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Star Soldier Episode Four
Star Soldier Episode Four
Star Soldier Episode Four
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Star Soldier Episode Four

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The final battle for her world begins.
The rift monsters won’t hold back. They’ve sacrificed everything to survive, and they will give yet more to stop Ami and Xin from delivering the final blow.
They say a true soldier never stops fighting. They say a true soldier will win, despite the odds.
Ami and her world are about to find out just who she is and whether she’s enough to save them.
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Star Soldier follows a gutsy soldier and her ex fighting to save their world from an alien invasion. If you love your space operas with action, force, and a splash of romance, grab Star Soldier Episode Four today and soar free with an Odette C. Bell series.

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Release dateJan 27, 2018
ISBN9781370676279
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    Star Soldier Episode Four - Odette C. Bell

    Chapter 1

    Ami

    I was always the girl who never needed any help. Now?

    Crushed. I’m crushed.

    Jason has pulled me into the main body of the transport.

    Commander Franks is busy piloting the damn thing as we push through the tunnels beneath the compound.

    Me?

    I’m slowly breaking apart. Sorry, did I say slowly?

    It’s cruelly fast. Every second, I feel like every memory that made me is being crushed by an unstoppable force.

    Even Xin wouldn’t have the power to keep me whole.

    As for Xin, I’m not fool enough to call on her. For one, I don’t need to. Beatrix was right, and the level VII monsters haven’t come across us in the tunnels. And considering what we’ve got ahead of us – the final mission for my world – I can’t afford to call on Xin unnecessarily. I have to preserve her energy for as long as I can.

    Because the oncoming fight? Will be hell.

    I feel like burying my head in my hands.

    The only thing that stops me from completely giving in to my anger and fear is Jason.

    He’s standing above me, one hand clutched on the railing as he stares at me and not the crazy view through the window to our side.

    I still have no idea how this self-healing metal technology works, but it’s amazing stuff. For as the transport punches forward, the tunnel seems to knit itself right in front of our eyes, punching through the rock and dirt of the Badlands.

    If the circumstances were ordinary, both Jason and I would be pressed up against the portholes, staring in gob-smacked awe.

    The circumstances aren’t normal.

    They’re completely heart-crushingly terrifying.

    I should be stronger than this. A little voice in my head that isn’t crushed by the circumstances demands that. Yes, I have no idea what’s going on back at the compound, but I can bet that the level VII monsters are tearing it apart trying to find me. Yes, the future of my entire world is now on my small shoulders. And yes, everything I know is being crushed, and every fact about my existence is being rewritten. That doesn’t matter. I’ve always lived my life knowing my strength and self-worth. And if I haven’t always had the strength and self-worth to survive some circumstance, I’ve simply pretended that I have. But I’ve never shown weakness. My entire damn personality is built around never showing weakness.

    Especially in front of Jason.

    But now that doesn’t frigging matter. Now I just sit there, crumpled in a heap as Jason’s concerned face fills my peripheral vision.

    He doesn’t say anything. Not for a long while. I could kid myself that Jason is just being the consummate soldier, and while, though he appears to be concerned for me, the rest of his senses are actually locked on the transport, that’s a lie.

    I can see it in his eyes.

    So many things left unsaid. So much grief.

    I think I’ve told you before, but I’ll tell you again. I never understood how a handsome, apparently accomplished man like Jason could ever be into me.

    This isn’t forgiving him for selling me out to the General. This is me acknowledging that for a woman who apparently had perfect self-esteem, there was always a chink in it, and that chink was the man standing only a meter to my side. The man who won’t blink if it means tearing his gaze off me for even a second.

    Some people live their life thinking that the good things that happen to them are down to luck. Others – like me – think that good things simply won’t last because I don’t deserve them.

    Maybe Jason is done watching me in silence, because he clears his throat. There’s such a careful edge to it, it draws my attention back to him. Just when I want to collapse my head in my hands in a pathetic attempt to make this horrifying situation go away, I’m forced to tug my head back as I stare at him.

    As soon as we make eye contact, I see it all on fast forward again. The guilt and sorrow that’s been eating him up inside since we saw each other in the compound.

    Ami, I’m sorry. I know it’s inexcusable, but I was always just following orders. And I… I would’ve acted, he adds.

    Usually Jason’s voice never wavers. Maybe in anger, but not in fragility. Because men like Jason are never fragile. They always know their mind; they always know precisely what they need to do to let others know their mind, too. That is to say, if Jason Everett wants you to understand something, he will lay it out plain and clear until you understand.

    Now?

    Damn, if I look like I’m overcome, he’s worse. He may technically be capable of standing, but his expression is crushed, almost beyond redemption.

    He takes another hurried breath that makes his chest punch out against his uniform. I would’ve acted, Ami. Believe that. If the General… if he tried to kill you, I would’ve acted. No matter the costs.

    It would be damn easy to call bullshit on that. It would be easy as hell to point out to Jason that if he’d wanted to act to save me, he could damn well have done it earlier.

    I don’t, though.

    I’ve never been a woman to back down from a fight. It’s a consequence of never needing any help. If you can’t rely on anyone, then you have to overcome every single battle on your own.

    Now?

    I… can’t.

    My world is narrowing. Becoming impossibly goddamn small until the only things that fill it are this damn transport and my upcoming mission.

    So even though the old me would push away Jason with all her strength, the new me wants to shift forward, just to get closer to him, just to confirm that someone else is living through this hell with me.

    Jason presses his lips together tightly once more and swallows. I know what you’re thinking. And you have every right to think it. But… trust me, he says, and his fragility is finally giving way to strength, almost as if he’s starting to believe his own argument. I would never have allowed the General to kill you. I would have acted, his voice shakes on the word would.

    I breathe. I face him. And I look for someone to blame.

    It’s always been my style. When it’s clear a problem wasn’t created by me, then I look for the person who did create the problem. And I’ve spent a hell of a long time and a lot of emotional energy blaming most things on Jason.

    Now?

    It’s like I can see through all of that bullshit for the first time in my life.

    Blame it on Xin inside me. Blame it on the fact that she gives me a wise perspective I never had. Or blame it on the simple realization that none of this is easy. For anyone. Franks was right. The General was never the kind of man to accept people’s indecision or questions. If Jason had ever shown a desire to protect me, Cral wouldn’t have blinked at shooting him. Jason did what he had to to survive, just as I did what I had to to survive, just as the compound and Beatrix and all those other scientists who were technically responsible for this war did what they had to to survive.

    And the Vevex? More than anyone, they did what they had to to live another day.

    I draw up a hand, and though I’m so weak all I want to do is collapse my head into it, I get stuck staring at my fingers.

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