself. All epic ideas inspired by real events I’ve experienced and some of their obvious contradictions with our reality. Unlike many writers who have established belief systems and seek reinforcement, I have established experiences and seek answers.

I will delve into major topics like the paranormal - supernatural, religion, philosophy, science, government conspiracies, aliens - UFOs and cover-ups. I will cover ideas like time, space, dimensions, reality, synchronicity, magick and the unexplained, plus much more.

Most of what I’ve written is from first-hand experience with the supernatural or inherent esoteric knowledge.

Another thing that makes this book unique is that most of the writing won’t be based on laboratory or case studies and statistics. Most of these stories are actual events experienced by me, the author and most can be verified. The rest are from a multiple source corroborative research and verification process. Although the experiences are all true, some of my explanations may seem fantastical. Why these "paranormal occurrences" happen to me and why they occur at all to others will be explored.

This is a very strange and mysterious world we live in and when weird things happen to us, we want answers. Some of the explanations for these anomalies in this book are based on proven science. Others on thousands of years of human experience and observations.

In writing a book on personal experience, I thought it would be easy but what I thought could be done in a year took much longer. The world is much more complicated and even more mysterious than I had ever imagined. As I started my background research and writing the world began to change. Because of information released by the Vatican and secrets of the NSA, I had to rewrite and refocus much of my original content.

The purpose of this book is to ask questions, get answers, provoke thought and give results. I believe that anyone reading this book and from any walk of life will learn something. Included here are many interesting facts, personal theories, philosophies and conclusions.

Introduction:

In a search for answers for the many paranormal and real world events I have been experiencing I realized that although I thought I was, I was not alone. Somehow all types of people from all walks of life all over the world and throughout history were asking the same questions. Many were also arriving at some of the same conclusions. I don’t know how or why, but I am one of them.

Why are these things happening to me? Is there a god? Is god just a highly advanced alien life form or a higher state of existence? Is there one, or more than one? Are there other advanced alien life forms around us? Is ESP real, what about telekinesis, is mind over matter real? How about dreams, do they have meaning and can they foretell the future? What about UFOs and aliens, do they exist and are they here studying us? I don’t know if you’ll be satisfied with my profound explanations, but I’ll try to be as honest as I can.

Much of what is studied in science, can’t be studied in the lab. Like the study of volcanoes. For instance: historians, journalist and investigators to name a few must go where the evidence leads them. They then have to come up with the best explanation based on the evidence they find. Much of our entire belief systems from our courts to religions are based on witness testimony. It’s up to us to either find it to be credible and or to be the most likely explanation. If it isn’t, then in some cases we have to decide on an alternative.

My extraordinary claims, experiences and observations have been playing over and over in my mind like an endless movie loop. As you’ll see from the very beginning of this book, just when I thought I’ve seen it all, some other event happens.

I can tell you one thing for sure, I believe in most of the subject matter in this book and what I say is true. I also believe that we are not alone and in my opinion, we are being observed! There is a lot going on that most of us will never see.

At the bottom of it, lurking in the shadows, are there conspirators in our society? Are there those who are attempting to keep the truth from coming out? What is the truth? The following are my actual experiences and only meant to be presented as my truth. I don’t present myself as an outside investigator, but as an inside observer, researcher, experiencer and writer, who also believes I am a paranormal magnet. One thing I found out while researching this book is that almost none of the experts on anything agree with each other on everything. So again, I am not alone… none of us are… Now if you’re ready to expand your mind and I will show you something. You don’t have to believe, but you will have to think because it gets intense.

Chapter 1

In the Beginning

Synthesis: Result of combination: a new unified whole resulting from the combination of different ideas, influences or objects. Creation

Sin Thesis: A thesis on Sin or Original Sin.

I gazed upon the presence of a Superior entity and I’m here to tell my story! It started with an explosion so loud that it awoke me from my stupor, but I wasn’t asleep. I know I’m awake now, but what was I then? Was I always just in a foggy waking state I hadn’t known I’d been in? There was no sound but it was an explosion alright. It was an explosion that brought about the awakening of my entire being. All of my senses all at once came alive in one single abrupt moment of clarity. One flash in the sky, one chance meeting with the unknown, one moment that can’t be known, would change my life forever here on this Earth. From that point I would question everything. Reality itself was in question. What is going on here, did I go insane? Did I suddenly become sane? Who or what did this and continues to do this to me? Is this the work of God, aliens, a time traveler and most importantly, why ME?

