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Street Of Dreams
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Infant, Angelica St. James, left at an orphanage is befriended by an Indian boy,
Red Feather, who himself was abandoned eight years earlier. At the age of three, Angelica’s adopted
and vows never to stop adoring Red Feather. At eighteen she searches for Red Feather only to find him bitter,
and angry, hating all white people.

Editors Note:
Many characters in this book have accents and or different speech patterns. The author has attempted to illustrate this phonically. These are not spelling errors

LanguageEnglish
Release dateJun 13, 2014
ISBN9781497763357
Street Of Dreams
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Therese A Kraemer

Because I am dyslexic, I find writing a challenge, but my love of writing has inspired me to write more than sixty children’s stories, over two hundred poems and thirty-seven Romance Novels. I have also illustrated two story books used by primary teachers and students as a part of a vocal hygiene program at University of Arizona’s Department of Speech and Hearing Sciences.My credits also include four stories published by McFadden Publishing Co. in NYC. I wrote, illustrated and published two books of poetry used as fund-raisers by the Leukemia and Multiple Sclerosis organizations. I wrote illustrated and published in one book, forty-two children’s stories.I had an exhibition at the King Center for the Performing Arts in Melbourne, Fl of my pen and ink drawings of animals. Recently, I have had three E-Book Romance Novels and a book of short stories published on the Spangaloo.Com website and another on the Smashwords.Com website. I make my home in Melbourne, Florida where I continue to write and illustrate

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    Street Of Dreams - Therese A Kraemer

    Copyright Therese A. Kraemer 2014

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    ONE

    Sister Francesca, come quick! cried Red Feather.

    Child, what has your tail in a spin? asked Sister Francesca. She ran behind the eight year old, Indian boy as fast as her feeble, skinny legs would let her. When she reached the Iron Gate, she huffed and puffed, wiping her sweaty brow on her sleeve. The habit she wore only caused her to perspire more than necessary. Arizona’s heat was too much to be dressed in so much black material. But she loved running the orphanage in Winslow and taking care of little souls, like Red Feather who was left at the gate only weeks old. He’s the oldest of six children and the only Indian child ever left abandoned.

    The year was 1858 and she remembered it well and she believed he might have white blood in his veins because his eyes were dark blue, not brown as expected.

    Clutched in his tiny fist was a small red feather.

    Look sister! Red Feather pointed, Someone left a basket of food.

    He stared blankly with his mouth open, and she was certain the little wicker basket didn’t contain food. As if on cue, a tiny cry emitted from under the lid. Red Feather looked surprised as she unlocked the gate. The boy kept a curious, watchful eye, looking quit disappointed that the basket held no food, only another mouth to feed.

    I should have known it would be another baby, but I was hopeful, he mumbled and with a sad shrug he followed her out of the gate. When the lid was lifted, Sister Francesca blessed herself, murmuring, Oh, my, what a beautiful little angel!

    Red Feather’s expression stilled and grew serious, and then his eyes grew wide with admiration as he looked up at her. The baby’s skin is as white as a cloud. His voice rose in surprise and he asked, Do you think she’s an angel? He touched the pink cheek with his tan finger noting the difference. What should we call her?

    How about Angelica? she suggested and they shared a smile.

    Red Feather proclaimed, That’s a very lovely and appropriate name, sister.

    She nodded and anticipated his frown because she knew how the boy hated the goat. Go milk Nanny. I’m sure the baby is hungry.

    Red Feather winced, and the sister smiled again making fine wrinkles crisscrossed her old face. He hated milking that gruff, head butting critter. She was always trying to bite him when he squeezed her utter. But, he knew starting today that he’d do anything for Angelica. A few days later, he discovered that doing anything did not include dirty diapers.

    Red Feather could believe that four years had passed as he little Angelica stood in an open space, barely lit by candles along the tall walls. A wide set of stairs stood at one side of the room and large oak doors that led to a small chapel on the other side. The place was cool and damp, compared to the warm outdoors.

