Reflections of My Thoughts: I Used to Believe in Unicorns ... and I Still Do.
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Shaneen A. Harris
Shaneen A. Harris was born and raised in Akron, Ohio. Her first book, The Mystery of the Missing Birthday Cake, was written at the age of nine through the Legion for Literacy program. Although she enjoys all forms of literary work, her passion is poetry. She loves that poetry forces you to get to the heart of feelings and experiences and express them in as creative and concise a manner as possible. Poetry is an expression that flows from her and is created from experiences as well as the words revealed as God speaks to her. Shaneen is the proud mother of three children: Seaira, Clayton, and Aniya. She is married to her husband of over 10 years James S. Harris Jr. Shaneen attends The House of The Lord in Akron, Oh. under the leadership of Bishop F. Josephus Johnson II and currently resides in Wadsworth, Oh.
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Reflections of My Thoughts - Shaneen A. Harris
Contents
Acknowledgements
Introduction
Chapter 1
I Used to Believe in Unicorns
Self Analysis
Beauty
Confession
Painted Destinations
Call Me Human
Jealousy
Simple Wish
Waking Bell
Sunshine
A Tardy Dream
Day/Night Dream
Nemesis
Floor Number 9
Insanity or Friendship
Simple Love Poem
Freshness
Mysterious
a kiss
Momma’s Moan
Your Life Is Not Your Own
Hollar
King My King
La Fin
You Ought To Thank Me
Sorry Ain’t Enough
Silent Pain
Life And Death Breath
Authenticity
Disillusioned
Undeserved Gift
Entertainer
Heart vs. Soul
BS
Expectation Extremes
Finally I Rest
This World Ain’t So Wondrous
No Regrets
Woman’s Dialogue
Remain
Indecisiveness
Perdition
Chapter 2
Emancipation
Nacre
Human Cross
Seeking
Battlefield
In The Ring
Order of Things
Calling Me Daily
Draw Me Near
Grace
Redemption
What Would I Be
We Ask In Your Name
God Is Good All the Time
Satisfy Me
Jehovah’s To Give
I’m His Own
Rushing Waters
Let There be light
The Art of Exaltation
Questioning Glorification
Court of the Heart
God’s Healing Hands
What of Faith, Hope, and Love
Yet
Now I See
Breathless
Place of Freedom
The Call
Mirth of the Lord
Make the Cross Worthwhile
He Won’t Leave You Alone
Motion
Chapter 3
Praise Jehovah
Old Road
Self Pledge
I Call Your Name
The Seed
Ascertain the Future
5 Basics
Commanding the Morning
Morning
I Love You Lord
Asylum
Through God’s Eyes
Confidence
What God Forms
The Lover of My Soul
Delight in the Lord
Hand of God
Contentment
Hold On
Peace
Daily Celebration
Embrace
Joy
God’s Love
Incomprehensible
Privilege
Wander
Peace Comes
Belief and Expectation
Plausible
South Beach
Taking the Dive
Day by Day
You
I Notice
Question and Response
Aniya’s Poem: Family Never Fails
Clayton’s Poem: Heaven
Seaira’s Poem: More than a Dream
L’enfant
Lined in Black
Still
Today is a New Day
Why Write
I Still Believe In Unicorns
Acknowledgements
First and foremost, I give thanks to Christ, my brother, friend, and savior. Many of the poems would not exist had He not given the Spirit to reveal them.
Thanks to my mother, Brenda D. Christian, my original and authentic example of a woman of strength and endurance. To my father, Thomas L. Dent, I thank you for reminding me to keep God as my god and never let anyone or anything separate me from him. Jerry, thank you for supporting me no matter what.
To my brothers: Antoine, Tony, Anthony, Shawn, Jesse, Leonard, Elijah, Tommie and sisters: Desiree, CC, Lisa thank you for loving me… just because :-)
Thank you to the Christian’s, Mingo’s, Dent’s, and Harris’ I am proud to be a part of our heritage and blessed to continue building and cultivating our family legacy.
Bro. Roy, you constantly see the growth and change in me! Pastor and Minister Taylor, thank you both for always showing up on time to re-adjust my compass, enrich and encourage me! Bro. Danny you consistently remind me I am more than my mistakes. Thank you all for you girded me when I needed it most.
To all those who have loved and encouraged me with the patience and endurance to call me friend; whether we have been friends for more than 30 years or barely one, you have all left your imprint on my life, and I thank you.
So many of you repeatedly and unceasingly incited me not to hide my voice, to share my work, and not keep it for myself. This would not have happened without you!
Special thanks to Hezekiah M. Davidson for the amazing cover and DaniMorrisPhotography.com for the beautiful photos. Seaira, Dani, Deb, and Ashley thank you for your editing skills. Dorothy, I thank you for being there when I needed a sounding board. I came to all of you and you answered!!
Last, but not least, all my love and deepest thanks to my children: Seaira, Clayton, and Aniya. You are my beautiful babies. You constantly show me God’s generosity by your mere presence and patience. And, to my husband, James, thank you for finding me and enduring with me in spite of. You are my Sunshine, and I love you.
Introduction
Reflections Of My Thoughts depicts a woman who is torn between her flesh, her spirit, and her underlying desire for freedom, strength, and the ability to dream again, represented by the unicorn, in whatever form it may be. However, her questions and desire for understanding who she believes she is with where she is in life ultimately lead her on a spiritual journey. It is an attempt to articulate the challenges that she faces with her flesh such as jealousy, lust, anger, true friendship, self-imagery, and faith. This is a story of a woman who learns that her ability to persevere through challenges, her real freedom, strength, ability to dream, and ultimately her identity comes not from her, rather, Jesus Christ who has sustained her even when she didn’t realize or acknowledge He existed.
The chapters in Reflections Of My Thoughts were conceived out of the struggles and victory through Christ the Bible depicts in Romans 7-8. The thoughts depicted are a snapshot into the mind of a woman who through her struggles is discovering her purpose, her peace, and ultimately her power through the growth in her understanding of who Christ is in her, to her, and for her.
Some of the works are more lyrical like a psalm, some of