when we were going to fetch river from the river, it was filled with water sounds & pebbles. here, in the after-wind, with the other girls, we trade words like special things. one girl tells me mai was her sisters name, the word for flower. she has been saving this one for a special trade. I understand & am quiet awhile, respecting, then give her my word mai, for water, & another girl tells me mai is mother in her language, & another says it meant, to her, what belongs to me, then belonging, suddenly, is a strange word, or a way of feeling, like to be longing for, & you, brother, are the only one, the only one I think of to finish that thought, to be longing for mai brother, my brother