If I Must
By Amy Lane
3.5/5
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...a treasure, rich in the love we all dream of during this season of magic, laughter and love 4.5 of 5 divas Kathy @ Dark Diva Reviews
Joel Martinez, a practical and organized computer programmer, is roommates with Ian Cooper, a certified IQ-in-the- stratosphere mathematical genius who literally can't find his own underwear in the mess of his day-to-day life. When Joel uneasily leaves Ian for the holidays, he ends up telling stories to his sister and discovers he feels much more for Ian than he thought. So when Ian calls, distraught because the only other thing in his life that loves him (a half-feral cat named Manky Bastard) is going to have to be put down, Joel hurries back home hoping that opposites really do attract.
Amy Lane
Award winning author Amy Lane lives in a crumbling crapmansion with a couple of teenagers, a passel of furbabies, and a bemused spouse. She has too damned much yarn, a penchant for action-adventure movies, and a need to know that somewhere in all the pain is a story of Wuv, Twu Wuv, which she continues to believe in to this day! She writes contemporary romance, paranormal romance, urban fantasy, and romantic suspense, teaches the occasional writing class, and likes to pretend her very simple life is as exciting as the lives of the people who live in her head. She’ll also tell you that sacrifices, large and small, are worth the urge to write. Website: www.greenshill.com Blog: www.writerslane.blogspot.com Email: amylane@greenshill.com Facebook: www.facebook.com/amy.lane.167 Twitter: @amymaclane
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11 ratings3 reviews
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This is definitely a feel-nice story, set just before Thanksgiving.
The very practical Joel runs into super-intelligent Ian and becomes his roommate, helping him organize his life. A friendship develops which Joel refuses to see as more until his mother and sister help him overcome his (now dead) father's prejudice against being gay. Once that happens, nothing can stop the two from becoming lovers.
The characters were real and funny, each in their own way. There were quite a few memories and flashbacks for such a short book, but on the whole I thought it was very enjoyable. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Roommates to lovers
One is completely in control and well organized, the other is his total opposite. Both have their own insecurities.
Ian's absent-mindedness is a bit exaggerated to unbelievable proportions, but it's still a cute holiday story. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Nothing too deep, a quick read, but highly unrealistic. Maybe if the author had more pages the story would have been better. Ian is highly unlikely, he was hard to buy. He is so absent minded I don't know how he made it to 23 years old. Joel's accent was distracting. I liked the idea of the couple.
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If I Must - Amy Lane
Chapter One
Joel very carefully taped the phone list on the refrigerator, and then his itinerary, and then the magnetic calendar with the dry-erase reminders, all in bold, black, square, print-block writing.
Ian… Ian? Ee, are you listening to me?
Joel’s roommate, Ian Cooper, pulled his head from whatever genius realm it usually occupied and aimed his slightly crossed blue eyes at the list. He nodded soberly and focused his Siamese-cat gaze over his crooked beak of a nose, and then smiled. That goofy, game smile was probably the only reason Joel had made it through five months as Ian’s roommate, but it did nothing to reassure him now.
I’ve got you, Joel; don’t worry, mate. I’ve lived on my own for a lot of years now. I’ll survive four days without you.
Joel wasn’t so sure. In fact, he was reasonably certain that Ian’s survival to this moment was a matter of sheer stinking luck.
It’s five days, and if you’re so sure it’s going to be easy, repeat after me: this is my itinerary in Colorado, this is where I’ll be and when I’m going to be there. Here’s my mom’s number, my sister’s number, my cell phone number, and when the returning flight gets here. Can you deal with all that?
"I have your cell number, you goofy bastard," Ian protested, and Joel refrained from rolling his eyes. Yes, Ian did have his cell number, except it was in Ian’s cell phone, and Joel knew for a fact that Ian had needed to buy at least five new cell phones in the last four months.
This is just in case your cell phone gets lost or stolen,
Joel explained patiently, and Ian interrupted him with an earnest nod of his head.
But even if it gets lost, mate, I’ve got your number in the regular phone!
Ian smiled triumphantly, and Joel had to concede. Yes, his number was in both handsets of the house phone. Because Joel put them there. After he bought the house phone. After Ian had lost his third cell.
Okay,
Joel conceded after he looked twice at the kitchen table to make sure that both handsets were plugged in, charging, and not broken. (They’d had to replace one of them after Ian’s ill-advised in-line skate parabola/hyperbola experiment. For that matter, they’d had to replace the table too.) So, the phones are set. Now, don’t forget Manky Bastard’s vet appointment on Tuesday.
Ian blinked, a sudden look of panic crossing his appealing features. He had one of those faces where the cheekbones left shadows in the hollows of his cheeks. Not even a goatee could make Joel’s broad-cheeked, square-chinned Hispanic face look anything better than plain in comparison to Ian’s narrow, Roman-nosed, Aussie profile. Typically, Ian truly didn’t seem to notice his own good looks.
Uhm, what day is it again today?
Ian asked apologetically, and Joel squeezed his eyes shut in an attack of good humor. Of course, his own looks weren’t the only thing Ian Cooper didn’t notice.
See here—this is the calendar. Today is Saturday, see? Big plane, says ‘Joel goes bye-bye’?
Ian’s giggle was as endearing as his open-hearted goofy smile. Go ahead, treat me like a child, mate! I’m good for it!
Joel shook his head and resisted the urge to fall into that smile. How long were you up with your paper?
Ian blinked, and because Joel knew him, he could see the light red patina of sleeplessness in Ian’s spring-blue eyes. Haven’t been to sleep yet—Riemann, he was calling me, right?
Joel nodded. He knew. Ian was a genius—a certifiable, IQ in the stratosphere genius. U.C. Davis was willing to pay for Ian’s room and board, just so Ian would write them a paper and give a few guest lectures. Ian made the rest of his money working as a CPA for the faculty and their high-toned friends, which explained why he could replace things like cell phones and kitchen tables on a whim, because he was cracking good at it. It was the day-to-day that needed a little work.
"I gotcha, Ee. Now try to focus here. The cab will be here in a minute. There’s frozen food in the freezer, milk, bread, and lunchmeat in the fridge, fruit on top of the microwave, and peanut butter and jelly in the cabinet. For Christ’s sake, eat! Right?"
Ian nodded soberly. I won’t make that mistake more than once, I promise.
Joel couldn’t even think about it; it made his stomach hurt. I’ll hold you to that. Now Manky Bastard has been barfing more than usual. I made her a vet appointment on Monday. You’ve got to take her, E. I’ll give you a call to remind you, but you need to be able to find the phone and get your ass in gear, you hear me?
Ian nodded earnestly. I hear you, mate. She’s been a good cat. I hate to see her feeling so sickly, right?
Joel’s smile softened. Right.
And that right there was the thing that kept Joel from leaving, in spite of the chaos of living with Ian Cooper.
Ian’s heart was as big as the goddamned sky. It was as simple as that. How could you desert a guy who would take in a mangy cat,