Re-union

Re-union

Volume 1

By Steven Jeffery

Copyright © 2016 Steven E Jeffery

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Table Of Contents

The Journey Begins

Synchronicity Begins

The Mystery Woman

The Third Encounter

Introduction

When I was seven years old I broke my arm in two places. I was taken to a local clinic. In those days they used chloroform as an anesthetic. The nurse accidently gave me too much chloroform and I stopped breathing. I don’t consciously remember what happened during that period of time, but I do remember waking up believing that I was in heaven and seeing an angel looking down on me, smiling. I had actually been resuscitated and the angel looking down on me was a nurse, very happy to see me alive.

I didn’t consciously connect the dots at that time, but looking back on it now I remember how my dreams began to drastically change after that experience. They became much more vivid and much more realistic. Something changed, and a distant future dream (that is documented here in my journals) will refer to a profound arrangement that took place between myself and someone that I would not meet for years to come yet.

My Curiosity

Fast forward 5 years: When I was twelve years old I was outside playing with a new telescope I’d received for my birthday. I was trying to focus on a particular bright star that I hadn’t noticed earlier when all of a sudden the star suddenly moved a short distance to the right. Well obviously stars don’t move and now this object had my full attention. As I continued observing, I was surprised to see a second light suddenly zip in and come to a sudden stop close to the first light. Now there were two of them sitting side by side, motionless. I stood there in awe as I watched them both start changing colors from bright blue to green to yellow to red. I decided to try and get a closer look through my telescope. As I was in the process of trying to focus my aiming scope on them, they suddenly made a quick zigzag pattern in unison and darted off out of sight. Poof! Gone!

Now even at twelve years old I knew what I saw and I instantly came to realize that there was something much bigger going on out there in the universe than we were aware of… and that experience planted a seed of curiosity within me. Throughout my teens that seed began to sprout as I found myself reading anything I could get my hands on regarding UFO’s.

Fast forward ten years: I was in my early twenties when I started to take notice of one particular name that constantly showed up as I read my ‘curious material.’ It was the name, Edgar Cayce. Who is this guy, Edgar Cayce, I wondered? Eventually I became so compelled to find out who he was that I began to search for books on him.

The first book I found was titled Many Mansions, and as I read the material I began to feel an epiphany of understanding overcoming me. Suddenly, as I began to comprehend the idea of multiple lives, the answers to some of the questions I’d been asking myself were revealed. Of course, I thought, Reincarnation and karma (good or bad) gives life a sense of fairness and balance! I didn’t just wonder; I knew the material I was reading within this book were truth! I felt like I was waking up. Finally I had the answers to the questions that religion could not give me… and religion could not answer those questions because they did not know. It was at that moment when I began walking my spiritual path, and Spirit began to lay a road out in front of me to prepare me for my personal upcoming journey.

My Dreams

My dreams began to intensify as I grew older. I was in my twenties when premonitions began showing up in them. I started receiving messages involving close friends and family… sometimes good news, sometimes bad; and to my amazement a lot of the information I was receiving turned out to be accurate. Sometimes the premonitions were months and even years before certain events. But of course I wouldn’t realize that until much later when the events actually took place. That captured my attention once again and another curious seed was planted. This pattern continued on into my thirties.

It was in my early forties, in the summer of 1994 when I began receiving repeated dreams compelling me to begin keeping a dream journal. The dreams always said the same thing, Start keeping a journal. It’s important … but they never said why. Obviously it wasn’t for me to know… yet.

There were several attempts to begin a journal throughout the following year, but I took the messages lightly and never keep them up for long. Spirit was relentless though and each time I slacked off on the journals, the dreams would return… and they continued with that same persistent message until eventually I became convinced that there just might be something important going on here… something that needed to be documented for some unknown reason.

I finally started writing the journals on July 11th, 1995… and I had no idea at that time just how synchronistic the numbers of that date (7-11) would become on this journey… along with many other sign-post numbers to come in the future.

I was about to venture on a journey of spiritual enlightenment… a discovery of my connections with the unseen world around me. I was about to enter a world of true interactions between the physical realm and the spiritual realm through dreams and through the sign-posts of synchronicity. This journey will show me, teach me and prove to me just how synchronicity interacts with our lives through numbers, nature and more; all designed as a source of connection and guidance from our true home.

