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The Golden Trilogy (The Complete Series): The Golden Trilogy
The Golden Trilogy (The Complete Series): The Golden Trilogy
The Golden Trilogy (The Complete Series): The Golden Trilogy
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The complete Golden Trilogy + exclusive bonus novella not found anywhere else.

Golden (Book 1)

Locked (Book 2)

Edge (Book 3)

Forged (Prequel Novella about Auluria)

Tempered (Prequel Novella about Dov-unavailable elsewhere)

“Golden is a daring retelling full of intrigue, betrayal, danger, and just the right amount of swoon. You will never see 'Goldilocks' the same way again! A must read!” –Sherry Ficklin, author of QUEEN OF SOMEDAY

"A fast-paced and thrilling dystopian with a surprising fairytale twist, GOLDEN is perfect for fans of The Hunger Games or Divergent looking for their next favorite series." -Lyssa Chiavari, author of FOURTH WORLD

"A cunning and witty fantasy story that turns an old tale into a high-stakes, thrilling adventure that will leave you clamoring for more. I havea new hero to root for! Auluria is the perfect character in this fun-filled storythat turns Goldilocks upside down. " -Jennifer Anne Davis, author of THE TRUE REIGN SERIES

"I fell for Dov instantly and wanted to snag him from Auluria every time they had a fight. K.M. Robinson creates incredible characters and the tension between them kept me glued to the page. I loved being in Auluria's head and can't wait for more in the series." –Constance Roberts, author of SIGIL IN SHADOW

***
Goldilocks wasn’t naive. She was sent on a mission and Dov Baer is her new target.
***

When the girl with the golden hair betrays everyone, not even she has hope of surviving.

The stories say that Goldilocks was a naïve girl who wandered into a house one day. Those stories were wrong. She was never naïve. It was all a perfectly executed plan to get her into the Baers' group to destroy them. 

Trained by her cousin, Lowell, and handler, Shadoe, Auluria's mission is to destroy the Baers by getting close to the youngest brother, Dov, his brother and sister-in-law and the leaders of the Baers' group. When she realizes Dov isn't as evil as her cousin led her to believe, she must figure out how to play both sides or her deception will cause everyone in her world to burn.

If her allegiances are discovered, either side could destroy her...if the Society doesn't get her first.

Find out who survives this incredible trilogy now!

LanguageEnglish
PublisherK.M. Robinson
Release dateApr 10, 2018
ISBN9781386162971
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    The Golden Trilogy (The Complete Series) - K.M. Robinson

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    Contents

    Copyright

    Prologue

    Chapter 1

    Chapter 2

    Chapter 3

    Chapter 4

    Chapter 5

    Chapter 6

    Chapter 7

    Chapter 8

    Chapter 9

    Chapter 10

    Chapter 11

    Chapter 12

    Chapter 13

    Chapter 14

    Chapter 15

    Chapter 16

    Chapter 17

    Chapter 18

    Chapter 19

    Chapter 20

    Chapter 21

    Chapter 22

    Chapter 23

    Acknowledgments

    Prologue

    Chapter 1

    Chapter 2

    Chapter 3

    Chapter 4

    Chapter 5

    Chapter 6

    Chapter 7

    Chapter 8

    Chapter 9

    Chapter 10

    Chapter 11

    Chapter 12

    Chapter 13

    Chapter 14

    Chapter 15

    Chapter 16

    Chapter 17

    Acknowledgments

    Prologue

    Chapter 1

    Chapter 2

    Chapter 3

    Chapter 4

    Chapter 5

    Chapter 6

    Chapter 7

    Chapter 8

    Chapter 9

    Chapter 10

    Chapter 11

    Chapter 12

    Chapter 13

    Chapter 14

    Chapter 15

    Epilogue

    Acknowledgments

    Prologue

    Chapter 1

    Chapter 2

    Chapter 3

    Chapter 4

    Chapter 5

    Chapter 6

    Chapter 7

    Chapters 8

    Chapter 9

    Chapter 10

    Acknowledgments

    Prologue

    Chapter 1

    Chapter 2

    Chapter 3

    Chapter 4

    Chapter 5

    Chapter 6

    Chapter 7

    Acknowledgments

    Bonus Scenes

    World Portals

    Golden Mission Game

    Bonus Facebook Filters

    About the Author

    Connect on Social Media

    Also By K.M. Robinson

    Jaded: Book One of the Jaded Duology

    Along Came A Spider: The First Prequel Novelette To The Legends Chronicles

    Virtually Sleeping Beauty

    GOLDEN: Book One of the Golden Trilogy.

    Copyright © 2017 by K.M. Robinson.

    LOCKED: Book Two of the Golden Trilogy.

    Copyright © 2017 by K.M. Robinson.

    EDGE: Book Three of the Golden Trilogy.

    Copyright © 2018 by K.M. Robinson.

    FORGED: Prequel Novella of the Golden Trilogy.

    Copyright © 2017 by K.M. Robinson.

    TEMPERED: Prequel Novella of the Golden Trilogy.

    Copyright © 2018 by K.M. Robinson.

    Published by Snowy Wings Publishing.

    www.snowywingspublishing.com


    Cover designed by Reading Transforms.

    Image copyright © K.M. Robinson Photography.

    Interior graphics by Alexis K. Johnson.


    This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, brands, trademarks, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental and beyond the intent of either the author or the publisher.


    All rights reserved, which includes the right to reproduce this book or portions thereof in any form whatsoever except as provided by the U.S. Copyright Law.

    Letter To Readers

    The Golden Trilogy started as a book just for myself several years ago…a way to explore the real story behind Goldilocks and the Three Bears.

    It took years for some friends to convince me to release it to the world.

    I queried for a while, turned down several offers, and decided it wasn’t the right time. Several years later, I found the perfect fit with Snowy Wings Publishing and in the time since, it’s be a wild ride.

    Thank you for all of your love and support for Auluria and Dov. They are my babies and I could not be more grateful for your adoration of them.


    Goldilocks wasn’t naive…

    she was sent on a mission

    and Dov Baer—and all of us—are her new mission.