    No! Angelica wailed her lower lip stuck out further than her upper one. Despair began to spread over her face as tears fell down her flushed cheeks; she’d been crying for quite a while.

    Red Feather’s own heart was breaking for the child he called Angel. He didn’t want her to go either; his throat ached with sadness, but... she was one of the lucky ones, she had been adopted. He wiped a tear away with his finger and hugged her. He loved Angel ever since that day she had been dropped off at the convent; he took it upon himself to watch over her all these years. He knew Angelica adored him also and didn’t want to leave.

    She wiped her runny nose on her sleeve. I don’t want to go with those people, she cried anew, her voice gruff from tears.

    Red Feather sighed but he had to put up a brave front, he must not show signs of relenting; he was now a man, he lived through twelve winters.

    Angel, he sighed and wiped away another tear with a trembling finger. These people will give you a new and decent home and life. Now that I am grown, I’ll probably leave soon. I cannot stay here much longer myself. So you see, its best you go with these nice people. He tried to maintain his curtness, but he knew Angelica was too smart for her age. The little imp folded her arms across her small chest, glaring at him teary eyed. One way or another that stubborn girl showed him her decision was finale.

    I can go with you, Red Feather, she stated glaring at him with her most stubborn look and stance.

    He rolled his eyes and gritted his teeth. You are so mule headed, as stubborn as Nanny. You know you cannot. Here, he removed a beaded necklace he had made for himself and placed it around her small neck and said, To remember me always. A stab of guilt lay buried in his breast. More tears splashed down her face and by her expression, he could see she was defeated but still Angelica threatened. I’ll run away! So there! Her little pink tongue followed that declaration.

    Red Feather gazed at her in despair thinking that this called for more drastic actions, for the girl’s sake. Giving her a light push, he snarled, Go! You’re becoming a pest, always hanging around me! He knew the insults were hurtful seeing the pain in her light blue eyes; that look nearly tore his heart from his chest. I’m too old to have a baby clinging to me all the time. So go! he ordered sharply.

    Angelica flinched at the tone of his voice and looked up. I’m not a baby or a nuisance! she wailed. Why are you being so mean to me? I thought we were friends! The teary-eyed child hiccupped and again she wiped her nose, this time on the hem of her oversized, tattered dress.

    Terrible regrets assailed him. He had no answer for his little friend, at least one that wouldn’t hurt her more, so he turned and ran past the vast entry hall, down a long corridor, with closed doors lining each side. He sped away before he weakened and pulled her into his arms, beginning for forgiveness. Or, before he acted like a baby himself and cried. As he ran away, he knew he’d never forget her pleas that echoed down the cold hall making his heart ice over with pain. Her cries followed him as he fled.

    Red Feather, pleeeease! she sobbed.

    In the morning, Red Feather looked out the window and watched as a young couple carried his little Angel into a plush coach. Although he thought this was for the best, he was utterly miserable. She was taking his heart with her. When he could watch no more, he fell onto his cot and became a little boy until his eyes burned, his nose became too stuffy to breathe, his teeth chattered, and his body trembled. I will love you forever, my Angel.

    Angelica looked up at the window on the second floor seeing the faded curtains fall back into place, but not before dark blue eyes glimmered with specks of light. Was her dear friend watching her? She looked up until the window vanished from sight, hoping for any sign of his face reappearing. Nothing. Smothering a sob, she rubbed her teary eyes feeling as if she would never again be happy. Her new parents, Rosa and Raymond St. James were smiling and trying to make her feel loved. They hugged and promised to make her happy. She doubted it. When the coach rolled her away, she knew she had left her heart back there.

    I will love you forever, Red Feather.

    TWO

    Angelica, said Rose, her stepsister, you can’t go traipsing out west by yourself.

    She plopped down on the bed they had shared for the last fourteen years that had been her home here in St, Louis.

    Angelica smiled at her younger sibling. It had taken months after her adoption before her new life awakened her with a sense of comfort. Not only had she been taken from her friends and Red Feather but her new parents moved from Winslow, to Chicago six months after her adoption. Rosa and Raymond, thinking that they would never have a child of their own, were surprised when she conceived fifteen months after Angelica began living with them. Sadly, her mother died two years ago from pneumonia.

