Swan Song

Swan Song

by

Judith K. Ivie

Mainly Murder Press, LLC

Wethersfield, CT 06109

www.mainlymurderpress.com

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Copyright © 2016 by Judith K. Ivie

Paperback ISBN 978-0-9861780-8-5

Ebook ISBN 978-0-9861780-9-2

Published in the United States of America by

Mainly Murder Press, LLC

Wethersfield, CT 06109

www.MainlyMurderPress.com

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Dedicated to The Karens …

… talented cover designer, Karen A. Phillips,

and wizard webmaster, Karen McCullough.

Your creativity and professionalism have done

much to maintain my faith in human nature

for lo these many years. Thank you.

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The Kate Lawrence Mysteries

(in order of publication)

Waiting for Armando

Murder on Old Main Street

A Skeleton in the Closet

Drowning in Christmas

Dying Wishes

Auld Lang Syne

Dirty Tricks

Swan Song

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A special note to my bird-loving readers

It’s so kind of you to want to help out our feathered friends, especially during the hard winter months, but I need to tell you something I myself didn’t know until a few years ago: The digestive tracts of waterfowl and other birds are not equipped to digest bread, crackers, popcorn and other starchy stuff made from processed flour. In fact, these things can make them very sick and contribute to the spread of avian botulism.

Birdseed is widely available in packages that state the types of birds for which it is intended—and ducks, geese and swans, as long as they can find open water, can mostly feed themselves.

Birds that can’t fly to open water because of injuries usually spend the winter in marshes fed by springs and moving streams. Helping them out is a good thing during tough winter months, but not with bread or junk food. Bring them some [b]cracked corn[b], which you can purchase from feed stores, nurseries, pet supply stores and even the grocery store these days very affordably. Please pass this information along—and thanks so much for caring.

--Judith K. Ivie

Chapter One

I can’t believe you talked me into this, Auntie May, Margo groused as we rode the escalator up from the lobby of the Hartford Hilton. She tucked a stray wisp of hair back into her blonde chignon. Two and a half days of mostly bad writers swannin’ around playing author and tryin’ to sell their books to each other in the middle of February. You’d think they would have booked a place in Florida. Is the bar on this level, Kate? She craned her elegant neck as we neared the end of our ascent and followed May into a crowded meet-and-mingle space on the mezzanine level. I trailed behind.

If either one of you finds it, let me know. After the day we had, my soul requires Jim Beam, her aunt replied with some tartness.

I peered hopefully into the crowd, which seemed to be clustered at the rear of the large, open room. I pointed. Bet it’s back there. Too bad there are about three hundred members of Mysteries USA standing between it and us. I couldn’t help the whiny tone. I was tired, and I’m sure I looked it. Also, my feet were killing me. The fact that my partner Margo had had an equally exhausting day but looked fresh as a daisy didn’t improve my mood, nor did knowing that her Aunt May, a decade older than we were, looked entirely ready to party. It must run in the Farnsworth gene pool.

The senior citizen in question just smiled serenely and waggled her fingers at yet another cluster of women who were ogling the crowd, clearly star struck. Oh, Christ on a crutch, she murmured under her breath, the pleasant expression never faltering as her eyes slid casually from the women back to Margo and me. They’ve identified me as somebody they should try to cozy up to, but they can’t quite come up with my name. Don’t make eye contact. She grasped my arm and gave me a little shove in the direction of the hoped-for bar. We oozed and excused ourselves through the crowd with May sandwiched between me on point and Margo bringing up the rear.

Drinks safely in hand, we reassembled our formation and followed May’s directions to the nearest exit, a door marked Stairs. The staircase on the other side led down to the lobby and was blessedly empty. May flopped onto the top step, and we arranged ourselves on the steps below her. Aren’t you worried about being trapped here by one of your adoring fans? I cautioned.

Not a bit, Katie girl. When you’ve been to as many of these things as I have, you know the point of these receptions is to see and be seen, mostly coming and going. They’ll use the escalator, not the fire stairs. She swigged her bourbon and sighed with pure pleasure. I’ve done my duty simply by moving through the crowd once and wavin’ at a few folks. I could probably leave right now, show up for the award presentation Saturday night and be home free. I’ve got a copy of the complete program in my purse, which I’ll memorize. All I have to do when somebody asks if I was at such-and-such at a certain time is tell ‘em I was somewhere else. Which I will be. It just won’t be anywhere near the Hartford Hilton. She and Margo giggled conspiratorially, experts in the art of making required appearances.

Without warning, the fire door behind us swung open, and an obviously tipsy woman of mature years lurched toward us, grinning broadly. May Farnsworth, you old harridan! Someone told me you actually showed up. I couldn’t believe it, but I knew where to look for you, just in case it was true. Even if you win the award this year, I’d have expected you to be a no-show, knowing how you feel about these pretentious little gatherings. Who are your pals? She swayed on her stilettos and fell, more than sat, onto the top step next to May. Fortunately, the plastic highball glass in her hand held little more than melting ice cubes.