    Time to see who is going to survive…

    Golden: Book One

    To those who make the right choices despite what has happened to them. You can’t control what happens to you, but you do control your response to it. Well done for not turning your circumstances into excuses, but instead, choosing to make the best out of it.

    The condensed version of my story is this:

    The girl with the long golden hair, or Goldilocks, as they would eventually call me, was awakened by one of the three bears. She had no memory of how she got there. She sat on their furniture, ate their food and slept in their home. They found her, talked to her, and ultimately chased her away. That is the story they tell.

    But there are things they didn’t tell you. The stories never mention that I had been intentionally sent there to find the Baer family’s weaknesses and use them to then destroy their group. No one ever said that I would fall for the youngest. Nobody talked about how he would try to save me, even when I couldn’t be saved. And they never said my entire world would come crashing down around me as I tried to save him and betray the only family I had left.

    I am Auluria, and this is my real story.

    The first thing I smelled was sweet spices. A wave of warmth washed over me, coaxing me out of my sleep.

    Someone was breathing on me.

    When I opened my eyes, all I saw was blue. Blue so deep and so intense I had to blink to bring it into focus. Dark fringe fell over the blue color as it sparked and flashed, awakening me fully. Those were eyes. The most brilliant blue eyes I’d ever seen.

    Then it hit me…and I panicked.

    Who are you? I snapped, sitting up so quickly I nearly collided with the boy next to me. No, not a boy; a man.

    I clutched at my collar and backed away from the figure next to me. His face fell as I scrambled away. He reached for me, but not in time to save me from falling off the far side of the small bed and landing squarely on the ground. My flailing hand slammed into a small table near the cot and sent its contents crashing to the floor beside me.

    Auluria, stop, Blue Eyes said.

    How do you know my name? I sputtered.

    You don’t remember? he asked, concerned. He stepped quickly around the bed and stood at the foot of it, unsure if I’d accept his help. He reached out his hand but pulled it back, looking disappointed as I recoiled.

    Are you all right? he asked gently. He knelt to the floor submissively, trying to soothe my terror.

    I looked around. I had made a mess, but I hadn’t broken anything. Still, I was confused…I had no idea what was going on.

    Who are you? I asked again, softer this time.

    I’m Dov. He placed his hand over his heart as he spoke. You know me.

    Breathing heavily, I tried to calm my gasping.

    Why am I here?

    You came here. You came with me. You don’t remember?

    No. I didn’t remember anything about him.

    We only just met yesterday. You’ve had quite an experience. He spoke softly to me as if trying to calm a child. It’s okay that you don’t remember. You will.

    He couldn’t have been much older than me, maybe a year or two. The man was tall when he was standing, I could tell even from down on the floor. He had long, strong arms. Something about the way he brushed the hair back out of his eyes set me at ease.

    I started to stand and he rose with me. He never took his eyes off me.

    And just how did we meet, Dov?

    Come. Sit down and I’ll tell you. Would you like something to drink? Water perhaps?

    I slowly made my way to the table at the far end of the room. I started to sink into one of the mismatched chairs.

    Actually, maybe not that one, Dov said, skirting around me and pulling out another chair. This one is much more comfortable.

    I obliged, though I didn’t know why.

    Here, he said, handing me a glass of cool water. Are you hungry? I can make you something.

    Without waiting for me to respond, he walked over and started the stove. He reached for a pan and busied himself making food.

    So, why am I here? I prompted after a few minutes of watching him cook. Once I was convinced he wasn’t going to hurt me, I relaxed back into the seat and watched him work. It calmed my nerves to see him methodically creating breakfast.

    You are here, Auluria, for a great many reasons, he said dramatically, his grin making his eyes sparkle again. One of which happens to be…

    The door flew open, interrupting him. I jumped as it crashed against the wall. Turning to look at the noise, I sent my hair cascading over the back of the chair and around to my shoulder where it hit me in the face before falling into my lap.

    Well, look who’s up, a woman said, scoffing. Sleeping Beauty.

    I can’t believe you brought her back here, Dov. She’s nothing but trouble, the man said. He was an older, darker version of Dov. He seemed to be plagued by something heavy. Even his steps were weighted as he moved about the room as if dragged down by some invisible chain.

    Are you hungry? Dov asked ignoring their comments.

    I watched as the woman glanced around the room. Her eyes fell on the bed. Its sheets were tangled from my fall. The man followed her gaze. They both cast Dov looks, raising their eyebrows at him. No one said anything. Suddenly, I was extremely self-conscious.

    Well, well, baby brother. Looks like you have a story to tell. The man howled with laughter. My cheeks burned and I ducked my head.

    Enough, Berwyn, the woman said quietly. She looked aside as he cast her a disparaging glance.

    Auluria doesn’t remember us. Dov sounded annoyed.

    Oh, but we remember her, Berwyn said, making it sound like a bad thing.

    I couldn’t figure out what I had done to these people to make them so vicious toward me. Well, not all of them. But it was clear the man and woman were not pleased to find me there.

    I thought we told you to get rid of her, he said seriously, making my stomach jump into my throat. He slammed his fist against a table, and Dov ducked as though he had been hit.

    I won’t and you know why. She won’t hurt us; she’s more likely to help us than anything else.

    Let her stay, Berwyn. I think it would be nice to have another girl around. And besides, Dov’s been alone for so long, it’s nice he has someone. I couldn’t tell if she was being helpful or mocking.

    It is kind of a pain that he’s always a third wheel, I guess, the big man relented.

    See? I knew it would work out, the woman said, her mid-length blonde curls bouncing as she strode toward him.

    I opened my mouth to speak, but Dov caught my attention and signaled me to stay quiet with a quick shake of his head.

    Come on, the man finally said, leading the woman away.

    I looked back to the stove where Dov was, but he was already at my side setting down a plate.

    That’s my brother, Berwyn, and his wife, Eden, he said as a matter of fact.

    They’re married? I said, shocked. He can’t be more than twenty-five.

    Twenty-four, actually.

    How old is she?

