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Poems and Stanzas
Poems and Stanzas
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The book is a collection of compositions arranged in three groups: Poems I, with 25 poems; Stanzas with 28 poems, and Poems II with another 35 poems. The items are either love poems involving his feelings toward girls he knew as a youth, as well as introspective or philosophical stanzas dealing with his views on reality and the nature of Man. Hedi, the young woman he fell in love with in 1945, plays a primary role in his lyrical inspiration. Their parting led to somber thoughts he translated into a number of philosophical verse sequences. He calls his writing as belonging to the free verse variety, emphasizing cadence and meter, with less weight accorded to riming.
LanguageEnglish
PublisherXlibris US
Release dateAug 22, 2005
ISBN9781462838004
Poems and Stanzas
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George Lysloff

"The world should know and learn to accept the fact that life and fantasy (read "inner experience") co-exist in any person's existence. Subjectivity is the primary motor to anyone's being. My stories illustrate the point, I hope, and give the reader the chance to review his own personal life, placing its events in an acceptable and worthwhile perspective and allowing him to retain (or maybe regain) a proper distance from the fallacies of 'what's real." This is most certainly "existentialistic" and, from a philosophical viewpoint, an "idealistic" attitude. It offers a powerful alternative to the current evolution of society toward a strictly materialistic and utilitarian mode of living" - George Lysloff Lysloff was born in Paris, France of a Russian emigré father and a Baltic-German mother. He went through is primary and secondary education in various French schools. He studied medicine in Germany and Belguim, obtaining his diploma in 1951. He immigrated to the United States in 1954, and took his specialty training in the field of Psychiatry. He received his Board Certification in 1963. He was employed in various mental hospitals in the Midwest, and then moved back to Europe in 1972. He remained active in his profession until his retirement in 1993. George was married in 1950, and the couple had four children. After his wife fell ill with Alzheimer's disease and had to move to a care home, he lives close to his children in Wisconsin. His writing career began with poetry, initially written in the French, which he later translated to English. Other books by George Lysloff: Life and Fantasy: Pilgrimage, Life and Fantasy: On that side of Awakening, Life and Fantasy: Growing Up, Life and Fantasy: New World Rhapsody, Life and Fantasy: Andernach on the Rhein, Letters to my Beloved Ghost, Poems and Stanzas, Reaching Out, Poems and Stanzas II, Poems and Stanzas III, Poems and Stanzas IV, Poems Visions Reflections, Impressions in Verse and Prose, and Visions and Reflections II

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    Poems and Stanzas - George Lysloff

    P O E M S

    - 1 -

     -

    1 - TORN AWAY

    For Irina P.

    Where have they gone, my days of unconcern

    That rushed by as light and as fast as the wind.

    I dwelt in my reality, disdainfully

    Oblivious of the brewing storms

    That, suddenly unleashed, ended the quietude

    Of the moment; I felt entranced, filled with the bliss

    Of an adorable smile, with the pulchritude

    Of the girl I cherished and yearned to kiss.

    Behind the snow-covered and dormant plains,

    Beyond the distant hills and drowsy villages,

    I abandoned, forsook the one I idolized.

    I seek in vain to find, retrieve those images.

    I whisper in my mind: Why to weep and despair?

    The fogs have cleared, the sun shines bright and the black fields

    Will soon commence to green: All is well, sorrow yields;

    Yet my soul is lonely and my heart cold and bare.

    Ebern, March 20 1945

    (That is the fifth day after I arrived in the little Bavarian town of Ebern)

     -

    2 - MELANCHOLY

    February. 16 1945

    Ruedersdorf by Berlin

    Welcome, my memories,

    Heavy, puffy incense,

    Perfume rising

    Toward the crests of the morrow

    In the sanctuary

    Of my longing.

    How far it lies

    The Earth I knew . . . Fairy

    Land of evocations, far, strange,

    Disparate . . . Up above,

    In the soft penumbra,

    The scents, in small ringlets,

    Gracious volutes

    And subtle curves,

    Lightly rise and flower;

    They disappear,

    Disperse into the dark.

    I look for an image

    That relates to my heart,

    To my soul, a visage,

    Dreamy eyed,

    Veiled in thoughts,

    A visage?

    A mirage!

    The incense rose

    And vanished

    In the vagueness

    Of the vaulted

    Heights, vast,

    Fathomless.

    My love,

    What was

    Actually

    The color

    Of your eyes?

    The past has grown

    So dim, unreal . . .

    For Ira

     -

    3 - FATHERLAND

    I

    Nostalgia is like a longing

    That lacks object and goal.

    It will conjure tantalizing

    Memories of a lost homeland.

    An exile, I languish

    And I grieve in silence.

    In my thoughts I return

    To my native country.

    I see myself resting

    Beneath a friendly oak,

    The firmament stretching

    Into my inner space,

    Gently curving within

    The sumptuous chalice,

    The expanded skyline.

    Its broad azure unfolds

    And turns to silver threads,

    Its blueness is brighter

    Than any ever seen.

    Amid the pure, ethereal veil.

    Enraptured, I now lie

    Where the Gods at one time

    Tried to hide their Elysium

    Jealously protecting

    Their frolicking capers.

    Glittering waves of loveliness

    Spread on the countryside,

    Its meadows, brooks and glens;

    They shudder with delight.

    The streams twinkle

    As the sun begins to drop toward

    The rim of the horizon.

    II

    In fullest glory, the heavens

    Supercilious, mocking,

    Smiling derisively

    At my humble verses,

    Allow their splendid drapery

    To cover up the Universe

    As Nature, terse, prudish,

    Hides human misery.

    Its decors are too sumptuous

    In the context

    Of perpetuity

    With somber recesses.

