I Am a Vampire

I am a Vampire

by Christopher Robin Lee

Smashwords Edition

I am a Vampire

by Christopher Robin Lee COPYRIGHT ©2019 by Christopher Robin Lee. All U.S.A. and International Copyrights are reserved by the Author. First Edition 2019. Portland, Oregon, U.S.A. Smashwords Edition.

I AM A VAMPIRE: SUMMARIZED OVERVIEW OF CONTENTS:

PREFACE.

INTRODUCTION.

DEDICATION.

TABLE OF CONTENTS.

DEDICATION.

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS.

FORWARD.

PROLOGUE

INTRODUCTION.

PROLOGUE.

PART ONE: SUMMARY LIST OF MY ABDUCTIONS AND RELATED EVENTS OF HIGH STRANGENESS.

PART TWO: MY LIFE’S CHRONOLOGICAL JOURNAL FROM THE YEARS 1965-2019

PART THREE: VAMPIRES AND VAMPIRISM.

PART FOUR: WEREWOLVES AND WEREWOLFISM.

EPILOGUE.

PART FIVE: APPENDIX.

POST SCRIPT.

AUTHOR BIOGRAPHY.

This Book is part of a four Book Quadrilogy of inter-related and inter-connected Books about subjects of immense gravitas, epic momentum, and profound consequences for Humanity. The Book Quadrilogy Titles in the order of publication: The Return of Prometheus, I am a Vampire, Taken to the Fringe, Into the Spirit World.

TABLE OF CONTENTS:

DEDICATION.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS.

FORWARD.

PREFACE.

INTRODUCTION.

PROLOGUE.

PART ONE: SUMMARY LIST OF MY ABDUCTIONS AND RELATED EVENTS OF HIGH STRANGENESS.

PART TWO: LIFE CHRONOLOGY OF VAMPIRISM: MONOLOGUE, WITH DIALOG, ANALYSIS, AND COMMENTARY.

PART THREE: VAMPIRES AND VAMPIRISM:

VAMPIRISM.

ORIGINS OF VAMPIRISM.

VAMPIRISM AS A MEDICAL CONDITION.

RISKS OF VAMPIRISM.

HOW TO BECOME A VAMPIRE.

BITE FEVER.

CONDITIONS PERTINENT TO MY EXPERIENCE OF BITE FEVER.

PSYCHIC ABILITIES I EXPERIENCED DURING BITE FEVER.

PSYCHIC ABILITIES ACQUIRED AND POTENTIATED WITH VAMPIRISM.

SACRED SEXUALITY OF VAMPIRES AND WEREWOLVES.

VAMPIRISM AS A SPECTRUM FROM INTIMACY TO POWER.

INTIMACY VAMPIRES.

POWER VAMPIRES.

THE VAMPIRE STARE AND THE RADIANT GIVING GAZE.

VAMPIRE VIOLENCE, VAMPIRE PEACE.

‘UNINFECTED’ VAMPIRES.

VAMPIRISM IN HISTORY, POLITICS, AND THE LAW.

THE VAMPIRE DIET.

THE ‘UNDEAD’ VAMPIRE.

MANY ARE BITTEN FEW ARE MADE.

PART FOUR: WEREWOLVES AND WEREWOLFISM.

WEREWOLFISM.

SHARED CHARACTERISTICS OF VAMPIRISM AND WEREWOLFISM.

VAMPIRE AND WEREWOLF CONSCIOUSNESS.

BAT AND WOLF BIOLOGY INFLUENCES IN VAMPIRISM AND WEREWOLFISM.

INCREASING VAMPIRISM AND WEREWOLFISM.

CAUSES OF CHANGES TO PRIMAL AND VAMPIRE / WEREWOLF ENERGIES.

MISCELLANEOUS OBSERVATIONS ABOUT VAMPIRISM AND WEREWOLFISM.

PART FIVE: APPENDIX:

CHINNAMASTA AND VAMPIRISM.

SACRED SEXUALITY.

PSYCHIC ABILITIES IN SEXUALITY.

THE DELUSION OF SEEING WHAT YOU WANT TO SEE.

