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‫ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﻄﻮﺭ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺑﻌﻀﻲ ﺍﺷﺨﺎﺹ ﺑﻪ ﺍﻭﻟﻴﻦ ﺑﺮﺧﻮﺭﺩ‪ ،‬ﺟﺎﻥ ﺩﺭ ﻳـﻚ ﻗﺎﻟـﺐ ﻣﻴﺸـﻮﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑـﻪ ﻗـﻮﻝ ﻋـﻮﺍﻡ ﺟـﻮﺭ ﻭ ﺍﺧـﺖ‬
‫ﻣﻲﺁﻳﻨﺪ ﻭ ﻳﻜﺒﺎﺭ ﻣﻌﺮﻓﻲ ﻛﺎﻓﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﻳﻜﺪﻳﮕﺮ ﺭﺍ ﻫﻴﭽﻮﻗﺖ ﻓﺮﺍﻣﻮﺵ ﻧﻜﻨﻨـﺪ ﺩﺭ ﺻـﻮﺭﺗﻴﻜﻪ ﺑـﺮ ﻋﻜـﺲ ﺑﻌﻀـﻲ‬
‫ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺑﺎ ﻭﺟﻮﺩﻳﻜﻪ ﻣﻜﺮﺭ ﺑﻬﻢ ﻣﻌﺮﻓﻲ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﻧﺪ ﻭ ﺩﺭ ﻣﺮﺍﺣﻞ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﺳﺮ ﺭﺍﻩ ﻳﻜﺪﻳﮕﺮ ﻭﺍﻗـﻊ ﻣـﻲ ﮔﺮﺩﻧـﺪ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤﻴﺸـﻪ ﺍﺯ ﻫـﻢ‬
‫ﮔﺮﻳﺰﺍﻥ ﻫﺴﺘﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﻣﻴﺎﻥ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﻫﺮﮔﺰ ﺣﺲ ﻫﻤﺪﺭﺩﻱ ﻭ ﺟﻮﺷﺶ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺍﮔﺮ ﺩﺭ ﻛﻮﭼﻪ ﻫﻢ ﺑﻬﻢ ﺑﺮ ﺑﺨﻮﺭﻧﺪ ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﺪﻳﮕﺮ‬
‫ﺭﺍ ﻧﺪﻳﺪﻩ ﻣﻲ ﮔﻴﺮﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺩﻭﺳﺘﻲ ﺑﻲ ﺟﻬﺖ ‪ ،‬ﺩﺷﻤﻨﻲ ﺑﻲ ﺟﻬﺖ! ﺣﺎﻻ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺧﺎﺻﻴﺖ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻫﻨﺪ ﺍﺳﻤﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺳﻤﭙﺎﺗﻲ ﻳـﺎ ﺁﻧﺘـﻲ‬
‫ﭘﺎﺗﻲ ﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭﻧﺪ ﻭ ﻳﺎ ﺩﺭ ﺍﺛﺮ ﻣﻐﻨﺎﻃﻴﺲ ﻭ ﺭﻭﺣﻴﻪ ﺍﺷﺨﺎﺹ ﺑﺪﺍﻧﻨﺪ ﻳﺎ ﻧﻪ ‪ .‬ﺁﻧﻬﺎﺋﻴﻜﻪ ﻣﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺑـﻪ ﺣﻠـﻮﻝ ﺍﺭﻭﺍﺡ ﻫﺴـﺘﻨﺪ ﺩﻭﺭﺗـﺮ‬
‫ﺭﻓﺘﻪ ﻣﻴﮕﻮﻳﻨﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺍﺷﺨﺎﺹ ﺩﺭ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﺳﺎﺑﻖ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﺎﻥ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺯﻣﻴﻦ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﻭ ﻳـﺎ ﺩﺷـﻤﻦ ﺑـﻮﺩﻩ ﺍﻧـﺪ ﻭ ﺑـﺎﻳﻦ ﺟﻬـﺖ‬
‫ﻧﺴﺒﺖ ﺑﻬﻢ ﻣﺘﻤﺎﻳﻞ ﻭ ﻳﺎ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻢ ﻣﺘﻨﻔﺮﻧﺪ ﻭﻟﻲ ﻫﻴﭽﻜﺪﺍﻡ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻓﺮﺿﻴﺎﺕ ﻧﻤﻴﺘﻮﺍﻧﻨﺪ ﺑﻪ ﺁﺳﺎﻧﻲ ﻣﻌﻤﺎﻱ ﺑﺎﻻ ﺭﺍ ﺣﻞ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻦ‬
‫ﻛﺸﺶ ﻭ ﺟﻮﺷﺶ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻧﻲ ﻧﻪ ﻣﺮﺑﻮﻁ ﺑﻪ ﺧﺼﺎﻳﻞ ﺭﻭﺣﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻭ ﻧﻪ ﺭﺑﻄﻲ ﺑﺎ ﻣﺤﺎﺳﻦ ﺟﺴﻤﺎﻧﻲ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺑﺎﺭﻱ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻲ ﺍﺯﻳﻦ ﺑﺮﺧﻮﺭﺩﻫﺎ ﻱ ﻋﺠﻴﺐ‪ ،‬ﭼﻨﺪ ﺷﺐ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﻢ ﺍﺗﻔﺎﻕ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩ ‪ .‬ﺷﺐ ﻋﻴﺪ ﻧﻮﺭﻭﺯ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﺗﺼﻤﻴﻢ ﮔﺮﻓﺘـﻪ ﺑـﻮﺩﻡ‬
‫ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺍﺣﺘﺮﺍﺯ ﺍﺯ ﺷﺮ ﺩﻳﺪ ﻭ ﺑﺎﺯﺩﻳﺪﻫﺎﻱ ﺳﺎﺧﺘﮕﻲ ﻭ ﺧﺴﺘﻪ ﻛﻨﻨﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺳﻪ ﺭﻭﺯﻩ ﺗﻌﻄﻴﻞ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﻭﻡ ﺟﺎﻱ ﺩﻧﺠـﻲ ﭘﻴـﺪﺍ ﺑﻜـﻨﻢ ﻭ‬
‫ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻟﻢ ﺑﺪﻫﻢ‪ .‬ﻫﺮﭼﻪ ﻓﻜﺮ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮﺕ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺻﻼﺡ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﻼﻭﻩ ﻭﻗﺖ ﻫﻢ ﺍﺟـﺎﺯﻩ ﻧﻤﻴـﺪﺍﺩ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳـﻦ ﺭﻭ‬
‫ﻗﺼﺪ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮﺕ ﻛﺮﺝ ﺭﺍ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﺗﻬﻴﻪ ﺟﻮﺍﺯ‪ ،‬ﺳﺮﺷﺐ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺩﺭ ﻛﺎﻓﻪ ﮊﺍﻟﻪ ﻧﺸﺴﺘﻢ ‪ .‬ﺳﻴﮕﺎﺭﻱ ﺁﺗـﺶ ﺯﺩﻡ ﻭ ﺩﺭ‬
‫ﺿﻤﻦ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﮔﻴﻼﺱ ﺷﻴﺮ ﻭ ﻗﻬﻮﻩ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺭﺍ ﺁﻫﺴﺘﻪ ﺁﻫﺴﺘﻪ ﻣﺰﻣﺰﻩ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻡ ﻭ ﺑﻪ ﺗﻤﺎﺷـﺎﻱ ﺁﻣـﺪ ﻭ ﺷـﺪ ﻣـﺮﺩﻡ ﻣﺸـﻐﻮﻝ‬
‫ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺗﻨﻮﻣﻨﺪﻱ ﺍﺯ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﺧﺼﻮﺻﻴﺖ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻪ ﻃﺮﻓﻢ ﺁﻣـﺪ‪ .‬ﺩﻗـﺖ ﻛـﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳـﺪﻡ ﺣﺴـﻦ ﺷـﺒﮕﺮﺩ‬
‫ﺍﺳﺖ‪ .‬ﺩﻩ ﺳﺎﻝ ﺷﺎﻳﺪ ﺑﻴﺸﺘﺮ ﻣﻴﮕﺬﺷﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺪﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﻭ ﻏﺮﻳﺐ ﺗﺮ ﺁﻧﻜﻪ ﻫﺮﺩﻭﻣﺎﻥ ﻳﻜﺪﻳﮕﺮ ﺭﺍ ﺷـﻨﺎﺧﺘﻴﻢ ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﻀـﻲ‬
‫ﺻﻮﺭﺗﻬﺎ ﻛﻤﺘﺮ ﺗﻐﻴﻴﺮ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﺪ ﺑﻌﻀﻲ ﺑﻴﺸﺘﺮ ﻋﻮﺽ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﺣﺴﻦ ﻋﻮﺽ ﻧﺸﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﺧﻨـﺪﻩ ﺭﻭ‬
‫ﻭ ﺳﺎﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﻪ ﺩﺭ ﺣﺮﻛﺎﺕ ﻭ ﻟﺒﺎﺳﺶ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺳﺎﺧﺘﮕﻲ ﻭ ﻏﻴﺮ ﻃﺒﻴﻌﻲ ﺑﻨﻈﺮ ﻣﻴﺂﻣﺪ‪ .‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ‬
‫ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﻣﻦ ﺗﺎ ﺁﻧﺸﺐ ﺍﺳﻢ ﺧﺎﻧﻮﺍﺩﻩ ﺍﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﺴﺘﻢ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻭ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺑﻤﻦ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺩﺭ ﻣﺪﺭﺳﻪ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺑﺎﻭ ﺣﺴﻦ ﺧﺎﻥ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺘﻨﺪ‪ .‬ﺩﺭ ﺣﻴﺎﻁ‬
‫ﻣﺪﺭﺳﻪ ﻣﻮﻗﻊ ﺑﺎﺯﻱ ﻭ ﺗﻔﺮﻳﺢ ﺣﺴﻦ ﺧﺎﻥ ﭼﻬﺮﻩ ﺯﺭﺩﻧﺒﻮ ‪ ،‬ﺍﺳﺘﺨﻮﺍﻥ ﺑﻨﺪﻱ ﺩﺭﺷﺖ ﻭ ﺣﺮﻛـﺎﺕ ﺷـﻞ ﻭ ﻭﻝ ﺩﺍﺷـﺖ ﻭﺑـﻪ‬
‫ﻟﺒﺎﺱ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻫﻴﭻ ﺍﻫﻤﻴﺘﻲ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﺩ ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤﻴﺸﻪ ﻳﺨﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻭ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻛﻔﺸﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺧﺎﻙ ﻧﺸﺴﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺣﺎﻟﺖ ﻻﺍﺑﺎﻟﻲ ﺑﻪ‬
‫ﺍﻭ ﺑﻴﺸﺘﺮ ﻣﻴﺂﻣﺪ ﻭ ﺭﻭﻳﺶ ﻣﻴﺎﻓﺘﺎﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﺯﻭﺩ ﻋﺼﺒﺎﻧﻲ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ ﻭ ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﺯﻭﺩ ﻫﻢ ﺧﺸﻤﺶ ﻓـﺮﻭ ﻛـﺶ ﻣﻴﻜـﺮﺩ ‪.‬ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳـﻦ‬
‫ﺟﻬﺖ ﺑﻴﺸﺘﺮ ﻃﺮﻑ ﺗﻔﺮﻳﺢ ﻭ ﺁﺯﺍﺭ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻫﺎﻱ ﻣﻮﺫﻱ ﻭﺍﻗﻊ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ‪ .‬ﻭ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﺮﺍ ﺍﺳﻤﺶ ﺭﺍ »ﺣﻤﺎﻝ« ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﻣﻦ ﻫﻤﻴﺸﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻭ ﺩﻭﺭﻱ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻡ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺍﺧﺘﻼﻑ ﻣﺒﻬﻢ ﻭ ﻧﺎ ﻣﻌﻠﻮﻣﻲ ﺑﻴﻦ ﻣﺎ ﻭﺟـﻮﺩ ﺩﺍﺷـﺖ‪ .‬ﻭﻟـﻲ ﺣـﺎﻻ ﺑـﺎ ﺣﺎﻟـﺖ‬
‫ﻣﺨﺼﻮﺹ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﺎﻧﻲ ﻛﻪ ﺁﻣﺪ ﺳﺮ ﻣﻴﺰ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺸﺴﺖ ﺁﻥ ﺍﻛﺮﺍﻩ ﺩﻳﺮﻳﻨﻪ ﻭ ﺑﻲ ﺩﻟﻴﻞ ﺭﺍ ﻣﺮﺗﻔﻊ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭ ﻳﺎ ﮔﺬﺷﺘﻦ ﺯﻣـﺎﻥ ﺍﻳـﻦ‬
