FIRST AND LAST LUANNE GASILLA

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I cant believe Im going to see him again. After all these years . . . he was here right now, in front of me. After what he did to me . . . After what weve been through . . . I cant believe it . . . Hes back . . . This guy in front of me, my very first love. The guy which I thought would be my last. The guy I thought would love me till the end. The guy I thought would never leave me. He was here right now. Standing in front of me. Waiting for me to greet him back. As if nothing happened between the two of us. Like we never had a past. I thought I already forgave him. I thought I already forgot my feelings for him because it had been three years. But I was wrong, when I see his face smiling at me. I felt hurt. Did I still have feelings for him? I guess not. Maybe seeing him again just shocked me. But I guess there was just a little part of me that still hurts right now. Stupid, right? But one thing for sure. My love for him was gone.

*flashback* My life was perfect. My family was the best, my friends were the greatest and my boyfriend was just perfect. His name was Scott.

He was my childhood friend. My friends and family loves him. He was kind and sweet. Weve been together for three years. One of the happiest days of my life was the time he confessed to me. And right now, we were together. Did I tell you that his sister was my brothers ex girlfriend? Yeah. Ex girlfriend. They broke up. A reason my brother wont tell me. Good thing he never hated Scott because of his sister. Hmmmm . . . I said. Hmmm?? Scott just played the guitar and everyone knows he was great at it. Do you like it? Yes, I said happily. He just played to me his new composition. Really? he smiled at me. Its not yet finished. That smile of his really makes me want to melt. I nodded and laughed. Why are you laughing? he asked. Nothing. Im just happy thats all, I said. He stood up and took my hand. Lets walk for a while. We were happy just like this. Just walking hand in hand in the park. Youre going to take conservatory in music in college? I asked him. I guess, he said. If the school were going together got that course. I smiled. It will. I dont want to leave your side. I wont let you. He laughed. I promise that no matter what happens. I will never leave you. I will love you forever. I know. Lindsay.

Hmmm? I love you. I dont know but every time he said those words to me smiled and blushed. I know he really meant it. I love you more.

*another flashback* Have you seen Scott? I asked one of his classmates. We were in our sophomore year in high school. Scott and I werent classmates. I think he went back to our classroom. Thanks. I was so excited to see Scott today. I wanted to tell him the good news that I was selected to represent the school in a competition. He would be so proud of me. I went to his classroom but instead of me surprising him, I was the one surprised. Leo was kissing another girl. I meant it, he was kissing her back. A girl Ive never seen before and I know she was not one of his classmates. So, why was she here? Did Scott bring her here so they could make out? Scotts eyes widened when he saw me. I felt hurt but you know what I did. I didnt cry. I went to them and slap the girl first. Then I looked at Scott. Lindsay. Let me explain. His voice was quivering. I dont need to hear your explanation. What I saw is enough. Theres nothing going on between this girl and me. Nothing? I swear Lindsay. She just Come on Scott. I saw you kissing her back. Now you tell me nothing is going on between the two of you? Please Lindsay. Just listen to me.

No. my voice is calm. But actually, I wanted to shout at him. I love you. Please! Dont you dare say those words to me! There, I burst. I slapped him so hard and I ran. My brother, Damian was the only one I tell my problems to. Sigh. I guess they did it again, my brother told me. What are you saying? I said. I was crying in my bedroom and Damian was here beside me. Did you know why we broke up? I know what he meant by we. Him and Scotts sister. I shook my head. She was seeing another guy. My eyes widened. Who was he? I asked. I dont know actually. Ive never seen the guy before. Are you the one who broke up with her? Yeah. How? Damian looked at me. Uhm well I just told her that I know she was seeing another guy What did she say? I interrupted. She denied it at first. But she then told me that she loves the two of us. Ooh. Was it really possible to love two people at the same time? It sucks right? But I just told her that she was free. She told me that she doesnt want to lose me. I didnt answer back and I just left her. Just like that? Just like that. Damian and I. We experienced the same thing.

The past few days, Scott always went to our house trying to talk to me. But Damian wont let him. I trusted you Scott. I thought youre nothing like your sister. But I guess you are. Thats what Damian told him. Im not like my sister. I love Lindsay You love her? Is that why you kissed another girl? Just let me explain to her. Please Damian. No. Just leave her alone, okay? I was at my window looking down at them. Good thing my parents went out of town. I saw Damian pushed Scott so hard that he tumbled down. My heart skipped a beat. Scott wasnt standing up. Please let me talk to her. But Damian didnt answer back and went inside our house and I heard the door closed so loudly. I was looking at Scott still in the ground. I closed the curtains and that was the last time I saw him. He and his family left and Ive never seen them since.

* Back to reality, we were in college now. Lindsay? my friend Reina waved her hand in front of my face. I was really shocked at the moment. I uhm Do you know Scott? she asked me. NO! I shouted. I blushed with embarrassment. I saw Scott looked at me but I looked away. I dont know him. Reina just introduced to us Scott as the new student. I need to go, Scott suddenly said. Nice meeting you all.

Bye Scott, my friends, Reina, Lorelei and Amber said at the same time. When he left they all talked at once. Isnt he hot? Reina said. She was part of the student council and she was the one assigned for the new students. The hottest guy Ive ever seen in my life! Amber said excitedly. I now have a reason to go to school!! Lorelei said clasping her hand. They all laughed together. Me? I was still shocked that he was back. I shouldnt be affected right? Why should I? I dont love him anymore? Right??? Hes in the conservatory of music. He must be really good, Reina told us. So, he still was pursuing his dream. Hey Lindsay! Amber half shouted. Youre passing out again, Lorelei said. Is something wrong? No, I said smiling. Im just thinking of something. Maybe youre just shocked to see a good looking and god damn hot guy, Reina laughed. I faked a laughed. Yeah. Dont worry Leo is still one of the hottest guy in school, Amber said. Leo was the guy courting me for a month now. He was sweet and thoughtful. He was also good looking. Lets hang out at the mall! Reina said. I love to buy that new red shoe I saw at the mall. Lets go! Lorelei and Amber said in unison. Then they looked at me. Are you really okay? Lorelei asked me. Of course! Lets go! I said. I shouldnt be affected that hes back. I told myself.

Damian, I went to Damians room that night. What is it? he was typing something in his laptop and I sat beside him in his bed. Hes back. Hmmm?

Hes back. I repeated. Who? he asked not looking at me. I looked at his laptop and saw that he was chatting with her girlfriend. Oh sorry I was about to leave but he stopped me. I saw him type something Talk to you later. My sister needs me. Thats why I love my brother so much. He closed his laptop and looked at me. So, whos back? Scott. Damian raised an eyebrow. Hes back and? And he was a new student in MY school. I emphasized the word my. And? I told him what happened that morning. The time Reina introduced him to us. You told them you dont know him? Yeah. Hmmm What? Do you think I should have told them the truth? I dont know. Damian. What should I do? Why are you affected? Do you still love him? I I dont What? I dont or I dont know? I dont. There. Just leave him alone. If he talked to you just act normal like you dont know him. Its not that easy. Its easy. Ive done that.

Really? Uh-huh. Ooh. And you now have Leo Hes not my boyfriend. Hell soon be. Do you think? Hes a great guy. Okay. Damian . . . He opened his laptop again. Thank you for being a great brother. He smirked and messed my hair. Youre my little sister thats why. I smiled and left his room. Damian was right. From now on, I dont care if he was back. I dont know him. I dont know anyone named Scott Anderson.

* Morning came and I looked at my cellular phone. 6:00am. Ive got class at 8am. I read my text message and some were from my friends just greeting me good morning and one text message from Leo. Good morning! Cant wait to see you today. I havent seen you yesterday and Ive missed you so much. Dont forget to eat your breakfast. And take care of yourself. I dont want anything bad to happen to you. I smiled. I replied back. Wow! You woke up really early today. See you at school. I took a shower and brushed my teeth. I went down to eat breakfast after. Good morning! I greeted. My parents were already there eating their breakfast. Damian, I guess was still asleep. After eating I said goodbye to my parents and went to my car. I looked at my watch and it was already 7:30am. My ride to school was only 30 minutes so I guess Ill be late for a few minutes.

I arrived at school at exactly 8:00am. But I still got to park my car and get my books in my locker. I saw Leo standing in front of the school gate. I stopped in front of him. Why are you here? I asked him. Waiting for you. I saved you a space in the parking lot. Thanks. I smiled at him. He ran to the parking and waved at me. I saw his car beside the space he saved. I parked beside his car. I went out and smiled at him. So, lets go? Lets. We went to my locker to get my books. So . . . he started. So . . .? Do you have anything planned for this coming Friday evening? he asked. Nothing, I said getting out my book. Do you want to go out with me? Even though this was not our first date he was still nervous. Its cute. Sure. I smiled at him. Let me hold that for you. He said getting my books. Sorry for being busy these past few days. Dont worry about it. I understand. Leo was member of our school soccer team. So, whens the first game against Osho? This coming Saturday. This Saturday? And yet you asked me to go out this Friday? Shouldnt you be busy? I want to be with you before the game. Nervous? I chuckled. He laughed. I I stopped. And I know you guess why. Scott was walking towards our direction.

What is it? Leo asked. Scott now saw us. I looked away. Do you know him? Leo asked again. I dont. Lets go. Were going to be late. We passed Scott and Leo might have sensed something. I think he knows you. He doesnt. If you say so. Jealous? I teased. Why would I? Im more handsome than him. I laughed. We stopped in front of my room. Heres your book. See you at lunch. See you. He then kissed me in my forehead. I blushed. Youre so cute when youre blushing. He teased. Bye! I went inside my room and everybody was smiling. I guess they all saw that. I sat in my assigned chair and waited for my friends and professor. I havent told you yet, Im taking Journalism. I love to write! My friends came together. Odd. Something must have happened because they were all smiling. So? I asked when they sat beside me. We ambushed Scott. Amber said. What? I asked looking at them. We saw him in our way here and we just stopped in front of him. Lorelei explained. What happened then? I asked sounding not interested at all. We just asked him questions like what instrument he plays? What his favorite color is? If he already got a girlfriend. Reina said. Guitar. Blue. I mumbled. What? Lorelei then looked at me. Did you say something Lindsay? Nothing. I said. Hmm.. I still remember everything about him. Hmf.

