Leaves from My Notebook
()
About this ebook
You may have heard of the clergyman who was converted while preaching his own sermon! Well, this is man -- William Haslam. It happened in Cornwall one Sunday in 1851. He later wrote his autobiography in two books: From Death into Life and Yet not I. Here, in Leaves from my Notebook, William Haslam writes about events and people not present in his autobiography. They make fascinating and challenging reading as we watch him sharing his faith one to one or in small groups, with dramatic results. Haslam was a man who mixed easily with titled gentry and the poorest of the poor, bringing the message of salvation in a way that people were ready to accept. This book has been lightly edited to make reading easier today by using modern punctuation and avoiding over-long sentences. William Haslam's amazing message is unchanged.
Read more from William Haslam
Building From the Top Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsGleanings from the Harvest Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratings
Related to Leaves from My Notebook
Related ebooks
The War and the Stampede: “And on This Rock I Will Build My Church, and the Gates of Hell Shall Not Prevail Against It” Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAbsolution: On the beach at Kualoa Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsPilgrim's Progress in Today's English Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5From Death into Life or, Twenty Years of my Ministry Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsMr. World and Miss Church-Member: A Twentieth Century Allegory Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsMoody's Stories Incidents and Illustrations Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Treasure Discovered: Forever Man—Book 4 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAnecdotes and Illustrations Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsNo Remedy: Volume 5 of 6 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAnecdotes, Incidents and Illustrations Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAngelos Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsEvery Man's Inferno Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Kingdom of Overcomers Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsHer Hooba and His Rose Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsMoody's Stories: Being a Second Volume of Anecdotes, Incidents, and Illustrations Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsMy Walk with God Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Devil Hates Sundays - A Short Story Collection Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsIllustrations of Bible Truths Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsHidden in His Own Story: Discovering Jesus in the Parables of the Gospels Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsLessons of the Welsh Revival Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Rich Young Ruler: A Biblical Novella and Other Short Stories Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsLocked Door Shuttered Windows Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Zeit-Geist Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsI Went To Hell Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5A Different Kind of Glory Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Three Critiques Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsMedjugorje, A Pilgrim's Journey Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5BOOK 5: The Teacher and His Rejection Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsRandom Reminiscences from Fifty Years of Ministry Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Skeptic Paper Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratings
Christianity For You
The Good Girl's Guide to Great Sex: Creating a Marriage That's Both Holy and Hot Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Wild at Heart Expanded Edition: Discovering the Secret of a Man's Soul Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Winning the War in Your Mind: Change Your Thinking, Change Your Life Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The Book of Enoch Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Winning the War in Your Mind Workbook: Change Your Thinking, Change Your Life Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The Bible Recap: A One-Year Guide to Reading and Understanding the Entire Bible Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The Purpose Driven Life: What on Earth Am I Here For? Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Holy Bible (World English Bible, Easy Navigation) Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Law of Connection: Lesson 10 from The 21 Irrefutable Laws of Leadership Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The 21 Irrefutable Laws of Leadership: Follow Them and People Will Follow You Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Boundaries Updated and Expanded Edition: When to Say Yes, How to Say No To Take Control of Your Life Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The 5 Love Languages: The Secret to Love that Lasts Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Don't Give the Enemy a Seat at Your Table: It's Time to Win the Battle of Your Mind... Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Present Over Perfect: Leaving Behind Frantic for a Simpler, More Soulful Way of Living Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Your Brain's Not Broken: Strategies for Navigating Your Emotions and Life with ADHD Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The Screwtape Letters Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Jesus Calling Morning and Evening, with Scripture References Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Anxious for Nothing: Finding Calm in a Chaotic World Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Girl, Wash Your Face: Stop Believing the Lies About Who You Are so You Can Become Who You Were Meant to Be Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Mere Christianity Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Uninvited: Living Loved When You Feel Less Than, Left Out, and Lonely Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Story: The Bible as One Continuing Story of God and His People Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Changes That Heal: Four Practical Steps to a Happier, Healthier You Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Undistracted: Capture Your Purpose. Rediscover Your Joy. Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5A Grief Observed Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Boundaries Workbook: When to Say Yes, How to Say No to Take Control of Your Life Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Four Loves Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Reviews for Leaves from My Notebook
0 ratings0 reviews
Book preview
Leaves from My Notebook - William Haslam
You may have heard of the clergyman who was converted while preaching his own sermon! Well, this is man -- William Haslam. It happened in Cornwall one Sunday in 1851. He later wrote his autobiography in two books: From Death into Life and Yet not I. In Leaves from my Notebook, William Haslam writes about events and people not present in his autobiography. They make fascinating and challenging reading as we watch him sharing his faith, one to one or in small groups, with dramatic results. Haslam was a man who mixed easily with titled gentry and the poorest of the poor, bringing the message of salvation in a way that people were ready to accept. This book has been lightly edited to make reading easier today by using modern punctuation and avoiding over-long sentences. William Haslam's amazing message is unchanged.
