The Gay Illusion
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Come with John as he learns that he never was gay as he had thought, nor indeed ever could be, and that gayness is a destructive illusion. THIS BOOK DOES NOT DESCRIBE GAY ACTS OR CONTAIN ANY SEXUAL CONTENT
Duane L. Ostler
Duane L. Ostler was raised in Southern Idaho, and has lived in Australia, Mexico, Brazil, China, Utah, the big Island of Hawaii, and—most foreign of all—New Jersey. He practiced law for over 10 years and has a PhD in legal history. He and his wife have five children and two cats.
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The Gay Illusion - Duane L. Ostler
THE GAY ILLUSION
Copyright 2016 Duane L. Ostler
All rights reserved. This book may not be reproduced,
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
OTHER BOOKS BY THE AUTHOR
CHAPTER ONE
As John opened the door of the fast food joint, he was hit with a blast of sounds and smells that would have made even a hungry truck driver feel woozy. The stench of grease was mixed with the odor of sweat, onions, sweat, chili pepper, sweat and sizzling meat. Shouts and catcalls filled the air, mostly coming from the unfortunate employees whose every moment spent working in this fast food joint was a living torture. Between their shouts was a rumble of sound caused by the nonstop talking of dozens of patrons scattered in booths and at tables. They were chomping away on food that was only slightly less toxic than the nicotine the surgeon general warned about on every cigarette package.
John's eyes swam for a moment as his nostrils and stomach adjusted to the place. Why had Dr. Chester requested they meet HERE, of all places? When John had made the appointment with the famous shrink, he had expected to come to a cushy office and rest comfortably on a padded couch while pouring out his soul to a little man taking furious notes on a pad. Instead, the doctor's receptionist had instructed him to come here, to the Wilted Chicken
fast food joint, where the food was as stale as the patrons.
Glancing around the room, John frowned as his eyes rested on beefy truck drivers, leather jacketed bikers, grizzled old men and a scattering of women who either looked embarrassed at being there, or were as fearsome in appearance as the men, and just as heavily tattooed. What respectable shrink would have a new client meet him HERE for a first consultation? What insanity was this, anyway?
To make matters worse, John had no idea what the good doctor even looked like. All the receptionist had told him over the phone was that Dr. Chester will find you, so you don’t need to worry. He will greet you as soon as you come in.
Well, John was in, but he had not been greeted, even by a curious stare from anyone. He was being completely ignored by all of the patrons who continued to guzzle down food
that was sure to give them indigestion before they even left the place.
John Sanders, I presume?
said a sudden voice to John's left. Looking sharply around, John saw a large, obese man, seated at a booth next to the door. On the table in front of him was a splash of French fries and onion rings, as well as a partially eaten burger that looked rather green. The man sported a grey-white mustache and a goatee, which stood out in stark contrast to his nearly bald, shiny scalp.
The big man waved an arm toward the boy. Come have a seat, John.
Without making any attempt to rise, he extended a hand for John to shake. I'm Franklin Chester, your psychologist.
In sudden alarm, John furtively dove into the booth and blurted in a hoarse whisper, Did you have to announce you're my shrink in front of everyone?
The good doctor did not answer at once, but just started to guffaw with a rumbling sound like a distant thunderstorm. No one here even heard me!
he guffawed at last. Nobody pays any attention to anyone or to anything that is said in the Wilted Chicken. It's better than a stuffy office with a curious receptionist having an ear glued to the door. It's the ultimate in privacy! And you get to eat while working, too!
John shook his head in disbelief, while staring at the big man's ample belly. It was obvious he met many patients here, but John was still so appalled at the thought that he blurted, You have GOT to be kidding! This place is about as private as an airport terminal! Are you crazy or something?
This time the doctor laughed out loud with a sound similar to breaking glass. Am I crazy?! Is that what you just asked me?
He laughed some more, making his belly bounce around like a bowl full of jelly. Then he bluntly said, My boy, YOU are the one that is supposed to be crazy, coming to see a shrink!
He giggled some more.
John stared, goggle eyed. I thought shrinks were never supposed to call their patients crazy!
he blurted. Isn't that labeling, and harmful to the patient?
Probably,
said Dr. Chester good naturedly, his eyes crinkling. Then he waived to the food spread across the table. Help yourself. It's all good stuff--the best the Wilted Chicken has to offer!
John stared at the greasy fries, partially purple onion rings and half eaten green burger. No thanks. I ate before I came,
he lied.
The good doctor laughed heartily again, then stuffed several fries into his mouth at once. He chewed contentedly away at the rancid things, looking for all the world like a mindless cow chewing her cud.
THIS was supposed to be one of the most renowned shrinks in the city?! John shook his head in disbelief.
Well, my boy,
said Dr. Chester between chews, I strongly suspect you are wondering right now why I have the reputation of being one of the more sought-after shrinks in the city.
John gulped in surprise, while Dr. Chester burped. Then the doctor's brow furrowed, and he started scratching his goatee. I often wonder that myself. I have no idea how these ridiculous rumors get started. I am, after all, nothing but a second rate shrink more interested in a greasy burger than any heart-wrenching thing a patient might say to me!
Then just to prove it, he took a big bite out of his half eaten burger, which made a rather sickening squelching sound as it went into his mouth.
John just stared, open mouthed. I wouldn't do that, if I were you,
said Dr. Chester unexpectedly.
Do what?
asked John in confusion.
Let my mouth hang open. Not with all the flies that live here in the Wilted Chicken, at any rate.
John's mouth snapped instantly closed, and he looked around at the buzzing flies that seemed to be everywhere.
So, tell me about yourself,
said the doctor, after picking up an onion ring (dislodging several flies in the process) and starting to twirl it around in a circle on his finger. Why did you come to see me? Or perhaps more to the point, who put you up to it, eh?
He gave John a knowing wink.
My grandpa,
said John, making the doctor's smile broaden even more. He's paying for our sessions. I kept telling him I didn't need to see a shrink, but he insisted. He thinks I have unresolved psychological issues that I need to work out.
And do you?
asked Dr. Chester with another burp. He started twirling his onion ring faster, and it looked like the greasy thing might disintegrate in mid air, and send pieces flying in all directions. John instinctively shrank, hoping none of the greasy pieces would land on him.
I used to have issues, but I don't anymore,
said John firmly. Not after working for Big Jim and finally coming to myself. Not after escaping from Steve. And especially, not after giving it up for good.
There was silence at their table for a minute, punctuated only by the continuing shouts of the unhappy employees and the endless murmur of the patrons. When John did not offer more, Dr. Chester asked, "Gave WHAT up for good, might I ask? Or is that too personal to tell your shrink in a crowded fast food place full of thugs and