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The Fifth Essence (The Final Formula Series, Book 5)
The Fifth Essence (The Final Formula Series, Book 5)
The Fifth Essence (The Final Formula Series, Book 5)
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Addie Daulton has never backed down from a challenge. After all, doing the impossible is what makes her a master alchemist. So when she learns that her best friend, James Huntsman, has been banished from the mortal world, she believes she can get him back. But finding James isn’t her only problem.

An infectious breed of zombies has appeared in the city, and they’re like nothing any necromancer has seen. Addie suspects that alchemy is involved, or more specifically, an alchemist. She strongly suspects her former colleague Neil Dunstan is behind it, using the ingredient she inadvertently gave him.

And if all of this isn’t enough, New Magic suddenly vanishes as mysteriously as it appeared two decades ago. With the naming of a new Deacon only days away and infectious zombies targeting former New Magic users, it’s not the best time for Rowan to lose his power—magically or politically.

Impossible problems require improbable solutions, and circumstances keep pushing Addie to the same conclusion: the answer is buried in her family history. A history she doesn’t remember. Now to save those she cares about, and perhaps the entire city, Addie will have to face her greatest fear. Her past.

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PublisherBecca Andre
Release dateApr 27, 2017
ISBN9781370420643
The Fifth Essence (The Final Formula Series, Book 5)
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Becca Andre

Becca Andre lives in southern Ohio with her husband, two children, and an elderly Jack Russell Terrier. A love of science and math (yes, she’s weird like that), led to a career as a chemist where she blows things up far more infrequently than you’d expect. Other interests include: chocolate, hard rock, and slaying things on the Xbox. She also finds writing about herself in third person a bit strange.

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    Part 1

    Chapter 1

    Some might argue that alchemy isn’t a science, but I would beg to differ. Like any science, answers are found through the process of experimentation and analysis. But it also takes a big dollop of intuition and confidence to solve an alchemical mystery.

    I frowned at the printout, trying to decide if I saw any evidence of alchemy in the data.

    It’s definitely organic, said Mr. Thomas, the Paranormal Investigation Agency’s lab technician. It’s not pure blood, but it’s one of the major constituents. He leaned back in his seat, eyeing me. Is that normal?

    I glanced at Ian before answering. He lifted an eyebrow, but didn’t offer anything more helpful.

    To be honest, I don’t know if this was once a potion or not, I told the technician. I had worked with Mr. Thomas before, and he had shown some interest in learning more about alchemy. I didn’t want to deter a prospective student before we had begun. We found it with some other items that were almost four hundred years old.

    Mr. Thomas blinked, his gaze shifting to the old-fashioned vial that held the brown sludge we were analyzing. How could something that organic not be decayed away?

    I suspect there’s a magical component, I said.

    But four hundred years? That’s before magic returned.

    New Magic, Ian corrected. Old Magic has always been around—as has alchemy. A smile dimpled his cheeks.

    I was half tempted to point out that Ian was over two hundred years old, but learning that Ian was a lich—a dead man with his consciousness still intact—might be a bit much for Mr. Thomas to swallow.

    With closer study, I may be able to determine the potion’s purpose. I gathered the assorted printouts we had generated and slid them into a manila folder before turning to Ian. I think we verified our suspicions that it’s blood alchemy.

    We could have had James verify that when he returns.

    I didn’t want to wait that long. I winked and he smiled, but the opening of the door prevented further comment. I glanced over, more out of curiosity than because I expected to see someone I knew. It surprised me when Director Waylon walked into the lab. He had given me permission to use his lab’s resources to analyze my sample, but I didn’t think he had intended to supervise.

    Good, you’re still here. Waylon’s gaze settled on me. I feared I had missed you. Maybe he wasn’t here to supervise.

    Did the lack of explosions throw you off? I asked. I told you that I don’t blow up something every time I’m in the lab.

    Only the briefest of smiles creased Waylon’s face before he sobered.

