Pray the Scriptures When Life Hurts: Experience Hope and Healing Through the Power of God's Word
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What do you do when prayer feels futile, an endless rehashing of your problems? If one of the most practical reasons we pray is to obtain strength from God, then we need to understand how that happens. Prayer is about more than making requests. In addition to our agony and questioning, Scripture teaches us to also offer up our surrender. We can voice not only loneliness, resentment, and frustration but also peace, hope, and worship. When we let Scripture teach us a breadth of prayers, we begin to be filled with God's fresh life.
Interweaving his own story of inner anguish and physical illness, Kevin Johnson takes you through nine key Scripture passages that will help you find peace. Each passage is broken down into smaller portions, paired with short phrases to prompt you to pray Scripture back to God.
Learn how to talk to God in your pain.
Kevin Johnson
Kevin Johnson is the bestselling author or co-author of more than 50 books and Bible products for kids, youth, and adults. With a background as a youthworker, editor, and teaching pastor, he now pastors Emmaus Road Church in metro Minneapolis. Learn more at kevinjohnsonbooks.com.
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Pray the Scriptures When Life Hurts - Kevin Johnson
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I knew I needed help when I dreamed I killed myself.
I had long tried to navigate a grim life situation I felt I could neither escape nor change. By day I twisted in pain. By night I tossed in anguish, rarely sleeping more than three or four hours. Several times a week I screamed in my sleep. My wife and I at least found dark humor in her attempts to rouse me from my nightmares. Lyn slapped me. Or pulled away my pillow and let my head drop. Or hosed me with a spray bottle she kept ready on her nightstand. After a while even a shot of water in my face lost its surprise, and I would lie in bed awake but not awake, paralyzed and terrified, until I jolted to full alertness. After many months, my lack of sleep led to exhaustion, then depression, and finally despair.
Years before, I had helped lead a group where hurting students could get and give support. Each week I watched other staff members skillfully coax youth to open up, asking them to start by sharing a one-word feeling and rate their week from a 10—amazing—to a 0—wretched.
I came up with my own personal scoring system. For years I rarely rose above a mildly happy 6 or 5 . . . 4 was a grinding day-to-day existence . . . 3 meant I wished I could curl up and die . . . 2 meant I was thinking if and how I could make that happen . . . and 1 meant I was on the verge of ending my life. Most months I lived at a 3. For weeks at a time I wavered around a 2. At times I sunk close to a 1.
Mind
I woke from that dream that I had taken my life just as my consciousness was fading away. It was a long time before I told Lyn—my soul mate—about my nightmare. As a pastor I looked around and saw few safe places to bare my soul—not bosses, not co-workers, not church members. I worried about scaring family and friends. So I went to my doctor.
I counseled hurting people all the time. I did what I told them to do when I referred them to specialized help. Cut the crap. Get to the point. No one can x-ray what goes on in your head. You have to speak up. So I handed my physician a list of everything I was thinking and feeling. Some of those blunt realities:
I’m in a bad situation thattakes enormous energy to face day after day.
Everyday brings some new situation that feels like being stabbedby a knife.
We’re all suffering but sufferingalone.
I don’t get joy out of things thatshould overjoy me.
I could nap at any moment,but if I lie down I feel too agitated torest.
I want to eat all the time. I havegained thirty pounds in the last eighteen months.
Itell Lyn to hit me over the head with abrick—to make this stop.
I have really good copingskills but still feel deep pain inside.
I havegone from thinking my feelings are a reaction to stressto seeing them as something dark inside me that won’t go away.
I think about dying and suicide, butat this time I’m still able to get backto a purely rational response—that death isn’t anappropriate response to the situation. These thoughts have been goingon for months.
Everything boiled down to one statement:
What keeps me going—what keeps me alive—is Lynand the kids.
My doctor offered a concise summary: Obviously, you’re depressed.
With his simple words he acknowledged where I was at. He promised that I didn’t have to stay there.
Body
For more than a year I fought my way back from mental and emotional despair. But when my head was finally in a better place, my body broke. One morning I felt something like a cell phone vibrating on my calf. Not a phantom ring but an actual buzz. My doctor said it was probably a fasciculation, like an eye twitch but in a different spot. If it got worse, he would send me to a neurologist.
It got worse. Within a week I noticed twitching, buzzing, and electrical sensations all over my body. I felt random freezing and burning. I jumped at piercing needle stabs. At times my feet felt wet, like I was sloshing through a puddle. Constant spasms in my arches looked like worms crawling under my skin. I was weak and scared.
After a tense physical exam with Lyn watching, the first thing out of the neurologist’s mouth was ALS
—amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, often called Lou Gehrig’s disease—a degenerative nerve death that could cause the symptoms