    There is too much splendor,

    Too much brightness

    Reflecting the infinity.

    The night is still,

    Cold, cruel and stark.

    Bare and pitiless as is Death

    Leaving a bitter aftertaste

    Of wasted hope.

    Night is Death’s precursor.

    But the resurrection

    Arrives always in time

    For escaping

    From the graveyards

    Of oblivion.

    I exist, but to what purpose?

    A sky beckons,

    I perceive a city’s echoes;

    I listen to its sounds,

    Ghostly, foreign and strange.

    Consciousness betrays me!

    Where am I? Should I know?

    I recall of a place

    Where I once felt

    Safe, young in years,

    Where I enjoyed

    Country and Home,

    Closer to the light of the sun.

    Destiny spoke, I had to go.

    What does it matter though?

    Only evasions and laments

    Respond to my query.

    Illusions, gossamer

    Fragments are what is left,

    Disconnected moments

    Remain, nothing but dreamy

    Thoughts and figments.

    May 29 1944

     -

    4 - PUSCHKAU

    Summer of 1944

    Free verses

    (Puschkau is a small town near Posen. With a group of friends, I took the train and we reached that lovely place in less than a half hour. We walked in the long and waving grass of the banks of the river Wartha, bordered by cooling woods. It was high summer and blond Lilia was of the party).

    Lilia is a lovely,

    Alluring, graceful child;

    She looks up, smiles at me,

    And I smile back.

    Often when she rests her eyes

    On me questing for her,

    They turn pensive and vague,

    With passion unaware

    And girlish dreaminess.

    She speaks, I hear her voice

    And listen not to her words;

    Her expression reflects

    Juvenile gentleness,

    Radiates the luminous

    Cobalt of her eyes,

    Clear as the summer skies.

    I cling to her nearness;

    And her youth resonates

    In my soul, reminds me

    Of my own. Her silky

    And golden locks caress

    My cheek. I catch her voice

    And her sweet breath, along

    With a treasured vision

    I carry in my heart,

    Later on in the eve, reclining

    Under the stars, my fancies start

    To relive my wishful thinking.

    Does this mean love?

    I wish it did!

    It surrounds me like a story,

    A soulful fairy tale!

    It cajoles my senses

    Like a warm day of lent,

    And confuses my mind.

    I nurture and sustain it,

    Ideal, a perfumed sentiment.

    Is this just another

    One of the imponderables

    Floating in the spring air,

    Reflecting volatile

    Imaginings evoked

    By sweet and cherished memories?

    Is it what God

    Meant when he invented

    Love? He created it

    So miraculously

    And marvelously beautiful,

    So weighty to the soul

    Of the lover. I hope

    She cares for me as much

    As I for her.

    Lilia, alluring, lovely

    Apparition;

    She smiles, glances at me,

    Or else, wistful, she seems

    To gaze into my soul,

    Her face reflects

    A pensive mood, vague desires

    Nurtured by unconscious

    And well contained passion.

    June 18 1944

     -

    5 - SAPPHIRE

    Free verses

    I

    Little girl with your golden hair,

    Your clear forehead, your skin so fair,

    Your lithe figure, your eyes of fire

    A color-flush of sapphire,

    Smiling, laughing; tell me indeed

    What is it that caused you

    To decide, adorable child,

    And make me so glad,

    So pleased, and then so sad?

    The breeze scatters my thoughts,

    Yet my every word sings

    Forth toward the soaring vaults

    Of the firmament, rings

    Like a front of profound

    And resonating sound.

    The sprites in the forest,

    Souls of the woods and trees

    Have told me a secret.

    That gladdens

    My heart,

    Revealing,

    And whispering

    To me words

    Of magic

    And mysticism.

    Discreet, the stream

    Flows by, reflects

    Back the words

    And loses them

    Among the trees

    Of the forest,

    Silent backdrop

    Of the clearing

    Where we play,

    The riverbank

    Where we hide,

    Seeking,

    Finding

    Each other.

     -

    6 - ECSTASIS

    Entranced by life and youngish love. I feel so rich

    As I taste the pleasure of your bewitching charm.

    Need I dream any more, for everything I feel

    Is elfish reverie: our woods, our stream.

    Sapphire: Lilia’s lips are a cascade of smiles,

    Her eyes hide desire and constant wondering.

    They never cease to awaken in me the wish

    To have her glance at me and make me smile in turn.

    Fate gave of its purest azure-blue to her gaze

    When she emerged into this world, maybe adding

    In each pupil a tiny star, a fiery gem

    Shining resplendently in her eyes’ limpid depth.

    Why daydream of passion: Our friendship binds us,

    As the adolescent that I am, I love her;

    Her wistfulness meets mine as we gently commune . . .

    A thunderstorm is near. Our world grows quiet.

    The sky turns menacing, growling its booms, throwing

    Its bolts, pouring its strings densely, its liquid sheets,

    Its drops are streams of pearls and glimmering jewels.

    What do I care of rain, of tempest and thunder?

    What concern are they to me? For I am enamored

    In Lilia’s charming self, and her voice sounds as clear

    As the radiant brightness of this clear August day;

    I simply stop thinking when I am close to her . . .

    Summer of 1944

     -

    7 - CHILDHOOD LOVE

    I

    Thousand marvels flow together,

    Met with timid reserve,

    In the fervent mind of the child

    Walking the early labyrinths,

    Facing the ever receding

    Horizons and stretches

    Infinite, as he sees

    Thousand and one dreams arising,

    Unfolding, dissolving,

    To disappear into

    The recesses of his psyche,

    Whence thoughts will later rise!

    This unique genesis

    Serves as the early guide

    To the emerging self

    Of the child, with

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