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iajNdl ^wiajdNdl& w;aoelSu - 1

Natural (Unnatural) Experience - 1

f is ud,dj mgka.;af;a oekg wjqre y;rlg l,ska' fl

fjkfldg yianka Ialr m,d;l fvdlag flfkla yehg
jevg .syska wjqreoaola ;r we;s' tA fjkfldg uf.a jhi 35hs'
nndg wjqre 5hs' yianka r bkak ksid uu kqf.af.dv wfma
uyf.or uf.a foumsfhd ,. ;uhs ysfh' thd i;shlg fyda
follg ierhla we;a hkjd' udjhs nndjhs tA Ialr m,d;g
tlal hkjg thdj;a" uf.a foumsfhdaj;a leu;s jqfka kE'
uf.a foumshka fmdfydi;a mrmrdjlska mej;f.k tk wh"
fmdldf, bokau ug i,a,sj,ska wvqjla ;snqfk kE' wu,d udj
fydo biafldaf,lg hej' uu f.dvla fydog bf.k .;af; kE"
wu,dg i,a,s ;snqkq ksid riaidjla lrkak Wjukdjla ;snqfk;a kE'
tA jqk;a uu ljj;a krl wdY%hg jegqfk kE' yefudau udj
oelafl f.dvla fydo" jeo.;a" YS,dpdr f,a flfkla oshg' uu
tA f,fj,a lrk ldf, fndahs flfkla tlal inkaohla mgka
.;a;d' uu m,uqjrg ,sx.slj yeiqrefk;a th;a tlal ;uhs' kuq;a
fjk;a m%YaK ksid wfma inkaoh wjqre y;rlg miq k;r jqkd'
Bg f.dvla miafi miafi fhdackdjlska ;uhs yiankaj ue lf,a'
yianka tlal ,sx.sl f;ak fYaI fydola fyda wvqmdvqjla
lshkak fohla kE' thdg;a fydog i,a,s ;snqkq ksid ug f;a lsisu
wvqmdvqjla oekqfka kE'
fmdldf, bokau uu we. .ek yu ie,ls,su;a' oelafld;a kej;
ye, n,k we.la ug ;sfhkjd' y .dkg Wi" meyem;a iu"
,iaik uqyqK" mskq mshhqre" mq,a Wl=,''''''.eyekshlg wjYH yeu
wx.hlau ug fkdwvqj ;snqkd' we. ,iaikg ;shd.kak wjYH
foaj,a lrkak we;s;r i,a,s;a ;snqkd' we. yevg ;shd.kak tl"
,iaikg weosk tl" tfyu weo,d *e,s tfla iy hdjkaf.a
mdiaj,g hktl ;uhs uf.a f;a fkdakaYh jqfka'

yianka r .shdg miafi uf.a oji je yhla f.jqfk mdfjka"

f.or ldurh we;=f,u ;uhs' mq;d fudkafgdfidahg hkjd" thdj
jeyhla n,d.;af; f.or jevg bkak whu ;uhs' yjigk
mdjla kE' wu,d tlal fldfya yhkak fi fjkjd" ke;ak
hdfjl=f.a mdhla'
uu oj,ag f.or bkak .uka ,emafgdma tflka *s,a n,kak
mqre fj,d yshd' tAj n,ka" fuf.a ,. ;snqkq lD;su ,s.=j
Wmfhda.Slrf.k ;ksju i;=gqjqkd' tfyu lrkfldg yianka
tlal bkakjg;a jeh" f.dvdla ierhla iqrdka;hg m;afjka
ysf;a yehg i;=gf
q jkak mqjka jqkd' yq.la ojig Wfoa mq;d
fudkafgdfida .shdg miafi Wfoag ld, , bjrfj,d Wfoa kjh
yudrg ;r ldurh we;=,g .syska fjdIa tlla tfyu f.k fl
mgka .kakjd' mehla yudrla ;r *s,a n,ka tl os.g
;kshu i;=gqfjkjd' Bg miafi ug tfyuu kskao .shdu wdfh
weyefrkafk folg ;r lEu lkak'
*s,a j,ska olsk wuq;= foaj,a we;a;gu lrkak wdYdjla ;snqk;a
yianka tpr ,sx.sl me;a;g kenqre ke;s flfkla ksid tA .ek
n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla ;snqfka kE' kuq;a tfyu fohla lD;suj y
lr.kak isyk
s a wdYdjla ;=nqkd' mska fofofkl= tlal .eyekshla
,sx.slj yeisfrk oYK n,kak ug f,dl= Wkkjla we;sjqkd' ug
ljj;a wek,a filaia ^.=o ixi.h& .ek wdidjla ;=nqfka kE" tA
ksid ms fokafkla thd,f. YsYaKhka tljr .eyeKshf.a
fhdakshg iy .=ohg we;=lr lrk ixi.h ljj;a ug
m%dfhda.sl fkdjk nj f;arekd' kuq;a ms fokafkla tlal ;j
fldpr wuq;= foaj,a lrkak mqjkao@ WyrKhla yehg tA
ojiaj, ug ;snqkq f,dl=u wdidjla jqfka tl YsYK
a hlska uf.a
fhdakshg lrkfldg" wksla YsYaKh lka Wrjkak' *s,a j,
fl,af,l=g YsYaKhla fhdakshg we;=lr myrfok .uka wksla
me;af;ka ;j fld,af,la thdf. lg we;=,g myrfok oYK
olskfldg ug bkak nerej oe.jd' tA fj,djg uu we.s,s folla
fhdaksh we;=,g f.k fyd,jk .uka lD;su rn ,s.=j lg
we;=,g f.k Wrjka ;kshu i;=gqjqkd'

tA *s,a j, uu wdi l, ;j fohla ;uhs ldms ksiqkaf. Yd,

lmdg ,s.= j,ska iq iy wdishdkq .eyeKq i;=gqfjk oYK' tA
jf.a f,dl=" kyrje,a msrekq lD;su ,s.=jla .kak mqjkak ug;a
lD;suj y wuq;= f,dalhg hkak mqjka lsh, uu ys;=jd'
uf.a ,. ;sfhk tl ,oS .;af; yeuu uu hk hq ief,dka
tflka' ;j tlla .kak tl tpr fohla fkfjhs" yenehs wr
jf.a fYaI tlla b,a,kafk fldfyduo lsh, uu l,amkd l,d' tA
ief,dka tl whs;s ;udr lsh, uf.a jhfiu jf.a f,a flfkl=g'
tA jqkdg uu fmdfydi;a mjq,lska ksido fldfyo" thd ug yeuu
l;d lf,a uev lsh,' jhi ;sia myla ;r jqk;a ;ju ue
lr,d keye' thdf. ief,dka tlg wjYH foaj,a .kak udi fol
;=klg ierhla nekafldla hkjd' tA tkfldg thd lD;su ,sx.sl
WmlrK;a f.k,a, ,.skau okak fydou la,hkaia,g ;rla
l=Kkjd'
uu thd ,.g hkafk wjqre oyhlg ;r l,ska boka" uu ue
lrkak;a l,ska bo,' uu yianka r m,d;l jevg .shnj thdg
lSjdu zuevg fkk uf. ,. wd*sI,a yiankaia,d bkakjdz
lsh, ysfjka jf.a yskdfj,d lSjd' uu Bg Wkkajla fmkakqjdu"
udj thdf. T*sia ldurhg f.ksyska f,dla lr,d ;snqkq ln tlla
wer,d thd ,. ;snqkq ,afvda lf,laYka tl fmkakqjd' zuu fj
m%fuda lrkafk ys;j;au f,aia,g ;rhsz thd lSjd' Th oshg
;uhs ug lD;su ,s.=j ,enqfk' b;ska thdf.kau ;j tlla
b,a,kafk fldfyduo lsh, uu l,amkd l,d'
fldfyduy fl ;udrf.kau lr.kak fk lsh, uu ;SrKh
l,d' ojila uu uf. weys neu ilia lr .kak ;udr ,.g .shd'
t;k ;j .eyeKq ,ufhl=;a jev lrkjd' tA ksid jef bjrfj,d
hkak yokfldg" z;udr ug m%hsfj,s l;d lrkak mqjkao z lsh,d
uu weyqjd' thd udj T*sia ldurhgu tlal .syska zwehsz lsh,d
weyqjd' zug wr Thdf. ln tflka ;j tlla fkz uu lSjd'
zwehs" uu kak tl levqko@ Thd uql=;a fll,aia tfyu ,
fydaokak ysyska vef jqkdo@z ;udr l,nf,ka lshdf.k lshdf.k
hkjd'