‫ﺗﺒﺎﻳﻦ ﻣﺠﻬﻮﻝ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻮﺩ ﺑﺨﻮﺩ ﺍﺯ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺑﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﻓﺮﻗﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺣﺎﻻ ﭼﺎﻕ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺷﺤﺎﻝ ﻭ ﮔﺮﺩﻥ ﻛﻠﻔﺖ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻭ‬
‫ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻬﺎﺋﻲ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﺎﻥ ﺗﻮﻟﻴﺪ ﺷﺎﺩﻱ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻨﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺑﻪ ﻣﺤﺾ ﻭﺭﻭﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﭘﻴﺸﺨﺪﻣﺖ ﻛﺎﻓﻪ‪ ،‬ﺩﺳﺘﻮﺭ ﺩﺍﺩ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﻋﺮﻕ ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﮔﻴﻼﺳﻬﺎﻱ ﻋﺮﻕ ﺭﺍ ﭘﻲ ﺩﺭ ﭘﻲ ﺑـﺎﻻ ﻣﻴﺮﻳﺨـﺖ ﻭ‬
‫ﺩﺭ ﺍﺛﺮ ﺍﺳﺘﻌﻤﺎﻝ ﻋﺮﻕ ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﺠﻮﺭ ﺧﻮﺷﺤﺎﻟﻲ ﻣﻮﻗﺖ ﺑﺎﻭ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺩ‪ .‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﺑﻮﺍﺳﻄﻪ ﺷﻬﻮﺗﺮﺍﻧﻲ ﺯﻳﺎﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﻴﺶ ﺍﺯ ﺳﻨﺶ ﺷﻜﺴﺘﻪ‬
‫ﺑﻨﻈﺮ ﻣﻴﺂﻣﺪ ﻭ ﺧﻄﻲ ﻛﻪ ﮔﻮﺷﻪ ﻟﺒﺶ ﻣﻴﺎﻓﺘﺎﺩ‪ ،‬ﻧﺎ ﺍﻣﻴﺪﻱ ﺗﻠﺨﻲ ﺭﺍ ﺁﺷﻜﺎﺭ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﻛﻪ ﻏﺮﻳﺐ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﺳﺮ ﻭ ﻭﺿـﻊ‬
‫ﺧﻮﺩ ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﭘﺮﺩﺍﺧﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺟﺎﺭ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺳﺎﺧﺘﮕﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺫﻭﻕ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﺩﻗﻴﻘـﻪ ﺑـﺮ ﻣﻴﮕﺸـﺖ ﻭ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻳﻨـﻪ‬
‫ﻛﺮﺍﻭﺍﺕ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻣﺮﺗﺐ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺑﻴﺸﺘﺮ ﻛﻠﻪ ﺍﺵ ﮔﺮﻡ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻴﺸﺘﺮ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﺶ ﺑﭽﻪ ﮔﺎﻧﻪ ﻭ ﺣﺎﻟﺖ ﻻﺍﺑﺎﻟﻲ ﻗﺪﻳﻢ‬
‫ﺭﺍ ﺑﺨﻮﺩ ﻣﻴﮕﺮﻓﺖ‪.‬‬
‫ﺑﺎﻻﺧﺮﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﻣﻘﺪﻣﻪ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﮔﻔﺖ ﻛﻪ ﻣﺪﺗﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﺯﻧﻲ ﺷﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﻳﻌﻨﻲ ﻳﻚ ﻧﻔﺮ ﺁﺭﺗﻴﺴﺖ ﺷﻬﻴﺮ‪ ،‬ﻛـﻪ ﺧﻴﻠـﻲ ﻓﺮﻧﮕـﻲ‬
‫ﻣﺂﺏ ﻭ ﺩﻭﻟﺘﻤﻨﺪ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻭ ﺗﻜﺮﺍﺭ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ ﻛﻪ ‪ »:‬ﻳﻜﺴﺎﻝ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺍﻭ ﻧﻮ ﺍﺯ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺩﻭﺳﺘﺶ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻭﻟﻲ ﺟـﺮﺃﺕ ﻧﻤـﻲ ﻛـﺮﺩﻡ ﻋﺸـﻖ‬
‫ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺭﻭ ﺑﻬﺶ ﺍﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ‪ ،‬ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺍﻭﺍﺧﺮ ﻳﻪ ﻃﻮﺭﻱ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺁﻣﺪ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺑﻬﻢ ﺭﺳﻴﺪﻳﻢ!«‬
‫ﻣﻦ ﭘﺮﺳﻴﺪﻡ ‪ »:‬ﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﻣﻮﻗﺘﻲ ﻳﺎ ﺧﻴﺎﻝ ﺩﺍﺭﻱ ﺑﮕﻴﺮﻳﺶ؟«‬
‫» ﺍﮔﺮ ﺣﺎﺿﺮ ﺑﺸﻪ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﺑﻜﻨﻪ ﺍﻟﺒﺘﻪ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻲ ﮔﻴﺮﻣﺶ ‪ .‬ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﻛﻪ ﻫﺲ ﻣﺨﺎﺭﺟﺶ ﺯﻳﺎﺩ ﻣﻴﺸﻪ ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﺷﺐ ﻛﻪ ﺑـﺎ‬
‫ﻫﻢ ﺑﻪ ﻛﺎﻓﻪ ﻣﻴﺮﻳﻢ ﺩﻩ ﭘﻮﻧﺰﺩﻩ ﺗﻮﻣﻦ ﺭﻭ ﺩﺳﻢ ﻣﻴﮕﺬﺍﺭﻩ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻳﺮ ﺳﻨﮕﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺷﺪﻩ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻢ ‪ .‬ﺍﮔﻪ ﺷﺪﻩ ﻫﻔﺖ ﺩﺭ ﺭﻭ‬
‫ﺑﻴﻪ ﺩﻳﮓ ﻣﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ﻣﺨﺎﺭﺟﺶ ﺭﻭ ﺩﺭ ﻣﻴﺎﺭﻡ ‪ .‬ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﻛﻪ ﻫﺲ ‪ ،‬ﺭﻭﻱ ﺍﺻﻞ ﻋﺎﺷﻘﻴﺲ ﺑﺸـﺮﻁ ﺍﻳﻨﻜـﻪ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﻴـﻪ ﺭﻭﺍﺑـﻂ‬
‫ﺳﺎﺑﻖ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺩﺱ ﺑﻜﺸﻪ ﻣﻴﺪﻭﻧﻲ ﺑﺮﺩﻣﺶ ﻣﻨﺰﻟﻤﻮﻥ ﺑﻪ ﻣﺎﺩﺭﻡ ﻣﻌﺮﻓﻴﺶ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ‪ .‬ﻣﺎﺩﺭﻡ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ .‬ﺑﻴﺎ ﺗﻮ ﺧﻮﻧﻴﻪ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻤـﻮﻥ ‪.‬‬
‫ﺍﻭﻥ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﺩﺷﻤﻨﺖ ﻣﻴﻴﺎﺩ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﺎ ﺗﻮ ﭼﺎﺭ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﺭ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﻮ ﺣﺒﺲ ﺑﻜﻨﻪ‪ .‬ﺑﺎ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻭﺿﻊ ﻣﺎﻫﻲ ﺩﻭﻳﺴـﺖ ﻭ ﭘﻨﺠـﺎﻩ ﺗـﻮﻣﻦ ﺧـﺮﺝ‬
‫ﭘﺎﻧﺴﻴﻮﻥ ﺩﻭﻳﺴﺖ ﻭ ﭘﻨﺠﺎﻩ ﺗﻮﻣﻦ ﺧﺮﺝ ﻫﺘﻞ ﻭ ﺩﺍﻧﺴﻴﻨﮓ ﺭﻭ ﺩﺳﻢ ﻣﻴﮕﺬﺍﺭﻩ‪ .‬ﻓﺮﺩﺍ ﺷﺐ ﺑﻴﺎ ﻫﻤﻴﻨﺠﺎ ﺍﻭﻧﻢ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻣﻴﻴـﺎﺭﻡ‬
‫ﺑﺒﻴﻦ ﭼﻄﻮﺭﻩ‪«.‬‬
‫» ﻓﺮﺩﺍ ﺷﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺭ ﻛﺮﺝ ﻫﺴﺘﻢ‪«.‬‬
‫» ﺭﺍﺳﻲ ﻣﻴﮕﻲ؟ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻧﻮﺭﻭﺯ ﻣﻴﺮﻱ ﻛﺮﺝ؟ ﺧﻮﺩﺕ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﻫﺴﻲ؟ ﭼﻄﻮﺭﻩ‪ ،‬ﻣﻨﻢ ﺍﻭﻧﻮ ﻭﺭ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺭﻡ ﻣﻴﺎﻡ‪ .‬ﺭﺍﺳـﺶ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﻭﻧﺴـﻢ‬
‫ﭼﻪ ﻛﺎﺭ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ‪ .‬ﻭﻧﮕﻬﻲ ﺧﺮﺟﺶ ﻛﻤﺘﺮ ﻣﻴﺸﻪ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﻼﻭﻩ ﺗﻮ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮﺕ ﺑﻪ ﺍﺧﻼﻕ ﻫﻤﺪﻳﮕﻪ ﺑﻬﺘﺮ ﺁﺷﻨﺎ ﻣﻴﺸﻴﻢ؟«‬
‫» ﻣﺎﻧﻌﻲ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﻩ ﻭﻟﻴﻜﻦ ﺟﻮﺍﺯ‪«.‬‬
‫» ﺟﻮﺍﺯ ﻻﺯﻡ ﻧﻴﺲ ﻣﻦ ﺻﺪ ﻣﺮﺗﺒﻪ ﺑﻲ ﺟﻮﺍﺯ ﻛﺮﺝ ﺭﻓﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ ‪ .‬ﺟﻮﺍﺯ ﻧﻤﻴﺨﻮﺍﺩ ‪ .‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﻓﺮﺩﺍﺷﺐ ﺣﺮﻳﻜﺖ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻲ‪«.‬‬
‫»ﺻﺒﺢ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ ‪ 9‬ﺩﻡ ﺩﺭﻭﺍﺯﻩ ﻗﺰﻭﻳﻦ ﻫﺴﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺍﻭﻧﺠﺎ ﺭﺍﻩ ﻣﻴﺎﻓﺘﻴﻢ‪«.‬‬
‫» ﻣﻨﻢ ﻣﻴﺎﻡ _ ﺩﺭﺳﺖ ﺳﺮ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ ‪ 9‬ﺑﺎ ﻫﻢ ﻣﻴﺮﻳﻢ ‪ .‬ﭘﺲ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﺮﻡ ﺑﻀﻌﻴﻔﻪ ﺧﺒﺮ ﺑﺪﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﻭ ﺁﻣﺎﺩﻩ ﺑﻜﻨﻪ‪«.‬‬
‫ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺍﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﺻﻤﻴﻤﻴﺖ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻧﻲ ﻭ ﺩﺭﻭﻍ ﻭ ﺩﻭﻧﮕﻬﺎﺋﻲ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﺍ ﻳﻢ ﻧﻘﻞ ﻛﺮﺩ ﺗﻌﺠﺐ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺑﺎﻻﺧﺮﻩ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻢ ﺟﺪﺍ ﺷﺪﻳﻢ ﻭ‬
