A Family No Matter What
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If you have children and are separating or considering divorce, you absolutely must read A Family No Matter What before you make any permanent decisions. In this stirring personal memoir, Ontological Coach, Sandrine Perradin reveals how with commitment, mutual respect, boundary setting, and love, it really is possible to create a beautiful divorce, and to still have a very strong family where each can thrive and be happy. You’ll follow Sandrine through an emotional international journey as she falls deeply in love, marries, has three children, and then experiences the disintegration of her marriage 16 years later. Sandrine refused to have the typical ugly divorce. She envisioned love and respect for the foundation of this new kind of family... She wanted a Beautiful Divorce, and that’s exactly what she created! A Family No Matter What is the deeply moving account of her heartfelt determination to ...
- Graciously maneuver the treacherous waters of divorce
- Create a healthy and peaceful co-parenting structure
- Grow a strong united divorced family where everyone can thrive
- Raise happy, confident, and secure children
Divorce is always painful. But it doesn’t always have to be ugly. In A Family No Matter What , you’ll learn inspiring life lessons and discover you really can navigate the challenges and co-parent a thriving family.
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A Family No Matter What - Sandrine Perradin
A FAMILY NO MATTER WHAT
A Family No Matter What
The Journey to a Beautiful Divorce, Happy Children,
and a Vibrant Life
Sandrine Perradin
Copyright © 2017 by Sandrine Perradin
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The author of this book does not give medical advice and does not prescribe the use of any technique as a form of treatment for physical, emotional, or medical problems without the advice of a physician. The intent of the author is only to offer information of a general nature to guide you in your quest for emotional and spiritual well-being. In the event you use any of the information on this book for yourself, the author and the publisher assume no responsibility for your actions.
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IBN-10: 0-692-96361-8
ISBN-13: 978-0-692-96361-6
Ebook prepared by: Kabeer Baloch
FOR
My children, our next generation
Table Of Content
Acknowledgments
Foreword
Prologue
Tainted Happy Childhood
America, I Have A Dream
Sparks In His Eyes, Love In My Heart
Nesting for Motherhood
Losing My Dad
Moving And Growing Apart
The Turning Point With A Vision
Falling Apart
Telling The Children
I Now Pronounce You Divorced
Had I become highly contagious?
My New Home
Being The Strength For My Babies
Communicating With the Person Who Broke Your Heart
Facing My Emotions
Finding Gratitude
My Ex-Husband’s First New Girlfriend
My Ex-Husband’s New Life Partner
When Is The Right Time For A New Relationship?
The Aftermath
Random Raw Truths
Questions and Answers
Acknowledgments
I would like to thank:
My ex-husband David, for being with me in this journey, for giving me the support and answers I needed to write this book. I wish him and his new bride, Meg, happiness.
My dad for his constant support and for believing in me, always.
My friends and family, who have shared my joys, my struggles, my pains, my laughter and my life. It could not be so beautiful without you. A very special thanks to Gil, Steve, Leslie, and Veronique.
All my angels, fairies, and lucky stars for bringing so much colors into my life.
And most of all, I want to thank my children, Timo, Liam and Sienna, for inspiring me to be the best person I can be, and for giving me the courage to live to the fullest. You are my life. I love you.
Foreword
This is the story of the love of a woman for her children and family. This is my story. I share from the heart my early experiences, the despair, confusion and relief of ending my marriage, and the success of my life with and after divorce: the lessons I learned, the pain, and the happy moments that created the harmonious life we now live as a divorced family. I share the lows when I lost faith in myself and the highs of discovering what I am made of. And how I found the courage to embrace and stand up for my core values, my children, my family and myself.
The ending of my marriage was one of the most painful periods of my life, yet it was the most profound. I came to know my strengths as well as my shortcomings; I discovered gratitude and true respect. I learned to trust my heart, to let go, to choose my battles and to communicate clearly and respectfully during conflicts. I understood that my ex-husband and I would be in each other’s lives until the end. I now know that we are a family, no matter what.
And through all of this, I became the person I wanted to become with the life I wanted to live.
As I wrote and revised this manuscript, I decided to refrain from going into the dirt of my marriage. It would create unnecessary hurt to the ones I love, my family. As couples, we all have things that work and things that don’t. We all can be at our worst at any given moment, and I didn’t wish to paint an ugly face on my ex-husband, the father of my children. He is a good person no matter his shortcomings, and so am I. During those sixteen years of being together, we had our share of love and laughs, and unfortunately, struggles that eventually took over our marriage.
SANDRINE PERRADIN
Prologue
A glimpse of the future…
Feb 2017...