Good thing he didnt freak out when we did it. We were like his fans or something. Amber laughed. Good thing also he doesnt have a girlfriend. I heard Reina said happily. My eyes shouldnt have heard that. Actually I really wanted to know if he got a girlfriend or not. Just curious, okay? Ill be adding him in facebok!! Lorelei said. Now!! Me too!! Reina and Amber said getting out their phone. Good thing our school got Wi-Fi. Scott Anderson . . . Lorelei said typing it from her iPhone. Im sure this is him. He looks so handsome!! My eyes just cant stop looking at her phone. I saw Scotts profile picture. He was looking at the camera while holding his guitar. He didnt change his guitar. It was the same guitar he had back then. I added him. Amber said. I wish he accept it today, Reina said. I want to view his albums! My eyes then widened. What if he still got pictures of me in there!! My heart started beating so fast. Uhm - what am I thinking?? Of course he doesnt!! Stupid Lindsay. I just cant understand myself!! I remembered Scott added me in Facebook but I havent accepted it. His friend request was just hanging around my Friend Request. I removed him from my friend list when we broke up. Bitter much? Dont you want to add him Lindsay? Amber asked me. Before I could answer her back our professor came. Should I accept it? Theres nothing wrong if I accept it right? Accepting his request was just showing him that Im over it. Right?

* We are going on a date! Reina said happily. What are you talking about? Lorelei asked her. We were in the canteen taking our lunch. I asked Scott to go out, Reina said. You did what? I said shocked. I cant believe Reina can do something like ask a guy out. I said we mean all of us and his friends, Reina explained. After school.

Ah, Amber said sipping his carton of juice. Where? At the mall, Reina said. It would be so much fun. And girls. Please let me have Scott. No way! Amber and Lorelei complained. Why? Reina asked. His friends are also good looking. Really? How good looking? More than Scott? Amber asked. Of course not, Reina said. Then, NO, Amber said. I need to tell Leo, I said. I get my phone from my bag and dialed Leos number. He answered it quickly. Lindsay, thats the first word he said. Hey Leo, I said. My friends and I are going out after school. I just want to tell you. Where? he asked. At the mall, I replied. Okay. Just text me when you get home, he said. Take care of yourself, okay? Okay. You too, I said and hanged up the phone. My friends were already talking what things well be doing later. They were too excited. School ended and we were going to meet Scott and his friends at the parking lot. Since Lorelei was the only one without a car she came with me. Scott and his friends also got their own car. I think Reina really likes Scott, Lorelei told me. She was sitting in the passenger seat. I didnt answer her back. Keeping a secret from the friends was really tough. We arrived at the mall and the first thing we did was eat at a Greek Restaurant. Weird, huh? We were not even Greeks. We then went to the cinema to buy a ticket. The movie will start at 5pm. We should stroll around for a while, Reina said. I havent actually introduced my friends to you all, Scott suddenly said. And he was right, I dont know the names of his friends. I looked at his friends and they were all smiling. There were three of them. This is Simon, Alvin and Ben, Scott introduced. He then introduced us. This is Reina, Lorelei, Amber and Lindsay. Hi! Lorelei greeted them.

Hello, thats Simon. His voice was so deep but cool. Nice meeting you all. We strolled for a while then we went back to the cinema at 4:30 to buy popcorns and drinks. I was the last one to buy because they were all excited to buy. Uhm I said looking at the popcorns. What flavor? Two medium cheese popcorns and two orange slushes. Please add a little salt for the popcorns and cheese flavoring at the top. Believe me that was not me. I looked at my side and saw Scott. He looked at me. You like that kind of popcorn right? he said. I looked at him. He still knew me so well. I love adding salt and cheese flavoring on top of my popcorn. My heart wont stop beating so fast. He being so close to me was making me claustrophobic. Here, he said giving me my popcorn and orange slush. I already paid for it. I couldnt say no so I just took it. Thank you. I said shyly. Our friends were waiting for us. We went inside and search for our seat. Here it is, Reina said. She sat and leaves a space beside her. Sit here Scott. She said. No need. Ill be seating beside my friends. They might feel left out, he said. Oh. Alright, Reina said sadly. So Amber sat beside her. So this was our sitting arrangement, Reina, Amber, Lorelei, me, Scott, Simon, Ben and Alvin. I didnt know Scott would sit beside me. And good think Reina didnt get mad at me. The movie started. It was a romantic comedy movie. I just cant focus on the movie. Every time Scott brushed my shoulder I was like (0_0) I just moved myself close to Lorelei and ate my popcorn. I could feel Scott looking at me so I was really nervous. I just cant take it so I moved closer to him and said, Can you please stop it. He laughed at me and smiled. I just missed you thats all, he whispered. I rolled my eyes at him and moved again closer to Lorelei. Are you okay? she then asked me. Yeah, I said sipping my slush. When the most romantic part of the movie came, I looked at my friends and they were like this (*o*) and Scotts friends looked like this (-_-).

See the difference of girls and boys? I chuckled and Scott noticed it. Whats so funny? he asked me. Nothing, I said sternly. Cant he just leave me alone? You havent change you know, he whispered. I did, I said blankly. No, you havent. You are still the Lindsay I know, he whispered again. I just ignored him and glued my eyes in the screen. Can you please just ignore me? I said. He chuckled and I thought he wouldnt say something again. You are still the Lindsay that I fall in love with. My heart began pounding so hard that I thought it might get out of my body. I suddenly stood up and my friends were surprised at me. I uhm- Ill just need to go to the restroom. I said. Ill come with you, Amber said. So we went to the restroom. Faster Lindsay. We might miss something special, Amber said. I was still inside the cubicle stopping my heart beating so hard. I took a deep breath and went out. Amber held my hand and again we were back at our seat. Good thing Scott didnt say something again. The movie ended and we decided to go home. Lorelei will go with Amber since they lived in the same village. Bye! I said to them. I went to my car and stayed there for a couple of minutes. What surprised me the most was then someone knocked on my window. I looked and saw Scott. I pulled down the window and said, What are you still doing here? I should ask you that question, he said. Arent you going home? I am, I said angrily. My mood change so quickly when Im with him. Lindsay, he started. Dont say my name, I said. Are you still angry with me? he asked.

I didnt answer him. The thing was, I dont know the answer to his question. Am I still angry with him? If yes, why? Why am I still angry with him? I should just forget what he did right? Because we were not together anymore. Am I showing that I still love him still? Am I? Lindsay, he again called my name. I need to go, I said and I closed my windows and started the car. Even though my window was already closed I could hear him. If you could just listen to me, Lindsay. I will explain it to you. I will explain everything to you. I drove my car and I heard him shout something. Words I dont want to hear from him anymore. The words I LOVE YOU. The weird thing is, Im crying. I dont know why but it just poured down my face.

* Our school was so noisy. It was Friday and everybody was so excited about the game tomorrow. It was like High School again. Can you believe that this school was for college students? There was a banner of good luck for the soccer team. There were even their pictures posted in every corner. I was in my locker when someone covered my eyes. I know its you Leo. I said not even touching the hand. Its not. My heart suddenly skipped a beat. That voice. He removed his hand and I was afraid to look back. I know it was Scott. Lindsay. He said softly. Please dont say my name. Please. Will you looked at me? he said. I just shook my head. I heard him sigh. People here would be curious. Oh. Yeah. I slowly turned around but I wasnt looking at him. Please Lindsay. Will you please listen to me? No.

Even though you wont look at me, please believe me. Im not he was interrupted when someone called my name. I saw Leo running towards me wearing his soccer uniform. Ive been looking for you. He said. He then saw Scott. Hey there man. Hey, Scott replied. What are you two talking about? he asked. I uhm I started. I was just asking her if he knows where the office of the dean is. Scott said. I know he was lying. I forgot, you were a new student. Just go straight and then left. Leo said to him. Thank you. Then he left. We looked at Scott left us. About tonight I started. Dont tell me youre canceling it? Leo looked at me worriedly. Of course not. I laughed. He sighed with relief. Ill pick you up at 7? he said. Sure. He then left me because he still got practice. I went to my car and stayed there for a while. And I started thinking. I dont know what I really felt about him - Scott. I thought I dont love him anymore. But why did my heart just felt the pain again?? Why??? Tell me! I should have gotten over it right?? It had been 3 years for Gods sake!! And what was that about? Im not what?? What was he going to say to me?? Damian wouldnt be happy about this. I started my car. Im over him. Im over him. Im over him. Im over him. Im over him. I repeated that to myself for I think 100th times.

Good thing Ive got a date so Im busy and Im not thinking of Scott. Lindsay! Leo is here! I heard Damian said at the door.

Ill be right there. I looked at the mirror and smiled. Leo was the right guy for me. I like him and he likes me. Even though Scott came back, my feelings for Leo didnt change. I like him a lot. And I know he would be a great boyfriend. Damian likes him. My parents like him. And my friends like him. I went down and saw Leo talking to my parents. They saw me and they all smiled. Youre so beautiful, Leo said kissing my hand. What did my parents tell you? I asked him smiling. My parents exchange glances smiling. Leo laughed. They were just happy for the both of us. And Dont ruin the surprise, my dad said. Hmmm . . . what is this all about? I asked curiously. Lets go. Leo said and I curled my arms around his. It was like prom right? And it was just another date. He opened the car door for me and I went in. He went in after. So, whats the plan for this evening? I asked him. Every date of ours is special for me, he said. Im going to take you to my favorite restaurant where I know you would love the food and dessert. Dessert? Do they have Tiramisu? They have. I smiled. He really knows me well. Tiramisu is my favorite dessert. We arrived at the restaurant for only about half an hour. Leo already made a reservation so we didnt have a hard time. You pick something for me. I said. I already have. What? I already told them what food will be served, he smiled at me. You did, huh? Hmmm . . . you are much excited than I thought, I laughed softly. I want this evening to be perfect, he said looking straight at me.