    Rosamond was so different than she, thought Angelica. Like night and day. Her father always called his daughter’s his Sunshine and Night Star saying they were from both ends of the spectrum. She was blonde, blue eyed while her sister was dark eyed with raven hair. But, the difference stopped there. They had the same likes and dislikes and were inseparable. Up to now, they never had a serious disagreement.

    Rose cried dramatically, How can I go on without you? She flopped back onto the mattress. Oh, Lord! She placed the back of her hand against her brow for effect and cried, I’ll simply die.

    Angelica giggled. Rosamond, you should be an actress. For pity sakes, I shan’t be gone long. Spare me the dramatics!

    Don’t call me that! It’s a silly name! I like Rose. It’s simple but pretty like the flower. Pah! Please say you‘ll change your mind. Pleeease! Her response held a note of impatience.

    Angelica harrumphed. You’re named for mama and papa; I can’t understand why you are so against being called by your Christian name?

    Rose shrugged, looking ashamed. I’m tired of arguing over that! So her sister changed the subject to prolong her argument. What will papa say about your foolishness?

    Angelica reflected. Pshaw! I’m a grown woman. Eighteen.

    Fine, her sister cried indifferently. But... you don’t know exactly when you were born, She pointed out something Angelica never forgot.

    She shrugged. According to Sister Francesca, she said I was found on May eight, eighteen years ago.

    But why must you go back to the convent? Rose was not about to give up.

    It’s one of my promises. Remember I told you about my friend, Red Feather? Well, he used to tell me that somewhere there’s a street were dreams are answered. If you write your fantasies down, someday they’ll come true. I want to find Red Feather. He’s my first wish. And love. That thought she kept to herself.

    Rose’s lips puckered with annoyance and she continued to look hurt. I hate to quote a cliché, sis, but isn’t looking for a long lost friend like looking for a needle in a haystack? Anyway, didn’t you tell me he called you a pest and hurt your feelings?

    Angelica sat next to her sister. Yes. But I know now he did that so I would go with mama and papa.

    Why is this so important, Rose’s voice was resigned. Her sister was relentless and she took Rose’s hand. I need to tell him that I’ve forgiven him.

    Humph! He’s probably forgotten all about you and has many Indian maidens by now.

    Unconsciously, Angelica fingered the beaded necklace. Her sister was probably right. Red Feature surely had forgotten about her by now. She prayed he was not married, but she couldn’t understand why.

    Rose jumped up, her dark curls bouncing around her pert face. She was petite, not as tall as her own willowy form. Did you tell papa yet? she asked.

    No. Angelica bit her lower lip. I’ll tell him.

    When? her sister insisted.

    Angelica shrugged, When papa returns home tomorrow. Her voice dropped in volume.

    She watched Rose sit before the oval mirror at the vanity table and pinched her cheeks. I wish I had your coloring; creamy white complexion and natural pink lips. She pursed her mouth and pulled a face at her reflection. Sometimes I think your eyes are bluer than the sky after a spring rain and your hair like golden threads. Sister Francesca gave you a perfect name. You’re so special.

    Angelica detected condescension in her sister’s attitude. Sis, stop that, you’re always talking as if you’re an ugly duckling. You’re beautiful in your own right. A man could get lost in those dark pools. And being so fair is not special. Look at the freckles I get when I’m in the sun too long. Don’t worry; men will be sniffing around your skirts after your season, next month.

    Rose stiffened. Oh, Phooey! she exclaimed and jumped to her feet. That’s another reason why you cannot go, you’ll miss my ball. She put up her hand to ward off Angelica’s words. I have heard them so many times before. I know you think it’s a silly custom and refused to have a coming out party, but many people here carry on their ancestor’s tradition. Papa’s father was a baron, so we are royalty even if papa doesn’t admit to his English relatives. Not everyone has been totally Americanized.

