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Once over the Shoulder
Once over the Shoulder
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Once Over the Shoulder is Alex Bussy's second book of poetry: his first, Webs Solidly Woven, was published in 1999 by Four Seasons. The poems in this book express various aspects of human nature love, hate, fear, sexuality, violence, vision and, above all the hunger man has to discover why he exists. Alex's impeccable use of language, unusual use of imagery and vivid display of ideas will often leave the reader shaken and emotionally drained. Readers will experience the dregs of life as well as beautiful inspirational insights.


Although the book is divided into five parts, there is a single thread running throughout with varying degrees of subtlety or intensity: things happen, sometimes within our control and sometimes not. But we must come to some form of realization and deal with the situation. Some of the poems begin on a thread of despair, but end with an inspirational experience.


Frequently this is instinctual as in the "Doe", but, too, it is a coping process as in "Sparrow" or "Winding Down". The search for the meaning of life reaches out and embraces the reader in both "Forever Seeking" and "Progression"; and how much more shocking and violent can life become than in the depiction of the Oklahoma bombing in "Our Very Own"?

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Release dateOct 31, 2002
ISBN9781403302533
Once over the Shoulder
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Alex W. Bussey

Alex W. Busséy developed an early love of poetry, but only began writing seriously after he retired from a high level Government Agency in 1995. A graduate of the Catholic University of America with degrees in Speech and Drama, his first book of poetry, Webs Solidly Woven, was published in 1999 by Four Seasons. He has received recognition from numerous anthologies, including three Golden Poet Awards from World Poetry, A Poet of Merit, two Editor's Choice Awards and Several Honorable Mentions from American Poetry Association, and a Second Place Award from National Library of Poetry. His work has been praised for its language and vivid imagery, often compared to the brushstrokes of nature! Alex is also an extraordinary photographer.

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    Once over the Shoulder - Alex W. Bussey

    © 2002 by ALEX W. BUSSÉY. All rights reserved.

    No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system,

    or transmitted by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying,

    recording, or otherwise, without written permission from the author.

    ISBN: 978-1-4033-0253-3 (Electronic)

    ISBN: 978-1-4033-0254-0 (Softcover)

    ISBN: 978-1-4033-0255-7 (Hardcover)

    Part I

    The Light Dawns

    Contents

    Cycles

    Desert Canyon

    Forever Seeking

    Going Down

    Heat

    I See Me

    In The Light of Death

    Madelaine

    Nature’s Child

    Our Very Own

    Progression

    Retired Sailor

    Sandscape

    Stillness

    Taken Away

    The Bar

    The Candyman

    The Cure All

    The Doe

    The Last Snow of Winter

    The Magic of Sound

    The Rain Came

    Timothy Logan

    Touch

    White on Black

    Winding Down

    Cycles

    Nature endlessly renews itself

    Life blossoming from death

    No immunity exists from life’s natural order

    Illness can be the ultimate cruelty

    Yesterday walking ramrod straight with pride

    A posture of steel grace forged by accomplishment

    Now shoulders hunched with constant pain

    There was always between them an unspoken bond

    Love and admiration for an older brother

    Out of sadness and awareness of his imminent death

    Came a great tenderness for him

    And an understanding of life’s secrets

    There were good moments

    The sharing of two worlds

    They shared the best of themselves

    The unknown worst lay dormant

    They had long talks of simple joys

    There was a subtle passing down of wisdom

    Family is the greatest wealth

    A priceless gift not to be squandered

    Each moment is highly precious

    Life is but a string of moments

    Rushing by too quickly

    Rushing, rushing

    Never waiting

    Rushing

    But never lost to memory

    If solace is needed

    Recall

    Never leave living today

    For one which may not come

    Desert Canyons

    For years I coveted seeing the desert

    And the canyon lands of the West.

    The dead, dead desert!

    All dust and tumbleweed,

    And occasional vicious biting arthropods.

    The desert could kill;

    But it is not dead.

    Dirt, red and gray, regurgitating heat;

    Heat so hot it sears to the touch,

    Mind crazing hot, blurring the vision.

    The desert, empty, boundless, fenceless;

    Endless big sky.

    Deafening silence; stillness.

    Occasional prankster clouds

    Playing tricks on the eyes.

    At night coyotes sing to the moon.

    The spirit lives here.

    It seeps into the pores of the skin,

    Dances under the huge red rocks,

    Gathers strength from the sun,

    Hurls itself into the cooling evening winds,

    Barrels itself through the canyons;

    It carries the immensity of nature,

    The cold-eyed wildness of wolves,

    Chants the language of unremembered tribes.

    The harsh water torn moonscape face

    Of the red-brown beautiful desert

    Undulates across the flatlands,

    Heaves itself into the red canyons.

    Arid washes gape where floods once rushed:

    Snow marches along distant mountains crevices:

    Saguaro Cacti stretch majestically skyward,

    Occasional owl faces peering from within.

    Clouds gathered, changed patterns.

    Silence abdicated to rare hums.

    An occasional enchanted animal appeared:

    I watched them in awe and wonder.

    The air became suddenly close.