Spirit will guide me through what they refer to as my new contract. My contract will lead me to a powerful re-connection as I enter further and further into the new energy. I will learn about ‘my new home’ as I journey towards a re-union with something/someone very near and dear to me.

I will find that entering into a new contract sometimes means ‘letting go’ in more way than one… letting go of old misconceptions and old belief systems that have been instilled in me through years of social conditioning… letting go of some friends and even some family that no longer resonate with me and will only hold me back on my journey forward.

Spirit will guide me in the dreams with clues and cues and it will be up to me to learn how to connect those ‘puzzle pieces’ in their intended order in an attempt to understand the messages. I will find that these pieces will slowly fit together over time, forming clearer pictures for me to see. The language of Spirit can appear very abstract at times, and in the end I always find that their wit is amazing in surprising and unexpected ways. Our dream memories fade quickly and it was only through keeping these journals that I was able to connect those clues in my attempt to read the messages.

The New Earth

Whether we accept it or not, it doesn’t change the fact that this planet and everyone aboard is on a journey of their own… a journey towards a higher shift in consciousness. The change train is rolling down the tracks and nothing can stop it now. Whether we like it or not, all of us will be affected in one way or another. Take it or leave it; it doesn’t matter; change is going to happen. But no need to panic! This is not bad news. This is great news! We are about to graduate!

As I came to the point of understanding the New Earth shift we are entering into, I became overwhelmed with the idea and the excitement of it all, and I expressed a heartfelt desire to be involved. Spirit responded to my request, which is documented in these journals at the time of my request, which takes place in a dream. Spirit confirmed that I will be involved in this Titanic event. They began to send me clues of what I could expect to experience.

The Theme

I’m a single man and romantic at heart. I love a good romantic drama. Most of us find romance to be likened to a deep-seated powerful passion. The journal dreams focus on a powerful and passionate romantic theme in the sense of reconnecting with someone loved and lost a very long time ago.

I was in my early 40’s when the journal dreams really began to kick in with that powerful romantic theme, which instantly reignited a fire of desire deep within my heart. But what did these messages really mean? Were they referring to a physical re-union or were they symbolic of a spiritual re-union… or were they both? Spirit is relentless with keeping us guessing, and they certainly kept me guessing throughout this journey!

Conclusion

This book is taken directly from my journals and seen from two different perspectives. First is from the perspective of the dreams, and second is from the perspective of the real life events and experiences and how the two interweave together over time. Edgar Cayce said there is nothing we experience in life that we don’t dream about first and I’ve certainly found that to be true. I’ve taught myself a great deal by keeping these journals as a reference, and I observing how dreams and synchronicity have interacted with my life over significant periods of time.

Some experiences in these journals might seem hard to believe, especially some of the synchronistic events that preceded or followed the dreams. I’ve made a very strong point of maintaining as much accuracy as possible with all dream details, synchronistic events and real life events in my journals. I made it a point to make certain that nothing was twisted or turned out of context, even when I did not like what I saw.

It took me some time before I finally convinced myself to release a book to the public based on my personal journals for all to see. I felt apprehensive about exposing part of my life that will certainly seem controversial to some. But on the other hand, I believe I have an interesting and inspiring story to share. I believe there are other lightworkers out there traveling a similar road, or about to travel a similar road.

Throughout the book, when it comes to the dreams, I’m not going to dissect every morsel of every scene in each dream in my futile attempt to interpret them. I’ve found that that’s usually a waste of time. Sometimes there are scenes that I have absolutely no idea what they mean in the moment. Other times there are scenes that carry clues of premonitions and there would certainly be no sense in trying to interpret a symbolic message out of a premonition. You would be beating your head against the proverbial wall.

I have learned to only focus on highlighted scenes… scenes that resonate with me at that given moment of my life. Sometimes the symbolic messages in dreams are clear and obvious, but most times they are not and they seem foreign and abstract to us. A picture is worth a thousand words and dreams speak in the forgotten language of symbolism through pictures and scenes. Dream symbolism can be a very hard language to comprehend from our limited physical perspective, but with practice through experience it does become easier. I’ve learned that when it comes to the abstract in dreams, most times it’s best to speculate what a particular dream scene ‘might’ mean, and then let it go. That is how we learn.

