Through a New Lens
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Through a New Lens - Colby Ross
© 2017 Authored by Colby Ross
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ISBN: 978-1-54395-656-6 (print)
ISBN: 978-1-54395-657-3 (ebook)
Contents
Introduction
We Can’t Blame Others if They Don’t Know How We Feel
Don’t Forget Where You Come From
Burning Bridges
Forgive but Don’t Forget
Is Our Reflection Our Enemy?
Is It Us or the People We Choose?
If We Have Too Much Fun, Life Gets Boring
Light at the End of the Tunnel
Depression
The Finish Line
We Are Alone Because No One Else Is
The CEM (Chief Executive Mother)
The Bumper-Sticker Christian
Spiritual or Religious
Afraid to Have a Voice
Limbo
Opposites Don’t Attract
Work Backward, Not Forward
I Am Who I Am Not Because You Are Who
You Are
It’s Just a White Lie
Good Things Happen to Those Who Try
The Doormat
A Mistake Is Only a Mistake if We Don’t Learn
from It
Anger Is Good (When It’s Channeled Correctly)
Learn to Compromise
Is Marriage Really Worth It Anymore?
Put On Your Oxygen Mask First
College Can Wait
People Who Can Justify Doing Wrong
Share Your Passwords
The Rabbit Trailer (Identity Crisis)
Take a Bullet for Me, as I Would for You
Our Lowest Point Is Our Highest Point
Commitment Issues
Fake It till You Make It
Don’t Share Your Money
Scared to Be Happy
Our Ruler
Minimalism
If We Can’t Be Alone, We Shouldn’t Be in a Relationship
Blessings in Disguise
Fuck-You Money
Stop Resenting the Wealthy
Passive-Aggressive
The Askhole
The Motivation Struggle
The Prenup
College Is No Longer the Answer
Productivity
Competing with Others
Jealousy
Living with Your Parents Is Normal
Have Your Own Friends
Be Rich by Retirement
Is Homeownership Really Worth It?
Don’t Get a Promotion
Divorce Isn’t a Bad Word
Are We Phone Addicts?
The Dangerous Form of Communication
The Life Coaching
Psychologist
The False Prophet
The Daily Routine
Community College versus Universities
The Fitness Fad
Four Weeks Off a Year, a Must
It Doesn’t Matter What You Spend but Rather What You Buy
Stop Texting with Your Significant Other during
the Day
The Twenty-Four-Hour Rush Hour
Love at First Sight
Supersize Me
Why We Stay in Toxic Relationships
Success Is Dangerous
You Can’t Just
Be Friends
Why We Cheat
Everyone Has a Boss
Multilevel Marketing (Pyramid Scheme)
Social Media, Worse than Porn
Trust No One
First-World Nation in Last Place
Living in the Past
Don’t Cross Your Line
Thinking It Isn’t Better than Saying It
PTFD (Put Them Fucking Down)
Conclusion
Introduction
So where should I start? My name is Colby Ross. For six years I watched my life turn to ruins in a matter of days. It’s amazing how you can go from the top to the bottom in the blink of an eye. Don’t worry; this isn’t a sob story or personal narrative. In fact, you will find very little about the trials I have faced. I do this for a reason: I did not want this book to be about me. Countless self-narratives talk about what people went through and how they conquered their problems. Although these are inspiring, they also take away from the difficulties we face as individuals.
Humans naturally compare themselves to others in every aspect of their lives. We read stories about great suffering but belittle our own difficulties. It doesn’t matter whether you are rich, poor, healthy, sick, strong, or weak; everyone has their own fight. The only thing that varies is the lens through which we see it. In this book, you will read about questions you may have asked yourself but were scared to acknowledge. Maybe you felt guilty, or maybe you have been led to believe many of the lies society has taught you. You will find passages in this book that are angry, sad, frustrating, joyful, hopeful, and motivational. But please don’t think this is a self-help
book. You will learn that I have very little respect for people in the business of motivational speaking, life coaching, or preaching. Yes, I hold beliefs, values, and opinions, but I also understand that people believe in things that are different from what I believe. I used to try to convince people to believe what I did, but I gave up when I realized that life isn’t black and white but rather shades of gray. Everything is up to interpretation and question. Those who don’t question are sheep following the herd, but it is the wolves we must reckon with. I have been at the top as well as the bottom. I have been strong but also weak—physically, mentally, and spiritually. I have traveled the world, learning much about culture and coming to realize that the United States does not constitute the entire world. It’s a country that at its very core is flawed. We are in a rat race, trying to get to a destination that does not exist.
I consider this book an instruction manual on how to take a different approach to life’s challenges. I address a variety of topics, some of which you can relate to and others that may just make you question. You may agree with what I write, or you may think I am crazy. But remember, this is merely the lens through which I see the world. I believe less is more, which is why every topic is addressed in a thousand words or less. I believe that if you can’t get to the point in a thousand words, then it’s not worth talking about. Simplicity is harder than complexity. Anyone can use fancy words and useless information to fill a page. But it takes a true teacher to break down complex ideas in a way that anyone of any age could understand. I am by no means a writer.