May’s expression was resigned, but she greeted the newcomer civilly enough. Well, hey there, Lizzie, fancy meeting you here. I thought the one thing you and I agreed on was the general uselessness of writers’ conventions. What brings you here? By the way, meet my niece, Margo Harkness, and her business partner, Kate Lawrence. Ladies, meet Lizabeth Mulgrew, a longtime colleague in the publishing business. She publishes my books, as well as the work of Jessica Price, my main competition for the best mystery of the year award Saturday night.

Lizabeth extended a damp hand to each of us in turn. No one but me would have noticed the slight distaste on Margo’s beautiful face, and I made an effort to be discreet while wiping my hand on my skirt. Nobody could say we weren’t well-behaved in public. Most of the time. Well, some of the time.

Lizabeth’s attention had already reverted to May. Guess you haven’t had time to peruse the program booklet, she surmised, or you’d know that besides publishing the best two mysteries in this year’s competition, I’m the keynote speaker at the luncheon tomorrow. Whatever you do, don’t miss it, because lord almighty, do I have some things to say to these Hopeless Hannahs. She rattled her ice cubes and chuckled.

May looked interested for the first time that evening. Sounds fun, Lizzie. What’s your topic, how to succeed in getting a publisher to love your work despite the fact that you wrote a lousy book? She laughed as she said it, clearly making a little joke, and Margo and I chimed in.

Lizabeth didn’t laugh. You’re not all that far off, gal pal. I was invited to offer inside tips to the wannabes on how to draw favorable attention from publishers. That’s what it says in the program book. Attendance should be high. She giggled again. That’s not what I’m going to tell the dewy-eyed darlings, though. I’m going to tell them something they go to extraordinary lengths not to tell each other.

And that is? Margo wanted to know.

I’m going to tell them the truth, and hoo boy, they are not going to like it, not one bit.

May’s eyes narrowed as Margo and I exchanged puzzled glances. You’ve been softening the truth to aspiring writers for a lot of years now, she reminded Lizabeth. So have I, although I am increasingly not proud of it. What’s changed?

Lizabeth sobered abruptly, and the smile left her face. I’ve changed, that’s what. I’ve spent eight long years telling people who can’t write that they can and transforming their so-called manuscripts into something approaching publishable, then put up with their histrionics over the edits I made. I’ve fronted the considerable production expenses and done all the editing and formatting work, only to be accused of short-changing them on their pitiful royalties. I’ve seen the few really good writers fail because they refuse to do the necessary marketing work, while the schlocks flourish on CreateSpace, and I’ve finally figured out why—because 98% of the readers out there can’t tell the difference between good writing and bad. They spend their evenings watching reality TV shows about surburban floozies and morbidly obese people competing to lose weight for money. That’s the real market these days, and I, for one, think most writers should go for it. She upended her plastic glass and crunched morosely on the few remaining ice chips.

May looked thoughtful. Okay. So precisely what are you going to tell them to do?

Lizabeth stared out into the otherwise empty stairwell. This crowd doesn’t want to hear that most of them are dismal hacks who will never make it into the big leagues, which is the reality, of course. So I’m going to tell them the rest of the truth--that publishers have become obsolete for all but the most talented of writers. Instead of wasting months and years of their lives submitting their substandard work to dinosaurs like you and me, who cling misguidedly to anachronistic concepts like grammar, punctuation and fact-checking, they should run, not walk, to the nearest self-publishing site and just get on with it. In fact, we should all stop wasting our time, and I’m talking about you and me.

Margo was uncharacteristically silent, and I found myself holding my breath. Even May, usually poise personified, looked a bit rattled by Lizabeth’s rant. I could tell she was choosing her words with care. How do you mean, Lizzie?

Lizabeth leaned closer to her friend and colleague, her face serious. Close down, shut up shop, get out of what is laughably called the business. Small publishing isn’t a real business these days. Businesses make money. What we do might more accurately be termed a very expensive hobby, and CreateSpace and all of the other self-publishing options that are now available have sucked the fun, not to mention even minimal profit, right out of it. It just ain’t worth the hassle anymore, girlfriend, so I say, open the floodgates. Let them all slug it out on an even playing field, totally overwhelm an already crowded market with their bad books, and may the best hack win.

May waded in carefully with a wry chuckle. I know how you feel, although I’m in a different position. I write mysteries, but I publish romances, and there’s quite a bit more profit in that genre these days. You’re right, though. Publishing is a heck of a lot of work, and the financial rewards are paltry compared to other lines of endeavor. She punched Lizabeth’s arm playfully. But you can’t be serious. What would a couple of old wordsmiths like us do with ourselves if we didn’t have our little publishing enterprises to run? Besides, somebody has to serve as gatekeepers besides the Big Five—or is four now?—publishers. We can’t let the riff raff take over without even trying to stem the tide.