~Chapter 1~

The Journey Begins

My Last Test and My Agreement

My first clue of a journey actually began long before I was aware of it. The clue came to me in a dream sometime in September of 1994, but of course I had no idea what I was being prepped for. In the dream I saw a shadow form of an entity standing in front of me. I clearly sensed that this was a spiritual guide. I could feel love radiating from him as he spoke the words, You are about to experience a test… and it will be your last test. It will be hard, but I will be with you.

I had no clue what the heck he meant by my last test, but what really spooked me was the fact that he told me it would be hard. This certainly didn’t sound like something I was looking forward to!

Several weeks later, in October, I met my last test, but it would be several weeks before I became aware of that. Her name was Kathleen. Kathleen was heavily involved in the fundamental movement as a born-again Christian, and I was spiritual… which she saw as the devils playground. That was like trying to mix oil with water and it was certainly a HUGE red flag for me! It didn’t take long for me to realize that this woman was not for me and my heart spoke loud and clear. But it was too late to back out by then; I was already in love. That’s when I seriously began to realize that Kathleen was ‘my last test’ the dream was referring to. And now I also understood that this test was referring to a hard test of the heart in the arena of love.

The relationship only lasted for six months (thank God), and Spirit was right. It was very hard! Kathleen was not only a hard core, fear-based Christian, but she was also as narcissistic as they come. I tried to pull away several times throughout that six month period, but like I said, I was in love and love is a very powerful emotion. Finally, the relationship came to a sudden end once and for all in April of 1995 when Kathleen met another fundamentalist Christian, and by then I was an emotional bag of mess!

Even though I was still hurting, I could begin to breathe a sigh of relief to realize ‘my last test’ was finished. It was also at that point when I made an agreement with Spirit: No more Kathleen’s! I have learned from this experience to listen to my heart. I will not pursue another relationship, but I will wait alone… even if it means spending the rest of my life alone. And if or when a partner comes along I will KNOW it without question or doubt, because I have learned through this experience to listen to my heart.

It was only weeks later when someone very special began to show up in the dreams. I instantly felt a powerful sense of recognition about her. I knew her from somewhere. And since I already knew her, on some level I was already in love with her. It was as if I had loved her long before I ever saw her.

I made another request to Spirit at about this time, and that was inspired by witnessing the fear-based vengeful God that sheeople like Kathleen were so heavily caught up in. I understood that this fear-based God was created by man, not by Spirit. It was through fear and intimidation that allowed the religions dogmas of this world to maintain control over the masses. I felt that it was time for this misconception to be revealed, and I requested that Spirit allow me to help prove the truth. What I didn’t realize yet was that it was already in the works. Spirit agreed to allow me to help long before I asked.

You Should Ask My Mother to Marry You

My second clue of a new journey came to me in a dream two years before I had any idea that I was about venture on a journey. It was January, 1994, and I was in a serious snowmobile accident. I could have easily been killed, but I miraculously stood up and walked away, unscratched. My snowmobile was a crumpled wreck and witnesses were amazed that I was not hurt. It was as if that accident sparked an inner awareness within me, and on that night I was introduced to a character that I will continue seeing in the dreams for years to come.

This was the dream I had that night:

Dream: It was a nice warm sunny day and I was driving down a countryside road in my white van when it suddenly broke down. I pulled off to the side of the road and I walked to the top of a green grassy hill. I suddenly saw a little girl with light hair standing in front of me. I felt an instant connection to her, and I sensed that she was the daughter of a woman I had very strong feelings for.

The little girl looked up at me, and in a sweet tone of voice she said, You should ask my mother to marry you! I thought about it for a moment, then I realized, Yes. I will ask your mother to marry me. She’s a very special person and I love her very much. I would like her to be my wife.

Note: Obviously I was confused with the meaning of that dream at the time, but I eventually came to understand that the big picture represented my confirmed agreement (on a spiritual level) to enter into this journey with this little girl and the young woman who I saw as her mother. They will become two of the main dream characters on this journey.

Confirmed Agreements

This next dream is the first one I documented in my journals. Spirit didn’t waste any time in jumping in with the romantic theme. Of course that theme had been going on for several months; I just hadn’t been documenting them yet.

