A Longing for Wisdom: One Woman’S Conscience and Her Church
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Patricia S. Taylor Edmisten was raised and educated with the traditions of the Catholic faith. But in later years, she began to question this faith on which she had relied for most of her life. In A Longing for Wisdom, she probes her conscience and presents writings about women, particularly their diminished role in the Catholic Church.
In this collection of poetry, prose, memoir, and essays, Edmisten addresses a range of issues relating to women:
The uniqueness of womens talents, burdens, and sorrow The failure of the hierarchy of mainstream churches to recognize the contributions of women in the Churchs history The widely accepted relegation of women to peripheral rather than central roles within churches The unexamined unease the hierarchy and some priests exhibit toward sexualitytheir own and womenscontributing to injustice within the Church and society
Challenging, thought-provoking, and inspiring self-examination, A Longing for Wisdom calls for Church reform in an era where conventional wisdom has taken precedence over the wisdom of Christ.
Patricia S. Taylor Edmisten
From 1962-64, Patricia Taylor Edmisten served as a Peace Corps volunteer in Peru. A former university professor, she has written extensively about the relationship between social conditions and democracy and has been a consultant for the United Nations, working with women’s groups in Peru and Brazil. She is the author of Nicaragua Divided La Prensa and the Chamorro Legacy, about the origins of the Nicaraguan revolution. Her translation of The Autobiography of Maria Elena Moyano the Life and Death of a Peruvian Activist was published in 2000. Although she has published many poems, this is her first novel.
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A Longing for Wisdom - Patricia S. Taylor Edmisten
Copyright © 2010 by Patricia S. Taylor Edmisten
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In loving memory of my mother, Dorothy Eleanore Silke
The value of a person’s life cannot be measured by a moment of despair.
Author
Contents
Acknowledgments
In Praise of Wisdom
Preface
Madonnas
Hagar’s Voice
The House of God
Martha
Mary of Bethany
The Woman with a Hemorrhage
Roadside Samaritans
The Car Wash Lady
The Chalice
Summa cum laude
The Phone Call (memoir)
Betty (creative nonfiction)
Do Rwandan Women Get the Blues?
Burqa
The Mourning of Angels
Women, Base Christian Communities and Liberation Theology*
Neither Male nor Female
Mary of Magdala
Procession
False God
Maggie Talks to God
Maggie and the Bishop
Impure Places
Impure Places
Cheap Penny Girl
Noche de Paz (Silent Night)
Lamentations
Dorothy Eleanore: A Daughter’s Notes on her Mother’s Suicide
A Note from Mother
Confession
At 2:30 in the Morning
Woman Cries Herself to Death at Mall
Vigil for Sister Mary Angelus
After the Earthquake
Hilary Hugs her Doll
Why We Weep: On the Desperate Need for Church Reform
A Letter from Lana
The Crime
of Ordaining a Woman
The Tragedy of Abortion
Anticipating Grace
Altar Girl
Walking in Boca Palms
On Heaven and Bad Guys
Thoughts on Physical and Spiritual Evolution
The Dream
The Old Man at the Beach
Afterword
About the Author
Acknowledgments
No book is the product of the author’s efforts alone. In my case, I’ve enjoyed the loyal support of my husband Joe, always my first reader. I’m especially thankful to the three, faith-filled passionate women friends who afforded me the benefit of their wisdom through their careful reading of, and meticulous commentary on, the draft of this book. I give profound thanks to my sister-in-law, Lana Stoll Silke, who spent countless hours thinking about, and responding to, the premises used in this collection. Heartfelt thanks to my long-time friend, Nancy Merle Trowbridge, whose careful reading of my writing over the years has been an enormous boon. To my third reader, a Catholic sister in real life, and a true disciple who lives the faith she loves, you bless me with your wisdom and friendship. I am grateful to another Catholic sister who also helped me gain insight into the mystery of Mary. For countless years, this sister’s feet have been planted in the poorest soils of Africa, ministering to women and children who live in wretched circumstances.