    Eden’s twenty-three, he replied. Do you want more water?

    Dov, why am I here? I asked again, trying to get him to focus. I needed answers.

    Do you remember being in the forest yesterday? he asked me.

    I shook my head.

    "Well, I don’t know why you were in the woods, but that’s where I met you. You were running through the forest and you jumped over a small stream.

    "I saw you flying through the air and thought, ‘What must this crazy girl be doing to be running so quickly through such a dense part of the forest?’ When you landed, you took three whole steps before you came face to face with me.

    I’d never seen a more panicked look in all my life. You clutched your skirts in your hand and whipped your head from side to side. I’d never seen such long hair on a girl; when it finally settled, it ran past your waist, he said as if I didn’t know how long my hair was.

    And when you looked back to me, you whispered, ‘Help.’ I could see in your eyes that you were in trouble. He said this with grandeur, illustrating his story with his hands. So I took you by the waist and spun you into the trees. We ducked behind some large rocks and hid among the vines. You were breathing so loudly I thought you were going to give us away.

    I wondered how the story would sound if he dropped his dramatic tone. I assumed he was using it to try to keep me engaged.

    What was I running from? I interrupted.

    Men. There were men chasing you. You refused to tell me why. He grinned as if it were all a game. I was in no mood for games.

    Once the first group of men chasing you was gone you started off again, barely throwing a ‘thank you’ over your shoulder. But I couldn’t let you go alone, not after what I had seen, so I walked with you.

    I hoped he would get to the point, but he had more to describe in detail.

    You only tolerated me for so long until you started throwing things at me. An apple. A tree branch. Some small pebbles. I admit, it hurt my feelings a bit.

    He frowned playfully, but his eyes sparked to life from under his dark hair.

    But…persist I did, and I followed you for the better part of an hour, talking at you the whole time. That is, until I was attacked. In my blind disregard for my own safety—he waved his hand to the side, as if I should be impressed—I hadn’t realized where we had wandered. I was taken completely by surprise when those guys jumped out of the trees and landed on top of me.

    He laughed, his eyes lighting up. But you, for as surprised as you were, ran right at us and tackled Jake to the ground. He hit the dirt so hard that it knocked the wind right out of him. I’m sure he couldn’t ever believe a girl would ever consider dating him, much less throwing herself at him like you did.

    I felt my eyes grow wide at his teasing words. He was only joking, a play on words, but still, I would never throw myself at a man in that context. It vexed me that he would insinuate that I might.

    "Once I took out Marty, we found ourselves in the clear. That didn’t stop us from trying to make a fast getaway though. We almost made it, too, but somehow Jake struggled to his feet and he went after you. Just as I subdued Marty and placed him on the ground, I lifted my head and saw Jake barreling toward you.

    I couldn’t make it to you in time. The sound it made when he hit you…it was almost as if I could feel it from as far away as I was. He offered me a sad look, his eyes clouding.

    "If it’s any consolation, I slammed his face into a tree and messed him up pretty bad. You insisted that you were fine, but you could barely stand. I scooped you up and carried you.

    We talked all the way back here. Well, mostly I did. I refrained from rolling my eyes. Of course, he had been the talkative one. You told me your name and then you asked a few questions before deciding to stay quiet. So as of right now, all I know is that your name is Auluria. You have long hair. You’re running from something and you are being chased. And you’re looking for a place to belong—though I added that last part on my own.

    He counted his points off on his fingers for me as he summarized what had occurred yesterday.

    And what did you tell me about yourself?

    "Well, as you know, my name is Dov. Baer is my last name. You’ve met my brother and his wife yesterday briefly, and again today. As you can see, my brother doesn’t trust you, but don’t take offense, he doesn’t trust anyone.

    You can’t really blame him with all that’s going on, he continued. It’s hard to trust anyone these days.

    I suppose.

    I looked down to my dress, covered with dirt and mud at the bottom. There were a few small holes that I assumed occurred during my fall. That’s when I remembered.

    I had been running. I just couldn’t remember why.

    I remembered meeting him though. As the men gained on me, I leapt over a river, almost directly into Dov’s arms. He hid me until the men passed. I never told him of the danger I must have surely been in and he was in for being with me.

    You remember. Dov’s voice changed, snapping back to the conversation.

    I remember. I nodded. Thank you for your help yesterday.

    Anything for a pretty lady. He half bowed to me from his seat next to mine.

    Now, tell me Auluria, why were you running from those men yesterday? He grew serious again, wanting more information from me.

    They were chasing me, I said simply.

    He chuckled. But why?

    I swallowed hard. I don’t know.

    You don’t remember?

    It picks up from where I ran into you. His eyes narrowed intently, but soft enough to know he was concerned, not angry.

    Where do you belong, Auluria? We have to get you back to where it’s safe. He took my hand in his own hands, the gesture so sudden that it shocked me into stillness. I let him hold my hand in his while his eyes searched me for answers.

    I…I don’t belong anywhere. That was the truth. I never belonged there. And do you really think going back is safe, since that’s where I was coming from in the first place?

    Little flashes of memory floated through my mind. Not enough to blend together and form a picture, but pieces all the same.

    You will tell me eventually, Auluria, he said withdrawing his hand. He looked genuinely hurt that I wouldn’t divulge any new information.

    I didn’t like that he thought I knew more than I was saying.

    You can stay here until you’re ready, he added quietly, almost to himself.

    I looked at him and it was as if he read my mind.

    You’ll be safe here. They won’t find you and Berwyn won’t hurt you. I’ll make sure of it.

    That thought scared me. If this man was telling me I’d be safe from his brother, then what was so bad about his brother that made it potentially unsafe?

    Finished? he interrupted my thoughts. Lifting my plate, he turned to the sink.

    I watched as he washed the dishes, his shoulders rising and falling as he worked. His muscles looked stiff at times, seizing with pain. My gaze lingered on them as he worked. I watched his chest expand and shrink as he breathed.

    When he turned, it startled me. Dov only raised an eyebrow and smirked. He nodded his head for me to join him in the makeshift living room, walking away from the kitchen.