    Angelica stood behind her sister and put her hands on Rose’s shoulders, skirting the issue of balls and said, You’ll be so busy, you’ll not miss me. And stop making those silly faces in the mirror; I’ll stay another month, duckling. She was anxious to end this conversation.

    Rose’s mood seemed suddenly buoyant and she hugged Angelica. Thank you.

    The next morning was bright and cheerful. Angelica rose, saw to her ablutions, dressed in a moss green morning gown then joined Rose for breakfast. Her sister was a much earlier riser than she and was up at the crack of dawn. She went to the sideboard and pilled scrambled eggs, biscuits, smothered with homemade jam, and poured herself a cup of tea from the fine china tea pot.

    Morning, sleepy head, Rose teased as she did every morning. Her mouth pulled up impishly, but a flicker of affection showed in her sister’s dark eyes.

    She ignored the barb. "Did you instruct Lacy on what to prepare for our evening meal?

    And that papa will be home in time to dine. By the way, you look lovely in that pale pink gown this morning, duckling, she complimented.

    Rose gave her a most reassuring smile. Yes, big sister. Rose also opted to ignore her teasing. Angelica dubbed her duckling ever since her sister complained about her looks. But she knew her sibling really didn’t mind, it was said as an endearment.

    Do you want to do some shopping today? asked Rose, chewing on a piece of toast. I still haven’t picked out a pattern for my ball gown. The dressmaker approached me the other day and told me that I’d better hurry up because my birthday is fast approaching. I better do as she says.

    Angelica sipped her tea. Yes, you always procrastinate and don’t speak with your mouth full, dear. Her tone was motherly. You’ll be lucky if any white material will be in supply. You know you have two other friends who will be having a party around the same time as you. We’ll go right after I finish my breakfast. I want to be home for papa’s arrival.

    Later, Angelica and her sister donned their gloves and bonnet. As she opened the door, a young man had his hand up ready to knock. Oh! He and angelica gasped in unison.

    Err, sorry ladies, he quickly apologized blushing, but I have a telegram for a Mistress Angelica St. James.

    Her brows forked. That’s me. She put out her gloved hand. Thank you. She turned to her sister and said, Rose give the young man a few pennies for his troubles.

    Rose opened her purse and did her bidding, smiling sweetly at the messenger.

    Angelica closed the door, ice spreading through her stomach. Telegrams never contained good news. And she had been right to think that. Unable to steady her erratic pulse, she read the message. A painful cry escaped her lips and the paper fell to the floor. Rose took her by the elbow fearing she might faint.

    What’s wrong? she asked in a tormented voice.

    Papa, she croaked, grief tore at her heart. Ralf, papa’s partner said papa suffered a fatal heart attack. He’s dead, she managed to reply through her tight throat. Rose screamed and they clung to one another weeping.

    THREE

    Red Feather sat atop his golden steed. His sharp eyes watched the stag nibble on new grass. His adopted mother, Many Tears would have fresh venison for supper that night. The old Indian woman had taken him in when he fled from the convent in a daze. He had traveled by foot for weeks, eating lizards and anything he could steal from farms. Luckily, he stumbled near the Many Tears’ cabin, where she lived alone in Northern Arizona after her husband had died.

    He was surprised to discover Many Tears was only forty winters old. He assumed she had aged beyond her years because of a hard life. He tried to help her as much as possible with her gardening, and cooking, even the preparation of animal skins for blankets and clothes, but she always told him it was woman’s work. With a steady arm, his muscles taut, Red Feather let the arrow fly. He aimed for the heart as so not to cause the animal any pain. The dear leaped up a few feet into the air before falling dead.

    Come, Lone Star, he commanded, nudging his horse forward. They will have enough meat for many meals, he thought as he pulled the arrow out of the carcass. Many Tears will be pleased. He’d skin it and carry the meat back in a canvas bag; his mother would have another blanket for the coming cold months.