‫ﻗﺮﺍﺭ ﻣﺎﻥ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺻﺒﺢ ﺷﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﻓﺮﺩﺍ ﺻﺒﺢ ﺳﺮ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ ‪ 9‬ﺣﺴﻦ ﺑﺎ ﻣﻌﺸﻮﻗﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺁﻣﺪﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻧﺎﺯﻧﻴﻦ ﺻﻨﻢ ﺗﻮﻱ ﻛﺘﺎﺏ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ :‬ﻻﻏﺮ‪ ،‬ﻛﻮﺗﺎﻩ ‪ ،‬ﻣﮋﻩ ﻫﺎﻱ‬
‫ﺳﻴﺎﻩ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ‪ ،‬ﻟﺐ ﻭ ﻧﺎﺧﻦ ﻫﺎﻱ ﺳﺮﺥ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ‪ .‬ﻟﺒﺎﺳﺶ ﺍﺯ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺁﺧﺮﻳﻦ ﻣﺪ ﭘﺎﺭﻳﺲ ﺑـﻮﺩ ﻭ ﻳـﻚ ﺍﻧﮕﺸـﺘﺮ ﺑﺮﻟﻴـﺎﻥ ﺑﺪﺳـﺘﺶ‬
‫ﻣﻴﺪﺭﺧﺸﻴﺪ ﻭ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻛﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻣﻬﻤﺎﻧﻲ ﺷﺐ ﻧﺸﻴﻨﻲ ﺁﺭﺍﺳﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻜﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻞ ﻓـﺮﺩ ﻛﻬﻨـﻪ ﺭﺍﺩﻳـﺪ‬
‫ﻭﺣﺸﺖ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ »:‬ﻣﻦ ﺑﺨﻴﺎﻟﻢ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻞ ﺷﺨﺼﻴﺲ ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺗﺎ ﺣﺎﻻ ﺑﺎ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴـﻞ ﻛﺮﺍﻳـﻪ ﺳـﻔﺮ ﻧﻜـﺮﺩﻩ ﺑـﻮﺩﻡ ‪ «.‬ﺑـﺎﻻﺧﺮﻩ‬
‫ﺳﻮﺍﺭ ﺷﺪﻳﻢ ﻭ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻞ ﺑﻪ ﻃﺮﻑ ﻛﺮﺝ ﺭﻭﺍﻧﻪ ﺷﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺣﻖ ﺑﻪ ﺟﺎﻧﺐ ﺣﺴﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺍﻭ ﺟﻮﺍﺯ ﻧﮕﺮﻓﺘﻨﺪ ‪ .‬ﺟﻠﻮ ﻣﻬﻤﺎﻧﺨﺎﻧﻪ » ﻋﺼﺮ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ« ﭘﻴﺎﺩﻩ ﺷﺪﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﻫﻮﺍ ﺧﻨﻚ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﭘﺎﻟﺘﻮ ﻣﻲ‬
‫ﭼﺴﺒﻴﺪ ‪ .‬ﻣﻬﻤﺎﻧﺨﺎﻧﻪ ﻇﺎﻫﺮﺍ ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺕ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺍﺯ ﻳﻚ ﺑﺎﻏﭽﻪ ﮔﺮ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎ ﺩﺭﺧﺘﻬﺎﻱ ﺗﺒﺮﻳﺰﻱ ﺩﺭﺍﺯ ﺳﻔﻴﺪ ﻭ ﻳﻚ ﺍﻳﻮﺍﻥ ﺩﺭﺍﺯ ﻛﻪ‬
‫ﻳﻚ ﺭﺝ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺳﻔﻴﺪ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺘﺤﺪﺍﻟﺸﻜﻞ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺗﻮﻱ ﻛﺎﺭﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻓﺮﺩ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﺍﻃـﺎﻗﻲ ﺳـﻪ ﺗﺨـﺖ‬
‫ﻓﻨﺮﻱ ﺑﺎ ﺷﻤﺪ ﻭ ﻟﺤﺎﻑ ﻣﺸﻜﻮﻙ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﻭ ﻳﻚ ﺁﻳﻨﻪ ﺳﺮ ﻃﺎﻗﭽﻪ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﺍﻃﺎﻗﻬـﺎ ﺭﺍﺑـﺮﺍﻱ ﻣﺴـﺎﻓﺮﺍﻥ‬
‫ﻣﻮﻗﺘﻲ ﺗﺮﺗﻴﺐ ﺩﺍﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﭼﻮﻥ ﺍﮔﺮ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺩﺭ ﻳﻜـﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻬـﺎ ﺧـﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻣﺤﺒـﻮﺱ ﻣﻴﻜـﺮﺩ ﺑـﺰﻭﺩﻱ ﺣﻮﺻـﻠﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺳـﺮ‬
‫ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺖ‪ .‬ﭼﺸﻢ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯ ﺟﻠﻮﻱ ﺍﻳﻮﺍﻥ‪ ،‬ﻳﻚ ﺭﺷﺘﻪ ﻛﻮﻩ ﻛﺒﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻨﺠﺸﻜﻬﺎﻱ ﺗﻐﻠﻲ ﺟﺎ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻩ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺳﺮﻣﺎﻱ ﺯﻣﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﺟﺎﻥ‬
‫ﺑﻪ ﺳﻼﻣﺖ ﺑﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻱ ﻛﻼﭘﻴﺴﻪ ﺷﺪﻩ ﻭ ﭘﺮﻫﺎﻱ ﻛﺰ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺍﺯ ﻧﺴﻴﻢ ﺑﻬﺎﺭﻱ ﻣﺴﺖ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧـﺪ‪،‬‬
‫ﺑﻲ ﺍﺭﺍﺩﻩ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺷﺎﺧﻪ ﻫﺎﻱ ﺗﺒﺮﻳﺰﻱ ﺟﺴﺖ ﻣﻴﺰﺩﻧﺪ ‪ ،‬ﻭ ﻳﺎ ﺍﺯ ﺩﺭ ﻭ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﺭ ﺑﺎﻻ ﻣﻲ ﺭﻓﺘﻨﺪ ‪ ،‬ﺑﻄﻮﺭﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺳﺮ ﻭ ﺻﺪﺍﻱ ﺁﻧﻬـﺎ‬
‫ﺗﻮﻟﻴﺪ ﺳﺮﮔﻴﺠﻪ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺍﻳﻨﻬﺎ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻫﻢ ﺭﻓﺘﻪ ﻳﻚ ﺣﺎﻟﺖ ﺳﺮﻣﺴﺘﻲ ﻭ ﻳﻴﻼﻗﻲ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻬﻤﺎﻧﺨﺎﻧـﻪ ﻣﻴـﺪﺍﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﺑـﺪﻭﻥ‬
‫ﻟﻄﻒ ﻭ ﺩﻟﺮﺑﺎﺋﻲ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﻛﻪ ﺍﻃﺎﻗﻬﺎﻳﻤﺎﻥ ﻣﻌﻴﻦ ﺷﺪ ﻭ ﮔﺮﺩ ﻭ ﻏﺒﺎﺭ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻞ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﺎﻥ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻴﻢ ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺍﻳﻮﺍﻥ ﻗﺪﻡ ﻣﻴﺰﺩﻡ ﻭ ﻣﻨﺘﻈﺮ‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﻭ ﺧﺎﻧﻤﺶ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ‪ .‬ﻳﻜﻤﺮﺗﺒﻪ ﻣﻠﺘﻔﺖ ﺷﺪﻡ ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﺍﺯ ﺗﻪ ﺍﻳﻮﺍﻥ ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻨﻔـﺮ ﺑﻤـﻦ ﺍﺷـﺎﺭﻩ ﻣﻴﻜﻨـﺪ‪ .‬ﻧﺰﺩﻳـﻚ ﻛـﻪ ﺁﻣـﺪ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ‬
‫ﺷﻨﺎﺧﺘﻢ ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺟﻮﺍﻧﻲ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻫﺮ ﺷﺐ ﺩﺭ ﻛﺎﻓﻪ »ﭘﺮﻭﺍﻧﻪ« ﭘﻼﺱ ﺑـﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻧﺠـﺎ ﺑـﻪ ﺍﻭ ﻣﻌﺮﻓـﻲ ﺷـﺪﻩ ﺑـﻮﺩﻡ ‪ .‬ﻭ‬
‫ﺭﻧﺪﺍﻥ ﺑﻄﻌﻨﻪ ﺍﺳﻤﺶ ﺭﺍ » ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ « ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺟﻮﺍﻧﻬﺎﻱ ﻣﻜﺶ ﻣﺮﮒ ﻣﺎﻱ ﻣﻌﻤﻮﻟﻲ ﻭ ﺗﺎﺯﻩ ﺑﺪﻭﺭﺍﻥ ﺭﺳﻴﺪﻩ ﺍﺩﺍﺭﻱ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻟﺒﺎﺳﺶ ﺧﺎﻛﺴﺘﺮﻱ ‪ ،‬ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭ ﭼﺎﺭﻟﺴـﺘﻮﻥ‬
‫ﮔﺸﺎﺩ ﻣﺪ ﺷﺶ ﺳﺎﻝ ﻗﺒﻞ ﭘﻮﺷﻴﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺳﺮﺵ ﻏﺮﻕ ﺑﺮﻳﺎﻧﺘﻴﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﻳﻚ ﺍﻧﮕﺸﺘﺮ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺱ ﺑـﺪﻟﻲ ﺑﺪﺳـﺘﺶ ﻛـﻪ ﻧﺎﺧﻨﻬـﺎﻱ‬
‫ﻣﺎﻧﻴﻜﻮﺭ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﺑﺮﻕ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﻣﺮﺣﻤﺖ ﮔﻔﺖ ﻛﻪ ‪ »:‬ﺳﻪ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺩﺭ ﻛﺮﺝ ﻣﺎﻧﺪﻩ ﻭ ﺧﻴﺎﻝ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ ﺍﻣﺸـﺐ‬
‫ﺑﻪ ﺗﻬﺮﺍﻥ ﺑﺮﮔﺮﺩﺩ‪ «.‬ﻗﺪﺭﻱ ﻳﻮﺍﺵ ﺗﺮ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ »:‬ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺧﺎﻃﺮ ﻳﻚ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺍﺭﻣﻨﻲ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﺎ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺮﻭﺯ ﺻﺒﺢ ﺭﻓﺖ!«‬
‫ﺩﺭ ﺍﻳﻨﻮﻗﺖ ‪ .‬ﺣﺴﻦ ﻭ ﺧﺎﻧﻤﺶ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻃﺎﻭﺱ ﻣﺴﺖ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺧﺎﺭﺝ ﺷﺪﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﻧﺎﭼﺎﺭ ‪ ،‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﻣﻌﺮﻓﻲ ﻛـﺮﺩﻡ‪.‬‬
‫ﺑﻌﺪ ﺑﺎ ﻫﻢ ﺭﻓﺘﻴﻢ ﺩﻭﺭ ﻣﻴﺰ ﻧﺸﺴﺘﻴﻢ ‪ .‬ﺣﺴﻦ ﻭ ﺧﺎﻧﻤﺶ ﻇﺎﻫﺮﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮﺕ ﺭﺍﺿـﻲ ﻭ ﺧﺸـﻨﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧـﺪ ‪ .‬ﺧـﺎﻧﻢ ﺭﻭﻱ‬
‫ﺩﻭﺵ ﺣﺴﻦ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﻭ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ‪ »:‬ﻣﺎ ﺍﺻﻠﻦ ﻳﻪ ﺟﻮﺭ ﺳﻤﭙﺎﺗﻲ ﺑﻬﻢ ﺩﺍﺭﻳﻢ ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﭽﻨﻴﻦ ﻧـﻴﺲ؟ ﺭﺍﺳـﻲ ﺑـﺮﺍﻱ ﺷـﻤﺎ ﻧﮕﻔـﺘﻢ ‪ ،‬ﻳـﻪ‬