zkeye" keye" Thdg fndre lshkak fk kEfk" uu fydhkafk

fjkia tlla" lla wuq;= osfh jf.a tlla keoaoz uu ,ecdj
me;a;l , weyqjd' wksl th;a lrkafk iakia tllafk" b;ska
uu fudlgo ,ec fjkafk'
zwfka fid uev" uu ,.os lf,laIka tlla f.kdj" tAj Tlafldu
bjrhs' uu ;%S laia j,ska hkj' Thdg fudk jf.a tllao fkz thd
weyqjd' oekak tAlg W;a;r fokak ,echs jf.a' uu ys;=fj ln
tfla fydo lf,laIka tlla ;sfhkjk tAflka ug wjYH tl
fmkakkak'
zuu bkagfk tflka fmkakkakoz uu weyqjd' thd thdf.
,emafgdma tl f.k,a, msgrg filaia fgdahsia l=kk ihs tlllg
.syska" ,afvdaia lf,laIka tlla fmkakqjd' uu t;kska l" f,dl="
kyrje,a msrekq tlla fmkakqjd' tl mdrgu thd weyqj fohska uu
mqu jqkd'
zuev leu;s keoao kepqr,a tlaiamShkaia tllg'
yiankaf.ka ynfjk kepqr,a fkfjhs" iafmI,a tllgz

yeuu

zThd lshkafk iamd" uid jf.a fohlao@z uu weyqjd'

zkE uev" uu uevj f.dvla biair bo, okak ksid ;sfhk
Yajdfig fl m%fmdaia lrkafk' uev fmdfrdka fjkjo fl
ldgj;a lshkafk kE lsh,@z
zfm%diaz uu lSfj thdf. w; w,a,,'
zug fndahs f*%kaia, keye' tA jqkdg uu fydog okak fndahsia,
fokafkla udj filaIqj,s ieia*hs ^,sx.slj i;=gq& lrkjd' thd,g
wjqreos ;syla ;r jhihs" neo, keye" .,a f*%kaia,;a keye'
fydog bf.k.;a;= wh" tA jqkdg ;ju fydo ie,ia .kak fcd
ynfj,d keye' tA yskao thd,g *hskEkaIsh,s fnks*s ^uqo,a
m%;s,dn& ,efnkak;a tlal ;uhs uu thd,;a tlal fmd la,
tlla mgka .;af;'z
ztA lshkafk" thd, fkal vdkaik
s a tfyu lrk la, tllaoz uu
weyqjd'

zkE uev' thd, l,nq tkafk fikiqrdog ;rhs" wksla oiaj,

jevlrkafk r fm%dfcla tll' tg kj;skafk uf.a f.or' uu
;rhs f.or bkafk' thd,;a tkafk i;shla f,s f,s jevlr,d'
b;ska uevg ys;d.kak mqjkafkz ;udr yskdfj,d lSjd' uu;a
tAlg yskd jqkd'
zug thd,g .dkla f.jkak wudrehs" wms *ka tlg ;uhs lf,a'
miafi ug m lsh, ys;s, thd,g wms ,.g tk fydogu Yajdi
uev flfklaj bkag%hqia l,d' miafi uu ,.skau okak ;j;a
f,aia, fokafkla la, tlg tl;= lr .;a;' oeka ud;a tlal wms
f,aia, y;r fofkla bkakj' wms yefudagu udfilg ierhla
pdkaia tl ynfjkj' uu fkk uevg uf.a oji fokakz
zb;ska t;fldg Thdg fudlo fjkafkz uu weyqjd'
zfikiqrdo yjig wfma la, tfla fjk f,a flfkla tlal thd,
ysh;a t ?g thd, ks.kafk wfma f.or' b;ska ug fldfydu;a
pdkaia tlla joskj" wksl uu thd,g f.jkafk;a kEfk' tA yskao
uu ys;=j fydo flfkla yn jqfkd;a" uf.a oji;a thd,f.
iia tlg .dkla f.jkak mqjka flfkl=g fokj lsh,z ;udr
lshkfldg fufyu foaj;a ryfi fjkjfk lsh, ug mqu ys;=k'
kuq;a uu tA j.la ;udrg fmkakqfj kE'
zwehs udfilg ojilaz uu weyqjd'
zthd,g tkak mqjka fikiqrdo ;rhs' wksl tA bfjka tfla
.;shla ;sfhkafk thd, *q,a fviamf ^wl Wjukdj& fj,d
tkfldg' udfilg ierhla pdkaia ynfjkfldg wms;a fviamf
fj,dfk' wksl f,aia, y;r fofkla fjkfldg thd,g bkal
tl fydohsfk' g jvdk f,aia, .dk je lrkak wms ljqre;a
leu;s kE'z
ful wy, udj lrlj, w;weh jf.a' tA jqk;a uu fkdau,a oshg
l;dl,d'
zthd, lShla whlrkjoz uu weyqjd'