In addition to my husband, there is another man to whom I am grateful, a wise man whose love for the Church shines in his ministry and example—the man who wrote the afterword to this book.
Thanks also to the West Florida Literary Federation, the publisher of The Emerald Coast Review, in which some of the poetry that appears in this collection has previously been published in slightly different form. Lastly, I appreciate the cooperation of the University Press of Florida for permitting me to include a section of the prologue I wrote on liberation theology in my translation of María Elena Moyano en busca de una eperanza (Maria Elena Moyano the Life and Death of a Peruvian Activist).
Cover art: Adam and Eve by Domenichino (Domenico Zampieri, 1581–1641), Italian Baroque Painter of the Bolognese School. Because of Adam’s shrug, feigned innocence, and outstretched arm indicating Eve as the guilty one, art students have dubbed this painting, She Did It.
In Praise of Wisdom
"Wisdom sings her own praises,
before her own people she proclaims her glory;
In the assembly of the Most High she opens her mouth,
in the presence of his hosts she declares her worth:
From the mouth of the Most High I came forth,
and mistlike covered the earth.
In the highest heavens did I dwell,
my throne on a pillar of cloud.
The vault of heaven I compassed alone,
through the deep abyss I wandered.
Over waves of the sea, over all the land,
over every people and nation I held sway.
Among all these I sought a resting place;
in whose inheritance should I abide?…"
Sirach: 24:1–7
The truth we possess is a humble thing; no more, in fact, than the mirroring of the real world about us. When we substitute the product of our minds for the products of God’s mind, we fashion a world of fancy to replace the world of things as they are; by this, we cut ourselves off from the truth, retiring from the real world into one of our own making, isolating ourselves in solitary confinement.
From the Summa Theologica of St. Thomas Aquinas, Dominican priest, philosopher, theologian, Doctor of the Church, 1225–1274.
Preface
Although I come from the Roman Catholic faith tradition, women from other denominations will recognize the issues upon which I touch or dwell in this collection of my poems, stories, memoirs, and essays: the uniqueness of women in terms of their talents, burdens, and sorrows; the failure of the hierarchy of mainstream churches to recognize the contributions of women in the history of the Church; the widely accepted relegation of women to peripheral, rather than central, roles within churches and the unexamined disease
(unease) the hierarchy and some priests exhibit toward sexuality—their own and women’s—contributing to injustice within the Church and society, such as:
• the proscription against birth control, despite the prevalence of widespread, birth-related female suffering and death, especially in poor countries;
• the condemnation of condom use among married couples even as a measure to stem the spread of HIV/AIDS;
• the pervasively high infant mortality rates in poor countries;
• the failure of my church to recognize that abortions decline dramatically when birth control is permissible and means are accessible;
• the vacuum caused by the near total exclusion of women’s voices from the pulpit;
• the hollow ring of marital and family advice emanating from the pulpit or the confessional by an all male hierarchy and clergy who have not known, or returned, a woman’s love or the joys and pains of fatherhood;
• and most recently and significantly, the tragic history of pedophilia among certain priests and the cover-up of their crimes by certain bishops.
For years, I kept many of the poems and narratives in this book in a folder with other unpublished work. I had not realized that there was a unifying theme: my growing discomfort with the church into which I was baptized and confirmed; into which my ancestors were baptized; the church under whose auspices I was educated through university; the church in which I was married; the church in which my son and grandchildren were baptized and confirmed, the church I still love.
Why write this book now? As a seventy-year-old woman, I’ve had a lifetime of interactions with the clergy and hierarchy who represent my church. The Jesuits at Marquette University, who reminded me that a questioning attitude toward my faith was necessary if I were to be strengthened in it, influenced the examining I do now. They spoke of that mysterious entity called conscience, and that I should act in accordance with it as long as it was informed. I could be wrong, but if I acted in good faith, God would still look kindly on me.
So, in this book, I probe my conscience and make public its contents, especially about women and their diminished role in the Church. I’ve known