‫ﺑﺮﺍﺩﺭ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺳﻴﺒﻲ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎ ﺣﺴﻦ ﻧﺼﺐ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﺎﺷﻦ ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﺯ ﻭﺧﺘﻴﻜﻪ ﺯﻥ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ ﺍﺯ ﭼﺸﻤﻢ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩ! ﻧﻤﻴﺪﻭﻧﻴﻦ ﭼﻪ ﺁﻓﺘـﻲ‬
‫ﺭﻭ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﺑﺎﻻﺧﺮﻩ ﻣﺠﺒﻮﺭ ﺷﺪﻡ ﺧﻮﻧﻪ ﺍﻡ ﺭﻭ ﺟﺪﺍ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ‪ .‬ﺻـﻤﻴﻤﻴﺖ ﻭ ﺍﺧـﻼﻕ ﺧـﻮﺏ ﺭﻭ ﻣـﻦ ﺧﻴﻠـﻲ ﺩﻭﺱ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ‪..‬‬
‫ﻗﺮﺑﻮﻥ ﻳﻜﺠﻮ ﺍﺧﻼﻕ ﺧﻮﺏ!«‬
‫ﮔﻴﻼﺳﻬﺎﻱ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﺎﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺳﻼﻣﺘﻲ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﻛﺮﺩﻳﻢ ‪ .‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﭘﺎﺷﺪ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺧـﻮﺩﺵ ﻳـﻚ ﮔﺮﺍﻣـﺎﻓﻮﻥ ﺑـﺎ ﭼﻨـﺪ‬
‫ﺻﻔﺤﻪ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ ﻭ ﺷﺮﻭﻉ ﻛﺮﺩ ﺑﻪ ﺻﻔﺤﻪ ﺯﺩﻥ ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﻣﻘﺪﻣﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﻗﺺ ﺩﻋﻮﺕ ﻛﺮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﻧﻪ ﻳﻜﺒﺎﺭ ﻧـﻪ ﺩﻩ ﺑـﺎﺭ‪ ،‬ﻣـﻦ‬
‫ﻣﻠﺘﻔﺖ ﻧﮕﺎﻫﻬﺎﻱ ﺷﺮﺭ ﺑﺎﺭ ﺣﺴﻦ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻧﺪﺍﻥ ﻗﺮﻭﭼﻪ ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺖ ﻭ ﻇﺎﻫﺮﺍ ﺑﺮﻭﻱ ﻣﺒﺎﺭﻛﺶ ﻧﻤﻴﺂﻭﺭﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﻧﺎﻫﺎﺭ ‪ ،‬ﺗﺼﻤﻴﻢ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻴﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﻭﻳﻢ ﻗﺪﺭﻱ ﻫﻮﺍ ﺧﻮﺭﻱ ﺑﻜﻨﻴﻢ‪ .‬ﺍﺯ ﺟﺎﺩﻩ ﭼﺎﻟﻮﺱ ‪ ،‬ﮔﺮﺩﺵ ﻛﻨـﺎﻥ ﺭﻭﺍﻧـﻪ ﺷـﺪﻳﻢ ‪ .‬ﺩﺭ‬
‫ﺭﺍﻩ‪ ،‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﺁﻫﺴﺘﻪ ﺑﻤﻦ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ »:‬ﺍﻣﺸﺐ ﻫﻢ ﻣﻴﻤﻮﻧﻢ ‪ «.‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﻫﻢ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻛﻪ ﺳﺎﻟﻬﺎﺳﺖ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﺸﻨﺎﺳﺪ ‪ ،‬ﺑـﺎ ﺍﻭ ﮔـﺮﻡ‬
‫ﺻﺤﺒﺖ ﺷﺪ! ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﻪ ﭼﻴﺰ ﻭ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺟﺎ ﺍﻃﻼﻉ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ‪ .‬ﻭ ﺣﻜﺎﻳﺘﻬﺎﻱ ﺟﻌﻠـﻲ ﻫـﻢ ﺑـﺮﺍﻱ ﺧـﺎﻧﻢ ﻧﻘـﻞ ﻣﻴﻜـﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﻄـﻮﺭﻱ ﻛـﻪ‬
‫ﻓﺮﺻﺖ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻣﺎ ﺩﻭ ﻧﻔﺮ ﻫﻢ ﺍﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ﺑﻜﻨﻴﻢ!‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺗﺼﻤﻴﻢ ﻓﻮﺭﻱ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ‪ ،‬ﺭﻓﺖ ﻛﻨﺎﺭ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﻛﻪ ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﺑﮕﻮﻳﺪ ‪ .‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺑﺎﻭ ﺗﺸﺮ ﺯﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻔـﺖ ‪ »:‬ﺳـﺮﺕ ﺭﻭ‬
‫ﺑﺎﻻ ﺑﮕﻴﺮ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﻟﻚ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻟﺒﺎﺳﺖ ﭼﻴﻪ؟« ﺣﺴﻦ ﻫﺮﺍﺳﺎﻥ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻛﻨﺎﺭ ﻛﺸـﻴﺪ ‪ .‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﭘـﺎﻟﺘﻮﻱ ﺧـﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭﺁﻭﺭﺩ‬
‫ﺭﻭﻱ ﺩﻭﺵ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﺖ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﻧﺰﺩﻳﻚ ﺑﺂﻧﻬﺎ ﺷﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ‪ ،‬ﺭﻭﺩﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﮔﻞ ﺁﻟﻮﺩ ﻛﻨﺎﺭ ﺟـﺎﺩﻩ ﻭ ﺩﺭﺧﺘﻬـﺎﺋﻲ ﻛـﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺩﻭﺭ‬
‫ﻣﺜﻞ ﭼﻮﺏ ﺟﺎﺭﻭ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻣﻴﻦ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﻧﺸﺎﻥ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩ ﻭ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ‪ »:‬ﭼﻘﺪﺭ ﺧﻮﺑﻪ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺑﻴﺎﺩ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﻮﺭ ﺟﺎﻫﺎ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﺑﻜﻨﻪ! ﺍﻳـﻦ‬
‫ﻫﻮﺍ‪ ،‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺭﻭﺩﺧﻮﻧﻪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﺭﺧﺘﺎ‪ ،‬ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻳﻪ ﻣﺎﻩ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﺟﻮﻧﻪ ﻣﻴﺰﻧﻪ ‪ .‬ﺷﺐ ﻣﻬﺘﺎﺏ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺑﻴﺎﺩ ﻛﻨﺎﺭ ﺭﻭﺩﺧﻮﻧﻪ ﻳﻪ ﮔﺮﺍﻣـﺎﻓﻮﻥ‬
‫ﻫﻢ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﻪ ‪ ...‬ﺣﻴﻒ ﺷﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻭﺭﺑﻴﻦ ﻋﻜﺎﺳﻴﻢ ﺭﻭ ﺟﺎ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ!«‬
‫ﺍﺯ ﺁﺑﺎﺩﻱ ﻫﺎﻱ ﻧﺰﺩﻳﻚ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺮﺩﻫﺎﻱ ﺩﻫﺎﺗﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻟﺒﺎﺱ ﻭ ﺁﺟﻴﺪﻩ ﻧﻮ ﭘﻮﺷﻴﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ ﻭ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻫﺎ ﺑﺎ ﻟﺒﺎﺳﻬﺎﻱ ﺭﻧﮕﺎﺭﻧﮓ ﺩﺭﺁﻣﺪ ﻭ‬
‫ﺷﺪ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺍﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﺧﺴﺘﮕﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻛﻨﺎﺭ ﺭﻭﺩﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻣﺤﻠﻲ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺸﺎﻥ ﺩﺍﺩ‪ .‬ﺭﻓﺘﻴﻢ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺳـﻨﮕﻬﺎ ﻧﺸﺴـﺘﻴﻢ ‪ .‬ﺁﺏ‬
‫ﮔﻞ ﺁﻟﻮﺩ ﺭﻭﺩﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺑﺎﺩ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺯﻧﺠﻴﺮ ﻭﺍﺭ ﻣﻮﺝ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻞ ﻭ ﻻﻱ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻣﻴﺒﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺟﻠـﻮ ﻧﻈﺮﻣـﺎﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺗﭙـﻪ ﻫـﺎﻱ‬
‫ﺧﺎﻛﻲ ﻭ ﻳﻜﺮﺷﺘﻪ ﻛﻮﻩ ﺳﺮﻣﺎﺯﺩﻩ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻫﻮﺍ ﻧﺴﺒﺘﺎ ﮔﺮﻡ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ .‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻟﺒﺎﺳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ ﻭ ﺩﺭ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﻣﺪﺗﻲ‬
‫ﻛﻪ ﺁﻧﺠﺎ ﻧﺸﺴﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻳﻢ ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﻣﻌﺸﻮﻗﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻭ ﻋﻄﺮ ﻛﺘﻲ ‪ ،‬ﻋﺸﻖ ﻭ ﻧﺎﻣﻮﺱ ﻭ ﺭﻗﺺ ﻗﻔﻘﺎﺯﻱ ﺻﺤﺒﺖ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻭ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ‬
‫ﺑﺎ ﺩﻫﻦ ﺑﺎﺯ ﺑﻪ ﺣﺮﻓﻬﺎﻱ ﺻﺪ ﺗﺎ ﻳﻪ ﻏﺎﺯ ﺍﻭ ﮔﻮﺵ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩ‪ .‬ﺣﺮﻓﻬﺎﻱ ﭘﻮﭺ ﺍﺣﻤﻘﺎﻧﻪ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻼ ﻣﻲ ﮔﻔـﺖ‪ »:‬ﻳـﻪ ﺷـﻠﻮﺍﺭ ﺍﺯﻳـﻦ ﺑﻬﺘـﺮ‬