    Just as we started to sit, I blurted out, What did you mean? ‘Protect me from Berwyn’?

    Oh. I see you don’t remember all of yesterday after your rescue. He added apologetically, Berwyn is just a lot to handle at times. Sometimes he gets a little too upset. At times, he says or does things without thinking. It’s nothing to worry about. He won’t hurt you, he’s just…loud sometimes.

    As if emphasizing his brother’s point, at that very moment Berwyn crashed into the room and slammed the door behind him. He glared at us before stomping through the kitchen and marching out the door.

    Eden appeared, rolling her eyes. She looked over to her young brother-in-law and gestured around the room.

    Baby, you need to get this taken care of. She turned on her heels and retreated the way she came.

    I looked to Dov. Baby? I giggled.

    Oh, be quiet, he said, throwing a pillow at me as he stood, careful to avoid my face.

    Let me help you, I responded, rising to follow him, knowing that I owed him for his help the day before.

    We started cleaning up the mess around the room. Bottles lay strewn about the floor. Unfolded laundry sat in a pile on a chair. It looked like there had been a celebration that someone forgot to clean up after.

    How’s your head feeling? he asked as we worked.

    It’s okay, I said, feeling more secure about being alone with him. What happened in here anyway?

    Berwyn and Eden had a fight yesterday. It’s best to get out of the house when that happens. He stooped to sweep up pieces of broken glass. They never hurt each other, but they sure do know how to make it sound good.

    Was it about me? I asked.

    It started out about you, but most of this is from after.

    I helped him straighten the room. His eyes flitted over to me every so often, making sure I wasn’t going to pass out from my injury the previous day.

    The quiet that stretched between us was almost comforting. I’ve always liked the silence. It means that you are comfortable enough with a person that you don’t feel the need to fill up the space with words. You can just exist together.

    Berwyn and Eden didn’t make another appearance until that evening. Dov had suggested I take a nap to help regain my strength, so after lunch, I lay on the couch under a light blanket. It really was too warm for a blanket, but I liked the protection it offered me.

    I never truly drifted off to sleep. While I felt safe in that house, I knew I didn’t really know these people very well and I didn’t want to trust them too quickly.

    She’s still here, Berwyn grumbled.

    I told you, we’re not sending her back out there. She’s being hunted and she can’t remember by whom or why. We have to protect her.

    Stop it, Berwyn, Eden interrupted before he could say anything. "I don’t like it either, but he’s right. We’re not sending her back out there until we have some answers. Your father started this whole thing to help people, so you need to help people. And start with her." I heard the edge in her voice when she talked about me. Maybe she hadn’t been sincere about letting me stay.

    Fine, he huffed. For now.

    I kept my eyes closed, feigning sleep, and waited for them to leave. I heard their steps creak across the floorboards as they walked out of the room. A moment later I felt the couch arm dip slightly as someone leaned on it.

    You heard that, didn’t you? his gentle voice asked.

    I opened my eyes. Yeah, I acknowledged.

    He took a deep breath and sighed. At least he’s letting you stay.

    For now, I added.

    For now, he said, worry slightly edging into his voice.

    That probably wasn’t their best choice.

    The next day I woke early. Dov had given me his cot and had taken the couch for the evening. I heard him periodically check on me throughout the night. When he discovered I was still breathing, he would lay back down and wait an hour to check again.

    Dov? I asked the next morning, getting his attention. I’d like to help. What can I do?

    He gave me a curious look, unsure of what I meant.

    If I’m going to stay here, I need to help. So, give me something to do.

    Umm… He glanced around the room, pushing his hair out of his eyes. Well…you can help me cook. We cleaned up yesterday, so that’s taken care of.

    I can cook, I assured him.

    Walking into the kitchen, he led me where they kept everything. He showed me the food; clearly, they were running low.

    What if I help you get more food? I suggested.

    You shouldn’t go outside. He shook his head. We still don’t know who is looking for you.

    They have to be long gone by now. Really, who’s going to find me out here? Come on, let’s go.

    I really don’t think… He trailed off as I marched toward the door. Auluria, please.

    I didn’t stop. I let the door go behind me. He caught it just before it slammed shut.

    Dov stumbled as he pulled on his remaining shoe and hurried to catch up to me.

    You don’t even know where you’re going.

    So, show me, I said defiantly.

    Are you always this stubborn? he asked.

    I wouldn’t know. I grinned at him.

    Of course, you wouldn’t. After a moment he grinned back. You have an ever-convenient head injury. I bet you pull that card all the time to get your way.

    Yes, whenever I feel like someone won’t do as I want, I’m sure to find a way to throw myself to the ground and get beaten up so I can use a head injury as an excuse to manipulate people. As you can see, I’m clearly a genius, I said sarcastically.

    We marched through the woods, ducking under tree branches and hopping over fallen logs. The birds sang a path for us as we traveled further and further from the house. A few squirrels came out to greet us, stealing fallen nuts from their grassy beds.

    Where are we going, exactly? I looked at my guide.

    To the storehouse. It’s not much longer, he replied, glancing over at me.

    The storehouse was hidden inside a cave. I wouldn’t have even noticed it if Dov hadn’t pointed it out to me. Inside, the cave dropped into a deep descent, pushing down into the earth.

    It was cool and earthy, perfect for holding food. The walls were lit brightly, casting shadows from the crates of edible contents. People gathered around, collecting things to take with them.

    Who are all these people, Dov?

    I had never seen any place like it. Food was a scarcity in our society. There was barely enough for the people and the little they had was cause for great fighting.

    The government had taken control of all food many years ago, to assuage a foreign nation. To avoid an attack, the officials took most of the society’s food and resources and gave them to the enemy. The theory was to give them what they wanted and they’d leave us alone. Unfortunately, that didn’t work. They came back for more. The threat became too great. Young men without high standing were sent to train for the military. Young women were encouraged to breed to get the population numbers up. Many girls disappeared—first those who wouldn’t be noticed, then the rest, sent to breeding camps.