    While he worked he recalled that dreadful night of the fire. Red Feather had never forgotten the smell of the smoke that stung his nose, eyes and lungs when helping the nun get the children out of the convent to safety. He and his friend had been crawling on their bellies up to the window when he heard the cries. The other boy climbed out and made his way to safety. There was too much smoke by the door so he climbed out of the window also and onto the ledge. Flattening his small body against the stone, he inched his way to the next window seeing two girls crying. Gloria and Maisie were clinging to one another in the corner. Their window was partly opened and he was able to get inside to help them out. Once on the ledge, he told them to inch there way over to the big elm tree where he knew all could climb down to safety. Marge was not a problem being she was a tomboy who had climbed the tree with him many times. Maisie, the younger girl was petrified and wouldn’t move an inch.

    Come on, pleaded Marge, don’t be a scardy cat," she teased hoping to shame the girl into moving but Maisie only shook her head and cried.

    Maisie, remember how we played piggyback? asked Red Feather feeling the flames at their heels.

    She nodded and sniffled. Good, now close your eyes and put your arms around my neck. C’mon, I promise not to drop you. He turned and waited for a second before she placed her tiny arms around his neck. Slowly, he inched his way down the tree, branch by branch, feeling her tears on his back. By the time he reached the lowest limb the nun coaxed him to drop the child into her waiting arms. He did and Marge cheered, running to her little friend. In the commotion, he fled into the woods unable to face Sister Francesca again.

    Red Feather had run all night, falling and cutting his legs and arms, laboring for a breath. He continued until one night he stumbled onto an old shack, exhausted, he collapsed. It was empty and deserted, making a temporary home for a few days. He found a garden in dire need of wedding. Most of the vegetables had rotted but he was able to savage enough to make a weak stew. With the realization he might starve if he stayed in one place, he continued his traveling, trapping lizards and other small animals with the rusted knife he had found in the shack. His skin and lips had dried from dehydration and he collapsed having no recollection on how long he was unconscious. A cool hand and soft voice had awoken him. Disoriented, he was chilled to the bone one minute and feverish the next. He felt as if he were still in the burning convent. It was Many Tears who had found him in a bed of leaves shivering with a fever as she rode through the wooded area on her husband’s golden horse. She was on her way to a trading post for supplies. It was Many Tears who had taken him into her heart and loved him all those winters and summers. It was she who taught him the Hopi ways, the language that was distinct, with a Uto-Aztecan flavor and how to hunt and track. To find happiness for the first time since his Angel left so many moons ago. And, Red Feather never forgot his first love.

    FOUR

    Angelica and her sister stood at the foot of the hill looking at a burnout building. Oh, how dreadful, gasped Rose. You’ve come so far and only to find the convent destroyed.

    A tear escaped Angelica’s eyes and her blood turned cold in her veins. Was Red Feather dead? What had happened here and to Sister Francesca and the children? She wiped her misty eyes and took a deep breath to steady her nerves; this horrible sight left her quite shaken.

    What are you going to do now? asked Rose.

    Let’s find someone in town who might be able to give me some information, she replied more energetically than she felt.

    They climbed back into the rented buggy and rode back to town. The first place they stopped was at the general store. Angelica prayed that Mr. Stanford was still the owner. She remembered how kind he used to be when the Sister took her and the other children into town to shop. He would generously give each little greedy hand a penny candy. Taffy was her favorite and was still to this day.

    The little bell tinkled overhead. The proprietor’s back was to her and when he turned her heart sank; it was not Mr. Stanford but a young, thin fellow. He smiled widely, exposing a mouthful of teeth making him look like a braying donkey. She heard Rose giggle rudely and she gave her sister an annoying poke in her side.

    Shush, Angelica hissed out of the side of her mouth.

    May I help you young ladies? he blushed slightly.

    I’m sorry, but I don’t think you’ll be able to. She offered a breezy smile.

    He looked indignant. I’m capable of assisting you and—-

    Oh, no! Angelica quickly replied realizing he had gotten the wrong impression. I don’t mean to insult you. I’m sure you can help me, but its information I’m looking for, not, she picked up a piece of taffy, not merchandise. Um, well maybe this. She reached into her purse and handed the boy the penny. I need to know about the convent. I had lived there fourteen years ago.

    He

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