TELEPATHIC TELEKINETIC SEX.

LIGHT, CORRUPTED LIGHT, AND PSYCHIC ABILITIES.

GLOSSARY OF DEFINITIONS: CRAVE, CRAVEN, PRIMITIVE, PRIMAL, INTELLECTUAL, AND CEREBRAL.

POST SCRIPT.

AUTHOR BIOGRAPHY.

DEDICATION

This Book is dedicated to the wellbeing of Vampires and Werewolves.

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Don Adams, Giuseppe ‘Cagliostro’ Balsamo, The Beatles, Raylene Belcher, Elizabeth Anne Benard, Pat Benatar, James Cagney, Johnny Cash, Annie Clark, Alice Cooper, Depech Mode, Alexandre Dumas, Mary Baker Eddy, Jonathan Frid, Albert Hoffman, Aldous Huxley, Rosemary Ellen Guiley, Jimi Hendrix, Bela Lugosi, Anton Mesmer, Jetsun Milarepa, Eduardo Miller 4th, George Orwell, P.D. Ouspensky, Guru Rinpoche Padmasambhava, M. Scott Peck, Edgar Allen Poe, Vincent Price, Ann Rule, Khenpo Tsewang Dongal Rinpoche, Lama Wangdu Rinpoche, Yangsi Rinpoche, Nikoli Tesla, Tenzin Wangdu, Orson Wells, Adam West.

FORWARD

DISCLOSURE. This is what Disclosure looks like. I am what Disclosure looks like. I don’t like lies, pretense, or too many secrets, because they cause ignorance, and ignorance results in suffering for everyone, which is unacceptable.

I have excerpted specific Chapters and passages in the 1st. Edition of The Return of Prometheus and included them in I am a Vampire because they are relevant and German e to the goals of this Book: to tell ‘what actually happened’ to me, and what that means for all of us.

I am a Vampire: My Life in the Underworld of Vampirism. I am an Experiencer of Vampire 'Bite Fever'. I am a Vampire recounts my being 'Bitten' and 'Made' a Vampire, and what it's like to have 'Bite Fever'. My Vampirism is the biological type: I’ve had the ‘Bite Fever’ of the Vampire Pathogen Rabies infection.

I am a Vampire is a Chronological Journal in a Reconstructed Diary Format, with Monologue, Dialogue, Commentary, and Analysis of my life history of encounters and experiences with Vampires and Vampirism. I am a Vampire details my being 'Bitten' repeatedly by Vampires as a Kindergarten aged Child, then consensually 'Bitten' and 'Made' a Vampire by my ‘Vampire Brother' in 2016 at age 55, then consensually 'Bitten' and 'Made' by my ‘Vampire Wife' in 2017. My Vampire Brother also injected me with ‘Serum(s)’ from Two Vials, about which he said that one Vial’s liquid content was From a Bat, and the other Vial of A Wolf.

In 2016 at age 55 I am an Experiencer of being consensually 'Bitten' and 'Made' a Vampire by my ‘Vampire Brother' and rapidly acquiring ‘Vampire Bite Fever’. He started this simple yet sophisticated medical procedure on me wherein he drained ‘Serums’ from Two Vials of medium and medium-large sizes holding anywhere from 30-100cc into me via an I.V. Line about which he said that the larger Vial’s liquid content was From a Bat, and the slightly smaller sort of an over-sized Vial of "A Wolf, during which time he sewed under my skin a tiny piece of the skin of a Bat, then he recited a blended with a Prose Poem, Then after most of the Vials contents into me, he ‘Bit me’- meaning he drank my blood he sucked on the I.V. Line. Then with a Syringe I.V.- push he injected me with some of his blood, then he placed Two Electrodes on my body one over my prostate, the other on the inside of my upper thigh and gave me an electric jolt that caused my ejaculation into a Condom, then he consumed the contents.

The combined symptoms including the ‘Serum’ Injection induced symptoms of Vampirism and of Werewolfism. I am a Vampire recounts my encounters with Vampires, and being 'Bitten' and 'Turned' or 'Made' a Vampire and a Werewolf.

