english:

(miss) understood

i said to myself "i'm ok"

and showed my usual smile
i didn't feel in desperation
but in a kind of defiance

i hid my trembling hand

because their sympathy was so hollow

i don't get warmed

by the half-hearted and artificial warmth
i rather want them to shut their eyes
until i break into pieces without a trace

i don't want to hear nor speak

the fine words any longer
the pain will be getting worse
so i just accept it

the air is awfully clear

the calm before a storm

what do those people really want to know

with seemingly kindness
hiding a sharp knife of curiosity
behind their gentle looking eyes?

what do you really want?

what do you really wish?
where do you really aim for?
and with whom?

it's the first and the last time

for you to live just as yourself
you should draw your own way
after spreading a big map

romaji:

(miss) understood

daijoubu da tte iikikasete

tokui no egao ni kirikaeru
nageyari da tte iu n ja naku te
hirakinaotta tte iu kankaku
furueru te o kakushita no wa
doujou ga samu sugiru kara

chuutohanpa de misekake dake no

nukumori nanka ja atatamara nai
sore nara isso minai furi shite
atokata mo naku kudakechiru made

imasara kireigoto da nante

kiku tsumori mo iu tsumori mo nai
itami wa fueru ippou darou
nara ba uketomete iku made sa

kowai kurai sunda kuuki wa

arashi ga kuru mae no shizukesa

shinsetsu sou na ano hitobito wa

hontou wa nani o shiri tai no darou
yasashige na me no oku ni surudoi
kouki to iu na no naifu kakushite

kimi wa ittai nani ga hoshii no

kimi wa ittai nani o negau no
kimi wa ittai doko o mezasu no
soshite soko e wa dare to mukau no

kimi ga kimi de ikirareru no wa

saisho de saigo kono ichido dake
ookina chizu o hirogeta ato wa
kimi dake no michi o egake ba ii