Leaves from
My Notebook
William Haslam
(1818-1905)
First Published 1889
This edited and abridged edition ©Chris Wright 2016
e-Book ISBN: 978-0-9935005-2-7
Published by
White Tree Publishing
Bristol
UNITED KINGDOM
wtpbristol@gmail.com
All rights reserved. Without limiting the rights under copyright reserved above, no part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted, in any form or by any means (electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise), without the prior written permission of the copyright owner of this abridged edition.
Scripture quotations from The Authorized (King James) Version. Rights in the Authorized Version are vested in the Crown. Reproduced by permission of the Crown’s patentee, Cambridge University Press.
More books from White Tree Publishing
Contents
About this book
Cover
Editor's Note
Introduction
PART 1
1. MY FIRST SERMON IN LONDON
2. A TRANSACTION WITH GOD
3. THE PARISH CLERK
4. I WAS A HAPPY BOY THEN
5. A SAVING GOD
6. THAT'S A BARGAIN
7. THE YOUNG JOCKEY
8. COME BY MISTAKE
9. THE OLD GENERAL
10. THAT COUPLE
11. THE DINNER DRESS
12. ENDORSE THE CHEQUE
13. I HAVE GOOD NEWS FOR YOU
14. YES, TONIGHT
15. I CANNOT FEEL IT
16. I'M ON FIRE
17. THAT BIG BEN
18. THE HORRIBLE PIT
19. I DREAMT I WAS DEAD
20. I AM ORDERED OFF
21. A PRAISE MEETING
PART 2
22. SWINGING ON THE GATE
23. I HOPE SO
24. TESTIMONY
25. THE LATCH
26. THE JOY OF HEAVEN
27. ASHAMED TO DIE
28. THE ANGRY MAN
29. THE DUMB DEVIL
30. I HAVE GIVEN UP RELIGION
31. HASLAM'S PEN
32. THE TORN BOOK
33. GRAVE CLOTHES
34. THAT UMBRELLA DID IT
35. THE CROWN OF PEACE
36. COMING, IS HE?
37. CAST AWAY
38. I AM A BARONET TOO
39. THE DOORMAT CHRISTIAN
40. I AM SO UNREAL
MORE BOOKS
ABOUT WHITE TREE PUBLISHING
CHRISTIAN NONFICTION
CHRISTIAN FICTION
YOUNGER READERS
Editor's Note
Victorian authors generally wrote in long sentences that can be hard to unravel, when readers had more time for reading than many of us do today. This book has been slightly abridged, and many sentences have been broken into two or even three, and modern punctuation has been used. The occasional outdated or obsolete word has been replaced, but the message is completely unchanged. I would like to thank Geraint Jones for kindly allowing me the use of the OCR scan he made from the original book.
The main message of Haslam's writing in Leaves from My Notebook is that there is more to the Christian life than conversion. For many, it's time to start moving forward! In 2005 I abridged William Haslam's double volume autobiography (From Death into Life and Yet not I) into a single paperback book. It is published by Highland Press (ISBN: 978-18979137-8-9) entitled Haslam's Journey.
Chris Wright
2016
Introduction by the Original Author
This book is divided into two parts. The first part contains cases of anxious persons who have already experienced conversion; and the second part refers to converted people who have received a further blessing.
It is important to distinguish between pardon and deliverance. It is clear we need a Saviour to save us from the penalty of sin, and equally so, that we need a living Physician to deliver us from the power of sin.
The picture shows children playing at a gate. One boy is seen balancing himself on the top, with arms extended in high glee, as happy as a king
. Others are timidly clinging to the sides of the gate. Others are pushing the gate to and fro; while one is sprawling on the ground.
Too many converted people are like these children. They are swinging on the gate of conversion, instead of leaving it, to pass on their heavenward way.
I have endeavoured as much as possible to conceal the names of people and places, for my object has not been to tell the particular history of any individual, but to state the case for the good of others.
These stories have been so much blessed, and I have been asked so often to publish these in a book form, that I now comply, with prayer that the volume may help many anxious ones, and otherwise promote the glory of God.