My heart started beating faster. Leo. His smile, his face even his small dimple on his left cheek every time he smile, I know why I fall for this guy. He was always there for me. Even though at first I told him not to try courting me, he still insists. That proves that he really likes me. Ill be right back, he said. I nodded. I looked around the restaurant and there were few people eating here. If the foods were great then why were there so few customers? I laughed at what I just thought. I saw the waiters looking at me. What are they looking at? Do I look weird? Or did I do something? Uhm hello I heard someone said from a microphone. I looked at the center and saw Leo standing up with a microphone in his hand. The light then changed and Leo was the only one with the spotlight. I want to dedicate this song for this special girl which I really love. Then the whole stage was lighted and also me. I saw Leo looking at me and smiling. The orchestra at the back started playing I know this song. Your Song by Elton John.

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world The song ended. I was already crying because of happiness. How wonderful my life is now youre in the world. I know I asked you so many times and you know I love you. Lindsay, will you be my girlfriend? I looked at him. He was waiting for my answer. I then remembered Scott. Im over him. Thats what came to my mind first. I smiled. I looked at him and nodded. He smiled widely. He went to me and hugged me so tight. You made me the happiest guy in the world Lindsay. I love you so much! I hugged him back. Promise me something. What is it? That youll never hurt me. He looked at me. Theres something in him that I cant explain. He then smiled and said, I promise. So, what happened? We are now officially a couple. I told my parents what happened and they already knew. Leo must have told them. If Leo hurt you Damian started. He wont. He promised. I said. Promises are meant to be broken, he said. Bitter much? I teased. He snapped his head at me and laughed. So, I guess you really are over Scott. I am. I smiled. Good.

The day of the game. There was no class today because of this game. My friends and I were already at the field waiting for the game to start. Im so happy for you Lindsay! Amber said hugging me. I just told them that Leo and I were already couples. And what he did was so romantic! Lorelei said. I just cant imagine it! It was so romantic, I said happily. Then I noticed Reina was missing. Where is Reina? She went to look for Scott and his friends. Amber replied. Why? I asked. See the big space at your side? Lorelei said pointing. I looked at my side and noticed that were was really a space beside me. Reina must have asked them to sit beside us. Just great. Here they are. Amber said. I saw Reina at the back with Scott. Scotts friends were in the front. They reached our seat and Scotts friends sat at the space beside me which leaves a one person space beside me. Reina sat beside Amber because there were still two person spaces beside her. I was so surprised when Scott sat beside me. I mouthed Reina that we exchange seat but she was I guess mad. This was all Scotts fault. Move. I whispered to him. What? he asked not whispering. I said move. What? he asked again. Go sit beside Reina. I whispered at him. I saw him smile. He then leaned and whispered to me, I want to sit beside you. I ignored him and just looked at the field. I saw Leo looking at us. Uh-oh. Leo must have seen us whispering to each other. I looked at him and waved. He smiled at me. Good. I put on a thumbs-up and mouthed good luck. He then mouthed I love you.

Then their coach asked them to gather around. Lindsay, Lorelei whispered. Hmmm? Amber said that Reina whispered to her to ask you what you two were whispering about. Argh. Reina was already jealous. Tell her, he just asked me if I stopped. Actually what Im about to say he asked me if she already got a boyfriend. But I guessed Reina would be hopeful and it would be my fault if Scott wasnt really interested in Reina. Which I dont know right? If what? Lorelei asked. If journalism is hard. Lorelei then passed it to Amber then passed it to Reina. Wooh. Reina would be so mad at me if she found out about me and Scott. Like what the girls rule was. Ex boyfriend of a friend is off limits. There was shouting and the game started.

So the result? We won!!! Then the captain of the soccer team talked. Everyone! Im sorry to tell you that Ill be leaving. Hes leaving? I heard Amber said. Ill be graduating this year and Ill be so damn busy. And my co-captain Leo will be the new captain of the soccer team!! the captain said. Oh my God! I said. Your Leo was the new captain! Lorelei said looking at me. I heard! I said happily. Scott looked at me and I just ignored him again. People were chanting speech and Leo took the microphone. Thank you all so much for coming to our game and I promise Ill be a great captain! And by the way, I dedicate my game today to my girlfriend Lindsay. I blushed and everybody shouted.

Scott brushed my shoulder when he left. It was accidentally of course. Where are you going man? Scotts friend, Simon asked. Just need some air. There were so many people here, he said. Scott wait! I heard Reina said following him but Scott was walking so fast that Reina didnt catch up with him. Whats wrong with him? Amber asked. I dont know, I said looking at Scott. He was angry. I know he was. I still knew him so well. That looks of his. It was sadness and at the same time mad. Scott friends said good bye to us and they left. I went to the field and congratulated Leo. Wow! Captain! I said. He hugged me. You are my lucky charm. Really? I did great today because of you. Our coach was throwing a party for us. Come with me. No. I know that party was for you guys only. I laughed. Just have fun, okay? You deserved it. But I want you to be there. I know but still that was for you guys. Members of the soccer team only. Lets just celebrate tomorrow. Promise? Promise. I laughed. I kissed him softly and he kissed me back. Ahem. We looked and saw his coach smiling at us. Got inspiration I guess. He said. Leo put his arms in my shoulder. This is my inspiration. I nudged him in his ribs. Ill be leaving then. See you later Leo. Their coach said and left us. Youre blushing again, he whispered to me. Im not.

You are and its cute. Stop it. He laughed. Lets go. Ill drive you home. Good thing I didnt bring my car today. I saw you and that guy a while ago whispering. He suddenly said. Jealous again? I asked him. Maybe, Dont be. He just asked something. I told like the aura of that guy. I think he likes you. He doesnt. How did you know? I just know. He looked at me worriedly. Dont look at me like that. You are my boyfriend. You are the one I love. I said. He smiled at that. I know. Lets go. You still need to go to your party. Dont worry. It was just us all boys. No girls. Ive got the best boyfriend in the world. I love him and he loves me. What am I still looking for, right?

* Leo drove me home. When I was about to enter our house someone called my name. I looked back and saw Scott. What are you doing here? I asked him. I just want to talk to you.

Forget it. I wont talk to you. I was about to open the door when he said, I will never again bother nor talked to you if you talk to me. I took a deep breath and looked at him. Lets go to the park. He said. I nodded. The park was only a few blocks away. We sat at the bench where we usually sat years ago. I noticed that he was holding his guitar but I never said anything. Do you love him? he asked. I never thought he would ask me this. Yes. Are you he stopped. Do you he stopped again. I heard him chuckled nervously. I know this will happen. I looked at him and he was crying. What are you saying? I asked him looking away. I dont want to see him like this. I went back for you. I thought maybe you will listen to me now that years already passed. Im listening now. But its too late. You are his now. There was this pain again. The pain I felt years ago. And you love him. My eyes started to water. Why am I crying? He then started playing his guitar. I know you know this song Im going sing. This is for you. He was right, I know this song. One Last Cry by Brian Mcknight.

My shattered dreams and broken heart Are mending on the shelf I saw you holding hands

Standing close to someone else Now I sit all alone Wishing all my feeling was gone

I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do But have one last cry One last cry, before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you outta my mind this time Stop living a lie I guess I'm down to my last cry.

I was here, you were there Guess we never could agree While the sun shines on you I need some love to rain on me Still I sit all alone Wishing all my feeling was gone

Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you outta my mind this time Stop living a lie I know I've gotta be strong

'Cause round me life goes on and on and on And on

I'm gonna dry my eyes Right after I had my one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time Been living a lie I guess I'm down I guess I'm down I guess I'm down to my last cry

I was really crying right now. Stupid but I cant stop it. Lindsay. I still love you. Even though its been three years but I want to tell you that I didnt cheated on you. That girl just came to my room and kissed me. I dont know who she is Please stop, I said softly. I love you. And I want you to be happy. I looked at him. Im sorry if I came back. He said. I swear Im not going to bother you anymore, he continued. Why am I feeling so hurt? Am I hurting because he was giving up on me? What am I feeling? But I promise you. My love for you will still be here in my heart. . . Lindsay, promise me. I looked at him. He then put his hand on my cheeks and wiped my tears. If he hurt you. Tell me. I nodded. He hugged me and I hugged him back. I missed him so much! Even though he hurt me before. Now I know to myself that there was a part of me that still loves him. You should go home. He said.

I looked at him. Theres something in my heart that tells me that I couldnt leave his side. But I should. Leo. He was my boyfriend. I shouldnt have but Leo loves me. And I love him. Lindsay. Scott said when I stood up. I didnt look at him. Please always take care, he said. I nodded and left him. I cried when I got home. Scott still loves me after all these years. And he came back for me. But it was too late for him. Too late for us. Leo was the one for me. Leo wouldnt hurt me. He loves me. I looked at my cellular phone and saw 20 missed calls all from Leo. He must have been so worried. I just texted him. I have fallen asleep when I came home. Sorry. Hows the party? Having fun? Instead of him replying back, he just called. Im so worried. I heard him say. Im sorry. I was about to go to your house. At 1am? Yeah. Just to check up on you. Im sorry. Im just tired thats all. Im going back to sleep now. Okay. Sweet dreams. I love you. I love you too. I remembered what my brother told me years ago. Why Scotts sister did to him. She loved two persons at the same time. Am I feeling that right now? It was wrong I know. I love Leo. And yet I feel that I still love Scott. Sigh.

* Are you okay? Leo asked me the following day. It was Sunday and he was at our house. Why? I asked him.

We were in the porch just hanging around. You look like you cried last night, he said. I really did cried last night. My eyes were all puffy and red. I just slept so long, I lied. I laid my head in Leos shoulder. Leo. What is it? You love me, right? I asked him. Of course. He replied. I smiled. Is there something wrong? he asked me. Nothing, I said. Was there someone else? he asked. Guilt struck me. Of course not. I replied. I love Leo so much. I dont want to lose him. He laughed at me and tickled me. I know. I was laughing so hard. Stop it! I laughed. Ill get you! I pulled away and started tickling him. Hey love birds! I heard my brother Damian greeted. Hey Damian, Leo greeted. By the way, congratulations Leo, Damian said. I watched the game. You did? I asked him. I didnt saw you yesterday. If you must have forgotten, my girlfriend is studying in the same school as you two are, Damian said sitting in the chair in front of us. Oh yeah. Damians girlfriend, Elizabeth. Congratulations on being the Captain, Damian said to Leo. Thank you, Leo said. Kids! we heard my mom called. We went inside and saw our mom in the kitchen doing something. Can you help me? she asked. She was cooking something and it smells so delicious. What are you cooking mom? I asked her. Its just lasagna, my mom said.

