The Life of Sasan. Part I After over 30 years to be instructor and teacher in colleges, universities and high school.

I remembered than more than 20 of my best students that I know suicide, they have all PhD degree from best European and or American universities and generally they should be leaders and not killing themselves. I was always after this question why they did do it? Most the students wanted to be from royal families, one day I had in my classes in the USA more than three girls in the room, their first name was Farah. I asked them why they have this name and if they do know the meaning of this name. They said, yes it is a name of a Persian queen who is now in Europe or America. We wished to be her children. But two children of her, the queen of Iran suicide why? The children wish to be the child of a queen or shahs daughter and the son and daughter of shah killed themselves. I was after this matter why the young people even in a good condition in the view of a lot of people have no interest to live and they kill themselves. Many people wished to be even see or be friend with the Leila the daughter of Shah. But the beautiful girl killed herself. 0r the son of queen Alireza, was a good student, PhD student, handsome and many people wanted to be his friend. And a lot of people wished to be in his position. But he killed himself. Sadegh Hedayat another case, he was from a rich upper class family, he was intelligent and he translated books and wrote master book for the Persian literature. His brother in law and his fathers cousin were both prime minister in Iran and many people of his family were generals, minister and or high class writers or state men. Reza shah was a poor soldier, he worked hard and got the position of a king in Iran, but his grand children in high position killed themselves. I remember in the time I was teacher in Tanzania, the children were happy if they could have only bread to eat and piece of paper to write on it. But the American students have class room with AC, all books and computers, printers and a lot of education materials are free for them to use, but they destroy them and do not care. They have school bus service, the teacher and principal are in their service and the government pays for their education and even food, but they do not appreciate and they kill themselves or other students.

In the time that I was student in Iran, I wished to have a language teacher, we did not have, because the people or the teacher who know English could work in the private companies and got more money. We did not have also math teacher or a teacher who understand about math and how to teach it. One day our math teacher named Mr. Sadeghi was in our class and I did not know the different between x high two and two x for me both of them have 2 and X. One was in front of X and the other 2 above it. I asked Mr. Sadeghi what is the different between these two math sentences? I did not know that the place of digit or letter in math is important. He said go and read the book, you will understand it. And you know math is something you need teacher, and you cannot learn it by yourself. Any subject with a good teacher can be learned much better, I mean with a good teacher and not a teacher who said go and read you will understand it. He did not know that if I could understand it, I would not ask him.

A lot of teacher at that time wanted that the students go to their house and learn privately and in that way, they could teach them properly. Sorrowfully our family was middle class and we could no offer to pay a private teacher, so I did not learn Math and English good in the high school. In compare with most African students, we had books, note-books and pen, what they wished to have and they did not. But in compare with American School or European school we were very behind. Sadegh Hedayat was student in good school, like a lot of rich Iranian who went at that time to private school. He was also in Saint Louie private French School in Tehran and he learned good French. And after that he went to Europe to study, but he killed himself. An African or most of them are poor and do not have the possibilities to eat and learn, but they do not have the same possibilities as European or American students and or rich Middle Eastern students.

Maybe in the time we are poor we are after food and all other things are not important for us, but in the time we have enough food and or securities we wish to have other materials, like books, learning , freedom, good work, nice house, good and friendly friends and partners, car, social

securitys and... Sadegh Hedayat wanted also more, he wanted that his people and his folk be more educated, nicer and more logic. As he saw that the people cheat each other, misuse the religion to make more money, use the friendship to have benefits or they believe in funny material or they do not believe and just pretend to believe or they do not love each other and they misuse each other, for their own benefit they betray their own people or their own culture and land. He was very upset. He was very angry, why the people in Iran are not advanced, why they are uneducated and they will be played like dulls by powerful countries. Maybe his brother in law general Razm Ara wanted to help his people and his country, but the prim minister of Iran was killed.

I remember that Dastayoufsky the Russian writer had written in one of his story that the lives of poor people are very similar to each other. May be the life of middle class people are also similar to each other. In this way the life of super rich and or very rich people are similar to each other or? The poor people are fighting for bread or food, like the poor people in some countries that they are hungry. The middle class people fighting for education, better work condition, freedom, and a better life. They have enough food and or they have also clothes and also a place to live. What they do not have, is freedom, good education and a good condition and welfare. But the super rich and rich people in the whole world want to destroy these people. Why? Because they want more than poor people expect. The poor and uneducated people are satisfied first with enough food, clothe and work and later they want to marry and have their own house or apartment. Or they will change to the middle class people and they want more. The system in the world is controlling them, by different religions, lack of knowledge and information, or fear and killing. They should keep in a stage of ignorant and prejudice, and they should not be united with each other. If you see carefully in the world affairs, most wars are because of religions, nationalities and or races. Why, because the world order or the system controlling the world is preparing those.