W. Haslam
1889
Part 1
Problems After Conversion
Chapter 1
My First Sermon in London.
THE first time I preached in London after my conversion, I found it very cold and hard. There was no hearty response, or Amen, such as I was accustomed to hear in Cornwall. On the whole the sermon to me was like a discouraging battle, and I was not sorry when it was over.
In the vestry the Vicar said he thought that I was very excitable, and that his quiet people had been too much agitated.
I was rather surprised at this, for I thought they were very far from excited. However, I may have been mistaken. While we were talking, there came a loud knock at the door. The Vicar said, Come in;
and a gentleman entered in a great state of perturbation. He said, Oh, sir, do help me! What shall I do?
There,
said the Vicar, did I not tell you----
Oh, sir!
interrupted the stranger, I am sure you can help me. I have been in distress about my soul for over three weeks. I have been tempted more than once to shoot myself, and tonight I have been thinking of drowning myself in the river.
Sit down, my friend,
I said. Let me understand your trouble. What is it all about?
He answered, I was awakened under a sermon from the text, 'Choose you this day whom ye will serve.' I was much alarmed at what I heard, for I felt I had not been serving God, or even trying to do so. I have been serving the world. What is worse, I am so tangled up in it that I cannot get free. There is nothing but ruin before me if I give up the world, and perdition if I do not. It has nearly driven me mad!
I said, I do not think that God desires to ruin you, or anyone else. His desire and will is to do you good, both in this world and the next. He cares for you and yours far more than you care for yourselves. You had better trust Him.
But suppose I trust Him and He takes away everything I possess! Why, I should be a ruined man!
I replied, But on the other hand, suppose you keep all your possessions and go on as you are. What will become of you then?
Oh, I know all about that too. That is the very thing which distracts me. It will just drive me out of my mind.
I continued, David said, 'Let me fall into the hand of God, and not into the hand of man' (2 Samuel 24:14). Ruin or no ruin, if I were you I would give myself up to God.
Then again,
he said, you see I am such a sinner. I have been sinning against light and knowledge.
I answered, Did you hear that hymn we were singing in church just now?
That last hymn do you mean: 'There is a fountain filled with blood'?
Yes,
I replied, that one.
Why yes,
he said, I have known that hymn ever since I was a child. I have been well taught. So that means my sin is all the greater, you see.
My dear man, you do not know that hymn yet. It does not say that sinners plunged beneath the Thames, but sinners plunged beneath the blood, lose all their guilty stains. The dying thief was a bad man,
I went on to say, and yet his sins were pardoned through that blood. And there may you, though vile as he, wash all your sins away. I advise you to go to this fountain, cost what it may. There you may get rid of your sins and become God's child. Then be sure, He will know how to provide both for you and yours.
I never thought of the meaning of that hymn,
he said, with some surprise.
God has awakened and shown you what a sinner you are, on purpose that you may come to Him for forgiveness. Come now, everything is ready. The dying thief believed. Why may not you?
After a little more persuasion, this troubled man fell on his knees and begged God to forgive him. He pleaded with a loud voice, to the evident astonishment of the Vicar and his churchwarden. Seeing that I was in no way alarmed, they remained, I suppose to witness what would happen next.
There was only one thing to happen. I urged the man to pray, and when his prayer was deep and earnest enough, I assured him of God's answer. I said, God would not offer pardon to a sinner such as you, and then refuse you when you came. Thank Him.
He had not turned in that direction long, before the dear man's soul was set at liberty, and he began to rejoice and praise God. He rose from his knees and came forward to shake hands with me, and no doubt would have turned to the Vicar and churchwarden to do the same. But they had fled, leaving us to find our way out of the church as best we could.
Lost in wonder, love, and praise, my friend looked at me, and said, I do not mind now what happens to me. I can trust God, and I will. Lord, help me.
I assured him that God does not show us our faults to ruin us, but to save and set us free. Quietly trust Him,
I said. Do not put your hand to anything that you see is wrong, or that is against your conscience. Rather lose the benefit which might accrue from such an action, for it will be no real benefit to you.
He went away a changed man, at peace with God, and determined to follow the Lord, come what might. After this, whenever he heard of my being in London, he found me, and his testimony was, The Lord is good. I am not a ruined man, but happy and prosperous. My business is changed, and my wife is happy too. It is a blessed thing to be on the Lord's side.