    Crystal rain began to fall;

    Splaty drops on the dry dusty soil,

    Which coughed up smoky spirals in retort.

    I ducked under cover of a needle pine.

    The shower, however, was a tease.

    The rain did not hanker down,

    Did not rest on the distant mountain tops,

    Did not blot out the sun.

    The surrounding rock-crunchy ground

    Was heavily populated with little periwinkle flowers.

    After the shower a sweetness filled the air.

    Suddenly up a small ridge of soldier stone,

    There she was!

    Regal.

    Majestic.

    Awesome.

    The magnificent Grand Canyon.

    Engulfed in dead stillness.

    Taking in her vastness, her incredible beauty

    Was like a supernatural experience,

    A spiritual encounter.

    Two large birds, perhaps eagles, flew in the distance,

    Continued to the edge of the horizon

    Brushed with pale streaks of rose purpled gray.

    The day was fading rapidly.

    The late afternoon sun bounced

    From layer to layer of canyon walls

    Creating colors the eye never imagined.

    Down, down, down at the Canyon’s bottom,

    The great river a snaking pinstripe.

    In the distance the sun’s rays pierced

    Through a slit in the darkening sky,

    Fanned out into infinity in the silence.

    Rapidly the sun was silently sinking:

    The moon waited to rise in the opening clouds.

    Great blankets of shadow changed the world.

    On the terrain flanking the Canyon

    Jagged silhouettes of cacti and yucca spikes,

    Tall needle pines and abundant rock shapes

    Lay-against the sky in colors undefined.

    The sunset was heart-stopping;

    An endless sense of involvement

    In absolute stillness.

    A sense of creation,

    A place where ugly has yet to be discovered.

    In the approaching darkness

    The stillness was broken

    By the running chill

    Of the night winds.

    It was like witnessing

    The birth of the world.

    Forever Seeking

    In Venice, just after the sun disappeared into the sea,

    Eerie shapes and sounds drifted around the streets.

    A sense of the supernatural crossed my being as

    A mist rode each canal in a mysterious shadowy ballet.

    Silent violin weeping ricocheted over the waters

    As goblins twirled and played on building facades.

    An intense power was afoot threatening my center;

    Things were happening that defy understanding.

    The mist grew heavier, but a sense of weightlessness

    prevailed.

    Had the obvious been so clouded, so obscured?

    The most precious things in life are lighter than air.

    Happenings between people are like little drifting clouds;

    Existing little puffs of air that cannot be held onto.

    Those extraordinary moments between people are billows

    of smoke,

    Elusive, constantly changing shape, floating into infinity.

    Whiffing mist whirled around me, drifted over the canals.

    Another soul escaping into the great, dark unknown.

    With lightening bolt swiftness I knew I would never know

    The meaning of all those little footprints

    Appearing out of nowhere in the sand on deserted beaches.

    This obviously was not a prank of the wind and water!

    Going Down

    He’d been put down too often

    To have any self-esteem left.

    He’d been let down so often

    His heart in two had been cleft.

    He thought it not possible to be more low:

    His brow already dragged the floor.

    Then fate crushed his crown

    And forever closed his door.

    They dug a six-foot hole in the ground

    And let him down some more.

    Heat

    Heat to humble.

    Heat to kill.

    The white sun

    Hung like an ornament

    In a sliver of cloud

    Burnt orange.

    Jagged mountain ranges

    Rippled in infinity:

    Jet black in the foreground,

    Dark brown behind.

    Sable brown snaking

    In front, burgundy,

    Shrouded by burnt orange

    Fading to deep orange,

    Multiple yellows fighting

    The oranges for central sky.

    Parched desert sands,

    White heat rising,

    Swallowed every living creature

    In total disappearance.

    A lone rattler

    Ventured too far

    From the distant mountains

    Dehydrated to skin and skeleton.

    Darkness long in coming

    Offers relief only to the sand,

    Too soon to begin

    The cycle over again.

    I See Me

    My day had been normal, unstressful:

    I did not feel unusually fatigued.

    As usual, I fell asleep rapidly.

    I was sleeping peacefully

    When I realized the light was there.

    It was brilliant white:

    The most beautiful thing I’d ever seen.

    It was calling to me, come, come.

    The light was spiraling into a tunnel:

    I began to move more rapidly toward it.

    I was euphoric with happiness,

    Softly the most beautiful music ever heard

    Caresses my senses and I was aware of others.

    They were dead relatives and friends.

    I wanted to reach out an embrace them.

    Wait! I looked back and saw me

    Lying in the bed peacefully sleeping.

    How could I be here looking at myself?

    A puzzle, but I didn’t care.

    My dead family members were reaching out to me.

    I loved this place and wanted to stay.

    The light was drawing me closer to them.

    I was running deeper within when

    I felt a tugging pulling me back.

    Wait! Don’t leave us. Please don’t go!

    I did not know who was holding me back.

    I tried to break free and rush towards the light.

    A powerful voice: Stop! It is not your time.

    I was plucked from the receding light,

    Clearly saw myself reenter my sleeping body.

    I awoke with a start, drenched in sweat.

    My heart was racing, but I was calm.

    I

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