    What’s wrong? I asked. Something must be troubling him if he didn’t respond to our running joke. Has George resurfaced? James’s brother was number one on the PIA’s most wanted list, especially after he and their other brother Henry had murdered three agents last week. James had killed Henry, but George had gotten away.

    No. This is something new. Waylon’s gaze shifted to Ian. An odd zombie situation. I wondered if I could get your input, Mr. Mallory.

    I stared at Waylon, shocked that he would ask. He never sought magical help. He made it a point of pride that the PIA operated with an entirely mundane human force.

    I would be glad to lend my assistance, Ian said. But such matters are typically brought to the Deacon’s attention.

    Since a new Deacon hasn’t been officially named, I contacted Doug. He’s already at the scene.

    I’ll go, Ian said, then turned to me, his look questioning.

    You can drop me at the lab, I said. Since my involvement in Xander’s death, I wasn’t comfortable around Doug.

    I would like you to come, too, Waylon said before Ian could comment.

    I can’t do much with zombies. Not without some preparation, anyway.

    It’s not the zombie that’s the problem. It’s the man he bit.

    Did he get an infection? I teased.

    He got something. Waylon’s eyes met mine. He’s now a zombie, too.

    That sobered me. You’re implying that he became a zombie because one bit him? You know it only works like that in Hollywood.

    Exactly, Waylon agreed. That’s why I need your input. Both of you.

    I glanced over at Ian and found him frowning. Ever heard of such a thing? I asked.

    No. I would suggest a lack of competency with the examination, but if Doug is involved, that isn’t the case.

    Then what do you suggest?

    I won’t know until I see it.

    Addie? Waylon gave me an expectant look.

    I released a breath. Show us what you got.

    Waylon nodded. I’ll drive you over.

    It looked like I would be spending some quality time with Doug this afternoon. That would probably take all the fun out of this new magical mystery.

    I stepped out of Waylon’s car and warily eyed the storefront behind the yellow crime-scene tape. Bernie’s Flowers was stenciled on the wide front window used to display an assortment of floral bouquets and balloons.

    Addie? Waylon stopped beside me.

    Last fall, a woman was murdered with one of my bullets, I said, not taking my eyes off the storefront. She worked here.

    Yes, I remember. The owner is New Magic.

    But you said there were zombies. Did the owner piss off a necromancer?

    Come inside and maybe you can help me figure it out. He headed for the front door, leaving Ian and me to follow.

    The scent of fresh flowers greeted me, a reminder of the bouquets Ian often brought home to use as both ingredients and to decorate Elysia’s dinner table. Though I knew he visited the florist mainly to purchase fresh flowers for his wife Isabelle’s grave.

    A couple of men were in the room. One held a clipboard and the other a camera. Waylon greeted them, but didn’t stop to talk. He led us through a doorway behind the register, into a second room set up as a workshop. Several counters were cluttered with half assembled bouquets, spools of ribbon, and other assorted odds and ends a florist might need.

    Though more crowded than the first room, I had no trouble picking out the one person I did know. Doug Nelson stood at the far end of the nearest counter.

    He turned to face us, his white eyes settling on Ian. Grandfather.

    Knowing that a necromancer’s eyes only turned white when he used his magic, I studied the older man standing a short distance from Doug.

    Goosebumps rose on my arms when I noticed that his dilated eyes were on me. Drool wet his chin, dropping onto the red apron he wore.

    Director. An agent stopped beside us.

    Is this the owner? Waylon gestured at the man in the red apron.

    Yes. Bernard Rosenberger.

    Ian left my side and moved closer. His blue eyes faded to white and he grunted.

    What is it? I asked.

    He’s willful. Ian studied the old man a moment, then laid a hand on Doug’s shoulder. I’ve got him.

    Doug’s white eyes reverted to vibrant blue, and he lifted a hand to rub his temple. Thank you.

    "What do you mean willful?" Waylon asked.

    Doug turned to face him. He is, from what I can tell, a zombie. An animated corpse. He should have no will.

    This isn’t natural? Waylon asked.

    I bit the inside of my cheek to keep from pointing out that nothing about necromancy was natural.

