The Good Christian
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We as spiritual beings are all damaged and as we mature and understanding develops, our spirit, our soul begins to heal. But for some, the damage that has been done by others for their own self-gratification leaves oozing wounds that do not scar over and will never heal. For the rare and very few among us, images of revenge become reality as fantasies of vengeance work their way into the physical world, right before their eyes. The pain and life long suffering inflicted upon the child no longer is held in check; no longer pushed into the darkest points of the damaged soul and revenge comes thundering forth in intense levels of violence. The Good Christian is such a story, where an innocent man is pulled into a man’s quest for vengeance as he tries to extend a hand of friendship and understanding, but vengeance is not to be UN-fulfilled or UN-allayed. From the blackest part of his soul he inflicts vigilante street justice upon his tormentors and justice... of some sort prevails. For you the reader, according to what your conscience dictates; be warned that you may find the words within this book objectionable. BUT, it is a part of your religion and within your faith as you continuously look the other way.
William J. Ryan
I am William J. Ryan. I am in my 60’s, an autodidact (self-directed learner) and I am dyslexic. I not only suffer from trouble with letters, numbers and spelling of words changing on me, but structuring of sentences will sometimes be backwards. (Don’t worry; I hire someone to edit these stories before I publish them!) I write for the joy of writing, of getting an idea out there. I write in many different genres, children’s stories, historical fiction, fiction, science fiction, crime, and adventure, all the way to anti-religion. I do research on everything that I write about in order to try to be as factual as I can be. I have self – published 35 books and 22 screenplays! Self - publishing is a great way to start, but it is hard to get the audience’s attention. I am also the illustrator of all the artwork within each of my books and most of the cover art. You won’t find many authors out there that include artwork in their stories. More About Me Born in poverty, by white trash sperm and egg donors, my childhood was one horrific nightmare after another, that I would spend the rest of my life overcoming. Freeing myself from this extremely dysfunctional cluster of lost self-indulgent beings, by cutting off all contact with them, was the best thing I ever did. At an early age I chose not to have children for I was not given the skill to raise them and chose not to pass on the gruesome genetic dysfunctions that I had inherited. Writing personal painful events in one of my fictional characters is second nature and comes far far far too easy. In my early 20s, I discovered my reading and learning disability had a name, Dyslexia and I worked as an adult to overcome letters and numbers changing before my eyes. Later in life, as an older adult, I learned the power of reading and writing and became an Autodidact. This affliction never leaves the afflicted. I am glad to trade the curse of Dyslexia for the skills to invent and create people places and events that I see so clearly in my mind’s eye. Every story, every town, every person is 100% real to me and I see every picture on the wall, the view out the window, the streets and homes of the neighborhoods, making them all real to me and I hope the reader. Artfully crafted acquired skills, from a childhood trying to escape the insanity surrounding this small boy and his young developing mind, where he found himself. i.e. A clear example of a Dyslexic sentence. A short stent (seven years), in the criminal banking industry; where I saw V.P.’s change mortgage interest rates higher on loans, to increase the profits for the bank, cheating the customers. When I refused to participate, I was told, “I needed to think of the Bank First”. My response was “I will never do this.” I also witnessed V.P.’s instruct managers to create duplicate false files (and they did) concealing the crimes of the bank during a government audit, so they would pass. When I could find the courage to walk out, (without notice for they did not earn it) I did and changed my life’s path for the better, still looking for that place in my child’s mind, where people were honest, decent and truthful. All of my life up to this point, I could not face my tormentors, because I was beaten down so badly as a child. I finally found my voice and the inner strength to take the bullies in my life on,,, one at a time. With each confrontation, with each face to face battle, I have grown stronger and developed the skills to beat back the bullies of the world, exposing them for what they truly are. There is no one I will not attack back, fending off their aggression, their bullying of the weakest among us all,,, children,,, has become my single life focal point. At this intolerant unforgiving stage in my life, my understanding of man’s history, is continually being rewritten, removing the light of truth, so I pull further away from people. The worst being the so called God Fearing People, that believe they can do anything to anyone and God will forgive their sins so they can do it again. Every one of them has shown me the black oozing bag that is their soul. There is no helping them, so I stopped trying and recoil from the religious. The evil that all religious people do every day, in their God’s name, (genocide, rape of a child, land grab, slavery) show us all that their god must have horns and a pointy tale. This clear understanding of people and the evil that exist just under the skin, emerges in all my stories. A good writer should not create without understanding, but write what they know. I know this evil all too well and I can write and attest to it!!! Favorite Quotes (some) “Just because you are born in shit, does not mean you must stay there.” The quote is from a female pilot from WWII, instrumental in the development of the WASP, name unknown. “A man’s strength is measured by the strength of his enemies” Sioux These quotes are indeed very powerful. My list is very long and grows with every day. Each day I wait for them to come and kill me,,, the Deceivers that I expose. “Hell is other people” From the book NO EXIT by Jean-Paul Sartre 1944. The things he must have witnessed,,, as the Good German Christians gathered up the Jews (the god killers, Jewish Decide) for the slaughter. Oops did I let that slip? Yes the Nazis were unapologetic-ally Christian,,, Gott Mit Uns (God with us) was worn upon every German Christians soldiers belt as they justified their actions with words of Scrupulosity and its madness. Example; “Our movement is Christian” Adolf Hitler. These Christians are not good people and for me this quote helps prove it. “The waste,,, the waste,,, the waste.” These were the last words of the abdicated King Edward VIII of England. Somehow it seems to sum up the best efforts of man on Earth. “I am ashamed to say I am a member of the human race.” said by Charles Bukowski, August 16th 1920 to March 9th 1994. Words I hear in my mind every day as I see more atrocities of man and his foot print upon this small planet. I carry all of these words with me every day and use them to steer me from the rocky shores of others as I set the heading of my ship away,,, off into the setting sun,,, as I was born,,, alone. Personal Hero’s Ferdinand Waldo Demara Jr.; his skills of camouflages and moving from one life to another, immeasurably helped to guide me and re-invent myself for the better. It is with envy I look to him and his life, for he truly is,,, The Great Impostor. This is but a small window into my soul and reveals but a small part of what has made this man what he is,,, good or bad.