zuev" i,a,s ;snqkgu wms noj.kafk kE' wmsg uevf. *q,a

ful,a fpla wma tlla lrkak fk' tfyu lr, mdia jqk;a
fldkavia , ;rhs filaia lrkafk' ksl lrkak mqjka Tr,a
filaia ;rhs' wksl uevf. uQK lj lr, fkal mslapia
^ksrej;a pdhdrEm& lSmhla ug .kak fk' thd, tAj n,,
leu;sk ;rhs uevj .kafk' yenehs uevgk thd, Iqj
leu;sfjkj'z ;udr yskdfj,d lSjd'
ztA wehsz uu;a yskdfj,du weyqjd'
zuu uevf. fnd tl oel, ;shkjfk' uevf. *s. tl
oelalu thd, i,a,s ke;=j;a leu;sfjhsz ;udr wdhs;a yskdfjka
lSjd'
;udr ;uhs uf.a lsKs jelaia ^jelaia u.ska fhdaksh wjg frdau
bj;a lsu& mjd lrkafk' b;ska thd udj fydog oel, ;sfhkjd'
zmjqfk" ksl fk kE'lSho .dkz uu weyqjd'
zfikiqrdo yji ;=kg ;r ;uhs thd, tkafk' t;k boka ? lEu
fj,dj fjkl" meh 4la ;r uevg thd, tlal wfma f.or
bkak mqjka' wksla uev, ;=ka fok;a tfyuhs' thd,g;a ? bkak
nE" *e,Sia ksid' tfyu fiIka tllg thd, f*da ;jqika
.kakj' fndre lshkak fk kEfk" uu lShlaj;a .kafk kE'
thd,g lrk Wojla yehghs uu .khsia lrkafk'
zi,a,k
s m%YaKhla KE" tA;a uu lla ys;kak fk' Thdf. ojig
wmsg tlaflkd .dfk fn.kak neo@z l;dj os.g f.kshkak uu
fufyu weyqjg we;a;gu tfyu fohla lrkak ys;d.kakj;a nE'
zt;fldg tAl iafmI,a tliamshkaia tlla fjkafk kEfkz ;udr
tfyu lshkfldg uf.a hysf;a yeuu ie.,d ;snk
q q isyskhla
u,am,.kak yokj lsh, i;=gla wdj' kuq;a ug tAl thdg
w.jkaknE' ug fndrejg y fmd wlue;a;la fmkakkak fjkjd'
zug;a iSud ;sfhkjfkz uu lsjd'
zuev" wms;a iSud lSmhlg leu;s fj,d ;sfhkafk' wms ,smaia lsia
lrkafk kE' fudlo fl wdor neoSula fkdfjk yskao' wekE,a

filaia ^.=o ixi.h& lrkafk;a kE" tAfl fy,a;a iala je ksid'

wj Tka,s tA Bia tlaia% filaiqj,a maf,I ^wfma tlu wruqK
wl ,sx.sl i;=g&z ;udr fufyu lshkfldg uf.a we. ysje,
.shd' fulg nE lSfjd;a uu ljoy miq;efjhs'
zfla" whs wE bka ^uu tl.hs&z ug tljru lshjqkd' f.or .syska
f .ek fydog ys;,d nE lsh, ys;=fkd;a ;udrg flda,a tlla
fokj" uu h ys;ska ys;j
= d'
uu ;udrf. ief,dka tflka t t,shg toaos lrlj, w;weh
jf.a" wuq;=u f,dalhl ysfh' ldfral tf,fj;a f .ek ys;
ys;' f.or we;a ldurhg yshduhs oekqfk uf. fhdaks m%foYh
mEkah;a tlallu fydogu f;; fj,d' tAjqk;a ;udr lshmq lduql
foaj,a u;la lr lr i;=gq fjk uQ tlla fkfjhs ysf;a ;snqfk' f
lrkak hk foa yo jeroso lshk fm%fya,sldju ;uhs ysf;a
jevlf,a"
yiankag jrola lrkj lshk tlk tpr ys;g oekqfk kE'
thd wk.;af; fhdackdjlska" wdorhla fkd;snqkd fkfjhs" tA;a
wjxlju lshkjk wms w;fr ;snqfk iajdhd-o lshk iu;
neoSu lSfjd;a ksjeroshs' thdf. w;S;h .ek;a uu tpr okafk
kE" thdg tA ldf, fl,af,d lSfofkla ysho" oeka thdf. uql=;a
tAjf.a ie.p foaj,a ;shkjo lsh, okafk kE' wksl fl ;udrd
lSj jf.a wdor neoSula fkfjhs" yqfola ,sx.sl i;=g ioyd lrk
;djld,sl fohla' tA ksid ug tA w;ska jrola oekqfk kE'
ug ys;g nhla tkafk f,vlaj;a fndfjhso lsh,' f lshk
fndahsia, ;j ljqre tlal bo, ;shkjo ljqo okafk' uu ks.;af;
fo.shdfjka' myqj Wfoa uu ldurhg .syska fodr jyf.k
;udrg flda,a tlla .;a;' thd thdf. T*Sia ldurhg .syska ud;a
tlal m%hsfj,s l;dl,d'
zuu Bfh yd lSjg ug nhhs Th jf.a wh tlal bo, fudkjy
f,vlaj;a yefohso lsh,z uu lSjd'
zuev" uevg jeh wms ;uhs tA .ek nh fjkak fk' wms
fupr l,a fia*a ^wdrlaIs;& filaia ;uhs lrkafk" wms ldgj;a

tfyu m%YaK kE' wms yfudau , fgia lr, ;uhs fl mgka

.;af;' uu uev krl flfkla fkdfjk nj okak ksihs fl
m%fmdaia lf,a' uu okakjfk uevf. fjk inkao keye lsh,'z
zt; fldg Thdg Y=jo wks;a f,aia,;a tfyuhs lsh,z
zT" thd, ;=kafokd .eku uu fydog okakj' Tlafldu, fydo
thqflag fm%df*Ik,aia,' tAf.d,af,d;a uelr, fydo *e,s
,hs*a .;lrk wh' wksl iShg iShlau fia*a fjkak ;uhs wms ,
fgia fla jqk;a bkagfldaia ;a fldkafvdia Tka,s fmd,sis *f,da
lrkafk^ixi.h fldkav we;=j muKhs m%;sm;a;sh rlskafk&
fldkav ke;=j thd, tlal bkafk uu ;rhsz
ztA wehs" Thdg thd,j tpr Yajdio@z
zT" uu tA fokakf.u w;S;fh bokau okakj' tlaflfkl=g ;rla
l,ska .,a f*%ka flfkla bo, miafi w;ayerek' fokaku .
j,ska fld,n we,a, fydog bf.k .;a;= wh' ljj;a krl
wdY%hg je, kE' thd, *hskEkaYsh,s iafn,a ^wdl jYfhka
ia;djr& fjk ;uhs ue lrkafk ke;=j bkafk' ;j wjqre
folla hkfldg ue lrhs' Bg miafi wmsg f la, tl
kj;ajkak fjkjz ;udr wka;su yh lSfj yskdfjka'
thdg fldkav ke;=j bkak ;r thd,j Iajdik" f la, tl
mgka.kak l,ska bokau" Th lshkoshg wjqre fol ;=kla bo,u"
thd, tlal bo,;a tfyu f,v frda. m%YaK ke;ak wehs
nhfjkafk lsh, ug ys;=kd' wksl fldpr Yajdi jqk;a fldkav
md lrkjfk'
zfla tfyk" B,.g fudkjo fjkak fkz uu weyqjd'
zThdg mqjkao fvdlag flfkla ynfj,d fndrejla lsh,
Tlafldu f,v lj fjk oshg , fgia tlla ,shj.kakz
ztAl lrkafk fldfyduoz uu weyqjd
zThd lshkak yianka .ek ielhs lsh,' yiankag wdrx fjhs
lsh, nhk fmdvla r fmd m%hsfj fydiamsg,a tll fvdlag