    No, Doug answered. He feels almost blood animated, but he can’t be. His nephew watched him die—after he was bitten.

    By one of his employees? Waylon had his notebook out.

    That’s the story I got, Doug answered. Mr. Rosenberger…contained that man—Doug waved a hand toward the far side of the room—who is also a zombie.

    I followed his gesture and noticed the mass of ivy growing over the far wall. Oddly, a pair of agents stood watching it. I opened my mouth to ask for clarification when the ivy moved.

    What the hell is that? Waylon asked.

    The zombie, Doug answered. Well, he’s inside. I sense him. Apparently, Mr. Rosenberger’s magical talent has to do with encouraging plant growth. That’s how he contained the zombie.

    I took a step to the side to see around the counter and noticed that several long strands of ivy covered the floor.

    Where is the nephew? Waylon asked.

    University Hospital, an agent spoke up.

    Waylon turned to the agent. Was he bitten?

    No, but he was injured, requiring surgery. We’ll have to wait until he’s recovered to get a statement.

    I walked over to Ian while Waylon asked a few more questions about the nephew’s arrival time and when he thought Mr. Rosenberger had come into work.

    What do you think? I asked Ian. Is this necromancy?

    Yes…and no.

    Would you like to elaborate?

    Doug’s right. Ian eyed the zombie florist, his expression puzzled. He feels blood animated, yet I do not sense any blood.

    Would you care to put that in layman’s terms for the non-necromancers in the room? Waylon rejoined the conversation.

    Ian smiled at Waylon’s phrasing. There is power in a necromancer’s blood, and that power can animate the dead. Give the dead a sense of purpose—to find more blood.

    Then why do it? Waylon asked.

    It makes them easier to control, Doug said, then turned to Ian. I didn’t sense any blood, either. Doug crossed his thick arms. But there’s…something. It’s like it’s just below my perception.

    Ian’s white eyes shifted to him, but he didn’t comment.

    The zombie watched Doug, but its gaze moved to Waylon when he turned away to speak to an agent. The zombie opened its mouth, allowing more saliva to spill free.

    You’re right, I spoke up. It’s not like other zombies.

    How would you know that? Doug demanded.

    It’s aware of its surroundings. It looks at each person when they speak. Its dilated eyes had shifted to me.

    It’s a zombie, Doug said. It doesn’t think. The zombie’s gaze shifted to him, belying his words.

    That’s creepy as hell. I rubbed the chill bumps on my arms. It reminds me of the time Alexander had a few zombies chase Livie and me.

    I don’t sense a ghoul master, Ian said.

    Then what do we have here? Waylon asked. Is it necromancy or not?

    Someone is playing with us, Ian said. Someone with the ability to mix necromancy with other magics, say, in a potion.

    Neil, I said. Would he do this? Could he do this? Why?

    Last I saw, you and he were working together. Doug’s blue eyes narrowed. Did you experiment on a New Magic business just to throw us off?

    "I am not working with Neil, I said. Don’t muddy the facts because you’re pissed at me."

    Then explain that. He waved a hand at the zombie florist.

    I can’t.

    "How do we explain it?" Waylon cut in.

    Analysis, I said. We isolate the magic that created it and track it back to its creator.

    Are you talking lab analysis or alchemy? Waylon asked.

    Both.

    Doug huffed out a breath and rolled his eyes.

    And what do we do about this? Waylon gestured at the florist-turned-zombie.

    Ian glanced over at Doug. Only fire or decapitation stops the undead. Fire would destroy the evidence.

    I swallowed.

    Director? Ian gave Waylon a questioning look.

    Could I impose on you and Doug to help us take both zombies back to the morgue? Waylon asked. There’s a van in the back lot—"

    We can transport them there without a van, Ian said. He and Doug could take them through the land of the dead.

    Waylon nodded. I’ll give Agent Bruner a call to let him know you’re coming. Doug had worked with Bruner, the PIA’s pathologist, before.