The hate between Shia and Sunni, the hate between Jew and Moslem, Bahai and Moslem and or other religions is bringing a lot of disaster in our world. Many Shia are killed in Pakistan by Taliban Sunni and the Hamas and Israeli are also killing each other. 30,000 Babi are killed in the Nasereddin Shahs time in Iran. And recently about 200 Bahais are killed again in Iran. Why, because they were born in a Bahai family and the system expect that with a Bahai mother and Bahai father is may be Moslem. 10 young women and girls are killed in Shiraz, because they were teaching the other Bahai children in the Sunday Bahai schools the teaching of their religions. The religion which was heritage by the parent was for the regime a crime. You can compare in the past in the USA that the people were slave because their parents were slave. Nobody could blame on them why you are slave. If you have Bahai father and Bahai mother, you cannot be Moslem or Jew or? Now imagine if a child is born with a black mother and white father or a Jew mother and a Moslem father which problems he/she could have. Or 100 years ago, is a child in the USA was born from a black mother or a white father. How the society of the USA at that time brings problems for her/him? We read Shakespeare stories, Othello, and Romeo Juliet. We think that is only stories and belong to the past. But I see and know a lot of example of these stories even today. Still million of girls in the third world or other world are killed, because they did not listen to their parent to marry what they select for them. Or even in Pakistan a girl is killed by her parent, because she looks to a boy? You can read in the newspapers that many girls or boys even in the west and mostly from the immigrant of third world countries are in trouble here. Still millions of example like Othello, Desdemona, Juliet and Romeo are suffering from the system governing the world. Because the race problems, nationalities problems or religions problems still exists. We know that still millions of people are hungry in the world and millions of people do not

have the minimum of life standard something like having water and food. From the other hand many super rich people or so called smart and intelligent robe the whole world and bring disaster in the world. Especially in the Moslem countries and third world, some leaders are very cruel and very greedy and they want to have everything for themselves and not for their people. The people who come from the third world here, most of them especial the middle class of them are not really well come here in the west. And the system is different and they are lost. The west systems are not helping them, but misguide them as the employees in the west system learn to destroy them legally. Suppose they are not rich and or not very intelligent. They need help and guidance from the host countries and native people, but they get no help and the system or people destroy their lives to made more money from them or just they want to damage them. This hate in Moslem countries is more obvious. They say to the people you are not Moslem, so cannot work here. You are Bahai you have to be killed. Or you are Bahai you cannot marry your Moslem fianc. But in the west it is verboten to say directly those, so the system had a indirect way. They give the person for example they gave to Sasan an occupational license. After Sasan put all his money and effort and time in his business, they came and cancelled the license. They told Sasan they did a mistake. So they did mistake and Sasan should be destroyed. Sasan told them, I came to you and explain my situation and the condition of the houses I bought and you gave me the permission after examined my case. Yes, they told him, the employees at that time were not careful and did a mistake. Sasan told them how I can pay the millions dollars that I borrowed from bank and by your mistake is lost. They told him, you can sue us. Now Sasan should go after attorneys, but attorneys generally are after money and not just. They do not take his case, because they cannot get huge money. The system legally destroyed his life. He wrote letter to the president, congressmen or women. None of them act properly. All of them seem to be indifferent or useless for him. They do not care and they are indifferent. He has no other choice that he rent his business which was a boarding and

language school with farm, rent to the regular people. They thought he is rich, as he had a lot of loan for the school and the building improvement, so they did not pay the rent to him. But he should pay taxes, insurance, repair and mortgages. He went to the court and paid the sheriff and court to come to send them out. But it takes time and the people got angrier and destroy the house and did not pay him even the utilities. It takes two months until the court give the police authorization to send them out. So the tenants had enough time to damage what ever they can and take or robe what ever they needed. In the time he could get the house back, it was totally damaged. He has a lot of bad checks, the people do not pay and for the system it is fine. The insurance companies do not pay and it is also fine and the whole system does not care. But he had to pay taxes, insurance and repair, mortgage with fine and late fees. The systems systematic destroy his life. That is the land of opportunities for the third world people. He came here with all his saving and worked here hard about 20 years and he had negative capital. That is just in the USA? The system is extremely indifferent and cruel to some cases like Sasan, case. The patriotic American that they believe everything is good in the USA say to him. Go back to your country, if here they robbed you. And the religious people say, the Job had worst than you, so you are OK. There is no law in the USA to support people who have no money to pay the greedy attorneys. And there is not just for the people who are robbed? The police do not act properly, because they did not lose anything. So they are indifferent and useless and they do not care. No he has bad credits and the system punish him and he cannot be also hire to work in other places. As you see in this way the so called free country like USA is worst that the dictatorship countries. You are free, but nobody will listen to you. In dictatorship countries, you cannot speak, but if you speak you can get your right or put in jail. But here nobody listen and the system is so indifferent and useless. And the people in the offices are trained to ignore people like Sasan.

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