Included are 2019 Science Research Findings of the Vampire and Werewolf Phenomenons, with Analysis and Commentary.

I am a Vampire is a Chronological Journal in a Reconstructed Diary Format, with Monologue, Dialogue, Commentary, and Analysis of my life history of encounters and experiences with Vampires and Vampirism. I am a Vampire details my being 'Bitten' repeatedly by Vampires as a Kindergarten aged Child, then consensually 'Bitten' and 'Made' a Vampire by my ‘Vampire Brother' in 2016 at age 55; then consensually 'Bitten' and 'Made' by my ‘Vampire Wife' in 2017.

The results are apparently a life-long symptoms that feel like both vampirism and werewolfism, for example, with bite fever long in remission, the same passions of Bite Fever are a pleasant memory, so I posted online: I am a 'Sangria' drinking Vampire, and I want to drink the Blood, Breast Milk, Saliva, Sweat, Tears, and Vaginal Secretions of a pregnant or recently post-pregnant Woman, casually, or, preferably with a playmate or partner, or maybe even as a part of procreation; and I would consume a man's Blood and Semen as the bio-energetic part of causing Vampirism in said man. I want to eat your Period. While writing I am a Vampire, my 2017 'Bite Fever' was not yet in remission, so I allowed the Muse of Bite Fever to speak through my subconscious to inform my intuition.

Included are 2019 Science Research Findings of the Vampire Phenomenon, and my testimony as an Experiencer of Werewolf Phenomenons, with Analysis and Commentary. Included are 2019 Science Research Findings of the Vampire and Werewolf Phenomenons, with my Analysis and Commentary.

This Book is part of a four Book Quadrilogy of inter-related and inter-connected Books about subjects of immense gravitas, epic momentum, and profound consequences for the future of Humanity. The Book Quadrilogy Titles in the order of publication: The Return of Prometheus, I am a Vampire, Taken to the Fringe, Into the Spirit World. I am a Vampire Table of Contents.

Part Two is my life history of encounters and experiences with Vampires, both as a Survivor of forced contact as a Child, and then as consensual interactions with Vampires as an adult. I detail being 'Bitten' repeatedly by Vampires as a Child during Kindergarten, then consensually Bitten by my ‘Vampire Brother' in 2016 at age 55, then consensually Bitten by my ‘Vampire Wife' in 2017 at age 56. My Vampire Brother injected me with ‘Serum(s)’ from Two Vials, about which he said that one Vial’s liquid content was from a Bat, and the other Vial of a Wolf.

While writing I am a Vampire, Bite Fever was not yet in remission, so I allowed the Muse of Bite Fever to speak through my subconscious to inform my intuition. Now time has passed yet persisted over time is the Bite Fever Motif, so eventually I posted online on dating websites as a Vampire, so I include that as a new Addendum.

PART THREE: VAMPIRES AND VAMPIRISM:

Part Three is my personal experiences with Vampirism, compared and contrasted with my 2019 Science Research Findings about all aspects of the Vampire phenomenon, with my Analysis and Commentary.

Origins of Vampirism. Vampirism as a Medical Condition. How to become a Vampire. Bite Fever. Psychic Abilities Acquired and Potentiated with Vampirism. Intimacy Vampires, Power Vampires, and Vampirism as a Spectrum from Intimacy to Power. Vampirism in Myth, History, Media, Politics, and the Law.

PART FOUR: WEREWOLVES AND WEREWOLFISM:

Part Four is my personal experiences with Werewolfism, compared and contrasted with and my 2019 Science Research Findings about all aspects of the Werewolf Phenomenon, with my Analysis and Commentary.

Werewolfism Vampire Bite with ‘Serum’ Injection induced Werewolfism. A Comparison of the Characteristics of Werewolfism and Vampirism. Vampire and Werewolf Consciousness increasing Vampirism and Werewolfism. Bat and Wolf Biology Influences in Vampirism and Werewolfism.

Epilogue.

PART FIVE: APPENDIX:

Chinnamasta and Vampirism. Light, Corrupted Light, and Psychic Abilities. Glossary of Definitions: Crave, Craven, Primitive, Primal, Intellectual, and Cerebral.