flfkla ,.g hkak' yenehs , fgia tl fydo ;eklska

lr.kak fkz ;udr lSjd'
uu tyjiu fydaud.ug v%hs lr, fvdlag flfkla ynfj,d
fgia tl ,shj .;a;' myqj wdis tflka fgia tl lrj.;a;'
i,aia .kak i;shla .shd' ys;=j jf.au lsis m%YaKhla kE'
uu B,. ojfi ,e tflka ,enqk Tlafldu fld, l;a wrf.k
;udrj ynfjkak .shd' thd lsj f , i,aia tlalu uf.a
f*dfgdaiq;a wr fndhsia,g fokak mqjkak fydohs lsh,' uu tAlg
leu;sjqkd'
ief,daka tfla hq rEia folla ;shkjd' tll wr .,a
jevlroaos wms wkslg .syska fodr f,dla lr.;a;d' uu Tlafldu
we whska l,d" ;udr bosfh ksrej;a fjk tl ug wuq;= fohla
fkfjhs' thd uf.a uQK u.yefrk oshg bosmiska" miqmiska iy
ug ok.y.kak lsh, miqmiska$me;af;ka f*dfgda ;=kla .;a;' udj
Iqj lrkak thd tA fj,dfju thdf. leurdfjka tAj fmkakqj'
tllj;a Tj uQK fmakafk kE' tA jqkdg yu filais" ok.yf.k
bkak f*dfgda tfla uf.a jgl=re mq,a Wl=,$ ;g w;ka fhdaksh
miqmig fkr, fmakj' zful oelaluk mek, leu;sfjhsz ;udr tA
f*dfgda tl fmkakka yskdfjka lsj'
uu uf.a fhdaksh bosmiska ;rla ,iaikg u,a lla b;=re lr,
wks;a Tlafldu jelaia lrf.k ;sfhkafk' tAksid ug u,a fIa
lrkak fk kE' tA;a bo, ysg, kej; jelaia lr.kak fk tfyka
fufyka hka; tk tAj kj;a;kak' wou tAl;a lruqo lsh, ;udr
fhdackd l,d' uu tAlg leu;sjk
q d'
uu thdf. ief,dka tfla ljq tfla ksf.k bkakfldg uf.a
ll=,a w;ka fmd iagQ,a tlla ;shdf.k jd fj,d ;uhs ;udr
tAl lrkafk' tfyu bkakfldg thdg uf.a fhdaksh fydog jq;
fj,d fmakjd'
ztlaflfkl=g oekauu f;;a fj,dz thd tlmdrgu lshkfldg ug
yu ,ec ys;=kd'

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zfid ys l,dg' Thdg fcdala l,dg fudlo ug;a tfyu ;uhs'

fikiqrdo fjkl n,df.k bkafk" isl=rdo bokau fj ^f;;a&
lrf.kz thd tfyu lSjdu ug fydogu yskd .shd'
ztAl fkfjhs" Thdf. ;ju hka.a .,a flfklaf. jf.a fmdhsfk'
Thd fkdau,a fkfjhso nnd yn jqfkaz ;udr tfyu lshkafk uf.a
fhdaks isr osyd tl t,af,u n,df.k'
zkE uu isfiahka tlla lr.;af;z uu lsjd'
zwd tAl ;uhsz ;udr lSjd'
ztAf.d,a,kaf. f.dvla f,dl=ho
s @ ug nhhs fohso lsh,z uf.a lka
fkdoekqj;aju msgjqfka ysf;a ysrlrf.k ;snqkq m%YaKhla'
zkE" nhfjkak tmd' uf.;a yu ghs' thd, fydog %lkaia
^,sysis f;,a& , ;uhs bkagfldaia lrkafk' fmdvlaj;a fokafk
kE'z
zthd,f. f,dl=hso@z ug ,ecdjla ke;=ju kej;;a weyqk'
zfokakf.u f,dl= me;a;g ;uhs nr" w.,a y;yudrlaj;a we;s' uu
tA fokakj;a jelaia lrkj' ^u,a bj;a lrkj&' tA yskao ;j;a
fydog os. fmakaj' fydo .;a tll=;a ^uy;l=;a& ;shkj tAlfk
uu Thd f,dl= ,afvda tlla wykfldg f jef ifcia
^fhdackd& lf,az ;udr tfyu lshkfldg uf.a fhdaksh we;=f,ka
;j;a oshr .,d tkj jf.a oekqk'
zyenehs tj f,dl= tl fkfjhs fu;k ;shk fYaI;ajh" Thd
yeuu lrk filaia fkfjhs fu;kos fjkafkz
ztA lsfjz uu weyqj
zidudkHfhka b;ska lsia lrkj" Tr,a filaia lrkj" f*da maf,a
^mQj ,sx.sl l%shd& lrkj" Bg miafifk bkagfldaia lrkafk' uu
Thdf. bfjka tl fi lrkafk fjk oshlgz ;udrd lshkfldg
ztA lshkafkz uu weyqjd

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zbkagfldaia ;uhs wfma la, tfla fka gd. tl' yq.la whg
tAlfk wvqfjka ,efnkafk' Thd we,a,u n,kakfldz ;udrd
lshkfldg uf. we. ysje, .shd'
B,. ojia lSmh uu .;lf,a fjkak hk foa .ek isysk ujka'
ojia lSmhlska ;udr ug flda,a lr, lSj la, tlg udj;a
noj.kak thd, leu;sjqk nj iy uu leu;sk ojia oyhlska
tk fikiqrdo uu fjkqfjka fjkalrkak mqjka nj' uu Bg leu;s
jqkd'
Bg ojia ;=klska miq wdmq i;swka;fha yianka f.or wdj;a ug
mShia jqk ksid wmsg tlg bkak nejqkd' B,. i;s wka;fh
thdg Tka flda,a ksid f.or tkak ne fjk nj lSjdu ug f,dl=
iykhla ys;g wdjd'
uu B,. i;sh .;lf,a we.s,s .ek .ek' thd, biaiyrg
hkfldg woskak filais weul=;a uu f;dar.;a;d' isl=rdo ug
;udr flda,a l,d'
ztA fokak fol fjkfldg wfma f.org tkj lsj' fjdIa tlla
tfyu f.k ,Eia;s fjkak lla fj,d hhs' Thd ;=k fjkfldg
tkak' Thd f.okau fjdIa tlla f.k tkjk f,aishs' ;j tlla"
Thd gelais tlla wrf.k tkak' bfjka tflka miafi v%hs
lrkak yokak tmdz ;udr lSjd' v%hs lrk tl .ek thd lshmq foa
ug yhgu f;arefka ke;=jqk;a uu tAhdf. wjjdoh ms,s.;a;d'
uu myqj ,ka wrf.k nd;a rE tlg .syk
s a fydo fjdIa tlla
.;a;d' uf.a ksrej;a Yrh thd,g ,iaikg ms,s.kajkak mqjka
yeu fohlau l,d'
uu wuf. v%hsjg lsh, ;udrf. f.org wer,j .;a;d' ;udr
fodr ,.g we;a udj ms,s.;a;d' fjko olsk ;udr fkfjhs" yu
filais oshg" oksfika Wvg fldg ,iaik .jqula weo," l,jd j,
Nd.hla t,sfh' udj nf.k ms,s.;a;= ;udr thdf. ldurhg udj
tlal .shd' ljqre;a fmakak ysfh ke;s ksid uu jg msg n,kfldg
zuu wfma idf,g tyd ;sfhk rE tl ;uhs Thd,g fi lf,a'
Thd uf. f ldurfhka we udre lrf.k f ;=jdh ;rla

