Good Midnight, Insomniacs
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Alma Christova
Alma Christova holds a Ph.D. in German Studies and Culture from the University of Toronto, where she teaches. A native of Bulgaria and prior to immigrating to Canada in 1993, she has lived and worked in Bulgaria, Germany and Finland. Alma is proficient in six languages and works also as a Court Interpreter for the Ministry of the Attorney General thus sharing her extensive personal cross-cultural experience. Currently she lives in a condominium called “Papillon Place” among other free butterflies and collects sunrise pictures taken rhapsodically every morning from the balcony of her penthouse.
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Good Midnight, Insomniacs - Alma Christova
GOOD MIDNIGHT, INSOMNIACS:
WAKING UP FROM DEPRESSION AND
ADDICTION TO DISCOVERY
ALMA CHRISTOVA, PHD
iUniverse, Inc.
Bloomington
GOOD MIDNIGHT, INSOMNIACS
WAKING UP FROM DEPRESSION AND ADDICTION TO DISCOVERY
Copyright © 2012 by Alma Christova, PhD.
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ISBN: 978-1-4697-7833-4 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-4697-7834-1 (ebk)
iUniverse rev. date: 03/20/2012
Contents
AUTHOR’S WARNING:
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
INTRODUCTION
My Life Story for AA
My ACDC Experience
Planet Papillon
Living On The Hyphen: Curse Or Blessing?
Sober Love
Eternal Emails
CONCLUSION
RECOMMENDATIONS and REFERENCES
PHOTO ALBUMS
To Ahi
In legal terms my son embodies my untouchable prosecutor at times of crime, my all successful defense lawyer when I opted for a trial and my silent witness at sentencing. In spiritual terms, he must have been always my Higher Power but I had no clue until I finally joined Alcoholics Anonymous last July. And Ahi, thank you from the bottom of my heart for diligently executing all these jobs on my behalf PRO BONO.
AUTHOR’S WARNING:
My dear Reader,
Since this is a self-published book, it is—of course—highly disorganized. Let’s think of it as a spontaneous collage of information and pictures put together in one single breath and sent to you as a snail letter (or an email, a facebook entry, a skype call) in my attempt to document the beginning of my recovery from addiction and depression. I neurotically hastened to report everything I learned and experienced in the past eight months in order to share the impact of the Day Treatment Program at the Addictions and Concurrent Disorders Centre at Credit Valley Hospital in Mississauga. To tell you the truth, I think that publishing my sunrise pictures alone would be more than enough to inspire even the most depressed insomniac on earth, but since I paid iUniverse, why not let you know more things about me. So as a true insomniac, always in the wee hours of the morning, I started filing journal entries, diligent notes from my program and aftercare, some eternal emails
, positive quotes of the day, references to the tones of books I have read, summaries of the meetings of the self-help groups I joined in the meantime, then more pictures etc. All in the file AAA: Alcoholic Anonymous Alma
. Once I mentioned on Facebook that I joined AA, I immediately got a lot of suggestions what Triple A
could stand for. I am sure my reader will come up with many more, funnier and optimistic or pessimistic. I would love to hear them from you for my collection. I so much wanted to have an AAA
tattoo on my right shoulder and a small butterfly on my left shoulder. Never got the time to do it, believe it or not, but kept buying temporary tattoos from the Dollarama and always had them on. My friend AA34—a gentleman with at least 100 real tattoos—keeps making fun of me that I don’t have the guts for a real one.
Things continued to happen every single day and my AAA file started piling up considerably. Christmas—my internal deadline—was approaching fast and I found myself having written much more than I planned back in August 2011. I obviously talk a lot and one has to be brutal to shut me up. If I kept describing the daily events it would have taken us to infinity. Gotthold Ephraim Lessing once said: My dear friend, I am sending you a long letter because I don’t have the time to write you a short one
. Hahahaaa. It’s so true. My next booklet will be much more concise, I promise. This one is rather a reanimation breath of someone who almost died, but then (for SOME reason) was granted a life-rebirth-type of breath
and had this crucial vital grasp of air and so was enabled to remain alive for the time being. Something like this. I hope you know what I mean because I don’t know the term for this type of breath—I am sure I can ask a specialist of course and I will keep you posted. This breath I couldn’t refuse—it meant staying alive. Now that Good Midnight, Insomniacs
is on your screen, I can readily share with you that my next project is a sitcom entitled SOBER CHAOS
and features my most precious AA characters and I dare to say that it is going to be FUNNY!! And it will supply fame and money. In order to protect her anonymity and to give her some space, I deliberately excluded my one and only best friend and sober sister AA01 from this booklet although she plays an enormous part