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How to Avoid Huge Ships
How to Avoid Huge Ships
How to Avoid Huge Ships
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How to Avoid Huge Ships

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Both “grave and brave, serious and hilarious”—new poems from a Governor General’s Award–winning poet.
LanguageEnglish
PublisherBrick Books
Release dateSep 1, 2018
ISBN9781771314862
How to Avoid Huge Ships
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Julie Bruck

Julie Bruck is the author of two previous books, The End of Travel (1999), and The Woman Downstairs (1993). Her recent work has appeared in The New Yorker, Ploughshares, Maisonneuve, The Malahat Review, Valparaiso Poetry Review and The Walrus, among other publications. A Montreal native, she lives in San Francisco with her husband and daughter.

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    How to Avoid Huge Ships - Julie Bruck

    Acknowledgements

    I. Maps

    to the bridge

    Eighteen or nineteen, unshaven,

    with backpack, he stops me

    on the quiet park trail, asks

    where can I send him that’s

    more secluded. Is there a place

    where no one goes? We’re alone

    on the path, and I’m trained

    to give him anything he wants.

    Walk west, I say, towards the ocean.

    It’s only a mile, maybe two,

    hoping that’s the end of it.

    Can you repeat that? he asks.

    Finally I retrieve my hands

    from deep fleece pockets

    and point. There, go down the hill.

    Keep walking. See those woods?

    That’s west. He thanks me, turns

    away. While the rest of us keep

    following designated trails in our

    branded athletic shoes, measuring

    what remains of an afternoon, light

    pokes accusatory fingers into every

    crevice: someone’s son walks west,

    gaining on the Golden Gate Bridge

    where so many beautiful boys fly.

    I may have drawn this one a map.

    dominion protection™

    The name had an air of the Raj about it,

    but the system was what my mother called

    the contact points on every door and window.

    Disarming meant dialing from the kitchen phone,

    giving the receptionist a spoken code, part name, part

    digits (simply, our phone number: WEllington three

    four six oh oh). They must have hated accounts like ours,

    with pot-fuelled, latchkey teens whose sole incoming

    focus was the refrigerator, who were usually found

    combing the Frost Free shelves, startled, mouths

    full of frozen cake by the time police arrived.

    And it’s curious to think, as apparently no one did

    circa 1969, that the person speaking numbers into

    the black receiver might have had a knife to the throat.

    But this was the Dominion of Canada, self-governing

    nation of the Commonwealth, when dusk was dusk,

    not the twilight of empire, and a call duly

    disconnected the circuits until everyone was home

    for the night, to be reset by the last to bed.

    Then wind would start to roil the tallest

    maples swamping the house, leaves brushing

    even the third-floor panes before sighing

    into place at dawn. And when daylight broke

    and poured across the wide lawns, the Italian

    gardeners were already there, eating bagged

    breakfasts on the tailgates of their trucks, while

    up and down the street, systems were silenced,

    and men with their briefcases set forth.

    by ninety-eight

    I’d never seen him lie in the grass.

    There was wrought iron furniture

    with yellow sailcloth cushions to

    put out every summer morning,

    pack in before the evening dew.

    He had successfully avoided grass,

    despite the years of summer hours

    devoted to lawn maintenance.

    He always left the root of each weed:

    they grew back fast as he pulled them.

    He threw his cuttings in the firepit

    where he also tossed plastics, glass,

    aerosol cans, half-empty tins

    of paint thinner and turpentine,

    causing only small explosions.

    For ninety-eight years, my father

    was above grass. He owned things:

    acres, hectares, complications.

    He never wanted to be grass,

    or simplified.

    his certainty

    In his ninth decade, my father left my mother for a more congenial

    situation—an only slightly younger woman, who happened

    to be a friend to them both. Everyone was supposed to be happy.

    Happy as when my

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