I heard someone say recently that we don’t see black holes, we see their gravitational effects on their surroundings and that’s how we know that they’re there. Although I’ve seen the effects of many things many times before, I am always in awe of the mysterious. I have to come to the conclusion as many others have in the past that I’ve been selected, chosen as a witness to time, events and invisible realities that would reveal their secrets for me. It’s because of this that I feel I have been given a responsibility to decipher the meanings and relay them to anyone who will listen.

Although this book isn’t religious, I do talk about the supernatural beings we call gods, entities, aliens and sometimes interchangeably. Religion is the most followed source of supernatural beliefs in the world. These are some of the many things that can’t be overlooked while I make the connections between philosophy, religion, the paranormal, magick and science. If there are gods, what are they and is there more than one, what is the connection to science? I will tie some of this together for our better understanding of our existence. Many answers I don’t have and others, I believe I do. Many questions have been answered and as you’ll see throughout the writing of this book many strange events and coincidences were occurring synchronously to the subject matter I was writing about, while I was writing about them.

While I was writing, it seemed as if some intelligent force was around me that synchronized the outside world to my actual writing. There were so many strange goings on that it seemed to me that much of my writing was being steered. What or who can do that? Many cultures give it different names. For modern mainstream science it’s easy, it is simply called impossible. There is currently no way to study and collect data for realities whose existence is denied. Other cultures use names like sky-watchers, guardians, etc… In modern non-mainstream science there are things like universal consciousness, synchronicity, intention and many other mysterious forces that could be at work. Remember, whatever it is would have the ability to interact with, control or alter our physical reality.

Many highly respected figures throughout history up to today have recognized that some unexplainable universal force is at work all around us. Some believe it’s a missing mathematical unknown waiting to be discovered. Einstein’s Unified theory, the Theory of Everything something that everyone is missing that’s just outside our realm of understanding but so close to within our reach. Others are satisfied with leaving it as a mystery for now. We are all just leaving it for some missing science or future science to figure it out for us. But, there is the belief that it’s something simple like E=MC². Once we see the equation, it will become obvious.

One of the only things that many others agree on is that it can’t be a god because gods don’t exist. The only god they’ll admit to is the God Particle. Philosophers like Nietzsche, Heideger, Satre and so on, outright deny the existence of any god. So who am I to disagree? Well, the fortunate or unfortunate part of being selected as many others throughout history have claimed, is I no longer have a choice to believe or not. I don’t know what it is to believe or not to believe, but I know there is much more than just man. I know because something decided to show me.

Many Gnostic and other esoteric religions along with many other groups involved in supernatural beliefs including Christianity believe in secret knowledge. This is obtained through study and rituals that must be practiced for years in order to attain the esoteric or magical knowledge. Rasputin who was well known and became famous for his abilities comes to mind. Yet others claim that some are selected to have it handed to them. I’m one of those! I’ve been being shown things that defy explanation and logic. It started at a very early age. As you’ll see in the chapters ahead, I’ll expose some of these things to you, after which you can choose for yourself to believe or not.

Much of what I’ve already told you can easily be related to Descartes’ Meditations. Are we being deceived by a god, are we really dreaming? Are there actual objects that aren’t in our own minds? Unfamiliar objects appear to me outside of my senses, so they must be external to my imagination. They must be being shown to me. It doesn’t mean that matter exists, it only means that if it’s not matter, it is thought being generated external to my own internal existence.

The only legitimate explanations I’ve come to believe don’t come from science, but from the many ancient belief systems as professed by other men. Perhaps some of us somehow lost these beliefs to science, but many of our ancestors had the wisdom to preserve what most of us know is true. You only have to believe and in my case, I have no choice but to believe my own senses and experiences.

Chapter 2

Aliens - The First Visual Contacts

There are sometimes points in life when you come to realize that everything in your world is a predictable pattern. As you will gradually come to see throughout this book, what sometimes seems to pass for random, to me is not random at all. So now the unpredictability of randomness has also become predictable. That is, I’ve accepted the seeming randomness of the paranormal as normal. Normal as in just another part of the reality of my life. Before that though, my whole world and my way of thinking had to change.

Well now, back to that explosion which was actually my second experience with a visual anomaly. When I saw the light in the sky many years ago, I had no idea what it was or to the extent in which it was going to change the course of my life. The things that I believed to be true then, were all about to be turned upside down. The truths I now believe are based on many events over many years. These experiences all happened they are all true and most are verifiable the rest you can decide on for yourself!