‫ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ‪ ،‬ﻫﻔﺘﻪ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺑﺎ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺭﻓﻘﺎ ﺳﻮﺍﺭ ﻫﻮﺍﭘﻴﻤﺎ ﺷﺪﻡ ‪ .‬ﻭﺧﺘﻲ ﻛﻪ ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺘﻢ ﭘﺎﺋﻴﻦ ﺑﻴﺎﻡ ﭘﺎﻡ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ ﺑﻪ ﺳﻨﮓ ﺯﻣـﻴﻦ‬
‫ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻡ ‪ .‬ﺳﺮ ﺯﺍﻧﻮﻡ ﭘﺎﺭﻩ ﺷﺪ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﻭ ﺧﻴﺎﻃﻲ ﻟﻮﻛﺲ ‪ 25‬ﺗﻤﻦ ﺑﺮﺍﻡ ﺩﻭﺧﺘـﻪ ﺑـﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺗﻤـﺎﻡ ﭘـﺎﻡ ﻣﺠـﺮﻭﺡ ﺷـﺪﻩ ﺑـﻮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺩﺭﺷﻜﻪ ﺳﻮﺍﺭ ﺷﺪﻡ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﻣﺮﻳﻀﺨﻮﻧﻪ ﺁﻣﺮﻳﻜﺎﺋﻲ ﭘﻴﺶ ﻣﺎﻛﺘﺎﻭﻝ ‪ .‬ﺍﻭﻥ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ :‬ﺧﺪﺍ ﺑﻬﺖ ﺭﺣﻢ ﻛـﺮﺩﻩ‪ ،‬ﺍﮔـﻪ ﻛﻨـﺪﻩ ﺯﺍﻧﻮﻳـﺖ‬
‫ﺿﺮﺑﺖ ﺩﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﭼﻼﻕ ﻣﻴﺸﺪﻱ‪ .‬ﺳﻪ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﻴﺪﻡ ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺏ ﺷﺪﻡ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﺯﻭﻥ ﺑﺎﻻ ‪ ،‬ﺷﻴﺮﻭﻭﻧﻲ ﺧﻮﻧﻪ ﻫـﺎ ﺁﻧﻘـﺪﺭ ﻗﺸـﻨﮓ‬
‫ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﺑﻮﺩ ! ﺧﻮﻧﻴﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﻮﻧﻢ ﺍﺯﻭﻥ ﺑﺎﻻ ﺩﻳﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﮔﻨﺒﺪ ﻣﺴﺠﺪ ﺳﭙﻬﺴﺎﻻﺭ ﻫﻢ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺁﺩﻣﺎ ﻣﻮﺭﭼﻪ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ‪ .‬ﺍﻣـﺎ ﻭﺧﺘـﻲ‬
‫ﻛﻪ ﻫﻮﺍﭘﻴﻤﺎ ﭘﺎﺋﻴﻦ ﻣﻴﻴﺎﺩ‪ ،‬ﺩﻝ ﺁﺩﻡ ﻫﺮﻱ ﺗﻮ ﻣﻴﺮﻳﺰﻩ !‪«..‬‬
‫ﺑﺎﻻﺧﺮﻩ‪ ،‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﺭﻓﻊ ﺧﺴﺘﮕﻲ ‪ ،‬ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﺷﺪﻳﻢ ﻭ ﺑﻄﺮﻑ ﻛﺮﺝ ﺑﺮﮔﺸﺘﻴﻢ ‪ .‬ﺣﺴﻦ ﻭ ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻛﻪ ﺳﺮ ﺩﻣﺎﻍ ﻭ ﺷﻨﮕﻮﻝ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ ‪،‬‬
‫ﺭﻧﮓ ﻗﻔﻘﺎﺯﻱ ﺳﻮﺕ ﻣﻴﺰﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺁﻣﺪ ﺑﺮﻗﺼﺪ ﭘﺎﺷﻨﻪﺀ ﻛﻔﺸﺶ ﻭﺭ ﺁﻣﺪ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺗﻜﺮﺍﺭ ﻣﻲ ﻛـﺮﺩ ‪ »:‬ﺍﻳـﻦ ﻛﻔﺸـﻮ ﺩﻭ ﻫﻔﺘﻴـﻪ‬
‫ﭘﻴﺶ ﺍﺯ ﺑﺎﺗﺎ ﺧﺮﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ !« ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻛﻪ ﺣﺎﺿﺮ ﺧﺪﻣﺖ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎ ﻳﻚ ﻗﻠﺒﻪ ﺳﻨﮓ ﭘﺎﺷﻨﻪ ﻛﻔﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭﺳﺖ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺩﺭ ﺣـﺎﻟﻲ‬
‫ﻛﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺑﺎ ﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﺑﺎﻭ ﺗﻜﻴﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﺑﻤﻦ ﻣﻠﺤﻖ ﺷﺪ ﻭ ﺑﺮ ﺧﻼﻑ ﺁﻧﭽﻪ ﺩﺭ ﻛﺎﻓﻪ ﺑﻤﻦ ﺍﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ »:‬ﺍﻳﻨﻢ ﻭﺍﺳﻴﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻥ ﻧﻤﻴﺸـﻪ؟ ﺑﺎﻳـﺪ ﻭﻟـﺶ‬
‫ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﻧﻤﻴﺘﻮﻧﻢ ﺗﻨﮕﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻮﺭﺩ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ‪ .‬ﺧﻮﻧﻪ ﻣﻮﻥ ﻛﻪ ﺑﻨﺪ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﻪ ﻫﻴﭻ ‪ ،‬ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﺩ ﺁﺯﺍﺩﻡ ﺑﺎﺷﻪ ‪ ،‬ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﺁﺯﺍﺩ !«‬
‫ﻧﺰﺩﻳﻚ ﻏﺮﻭﺏ ﻛﻪ ﻭﺍﺭﺩ ﻣﻬﻤﺎﻧﺨﺎﻧﻪ ﺷﺪﻳﻢ ‪ ،‬ﭼﻨﺪ ﺑﻄﺮﻱ ﻋﺮﻕ‪ ،‬ﮔﺮﺍﻣﺎﻓﻮﻥ ﻭ ﻣﺨﻠﻔﺎﺕ ﺟﻮﺭ ﺑﺠﻮﺭﻱ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻣﻴﺰ ﺭﺍ ﭘﺮ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ‬
‫ﺑﻮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﮔﺮﺍﻣﺎﻓﻮﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻜﺎﺭ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﺖ ﻭ ﭘﻲ ﺩﺭ ﭘﻲ ﺑـﺎ ﺧـﺎﻧﻢ ﻣـﻲ ﺭﻗﺼـﻴﺪ‪ .‬ﺣﺴـﻦ ﭘﻜـﺮ ﻭ ﻋﺼـﺒﺎﻧﻲ ﺧـﻮﻥ ﺧـﻮﻧﺶ ﺭﺍ‬
‫ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺭﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻪ ﺷﻮﺧﻲ ﺑﺎﻭ ﮔﻮﺷﻪ ﻭﻛﻨﺎﻳﻪ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺧﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺑﻐﺾ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ ‪ »:‬ﺟﻮﻥ ﻣـﺎ ﺭﺍﺳـﺶ ﺭﻭ ﺑﮕـﻮ ‪ ،‬ﻋﺎﺷـﻖ‬
‫ﻣﻌﺸﻮﻗﻪ ﻣﺎ ﺷﺪﻱ؟ ﺑﮕﻮ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺎ ﻃﻼﻗﺶ ﻣﻴﺪﻳﻢ‪«.‬‬
‫ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻳﻚ ﺻﻔﺤﻪ ﻭﻳﻠﻮﻥ ﺍﺣﺴﺎﺳﺎﺗﻲ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺖ‪ ،‬ﺁﻣﺪ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺗﺨﺘﺨﻮﺍﺏ ﻧﺸﺴﺖ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ »:‬ﺑﻪ! ﻣﻦ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻧﻮﻣﺰﺩ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ‪ ،‬ﺗﻮ‬
‫ﮔﻤﻮﻥ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻲ !‪ «..‬ﺍﺯ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺑﻐﻠـﺶ ﻋﻜـﺲ ﺩﺧﺘـﺮ ﻏﻤﻨـﺎﻛﻲ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ ‪ .‬ﻣـﻲ ﺑﻮﺳـﻴﺪ ﻭ ﺑﺴـﺮ ﻭ ﺭﻭﻳـﺶ ﻣﻴﻤﺎﻟﻴـﺪ ﻭ ﺩﺭ‬
‫ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺍﺷﻚ ﺣﻠﻘﻪ ﺯﺩ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺁﺳﺘﻴﻨﺶ ﺑﻮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺍﺣﺴﺎﺱ ﺭﺣﻢ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺑﺠﻮﺵ ﺁﻣﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﺷﺪ ﻭ ﺭﻓﺖ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻧﺸﺴﺖ ‪ .‬ﺣﺴﻦ ﺑـﺮﺍﻱ ﺍﻳﻨﻜـﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺭﻗـﺺ ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﺑـﺎ‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻤﺶ ﺟﻠﻮﮔﻴﺮﻱ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ ﺍﺯ ﭘﻴﺸﺨﺪﻣﺖ ﻭﺭﻕ ﺑﺎﺯﻱ ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺖ ﻭ ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻋﻮﺕ ﺑﻪ ﺑﺎﺯﻱ ﺑﻠـﻮﺕ ﻛـﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺁﻧﻬـﺎ ﻣﺸـﻐﻮﻝ‬
‫ﺑﻠﻮﺕ ﺩﻭﻧﻔﺮﻱ ﺷﺪﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺳﺮ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﻗﺮ ﺗﻮﻱ ﻛﻤﺮﺵ ﺧﺸﻚ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﮔﻮﻳﺎ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻟﺞ ﺑﺎﺯﻱ ﺑـﺎ ﺣﺴـﻦ‪،‬‬
‫ﺭﻓﺖ ﻳﻚ ﺻﻔﺤﻪ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺖ ﻭ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺩﻋﻮﺕ ﺑﻪ ﺭﻗﺺ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺩﺭ ﻣﻴﺎﻥ ﺭﻗﺺ ﺣﺲ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺩﺳﺖ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻓﺸﺎﺭ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻪ‬
‫ﻣﻦ ﺍﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﻋﻼﻗﻪ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺩﻭ ﺳﻪ ﺑﺎﺭ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﻣﻦ ﭼﺴﺒﺎﻧﻴﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﻓﺮﺻﺖ ﺭﺍ ﻏﻨﻴﻤﺖ ﺩﺍﻧﺴﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺩﺭ ﺑﺎﺯﻱ ﺩﻕ ﺩﻟﻲ ﻭ ﺩﻟﭙﺮﻱ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺳﺮ ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﺧﺎﻟﻲ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺟﺮ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ‪ ،‬ﺩﺍﺩ‬