Lizabeth’s frown became even more pronounced. What makes you think they haven’t taken over already? She waved a hand vaguely at the closed fire door and the crowd assembled on the other side of it. Did you get a load of this year’s group? Ten years ago these old gals would have been volunteering at hospitals and blood drives, running food banks, delivering meals to shut-ins … you know, doing some actual good in the world. Now they’re forking out thousands of dollars to attend ridiculous functions like this one, conventions that aren’t going to make money for anyone but their sponsors, and pretending they have a shot at becoming successful authors. It’s worse than misguided. It’s obscene.

She lurched to her feet, and Margo and I exchanged worried glances as May rose to steady her. Maybe it’s time to call it a night, she suggested gently. Do you have a room here? We could walk down a flight to the lobby and scoot you into an elevator with no one the wiser.

Lizabeth gave a sharp bark of laughter. You mean, I should avoid being seen in this condition by my esteemed colleagues, she corrected May. Yes, maybe you’re right. If I don’t get some aspirin and a couple of quarts of water into me very soon, my head is going to hurt like hell in the morning. No point in adding physical distress to the intellectual agony of this occasion. She put her empty cup on the floor with great care and took the arm May proffered. Lead on, Macduff. Let’s get the tipsy old bat safely to bed.

Well, that was interesting. Margo accepted an unnecessary menu from the waitress at Village Pizza, where we had retreated after seeing May’s inebriated colleague safely to her room at the Hilton. We’d said our goodnights at the door after May had extracted a promise from Lizabeth to swallow her aspirins and water and get herself to bed. As we did at most of the other eating establishments in Wethersfield, Connecticut, we already knew our favorite dishes and ordered them regularly. Other diners might consider us boring. We preferred to think we simply knew what we liked.

Dispiriting, though, I added. Are most of your publisher colleagues so cynical, May?

Can I offer you ladies a glass of wine or a cocktail? asked our little waitress.

We exchanged glances and tacitly decided to pass on any more alcohol. Lizabeth Mulgrew had not been a pretty sight.

Hot tea for me, May decided, and despite the late hour Margo and I ordered coffee and stirred it thoughtfully as we waited for our dinners.

Publishing is a tough business, no doubt about it, and it’s getting tougher by the day. Lizzie may have been three sheets to the wind, but she made some good points, May answered my earlier question. The easily available computer programs and self-publishing packages offered by Amazon and Google and other big companies have changed the picture dramatically, especially for the little guys in publishing like Lizzie and me. It used to be merely that we couldn’t get the kind of distribution we needed to compete successfully with the major publishers and their imprints, but some pretty good authors who couldn’t get a nibble from them would come to us, and we’d all sell enough copies for everyone to make a little money.

May sipped her tea and frowned. Now we can’t compete with the self-publishing companies that make it so easy for anyone with a computer and a checkbook to get into print. The market is totally glutted with mediocre books, and I’m being generous by calling them that, so it’s nearly impossible to get any attention for our titles. It’s a real no-win situation.

Margo considered her aunt’s comments. "Then how do you do it? Make that, why do you do it?"

May thought about that for a few seconds before answering. You know how we do it, since you’ve watched Isabelle learning about the distribution of our titles over the last year. Isabelle Marchand had become May’s partner in Romantic Nights Publishing approximately a year earlier and now handled the business end of the operation while May continued to oversee acquisitions and editing. There are dozens and dozens of on-line outlets and distributors in the business of working with them. Romantic Nights publishes fluffy little bodice rippers and steamy erotica, both sub-genres of romance novels that do very well as e-books. The most unlikely people go in for that sort of thing, and they’re mostly embarrassed to be seen reading the real lightweight stuff. They’re very happy to be able to indulge themselves in reasonably priced titles and hide behind their Kindles and Nooks and phones and tablets and whatever other devices they can get reading apps for. You know our financial situation as well as I do, since Strutter helps out with our books. With Isabelle’s help, Romantic Nights has been able to hold its own so far, but I don’t know how much longer that will be true. My best guess is, not long.

So why do you continue the struggle? I wanted to know. You’re an accomplished mystery writer, as evidenced by the award you’ll probably be handed tomorrow. Why not just stick with that and leave the publishing headaches to someone else?

May smiled at our somber expressions. Why we continue the struggle is a more complicated answer than how we do it. For Isabelle and me and even Lizzie Mulgrew, small publishing is more of a passion than a business, something we do because we love the written word and want to make well-crafted novels available to as many readers as possible. For other small publishers, it’s plain stubbornness, hanging on out of sheer determination not to let the big boys and the self-publishers drive us out of business. As I’ve already said, that’s getting a lot harder to do.

Her smile faded as she reached for her tea cup once again. "Stubborn as I am, I’m tired. In fact, having the time to write another Ariadne Merriwether novel this year has reminded me how much more I enjoy writing than publishing. Isabelle is way better than I am at running a business anyway. I believe I’m ready to turn Romantic Nights over to her entirely, assuming she