7/11/95

Be Careful What You Wish For

Dream: I understood that my mother had been involved somehow in bringing me together with a very special woman. We had two kids, a boy and a girl. The boy was the older one. It seemed that he was her son from a previous relationship. I felt very close to him… almost as if he were my own. The girl was the younger one and she was ours. She was about toddler age, no more than two. She was my little princess.

I thought about the old cliché, Be careful what you wish for because you just might get it! At first I felt a little apprehensive because it had been such a drastic and quick change in my life. But, I also realized my apprehensiveness was just a normal reaction to sudden change and there was no way I would ever go back to my old life. I was in the process of adjusting to this new change. I was very happy where I was. This woman and this family was what I wished for.

My wife’s parents were very wealthy. I almost saw them as royalty. At first they would not accept me as their daughters’ partner. They saw me as unworthy.

In the last scene we were at her parents for dinner. We were sitting at a long table. I saw her mother lean over to her father and say, He’s ok. He’s a good man and he loves her. At that moment I understood they had finally accepted me.

Note: The fact that the dream used my mother as the matchmaker is symbolic. I’ve always seen my mother as a very wise and loving soul. Because of that, the dream used her to symbolize Spirit, and/or my own higher guiding self.

The woman she connected me with was symbolized as royalty. On a spiritual level, this unknown woman would be seen as royalty. This is a theme that will be repeated in the future. This was the beginning of my journey, and a very interesting road… or should I say ‘roads’ to come.

The dream also showed me in the process of adjusting to a sudden and quick change in my life. This reference to meeting someone and the relationship taking off quickly will also be repeated over and over again throughout the journals.

The dream reflected that my intent to come together with her was heard, understood and accepted. And the fact that it would all happen so quickly after a long period of time living alone, could be the reason why I felt so overwhelmed by the sudden change in my life. And speaking of quick, this next dream follows through.

7/14/95

Things Are Moving Quickly

Dream: I had just recently met and started dating a woman. She was a petite brunette with shoulder length hair. She was everything I ever imagined in a perfect partner. As I had my arm around her I thought, Jeez, things seem to be moving along pretty dam fast here! She told me she used to hop trains when she was younger.

Note: Spirit certainly wanted to make it a point for me to know right off the bat that when this connection begins, it will happen very quickly.

And what is the dreams reference to her hopping trains when she was younger? That was an odd ‘out of the blue’ scene to throw into the dream. It could be a symbolic clue or it could be literal information.

7/14/95

The Law of Attraction

Dream: This dream used the same petite brunette as the previous dream. As odd as it may sound, I had a magnet in my brain and she had a piece of metal in her brain. I understood that the magnet would eventually pull her to me. There was no question about that. Everything had already been set up for this eventual connection to take place. All I had to do was to wait, remain in the flow and everything would come together the way it was intended and planned.

Note: Now this dream made a clear, easy to read symbolic point by using a magnet and a piece of metal. I wish all symbolic dream clues were that easy to read. The brain represents thought, intent and desire. I had the magnet in my brain, which is symbolic of my intent to bring her into my life; and she had a piece of metal, which is symbolic of her agreement to enter and be drawn into my life. The magnetism, which is an unseen energy force, is symbolic of Spirit working behind the scenes creating the synchronicity that will eventually pull us together.

Spirit is confirming that an agreement (on a higher level) is already in the works. It’s all set up. All I have to do is to wait, walk the road of life and stay in the natural energy flow and everything will fall into play as planned.

The woman in these last two dreams is the same woman I’ve been seeing in dreams for the past year, and will continue to see in the future. It’s not so much her features that I recognize, but it’s the feeling of her energy… she feels the same… she IS the same. It’s like a soul recognition. Even though I don’t necessarily see her features clearly in most of the dreams, I still know who she is. I feel who she is.

This next dream was one of the first dreams to give me a subtle hidden clue to an identity. This is one of the first puzzle pieces to come referring to ‘road number two’ of this journey, with many more clues to follow. Confused? Trust me, so was I! It will come together in the future.

7/27/95

She’s Young, But I Love Her

Dream: It was winter. I saw an older man who I knew to be in the service. He also had two sons in the service. I saw a car stuck in the snow in the front yard. The scene felt like the old neighborhood I used to live in on a road called Embarcadero. I went out to help with the car and was amazed at how easily I drove it out.