    Pick out what you like, Dov interrupted my thoughts, snapping me back to the present as he deftly evaded my question. I let the question of who all the people were rest between us, remaining unanswered. He handed me a basket and started browsing around.

    Where did all this come from? I asked.

    His eyes lit up like he was about to share a great secret, but he merely shrugged and tossed an apple into the basket.

    Here and there, he said. Do you want some eggs?

    We filled several baskets full of food before he led me back toward the entrance.

    Good morning, Dov. A man about his age nodded to him.

    Good morning, Silas. He nodded back.

    Who’s this? the man asked curiously.

    A new friend. Dov smiled politely, refusing to tell him more.

    All right, he drawled. But if she shows up again, you’re going to have to start answering questions, he said with a chuckle.

    You picked a good one there, Missy, he added, ducking his head to me before moving on.

    Missy.

    Something flashed in my mind. That word. It was familiar.

    A face darted before me and left just as quickly.

    He had light hair and grey eyes. His eyes sparked as if he were angry.

    You okay? Dov pulled me back.

    Yeah. I shook my head to clear it. I saw a face. That’s all.

    Do you know who?

    No. I knew him though; just not how or who.

    As we left the storehouse, we walked in silence. I could see the house in the distance before I spoke again.

    Dov, what was that place really? There’s nowhere like that around here. And I’ve never seen that much food in my life. Tell me what’s going on.

    He sighed deeply. Auluria, you don’t need to know everything right now.

    But I don’t know anything. I just want to understand what is going on, I said, frustrated.

    It’s a storehouse. That’s all you need to know.

    Is it stolen food? Who took it?

    It’s not stolen. It’s reacquired.

    Reacquired?

    He didn’t answer.

    Eden was in the living room when we returned, arms crossed and ready for a fight.

    What were you thinking? she scolded. "Taking her there—it could destroy us! No outsiders—remember that, Dov? Only the group is allowed in. We don’t know her! We know nothing about her! She could be a spy; she could get us killed! You know what happens when people like us get caught! You know what happened to Griz!

    What is your problem? her rant continued. You haven’t seen enough death for one lifetime? What are we supposed to do now, huh? Keep her locked up here forever? She can’t go out—you knew that! Now we can’t let her leave!

    Eden, stop! Dov exploded. She is no threat. I’ve been watching her. She’s a scared girl on the run. She’s just trying to survive. She’s not going to betray us.

    You don’t know that! Eden screeched.

    Yes, I do! Dov shouted back.

    No, you don’t!

    Eden, she’s fine— His words were cut short as Eden lashed out her hand and slapped him hard across the face.

    I gasped as he reeled back. Anger rippled through his blue eyes, but he didn’t move toward her. Eden almost looked shocked as he turned back to face her, realizing she had hit him.

    You will not touch her, he said in a low, threatening, terrifying voice.

    Eden backed up. She stood watching him for a moment before shifting her gaze to me. Looking back at him, she conceded and slowly turned to leave.

    Once she had retreated, Dov turned to me, hand still on his face.

    Berwyn must never know.

    I nodded quickly. These people were terrifying. Something told me this wasn’t the first time Dov had been hit or threatened by his family.

    Ice, I whispered.

    His face softened. What? he asked, unable to hear me.

    Ice, I said a bit louder, but my voice was still unsteady. Do you want ice?

    Suddenly I found myself rushing to get ice. His face must be throbbing by now. A red handprint was forming under his fingers as he tried to rub the pain away.

    I stumbled back to him as he lowered himself to the couch. He slouched in the corner and allowed the cushions to envelop him. I gently touched the ice to his cheek and he winced as it made contact.

    Are you all right? I asked quietly, afraid to look him in the eye.

    I’m fine, he mumbled.

    This isn’t the first time that’s happened, is it?

    He looked me in the eye and I understood everything.

    You didn’t have to do that for me.

    It’s fine.

    No really, I don’t want to cause any problems. I’ll leave today, I offered, determined not to make the situation worse.

    You will not. Everything will be fine.

    But…

    Auluria, you are staying. That is final. Besides, they’re better behaved when you’re around, so think of it like you are helping me, he tried to coax me into staying.

    You are helping me.

    You are helping me, the blond man said. He had me by the shoulders and was looking deep into my eyes. You have to do this. For me, for our family. You’re the only one who can get in there, he said. I remembered nodding, agreeing, complying. I was on a mission of some kind. When I was caught. I was on a mission before I found Dov.

    You remembered something. He leaned away from me, taking the ice from my hand.

    I was on a mission when I found you. I was doing something for…someone. A man. A blond man. It had to do with…my family? I think. But I don’t have a family, so how could that be?

    No family? he asked.

    No. I shook my head, thinking. They…died. They died. I looked up at him. They died. I have no parents.

    How? he prompted softly.

    They…they…died.

    It’s okay. He tapped my shoulder lightly. You’ll figure it out.

    I hated not knowing. At least some of it was coming back to me. Slowly. I’ve always hated slowness.

    Dov let me make lunch for him. As I worked, I tried to figure out why I was in the woods to begin with. What sort of a mission was I on and who was the blond man?

    Dov wouldn’t offer any further explanation for the storehouse. I didn’t push him on it. The red mark slowly disappeared from his handsome face and the anger crept out of his eyes. He let me clear away his plate when he was finished, the only way I could think of to thank him for standing up for me.

    Dov? I asked after I had cleaned up. Why don’t they like me?

    He looked at me, his usually sparkling blue eyes clouding.

    It’s not you that they don’t like. It’s the situation. This has happened before and it didn’t end well.

    What do you mean? I pushed. I had to find out.

    We’re very careful about who we let into our group. Sometimes people slip in, though, that shouldn’t be here. There was a girl…

    He waited, trying to collect his thoughts.

    There was a girl, who joined us. She wanted to get away from a situation she was in, and she found us. We took her in. Some things happened and she was forced to turn against us.

    What happened?

    She betrayed us, gave our secrets away. When the group found out, she was forced to leave.

    I understand how that would make the group nervous. I’m sure you must be wary of all new people. It would be awful if that happened to you all again.