    Ian turned to me. Shall I return for you when we’re done?

    Yes, please. It wasn’t like I wanted to join them—and it wasn’t the zombies’ company that disturbed me.

    Doug walked over to the ivy-covered zombie and addressed the two agents standing nearby. I’ll hold him if you two would care to cut him free.

    They didn’t look too certain, but a nod from Waylon got them moving.

    Waylon turned to me. Could I have a word?

    I agreed and followed him back to the front of the store.

    What’s going on with you and Doug? Waylon asked once we were alone. Wasn’t he staying with you?

    He moved out once we resolved the problem with Ian’s brother.

    Ah. Waylon continued to watch me.

    Doug blames me for his father’s death.

    "Are you to blame?"

    I did nothing to prevent it, I answered honestly, holding Waylon’s gaze.

    He grunted. I know there was some bad blood between you and Xander.

    He wasn’t a good person. He Made Megan Fields, to ensure her silence about those magic bullets. He used one of his liches to impersonate a medical doctor to stop me from healing burn victims. The list goes on.

    But was that Xander or Alexander?

    After forty years as Alexander’s puppet, there was no distinction. I sighed. Maybe there was once, and I think that’s the man Doug remembers. Perhaps Doug thought he would return once Alexander was gone.

    But he was denied the opportunity when his cousin killed his father. Why does he blame you?

    I was working with Neil at the time.

    Waylon’s brows lifted. Apparently, no one had given him the full story. And you could have stopped Neil from killing Xander?

    I probably wouldn’t have been successful, but I could have tried. I made some bad choices, and now I have to pay for them.

    You once told me that there are no wrong actions when you’re doing the right thing.

    I discovered that the end doesn’t always justify the means.

    A small smile curled Waylon’s mouth. And I discovered that sometimes it does.

    I knew Waylon had covered up evidence to keep Doug from being wrongly accused in one of Neil’s schemes.

    I might be a bad influence.

    Waylon turned serious. You didn’t kill Xander?

    No. Not technically, I just helped Neil use him as an ingredient. An ingredient that I suspected had just come back to bite me in the ass.

    I sat on the back stoop outside Bernie’s Flowers and watched a PIA van pull away, carrying the evidence they had gathered to the forensics lab. My attention drifted back to Ian and Doug, who had just returned from delivering the zombies to the morgue. They stood in the small parking lot beside Doug’s car. A car I had ridden in before. I assumed they discussed the upcoming necromancer gathering that would formally name Doug the new Deacon, but I didn’t join the conversation.

    I studied the sidewalk at my feet, bothered anew by how much my fallout with Doug troubled me. We had become friends during the time he had stayed with me. At least, I considered us friends. Now, he saw me as an enemy.

    After several minutes, Doug and Ian separated, and Doug climbed into his sleek Mercedes and drove off.

    I got to my feet and walked over to Ian. Let’s go tell Waylon we’re done here, then you can take me home. Back to the lab where I could lose myself in my work.

    I believe Doug will come around in time, Ian said, ignoring my comment.

    I doubt it.

    He knows Neil is to blame for his father’s death.

    I didn’t want to get into that again. What do you think? Is Neil to blame for what happened here?

    It’s possible, but I don’t see the motive.

    I don’t see one, either, I admitted.

    Perhaps we should wait for the lab and autopsy results. Necromancy is no longer the only magic in the world.

    Hey now. Alchemy has always been around, too.

    True, but the advent of New Magic really opened the possibilities.

    With alchemy, anything is possible and always has been. I winked. Don’t try to downplay your shortcomings.

    He laughed and pulled open the back door, taking no offense, as always.

    I stepped inside and waited for him to join me. Speaking of New Magic, it’s time I got back to work. James might have let me off the hook with Elysia, but I still need to find a way to help Rowan.

    Ian smiled. He had been overjoyed that James had finally found a way to harness the magical compatibility between him and Elysia to undo the damage done to her when the ghost of Ian’s daughter had possessed her. Ian hadn’t even offered one word of protest when James asked Elysia to marry him and she accepted. It had brought tears to my eyes watching Elysia and Ian’s impromptu father-daughter dance at the reception last night.