The Light in the Sky:

WOW!, what the hell is that in the sky, Venus? It must be a planet I thought. I’ve heard about these things before, colorful lights always turn out to be Venus. It must be a planet. But it can’t be a planet because it’s way too big and too close and it’s moving too weird.

Let me back up about five minutes. I was about 11 years old, a young ordinary average boy from a small ordinary average New England suburban shoreline town called East Haven. It is actually directly bordering east of New Haven, CT, which is probably most famous for the Yale University.

I went to school, I went swimming, liked to draw, sing, play and hang out with my friends. That was it, all the normal stuff, routine, hum-drum…Oh and I went to church on Sundays too.

Well, there I was walking home one ordinary warm summer night from recreation at my elementary school called Momauguin School. My school was exactly two blocks from the shore of Long Island Sound. It was roughly two miles east of the mouth of New Haven harbor which is also directly located on the Long Island sound. Because it was the summer break there were no regular daytime classes. During the summer, the school would open at night to give the local kids access to the gymnasium to play sports.

Anyway, after a night of basketball with friends, I left the gym to walk home – I think it was around 9:00pm being that it was dark out. My house was about five blocks away and mine was the first house at the end of a quiet residential tree lined street of mostly single family homes. I lived in a two story converted cottage on a corner, at number 3 Bradford Avenue and Atwater Street. My street was one block from the shore and ran parallel to it. I took this walk many times before, but this time would be very different.

There I was walking home as usual and when I got to my street I took a left at the Town Beach Park. It was a small dimly lit neighborhood park with a few picnic tables and a swing set area for kids. It was one block from the school. I walked another block where my street crossed the main road in and out of my neighborhood. There was never really much traffic on that road at night, except for residents living in the area. When I got across the street, something in the sky caught my eye. A very large multi-colored luminous cloud like object appeared. I don't remember seeing it on my approach to the corner so I don't believe it was sitting there.

It was a clear star lit night with no clouds in the area. The object was about the same altitude as a low cumulus cloud so I would have to judge the size to be about a mile wide. It was slightly oval horizontally but not rounded. It was what appeared to be a luminous gas made up of about twelve different distinct but separate colors. They were each somewhat globular forming the whole. Each of the colors was changing shape and size while adjacent colors would either contract or expand in response. There were no borders between the colors and they were bright, saturated and fluorescent in appearance. The overall size of the entire gas cloud didn't vary during the expansion and contraction of the individual colors. It was completely silent and as you can imagine, I was stunned frozen. It was both amazing and beautiful, but what was it? Like I said, not knowing any better, my first thought was Venus. I’d never seen anything like it before or since and I’ve told the story so many times I can remember it like it was yesterday.

I was seemingly perfectly centered from left to right, beneath it and it was about 30 degrees from directly over my head. This placed it south over the shore of the East Haven Town Beach. Luckily there was nothing on that side of the street but an empty lot so my view was unobstructed. After about 30 seconds, the thing just shot straight back from my point of view and disappeared into a clear sky full of background stars.

When I say it shot straight back, I don’t mean it shot straight up. It shot straight back from my point of view. A 30 degree angle… Get it?, IT shot straight back from ME. It shot back at a 30 degree angle!

Then suddenly, as quickly as it shot away, it came straight back to the same exact position and size with all the colors in the exact same places they were. It was only gone for about ten seconds. The speed was astonishing it took less than a second or about a second to travel the distance. From about a mile across to hundreds or even thousands of miles away in one second, WOW! It took no more than a second to return too. I remember thinking, this is weird and I don’t think it’s from here but here is exactly where it was.

This time it hovered for another 10 seconds beautiful and silent. Then again shot away for another couple seconds before shooting straight back to the same position and size. It went back and forth at the same speed 3 more times each time staying for about a second before shooting off for the last time. It was as if it was showing off its speed or something. I stood there still frozen for about thirty more seconds waiting for it to return. Then, I was suddenly jolted by the realization of what I just saw. I instantly started running home faster than I'd ever run before. I ran the last three blocks and probably broke the world speed record. When I got home heart pounding, out of breath, I frantically told my older brother Frank, I just saw a UFO! This was the second time I had such a crazy, strange story to tell.

The next day, my brother told me that he read in the paper that other people reported it and that the explanation that was given was that it was gases escaped from a test rocket. Does that sound familiar? That cover-story never sat right with me even from that age. No rocket testing that I ever heard of was done over populated New England towns. Anyway, since when does escaped gas take off, come back, take off again and come back three more times before actually escaping.