Some ten years after this man's conversion I was telling his story to illustrate a point in my address, and remarked that I had not seen my friend lately, when a voice cried out from the audience, All right, I am here, thank God.
This voice startled some timid people, but added weight and confirmation to the subject I was urging.
We should never give way to despair, for that is unbelief in a dangerous form; but when we come to our extremity, turn to the Lord. This is His opportunity. He that believeth is not confounded.
The blood of Jesus is certain in its pardoning efficacy. The dying thief was forgiven while that blood was still warm and flowing. Multitudes of persons have been forgiven since, and multitudes more will be, through the same. It is true, as the poet says, that that blood...
"Shall never lose its power,
Till all the ransomed Church of God
Be saved to sin no more."
Chapter 2
A Transaction with God
I WAS speaking one afternoon in a drawing room on the subject of spiritual religion. I said, It does not consist in knowing Scripture truth, or in assenting to articles of the Christian faith, but rather in definite transactions with God. God says, 'Give me your heart;' and you reply, 'Lord, take it.'
A gentleman of high taste and good degree was sitting by reading a newspaper, in which he appeared to be deeply absorbed. I did not imagine he was listening to our conversation, but putting down his paper, he said, I quite agree with you, sir. I do not suppose there is much good in simply assenting to words of Scripture.
I inquired, Have you, then, ever had a transaction with God?
Yes, I have,
he replied, a very remarkable one. It was nine years ago, but I have never told anyone of it.
Surely,
I said, it is time then to say something about it now. What was it?
I have no objection to tell you,
he answered, wheeling his chair round. "I was away, and in danger of my life. It was just a choice between yellow fever and being shot during an insurrection. I did not like to face the one or the other, and in great perplexity walked about my room. I took up a book and laid it down again. Then I took up something else, but I could not rest.
"At last I fell to unpacking my portmanteau, and there I espied my mother's Bible. Taking it up, I said to myself, 'Ah, my dear old mother was the one to help me out of trouble. I never applied to her in vain!' So thinking, I began to look over the leaves of her precious Bible. It was marked from end to end both in pencil and in ink. Here and there were strong marks attracting attention. One such caught my eyes, and I read the verse opposite to it. It was, 'Call upon Me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify Me' (Psalm 1:15).
Sir, when I read these words, I felt as if my mother's spirit was in the room speaking to me. I knelt down at once and called upon the Almighty to deliver me out of danger. Would you believe it, sir, I received an answer, in my mind, as clearly as if my mother had given it to me!
Yes,
I answered, I can readily believe what you tell me; but what did you do?
Do?
he repeated. There was only one thing to do. I packed up my traps and came off immediately, wondering why I had not seen this way before. I had a safe journey and reached London without any harm. Now, what do you think about that, sir? Is not that a transaction with God?
Yes,
I replied quietly, that is part of the transaction. The text says, 'I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify Me;' but you say that you have never told anyone. What did you do when you reached London in safety? Did you kneel down and thank God for answering your prayer?
As he remained silent, I continued, Do you mean to tell me that you never thanked God? Nine years have passed away without your making any acknowledgment to Him, and that you have not even told anyone of His goodness to you?
He looked somewhat ashamed and confused, so I said, You had better do it now -- at once. Better late than never. Thank God now.
He pushed back his chair, and kneeling down gave the Almighty thanks for having saved his life, and apologised for not having done so before. On my honour,
he said, I never thought about it.
Now,
I proposed, you are on your knees, why not let us ask God to save your soul, and show you the way to heaven? He would rather do that than save your life.
As my friend continued in the attitude of prayer, I prayed for him to this effect, and after a little while he prayed for himself. When he rose from his knees he could not help expressing surprise at his forgetfulness.
I said to him, "Supposing that you had exercised your influence to obtain some favour for me, and I went off to enjoy it without thanking you, or taking any notice. Would you do me another favour, do you think?"
No, sir,
he answered, certainly not.
Well,
I said, now you may understand why it is that nine years have passed away, without you having had any other transaction with God. When we receive such distinct answer to prayer as you did, we ought to acknowledge it, at least as earnestly as we prayed for it.
Yes, yes, I quite agree with you; but why did I forget like that?
This gentleman began from that day to seek the Lord. The next time I met my friend he told me of his conversion; and added, This time I did not forget to thank the Lord, I assure you, or to make known to others what a forgiving and loving God He is.
Henceforth it became the mission of his life, to speak to people on this very subject. He made it his business to