    Ian and Elysia hadn’t been the only ones dancing. I had spent most of the evening in Rowan’s arms. So it really surprised me when he let Ian take me home after an all too brief kiss. I might have temporarily returned Rowan’s control of his magic when I used my blood on him after his cardiac arrest, but he didn’t seem willing to test its limits.

    Yes, I needed to get back to work.

    Entering the now empty back room, we headed to the front of the store where Waylon waited. But he wasn’t alone. As if my thoughts had summoned him, Rowan stood with Waylon.

    Where have you two been? Rowan asked. I’ve been trying to reach you all morning. You’ve got to stop forgetting your phone. He directed the last at me.

    Sorry. We were at the PIA’s lab using their… I fell silent, watching him walk toward me. There was something different about him, but I couldn’t put a finger on what.

    He wasn’t angry. Actually, he was smiling. I’ve been trying to call you all morning. Now I’m thinking I should have just called at four a.m. and woken you—or did you notice it, too? A faint frown wrinkled his forehead. That’s when I figured out what was different about him.

    Rowan, your eyes, I whispered.

    His grin returned, his delight twinkling in eyes that were no longer gray.

    They’re blue, I finished. A light sky blue to be accurate.

    It’s my natural color. He gripped my shoulders. Addie, the magic is gone.

    Chapter 2

    W hat? I managed to say, staring into Rowan’s blue eyes.

    New Magic. The Fire. It’s gone. Addie, I’m no longer an Element.

    My mouth dropped open, and it took a couple of attempts to close it. The others…

    Cora, Donovan, Era—everyone. New Magic is gone. Just as suddenly as it appeared, it vanished.

    Waylon looked away, and I could tell he wasn’t pleased. By his lack of surprise, I suspected that Rowan had told him before we walked in.

    But why? How? I asked.

    Who knows, who cares? Rowan laughed. Don’t you see? You don’t have to cure me. I’m free.

    Oh. I stared at him, trying to absorb what he had said. His joy threw me off. Rowan had never complained about his lot in life. He had accepted his magic, living with the physical limitations as well as the expectations that he lead the magical community. He never shirked his duties, so his obvious joy of being relieved of them surprised me.

    Well? he asked, his expression growing concerned. Are you disappointed?

    That you’re free? God, no. But it really bothers me that we don’t know why it left—or came in the first place.

    Of course. He smiled and cupped my cheek in his palm. Unanswered questions never sit well with you. Perhaps I could distract you? He leaned down and took my mouth with his, the kiss forceful, passionate, and by no means chaste.

    It embarrassed me that Ian and Waylon were still in the room, but after a few moments, I no longer cared. Rowan had never kissed me like this, and I was shocked to realize how much he had been holding back.

    When he finally released me, I slumped against his chest, wrapping my arms around his waist.

    Come away with me, he whispered against my hair. I need a vacation in the worst way.

    I looked up. A vacation? To where?

    I don’t know. The Caribbean? Hawaii? Name a place.

    I… The events of the afternoon were still vivid in my mind.

    What is it?

    I stepped back out of his arms. I’m sure Waylon told you what happened here.

    It sounds like someone angered a necromancer. Doug is looking into it.

    I think it’s Neil.

    Rowan frowned.

    We don’t know that he’s involved, Ian spoke up. And we won’t know until we get the lab results back. A bit of a getaway is just what you need. What you both need.

    Waylon didn’t look pleased, but he remained silent.

    What about Doug’s upcoming party? I turned to Rowan. We can’t leave town. He invited you.

    He invited the Elements.

    Do you think it’s wise that we announce that New Magic is gone? What if that inspires Neil to try something…bigger?

    I’ll be here, Ian said.

    You’re soul bound to Neil.

    Rowan sighed. Give it up, Mallory. She’s not going to let this go.

    Rowan, I—

    He pressed a finger to my lips, then surprised me by smiling. I know you. You won’t be able to rest until this matter is settled.