Now, what you should know is that a lot of very strange things have been happening to me since the first visual contact including the UFO sighting which was actually my second encounter. These things probably number into the hundreds. However, it was the second encounter that altered my perception of reality and my mind to the possibilities. People have asked me if I was abducted, if it was aliens, if they did something to me, etc… One of my friends Claude who had asked me if I was abducted told me, that I seem to say things about things that happen before they happen. To tell you the truth, I don’t know if I was abducted or if my mind was somehow altered, but I’ve always wondered about it. I didn’t really think to check the clock for missing time that night. I hadn’t really heard the UFO missing time stories back then.

Obviously when something like this happens to someone it’s a revelation. The event itself is so far removed from normal reality that one is naturally shaken into a different frame of mind. It’s like well, there goes my whole world system of beliefs - right out the door! Up to the age of my first paranormal experience I never believed in this kind of stuff. I never really believed in anything: I had no system of beliefs. I mean I went to church every week with my family but it was something that we just did. It was something that we were supposed to do and expected to do… I thought God was something people just made up. I definitely didn’t believe in UFOs… I guess I did have a belief system of believing in nothing.

Today, after all of the inexplicable things that have occurred around me that has all changed. Now I feel very spiritual and believe that there is a greater consciousness and higher plains of existence. I also feel that there is a silent invisible presence just observing me, an almost tangible entity just beyond my five senses. I know it’s there and I know it’s aware of that. I don’t know what it or they are or what it or they want but I can psychically sense an existence just beyond my physicality. Other than the things that we absolutely can’t see, almost all of what I say is verifiable. Almost none of what I’ve seen or know, I can tell you about. I know this makes it seem like a convenience, but, it’s mostly to protect myself. Besides, some of the things I can tell you about are so out there and so un-provable that you would have to be me to even believe them. Much of it is just not scientifically provable or acceptable.

It’s like what they call in physics the Pauli Effect. It was a well-known and documented fact that whenever Physicist and Nobel laureate Wolfgang Pauli was present, things would breakdown. Machines, experimental equipment, testing equipment all would fail as he entered the room. He seemed to get enjoyment out of but it was not scientifically provable. There are many other documented cases like this which have to remain unexplainable until the science catches up. This existence here that we experience is simply based on our senses. The theories of time as a dimension and other ways of perceiving existence can only be imagined by us because we are living in a reality constrained by our senses and our limited ability to reason outside of that. We can’t see outside of our visual spectrum and most of us can’t think outside of our dimensions.

The things I can tell you about in this book are just as amazing and are also mostly verifiable. Also, since the UFO sighting my mind and eyes are much more open than they ever were before that day. So I guess you can say yes my consciousness was altered. I was SHAKEN into a newly awakened view of reality. I know the reasons for some of the events occurring around me, but others often leave me frustrated with more questions than answers.

One of the very conscious conclusions I took away from this event was that I believe that whatever it was I saw in the sky, was there for ME! The way I was directly centered from left to right and the way it shot back and forth directly from my angle of vision are a couple of the things that years later would lead me to this conclusion. Seeing it from any other viewpoint I wouldn’t be able to say that. Another thing is that almost every other spot on my path home that night was partially obstructed with trees except that corner. It made sure to appear where my view was completely unobstructed. The accumulative effects of other anomalies before and after are other reasons. I also came to the conclusion that it wasn’t a craft but an entity which I’ll get to.

Chapter 3

Updates: Synchronicity, Power of the state, Power of prayer, Earth Magick, Weather Magick, Science and Belief

This update consists of some of the strange occurrences I was telling you about in my opening chapter. Strange events were happening often while I was writing about similar events. I’m going to file these under supernatural or at the very least, super weird. So before I get to my first visual contact I’ll ask you to indulge me a bit. I am compelled at this point to extend this chapter to include some of the science and observed human experience behind it. Mind you, my explanations aren’t the only plausible possibilities. They are however my conclusions based on my observations and deductive reasoning after having looked at many other alternative explanations. For instance, on many different occasions I saw UFOs that appeared to be high altitude green slow moving streaks of light. I deduced that they were high altitude green military type flares. Why I saw high altitude and not so high altitude green military flares directly above my head so often, so many different times and so many different places is really the bigger mystery. Not anymore, but they were a mystery to me at the time.

Now then, in this book I wrote a chapter on Synchronicity, but for the purposes of this chapter I’ll define it.

Synchronicity: is the experience of two or more events that are apparently causally unrelated occurring together in a meaningful manner. To count as