Is it done? Damian asked. Yes. My mom said. I want you three to arrange the foods okay? We nodded and my mom gave us the lasagna and garlic bread. We got five plates out and we arranged the food. Two garlic bread each plate and Damian put the same size of lasagna each. Leo put the finished plate in the table. Were done! we said at the same time. Lets eat! Damian said excitedly. We started eating. This is good, Leo said. My mom smiled at him. Thank you. By the way, I heard the Anderson is back, my dad said. I was shocked that I didnt swallow my food right. Are you alright? Leo asked me after I drank the water he gave me. Yeah, I said. Damian smirked at me. I rolled my eyes at him. Like I said, I heard they were back and I already contacted them, my dad said. I asked them to eat dinner here with us tomorrow evening. What?? I shouted. Why are you shouting? Damian asked. Im just nothing, I said. Leo was giving me weird looks. I looked at him and said sorry. Thats great honey, my mom said to my dad. Why dont you Leo eat dinner here with us tomorrow and ask Elizabeth to come too Damian. I gulped. Sure, Leo said. Ill tell her, Damian said. Uh-oh. What should I do? Scott would sure be there. And Leo was going to be there too.

* Damian what should I do? I asked my brother. We were in my room. Why? he asked me. Whats wrong with the dinner tomorrow? Scott will be there and Leo, I said. Thats a problem? he asked me. Leo doesnt know we knew Scott, I said. Then tell him, he said. I told him I dont know Scott, I said. Ah. Thats a problem, he said. Just go with the flow. Go with the flow? Are you crazy? Our parents may say something, Like? They might say that weve been together or something, Ah. I dont know Lindsay. We cant just cancel the dinner. I know. Theres nothing you could do. I know. Just tell Leo the truth. I cant. And why? He might get angry at me. Because I lied. And Damian I told Damian what happened the day Scott asked me to go the park. Everything he told me. Damian eyebrow rose. I guess hes telling the truth. I know. I could feel it. And you still love him? I dont know. I love Leo. Who do you love most?

I didnt reply back. Who do I love the most? I love Leo. I love everything about him. And Scott? Do I still love him? I guess. And I shouldnt. Loving someone else means cheating on Leo. I should stop it. So? Damian asked waiting for my answer. I love Leo. Thats what I said. There then. Just forget Scott. I looked at Damian and he wasnt looking at me. He was hiding something from me. Damian. Hmmm? I looked at him. Nothing. Maybe I was just mistaken. My brother wouldnt hide something from me. Kath (Scotts sister) will be there too, I said. I know, Damian said. Arent you nervous at all? Elizabeth will be there, right? Yeah. Theres nothing to be nervous about. It just means Damian was really over Elizabeth. Should I do the same to Scott? * My mom was so busy cooking for the dinner tonight. Theres Chicken Pot Pie, Barbecued Lamb Chop, Salisbury steak, Roast Lemon Thyme Chicken and many more. I cant believe my mom cooked all of these. Mom, I called. What is it dear? she asked me. They might bring food too you know, I said sitting at the kitchen chair. I know. Im just happy and excited to see them again, she said cooking something. And arent you excited youre going to meet Scott again? I looked at her. My parents didnt know the real reason why Scott and I broke up. I told them that we broke up because they were moving. How many years have been? she asked.

Three, I replied. Why dont you help me cook? she asked giving me her recipe book. I read and she was cooking Garlic Meatball Skillet. Oh oh, my mom said when I read the ingredients. We are out of sour cream. Will you buy some? Sure, I said. My mom gave me money and I went out. I decided to just walk since the grocery was not that far. I reached the grocery store and the owner greeted me. Sour cream, sour cream, I mumbled while roaming around to find the sour cream. Lindsay? someone asked and I looked and saw Reina. Hey Reina, I said. What are you looking for? she asked. Sour cream, I said. I guess its in the second shelf from the counter, she said. Im buying something for dinner. My mom just asked me to buy some. Me too. Weve got a dinner tonight with I stopped. I cant tell her we got dinner with Scotts family tonight. With a family friend. Thats nice, she said smiling. Sorry Reina. I know youll be angry at me if you knew the truth about us. She would be sure jealous you know. We went to the second shelf to get the sour cream Im looking for. Are you done with your grocery? I asked her. Yeah, she said showing me her basket of groceries. Weve paid and left the store. You didnt bring your car? she asked me. Nope, I said. Its just a few blocks away from us. Ill drive you home, she said. I smiled and nodded. Thanks! On the way home, Lindsay. What is it? I asked her.

Do you like Scott? she suddenly asked me. What? Do you like him? she asked again. Her question really surprised me. No. I said. Good! she smiled. Why? I asked her. Because if you do, Ill leave him alone, she laughed. Really? I teased. Yeah. You are my friend! I just thought you like him, she said. Ive got Leo. And how come? I dont know. I could just feel it, she said laughing again. Ooh. And I think he really likes you, she said. I gulped. But since you are not interested in him and of course youve got Leo! she laughed. What am I thinking? Yeah, I said. Sorry about that. Its just that I really like him a lot even though hes not interested at me at all, she said sadly. Were here! I looked outside and saw my house. Thanks for the ride Reina. Sure. Good luck on your dinner tonight, she said. Have fun! I smiled at her and went out her car. I waved and she left. She really likes him. Should I tell her the truth?

I wore a simple red dress for the dinner tonight. I looked at myself in the mirror. I put a soft makeup on my face. It was just a dinner at our house. But why am I so nervous? Am I nervous because Ill be seeing Scott again? I shook my head. I shouldnt be thinking of him. Leo would be here in a few minutes. I went downstairs and saw my mom finishing the table. The foods were ready. They all looked so delicious, mom, I told her. Thank you, she said. We heard the doorbell and my mom asked me to get it. I nodded, it might be Leo. And I was right. Good evening, he greeted me. Good evening, I greeted back. We went to the dining table and he greeted my mom. Why dont you sit down? Theyll be here in a few minutes, my mom told us. Leo I need to tell you something, I said when we sat down. What is it? he asked. Before I could tell him, Damian went in. Hey there. Youre here already, he told Leo. I stared at him. What? he asked me. Nothing, I shrugged. What are you going to tell me again? Leo asked me. Damian sat opposite ours. About the family friend we are going to meet tonight, I started. We heard the doorbell rang. Theyre here! Dont worry its just Elizabeth, Damian grimaced at me. I sighed with relief. Are you okay? You look kinda nervous, he told me holding my hand. Im alright, I said holding his hand tightly. Damian came back together with his girlfriend Elizabeth. Hi Lindsay! she greeted me. Hi Elizabeth. Nice seeing you again, I said. Elizabeth notice Leo, she greeted him too. So we were here waiting for our guest.

Will you continue what you are going to tell me? Leo whispered at me. I looked at him. His eyes were so worried. God! I dont know how to tell him. He would soon find out. But I need to tell him before he found out. Lindsay, he said saying my name so softly. Im sorry, I whispered to him. Whats the sorry for? he asked me pulling me closer. I looked at Damian and Elizabeth and they were just playing something in Elizabeths iPad. I should have told you before I was interrupted by the sound of a doorbell. Leo I must tell you that it was Scotts family! I blurted out. What? he must have not understood me since I say it quite fast. We heard footsteps and my heart started beating so fast. We saw my mom and dad then Scotts parents after. Then I noticed Scott was not here and also her sister Kath. Phew! Leo was staring at me. He must be really curious right now. Ooh. Look how Lindsay has grown, Scotts mom said giving me a hug. Is this your boyfriend? she noticed Leo. Good evening, maam, Leo greeted. What a nice looking guy, she said smiling at him. By the way Minerva (Scotts mom), wheres I know my mom was about to ask where Scott was. I I half shouted. They all looked at me. Im just hungry, I said embarrassed. I heard them laughed and I blushed. Leo held my hand and smiled at me. I smiled back. Im going to ask where Kath is, my mom said. Well, she got something important to do tonight, Scotts mom said. Lets eat! Scotts dad said and we all saw down. We prayed and started eating.

Phew! Good thing Scott didnt come. I looked at our parents and Scotts parents, they were so happy that they saw each other again. This is really good, Leo whispered to me. My mom is a great cook, I whispered back. Im sorry Im late! We all turned around to see Scott at the dining room doorway. My eyes widened and I immediately looked at Leo. He was giving Scott a what-the-hell-are-you-doing-here look. Uh-oh!

* Scott was looking at us. His eyes were surprised that Leo was here. Wow! Is that you Scott? my mom said standing up and giving Scott a hug. Youve grown and I knew you would be so good looking. Thank you, Scott said giving my mom a smile. Come. Sit here, my mom said leading him to a chair beside Damian. So it means we were opposite each other. Leo was still giving him a glare. I held his hand but he pulled away. Sigh. Lindsay. Why didnt you tell me you and Scott is studying in the same school? my mom asked me. This was what Im really afraid of. But instead of me answering her, Scott answered, We were all busy. We havent seen each other that much. But still you should have told me youve seen him, my mom said. Thats alright Katherine (my mom), after all, theyve Mom! we all looked at Scott. And he was giving her mom a stern.

Oh. Alright, her mom said. Phew! That was close! I looked at Scott and he was looking at me. I think weve been staring for about a minute when I felt Leos hand held mine. I looked at him and he smiled at me. I knew he was hurt that I didnt tell him. The dinner ended and my parents asked us to leave the dining room so they could all chit chat for a while. We teenagers went to the living room. Ill be leaving then, Scott said. Why dont you stay for a while? Damian said. I looked at Damian. Lets play for while, Damian said. Lets play Just Dance! Elizabeth suggested. Leo was his normal self again. Thats fun!! Okay, I heard Scott said. I looked at him and he was looking at me. I looked away and my heart was pounding so hard. Elizabeth danced first. She danced Fireworks by Katy Perry. Then she and Damian danced Mambo Number 5. It was really fun. Here your turn, Damian said giving me the Wii remote. Here, Elizabeth said to Leo. The song was in random so we didnt know which song would be next. Barbie Girl? Leo laughed. So we danced, me as Barbie and Leo as Ken. After our dance the two of us were laughing so hard. Ive videoed your dance! Damian said laughing. Gonna post it in YouTube! No way!! I shouted. I saw Scott laughing so I gave him the remote. Your turn, I smirked. From what I knew Scott wasnt a good dancer. He smiled at me and stood up and stood at the center. We waited for his song to be picked.