Post Script.

PREFACE

In December 2017 I emailed an acquaintance and wrote that recently I had recalled many childhood memories, including memories of being bitten by ‘Vampires’; in reply my acquaintance asked me to tell what had happened to me, so I wrote a reply, and by so doing began writing the First Edition of The Return of Prometheus; eventually I used the text of First Edition of The Return of Prometheus to create a four Book Quadrilogy of Books of inter-related and inter-connected subjects, including a Second Edition of The Return of Prometheus.

I am a Vampire is my life history of encounters and experiences with Vampires, both as a Survivor of forced contact as a Child, and then as consensual interactions with Vampires as an adult. I detail being 'Bitten' repeatedly by Vampires as a Child during Kindergarten, then consensually Bitten by my ‘Vampire Brother' in 2016 at age 55, then consensually Bitten by my ‘Vampire Wife' in 2017 at age 56. My Vampire Brother injected me with ‘Serum(s)’ from Two Vials, about which he said that one Vial’s liquid content was from a Bat, and the other Vial of a Wolf.

While writing I am a Vampire, my Bite Fever was not yet in remission, so I allowed the Muse of Bite Fever to speak through my subconscious to inform my intuition. Everything in this Book is truthful to what I remember about what has actually happened in my life, which I’ve done my best to remember as accurately as possible, and describe to the best of my abilities; and that all of my commentaries are what I believe as true to what I believe, or what I suspect is the truth. My apologies if I have failed to accurately and completely describe my memories well, or make myself clear in my descriptions and commentaries.

I did do diligent, prior research of the subjects, but in addition to the inclusion of information gleaned from my research efforts, I intentionally chose to let the Muse of Vampire ‘Bite Fever’ speak through my intuition to what I knew to be true, or surmised to be true from personal experiences I’ve had, because as I wrote the bulk of the text of this Book, my most recent ‘Bite Fever’ had not yet gone into remission. Insufficient as my writings on these subjects is, I imagine I got a few facts wrong, so please allow me to apologize to you now for any inaccuracies or omissions, but as I wrote this Book, the Muse of Bite Fever Magick was present, so for a time my perceptions ‘Pierced the Veil’ of illusions, of Maya. All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.- Edgar Allen Poe.

INTRODUCTION

I began writing text fort this Book in December 2017, at that time I was experiencing recollections of Many detailed memories, from all times in my life, and especially of very early in life, memories that were what I call dusty, poorly or partially remembered, and sort of partially or almost forgotten, memories that were revived and recalled with lots of details.

My memories were partially revived in September 2016, and further rejuvenated in July of 2017, due to the two ‘Bite Fever(s)’ of Vampirism that happened to me in 2016 and 2017, which gave new life and power to my Brain’s neurons and neural pathway connections, which then more easily retraced and recalled the engram pathways of my memories, maybe like how people have said that their ‘whole life passed before my eyes’ at a moment of being in danger or during a near death experience.

Because I have had numerous dangerous encounters, including hostile abductions, during which I was repeatedly told, by various parties, both telepathically and verbally, to forget what happened; the forgetting was worsened by Mind control technologies and drugs used on me to cause me to forget what actually happened. The ability to recall these events was suppressed immediately after the event, and for a period of time thereafter, the length of which varies from days to decades depending on how traumatic the event was, because of the efforts of others to suppress my memories, and the resultant traumas is an additional cause for forgetting; altogether it caused or created a selective amnesia about what happened.

For many years my memories of Abductions and other contacts were repressed, some parts forgotten to normal recollection, like amnesia, other memories were fragmented, and some events I had completely forgotten, but then remembered forty or more years later; other memories were always recallable, still others were periodically forgotten and remembered. For me it was the life threatening health crises at ages 54-56, after the three majors surgeries in nineteen months without any home care, and Many life-changing events crises, then being made a Vampire but not immediately remembering being made a vampire, that caused me to question myself and everything, and insisting on knowing the truth, my memories returned and answers came to me.