    But—

    How about just for the night? I’ll book a room downtown. You’ll be only a quick drive away.

    He looked so hopeful that I couldn’t turn him down—not that I wanted to.

    How could I refuse? I winked.

    Rowan grinned. Then go pack a bag. He waved a hand at Ian, suggesting he transport me to the lab. I’ll book a room and pick you up at your place. He pulled out his phone and headed for the door.

    I smiled. New Magic might be gone, but that didn’t stop the Flame Lord from ordering me around.

    Waylon took a step after him, lifting a hand as if to speak, but stopped and let Rowan leave the shop. He turned to face us. What’s going on?

    I assumed he referred to the disappearance of New Magic. I’ll figure it out, I promised him.

    Ian wordlessly opened a portal.

    I bid Waylon farewell, then followed Ian into the land of the dead.

    After a quick trip to my room to pack an overnight bag, I hurried down to the lab and found Ian at his bench, his lab journal open before him.

    No Rowan? I asked.

    Not yet.

    I pulled up a stool and sat beside him. What do you think of all this?

    I think some time away will do you both some good.

    No, I meant about New Magic. Why did it just disappear like that?

    Ian laid down his pen and looked up. I understand it appeared just as abruptly.

    What happens when word gets out?

    There will be another shift in the world order.

    But Old Magic has always been around. Things are no different than they were two decades ago.

    Things are very different, Ian said. We no longer hide what we are.

    I got to my feet and paced to the end of the workbench. I don’t feel good about this.

    Rowan’s magic isn’t going to kill him.

    Okay, I like that part, but what happens when he’s no longer around to keep order?

    I know you’ve had your differences lately, but Doug is a good man.

    He’s a man of honor and integrity who will make a great Deacon—if he gets to hang on to the title. But he’s not the most powerful necromancer out there.

    The rumble of an engine announced that a car had pulled up behind the lab. It must be Rowan.

    Ian rose to his feet and walked over to me. Stop borrowing trouble. He gripped my shoulders. Now go enjoy yourself. I’ll hold down the fort.

    And you’ll call if there’s a problem?

    Yes, Mistress. He smiled.

    I rolled my eyes. I had a feeling that it would have to be a dire problem before he called me.

    Oh wow. I left my bag by the door and walked deeper into the room Rowan had booked. I called it a room, but it was technically a suite.

    Crossing the living room, I pushed open a set of French doors and stepped into the spacious bedroom. In the far corner, a sunken hot tub sat near a pair of doors that opened onto a balcony.

    What is this, the honeymoon suite? I asked.

    Yes.

    I turned to face him, and he grinned at me.

    I’ve wanted to bring you to a place like this for some time—although, I would have preferred a private villa on some tropical island.

    And I intend to let you fulfill that fantasy. I walked back to him.

    I offered to book a place like this for James last night. I figured I could at least live vicariously through him, but he had other plans.

    What other plans?

    I didn’t ask. I was afraid it might involve a crypt or something.

    I laughed and looped my arms around his neck. And now you don’t have to live vicariously.

    His hands settled on my waist, but instead of kissing me, he took a breath and released it. Since I woke this morning, I’ve been afraid this would all turn out to be a dream.

    It’s not. Your eyes really are blue. That still weirded me out a little. I had thought the eye color had been a genetic change. Apparently, I was wrong.

    Rowan’s brow wrinkled. I’m scared the magic will return, he whispered. What if I’m not prepared?

    I think you’ll be much better prepared than you were the first time.

    I intend to continue what I’ve been doing, disciplining myself as if the Fire really could escape my control.

    I nodded. That sounds wise. I really wished I could figure out why the magic seemed to come and go on its own.

    But not today. Those blue eyes held mine as he continued. Today, I’m going to let go—for the first time in almost twenty years.

    I smiled. I’m curious as to what that’s like.

    Shall I show you?

    Please.

    He grinned. Let me fill the hot tub.