    He nodded, his dark hair falling around his eyes.

    I have another question, though, I added.

    He gave a slight nod for me to go on.

    I understand why you won’t let people in, I started slowly. But…when Berwyn said to get rid of me, you said you wouldn’t. You told him that he knew why. Dov…why?

    Dov moved closer to me and took my hands. Their warmth reached all the way up my arms and tingled up to my neck and cheeks. Tipping his head, he looked straight into my eyes.

    "Auluria, there are people out there who want to hurt us. They don’t like what we stand for and they will find any way they can to hurt us.

    "That girl, she went back to her group—not by choice—and they weren’t happy. She had failed in her mission. They hurt her. Eventually, it got so bad she just gave out. They made sure we knew her death was our fault.

    "And it’s not just the other groups out there. It’s the government. The Society wants information on us too. They’re still mad about everything that happened in past years. They’ve been looking for us, and they won’t hesitate to use you to find us.

    So, I’m not just going to let you back out there. You may be new, but you need protection. I won’t send you away without it. He looked sad.

    That girl. You were close with her?

    She was a friend.

    I didn’t believe that. He could tell I was skeptical.

    I wasn’t with her, if that’s what you want to know. She was a bit younger than me, and yes, Berwyn and Eden got it in their heads that she would be a good fit for me, so they kept her close, but I never wanted her like that.

    That explains why they were so angry. Betrayal is always bad, but betrayal by someone close is so much worse, I thought aloud.

    He took his hands away from mine, leaving them suddenly cold and empty.

    Don’t be nervous though. We’ll protect you. You’re not going to be kicked out, Auluria.

    It was my turn to nod.

    Deciding I needed to do something to reassure the Baers about me, I was planning a good meal for dinner to make peace with Berwyn and Eden later that night. For dessert, I wanted to have fresh fruit. Dov directed me to some berry bushes a few yards into the woods. He watched me from the window for a moment but turned away once I caught him staring.

    I began to fill the bowl with raspberries and blueberries, humming to myself as I worked. I barely noticed the hand slip around my waist as a second hand clasped my mouth, preventing me from calling out. I silently hated myself for causing Dov to look away from his watch post.

    I struggled against my captor as he pulled me further into the tree.

    Shh! he hissed in my ear.

    I pulled out of his grip, swinging around to confront him. As I was hit by his green eyes, it all came flooding back.

    Shadoe. I relaxed.

    Shadoe was my handler. And my fiancé. My cousin—my cousin, the blond man from my flashback—had pushed Shadoe and me together. It was never a question, it just was.

    I worked with my cousin, Lowell. He was part of a resistance movement that was working to bring down the corrupt government. When my parents had died, my aunt had taken me in. When she died, Lowell brought me into his group. I was trained and given missions for them.

    I was on a mission now.

    Where have you been, Lur? he asked, a mix of annoyance and concern.

    Shadoe, I said again. I shook my head to clear it. "After he found me, we got attacked. One of the guys hit me and knocked me out. I lost my memory. I just got it back when I saw you right now."

    You missed the first check in.

    Clearly. Now I was the one who was annoyed.

    What did you find? he questioned.

    Not much yet. I didn’t know why I was there so I didn’t know I was supposed to be looking. I paused to think. Well, we have a complication. Berwyn is married.

    Suddenly I realized what that meant for the plan. My job had been to find a way into the Baer home and to get Berwyn to trust me. Lowell had sent me because I was Berwyn’s type, or so he thought.

    That’s not good. He looked worried. What about the younger brother, Dov?

    He’s the one that rescued me. He’s been protecting me this whole time.

    Good. He’s the one then. Go after him. Get him to fall in love with you and use it to find the information.

    I then realized just how awful this mission really would be. Manipulating Berwyn would have been one thing, but Dov had been nothing but kind. I didn’t want to see him hurt in the fall out of my cousin’s master plan.

    What else did you learn? Anything? he cut me off.

    Umm…there’s a storehouse. I don’t know exactly where it is, but it exists and it’s full of food.

    Find out. We need an exact location.

    I nodded, creating a mental checklist for myself.

    We need exact information so we can pull this off, he continued.

    I felt the lightness leave my shoulders as I slipped back into my old persona. A seriousness washed over me that I didn’t know I was missing. I could feel my rib cage constrict around my lungs, forcing the air out and pulling me down.

    We’ll meet in two days, Shadoe continued, drawing me out of my thoughts. All right, Lur?

    All right. I nodded, raising my hand to where my neck met my shoulder. I hoped it looked like I was working out a knot, but really, I was trying to calm my heart rate down.

    At the meeting place.

    Yes. I’ll try to slip away.

    He nodded, picking my hand up in his and giving a light squeeze before backing away.

    You can do this. Now that you’re back, you’ll be incredible, he said before turning, sounding far more like Lowell than himself.

    "Destructive is more like it," I muttered as I turned to go back inside.

    I snatched a few more berries along the way. When I walked back into the house Dov was standing in the kitchen moving some pans around.

    Find any? he asked, barely looking up.

    Yep. I offered him a weak smile and held out the bowl even though he wasn’t looking.

    Good, he said, tinkering with something. So, who were you talking to out there?

    My heart slammed into my chest again. Apparently, it was a feeling I was going to have to get used to.

    What? I asked, hoping my voice didn’t betray my worry.

    Who were you talking to out there? You were gone an awfully long time. He laughed as if he were making a joke. Maybe he hadn’t seen.

    Oh, just my…shadow, I tried to joke back.

    I swept across the room with a lavish flourish and deposited the bowl of berries next to him on the table. I plucked one from the bowl and popped it into my mouth. Mmm.

    Dov looked at me and I swear he was amused.

    For a moment, it flashed through my mind how easy it would be to get him to fall for me and tell me everything I needed to know. I instantly regretted that thought, ashamed that I would ever be okay with hurting someone as kind as Dov.

    I reached for another berry just as he did. His hand covered mine for a brief second before I pulled away.

    Go ahead, I said, my hand still burning from where our skin touched. I felt the corners of my lips twitch up as I turned on my heels and moved further away.