‫ﻣﻲ ﻛﺸﻴﺪ ‪ ،‬ﻋﺼﺒﺎﻧﻲ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻜﻪ ﺭﻗﺺ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺭﻓﺖ ﻭ ﻳﻚ ﺳﻴﻠﻲ ﺁﺑـﺪﺍﺭ ﺑـﻪ ﺣﺴـﻦ ﺯﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻔـﺖ‪ »:‬ﺑـﺮﻭ‬
‫ﮔﻤﺸﻮ! ﺍﻳﻦ ﭼﻪ ﺭﻳﺨﺘﻴﻪ ؟ ﻋﻘﻢ ﻧﺸﺴﺖ ‪ .‬ﺑﺮﻭ ﮔﻤﺸﻮ ‪ ،‬ﻋﻴﻨﻬﻮ ﻳﻪ ﺣﻤﺎﻝ !«‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﺑﺎ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻱ ﺭﻙ ﺯﺩﻩ ﺑﺎﻭ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻐﺾ ﺑﻴﺦ ﮔﻠﻮﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﻲ ﺍﺭﺍﺩﻩ ﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑـﺮﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﻛـﺮﻭﺍﺕ‬
‫ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭﺳﺖ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﻳﺨﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺑﺎﺯ ﺑﻮﺩ‪.‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﺍﺯ ﺑﺎﺯﻱ ﺍﺳﺘﻌﻔﺎ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻭ ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺑﺎ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺷﺮﻭﻉ ﺑﻪ ﺭﻗﺺ ﻛـﺮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﻣﻦ ﺯﻳﺮ ﭼﺸﻤﻲ ﺣﺴﻦ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﭙﺎﺋﻴﺪﻡ ‪ :‬ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺭﻓﺖ‪ .‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻳﻚ ﺻﻔﺤﻪ ﺗﺎﻧﮕﻮﮔﺬﺍﺷﺖ‪.‬‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﻭﺍﺭﺩ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﻧﮕﺎﻫﻲ ﺑﺎﻃﺮﺍﻑ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﺖ ‪ ،‬ﺁﻣﺪ ﺩﺳﺖ ﻣﺮﺍ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﻛﺸﻴﺪ‪ .‬ﺣﺲ ﻛـﺮﺩﻡ ﻛـﻪ ﺩﺳـﺘﺶ‬
‫ﻣﻲ ﻟﺮﺯﻳﺪ‪ :‬ﺯﻳﺮ ﭼﺮﺍﻍ ﮔﺎﺯ ﺍﻳﻮﺍﻥ ‪ ،‬ﺭﮔﻬﺎﻱ ﺷﻘﻴﻘﻪ ﻫﺎﻳﺶ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻭ ﻟﺐ ﭘـﺎﺋﻴﻴﻨﺶ ﻭﻝ ﺷـﺪﻩ ﺑـﻮﺩ ‪.‬‬
‫ﺩﺭﺳﺖ ﺑﺮﻳﺨﺖ ﻻﺍﺑﺎﻟﻲ ﺯﻣﺎﻧﻲ ﻛﻪ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭ ﻣﺪﺭﺳﻪ ﺩﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ‪ ،‬ﺩﺭﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻄﻮﺭ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺳﺖ ﻣﺮﺍ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﺮﻳﺪﻩ‬
‫ﺑﺮﻳﺪﻩ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ »:‬ﺩﻳﺸﺐ ﻛﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺑﻤﻦ ﮔﻔﺘﻲ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﺑﺨﻴﺎﻟﻢ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺑﺎ ﺗﻮ ﻫﺴﺘﻢ ‪ ،‬ﺗﻘﺼﻴﺮ ﺗﻮ ﺷﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺍﻭﻧﻮ ﺑﻤﻦ ﻣﻌﺮﻓﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻱ! ﺧﻮﺏ‬
‫ﺗﻮ ﺩﻳﺪﻩ ﻭ ﺷﻨﺎﺧﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻱ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﻭﻥ ﺑﻲ ﺍﺟﺎﺯﻩ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺎ ﺯﻧﻢ ﻣﻴﺮﻗﺼﻪ ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺧﻼﻑ ﺗﻤﺪﻥ ﻧﻴﺲ؟ ﺗﻮ ﺑﻬﺶ ﺣﺎﻟﻲ ﻛﻦ ﻛـﻪ ﺍﻳـﻦ‬
‫ﺍﺩﺍﻫﺎﻱ ﻟﻮﺱ ﺑﭽﮕﻮﻧﻪ ﺭﻭ ﺍﺯ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺩﺭ ﻧﻴﺎﺭﻩ ‪ .‬ﺍﻧﮕﺸﺘﺮ ﺑﺪﻟﻲ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺑﺮﺥ ﺯﻥ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﻜﺸﻪ ‪ ،‬ﻣﻴﮕﻪ ﺩﻩ ﻫـﺰﺍﺭ ﺗﻤـﻦ ﺑـﺮﺍﻱ‬
‫ﻣﻌﺸﻮﻗﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺧﺮﺝ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺍﻡ ! ﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﻣﻴﺸﻪ‪ ،‬ﭘﺎﻱ ﮔﺮﺍﻣﺎﻓﻮﻥ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻪ ‪ .‬ﺑﺨﻴﺎﻟﺶ ﻣﻦ ﺧﺮﻡ ‪ .‬ﻭﺧﺘﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻴﺮﻗﺼﻪ ﭼﺮﺍ‬
‫ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺟﺎﺯﻩ ﻧﻤﻴﺨﻮﺍﺩ؟ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺍﻳﻨﻬﺎ ﺭﻭ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﻔﻬﻤﻢ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻭﻥ ﺯﺭﻧﮕﺘﺮﻡ ‪ .‬ﻣﻨﻢ ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻋﺎﺷﻘﻲ ﻫﺎﻱ ﻛﺸـﻜﻲ ﺩﻳـﺪﻡ ‪.‬‬
‫ﺑﺒﻴﻦ ﺗﻮ ﺍﻭﻧﻮ ﺑﻤﻦ ﻣﻌﺮﻓﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻱ‪ ،‬ﻣﻴﺪﻭﻧﻲ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺯﻥ ﺯﻳﺎﺩ ﺁﺯﺍﺩﻩ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﺪﻭﻧﺴﻢ ﻛﻪ ﻧﻤﻴﺘﻮﻧﻢ ﺯﻳـﺎﺩ ﺑﺎﻫـﺎﺵ ﺯﻧـﺪﮔﻲ ﺑﻜـﻨﻢ ‪،‬‬
‫ﻭﻟﻲ ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﺮﻡ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﺎ ﺑﻨﺪ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﻢ‪«.‬‬
‫»_ ﺍﻱ ﺑﺎﺑﺎ ! ﻳﻜﺸﺐ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﺷﺐ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﻪ ‪ .‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﺑﺮﻭ ﻳﻚ ﻣﺸﺖ ﺁﺏ ﺑﻪ ﺳﺮ ﻭ ﺭﻭﺕ ﺑﺰﻥ ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺧﺮ ﺷﻴﻄﻮﻥ ﭘﺎﺋﻴﻦ ﺑﻴـﺎ ‪ .‬ﻋـﺮﻕ‬
‫ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻱ ﭘﺮﺕ ﻣﻴﮕﻲ ‪ .‬ﻭﻧﮕﻬﻲ ﺷﺐ ﺍﻭﻝ ﺳﺎﻟﻪ ﺑﺪ ﺷﮕﻮﻧﻲ ﻣﻴﺸﻪ ‪«.‬‬
‫ﻭﻟﻲ ﺟﻮﺍﺏ ﻣﻦ‪ ،‬ﺍﺛﺮ ﺑﺪﻱ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺣﺴﻦ ﺁﺗﺸﻲ ﺷﺪ ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﻋﺠﻠﻪ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺩﺭ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺗـﻮﻱ ﻛﻴـﻒ ﺧـﺎﻧﻢ‬
‫ﭘﻮﻝ ﺑﺮﺩﺍﺷﺖ ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﭘﻴﺸﺨﺪﻣﺖ ﻣﻬﻤﺎﻧﺨﺎﻧﻪ ﺩﺳﺘﻮﺭ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻳﻚ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﻮﺑﻴﻞ ﺩﺭ ﺑﺴﺖ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺷﻬﺮ ﺣﺎﺿﺮ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﭼـﻮﻥ ﺧﻴـﺎﻝ‬
‫ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﻮﺭ ﺣﺮﻛﺖ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ ‪ .‬ﺍﺗﻔﺎﻗﺎ ﺩﺭ ﺣﻴﺎﻁ ﻣﻬﻤﺎﻧﺨﺎﻧﻪ ﻳﻚ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻞ ﺍﻳﺴﺘﺎﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﻭﺍﺭ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺧﻮﺩ ﺭﺍ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﻛـﺮﺩ‬
‫ﻭ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺑﺎﻻﻱ ﺳﺮ ﺷﻮﻓﺮ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﺁﻟﻮﺩ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻴﺪﺍﺭ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ » :‬ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺑﺎﻳﺪ ﺑـﺮﻡ ﺷـﻬﺮ‪ ،‬ﻫﺮﭼـﻲ ﻣﻴﺨـﻮﺍﻱ ﻣﻴـﺪﻡ ‪.‬‬
‫ﺯﻭﺩ ﺑﺎﺵ !«‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﻳﺨﻪ ﭘﺎﻟﺘﻮﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎﻻ ﻛﺸﻴﺪ‪ .‬ﺭﻓﺖ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻞ ﻓﺮﺩ ﻧﺸﺴﺖ ‪ .‬ﺷﻮﻓﺮ ﭼﺸـﻤﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﻤﺎﻟﻴـﺪ ﻭ ﺑﻄـﺮﻑ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴـﻞ‬