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weof.k tkak' mEkahlaj;a woskak fk kE' Thdf. we f

ln tlg kakz ;udr tfyu lSfj thdf. ldurfh ;sfhk ln
tlla fmkakk .uka'
zThdg fkk Th nd;a rE tlu hQia lrkakz ;udr thdf.
lduf wegE nd;a rE tl fmkakka udj thdf. ldurfh ;sh,
t,shg .shd'
uu thd lshmq oshgu Tlafldu we .,j, thd kak f,dl= nd;a
gj,a tl ;rla weo.;a;' uu nE.a tfla f.k wdmq filais weu
wosk tl fkdlf, ;udr lshmqfoa fkdlrk tl y ke;s ksid' nd;a
rE tlg .syska pQ lr, tA yh wdhs;a fmdvla fydao.;a;'
f.oka fydog kd, wdmq ksid wdhs;a fjdIa .;af; kE'
uu ;=jdh weof.k nfhka nfhka jf.a t,shg wdfj fuhd,
fldfyo lsh, mr lrka' t;fldgu ;udr we;a udj w;ska
w,a,f.k .syska idf,ka jd l,d' udj jd lf,a thdf. rE
tlg hk fodr ,. ;snqkq mqgqjlska'
z;j kd mylska oyhlska uu Thdj we;=,g tlal hkak' ;ju
tAf.d,af,d we;=,g .syska kd oyhla ;r we;s' Thd wdmq nj
uu lsh, ;sfhkafk' Thdg f;a y" l+,a %kala tlla y fko@z
;udr weyqjd'
zl+,a %kala tlla fydohsz uu lSjdu ;udrd lspka tlg .shd'
t;fldg ;uhs uu fkda lf,a rE tflka hka; tk ioaoh'
thd, *s,a tlla n,knj ug f;arekd' .eyeKshla
flos.dkjd" iuyrfj,djg lE.ykjd" ms y;s kjd''' fydog
ijka kakg miafi oeka meyeos,sj wefykjd' uf.a we. oekgu;a
ls,sfmd,d hkjd' thd,f. wjhj oekgu;a Yd,fj,d we;s''tfyu
ysf;kfldg uf.a fhdaksh we;=f,ka f;; .,d tkjd ug f;arekd'
t;fldgu ;udrd ug %kala tl f.k;a oS,d kej; l=iaishg .shd'
uu %kala tl f;d, .Efj wr ioaohg kej; ijkafoka'
;j;a kd mylska ;r ;udr wdjd' we;a fl,skau .syska
ldurfha fodr wehd' fodfrka Tj ,d" zThd, fro" uevj
tjkakoz lsh, weyqjd'

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tyd me;af;ka fudkj;a lshkj weyqfk kE" iuyr g Tj jk,

yd lshkak we;s' tA;a tlalu tl *a jqkd' ;udr we;a uf.a
w;ska w,a,, ke.sgqjd' udj fj,kj jf.a'
znhfjkak tmd uev" thd, y fydohsz ;udr ug lkg lr,
lSjd' thd udj ldurfh fodfrka we;=,g tlal hkj;a tlal
oelmq oYKh ug f;ag wu;l fjkafk kE'
tl fndahs flfkla fida*d tl ,. ysgf.k wms osyd n,df.k
bkakjd" thdf. YsIaKh Yd, fj,d" thdf. wef.ka boshg
fkr,d we;a' wks;a tlaflkd t;fldgu ;uhs fida*d tflka
ke.sfg' thdf. m%dKaj;ajqkq YsYaKh ;ju;a tl w;lska
w,a,f.k' tlaflfklaf.j;a wef.a kQ,a fmdglaj;a kE' ;udr lSj
jf.au YsYaKhka folu idudkH whg jvd Yd,hs' thd, myq.sh
kd myf,dj iai fida*d tfla bof.k *s,a tl n,ka
thd,f. YsYaKhka w;ska msueo.kak .kak we;s'
;udr udj w;ska w,a,f.k thd, ,.gu tlalf.k .shd' thd,g
,xfjkfldg thd,f. YsYaKhka fj;g ;uhs uf. wey .sfh' tAj
jfg kyr je,a ms,' ;udr lSj jf.a fydo uy;l=;a ;sfhkjd'
ug tAjhska weye .kak nE jf.a' l,ska ;snqkq nh ke;sfj,d
wdYdjka .,d tkak mgka .;a;d'
zf rx." f p;az lsh, ;udr ug thd,j wkajd kakd' thd,
Tj jk, z yf,da uevz lsh, lSj ila w;g w; kafk kE'
tA;a tlalu ;udr ys;mq ke;s oshg uf.a we.jgd ;snqkq ;=jdh
lv, bj;a l,d' udj tlmdrgu thd, bosfh ksrej;a jqkd'
fla" yE *ka ^fkdao fjkak&z lshka ;udr ;=jdh;a wrf.k
ldurfhka t,shg .sfh fodr;a jyf.k'
tlmdrgu ux ljj;a fkdoelmq ms fokafkla bosfh ksrej;a
fj,d' thd,f. ms wjhj fj;g kej; uf.a weye .shd' m%dKj;a
fj,d je lug tAj .ef.kj jf.a ug fmkqkd' udj yhg
nv.sKs isxyhka w;r ;ksjqkq uqj fmdfjla jf.a' fudkj lrkako
lsh, ug ys;d.kak nE' fuprfj,d ;snqkq rd.dYdj fjkqjg uyd
nhla ys;g tkak mgka .;a;d' o ,sx.sl w;aoelS j,g

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uQKfokak ie.p wdYdjla ysf;a ;snqk;a flfkla ug nf,ka" r