We all burst out laughing when the song was picked. Jai Ho by the Pussycat Dolls. Go Scott! Damian cheered. I looked at Scott. He didnt change that much. Yeah he was still handsome and all. He got taller. And yet, he was still the Scott I knew. The game started. And you know what? Scott dance! He dances really good. I mean it real good! Our jaw just dropped. Imagine it. Scott Anderson dancing Jai Ho. It was hilarious yet amazing. Even though the dance was for a girl, he pulled it. The song ended and we all just cheered and clapped. Thank you! Thank you! he laughed. I never knew you can dance, Damian said giving Scott a high five. Ive changed you know, he said. After playing, we just sat at the couch resting. I need to go, Scott said standing up. Lindsay. Why dont you accompany Scott to the door, Damian said. I knew he was giving us time to talk. I looked at Leo and he just nodded. I stood up and the two of us walked outside. Thank you, I said when I closed the door. For what? For not letting them talk about us, I said not looking at him. Lindsay, he said. I looked up and saw him smiling at me. Like what I told you. Ill never again bother you. I felt this pain again. I just nodded. Goodbye then, he said going to his car. Looking at him walking away from me, I felt hurt inside. I cant understand my heart. If I could just asked my heart who I really love.

I went inside and I saw Leo alone now in the living room. Where are Damian and Elizabeth? I asked him. I dont know, he replied blankly. I sat beside him and leaned myself closer to him. Im sorry. For what? For not telling you, I said. Why didnt you tell me you knew Scott? he asked me. We were not close, I lied. I bit my lip. Im lying again. I couldnt tell him Scott was my ex boyfriend. I heard him sigh. He kissed the top of my head. Thats alright. I felt my eyes watering. Leo was just so kind. Are you crying? he asked me looking at my face. No, I said. He chuckled and he hugged me. I love you. I love you too, I said hugging him back. Am I so bad? Leo was my boyfriend and yet I was thinking of Scott? Havent I told myself that Im over Scott? And he just gave me up, right? I took a deep breath. Leo was the one I love. He was the one for me. I love him with all my heart. I smiled. Yes. I love Leo with all my heart. Scott was my past. And even though he came back, Leo was the one I want and love.

* Scotts P.O.V The day of the dinner in Lindsays house. I was really afraid this kind of thing might happen. Mom, Im going out for a while, I said. Where are you going? Arent you going to the dinner? my mom asked. I am, I said.

Okay. Just hurry wherever you are going, my mom said. She was already busy preparing for the food we would bring there. Mom, I said. What is it? she asked me. Please dont say anything about me and Lindsay there, I told her. Why? she asked again. Just promise me, I said. Theres nothing wrong if we talked about the two of you. Youve been lovers before right? And you just broke apart because we are leaving. Yeah. I told her we broke apart because we are leaving. I cant tell her the truth. Should I tell her, Mom, we broke apart because she saw me kissing another girl? My mom would be hysterical. I know I shouldnt have lied. But I was really hurt that time. If Lindsay just listened to me before. If she just listened to my explanation. I really dont know the girl. She just came to the room; I thought she was my classmates friend or something. So I didnt pay her any attention. But when she said my name that was what surprised me. She came closer to me then she kissed me. My only mistake was I kissed her back. Yeah. Im sorry but I guess I kissed her back. I shouldnt have. That was what Lindsay saw. I know I couldnt blame her when she got really angry at me. She shouldnt have left to see what I did to that girl. I know it was bad of me but I pushed her that she tumbled down. I was angry at her and at myself that time. I really love her. I still love her until now. Ive waited for three years. Ive never seen another girl. Never dated anybody for three years. I wanted to be loyal to her. Even though were apart. I wanted to show her how I loved her. But I know she wouldnt know. Okay then, my mom said. She must have seen the look on my face. If thats what you want. She already got a boyfriend, I told her. Really? my mom said looking at me. Do you still love her? I do, I said. But its too late. I couldnt blame her dear. Its been three years. I know. But youre so loyal to her. Ive never seen you dated anybody.

I just smiled. I thought you are going somewhere? she said. I said goodbye to her and went outside. I just need to cool down for a while. I just drove my car without any plans where to go.

* Scott never broke his promise that hell never bother me. Every time we passed each other at the hallway he didnt even greeted nor looked at me. He was acting like he doesnt know me. Which was good, right? There was a new student again, Reina told us at lunch. Really? Another handsome hunk? Lorelei asked. No. Two girls, Reina said. The ones a bitchy gal and the other a very pretty girl. Hmm.. a bitchy and pretty, Amber said. Talking of the devil here comes bitchy gal, Reina said pointing with her lips. We all looked and saw a girl wearing a mini skirt and fitted top. Our school doesnt have a uniform so everybody can wear anything they like. Bitchy, I said. I told yah, Reina said. And I dont like her. Why? Lorelei asked. Thats why, she said pointing again. We looked again and saw her walking towards Scotts table. She sat beside Scott and leaned her body close to his. God! I want to pull her hair out! Wait! What am I saying? Am I jealous? See what I mean? Reina said putting down her juice so hard that it spilled. Hey girl! Dont worry too much. Maybe Scott doesnt like that kind of gal, Amber said. Speaking of Scott. Have you read his status in Facebook? Lorelei said.

No, why? I asked curiously. I havent accepted Scotts friend request. I forgot, okay? Ive read it. Its like hes broken hearted or something, Amber said. Lorelei then showed me Scotts profile page from her phone. I looked and read Scotts status from I guess two weeks ago from now. Came back and yet too late. Is BROKEN. Felt hurt seeing her so happy with someone else. Maybe the girl he likes was in love with someone else, Lorelei said. Its obvious, Reina said. We all looked at her. What? she asked. Why dont you confess to him? Amber suggested. Are you nuts? Reina gasped. Just saying, Amber said. Hmmm Ill try, Reina said. Are you sure? I asked her. She nodded. I looked back at Scott and saw him giving the bitchy gal a stern look and ignoring her. I smiled.

* Have you seen Reina? Amber asked us after class. I thought shes with you, I said. Amber and Reina were supposed to go the Student Council Room. I am with her but she disappeared, Amber said. Try calling her, Lorelei said. I dialed Reinas number and waited for her to answer it. No answer, I said. Try again, Amber insisted.

I redialed and waited again. Reina! I said when she picked up. Where are you?? Im Im in the restroom, I heard her stammered. Was she crying? Are you crying? I asked her. Which restroom? Shes crying? Amber asked. Shhh. I cant hear her, I said. Where? 6th floor, she cried. Yeah. She was really crying. We all went to the 6th floor and went to the ladies restroom. Reina, we called. She must be in one of the cubicles. We opened all the cubicles and just one cubicle was locked. Hey open up! Lorelei shouted. Reina, I called. Come out Reina, Amber said. We were all worried. We dont know what happened to her. She opened the door and she looked miserable. What happened to you? I asked her. She went to the sink and looked at herself in the mirror. I looked ugly, she shrugged. Can you please tell us what happened? Lorelei asked. We are all worried you know. She looked at us and smiled. Its nothing, she said. You really are a great actress you know. Look at yourself. Dont say its nothing, Amber said angrily. We all waited for her to say something. I I confess to him, Reina said and she bowed down her head. My heart sank. Can you please tell everything? Lorelei pleaded. Maybe we should talk somewhere else, I suggested. Lets go to a nearby caf. How about Swiss Caf? Amber suggested. Lets go, I said.

Good thing we didnt pass someone we knew. When we got there we ordered four mocha frappes and sat at the couch at the very end. Spill, Lorelei said. Reina sipped her frappe and took a deep breath. He walked passed us when Amber and I went to the Student Council room. I dont know what gotten into me, I just followed him. You should have told me, Amber interrupted. Lorelei and I glared at her. She mouthed sorry. Then I called his name. She stopped for a while. He looked back at me then he smiled. I was about to confess when that bitchy gal came. Ooh. Lorelei said. What happened? Amber asked. She kissed Scott in the cheeks Reina said. What?? I half shouted. Oops! Sorry. They all looked at me. Sorry, I said blushing. She kissed him then Scott pushed her a little, Reina said. I felt relief washed over me. You should have seen her face back there, Reina chuckled. So then Scott excused us. I meant it US. I thought he likes me too. But I was wrong. When we are alone I confessed my feelings for him. But he told me he was already in love with someone else. I asked him who My heart was beating so fast now. - He didnt say, he just smiled. I can feel he really love this girl. I cried in front of him you know. I never thought it would be that painful. He just hugged me and said sorry. If I was in your position Ill cry too, Amber said. Was that the reason why you looked so miserable? Lorelei asked. No. Theres another, Reina said now her face looked so angry. That bitchy gal, can you believe her name was Angelica? Her name should be replaced by Bitchgelica. She said with gritted teeth. What happened? I asked her.

She followed us, Reina said angrily. She saw everything and she heard everything. She rubbed it in my face. That Scott doesnt like me back. What did you do? Lorelei asked. I told her Scott doesnt like her too, Reina said. But do you know what she said? She said Hell soon be. I was kinda worried you know. What if Scott fell for Angelica? Why am I worried??? Hey Lindsay. Your phone is ringing, Amber said. I looked at my phone and saw Leos name. Hello? I answered. Where are you? he asked me. Im in the Swiss Caf, I told him. I forgot to tell him we were going here. Why did you call? Just to tell you that he paused. What? I asked him. I love you, he said sweetly. I smiled. I love you too. He said goodbye and we both hung up. Youre so lucky Lindsay, Reina said. You have Leo. He really loves you. I smiled at her but deep inside me I was a little guilty. I really love Leo. But there something inside me that love Scott too. Maybe it was because he was part of my past. Maybe I just love the memory of being with him. Hmmm.

* Lindsay, wait up! I heard Leos voice calling me. I looked back and saw him running. I thought you got practice today? I asked him. I have, he said panting. But I wanted to spend my time with you today. You left your practice? I asked him. He nodded and smiled. Your coach might get angry at me for stealing you. He laughed. Dont worry. I told him Ill be seeing you.