‫ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺖ ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺑﺸﻮﻓﺮ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ‪ »:‬ﺑﻴﺨﻮﺩ ﻣﻴﮕﻪ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺴﺖ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﺮﻭ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﺏ ‪«.‬‬
‫ﺷﻮﻓﺮ ﻫﻢ ﺍﺯ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺖ ﻭ ﺑﺮﮔﺸﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﺑﺪ ‪ .‬ﻳﻜﻤﺮﺗﺒﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺣﺴﻦ ﻣﺘﻐﻴﺮ‪ ،‬ﺍﺧﻤﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭ ﻫـﻢ ﻛﺸـﻴﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺁﻣـﺪ ﺩﻡ‬
‫ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻞ ﺭﻭ ﻛﺮﺩ ﺑﻪ ﺣﺴﻦ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ »:‬ﺧﺎﻙ ﺗﻮ ﺳﺮﺕ ! ﺗﻮ ﺍﺻﻼ ﺁﺩﻡ ﻧﻴﺴـﻲ ‪ ،‬ﻣـﺮﺩﻩ ﺷـﻮﺭ ﺭﻳﺨـﺖ ﺣﻤﺎﻟـﺖ ﺭﻭ ﺑﺒـﺮﻥ !«‬
‫»ﺭﻭﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻤﻦ ﻛﺮﺩ «‪ » .‬ﺍﺯ ﺍﻭﻟﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺮﺍﺵ ﺍﺣﺴﺎﺱ ﺗﺮﺣﻢ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻧﻪ ﻋﺸﻖ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﻻﻳـﻖ ﺯﻧـﻲ ﻣﺜـﻪ ﺯﻥ ﺑـﺮﺍﺩﺭﻡ ﺑـﻮﺩ‪«.‬‬
‫ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺑﻪ ﺣﺴﻦ »ﭘﺎﺷﻮ ‪ ،‬ﭘﺎﺷﻮ ﺑﻴﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﺎ ﺗﻮ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎﻳﺪ ﺣﺮﻓﻤﻮ ﺑﺎ ﺗﻮ ﺗﻤﻮﻡ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ‪ .‬ﻣﻴﺨـﻮﺍﻳﻲ ﻣﻨـﻮ ﺍﻳﻨﺠـﺎ ﺳـﺮ ﺻـﺤﺮﺍ‬
‫ﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭﻱ ؟ ﺧﺎﻙ ﺗﻮ ﺳﺮﺕ ﺑﻜﻨﻦ !«‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﺑﻪ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺷﻮﺭﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﺷﺪ ‪ ،‬ﺭﻓﺖ ﺩﺭ ﺍﻃﺎﻗﺶ ‪ ،‬ﺭﻭﻱ ﺗﺨﺖ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩ ‪ ،‬ﺩﺳﺘﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺟﻠﻮ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﺶ ﮔﺮﻓـﺖ ‪ .‬ﻫـﻖ ﻭ‬
‫ﻫﻖ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ ‪ »:‬ﻧﻪ ‪ ،‬ﻧﻪ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻴﺨﻮﺩ ﺷﺪﻩ ‪ ...‬ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴـﺮﻡ ﺷـﻬﺮ ‪ ...‬ﻣـﻦ ﺯﻧـﺪﮔﻴﻢ ﺗﻤـﻮﻡ ﺷـﺪﻩ ‪ ...‬ﻣﻨـﻮ‬
‫ﺩﻳﻮﻭﻧﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻱ ‪...‬ﺑﺎﻳﺪ ﺑﺮﻡ ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﺑﺴﻪ !‪ ...‬ﺗﺎ ﺣﺎﻻ ﮔﻤﻮﻥ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻡ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺎﻝ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻩ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺎﻝ ﺗﻮ ﻫﻢ ﻫﺲ ‪ .‬ﻧـﻪ ‪...‬‬
‫ﺳﺮ ﺭﺍﻩ ﭘﻴﺎﺩﻩ ﻣﻴﺸﻢ ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺩﻣﻮ ﺍﺯ ﺑﺎﻻﻱ ﺩﺭﻩ ﭘﺮﺕ ﻣﻲ ﻛﻨﻢ ‪ ...‬ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﺑﺴﻪ !«‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﻧﻪ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺟﻤﻼﺕ ﻣﻌﻤﻮﻟﻲ ﺟﻤﻼﺕ ﻣﻌﻤﻮﻟﻲ ﺭﻣﺎﻧﻬﺎﻱ ﭘﺴﺖ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺁﻟﻮﺩ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻜﺮﺍﺭ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﺑﻠﻜﻪ ﺑﺎﺯﻳﮕﺮ ﺁﻧﻬـﺎ ﺷـﺪﻩ‬
‫ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺁﺩﻡ ﻇﺎﻫﺮﺍ ﻛﻠﻪ ﺷﻖ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﺭﻭ ﺩﺭ ﺑﺎﻳﺴﺘﻲ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﻭ ﺳﻌﻲ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ ﺧـﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺳـﻴﺮ ﻭ ﻛﻬﻨـﻪ ﻛـﺎﺭ ﻭ ﻏـﺪ‬
‫ﺟﻠﻮﻩ ﺑﺪﻫﺪ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻤﺮﺗﺒﻪ ﻛﻨﺘﺮﻝ ﺧﻮﺩ ﺭﺍ ﮔﻢ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﺧﻮﺍﺭ ﻭ ﺑﻴﭽﺎﺭﻩ ﺍﻱ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻋﺸﻖ ﻭ ﺗﺮﺣﻢ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻌﺸـﻮﻗﻪ ﺍﺵ‬
‫ﮔﺪﺍﺋﻲ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻨﻬﻤﻪ ﺗﻮﺩﻩ ﮔﻮﺷﺖ ﻣﭽﺎﻟﻪ ﺷﺪﻩ ‪،‬ﺷﻜﻨﺠﻪ ﺷﺪﻩ ﻛﻪ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻛﻮﻩ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺗﺨﺖ ﻏﻠﺘﻴﺪﻩ ﺑـﻮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﺩﺭﺩ ﻣﻴﻜﺸـﻴﺪ !_‬
‫ﻳﻜﻨﻮﻉ ﺩﺭﺩ ﺧﻮﺩ ﭘﺴﻨﺪﻱ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺩﺭ ﻋﻴﻦ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺟﻨﺒـﻪ ﻣﻀـﺤﻚ ﻭ ﺧﻨـﺪﻩ ﺁﻭﺭ ﺩﺍﺷـﺖ ‪ .‬ﺩﺭ ﺻـﻮﺭﺗﻴﻜﻪ ﺧـﺎﻧﻢ ﺑـﻪ ﺑﺮﺗـﺮﻱ‬
‫ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻣﻄﻤﺌﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻓﺘﺢ ﺧﻮﺩ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺁﻭﺍﺯ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻧﺪ ‪ .‬ﺑﻪ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺗﺤﻘﻴﺮﺁﻣﻴﺰ ﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﻛﻤﺮﺵ ﺯﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ ‪».‬‬
‫ﺑﺮﻭ ﮔﻤﺸﻮ ‪ ،‬ﺍﺣﻤﻖ ! ﻧﻤﻴﺪﻭﻧﺴﻢ ﺗﻮ ﺍﻧﻘﺪ ﺍﺣﻤﻘﻲ ‪ «.‬ﺭﻭﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻤﻦ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ » :‬ﻧﮕﺎﻫﺶ ﺑﻜﻨﻴﻦ ‪ ،‬ﻋﻴﻨﻬﻮ ﻳﻪ ﺣﻤﺎﻝ ! ﺁﻗﺎ ﺑﺎﺻـﺮﺍﺭ‬
‫ﻣﻦ ﻳﻪ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻩ ﺳﺮﻭ ﻭﺿﻌﺶ ﺭﻭ ﺗﻤﻴﺰ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﻪ ﺑﻴﻨﻴﻦ ﺑﻪ ﭼﻪ ﺭﻳﺨﺘﻲ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻩ! ﻣﻦ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﻭﻧﺴﻢ ﺍﻧﻘـﺪ ﺍﺣﻤﻘـﻪ ﻭﮔﺮﻧـﻪ ﻫﺮﮔـﺰ‬
‫ﻧﻤﻴﻮﻣﺪﻡ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻓﺴﻮﺱ‪ .‬ﺗﻮ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮﺕ ﺍﺧﻼﻕ ﺧـﻮﺏ ﻣﻌﻠـﻮﻡ ﻣﻴﺸـﻪ ! ﺑـﻪ ﺑﻴﻨـﻴﻦ ﭼﻄـﻮﺭ ﺍﻓﺘـﺎﺩﻩ ﺭﻭﺗﺨﺘﺨـﻮﺍﺏ ؟ ﺍﻳـﻦ ﺣﺎﻟـﺖ‬
‫ﻃﺒﻴﻌﻴﺸﻪ ‪ .‬ﺍﮔﻪ ﺟﻮﻥ ﺑﺠﻮﻧﺶ ﺑﻜﻨﻦ ﺣﻤﺎﻟﻪ ‪ .‬ﭼﻪ ﺍﺷﺘﺒﺎﻫﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ! ﺧﻮﺏ ﺷﺪ ﺯﻭﺩﺗﺮ ﻓﻬﻤﻴﺪﻡ ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﻫﺮﮔﺰ ﻧﻤﻴﺘﻮﻧﻢ ﺑـﺎ ﺍﻳـﻦ‬
‫ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ !«‬
‫ﺑﺎ ﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﺣﺮﻛﺖ ﺗﺤﻘﻴﺮ ﺁﻣﻴﺰﻱ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻔﻬﻮﻣﺶ » ﺧﺎﻙ ﺗﻮ ﺳﺮﺕ « ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺣﺴﻦ ﻫﻖ ﻫﻖ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻜـﻪ ﻣـﻦ‬
‫ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﻛﺎﺭ ﺑﻪ ﺟﺎﻱ ﻧﺎﺯﻙ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻩ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺁﺍﻣﺪﻡ ﻭ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ ‪ .‬ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺍﻃـﺎﻕ ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳـﺪﻡ ﻫﻤـﻪ‬
‫ﭼﻴﺰﻫﺎ ﺭﻳﺨﺘﻪ ﻭ ﭘﺎﺷﻴﺪﻩ‪،‬ﺳﻮﺯﻥ ﺑﻪ ﺗﻪ ﺻﻔﺤﻪ ﺭﺳﻴﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺗﻖ ﻭ ﺗﻖ ﺻﺪﺍ ﻣﻲ ﻛﻨﺪ ‪.‬‬
‫ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﺑﺎ ﺭﻧﮓ ﭘﺮﻳﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺳﻴﺎﻩ ﻣﺴﺖ ‪ ،‬ﺭﻭﻱ ﺗﺨﺖ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺗﻜـﺎﻧﺶ ﺩﺍﺩﻡ ‪ .‬ﺍﻭ ﮔﻔـﺖ ‪ »:‬ﭼـﻪ ﺧﺒـﺮﻩ ؟ ﺩﻋﻮﺍﺷـﻮﻥ‬