oshg tAfoa lrkjgk uu leu;s kE'^uu wy, ;shkj iuyr
.eyekq k msfhl=g lsh, nf,ka lr.kak leu;shs lsh,& fl
tA jf.a wys w;aoelSula fjhsolsh, udj nfhka .eyefykak
jf.a mgka .;a;d'
uf.a nh tA fokakg;a f;arekqnj oek.;af; zuev" nhfjkak tmdz
lshdf.k p;a ud,.g tkfldg' thd ug ,xfjkj;a tlalu thd
oE;a wE;g lr, udj n.kak tk njla wef.j' uu;a thdf.ka
ms,sirkla m;kj jf.a tAlg leue;af;ka bvkak' yhg
wdorfhka bkak fmj;=ka fofofkla jf.a wms fokak jefrka
n.;af; luq,a ism.kska' thd tA l, fohska ug f,dl= iekiSula
ys;g wdjd' tA;a tlalu ksrej;a ye oe m%sfhla je,o.;a;
lshk ye.Sfuka .; ls,sfmd,d .shd' thdf. oejQ mqreI ,s.=j uf.a
h nvg ysr fj,d' thd ug jvd Wi ksid uu thdf. fn,a,
nf.k luq,g luq, ;shdf.k je,o.;af; uf.a ll=f, we.s,s
j,ska biafika' uf.a mshhqre thdf. ksrej;a u,a msrekq mmqjg
;oska f;rms,d" uf. yoiamkaokh;a thdg oefkkj we;s'
wms tfyu je,of.k kd Nd.hla bkak we;s' tlmdrgu rx.
uf. msmiafika ,xfjk nj ug f;arekd' zuevf. *ia ghsfk"
tAlhs' uev wms .ek oek.;a;u Th nh ke;sfj,d hhsz tfyu
lshka rx. udj msgqmiska n.;a;' fudfyd;lska udj ms
fokafkla w;rg ls lsfh f;rmqkd' rx.f. m%dKj;a YsIaKh
uf.a ;gulg ysrjqkd' uf.a nqhg my,ska h nv u;g ;ojqkq
p;af. YsYaKh .efykj jf.a ug oefkkj' ksrej;a ms
fokafkl=g ueosjqkq uf.a Yrh wdYdj,a j,ska msfrkak mgka
.;a;d' uf.a fhdaksh ls,sfmd,d hkj uf.a ug oefkk mgka .;af;
tA yh thd,f. Yrfh .E,a,dj;a fkd;sfhoaosuhs'
tA je,o.ekSu wms ;=kafokd w;r Yajdihla f.dvk.kak Wo
jqkd lSfjd;a ksjeroshs' tfyu udj fome;af;ka nf.k ;j;a
kd Nd.hla ;r bkak we;s' udj biairyska je,of.k ysh
p;a uf.ka wE;afjka uf.a w;lska w,a,f.k ztkak uevz lsh,d
udj fika boshg lefojd' tA;a iu. miqmiska udj nf.k
ysh rx. udj w; yer,d p;a iu. hkak ug bv kakd'

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t;fldg ;uhs uu fkda lf,a fida*d tlg msgqmiska weola ;shkjd'

tAlg ,iaik ,dmdg we;s,a,la ,d" fldgd lsysmhl=;a ;snqkd'
fida*d tl biairy ;shk iagQ,a tl Wv f,dl= fldkav fmhla
;snqkd' tA;a tlalu bkaf %lka ^,sx.sl tlafuoS
Nd;dlrk ,sysis f;,a& fnda;,la lsh, ys;kak mqjka ma,diala
fnda;,hl=;a ;snk
q d'
uu p;ag lSlrefj,d thdj *f,da l,d' thd weo ueog fjkak
gug fya;a;=fjka bo.;af;a udj;a ;=re,g .kska' yenehs uu
thdf. mfilska thd isk oshgu bo.kak yo.kfldg thd
fjkia bhjlg udj fm,fnjd" uu;a thdg wjk; jqkd' wms
k;rjqfka" wo gug fya;a;=fj,d bof.k bkak p;a bosfha uu
thdf. me;a;g uqkqK,d ok.yf.k bkak wdldrhg'
thd
bosfha" thdf. me;a;g ke,d ok.yf.k bkak udj thd thdf.
mmqjg ;=re lr.;a;d' thd uf.a fn,a," Wrysia" msg isksjg
w;.Ef yu wdorfhka jf.a' uu;a mQisfhla jf.a thdf. mmqjg
;=re jqkd' tfyu lfj,djla lrmq thd uf. luq,a fome;af;ka
w,a,,d uf.a uQK thdf. uQK boshg f.kdjd' ^f ish,a, w;f
rx. fudkj lrko lsh,d ug fmfkkafka kE&
zuev" uevg fmdvla y fok" tfyu ke;ak uev wlue;s
fohla fjkjk lshkak melsf,kak tmdz p;a lshk foag uu Tj
jekqjd' ztA jf.au wms lrkfoaj,aj,ska uevg i;=gla tkjk'''z
p;a fl lshkj;a tlalu ok.yf.k bkak uf.a msgqmiska uf.a
fhdaksh lrey w,a,k nj ug f;arekd' p;a thdf. w;a
folskau uf.a Tj w,a,f.k" tA ksid tA w; rx.f. nj ug
f;arekd kuq;a uu ye, nef kE'
z'''i;=gla tkjk tAnj wmsg oefkk oshg uev fk;r
yhsfhka flos.dkak" lE.ykak fmdvlaj;a ,Ec fjkak tmdz
p;a fl lsh, bjrfjoaos uf.a fhdaks f;d,afm;s w;r rx.
thdf. we.s,sj,ska f;,a ;jrkjd' f fjkfldg;a uf.a tA yh
fydogu f;;a fj,d'

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zflaz uu p;af. uQKosyd n,df.k tfyu lsfj rx.f.a

we.s,s;=vqj,ska fhdaksf;d,aj,g ,efnk myi i;=ka o.kska' tA
ksiduo fydfyo ug isyska floshl=;a bfu msgjqkd'
z;=ka fjks ldrKh ;uhs uev leu;s fudkjy l%u" bh fyda'''z
p;a f l lshkj;a tlalu uf.a fhdaks f;d,a w;ka fhdaks
jrhg fnda,hla jeks hula ;ofjkjd oekqkd' fudfyd;lska th
;j;a we;=,g ;ofjoaos ;uhs ug jegyqfka tA rx.f. YsYaK uqkavh
nj' thd ug mg miqmiska ok.yf.k ug we;=fjkak yok nj
ug f;arekd' ug tAflka .e,fjkak Wjukdjla ;snqfk kE" kuq;a
ug p;aj fmkqfka uf.a .e,jq ldrfhla jf.a' uu thdg ;j
;j;a ;=re,a fjkfldg th;a udj uf.a luq,la thdf. luq,g
;=re,afjk oshg thdf. Wrysi Wka uf.a uQK yskak uf.a
lrjg w;a hj,d je,o .;a;d'
z'''
uev leu;s l%u" bh fyda fudkjy leu;s fohla
;shkjk wmsg lshkak" wms bkafk uevg fiajh imhkakz p;a
fl lsh, bjrfjkj;a tlalu rx. uf.a bk fomiska w,a,f.k
thdf. m%dKj;a YsYaKh uf.a fhdaksh u;g jefrka ;ol,d' tAl
m%udKfhka f,dl= jqk;a uf.a fhdaksh fydoska f;;a ye.s
W;aikak ;snqkq ksid tljru myiqfjka we;=,g .uka lf,a
zwdwdyaz hk yvla uf.a uqka msglrka' tA;a iu. p;a udj ;j;a
;olr,d ,xlr.;a;d'
uf.a fhdaksh fl,jr olajdu we;=,ajqkq rx.f.a ,sx.h l%ufhka
fika lshd;aul fjkak mgka .;a;d' tAfla uy; ksid uf.a uq
fhdaks m%foaYhu ms,d jf.a" ug ljj;a yiankaf.ka tfyu *S,sx
tlla oeks,d kE' uf.a f;;au muKla fkdfjhs" rx.;a thdf. tl
%l j,ska f;;a lrkak we;s' tfyu lr,d fjkak we;s tAhd tA
we.s,s j,skau uf.a fhdaks f;d,a fm;s;a f;;a lf,a' tAksid fldpr
uy; jqk;a ug lsisu oSula" iSula oekqfk kE' tAfjkqjg uf.a
fhdaksh mqrd wuq;u
= kaoklska le,f;kak .;a;d' thd uf.a bfkka
w,a,f.k .yk mdrj,a kj;skafk thdf. bK uf.a ;g j,
joaojka' uf.a msrekq uy; ;gj,ska thdf. hlhg fydo
kaokhla ,efnkj we;s'