    Dipping down to the floor, I searched the cabinet for another bowl.

    I think I’ll actually go pick some more, I added, desperate to be out of that house so I could think.

    I’ll go with you, he said decidedly, scooping up yet another bowl. When he saw my hesitation, he added, You take one side and I’ll take the other.

    All right, I said softly, trying not to sound annoyed.

    Oh. I had Eden pick you up some new clothing. Now you won’t have to borrow hers. They’re over on the cot. He motioned to my temporary sleeping space.

    Thank you, I said, blushing. That was so very kind of you.

    Kind.

    This boy was going to kill me. He was going to get us all killed.

    We walked outside together and into the trees. True to his word, he stayed on his side and gave me space on mine. I deftly reached out and pulled the fruit from their bushes, listening to the birds singing, hoping for their advice.

    I liked Dov. He was a good person. He didn’t deserve to be hurt. I wanted to protect him. But Lowell was a good person too, and if he said this needed to be done, I had no reason to not believe him. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t find a way to have Berwyn take the fall without involving Dov.

    I couldn’t.

    My job was to find their weaknesses and use whatever it was against them. If I did my job right, I was supposed to be Dov’s weakness.

    But I couldn’t.

    My bowl was full by the time I finally settled on my only option. I had to play both sides. I would make sure Dov and I were friends but I wouldn’t let him get close enough that it could hurt him. There would be no relationship, fake or otherwise. I’d get the information I could, but I’d do my best not to use Dov to get it. I’d report back to Shadoe and Lowell.

    When the time came, I’d try to convince Dov to come with us. I’d tell him all about the mission and beg him to leave. Ultimately, though, my loyalty had to be to my only family, my cousin. I knew that. I had to believe that was right.

    I’d keep Dov safe. I’d do whatever I could. If I was careful, I might be able to save Lowell and Dov. I had to try.

    You ready? Dov asked, eyeing my full bowl.

    Yeah, I breathed. Some of the heaviness lifted from my shoulders. I could make this work.

    Wasn't that kind of her? Dov prompted after dinner. The berries we had collected had been devoured quickly.

    Thanks, Berwyn grumbled as he stood. His gaze swept around the room, falling again to our sleeping arrangement. The clothes Eden had acquired for me sat alongside the cot, my only possessions in the world aside from what I had with me when I arrived.

    Did you get everything taken care of, little brother? he asked, not commenting further on my temporary stay. I was grateful.

    Yes, everything is confirmed. We shouldn't have any problems. Dov nodded, walking away from the table. I rushed to clean up before Eden could start gathering dishes. I wanted to make myself useful so they wouldn't mind having me around as much.

    She glared at me but allowed me to take care of them. I watched quietly as Berwyn directed Dov to the far side of the room, far enough away that I couldn’t overhear. They both took turns nodding as Eden watched them from the table, fingers lightly tapping where her plate had once been. My eyes darted away as she glanced at me.

    As she looked away, I studied the room from the far side of the kitchen. Light found its way in through the windows, an almost golden glow from the setting sun peeking in through the treetops outside. It danced along the floorboards, mesmerizing me for a moment. Each second they swayed a different way as the branches outside moved in the breeze. For a fleeting moment, I had the urge to run outside, far from the cabin. It was strange to be indoors again. It had been so long since I lived in a house of any kind.

    Grounding myself, I forced my feet to stay in place, unmoving and unchanging. I longed to feel the air push back my hair. Instead, my hair blew away from my face as I exhaled sharply, my eyes catching Dov’s from across the room. The corners of his eyes tweaked up as he flashed me a quick smile before turning back to his brother.

    Quickly looking away, I turned to focus on the dishes in front of me, hoping Eden didn’t notice. She did.

    I could feel her watching me, her eyes on my every move. I hadn’t even felt that scrutinized when Lowell watched my training. Eden scared me. If I didn’t win her over, she could be my undoing. I had to find a way to connect with her. She had been the one to finalize the decision to allow me to stay, in a moment of apparently uncharacteristic kindness, but now it was as if she was searching my very soul, ready to attack at any moment.

    The room tensed. I braved a glance at my hosts, immediately wishing I hadn’t. Berwyn was watching me, a hungry look in his eyes. He was waiting for me to make a mistake; he was waiting for me to give myself away. The man was like a starving animal watching his prey. I could almost hear him growl when he caught my eye.

    Dov looked up as I fumbled to catch the plate that I had nearly dropped. Glaring at his brother, he forced his attention back to their conversation. Eden smirked as she looked away from the scene. For someone that looked like she should be so soft, she had an incredibly rough edge. I imagined it had been why she had survived so well in our world.

    Berwyn ended the conversation abruptly and nodded for Eden to follow. Together they wandered away from the main part of the house.

    Still slightly unnerved, I chose not to say anything to Dov. He stayed on his side of the house, allowing me to finish my work in peace. I tried not to glance up at him, but I couldn’t help myself. Most times I found him watching me, his gaze much easier than his family’s. A faint smile played at his lips as he watched me work. I could feel myself blushing and tried to let my hair hang in my face to conceal it as I worked.

    Unsure of what to do when I finished, I wandered over to the cot and sat down. My eyes were firmly focused on the floor, charting each board and rug in the room.

    I stopped breathing as he walked toward me. Counting the steps until he arrived at my side, I waited to see what internal battle I was about to face.

    Thanks for the berries. They were great, he said, sliding down onto the floor by my feet.

    Oh, I replied, not having expected him to bring it up again. You’re welcome.

    They may not have said it—or at least said it well—but Berwyn and Eden were grateful for your contribution as well.

    I’m sure, I muttered.

    Give them time, they’ll come around, he encouraged me.

    As I sank down to the floor next to him, he pulled a basket out from behind his back. Somehow, I had missed it. Setting it between us, he waited for me to investigate. When I didn’t, he reached inside and withdrew its contents, handing me a pile of clothing.

    We’re mending, he supplied, retrieving a needle and thread.