The older man was throwing a party for his wife. I knew his wife was very sweet, but mentally unstable. The house where the party was being held at was across the street from their home. I was in that house. I watched as they were preparing for the party.

The scene jumped and I was in the hallway. The party was starting when I saw their daughter. She walked over and sat down in front of me. I felt a very strong attraction to her, but I was bothered by the fact that she was much younger than me (since I didn’t get a name in the dream I will call her Kathy).

The scene jumped and we were further down the hall. A good friend of mine named Gene was there. He also had an attraction to Kathy and he wanted me to tell her for him. Kathy was standing behind me. I accidentally backed into her. When we touched I immediately noticed that I liked what I felt (a similar event did happen at one time in the past). I stayed there for what seemed to be several minutes. Then I told her that Gene had the hots for her.

We were down at the end of the hallway. The party was at its peak. We wanted to get away from the people (that will become a repeated scenario). I noticed she was petite with dark shoulder length hair. When we started touching, I began to melt. The emotions were running strong and felt very real. She whispered I love you, in my ear. I knew I was falling hard and fast for this woman. It was incredible… like nothing I had ever known before.

As I whispered in her ear, I instantly became lucid (I knew I was dreaming). I tried to absorb every touch with her I could. I looked at her and said, God, I wish you were real!

Then I was in the same hallway, but at the opposite end of the house standing in front of a bathroom. She was in the bathroom. She came out and we hugged some more. I thought about her father. I felt concerned as I wondered how he would react to this unusual situation.

She grabbed my hand and said, Should we walk in front of everybody holding hands? I felt uncomfortable about that. I didn’t feel ready to expose our relationship. I knew there would be a lot of angry people when they saw us together as a couple. Certain people in her family were not going to like this relationship at first. She was persistent. She grabbed my right hand and almost pulled me down the hallway. As we walked in front of the people, the scene jumped.

We were in a back bedroom, talking. There was someone else with us who seemed like her younger brother. She was lying on the bed. I was lying with her and caressing her face. She felt so perfect! The young boy said something about the two of us getting married. I grabbed her hand, pulled her up closer, and said, Let’s do it! Let’s tell everyone we’re getting married! She was all for it. She leaned over and whispered in my ear, I’m glad you brought up our honeymoon.

Note: There was a lot of symbolism in this dream. This was also one of those dreams where I woke up several times and then fell back to sleep. Each time, the dream picked back up where it left off. It was all very real and emotionally powerful. I usually find that to be a clue for an important message with a very strong possibility of premonition blended in with the story-line.

This was also the first of many dreams to show the woman I end up connecting with as much younger than me. It’s also the first of many more to come where certain people on her side of the family are angry with us… or having a hard time excepting us as a couple at first. With the exception of our age difference, the other reasons for that will become clearer with more puzzle pieces being presented in future dreams.

This was also the first dream that used Embarcadero Street, which was a street I did live on at one time in the past. Eventually I came to understand the play on words with Embarcadero. Dreams will use that street to symbolize something coming up in my future… or something I will embark on one day in some similar way.

In another scene I accidentally backed into her, and realizing she felt good, I stayed there for several minutes. It was at that moment when I sensed a strong connection between us. In real life that actually did happen in the past with an X girlfriend named Gail… and that ‘accidental’ bump led to a four and-a-half year relationship. Gail will become one of the main characters on this journey in a surprising and unexpected way.

These puzzle pieces will become a very important part of the future to this journey. I was only seeing the tip of the iceberg peeking through at this point. But, I was about to travel a different road first. I was being shown a blending of two different paths, or two different future experiences blended together at the same time. The dreams were blending them, but they were still both part of the same journey… both part of the same person.

8/6/95

Jesus Sends Me a Partner

Dream: When this dream started I understood that Jesus had a mission for me. He had set me up with a young woman. There was no romance involved; I was sent to her as more of a guide or protector. It was as if she’d been experiencing, or was about to experience a hard period in her life. I knew she was much younger than me and a very timid, quiet and shy young woman. I didn’t see any children, but I sensed she had at least one. I knew she had complete trust in me.

We were walking down a road. She was on my right. I wasn’t sure where we were going. Suddenly, instead of walking, we were riding in some sort of a small opened vehicle in the back seat together. It seemed like the vehicle was riding on tracks. I felt tired and laid my head on her shoulder. She put her arm around me and I realized that we had just triggered a very strong attraction between us both.