    The hot tub turned out to be a good idea. I hadn’t realized how tense I was until the bubbling jets of warm water and Rowan’s strong fingers began to loosen my tight muscles.

    I groaned, pressing my forehead against the side of the tub while Rowan massaged my shoulders.

    Better? he asked.

    Mmm.

    He worked his way down my back, kneading the muscles to either side of my spine. Had I realized how tense you were, I could have hired you a massage therapist before now. There’s a spa Cora frequents that—

    I’m really not too keen on being rubbed down by a stranger. I think it would just make me more tense.

    A lot of people seem to like it.

    I’m not like a lot of people.

    True.

    I glanced back over my shoulder at him.

    What? he asked.

    Aren’t you supposed to say something like, thank God there aren’t more people like you?

    He smiled. I’ve got you naked in a hot tub. I’m not going to mess this up.

    Ah. I turned to face him. But you were thinking it.

    He gave me a mischievous grin, then leaned down to kiss me. When he pulled me into his lap, I decided to let the argument go.

    I had showered with Rowan before, but something about being submerged in a tub of bubbling warm water with him added a whole new dynamic. Maybe it was the lack of visibility that left all explorations to be done by touch. Maybe it was the buoyancy of the water or the slick feel of wet skin on wet skin. Whatever it was, I reaffirmed that the hot tub was, indeed, a good idea.

    But the hot tub wasn’t the only new dynamic. With Rowan’s magic no longer a factor, I could explore his body as he had so frequently explored mine. In the past, he’d usually had to limit himself to just pleasing me, keeping such a tight rein on his emotions that I often couldn’t even touch him. Now that was no longer the case.

    Damn, he spoke the word on an exhale. Keep that up and I’m not going to last.

    I arched an eyebrow but didn’t stop what I was doing.

    With something like a growl, he cut my exploring short and pinned me to the side of the tub, kissing me with an intensity that left me lightheaded.

    I want to see you, he said against my mouth. He encouraged me to climb from the tub and join him on a pile of towels.

    The air cooled my wet skin, but Rowan didn’t give me a chance to grow cold. He pressed me down against the towels, his hands sliding over my body and rubbing away the chill bumps.

    We only had the patience for a brief rubdown as we’d both waited too long for this. I wrapped my legs around his waist, and he needed no more encouragement. I loved seeing him this uninhibited. No hesitation. No fear. This was who Rowan really was.

    I gave up analyzing the situation and left my control wherever he had left his until we both slipped over that edge. For one blissful moment, all my worries floated away.

    Huh, no fireworks, I said as he collapsed on the towels beside me. Except the ones inside my eyelids.

    He laughed, then pulled me against him, hugging me close.

    I waited, expecting him to say something, but he remained silent, his breathing a little rough.

    Rowan?

    He released a breath that shook, then his lips brushed my forehead. I’ve waited so long, he whispered.

    I lifted my head to look into those blue eyes I still wasn’t used to. That bad?

    Yes. His gaze held mine. I could never just feel. I couldn’t lose myself to the brush of your lips or the touch of your hands. I longed to be with you and yet when I was, it was torment.

    I trailed my fingers along his jaw, my heart aching. I’m sorry I never found a way to help you.

    That wasn’t an accusation.

    I know, but… I stopped, trying to organize my thoughts. You hid it so well, I had no idea how much you wanted to be free of this.

    I had no choice but to accept it.

    I thought about Colby, the young Fire Element who had wanted to escape his magic so desperately that he had gone to Neil—and ended up being Made. Had Rowan wanted out almost as desperately?

    I’m so glad you hung on, I said.

    You were worth it.

    That stunned me to silence.

    He cupped my cheek. But you don’t think so.

    I don’t deserve the faith you have in me.

    Yes, you do, and one day, you’ll prove it.

    I hope so. I dropped my gaze.

    He leaned in and took my lips with his. I kissed him back just as ardently until he tried to roll me onto my back.

    No, I said against his lips. My turn.

    He grinned. What are you planning?

    I recall a few times when you tormented me, refusing to let me touch you.