What did he say? He told me that, thats great because I need an inspiration because I played a little uhm bad today, he said. Really? Something happened? I asked him. Nothing, he said. I just needed my inspiration. I laughed at him. So, where are we going? Did you bring your car? Nope. Then lets watch a movie, he said holding my hand. We went to the mall and buy our ticket. Then popcorn next. What flavor do you like? he asked me. Cheese, I replied. I suddenly remembered Scott. The time he suddenly popped out of nowhere and bought me my popcorn. Lindsay, he called. I looked at him. What is it? I asked what drink you like, he said. Orange Slush, I said. Two cheese popcorn please and two orange slushes, he ordered. He gave me my popcorn. I looked at it; it looks too plain for me. If you could remember I love my popcorn to be added with salt and additional cheese flavoring. Whats wrong? Leo asked me. Nothing, I said. Lets go. The movie was about two best friends who fell in love with each other. Even though there were many obstacles coming their way. Their love for each other was strong. The movie ended and we decided to eat dinner. Our second month of being together is coming soon, Leo said leaning close to me. We were in a restaurant eating our dinner. It felt like were together for years, I told him and smiled.

I felt the same, he smiled back. After eating we walked for a while. What do you want to do in our monthsary? he asked me. He was holding my hand swinging it back and forth. Well, I dont know yet, I said. I he stopped talking. He even stopped walking. He was staring at something in front of us. I looked and I saw a girl. A very pretty girl with angelic face. The girl looked at Leo and then at me. Then at our hand clasped together. The girl ran away and Im sure I saw a tear drop. I felt Leos hand clasp my hand tightly. Who is she?

* Im afraid to asked Leo who the girl was. Even though I didnt show it, I really felt hurt inside. I feel there was something between that girl and Leo. The following day, Leo was his normal self. I really wanted to ask him but I was afraid. Played good today? I asked him. We were together eating our lunch. My friends were also here sitting with us. Yeah, he grimaced. Got my inspiration back. Hey guys. Youre too sweet. Will you stop it, we might be attacked by ants, Amber teased. We all laughed. We heard the bell rang. Lets go. We cant be late for this class, Reina said. By the way, Reina was back to her normal self. Good, right? I havent seen Scott lately. I heard the conservatory of music was busy for their upcoming mini concert. Cool, huh? Leo accompanied me to my room. He kissed me in the cheeks and said goodbye. See you later. He said. Another boring class. Sometimes Im really curious why we need to study some subjects we really dont need in our job. Finally! Amber said. We heard the bell rang and this subject was finished. We waited for our next professor.

I dont want another boring class, Lorelei said slouching on her chair. Who wants a boring class anyway? I asked. I was looking outside when I noticed someone a girl. I immediately went to the door and looked at her. But she was gone. I was positive it was the girl we saw yesterday at the mall. Lindsay? Reina said when I sat down. Sorry. I thought I saw somebody I know, I said. Our professor then came so they didnt ask me another question. After class, Leo was already waiting outside our room. Ill drive you home, he said. Goodbye guys, I told my friends. Good thing Im not bringing my car anymore, I laughed. Yeah, he chuckled. He held my hand. Then we saw her again. The girl. Celine, I heard Leo whispered. He knows her? I looked at Leo then at Celine. They were staring at each other. I could feel pain inside me. Argh! I dont want to feel any pain again!! I let go of Leos hand. Leo? I called his name. Lets go, Leos mood suddenly change. But I said but he pulled me in my wrist. Leo. We heard Celine said softly but Leo didnt stopped. Leo. Stop. I said. Actually, Im not stopping him because Celine called him but because my wrist hurts because he was holding it too tight. Hey! Leo stopped too because the voice sounded angry. We looked back and saw Scott walking toward our direction. What? Leo said a little louder. This is the first time I saw him like this. What happened to him?

Let go off her hand, Scott said. Leo was giving Scott a murderous glare. Scott. I said. Youre hurting her, Scott said. Leo looked at me then at my hand. He immediately let go off it. Im sorry, Leo said to me softly. Thats alright, I said touching my wrist. Scott! we heard someone. I looked at Scotts back and saw Angelica walking towards us. I need to go! Scott said then he left us. Where is he going? Angelica asked us when she reached us. I dont know, I said. Angelica then looked at me from head to toe. I just raised my eyebrow at her. Then she smirked. God! I wanted to slap her so bad! When Angelica left I looked at Leo. What happened? I asked him. Leo wasnt answering me. Who is she? I asked again. Shes no one, Leo replied. But I knew he was lying. I already knew him, when he was lying he cant looked straight at me. Come on, Leo said holding my hand again. Lets go home. I nodded and he drove me home. We were quiet inside his car. All I could hear was the music on his radio. The car stopped in front of my house. Lindsay, Leo said. What is it? I asked. My parents want to meet you. Are you free this coming Saturday?

My heart started beating faster. Im really nervous, you know. I guess. He smiled at me and kissed me in the lips. See you tomorrow? I nodded and went out the car. I waved at him and he left. Ill be meeting his parents! What should I do? What should I wear? What if they didnt like me? Im nervous like hell! There was something still bothering me. Celine. Im not stupid. It was obvious Leo knew her. And it was also obvious that Celine knew Leo. She just called out his name. But who really was she?

* Thank God its Friday, Reina said. Anything planned for this coming weekend? Lorelei asked. Ill be going to visit my grandparents as usual, Amber said. I guess Ill just stay at home, Reina said. Ill be meeting up with Leos parents, I said. They all looked at me. Thats great! Lorelei said. Im nervous, I said honestly. Why are you nervous? Reina asked. They might not like me, I said. Dont stress yourself. Im sure theyll like you, Amber said. I wish, I said. We were in the school grounds just hanging out. Our class was already finished and we were just staying in the school for a while. Then I noticed someone sat at one of the bench. Celine. Who are you looking at? Lorelei asked. They all looked at where Im looking. Celine Evans, Reina said. You know her? I asked her.

Of course. Shes new in here. The same day as Bitchgelica came, Reina explained. Shes pretty isnt she? Do you know anything about her? I asked. Why are you curious? Reina asked me with raised eyebrow. It just that. I think Leo knew her, I said. Jealous? Amber asked. I guess, I said. You see. Every time we see her, Leo suddenly changes. I just cant look at her records you know, Reina said. Thats against the rules. I know. Im sorry, I said miserably. Why am I jealous? Maybe Im insecure. Because she was so much prettier than me. Sigh. I looked at her again. She was reading a book. Hey guys! I need to go now, Lorelei said. Me too, Reina said. Lets go home, Amber said. Ill stay here just for a few minutes, I said. Okay then. Just dont think about her that much. Leo really loves you, okay? Reina said. I smiled and said goodbye to them. Then they left me. After a few minutes, I decided to go home. Then someone tapped me in my shoulder. I looked back and saw her Celine. Can I talk to you? she asked. She got the softest voice Ive ever heard. I was about to say yes when someone called my name. Leo, I said when I noticed him running towards our direction. I thought youll be in your practice. What are you doing here? He looked at Celine then at me. Lets go, he said pulling me away from Celine. I heard Celine sighed. I looked at her and I knew she about to crying. Whats your problem? I asked Leo when we reached the parking lot. Dont talk to her, he said looking at me. I looked at him. He looked so serious.

Tell me why, I said. Just dont talk to her, he said. Who is she? Leo looked at me. Just dont answer it, I said. I was close to tears I was just resisting it to come out. I was afraid to what he was going to say. Im going home. Go back to your practice; your coach might notice youre gone. He looked at me and he just left. Without saying another word. He just left. I was crying now. And I dont know why. I was afraid that he might leave me. I dont want to get hurt again. And another stupid thing. I didnt bring my car today so it means Ill be taking the bus. I walked to the nearby bus station and waited. I sat at the bench. I felt so miserable. And worse, Im going to his house tomorrow to meet his parents. Lindsay? I looked up and saw Scott. What are you doing here? he asked me. Are you crying? I wipe the tears. No, I lied. He laughed at me and I pouted. Arent Leo going to drive you home? he asked. No, I replied blankly. I looked away from him. I dont want him to see me like this. I dont want him to see me crying. Can I drive you home? he asked me. I looked at him. It was the first time I heard someone say that to me. It was always, Ill drive you home. He was asking my permission if he could drive me home. I nodded and I stood up. His car was already parked nearby. He might have seen me and stopped here. He opened the front door for me and I went in. He went in after.

He put on my seatbelt. Thank you, I said. He was looking at me then he sighed. He drove me home. After a few minutes, we stopped in front of my house. I told you to tell me if he hurt you, he said to me. He didnt, I said. Then why are you crying? he asked. I dont know, I said. Leo didnt actually hurt me, right? He didnt cheat on me. He just didnt tell me who Celine was. I heard him sighed again. If he hurt you. Ill kill him. I laughed softly. I dont want to see you like that, he said. We were still inside his car. I dont want to see you in pain again. My heart stopped for a while. Thank you for the ride, Scott, I said and I went out. I looked back at him and he was just looking at me. Then again he sighed. He waved at me and he left. I was alone now. I went to my room and lay down. I checked my phone and saw 3 missed calls from Leo and 2 unread messages. Im really sorry Lindsay. Please dont leave me. That was the first message. You didnt bring your car today, right? I should have driven you home. Im so stupid! Im so sorry. I love you Lindsay. And that was the second message. I shouldnt tell him Scott drove me home. Im a little okay now after reading his text. I could feel that he really love me. Dont worry I got home safe. Im sorry too for acting that way. I love you too. I heard my phone ringing and saw Leo calling. Hello? Im sorry Lindsay, I heard him sadly. I smiled. How many times did you say sorry to me? I asked.

Im not stopping until you forgive me, he said. Im not mad you know, I said. Im glad. There was a pause. So, excited to meet my parents? Nervous, I corrected him. I heard him laughed. Dont worry. Theyll like you. Need to go. See you tomorrow. I love you. I love you too.