It is my daughter’s birthday; she is turning ten. I am taking her and my two boys to the mall, so we can all be with her as she is getting her ears pierced, something she has been anticipating for many years. She then decides that she wants to have sushi for her birthday dinner. I text David, my ex-husband, and tell him to meet us at 6:30 pm in that little sushi place in our small town. As we walk toward the restaurant, I see David and his life partner, Meg, through the window. They are waiting for us to get a table. Big smiles come to us as we get close to them, everyone hugging everyone. We all sit at the table and together celebrate Sienna’s birthday. We light candles, have a few drinks, laugh, talk about life, and give her presents. The evening is light-hearted, fun, sincere, and filled with happiness. Three hours later, we depart, hugging each other tight, kissing on the cheeks, and telling each other see you next week
for Liam’s choir concert.
Chapter One
Tainted Happy Childhood
The vision I created for my own family started with the family I grew up in. That’s where I learned about love and trust, about the agony of separation, about how much children need their parents, and parents need their children. I started life in a small village in France. Our commune, Guereins, with a population of roughly five hundred people, was north of Lyon, near the Alps. There was one elementary school, a post office, a bakery, two hairdressers, a butcher, a small grocery store, and three bars that seem to be always open. There was always someone in there drinking coffee or a glass of wine. The bars were the heart of the village, where people would get together, talk, gossip, connect, play cards, dice, or bocce ball in summer. In many ways, it was an idyllic place to raise a family. Your parents always ended up knowing everything you were doing, as there were no secrets to be kept. It was a safe and secure environment. My family included my mom, my dad, my brother, and my two sisters. We were just a typical family in a typical little French village.
However, typical was never again used to describe my family after that dreadful morning: the day my mom died. When it was still dark outside, early in the morning, our family doctor entered the bedroom I shared with my older sister. We were still sleeping. In a very soft and low voice he said that our mom was very sick. We needed to be very quiet and to get dressed. What he did not say was that she was already dead and that she took her own life after battling years of depression, which we children would only find out many years later. We got up, as quiet as the doctor had asked us to be, got dressed, and the next thing I remember is being at my paternal grandmother’s with my older sister, still thinking that my mom would come and get us soon. After a few days there, one afternoon, the front door opened, and I saw my father coming in. I was so happy to see him! I ran toward him, he kneeled down, and the first thing I remember him saying to me was: Mommy is dead.
I was six years old.
I didn’t quite understand what just had been said. My brain could not process it. He asked me to get my sister, who was in the bathroom, so I ran there and called through the door, Anne, Anne, Mommy is dead, Mommy is dead.
She responded that it was not true. And I said, Yes it is true; Papa just told me. She was trying to come out as quickly as she could, but the door was stuck from the humidity in the house. She was shaking the door to make it open. I suddenly could sense the urgency, the fear in the air. After trying a few times, she finally came out, and we—my father, my grandmother, my sister and I—gathered in my grandfather’s office. My brother and my little sister were not with us, as they stayed with other family members. Four children were just too many for most families to take care of. Anne and I were standing on the couch, to be at same height as my dad and my grandmother. I could hear the drumroll in my head, waiting for my father to say something. What was happening? Nothing was making sense, but my body was on alert; it knew something terrible had just happened. I saw his lips moving and eventually his words made it to my ears, and I heard: Mommy died while she was sleeping.
My grandmother was holding my sister, and my dad was holding me. We all cried together, just that one time. Never again. Tears were not allowed in my grandparents’ house; tears were for the weak. After that, I never saw a drop out of my grandmother, nor any affection either. She was a stoic, strong woman who survived World War II by herself with two young kids while my grandfather was held prisoner by the Germans. Seeing my grandmother cry, at that moment, felt unreal, and it was the sound of her pain that got my attention. It sounded like she was laughing. Of course, she was not, but it sounded just like that. This is what my mind decided to focus on, instead of feeling the sadness that was crawling into my heart to stay for years to come.
I have very few memories of my mother. I think my brain blocked out almost everything to protect me from the pain, and everyone seemed to be helping me forget about her. She became an untouchable, immaculate subject. No one in the family, our friends, or in the community wanted to talk about who she really was, or her death. Maybe they were concerned about hurting us, but I think they were afraid to let their tears out. No one seemed to know how to process this sad death. Everyone preferred to just try to forget. Yet her death was never forgotten; how could a village of five hundred people forget the woman who killed herself, leaving four very young children and a husband who adored her? It always hung above our heads.
It was May 1977 when she said her final goodbye. School was still in session for a few more months, and life had to resume. After days of staying with family, we returned home, and a new chapter started. We tried to pretend that nothing had changed; yet everything did. She was not there, and she left a huge hole in her place. Just a couple of weeks after her death, we were having dinner, and I was filled with questions. I wanted to