‫ﺷﺪﻩ؟ ﺗﻘﺼﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﭼﻴﻪ؟ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺑﻤﻦ ﺍﻇﻬﺎﺭ ﻋﻼﻗﻪ ﻛﺮﺩ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ :‬ﺗﻮﺭﻭ ﺩﻭﺱ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ‪ ،‬ﻧﻪ‪ ،‬ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ :‬ﺑﺘـﻮ ﺳـﻤﭙﺎﺗﻲ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ‪ .‬ﺍﻳـﻦ‬
‫ﺣﺴﻦ ﻣﺜﻪ ﺣﻤﺎﻻﺱ ‪ .‬ﺩﺱ ﻣﻨﻮ ﺗﻮ ﺭﻗﺺ ﻓﺸﺎﺭ ﻣﻲ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻭ ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻡ ﻣﺎﭼﻢ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﻫﻴﭻ ﺧﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺑﺮﺍﺵ ﻧﺪﺍﺷﺘﻢ ‪ .‬ﻳـﻪ ﻣـﻮﻱ‬
‫ﻧﻮﻣﺰﺩﻣﻮ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﻡ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﺗﺎ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺯﻧﺎ ﺑﮕﻴﺮﻡ ‪ .‬ﻧﺪﻳﺪﻱ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺑﻠﻮﺕ ﺑﺎﺯﻱ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺑﻴـﺮﻭﻥ ؟ ﺑـﺮﺍﻱ ﺍﻳـﻦ ﺑـﻮﺩ ﻛـﻪ‬
‫ﺟﺎﻱ ﺳﺮﺧﺎﺏ ﻟﺐ ﺧﺎﻧﻮﻣﻮ ﺍﺯ ﺭﻭ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﻢ ﭘﺎﻙ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ‪«.‬‬
‫» ﻧﻪ ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎﻳﻦ ﺳﺎﺩﮔﻲ ﻫﻢ ﻧﻴﺲ ‪ ،‬ﺁﺧﺮ ﻣﻨﻢ ﻣﻴﺪﻳﺪﻡ ‪«.‬‬
‫» ﺍﻭﻩ ﺁﺵ ﺩﻫﻦ ﺳﻮﺯﻱ ﻧﻴﺲ ﻛﻪ ﺣﻜﺎﻳﺘﺶ ﻣﺜﻪ ﺣﻜﺎﻳﺖ ﻫﻤﻴﻪ ﺯﻧﻬﺎﻱ ﻋﻔﻴﻔـﻴﺲ ﻛـﻪ ﺍﻭﻝ ﻓﺮﺷـﺘﻪ ﻧﺎﻛـﺎﻡ ‪ ،‬ﭘﺮﻧـﺪﻩ ﺑﻴﮕﻨـﺎﻩ ‪،‬‬
‫ﻣﺠﺴﻤﻪ ﻋﺼﻤﺖ ﻭ ﭘﺎﻛﺪﺍﻣﻨﻲ ﻫﺴﻦ ‪ .‬ﺍﻧﻮﺧﺖ ﻳﻪ ﺟﻮﻭﻥ ﺳﻨﮕﺪﻝ ﺷﻘﻲ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﻣﻴﺸﻪ ‪ .‬ﺍﻭﻧﺎﺭﻭ ﮔـﻮﻝ ﻣﻴﺰﻧـﻪ! ﻣـﻦ ﻧﻤﻴـﺪﻭﻧﻢ !‬
‫ﭼﺮﺍ ﺍﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﺩﺧﺘﺮﺍﻱ ﻧﺎﻛﺎﻡ ﮔﻮﻝ ﺟﻮﻭﻧﺎﻱ ﺳﻨﮕﺪﻝ ﺭﻭ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺭﻥ ﻭ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺩﺧﺘﺮﺍﻱ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﻋﺒﺮﺕ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﻪ ‪ .‬ﺍﻣـﺎ ﻫﻤـﻴﻦ ﺧـﺎﻧﻮﻡ‬
‫ﻫﻔﺘﺎ ﺟﻮﻭﻥ ﺟﻨﺎﻳﺘﻜﺎﺭﻭ ﻟﺐ ﭼﺸﻤﻪ ﻣﻴﺒﺮﻩ ﻭ ﺗﺸﻨﻪ ﺑﺮ ﻣﻴﮕﺮﺩﻭﻧﻪ‪«..‬‬
‫ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻧﺴﺒﺖ ﺑﻪ ﻗﻀﺎﻳﺎﺋﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻣﺮﺑﻮﻁ ﺑﻪ ﺍﻭ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ ‪ ،‬ﻛﻴﻜﺶ ﻧﻤﻴﮕﺰﻳﺪ ﻭ ﻛﺎﻣﻼ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﻃﺒﻴﻌـﻲ ﺑـﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻣـﻦ ﻓﻬﻤﻴـﺪﻡ ﻛـﻪ‬
‫ﺣﺮﻓﻬﺎﻱ ﺑﻲ ﺳﺮ ﻭﺗﻪ‪ ،‬ﺍﺩﺍﻫﺎﻱ ﺗﺎﺯﻩ ﺑﻪ ﺩﻭﺭﺍﻥ ﺭﺳﻴﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻃﻮﺍﺭﺵ ‪ ،‬ﺩﺭﻭﻏﻬﺎﻱ ﻟﻮﺱ ﻭ ﺗﻤﻠﻘﻬﺎﻱ ﺑﻴﺠﺎﺋﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ ‪ ،‬ﻗﺮﺕ‬
‫ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﺘﻦ ﻭ ﺧﻮﺩ ﺁﺭﺍﺋﻴﺶ ﻛﺎﻣﻼ ﺑﻲ ﺍﺭﺍﺩﻩ ﻭ ﺍﺯ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻗﻮﻩ ﻛﻮﺭﻱ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎ ﻣﺤﻴﻂ ﻭ ﻃﺮﺯ ﻣﺤﻴﻂ ﺍﻭ ﻭﻓﻖ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻭ ﺣﻘﻴﻘﺘﺎ‬
‫ﻳﻚ ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻣﺤﻴﻂ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﻲ ﺁﻧﻜﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺑﺪﺍﻧﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺻﺒﺢ ﺩﺭ ﺍﺗﺎﻗﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺯﺩﻧﺪ ‪ ،‬ﺩﺭ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ‪ ،‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺣﺴﻦ ﭼﻤﺪﺍﻥ ﺑﺪﺳﺖ ﻭﺍﺭﺩ ﺷﺪ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪:‬‬
‫»_ ﺍﻵﻥ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﺮﻡ ﻗﺰﻭﻳﻦ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺮﻡ ‪ _.‬ﻫﻴﭻ ﻣﻴﺪﻭﻧﻴﻦ ﻛﻪ ﺣﺴـﻦ ﺷـﺒﻮﻧﻪ ﺭﻓـﺖ ؟ ﻣـﻦ ﺍﻭﻣـﺪﻡ ﺍﺯ ﺷـﻤﺎ ﺧـﺪﺍﺣﺎﻓﻈﻲ‬
‫ﺑﻜﻨﻢ‪«.‬‬
‫»_ ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﻣﺘﺄﺳﻔﻢ ! ﻭﻟﻲ ﺻﺒﺮ ﺑﻜﻨﻴﻦ ﺑﺎ ﻫﻢ ﻣﻴﺮﻳﻢ ﺣﺴﻨﻮ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﻣﻲ ﻛﻨﻴﻢ ‪«.‬‬
‫»_ ﻫﺮﮔﺰ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﺣﺎﺿﺮ ﻧﻴﺴﻢ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺣﺴﻦ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ‪ .‬ﻣﺮﺩﻩ ﺷﻮﺭ ﺗﺮﻛﻴﺒﺶ ﺭﻭ ﺑﺒﺮﻥ ! ﻣﻴﺮﻡ ﭘـﻴﺶ ﺧـﻮﺍﻫﺮﻡ ‪.‬‬
‫ﺍﻭﻥ ﻣﻨﻮ ﮔﻮﻝ ﺯﺩ‪ ،‬ﺁﻭﺭﺩ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﺎ ‪ ،‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺷﺒﻮﻧﻪ ﻓﺮﺍﺭ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻪ!«‬
‫ﺑﻲ ﺁﻧﻜﻪ ﻣﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﺟﻮﺍﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺸﻮﺩ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺭﻓﺖ ‪ .‬ﭘﻨﺞ ﺩﻗﻴﻘﻪ ﺑﻌﺪ‪ ،‬ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﺑﺎ ﭼﻤﺪﺍﻧﻲ ﻛﻪ ﮔﻮﻳﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ﻣﺤﺘﻮﻱ ﻳﻚ‬
‫ﮔﺮﺍﻣﺎﻓﻮﻥ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺧﺪﺍﺣﺎﻓﻈﻲ ﺁﻣﺪ ﺩﻡ ﺍﻃﺎﻗﻢ ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ‪» :‬ﺗﻮ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﻛﺠﺎ ﻣﻴﺮﻱ ؟«‬
‫» ﻣﻦ ﻛﺎﺭ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ﺑﺎﻳﺪ ﺑﺮﻡ ﺷﻬﺮ ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳﺸﺒﻢ ﺑﻴﺨﻮﺩ ﻣﻮﻧﺪﻡ‪«.‬‬
‫ﺍﻭ ﻫﻢ ﺧﺪﺍﻧﮕﻬﺪﺍﺭﻱ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺭﻓﺖ ‪ .‬ﻋﻠﻲ ﻣﺎﻧﺪ ﻭ ﺣﻮﺿﺶ ! ﻭﻟﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻌﺠﻴﻠـﻲ ﺑـﻪ ﺭﻓـﺘﻦ ﻧﺪﺍﺷـﺘﻢ ‪ .‬ﮔﻨﺠﺸـﻜﻬﺎ ﺑـﺎ ﺟـﺎﺭ ﻭ‬
‫ﺟﻨﺠﺎﻝ‪ ،‬ﭼﺸﻢ ﻫﺎﻱ ﻛﻼﭘﻴﺴﻪ ﺑﻴﺪﺍﺭ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ ‪ .‬ﮔﻮﻳﺎ ﻧﺴﻴﻢ ﺑﻬﺎﺭﻱ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﻣﺴﺖ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺑﻔﻜﺮ ﻗﻀﺎﻳﺎﻱ ﻋﺠﻴﺐ‬
‫ﻭ ﻏﺮﻳﺐ ﺩﻳﺸﺐ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻡ ﻭ ﻓﻬﻤﻴﺪﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻗﻀﺎﻳﺎ ﻫﻢ ﻣﺮﺑﻮﻁ ﺑﻪ ﻧﺴﻴﻢ ﻣﺴﺖ ﻛﻨﻨﺪﻩ ﺑﻬـﺎﺭﻱ ﺑـﻮﺩﻩ ﻭ ﺭﻓﻘـﺎﻱ ﻣـﻨﻬﻢ ﻣﺜـﻞ‬
‫ﮔﻨﺠﺸﻜﻬﺎﻱ ﻣﺴﺖ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﺻﺮﻑ ﻧﺎﺷﺘﺎﺋﻲ ﺑﻪ ﻗﺼﺪ ﮔﺮﺩﺵ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻬﻤﺎﻧﺨﺎﻧﻪ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ‪ .‬ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﻳﻚ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻞ ﻟﻜﻨﺘﻪ ‪ ،‬ﺑﺪﺗﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻠﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻣـﺎ‬
‫ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﻛﺮﺝ ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﺰﺣﻤﺖ ﻭ ﺑﺎ ﺳﺮ ﻭ ﺻﺪﺍ ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺟﻠﻮ ﻣﻬﻤﺎﻧﺨﺎﻧﻪ ﺭﺩ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ‪ .‬ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﭼﺸﻤﻢ ﺑﻪ ﻣﺴـﺎﻓﺮﻳﻦ ﺁﻥ ﺍﻓﺘـﺎﺩ‪:‬‬
‫ﺍﺯ ﭘﺸﺖ ﺷﻴﺸﻪ ﺩﻥ ﮊﻭﺍﻥ ﻭ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺣﺴﻦ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﻛﻪ ﭘﻬﻠﻮﻱ ﻫﻢ ﻧﺸﺴﺘﻪ ﮔﺮﻡ ﺻﺤﺒﺖ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ ﻭ ﺍﺗﻮﻣﺒﻴﻞ ﺁﻧﻬـﺎ ﺑـﻪ ﻃـﺮﻑ‬
‫ﺟﺎﺩﻩ ﻗﺰﻭﻳﻦ ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺖ ‪.‬‬

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