We knew our destination would only go for a short way. We were talking about how we wished our journey together would be longer so we could spend more time together.

Note: Most times, especially with a premonition dream, it’s impossible to understand the message until after the fact. This was one of those dreams, and it’s that last scene that’s the kicker. Again, this dream was blending two people as one-in-the-same… and the dreams will continue to do this off and on throughout the first several years of this journey. Eventually I will come to understand the truth behind these blended and confusing messages, but it will take many more puzzle pieces yet.

In a sense, Jesus (Spirit) WAS about to send me a partner, and that will be the beginning of the first phase of this journey. She will trigger or cue the real beginning of my walk home.

The fact that the dream showed Jesus having a mission for me reminds me of a dream my father told me about several years ago. He also has a unique gift in the dream department. He told me that he had a dream that Jesus approached him and said, "Tell your son, Steven to keep the faith. I have an important mission for him. This certainly appears to be confirmation.

The first several years of my journals were recorded on a mini cassette recorder. Eventually the time will come when synchronicity compels me to sit down and start writing, organizing and indexing the journals.

As I listen to my journal tape, it’s clear that I’d been having a bad couple of days. I was getting tired of my job. When I go through those periods… which really isn’t very often, I tend to feel lonely, depressed and I get a bit snippy. That’s not normally like me. This was one of those bad hair days. This next experience took place as I was in meditation.

8/11/95

I Haven’t Met You Yet

As I was meditating today in my attempt to rebalance, I had this flash of a vision: I was talking to a woman who I’d become involved in a relationship with. We were discussing our feelings for each other as if we were in the beginning stages of a relationship. It was like a discussion had been going on for a period of time, but I popped in only at this part of the conversation.

She asked me if I loved her. I replied, Yes I do love you! At that point I started to come out of the meditation. As I was coming out I said, But I don’t even know you! I haven’t met you yet! Who are you?

I knew I was talking to someone very real and very special to me. But as I was coming out of the meditation, and my conscious mind kicked in, I suddenly realized that I hadn’t even met anyone yet. It was very strange but very real. It was almost like some higher source was trying to cheer me up by showing me the flash of a moment in a brighter future to come.

9/3/95

She Feels So Good

Dream: I was sitting next to a petite woman. I felt a romantic connection with her. She handed me a hair beret and I put it in her hair. Someone else, who felt very similar to my X-girlfriend, Gail, was off to the right side applauding at how good she looked in it. I agreed. She looked incredibly wonderful!

After I put the beret in, she leaned up against me. I put my arm around her and I don’t remember ever feeling that kind of emotions for a partner like that before. It was amazing. She felt incredibly wonderful.

Note: The emotions in that dream were very real. It was as if I’d been allowed to touch a twin flame for a short period of time.

This was where the dreams started using Gail to send me small, but important clues (puzzle pieces) for the future. They are clues I will not see the significance of for quite some time yet.

10/22/95

One More Situation

In this dream I heard an outside voice say, There will be one more situation to deal with. It’s not a test this time, but it has to be played out this way… then something good will begin.

Note: That dream was short, but the message was very clear and to the point. No symbolism here! The dream was actually referring to events that will play out over a period of years. But, I certainly could not have known that at the time.

The reference to one more situation was referring to the first road I was about to travel down, and I will travel that road for the next two and a half years. The reference to it’s not a test this time was referring to the rough six month relationship I experienced with Kathleen, who was my last test I wrote about in the introduction of this book.

1/19/96

Good News and Springtime

Dream: I was walking down the street of an older subdivision. It was one of the first warm sunny days of spring. Lots of People were outside enjoying the warm weather. I was walking with a woman who I knew to be my partner. Again, she was a petite brunette with shoulder length hair. I felt proud and happy to be with her.

The scene jumped and I was sitting in the living room of a house that a friend of mine had recently moved into. It was my first time there. It felt comfortable being there. I noticed the place was very clean. The front porch had about 3 or 4 steps up to the entrance. At one point I thought it might be my friend, Gene’s home, but then I realized it wasn’t.

I was sitting in a chair with the front door to my right. Two people came walking in. The first person to walk in seemed like my daughter,