    Do you have vengeance in mind, alchemist?

    Yes, Your Grace, I do.

    I woke on my stomach. It wasn’t usually the most comfortable position, but the extra soft mattress made up for it. I didn’t want to move, though I wondered what time it was. The light coming in around the drawn curtains had dimmed.

    A finger trailed along my spine, and I pulled in a breath.

    Have a nice nap? Rowan asked.

    Mmm.

    Was that a yes? He ran his palm down my back until he cupped my bare backside.

    I gasped.

    He chuckled, and his hand slid up my back once more.

    You’re not going to make me move, are you? I asked. We had done a lot of moving.

    Are you sore?

    That would require movement for me to verify.

    He laughed. How about another soak in the hot tub?

    I turned my head toward him. He rested on one elbow, a grin creasing his face.

    I’m intrigued, I admitted.

    My phone, lying on the nightstand behind me, rang. I recognized the ringtone and pushed myself up. That’s Ian.

    Rowan frowned.

    He wouldn’t call unless it was important. I scooted to the edge of the bed, pulling the sheet around me before I picked up the phone. It seemed indecent to answer the phone in the nude, even if Ian couldn’t see me.

    Ian, what’s wrong? I said into the phone.

    I’m sorry, but I knew you would be upset if I didn’t call and tell you.

    Tell me what?

    James is missing.

    What? Did George find him?

    Yes, but—

    I’m on my way. I ended the call.

    What is it?

    George found James. Now James is missing.

    Rowan immediately turned and climbed from the bed. We can be back at the lab in twenty minutes.

    I smiled, pleased that he set aside his well-deserved vacation to go help James. Neil and George, I said. Once we deal with those bastards, we’re heading to that island villa.

    Rowan glanced back, his eyes holding mind. Consider it done.

    Rowan parked the Camaro in the small lot behind the lab, beside an unfamiliar 4X4 pickup truck. The vehicle made me uneasy, but it wasn’t until I stepped up beside it and saw the demolished remains of a dog box that had been built into the bed of the truck that I got really anxious.

    I jogged around the vehicle to the back door and rushed inside, Rowan right on my heels. Hurrying down the hall, I stepped into the lab and stumbled to a stop. Ian and Elysia stood a short distance away, but I only glanced at them. My attention locked on George Huntsman.

    What the hell? Rowan gripped my shoulder and pulled me back.

    It’s okay. Elysia stepped forward, and I noticed that she still wore the dress she had worn to her reception last night. She turned a frown on George. Sit back down. Her eyes flickered white a split second before he dropped onto the nearest stool.

    Oh my God, I whispered.

    Yes, Elysia said, her tone just as soft. He’s dead.

    James’s last surviving brother was dead. My gaze shifted to Ian. When you said James was missing…

    Ian’s eyes met mine. I meant from the mortal plane.

    Chapter 3

    My thoughts spun in useless circles as I tried to take in what they told me. All of James’s brothers were dead. Without them, he couldn’t remain on the mortal plane. He was…dead.

    No, I said. No. He can’t be gone.

    Elysia walked over to me. A clean white bandage encircled her shoulder, her skin almost as pale. Not gone, no. Trapped.

    Trapped? Trapped where?

    It’s my fault. A tear rolled down her cheek. I commanded him not to go into the light.

    The light, I whispered.

    Do you remember it? James told me that you almost crossed over, after Gavin clawed you.

    The memory was hazy, but I did remember. I remembered wanting to walk into it very much—until James called me away.

    Rowan’s hand settled on the small of my back.

    What happened? I asked Elysia. How did George end up a lich?

    After the reception, James and I went to his place in Athens. George found us and, long story short, James killed him before he could kill me. Then James…vanished, she finished in a whisper.

    And you don’t know where he is? I asked her.

    No. She raked her hands back through her tangled blonde hair. But it’s dark there.

    My stomach rolled over. How do you know?

    I can still feel him, through the bond.

    I turned to Ian. What does this mean? Is he trapped in the land of the dead?

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