    I had not been anticipating that turn of events and floundered for a moment. Dov laughed when I hesitated momentarily before thrusting my hand forward to collect the thread. In my overzealous actions, I knocked over a pile of the clothing, nearly toppling the basket.

    He took out a second set of tools and began mending with me, another surprise. In the past, I had taken care of Lowell and Shadoe, or if I hadn’t been available, one of the women who swarmed after Lowell would see to the work. Dov was remarkably impressive.

    You don’t need to do all those chores around here, you know. It’s nice that you help, but you shouldn’t feel like you need to earn your keep. We don’t require you to do anything to find safety here.

    I held up the mending work in my hands and raised my eyebrows. Dov laughed, looking down at his own work.

    "Truly, Auluria, you don’t have to help out here. We’re happy to have you…or I am. Eden and Berwyn don’t really count in this conversation. And as for the mending, that’s just something for us to do while we talk."

    "But I want to help," I insisted.

    I know you do, and I appreciate that, he responded, but if you’re going to do something, don’t feel like you have to kill yourself working to stay here.

    I couldn’t help but smile.

    I know, but Dov, I truly want to help. I’m not doing it out of guilt. Well, maybe a little…or a lot, since I was deceiving his entire family and setting them up for my cousin’s plan…but I wanted to help Dov out.

    You’re pretty good at this, he commented, motioning to the work in my hands.

    Yes, I suppose I am fine. I am, however, thoroughly impressed with your skills, I said, assessing his work.

    Dad taught me. He thought Berwyn and I should be able to take care of ourselves should we ever need to. I suppose he never realized that would happen so soon. He paused. Tell me, where did you learn?

    This? Oh, I don’t know. I suppose I grew up knowing. I don’t remember ever not being able to do this.

    My aunt had taught me at a young age to mend clothing. It was one of the ways she brought in extra money to care for us. As soon as I could, I helped her, anything I could do to support her and take part of the burden.

    I used to help mend clothing when I was younger to bring in extra money for food, I added.

    You’re remembering. Dov gave me a small smile.

    Oh. Yes, I guess I am... a little, I covered. We worked in silence for a moment.

    That was kind of you. Selfless, even. Dov nodded.

    It was more about the need to eat to survive. If mending socks for people and guards was the price of living, I could handle that.

    "Well, I would have suggested you sew the guards’ socks shut, but I can’t imagine that would have helped your cause," Dov snickered.

    "No, I can’t imagine it would have. However, sewing them shut with the guards’ feet still in them…now that might have helped my cause."

    Dov’s head whipped around to face me. He attempted to hold back a laugh but snorted instead before bursting out into that glorious chuckle of his. I laughed along with him as he pretended to sew his own sock onto his leg, his lips quirking up into an amusing grin.

    I was right about you, he announced when he had controlled his laughter.

    How is that? I asked, returning to my mending work.

    You’re trouble. He grinned.

    "Trouble?" I tried to quip, terrified he knew something.

    If you are willing to put needles through a guard, what else might you do?

    "Well, I have been known to beat up men twice my size," I said flirtatiously as if it were a joke. There was nothing humorous about it. Shadoe had trained me well.

    Have you now?

    I’ll have to show you sometime, I replied with a giggle.

    Please, just no broken bones.

    No, just a broken heart, if Lowell had it his way.

    Never. I wouldn’t dream of it, I said.

    Of course, not, he said, holding my gaze. "But truthfully, maybe we should work on your fighting skills, Auluria. It’s far too dangerous for you to be out there without having any fighting skills. You need to be able to protect yourself."

    If only he knew.

    I can teach you, if you’ll let me, he insisted.

    Maybe, I said, trying to stall. There was a very good chance that that was a very bad idea. If I couldn’t make it look like I was new to defending myself, or if at any point my reflexes and survival instincts kicked on, I would betray my own secret. He could never know just how well trained I really was.

    Are you nervous about it? he asked.

    Yes, I answered truthfully, but not for the reasons he thought.

    Just…think about it okay. It would help me be less worried about you, he said awkwardly.

    All right, I agreed.

    After a moment, he added, It would help you to protect the people you care about too.

    Like you? I asked absentmindedly. I froze when I realized what I had said. I rushed to cover my mistake, attempting to keep my voice calm. I’ll always take care of the people in my life, Dov, you included. I would do anything to protect my friends. Even if that means fighting. Even if it means losing. Whatever the cost is to me, I can take it. I’ll take on whatever I have to if it’s for the greater good. I took a breath. You can teach me if you want, but not just yet. I’m not ready for that yet.

    But soon? he questioned, still watching me.

    Yes, soon. I’ll let you know when I’m ready, I agreed.

    "You really would give up everything for your friends, wouldn’t you, Auluria? he questioned. You’re easy to read. I can see in your eyes and on your face that you meant that. I believe you would sacrifice yourself if it came to that. But Auluria, don’t do anything stupid on my account. I can take care of myself. You don’t need to worry about me. If for some reason it ever comes to it, just make sure you keep yourself safe."

    My Mission gave me permission to put myself first. I couldn’t believe where this conversation had taken me.

    I’ll look out for you, the same way you look out for me, Dov, I replied. "It’s nice that you want to protect me, but from where I’m sitting it looks like no one else is looking out for you. So, if looking out for you is up to you and me, I suppose we had both better do a good job of it."

    You’re not going to listen to me on this, are you?

    "Well. there’s always the option of sewing your lips closed so I don’t have to not listen." I raised an eyebrow at him.

    Helping by hurting…so that’s how you work then, he mused.

    My head went reeling as his words hit true. I hurt people to help other people. I hurt Dov to help Lowell. He was absolutely right and didn’t have a single clue.

    Yes, well, a lady does what she must. I forced a grin.

    "A lovely lady at that," he flirted.

    My gaze flew to my hands. I could feel myself blush.

    He was making it so easy and so difficult all at once.

    Turns out I rescued a pretty special girl, he said, if she’s so willing to give up her freedom to be my friend.

    Not as special as you think, I’m afraid.

    "Or perhaps more than she realizes. No one has ever done that for me before, cared enough to focus on me as a person and not me

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