My Poetic Journey
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as well as people and issues which had an influence on my life.
Gerald W. Jones
Gerald W. Jones, aka “Guru,” is a man of courage when it comes to delivering a strong message on issues of life. Gerald has been writing poetry and heartfelt expressions for many years to share his views and concerns regarding day-to-day living and some avoided topics of social behavior. Based on reviews and comments from his growing fan base and readers, Gerald has a God-given talent which allows him to write about a wide range of topics with such a vast amount of sensitivity, yet the content is so strong. He has mastered the skill to touch many hearts and stir emotions, allowing his readers to engage in the process of self-healing. Gerald is unique and stands apart from the general population when it comes to handling stressful issues in daily life. He has discovered that through his writing, the pen and paper have become extremely therapeutic in resolving issues which otherwise would have brought him down.
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My Poetic Journey - Gerald W. Jones
© 2012 by Gerald W. Jones. All rights reserved.
No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.
Published by AuthorHouse 11/21/2012
ISBN: 978-1-4772-9017-0 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-4772-9018-7 (hc)
ISBN: 978-1-4772-9019-4 (e)
Library of Congress Control Number: 2012919722
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Contents
Dedication
Acknowledgements
Chapter One
Family and Friends
Who I Am
NaNa’s Little Man
Dad
The Family Child (Egg)
Father (Pillar)
Mama’s Touch
Family Reunion
Call me Guru
Who Are My Family?
Imitation of Life
Cherokee Blood
Father or Friend
Images in the Home
Time Be My Friend
Leaf of Love
Mistakes in Life
Midnight Tears
Hey Girlfriend In Christ
What I Didn’t Get at Home
Jealousy… the Death of Love
My Footprints in Life
What We’ve Done To Our Friends
Cold Hearted People
Hit From The Blindside
Secret Lady
We Don’t Talk Anymore
The Way I Use To Feel
Will You Dance With Me?
Pretty Eyes
Drama Queen
Me and Mr. Frog
Chapter Two
Life and Issues
No Regrets
Usher’s Mood
Strawberry Girl
Forty Acres and a Mule
Scars of Another Man
Your Legs are too Short to Race the Devil
There’s a Flaw in the Law
A Black Man’s Love
War through a Black Man’s Eyes
To Love an Older Woman
A Crack in the Ball
A Poor Man’s Dream
I’m Scare Of Dem ‘Gillas’’
If You’re Listening God
Each Tear Makes Me Stronger
Wino Willie
My Name Ain’t Buckwheat
The Mind Of A ‘Baller’
Dreams of A Sixty Year Old Man
The World of Thailand
Crows Don’t Sing
Lions, Tigers and Bears
Pole Dancer
Class Reunion
At The Club
God Please Hear My Call
A Category Of My Own
Cougar Den
Poems in The Key Of Life
Country Preacher Man
Red Tails
God Knows My Heart
Not Afraid To Cry
Superstitions and Fears
Chapter Three
Love and Pain
Rehearsal to Love
You Are My Weakness
You Take My Breath Away
Let Me be Your Fantasy
In the Mist of a Kiss
The Moonlight in Your Eyes
Tender Moments
Love Running on Empty
I Call You Precious
In Your Eyes
You Give Me Butterflies
Poems to Touch the Heart
Nothing Else to Give
If I Could Read Your Mind
Secrets
What I Couldn’t Give
When Love Doesn’t Answer
Why We Pretend
Misery Has No Friends
The Fool I Played
Chapter Four
Passion and Intimacy
Secret Thoughts
My Sensual Side
Midnight Lover
Making Love by Candlelight
I’ll Get You Wet
Let Me Undress You
Living on Your Love
Love Therapy
Wine and Candlelight
My Tears for You
When I Touch You Like That
Intimacy
Bedroom Bandit
Alpha Male
Panty Dropping Songs
I’ll Teach You Love Again
With Tears, I Write
Pain Before Pleasure
Sweet Intoxication
Intimate Strangers
Tear Drops on a Letter
First Love
One Love… One Lifetime
Say You’ll Love Me
Dedication
To my mother, Ms. Ursula Byrd, who sacrificed to give me the best that she could and molded me into the man that I am today. I dedicate this book to her and all that she stood for… honesty, integrity, trust, loyalty, charity and fairness. May God bless her and may she rest in peace.
Gerald W. Jones
Acknowledgements
I would be remiss if I did not take this time to give praise to Father God for the strength and insight to write such a book.
I also would like to recognize all who have given me the support, that made this book possible. I would like to thank Ms. Ava Grimes for her input and assistance and Dr. Adrienne Thompson, Ed.D for editing my manuscript. Kudos to Ms. Linda Garcia, Dr. Marlene Evans, Mr. James Mitchell, Mr. Rudy Lozano, Ms. Vicki Lee and Ms. Sybil Bolivar, who were always there with words of encouragement and feedback.
I want to acknowledge Ms. Claudia Collier-Ridgley who passed away before the publishing of my book.
CHAPTER ONE
Family and Friends
Who I Am
I’m not a complicated man, but
who I am cannot be summed up in
a single definition nor could it be
told by any one person.
My world is involved to a degree,
where it would take several pages
of a dictionary to explain or identify
me correctly.
If you are of a closed mind nature,
and fail to see all the vibrant colors
in a rainbow, you would or could
never understand anything about
me in your lifetime.
My mind is focused at this world,
and all the wrong that exist in the
minds of men. The thoughts that
can enslave a whole nation, turn
brother against brother, and cause
death to innocent women and
children.
My eyes see the hopelessness of
the poor and the mass genocide of
my black brothers and sisters caused
by ‘Back Alley’ chemical labs and
white supremacist politics.
My shoulders bear the burden of lost
promises, that were never fulfilled,
due to my people’s trust in a justice
system that wasn’t intended to help,
but to only suppress us.
My nose smells the decade of the
black family unit, which has been
neglected for years, for it serves
no economic purpose to "White
Corporate America".
My heart beats out a rhythm of pain
for the plus three hundred years,
black people were forced into slavery
and slaughtered or beaten for wanting
to read or speaking of freedom.
My ears hear the cries of black
mothers, whom lost their sons to
wars. Wars fought on foreign soil,
that did nothing to improve the
quality of life in America for the
black man.
My hands feel the arthritic pain
of black labor, which was used to build
this country, but as a people have yet
to fully benefit from it.
My stomach has soured, for the
Negroes, who have ran into the
White Mist
losing their identities,
or those who obtain wealth and power
but refuse to help others.
My legs are weary from the Race
.
The race in which I, as a black man,
must be twice as fast, jump twice as
high as my white adversary to win the
Prize
, the prize they may get in the
end, if they should decide to change the
rules.
Who I AM
I am first a child of God, who was
stolen from his mother land and
forced into slavery. I’m a human
being born of Kings reduced to
living like an animal with no rights,
in a land built for Free
people.
I am the Consciousness
that lives
in the minds of men, who have gone
against the ‘Word and Will’ of God,
in the treatment of fellow man.
I am the Black Force
to be reckoned
with, for all the inhumane treatment
of my people for all these years. I am
a Black Man
, who refuses to take a
back seat to anyone. I am a black man
who fears only God and no man that
walks the face of this earth.
I am the ‘One’, who is willing to fight
and die for the Right to be Totally
Free.
39945.jpgNaNa’s Little Man
Dear Grandma NaNa,
I know this letter is late,
but I have so many things
to tell you about my life.
I wish you could have
been here, watching as
I grew from a child into
manhood. I think you would
have