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The Good Christian - William J. Ryan
The Good Christian
Written and Illustrated by William J. Ryan
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Table of Contents
Forward
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
About William J. Ryan
Other books by William J. Ryan
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All the theories, diagnoses, and philosophies found within this book, are the author’s personal suppositions and beliefs. Characters in this book (if any) are fictitious and any resemblance to others or actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental unless a true name, or quote is used.
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The question for each of us is; how would you handle being repeatedly raped as a child for years? When you are at your most innocent time and in need of love to help you grow into a good Christian, you are deceived, tricked and abandoned by those entrusted with your care and who use that trust, use that power and hide within the church that will protect them.
As an adult you discover the entire system is designed to protect the rapist, your tormentor, as he lives safely in God’s house. At a point, if no one will help you, you will help yourself. You will find a way to stop the torturer in your mind and stop the torturer of other children like yourself. You will strike back and vengeance will be yours.
This fictional story is about such a child that turns to vigilantism with a vengeance. We need to bring this beast out into the light and deal with it justly, not concealing it in counseling, hiding it behind thick rich doors that only protect the name of the church… not the people it serves.
Chapter One
The Auction
Unit 238
The day started like any other day in a long line of repetition. I woke up and had my first cup of coffee, and I watched the shadows move across the ground as the sun got brighter and hotter on the summer day. The sea breeze and thunderstorms had washed the ground clean and the air was damp and heavy, normal for this time of year.
I had no idea as I finished that first cup of coffee, how the day’s events were going to change my life so drastically. Worlds I knew little of were to come crashing into my life like a freight train. It was Wednesday, and I particularly liked going to St. Pete to visit with my friends Ted and Larry, as I did almost every Wednesday. Oh yes, my name is Bill and I will be telling this horrific story.
As you get older it gets harder and harder to find friends that you have things in common with and I find at this particular stage in my life that intelligent conversation becomes a premium, a very rare event, so mostly I keep to myself. Ted, an Engineer, and Larry, a Machinist, both are very smart and savvy people, so I did look forward to these luncheons, where I fed the body and I fed the sprit. I left early, so I had to be careful not to let my best friend, a pit-bull whose name was Chopper, know that I was leaving. If he knew he would become very depressed and wouldn’t eat.
So I made sure he got something to eat before I told him and left, as I was going to be gone all day. He was very sensitive and an intelligent animal and had become a very good close friend of mine. I told him when I was leaving and then I chained him up. He was very sad, but if I spent a moment and explained to him that I was leaving but I would come back, he accepted it and didn’t cry when I drove away. He patiently sat and watched. His love is unconditional and of great value to me, and so rare in one’s life.
When I got over to St. Pete I stopped at Larry’s Machine Shop and spent a little time sitting there talking before Ted came in. After Ted arrived we went to get something to eat, over at a small family owned and operated restaurant that was nearby. There we sat and talked of politics, typical old men, what’s wrong with the government and we tried to solve all the problems of the world while we were sitting there enjoying the food. On the lighter side, we discussed the possibilities of newly designed engines and electric motors and how to harness types of solar and kinetic energy. After eating our lunch, as we were checking out, Ted mentioned that there was an auction down the road.
Ted smiled, as he just remembered and said, Bill, you like going to auctions, so you may enjoy this.
I said to Ted, What kind of auction is it?
He continued with enthusiasm, It is a storage warehouse auction, where people have not paid their bills and the owners of the storage facility open the storage rooms, and you can look inside, but you can’t go in, and then bid on them.
I thought it was always nice to be with these two, I learned so much and said, "I brought