My grammar isn’t great, and trust me, I made my editor earn every dollar correcting my spelling. But I want you to take the core principles and ideas I share and make them your own. If you lose interest in one of the essays, then don’t bother reading that section; just skip to the next one. Why waste your time on something that doesn’t strike a chord from within?
I ask just one thing, and that is for you to keep an open mind. I know my strengths and weaknesses. I will never be some great philosopher or self-help guru, but I can teach you to be strong physically, spiritually, and mentally. Sometimes the key to your prison is right in front of you; you just don’t know how to work the lock. Let me show you how.
We Can’t Blame Others if They Don’t Know How We Feel
You probably can tell by now that I am not a big fan of people who beat around the bush. In my past, I worked for many companies where I met all sorts of people. One thing I can’t seem to wrap my head around is why people let shit bottle up inside them. So many people harbor emotions because they are afraid to hurt someone. They think that because they don’t voice how they feel, they are protecting someone from potentially having their feelings hurt. I always have been a straight shooter. When I go on dates, I lay all my cards on the table. I don’t like the games people play, and I do not tolerate passive-aggressive behavior. Many people have things that bother them, but it’s hard for them to express what they are feeling to someone else. This is a bigger problem than we realize. In fact, it’s worse than not telling them at all. What we don’t see is that when we bottle up things inside ourselves, even though we may not express them verbally, we do physically. People aren’t stupid; they know when we are acting differently or something is upsetting us, but they can’t figure out what they are doing wrong or how they can change the behavior that’s upsetting us. It’s funny how often I hear people blaming someone privately because they don’t have it in them to speak directly to that person. In reality, we can’t blame someone if they don’t know how we feel. We can’t sit here bitching about the way a person acts when they don’t know that what they are doing bothers us. You can’t expect a child to have manners if they haven’t been taught any, and you can’t expect someone to read your mind when you are upset.
Now, every equation has two sides. Numerous times we express how we feel, and that person continues to upset us in a certain way. In that case, we can blame them. In fact, it is important that we do. We must hold them accountable. Listening is the most important part of communicating, and like anything else, it is the give-and-take that promotes healthy relationship problem solving. We can’t blame another person if we internalize what is upsetting us. Eventually all pressure must be released, and the person who is upset is likely going to explode. We can’t control these feelings if we let them build up to that point. Trust your relationships to be able to handle kinks, but more important, trust yourself to voice your concerns. After all, what’s a relationship if you can’t communicate?
Don’t Forget Where You Come From
I will not lie to you and tell you that I came from humble beginnings. I did not. In fact, I came from a privileged background. When my mom got divorced from my father, my stepdad and my mother started a business that took off. We moved to Florida from a studio apartment in Chicago. From the age of five onward, I grew up with luxuries and privileges many kids would kill for. I traveled the world, went skiing every Christmas, and lived in a beautiful house on the water. But just because it looked good on the outside doesn’t mean it always was. Like many people whose lives look worthy of envy, there was always more than what meets the eye. I have spoken before about my difficulties growing up emotionally. It was not easy for my mom and me; everything came at a price. Without going into too many details, the moral of the story is that I don’t forget where I come from. I may have had it all outwardly, but internally I struggled for much of my childhood. For many years I resented this struggle, trying to figure out how a God of love could allow so many of us to suffer. As I matured, I learned to see life through a new lens. I learned that for us to become men and women, we must have reasons to grow into one. You don’t get taller without growing pains, you don’t get stronger without feeling the burn, and you don’t become spiritually wiser until you face difficulties that give you reason to.
Now, we have all heard the countless motivational speeches and quotes that tell you what we go through makes us who we are. This is the only thing I actually agree with when it comes to self-help gurus. The reason I believe this is because I experienced it firsthand. As I grew up, I slowly saw the layers that folded over me to make me who I am today. Your trials have shaped you as an individual, and they are unique to who you are as a person. Many of the most successful people did not have it easy in some way or another. Whatever we become, we must never forget where we come from. We always must remember those who helped us along the way, and we must always stay humble. The minute we forget to be humble, arrogance will do it for you. It’s easy for us to breathe, but we appreciate breathing only when we can’t. There is no such thing as a self-made individual. Despite what you have heard, everyone needs somebody sometime. Everyone has had some sort of a mentor or guide along the way. It’s important to return the favor by being a beacon of light and hope for another person. I won’t pretend that I have always taken this advice. Many times I have gotten cocky when things seemed to be going right in my life, but reality always finds a way of reminding us when we are out of line. Some choose to listen, and others keep going, thinking they are invincible. Just remember that every empire in history has fallen at its peak of power. When we are flying