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rx.f.a myrj,a yu os.hs' tA lshkafk uf.a fhdaksh mgka .ekaf

isg we;=f, flrj,g hklkau thdf. YsYaK uqkavh .uka lrkjd'
tA ksidu uf.a fhdaksh uq, isg w.gu fydoska ika;mkh fjkjd'
tA myrj,a j, f.h tkak tkak jefjkjd' i;=g ord.kak
nej uu uf.a fof;d,a j,ska p;af.a Wrysi ymoaoS thd uf.a
biflh w;ka we.s,s;=vq hjka uf.a ysi msuoskafka yhsfhka
flos.dka o.,k udj ikijkak jf.a'
uf.a wYdj,a W;=rd hk ;rug W;aikak fjkj;a tlallu rx.f.a
p,khka fudfyd;lg kej;=kd' rx. thdf. w;afol uf.a boshg
,d uf.a bosmiska w,a,,d uf.a lh fl,ska l,d' p;a uf.a Tj
w;wer,d thdf.ka bj;afjkak ug bv kakd' oeka uu wefoa oK
.yf.k" kuq;a uf.a Wvqlh fl,ska" rx. ug msgqmiska udj ls
lsfha nf.k' thdf. YsYaKh ;ju;a uf.a fhdaksh we;=f," tAfl
os. ksiduo fldfyo uf.a we. fl,ska l,;a tAl t,shg mekafk
kE'
wms bkak wEka.,a tl ksid tAfl fgdma tl uf.a fhdaksh we;=f,
bosmi ;a;shg ;oska f;rms,d lsh, ug fydog oefkkj' thd
;ju;a" kuq;a b;d fl myrj,a iys;j l%shd;aulfjkj' tAflka
,efnkafk wuq;=u kaokhla' .eyeKshlf. we;=,; fhdaks
;a;j
s , ixfoSu ;ek" tA lshkafk iafmd tl ;sfhkafk
bosmi ;a;sfh ueo yfh' wms bkak bhj ksid thdf.
YsYaKfha fl,jr joskafk tA yhg' thdf. p,khka tlalu thdg
we,s, bkak uf.a we.;a p,kh fjkj' i;=g jelug tA p,kfha
oauhgu uf.a lka flos,a,la msgfjkjd'
l fj,djlska tfyu l%shd;aul fjk .ukau rx. thdf. w;a fol
bosmig hj, uf.a ol=Kq mshhqr lkak .;a;d" kuq;a thd tAfl
ksm,a tl we,af kE' llska w;a folu Wmfhda.Slrf.k mshhqr
foda;g .;a;= rx. zp;a fl Wrkakz lshka k lf,a thdf.
YsYaKh msg;g fkdmksk oshg yska uf.a fhdaksh ;=, os.gu
l%shd;aul lrk .ukauhs'
tA;a iu.u p;a boshg;a tA mshhqf ksm,a tl fl,skau lg;=,g
f.k Wrjkak .;af; rx. tAl thdf. w;afolska ;ju;a loaos"

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yhg rx.g whs;s fohla p;ag m%kh lrkj jf.' tA kaokh

ord.kak nej flos.dk uu uqyqK Wvg$me;a;g yrj, rx.f.
luq,lg uf.a luq,la f;rfmk oshg thdf. Tj n.;af;
tAhdf. Tj jgd w;l=;a hjka'
uf.a merKs fmj;d iy yianka wefrfkfldg fjk lsisfkflka
md fkdl, uf.a Yrh f fudfydf;a ms fokafkla tljr
md lrkj' uf.a ksm,a p;af. lg we;=f, fmdfjkj'
thdf. f;d,a uf.a mshhqre f;;alrkafk rx.f. w;ska tAj
floaos' uf.a fhdakh
s
wuq;u
=
oshlg rx.f. ,s.=fjka
i;=gqfjoaoaos thdf. we. uf.a miqmig ;ofj,d' f osyg
lfj,djla l%shd;aul lroaos uf.a ishu yrrje,a ls,sfmd,df.k
iqrdka;hla ,.,.u tk nj ug f;rekd' ug we;= lrmq m,uq
YsYaKfhkau iqrdka;hla'''
keye f fokakf. wruqK kslkau je iqrdka; .kkdjla ,ndoSu
fkfjhs" ,efnk yeu iqrdka;hlau Woaf.ld tAjd lru lsh,
ug jegyqfka iqrdka;hla lrd hka yhsfhka flos.dka isk udj
tljru thd,f.ka bj;a lsfuka'
tljru uf.ka whska jqkq rx. osyd uu miqmi ye, nej' uf.a
fhdaksh ;=,ska t,shg wdmq thdf. m%dKj;a YsYaKh by, my, hka
.efykjd' tAlg , ;sfhka fldkav tl uf.a fhdaks Y%djfhka
jeys,d' thdg;a hkak ,xjkdjq;ao@ tAl mquhl=;a fkdfjhs' uf.a
l,ska fndahsf*%ka f.kq;a" uf.a yianka f.kq;a uu oelmq fohla
;uhs thd,g i;=g jefjkfldg thd, l%shd;aul fjk ^fhdaksh
;=, YsYaKh tyd fuyd f.kshk& r wvqlrkj" ke;ak l%shd;aul
fjk f.h wvq lrkj" tfyu;a ke;ak p,kh imQKfhkau
k;r lrf.k bkakj' tfyu lrkafk Y=l%dKq msgfjk tl mud
lrkak' kuq;a rx. tA lsisu fohla fkdlr myq.sh kd lsysmh
uf.a fhdakh
s ;=,g fkdlvjd myr t,a, l,d' thdf. YsYaKh uf.a
fhdaksh ;=, fkdkj;ajd ruKh l,d'
zuev Wvqne,s w;g ks.kakz weo Wv oK.yf.k is ug tfyu
lshka rx. wefoka t,shg .syska iagQ,a tl Wv ;snqKq fldkav
fmh f.ke;a weo Wv jdfj,d is p;ag osll
a ,d' ug

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t;fldg ;uhs thd,f. Wmdh m,uqjrg f;refka' fuhd,