By writing this Book, the act of recalling memories, as I wrote descriptions of what happened, is a powerful way to remember events from earlier in life. And there was an event early in life that resulted in my treasuring the ability to remember: When I was two, one night I wanted some candy at bedtime, but my mom said, ‘no its time to sleep, but you can have candy tomorrow’, so I decided that I would remember to ask for candy tomorrow when I awakened, went to sleep thinking about it, the next morning upon awakening I immediately remembered that I wanted candy, asked for it, and received it, and that taught me to treasure the act of remembering, and generally treasure all of my memories.

With very few days off, for sixteen months I wrote and typed what would become The Prometheus Quadrilogy. Through two cold winters sleeping unhoused alone in my Van, not fully recovered from three major surgeries, and there was chronic pain, so typing, publishing, and promoting The Prometheus Quadrilogy had been a primitive, brutal, and miserable experience. I used Caffeine, Nicotine, and Cannabis daily to be able to tolerate my horrid living conditions enough to write and type; no doubt that at times it adversely affected my writing ability, yet sadly without these substances The Prometheus Quadrilogy would not exist.

PROLOGUE

In my family of origin, as I grew up, there was love, but there was also drama, verbal abuse, and neglect; and there would soon be trauma, resulting in amnesia, about the violence I experienced during abductions, some of which was re-triggered by the dramas of others around me, as chaos, drama, and craziness; resulting in a sense of powerlessness to defend or protect myself. Memories of actual events I easily understand as reality, but it would seem that sometimes I have been unconsciously reacting to my subconscious surfacing, presenting thoughts in a 2nd and 3rd person Narrative Voice, and there have been recurrent instances of an artificial telepathy presenting as invasive thoughts; I have experienced both, both are subtle and sometimes present as invasive thoughts. I know well the characteristics of my ‘Voice’, of my Thoughts; whomever or whatever they are, or it is, they, or it, know well the characteristics of my ‘voice’, of my thoughts, and can mimic the qualities of my thought so well that I have sometimes been deceived, and deceived myself, but I’m learning some ways to transform whichever phenomena arises to my advantage. Black Goo is in my Brain, which is a transceiver of data that I have sometimes heard, seen, and felt, so my hearing voices is more of an issue for me than most people.

PART ONE: SUMMARY LIST OF MY ABDUCTIONS AND RELATED EVENTS OF HIGH STRANGENESS

SUMMARY LIST OF MY ABDUCTIONS AND RELATED EVENTS OF HIGH STRANGENESS:

1964 Contact with ‘The Flyers / The Predator’; I watched a total of five of them arrive, witnessed their Corrupted Light camouflaged presence, and watched them leave.

1965-1966 Criminal predation by Vampires, and Abduction. When I was five I was bitten by three adult male Vampires and an adult female Vampire. All of them inserted a Hypodermic Needle into my Neck and drank my Blood for perhaps five to fifteen minutes each. One of the Vampires inserted his Blood into my Body. Within months of being Bitten, I was Abducted, and during the Abduction I overheard one of the Abductors say to another Abductor about me, He has the Vampire Pathogen.

1966 Hostile Abduction with teleportation to an unknown location Facility by members of a ‘Breakaway Civilization’; I was drugged, my Semen collected, forced excruciatingly painful surgical procedure performed on me implanting a Pituitary Tumor, subjected to very powerful Mind Control Technology, returned to nearby Home.

1969 Hostile Abduction at Garden Home Elementary School by members of a ‘Breakaway Civilization’ posing as State Employees; teleportation to an unknown location facility, painful Mind Control Equipment used on me, teleported back to School.

1970 Abduction by members of a Breakaway Civilization, round-trip teleportation from side yard at home to an unknown location Facility, Mind Control Technology used on me, teleported home to same location.

1971 Contact with an unseen Hostile resulting in my ingestion of ‘Black Goo’.

1971 Encounter with a ‘Gorn’, as a part of a ‘Super-Soldier’ Military Training Drill Exercise.

1975 ‘Friendly’ Abduction by Humans with knowledge of the future; teleportation to and from an unknown location; I was interviewed.