* What are you going to wear? my mom asked me. She was excited for me. Just wear something simple. I know mom, I said. Damian and dad were at the door looking at us. Why dont you just wear that floral dress of yours? Damian suggested. What floral dress? The white one? I asked him. How many floral dress do you have? he asked. Three. White, Orange and Yellow, I said. The white, he said. Let me see that dress Damian was talking about, mom said. My closets were all opened. And half the clothes were in my bed. I saw my white floral dress and showed it to my mom. Thats nice, my dad complimented. You wear that one, my mom said. You should get ready now. Its getting late. You are all excited! Im just meeting his parents, I said laughing. Its important you know. First impression last, my mom said. I laughed and they all left me in my room and I closed the door. After I think half an hour, Im ready. I just waited for Leo to come.

Lindsay. Leo is here! Damian called. I looked at my mirror for the last time and smiled. Nice! We said goodbye to my family and left the house. Im really nervous Leo, I said. He held my hand. Dont worry, he said smiling at me. We reached his mansion? I meant it. It was like a mansion. Leo was super rich?? Nice house, I gulped. He put my hand in his shoulder and we went in. His house was so huge. The ceiling was so high that I think my heels might echo inside. Leo then looked at me. You look wonderful, he told me. I smiled at him weakly. There you two are, I heard a sweet womans voice. We looked and saw Leos mom walking towards us. You must be Lindsay, she said hugging me. You look so beautiful. Thank you, maam, I stammered. Call me Aunt Barbara, she smiled at me. She was really pretty. We went to the huge dining room and sat down. My husband will be here in a few minutes, Aunt Barbara said. I nodded and smiled. Leo was holding my hand under the table. It made me less nervous. There you are honey, Aunt Barbara said while walking passed us. I looked and saw Leos dad. A tall man with a handsome face. No wonder Leo was handsome, he got beautiful parents. This might be Lindsay. Nice meeting you, he said shaking my hand. Nice meeting you too sir, I said. The dinner started. Their maids put all the foods in the table. Our chef cooked this especially for tonight, Aunt Barbara said giving me a sweet smile. Chef? How rich was Leo?

I cant believe our Leo will fall in love again. After what happened between them and Ahem Leo interrupted. Between them and who? Aunt Barbara looked at him and just smiled. She changed the topic. So, I heard you were talking Journalism? Yes, I said. Was it hard? she asked me. Not that hard, I replied. The dinner went out smoothly. I asked Leo where their restroom was then I excused myself. My God! Their restroom was magnificent! I really love the smell of Lavender in here. The sink was shaped as hearts. His mother might have designed this. I went back to the dining room after. But I stopped when I heard them talking about someone. I hid myself from the wall. Its a good thing youve already moved on dear, I heard Aunt Barbara said. I heard she is studying in the same school as you are, thats Leos dad talking. I dont want to talk about her, Leo said. Past is past. Just dont use Lindsay - Aunt Barbara stopped because Leo talked. Please mom, Leo said half heartedly. Okay okay, Aunt Barbara said. After a few seconds, I heard no one talking so I entered. We talked for a while then it was time for me to go home. Thank you so much for the wonderful meal, I told his parents. Thank you too for coming, Leos dad said. Dont forget to visit again, Aunt Barbara said smiling at me. I said goodbye to them and Leo drove me home. While inside the car, I opened the topic I knew Leo was afraid to talk about. His past. I heard everything, I told him. He was surprised at first then he said, I dont know how to tell you.

That you and Celine was a couple back then? I asked him. I just dont want to talk about her. She was my past and it was over, he said. I could see myself in him. What if he found out that Scott and I were also a couple in the past? What would his reaction be? We didnt talk about it anymore. Your parents are wonderful, I said. You are wonderful, he said. I smiled. How come you didnt tell me you were rich? I asked him. Were not rich. Our house is just huge, he said. You call it huge? Its a mansion! I said to him. My grandparents are the rich ones, he explained. So does your parents, I said and smiled at him. Not that rich. Can we now stop talking about how rich my family is? he said chuckling. Its just that Im shocked thats all, I told him and laughed. If Leo said it was over between him and Celine then I believe him. Trust was important to a relationship, right? And I could feel that my feeling for Scott was fading and that I love Leo more.

* I was in my locker when he approached me. Scott. Hey! I greeted. I was putting my books back. Classes were finished. Do you have a minute? he asked me. I looked at him. Sure, I said. Scotty! we heard someone. We looked and saw Angelica. There you are! What did he call Scott? Scotty? I wanted to puke. She noticed me and gave me a glare. Where are you going? she asked looking at Scott.

Its none of your business, Scott said sternly. Ooh. I know Scott. He didnt like this girl. Lets go Lindsay, Scott said holding my hand. But then Angelica held my other hand. What do you think youre doing? she asked. Whats your problem? I asked her angrily and yanked my hand from her grasped. Whats your problem? she returned my question to me. Where are you going with my Scotty? Can you please leave us alone? Scott said seriously. But Scotty, she pleaded. Even though Angelica was pretty, her attitude was just blah! Scott looked at her angrily. Angelica glared at me. Youll regret this. She whispered at me and she walked away. What did I do?? Come on, Scott said. He was still holding my hand. My heart started pounding so hard. I just let him hold my hand. We went to the Swiss Caf. He ordered my favorite frappe and there we talked. I remembered you just asked for a few minutes? I told him. I just wanted to talk to you, he said. He looked like he was in pain. I waited for him to say something. Are you okay? I asked him. I was in so much pain, he said leaning on his chair. I was just looking at him. Did something happen? I asked him. You happen, he said. Me? I asked him confused. I still love you and its driving me crazy! he laughed.

He was looking straight at my eyes. I looked away. Please dont say you still love me. My feeling for you might come back. Im sorry, I said. I should be the one saying sorry, he said. I know you are happy now. You and Leo. I could see that you really love him. I still got feelings for you, I confessed and I guess it was a mistake. I know, he said. I snapped my head and looked at him. If none, you wouldnt be here with me, he said. And Im glad. You did give me up, I said. Not exactly, he said. What do you mean? I asked. Did you know that I never dated anyone for the past three years? he asked me. I didnt say anything. It was stupid I know. I just wanted to be loyal to you even though were apart, he said laughing at himself. It so painful for me seeing you so happy with him, he said. But I was happy that finally you loved again. He didnt talk for a while. But Im waiting. I looked at him. Ill be waiting for you. Please dont. I told him. I really wanted to cry. Ill stop if If what? If you two got married. Youll be waiting for me that long? I asked him now tears rolling down in my face. He reached for my face and wiped my tears.

Please Scott. Dont do this. Dont hurt yourself anymore, I told him. I was hurt too. I was hurt because he doesnt want to let go off his feeling for me. And because I know I still love him. He looked at me and wiped my tears again then he smiled. I dont want to see you cry again, okay? It will double the pain Im feeling right now. I still love him! I still love Scott! But I love Leo!

* Lindsay! Amber called. What is it? I asked her. Celine wanted to talk to you, she said. Celine? Yeah. She said she will be in the gym. Okay. I didnt know you two were friend. We just talked She just nodded and she left me saying shell be meeting someone. I was shocked. Why did Celine wanted to talk to me? Where are you going? someone said at my ear while putting his hand on my waist. I looked and saw Leo. Uhm in the restroom, I lied. If Leo found out Im going to meet up with his ex-girlfriend he wouldnt let me. Why are you here? Dont you have any classes? I asked him. I do, he said smiling at me. You cut class? I asked him shocked. Of course not, he said. I saw you passed our room so I excused myself. I need to get Leo away from me. Go back to your class. I ordered at him. Sure, but I need he stopped and kissed me in the lips.

Hey! I protested. Bye! See you later. I smiled at him and waved. Then I felt sadness all of a sudden. I felt that that would be the last time I would felt Leos lips to mine. When Im sure Leo was gone I immediately went to the gym. I opened the door and saw Celine at the left side benches. She saw me and asked me to sit beside her. I sat beside her and waited for her to say something. Do you love him? Thats the first question that broke the silence. I looked at her. She really was pretty. Do you love Leo? she asked looking at me. Do you? I asked her. She was shocked then she smiled and nodded. I still love him, she said. Still? I asked her. Can you please tell me about you and Leo. What happened between you two? She looked at me then sighed. Weve been together for five years. I gulped. Five years?? We have a misunderstanding thats why we broke apart, she said. What happened? I asked. Theres this guy that likes me but I never paid him any attention. Leo wasnt in the same school as I am so he doesnt know about this. This guy he wasnt like any other guy that tried something in me. He was kind. One time, I was walking and I tripped. He helped me. Leo was busy in his soccer so I know he wouldnt drive me home. Wait. Soccer? How long did this happen? Celine continued. This guy drove me home and helped me get out of his car but Leo was there. He thought me and this guy was doing something behind his back. He got angry at me. I wanted to explain to him. But he wouldnt listen. He left me.

My heart sank hearing her story. Just like what happened to me and Scott. When did you two broke up? I asked her. 3 months ago, she said. My eyes widened. I felt my throat going dry. 3 months ago? Leo and I, we were together for 2 months and he courted me for 1 month. Does this mean he courted me after they broke apart? Did he use me to forget Celine? I want him back, Celine told me. She was now crying. I really wanted him back. I dont want anybody but him. I love him. Thats why I studied here. But I guess I was too late. Theyve been together for five years. It was so long. Very long. Ill talk to him, I stammered. Dont, Celine said. Hes still angry at me. Just please. Make him happy. I felt so hurt too. I knew now. Leo really did use me to forget this girl in front of me. I need to go, I told her. Lets go. She looked at me and nodded. She wiped her tears and we went out the gym. I felt so miserable. I felt like the world crashed down on me.

* I was waiting for Leo in the parking lot. I told him to see me after class. So, here I am waiting for him. I saw him coming closer to me. He was smiling at me. Why did you ask me to meet you here? he asked giving me a peck on the cheeks. Ive got something to ask you, I said seriously. I took a deep breath. Leo was looking at me. He looked serious now. Do you - love me? His eyes widened at my question. Why are you asking me that question? Of course I do. The time you courted me, do you really like me that time? He was taken aback by that question. He was looking straight at me. Did Celine talked to you? Just please answer my question Leo. And please, with honesty.

