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    Crying Eyes: …Have Seen the Facts and the Future
    Crying Eyes: …Have Seen the Facts and the Future
    Crying Eyes: …Have Seen the Facts and the Future
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    Crying Eyes: …Have Seen the Facts and the Future

    By Azra Asenna

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    This book is about surviving in the world some of the certain experiences I went through in life. It was a fight between good and evil; it is a real life story. Some people in life follow the footsteps of the devil some follow the footsteps of god. There were no mercy of the wrongdoers; there were physical and spiritual fight in this world. It explains about the evil things people did to me. They used and taken my kindness as weakness and left me. I did good to which some people did not deserve. What kept me going is knowing that there is a creator of this world, and one day there would be a judgement day. There is heaven after the people pass the test in this world. People are changing friendships and relationships; those who are not strong ends up being used by others.
    Bu kitap gercekleri anlamaniz icin yazilmistir
    Gerceklik ve dogruluk yuce tanriya giden yoldur , bu bir gercek yasanmis hikayedir birgun gunes yine dogacak inaninki cennet ve cehenem gercektir. Kotuluklerden vaz geciniz dogru yola yoneliniz cunku bu dunyaya birdaha gelmiyeceksiniz . kiyamet ve hesap gunu olacaktir bu kitap hayal kirikligina ugramis ve insanlardan zarar gormus ve kalp gozunu acmis birinin yasadiklarini anlatiyor. Bazen cok iyi bir insan bile cinnet gecirebiliyor. Insanlar bazen baskalarinin duygularini anlamiyor. Intahar edenler cinnet gecirenler cinayet isleyen etc yalnis yoldan donsunler supesiz cehenem korkunc bir yerdir
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherXlibris UK
    Release dateAug 21, 2013
    ISBN9781483682099
    Crying Eyes: …Have Seen the Facts and the Future
    Author

    Azra Asenna

    I was born in Turkey and raised in United Kingdom. I was raised in a modern family. My parents teach me to understand other people’s beliefs and religions. My parents used to take me for a visit in religious temples and churches. I married a man who called himself a religious Muslim and abused for years. I actually use to believe people who are religious will have fear of god but I was wrong. I believed in people who come to me as being religious and all my money was taken off. I was left penniless. Then I started doing research on religions and the history. I then realised in doing good and praying to god your prayers will be heard. I have had friends from all over the world. I believed in being peaceful. I had a child with special needs and I raised her on my own. I have had a lot of life experiences. Then I started seeing things for the future which I still don’t understand why?.

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      Crying Eyes - Azra Asenna

      Copyright © 2013 by Azra Asenna.

      ISBN: Softcover 978-1-4836-8208-2

      Ebook 978-1-4836-8209-9

      All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the copyright owner.

      Rev. date: 08/06/2013

      To order additional copies of this book, contact:

      Xlibris LLC

      0-800-056-3182

      www.xlibrispublishing.co.uk

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      One autumn, leaves were falling. I was like the leaves that were upset with life, paper tissues falling like leaves in autumn. I had a broken heart. I felt that everything in life was against me. Life was coming back at me with those memories. I felt like the leaves that were dead and blown by the wind. Then, as now the moment we’ve been re-lived memories like that of the eye is coming after me. My eye was twitching for a few days in a row. I felt something was going to go wrong. The day I saw the true face of my friends was a bad day. I saw your face; I saw people’s real selfish faces, but I did not say anything to anyone. As usual, it upset me enough to shut up and stay quiet as nothing had happened. I did not know whether I should change myself or kill the kindness in my heart. People believe I am strong inside me. I do not know!

      When I was little, I thought of having a good life, but I was scared to grow up. I used to play in the rain for hours and got wet. Growing up had scared me because I knew that life was hard. I loved little girls. I used to love people too. I now miss the old days and some off my loved ones too. I used to imagine at that time while I used to play for hours in the mountains.

      Now I envy the dead; sometimes I want to be alone. Sometimes I want to sleep. Perhaps there is a sin in not knowing that. It was forbidden to me as if everything. I felt that the place where I lived was like a prison to me, as if something alive did not wish for me to be successful. I cannot be away from my daughter who cries to be next to me. How I did some things in my life I don’t know. Being away from everyone and always staying strong in life is difficult.

      I know that what I want to be in life is to be happy, and I also want my loved ones to be happy. Once upon a time, there was a family who loved me, and I always knew the value of happiness, because for some reason I was loved. Far away I called myself, because I thought everyone was just as good, but my life was so wrong, in fact a big lie.

      There was a purpose in my life; that’s why I’d lost many things in life. Sometimes I envied the dead. I turned to God because I did not trust anyone else alive. I did not like, but I saw the loneliness of life and the permanent damage to my favourite people. Each of them destroyed themselves as they loved money. I wanted to be happy in life only, but I was alone. There were days when I lost confidence in me, and I killed the one that did not need my love inside me; it was hard going through certain experiences in life. So many things I’ve lost, but with time the damage that I have experienced has made me grow stronger. I’m not being loved in this world; true people face difficulties while good and honest people are sometimes in a battle.

      What I see here is a city. All kinds of people from all over the world live here; there are people from all around the world. Sometimes the families do not even have time. What is the point of doing something for people who do not understand anything? I see people betraying others whom they do not want to be happy. People cannot live without love and disinterest. I was envied by the people when once upon a time I had black hair which has now turned white. Labour share was crying in my life I love to love.

      Sometimes I would say it’s better to take the risk, but the risks involved made me live so independently. I could not go to anyone for any sort of help. It showed me many things, which was hard and challenging. I always found myself in the same place. The eyes of my heart opened my eyes. But still I’m thanking God. Sometimes it’s like stone heart to love and be loved. Pain has increased more. Some things do not hurt as much as before any more. I always wanted to be proud of the violence I have endured in evil. And I am very sensitive to emotional upset every time I feel I am very small to something, but I feel sad yet do not show to anyone.

      Despite not being as good as it sometimes seem, I believe that my desires will be fulfilled in the future. One day in the future, beautiful days will be waiting for the people who are on the right path.

      I cried a lot today. I need to be strong tomorrow. I’m tired of living for so long. Protect me, Jesus Christ, from more pain. My view is that one day a nice day and happy days will come, which will be like paradise. Sometimes people do not want to see people happy liar too. I feel like an orphan in the world. If only sometimes I could cry and throw everything inside of me out and share with a friend, but I cannot find a friend next to me when I need sometimes. Some people delete my heart and me from their lives. Sometimes cheeky, what I wanted to live to be happy only.

      I value deaths, fights, etc… I did not value the rights consumed when I spent my time with the wrong people. Sometimes I give value to people, then I feel as if

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