1977 Hostile Abduction by members of a ‘Breakaway Civilization’, teleportation from sleep in my Bed to an unknown location Facility; subjected to drugging and mind control technology, involuntarily forced to engage in Coitus with another Abductee, my Semen was collected, teleportation to my Bed at Home.

1983 Hostile Abduction by members of a ‘Breakaway Civilization’, teleportation from sleep in my Bed to an unknown location Facility, subjected to incarceration, drugging, and mind control technology for some hours for non-cooperation, teleportation to Bed in Home.

2009 Description of two U.F.O. ‘Spaceships’ I saw flying and hovering over Portland, Oregon, U.S.A. that used Artificial Telepathy as a counter-measure.

2012 August, I witnessed a human sized holographic projection of the deity Vajrapani; it was three dimensional, moving, in color, accompanied by a brief artificial telepathy induced voice.

2012 October, Contact with an unseen presence, I suspect ‘The Flyers’ resulting in brief enhanced visual brightness and acuity, and then from the Ceiling to the Floor a descending Column of rainbow colors from Violet to Red.

2015 Hostile Abduction by non-Humans; subjected to teleportation and round-trip time travel to the near-future and back.

2015 July, Detection of invisibility Technology and hostile ‘People’.

2016 April, Telepathic Conversation Encounter with an unseen Entity that preceded a subsequent related Encounter on September 22, 2016.

2016 Autumnal Equinox Full Moon September 22, 2016 Contact with an unidentified Male whom performed a Medical Procedure on me and then ‘Bit’ and ‘Made’ me, resulting in my becoming a Vampire and Werewolf, and he became my Vampire Brother.

2017 July 15, I am consensually ‘Bitten’ and ‘Made’ a Vampire by a woman whom became my Vampire Wife.

2017 July, Telepathic Sex Encounter with a ‘playmate’ at a local Gym, with an additional Encounter by telepathic conversation with an unseen presence, whom self- identified as a Dark Angel.

PART TWO: MY LIFE CHRONOLOGY JOURNAL OF EXPERIENCES WITH VAMPIRES AND VAMPIRISM, AS A RECONSTRUCTED DIARY, FROM YEARS 1965-2019

BEGIN DIARY: 1965-1966 Paranormal phenomena of Vampirism. When I was five I was enrolled at Woodland Acres Academy Kindergarten in Beaverton, Oregon, and during the school year, every day for a week the police were there, and continued to visit weekly for months afterward, to count the number of children absent, and count the number of children whose Skin looked paler than before, or paler than normal. I remember the principal Mrs. Jones saying that if any more kids became absent that she would have to close the kindergarten.

On the playground at recess I heard another student say that two girl students liked to drink Blood. One day when I was alone on the playground during recess, a girl came up to me and asked if I wanted to drink each other's Blood. Not sure what that was about, I just looked at her, she asked me to hold my Hand out, she had a Pin in her Hand, she pricked my finger, which hurt, and it drew Blood, then she squeezed my finger and licked a few drops. Then she gave me the Pin, and said, Now you do it. I pricked her Finger, and I could see it hurt her, but she accepted the pain and waited for me, so I pulled her finger up to my Mouth, but then she said, No! You’re supposed to squeeze my Finger! I did as instructed, and tasted a drop or two of her Blood. She said Thank you and walked away. The next day she was absent for several days; when I saw her again, I asked if she wanted to drink each other's Blood, she said no, and I could see from her expression that she had gotten in trouble for doing it, and likely was warned not to do it anymore. Two days later she was absent again, never to return.

Around this same time period, from age’s two to five I shared a bed with my sister, whom is one year older than me. During this time period, at age four or five, at home one night I awoke from sleep, and without thinking, arose and walked to the window, to open my bedroom window. Standing outside at the window was a middle aged white man with mesmerizing eyes looking at me intensely. I unlocked the window and laid down to go back to sleep, and was in sort of a hypnotic or twilight Light sleep. He was sitting next to me on my bed, in his hands was a small box, he opened the box, and I could see that there were two long Needles in it, and both Needles had a flared mouth end-piece. He inserted the Needle into my neck, which