Woaf.ld ,sx.sl i;=gla thd,f. la,hia,g ,ndfokafk
Y=l%dKq msgfkdlr f.dvla fj,d ruKh lrkak ;sfhk
olaI;djhlska lsh,hs uu l,ska wkqudk lf,a' kuq;a thd,f. kshu
Wmdh tlaflfkl=g Y=l%dKq msgfjkak wdikak fjkfldg wfkla
flkdg fhdaksh ;=, ruKh lsu Ndrfok tlhs'
uu wefo ydkaisjqkd fkfjhs Wvqne,s w;g bfu jegqk lSfjd;a
ksjeroshs" udj tprgu u;afj,d we.g mK ke;sjhs ysfh' tA;a
tlalu uf.a mmqj fome;af;ka uqyqKq ,xlrka rx.hs p;=hs
fome;af;ka wdjd' fokaku tljru ;u ;ukaf. me;af; ;sfhk
mshhqre w;aj,ska fmd lrka tAjdfh ksm,a Wrjkak .;af;
ljj;a lD;su filaia fgdahsia fhd.kj;a ,nd.kak ne i;=gla
uf.a mshhqre j,g ,ndfoka'
uf. yiankak uf.a mshhqre tlal tpr fi,a, lrkafk kE'
kuq;a uf.a biair fndahs f*%kag lsh, tlla Wrj.kak .uka wks;a
ksm,a tl w;ska fmdlrj.kak uu yu leu;shs' tA;a fufyu
fohla uu ySfklskaj;a ys;, kE' uu flos.dka" uq we.u
o.,jka tA i;=g o.;af; uf.a w;afolska thd,f. ysia w;.dk
.uka'
kd fol ;=klao" y; wglao lsh, lshkak ug f;afrkafk kE'
kuq;a uu ys;=jg jvd je ld,hla thd, fl os.gu lrkj'
kuq;a l,ska iqrdka;hlg wdikakfj,d ysgmq uf.a fhdaksh;a i;=gla
b,a,kj' thd, uf.a ksm,aia Wrjk .uka we.s,sj,skaj;a fhdaksh
le,f;jk udj wksjdhfhkau iqrdka;hlg hkj' tA;a tlalu
ug u;lajqkd p;a lshmq foa" zuev wdilrk fku fohla lshkak
melsf,kak tmd" wms bkafk uevg fiajh lrkakz'
zwdya'''wdya''wfka'''wfka ljqrey ug we;=,a lrkakfld''wdya''zuu
flos.dkau lsj' tA;a tlalu uf.a mshhqre j,ska bj;ajqkq p;a
uf.a ll=,a w;rg ok.yf.k wdfj thdf. w;aj,ska uf.a ll=,a
Wvg Wiaid wE;a lrk .uka' tA;a tlalu rx. thd Wr Wr ysgmq
mshhqfrka uqj bj;g f.k p;af.a fl,j,ska keye ;snqkq wfkla

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mshhqrg uqj ;nd Wrkak mgka .;af; thdf. me;af; ;shk

mshhqfrys ksm,a tl we.s,sj,ska fmdlrka'
p;a uf.a we. Wv je;sfrkafka ke;=j thdf. we. fl,ska
;shdf.ku uf. ll=,a w;ka ,xfj,d thdf. YsYaK uqkavh
fydoska f;;a we;s uf.a fhdaks me,au w;ka Wv my,g f.k.sfha
fhdaksh u;g ;oska f;rmjka' bkamiq uf.a N.uKsh ^la,S tl&
u;g th ;nd f.fhka tyd fuyd lf,a udj i;=ka l=,au;a
lrjka' llska thd thdf. fgdma tl uf.a la,S tflka bj;ag
f.k fhdaks isr u; ;nd jefrka ;o lf,a thdf. Yd, YsYaKh
uqukskau uf.a fhdakh
s ;=,g hjka' fydoska f;;a" fhdaks udxY
fmaYs rd.h ksid ,sys,a we;s fujka wjia;djl fldpr Yd,
YsYaKhla jqk;a .s,.kak mqx fhdakh
s lg jqk;a mqjka nj ug
jegyqkd'
rx. l,d jf.au p;=;a uf.a fhdakh
s ;=, fydoska l%h
s d;aul fjkak
mgka.;a;d' thdf. myrj;a yu os.hs" fhdaksh uq, boka w.gu
yeu ,sgrhlau ika;mkh fjkjd' thdf. YsYK
a fha uy;ska
uf.a uq hlhu ms, jf.a' tAl t,shg hkfldg uf.a fhdaks
fmaIs;a weos, t,shg hkj jf.a' kuq;a tA;a tlalu tAl wdmiq ye,
kej; we;=,g .uka lrkafk uq fhdakshu i;=ka mqrjka' uf.a
mshhqre i;=gqlrk rx.f.a Tj uu n.;af; i;=g jelug
flos.dka' p;a uf.a ll=,a fol thdf. Wrysia Wvg jefgk
oshg uf.a bf.ka Wiaika thdf. YsYaKfhka fkdkj;ajd myr
t,a, lrkjd'
iqrdka;hla lshk tl ;jrg;a TmaIka tlla fkfjhs" uu
leu;sjqk;a wlue;sjqk;a udj wksjdhfhkau iqrdka;hla lrd
hka ;snqkd' zwdya''wdya''wfka kj;a;kak tmd''z ug bfu
lE.eyqkd' uu rx.f. Tj uf.a uQKg ,xlrka thdf. Tj
n.kakfldg thdf. lka uf.a mshhqr .s,syqk;a thdf. w;aj,ska
uf.a mshhqre os.gu fmd jqkd' uf.a lka tk yv md,kh
lr.kak uu rx.f.a lK yemqjd'
zwdya'''wdya'''wdwdwdwd''''wdwd''z yhsfhka lE.ika" ll=,a by,g
islrjka iy uq we.u fj,jka ug ljj;a fkd,enqkq

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;rf w;s Woaf.lr iqrdka;hla ,.djqkd' tA oS> iqrdka;h

fkdwvqj w;aoskak bvyka p;a thdf. YsYaKh uf.a fhdaksh
;=, fkdkj;ajd l%shd;aul lf,a f.hj;a" .ukalrk rj;a
fmdvlaj;a wvq fkdlrka' wka;u
s g ug thdj kj;ajkak jqfka
w;ska ;,a lrka' YsYaKh fhdaksh ;=,ska t,shg weo, .;a;= p;a
boshg ke, uf.a luq,g lsia tlla oS, uf.ka bj;ajqkd'
iqrdka;fhka miq y;souka wefoa ksf.k bkak ud bosfhka
oK.yf.k bkak p;a w;la boshg oslalr, udj ke.sfgjd'
thd udj ,xlrf.k lslsfha n.;af;a uf.a Tj thdf.
Wrysig fya;a;=lr.kska' thdf. m%dKj;a YsIaKh tl w;ls,a
w,a,.;a;= uu wfkla w; thdf. lrjgd hejd' fldkav tflka
jeys, ;snqkq tA h.j yu WKqiq" uf.a fhdaks Y%djfhka
f;;afj,d" thdf. yo iamkaokh tA ;=,ska uf.a w;g oefkkjd
jf.a' uu tAl mqjka yhsfhka l=f wdYdfjka' tA;a iu.u l,ska
l,d jf.au rx. uf.a msgqmiska n.;a;d' zuev" leu;sfohla
lrkak ,ec fjkak tmdz ug p;af. wjjdoh kej;;a isyshg
wdjd' uu p;af. lrjgd ;snk
q q wfkla w; bj;g f.k th
miqmig hjd rx.f.a YsYaKh;a l,d w,a, .;a;d' ^tAfl l,ska
;snqkq fldkav tl whska lr,d lsh, uu oek.;af; t;fldg&
uf.a l%shdfjka ohshu;a jqkq tA fokak udj ;j ;j;a ;oska ls
lsfh n.;a;d'

t isjqkq Tlafldu is tlmdru ,Sfjd;a l;dj os. jefjk

ksid m,uq fldgi fu;kska k;r lrkak' fofjks fldgi mqjka
blaukska tjkak'