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Limbo Babies: A Poetic Memoir
Limbo Babies: A Poetic Memoir
Limbo Babies: A Poetic Memoir
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Limbo Babies: A Poetic Memoir

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Everything is a poem. Nothing is safe. Limbo Babies is a poetic journal based on memories of a life once thought to be normal.
LanguageEnglish
PublisherBookBaby
Release dateJan 15, 2018
ISBN9781543921878
Limbo Babies: A Poetic Memoir

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    Limbo Babies - JJ Goss

    Aftermath

    Delivering the Babies

    I have a feeling

    in the place

    where once babies rocked

    secured in the car seat

    of my womb

    again, they wake me

    at night

    wet and hungry for attention

    it’s been a long time since I was

    the unloved child

    a misbehaving mommy

    bad wife

    your life

    is too good now

    the editor said

    I’m losing it

    my sharp edge

    broken glass

    left on the floor

    nothing more

    than a shattered mess

    waiting for a broom

    I let them go

    I didn’t follow

    no longer wanting to collect

    shards of shame

    and defiance

    but I couldn’t ignore it

    the kicking

    that woke me up at night

    checking the watch

    between contractions

    legs spread

    baring down

    in preparation

    and ready now

    once again

    time to push hard

    and deliver my babies

    Nesting

    They were nestled together

    inside each other

    one brightly painted body

    designed to contain another

    all but the tiniest one

    This one is not empty

    You cannot take her apart

    She has not been hollowed out

    She is solid

    She is whole

    but so very tiny

    she’s easily lost

    Mom Wore Glasses Like Jackie O

    Mom Wore glasses like Jackie O

    She had a camera face

    She had pedal-pusher legs

    She served drinks

    in metal tumblers

    of silver, gold and green

    Her door was open

    just enough

    for a tiny crack of light

    to fall

    on the blankets

    rising and falling in time

    with the clock on the dresser

    by the phone

    Mom said her hands

    didn’t work in the morning

    She said her head ached

    for the dark

    Her veins were clogged

    with blood and tonic

    but there were sequined dresses

    in the closet

    a tiara wrapped in paper

    inside a chest of hope

    a box filled with strings of beads

    and memories

    tangled

    broken

    In the shadows of her room

    a cast of bottles performed

    this time the Queen of Chanel

    and the King of Old Spice

    are giving it one more chance

    They had called off the attorneys

    and were now holding

    their tiny Bird of Paradise

    She will be different

    they said

    as they walked her over the cracked mirror

    She will fix our world

    My mother had flamingo lips

    She had a say cheese smile

    the kind that always left behind

    tiny specks of brilliant color

    on her straight white teeth

    Disobedience

    No one knew she was expecting

    even at the end

    she said smiling

    and proud never to allow

    anything to show

    My sister pulled on her face

    trying to turn her attention

    in another direction

    but she was made of Play-Doh

    and small fingers barely made a dent

    that couldn’t be smoothed away later

    or molded into something

    we would never recognize

    The words in books

    moved through her lips

    as she read aloud

    in a stranger’s voice

    We’d never understand

    the cryptic messages

    and could only search for her

    on every page

    The high heeled shoes outside the window

    on a rainy day

    The disobedient mother

    running off to the places

    she was not allowed to go.

    In the middle of the night

    in the room thick with menthol

    and my head as big as the moon

    She told me of heaven

    and I told her I wanted to go there

    right now

    An Unexpected Savior

    After the argument

    she covered the walls

    in melancholy colors

    papered them with glue

    and fields of flowers

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