even this page is white
By Vivek Shraya
4.5/5
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Vivek Shraya
Vivek Shraya is an artist whose body of work crosses the boundaries of music, literature, visual art, theatre, and film. Her best-selling book I’m Afraid of Men was heralded by Vanity Fair as “cultural rocket fuel.” She is the founder of the award-winning publishing imprint VS. Books that supports emerging BIPOC writers. A seven-time Lambda Literary Award finalist, Shraya lives in Treaty 7 territory, where she is Assistant Professor of Creative Writing at the University of Calgary.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This book of poetry has a lot to say, in few words. It touches on a lot of race issues, and lgbt issues, but it's largely to make you consider, and learn more on your own. as with most poetry books, I feel like there should be more substance, but I think that might be my personal issue with poetry, not a failing of the book.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I just want to say a nig Thank You for using your platform like this.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5An interesting collection of poems about racism, whiteness, what it’s like to live as a tran woman of color. I am sad I’ve read and not listened to this book. I think I would’ve gain more if I heard the author narrate her poems.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Excellent collection. Powerful work examining themes of race, gender, sexuality, queerness, and identity of all types.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Happy Pride Month!
Even This Page is White by Vivek Shraya has to be one of my most long-awaited reads of 2017. And from the first poem, white dreams, I loved her work.
She discusses racism, colour, what it means to be brown, desire, sexuality and how in coveting whiteness, you can lose yourself. I loved that she was able to take complex, difficult issues like privilege, heteronormativity and her own anti-black racism and condense them into short, emotional, cathartic poems.
Her work is not academic in nature. It is raw, it is vulnerable, it is beautiful and radical.
Her writing is lyrical and bare, but most of all honest and I think this is something I value the most. I'm reminded of this quotation by Gwendolyn Brooks:
"In writing your poem, tell the truth as you know it. Tell your truth. Don’t try to sugar it up. Don’t force your poem to be nice or proper or normal or happy if it does not want to be. Remember that poetry is life distilled and that life is not always nice or proper or normal or happy or smooth or even-edged." -- Gwendolyn Brooks
This quotation fits her work to a tee. She writes honestly, but not in a way that is not compassionate. She writes as if she were speaking to her former self perhaps, a younger self, and when I think of all the young trans or agender people reading her work around the world, my heart is warmed. Her voice is an echo, a soft place to fall, a mirror through which young trans and LBTQIA people can see their own beauty.
I think the aspect of her work that I cherished the most was when she discussed her sexuality freely and easily in her work. Trans people are constantly seen as other, they are forever sexualised and objectified. They are portrayed in films as the butt of a sexual joke, the endless fascination with body parts, genitals and sexual preference overrides even the most PG of daytime talkshows.
Enter Vivek Shraya, talking freely of her own desire, her own parts, her own sexuality. It was a relief to see a counter-narrative to this deafening commentary, for a brown trans body to be honoured in such a way. It is wonderfully queer, and it astonishes me in this day in age that queer sex is still considered so radical, but it is.
Shraya's work is kind. Shraya's work is gentle. Shraya's work is revolutionary.
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even this page is white - Vivek Shraya
white dreams
to be anything in this world, you need to get a white person to like you.
—scaachi koul
white dreams
i have white dreams
billboards magazines
mighty praise accolades
top 10 lists and top 10 hits
so i climb dodge boulders
earn blisters but even
the top of the mountain
is white
i have a white boy i top
i dream on his long body
as his past bodies have long
built upon mine but when i cum
on the dip in his spine
even the colour of my pleasure
is white. body you betray me
the only brown i make
for sewer but for him
for him my brown body
makes white makes nice
if my cum was brown
would he still eat it? from my core
i seek courage
but even my bones
are white
is it my skin that