The Chemo Diaries
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Carrie Kuliev
Carrie has a business degree and teaching credential. Her careers have included the areas of human resources management and education. She has always enjoyed traveling and writing humor as a hobby. Carrie is currently living in Mission Viejo, California, with her two sons. She is working at Disneyland and is happy to report that she is three years cancer free!
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The Chemo Diaries - Carrie Kuliev
THE CHEMO
DIARIES
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Contents
1. Cancer—Part I
Introduction
Carrie’s New Request
The Diagnosis
Another Request
Good News
Carrie’s Progress
More Requests
Chocolate Anyone?
Coma Anyone?
Bald Is Beautiful
Beware Of Doctors
With Chocolate
Shopping Therapy—
Works For Me!
Tattoos And Marijuana
The Sea Of Despair
Good News & An Important Archaeological Find
Carrie Takes Another Trip
The Time Frame
Attack Of The Killer Fatigue
No Chemo Today
Carrie’s Update
Here’s To New Experiences
Three To Go
Two To Go
I See The Light
(At The End Of The Tunnel)
A Little Poem
Losing It
Last One
Questions?
At Least
No Radiation Diaries
Someone’s Living Right
Can’t Seem To Get Enough
Of That Mission Hospital
Reasons For Living?
What’s This?
Mycobacterium—Shmycobacterium
A Successful Ministry
Sunday’s A Comin’
Better & Better
Back In
Carrie Revisits Archeological Find
2. Remission—Part I
The Other Side
Aloha!
The Szulgai Diaries:
The Beginning
The Szulgai Diaries: The End?
An Identity Crisis
What I’m Thankful For
Single Women—Rejoice!
Merry Christmas!
Happy, Happy New Year!
3. Cancer—Part Ii
Sos: Save Our Sister!
What To Pray For
Door Number Three
Give Me A B
The Hospital Of Horrors
Door Number One—Oh My!
Side-Splitting Humor
Patience Is A Virtue
Who Has Incredible
Prayer Partners?
Memories…
May Be Beautiful And… Yet
And They Call Her—
El Barfo!!!
Keep Pedaling, Carrie!
Hair Today—Gone Tomorrow
Pedaling Through The Sea
Chemo—Schmemo!
Live From The City Of Hope
I Owe You One!
Keep Pedaling Everyone!
My Schedule Of Fun
The Beauty Of A
Drug Induced Coma
Down In The Valley
Tick… Tock
The Countdown
It Was The Donkey
And The Cart
Getting Better (Again)
Breakfast Anyone?
Pet-Scan-Ophobia
4. Remission—Part Ii
Carrie Writes A Psalm
Wolfman Returns!
Feeling Pretty Great!
Here’s To The Day-To-Day
A Hug From An Angel
Conclusion
To J.T. and Max
The light of my life and joy of my heart
To my prayer partners
Like Jesus you are
CANCER—PART I
INTRODUCTION
On 12/30/07 I felt a lump on my left collar bone. I was a little concerned and that night during my devotions I read these verses And when this mortal has put on immortality, then shall the written word be fulfilled,
Death is swallowed up in victory. Death, where is your victory? Death where is your sting? I Corinthians 15: 54-55. I found comfort in these verses, but there was a part of me that went
Yikes!"
1/3/08 I went to the doctor’s and was immediately asked if cancer ran in my family.
This book comprises the letters to my prayer partners. I already had been in contact with them to pray for the marriage counseling I was going through with my husband who had left me two years previously. That was an enormous valley
in my life, but I am continually amazed at the strength, love, lessons and even joy that can be found in the valleys.
CARRIE’S NEW REQUEST
1/4/08
Hi everyone!
Well, since I have you all set up on my nifty computer as prayer partners, I’m going to throw another request at you. I have two lumps on my lymph nodes and something in my chest (info. thanks to a CT scan I had yesterday). I am going in for outpatient surgery Monday or Tuesday to get a biopsy. I think the prayer request is obvious—Hey, where did those lumps go? Hum, nothing here but a healthy body.
We’ll see. I’ll be sure to keep you posted as soon as I know anything!
God bless you, guys!! I love you!!
Carrie
He who believes in me will live… and… will never die.
John 11: 25-26
That’s a beautiful thing!
THE DIAGNOSIS
1/9/08
Howdy!
Well, it’s Hodgkin’s Lymphoma. Which, I want to point out, is one of the more curable forms of cancer. So the new prayer request is that it is in an early stage. I’ll be finding out soon as well as starting on chemotherapy in the next few days. Tomorrow I have a PET scan, and I’ll be meeting with the oncologist soon. Fun, fun, fun!!
I must say, your prayers are being answered. I feel little to no anxiety (it’s that peace that surpasses all understanding). Pray for J.T. and Max as they get to face more stuff
in their lives. Also, for my parents who have been an ENORMOUS help!
Thank you, dear friends, for your prayers!!
Blessings,
Carrie
Don’t worry about anything;
Instead, pray about everything.
Tell God what you need,
And thank him for all he has done.
If you do this, you will experience God’s peace…
Philippians 4: 6-7
ANOTHER REQUEST
1/13/08
Hello everyone!!
I can’t express how overwhelmed I am by your love and support. You all are amazing!!
I met with the oncologist on Friday and I really liked him. He was very up front with how I will be feeling for the next six months. Basically, he said to just write off 2008. However, he also said next year I will be healthy, my hair will be growing back, and I will have a new appreciation of life. Gotta love that!!
I am going in for a bone marrow biopsy on Tuesday, and on Wednesday the doctor will tell me what stage my cancer is in. I will probably be starting chemotherapy next week.
I will keep you informed as to how I’m doing. Again, I am overwhelmed by your prayers and support!! I dearly love you guys!!
Love and blessings,
Carrie
Those who live in the shelter of the Most High
will find rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
This I declare of the Lord:
He alone is my refuge, my place of safety;
He is my God, and I am trusting Him.
Psalm 90:1-2
GOOD NEWS
1/16/08
Hi Everyone!!
Thank you, thank you for your prayers! My cancer is in stage 2 (better than 3 or 4), and I may only have