He was still staring at me. He took a deep breath. No. My heart felt like it was stabbed. I really felt the pain washing over my body. I felt so weak. When I couldnt stop my tears now. Please dont cry Lindsay, Leo said coming closer to me but I stopped him. Do you really love me? I asked him. I do, he said. When did you realize that you love me? I waited for his answer. The day I sang to you. Please Lindsay, listen to me. I nodded at him. Did Celine tell you everything? I nodded. Do you want to talk inside my car? he asked me. Im glad he suggested that because my knees would give up any minute now. We went to his car and he locked the door. Celine and I. We were lovers back then. Weve been together for five years Dont tell me how you two broke up. I already knew, I interrupted him. He nodded. I felt so hurt that she cheated on me. She didnt. What? he looked at me. She didnt cheat on you. If you just listened to her. If you just let her explain. He sighed. So I courted you. To forget her? I asked him. He nodded slowly. Hearing the truth was really painful. It felt so real Leo, I said not looking at him. My tears wont stop flowing. It felt so real. It is real, he said reaching for my hand but I closed my fist. No its not. You still love her, I said.

I he stopped. Maybe he realized that he really did still love Celine. Please dont leave me, he said hugging me. God! I will miss him! His smile, his face, his kiss, his hug, everything! But I needed to let him go. He loves someone else and that someone else loves him. Celine. She really wants you back, I said pushing him away slowly. He leaned on the car seat. Lindsay. Im sorry. Im sorry for hurting you. Stupid or not? But I understand what Leo feels right now. We experienced the same thing. No need to say sorry, I said. Will you go to her? He looked at me. I love you. He said. I smiled at him. Someone else deserves that. I meant it Lindsay. I love you. Tell me. Who do you love the most, me or Celine? He was thinking. I smiled. You cant even say. I laughed. Please unlock the door. Dont leave, I heard him say. Just be happy Leo, I said. I am happy. Are you happy with me or with Celine? I Lindsay, please. I love you Leo. But I need to let you go. Celine and you, you are meant for each other. Will you throw your love away? Youve been together for five years! Will you throw that away? Its been only 3 months since you two break up. She was waiting for you. I said and I guess this was my last speech to him. After a few minutes of silence, he unlocked the door and I went out. I knocked at the window and mouthed at him, Good Luck. Good thing I brought my car today. I went in and cried. I am happy for them. For Leo and Celine. They really loved each other. God! Five years!

Scott. Wed been apart for three years. And he told me he was going to wait for me. Would this be our chance to be together?

* The rumors spread really quickly that Leo and I broke up. The good thing was there was no right rumor of why we really did broke up. The only people that knew the truth was of course Leo, Celine and my friends. Do you want me to buy you an ice cream? Amber asked me. Guys. I said Im alright, I told them. I put out my iPhone and just played fruit ninja. Then I decided to check my Facebook. Are you in Facebook? Reina asked me. Yeah, why? I asked her. Can I borrow it for a while? Ill just check who commented on my latest profile picture, she said giving me a breezy smile. I laughed. Here. Whats your Fruit Ninja high score? Lorelei asked me. She was too playing Fruit Ninja on her phone. Only 998, I said. Ive just beaten my last high score last night. 1,023, she bragged. Wow! You really are a ninja, Amber said chuckling. Ill just buy a cream soda, I told them. When I came back they were all looking at me. Weird. Lindsay, Reina called. Whats the problem? I asked them. They were still looking at me. Why is Scott Anderson on the very bottom of your friend request? Reina asked. My eyes widened. Oh my God! I forgot to accept him. I I

How long is he in there? Amber asked. I gulped. We We? Reina asked. Scott is hes my ex-boyfriend, I blurted out. What?? They all said at the same time. Why didnt you tell us? Lorelei demanded. Yeah! You knew I like Scott! Reina said angrily. So I decided to tell them all about me and Scott. Our past. After telling them Wow. Its been three years yet he still loves you, Lorelei said. Its really romantic, Reina said. I guess what happened to you and Leo was part of Gods plan. Maybe you and Scott were really meant for each other! Amber said excitedly. I was still in the process of moving on, I told them. Moving on! Forget Leo! Reina said. Go for Scott! Amber said. Will you please quiet down? I hissed. Do you still love him? Lorelei asked. I think so. So it means you are the girl he was talking about his Facebook statuses, Amber said her eyes widening. If you werent my friend Ill pull your hair out for stealing Scott, Reina said looking at me. But since you are my friend, I want you to be happy. But I dont want to be in a relationship yet, I said. What happened to me and Leo was really painful for me. By now, Scott must have heard the rumor, Lorelei said. Ive never seen him since I dont know. Its been quite a while, I said.

Well, they are busy, Reina said. Lets just have fun for today, okay? I told them. I was serious when I told them I dont want to be in a relationship for a while. If Scott and I got back together soon, people might think Im using him to forget Leo. And Leo didnt know about me and Scott. Maybe Ill just rest my heart for a while.

* Two weeks had passed and the rumors died down. Ive never seen Scott. Wow! They were really busy for their upcoming mini concert. My friend and I were all looking at the clock at our room. 5 minutes more! We were all waiting for this subject to be finished. It was so boring. Cring!! Cring!! The bell rang and our professor said goodbye to us. Lunch! We were all so hungry! I wish theres spaghetti today! Lorelei said. I want spaghetti too! I said. I wish theres carrot cake! Reina said. We looked at Amber waiting for her to say something. I want spaghetti and carrot cake! she exclaimed. We laughed and we went to the canteen. The canteen was quite full but there were still empty tables. We ordered our food. I was the first one to order so I was the one searching for a table. I saw one so I immediately went to it. But then somebody tripped me. Good thing Reina was at my back so she pulled me so I wouldnt fall down completely. Oh! Im sorry. That voice! I looked and saw Angelica smiling at me. My tray fell in my hand so my lunch was at the floor. Whats your problem? I asked her angrily. Me? I didnt do anything to you. She smirked.

She was alone in the table. Hey! Reina said coming closer to Angelica. People now were looking at us. I saw Amber and Lorelei coming closer to us. I saw you tripped her! Reina said angrily. Oh? Really? Got any proof? she laughed. Reina was really angry that she might explode any minute. Reina, I said. She just needs some attention. But then Angelica spilled her juice at my clothes. Oh my! It spilled in your ugly top. You bitch! Amber said aloud then she put her spaghetti in Angelicas head. You deserved that! You !! Angelica now stood up. Thats why you dont have any friends! Lorelei said now holding her own spaghetti. I heard some shouting. We were going to be in big trouble. But Im glad my friends were here. Just tell me what your problem is?! I asked her. You dont know?? she said. I guess thats why Leo broke up with you. Youre a big slut! she said at my face. What was she talking about? If you are talking about Scott I said but she interrupted me. Hell yeah! You are flirting with him! Thats why Leo broke up with you. I heard some hissing in the canteen. I didnt break up with her. We all looked back and saw Leo. He was now at my side. She broke up with me. Angelica looked at Leo. Youre just covering her up. Whats the problem here? someone shouted.

We saw one of the professors and everybody all sat down except us. She saw us and her lip curled. Follow me. We all followed her and she brought us to the dean. What happened? The dean asked us. Us means, me, Leo, my friends and Angelica. This girl started it! Reina said angrily at Angelica. She tripped my friend and she spilled her juice at her. The dean looked at my clothes. And what happened to you? The dean asked Angelica. Her friend did this to me. The dean looked at my friends. Amber said, I did it. I heard the dean sighed. And you Mr. Mitchell? The dean asked Leo. Oh no! Leo might get in trouble for this. What if they took him out from the soccer team? I just told her the truth, Leo said pointing at Angelica. I heard many things about you Ms. Smith, The dean said to Angelica. And all of them are not good. Angelica looked away from the dean. I saw something in her eyes. Sadness. You five kids can go now. Ms. Smith stay here, the dean said. We said goodbye and thank you to the dean and we went out. Will I borrow your friend for a while? Leo told my friends. They nodded and they left us. Can we go out tomorrow? he asked me. Why? I asked. I just want to talk to you. And to clear things out. I felt a little worried but I just agreed. And Leo, Im so sorry, I told him. Dont be sorry. I should be the one saying sorry, he said to me.

I sighed and smiled at him. So, see you tomorrow? He nodded and left me. Why did he ask me out? To clear things out? What things?

* Leo arrived at my house a little early. He told me he just wanted to talk to Damian. Odd. Damian and Leo were talking in Damians room. I put my ear in the door but I couldnt hear anything. What were they talking about? Im really curious. Then the door opened and the two of them laughed. Spying on us? Damian asked. I felt so embarrassed. Lets go! I said pulling Leo away from Damian. Leo and I went to a park. He also brought a picnic blanket and foods. Whats this for? I asked him. Dont worry, he said arranging the foods. I sat down and waited for him to finished preparing our picnic. We are friends right? I nodded. He sat beside me. Lindsay. Can you please tell me something? What is it? I asked him. You and Scott? he said. I raised my eyebrow at him. What about Scott? Is there something going on between the two of you? I gulped. Did Damian He didnt say anything about Scott.

Why did you talk to Damian? I asked changing the subject. I asked for forgiveness because I hurt you. Ooh. Can you now answer my question? I sighed. He was waiting for me to say something. I Scott and I hes my ex-boyfriend, I finally said it to him. He smiled at me. I thought so. I looked at him. Youre not angry? I asked him. No, he said laughing. Why would I? Nothing. What do you mean you thought so? It just the way you two looked at each other. Why? I asked him. You two looked at each other with love. The same way you looked at Celine. I said to him. He looked at me and smiled. What happened to the both of you? he asked me getting a sandwich and giving me one. I prepared that myself. He smiled at me. I smiled at him. Thank you. Scott and I. Did you know we experienced the same thing? Hmmm.. He said chewing his sandwich. I laughed at him. I thought Scott cheated on me. Weve been together for three years. I saw him kissing another girl. Damian I heard Leo said but he stopped. What about Damian? I asked him. I just remembered him, he said biting another of his sandwich. Continue your story please. It has been three years then he came back.

For you? I nodded. Three years had passed and he came back for you. Leo said. He came back but he said it was too late. I was in love with another guy. Leo looked at me sadly. Im sorry. I laughed. I ruined everything. If I didnt I laughed again. Leo. Stop it. How many times did you say sorry to me? Its just that I stopped him by putting another sandwich in his mouth then chuckled. Stop saying sorry. He nodded. Do you still love him? I smiled at him. I dont know. I guess. Leo. You and Celine? How are you two? The both of us? Well, we are friends for a while. She said it was too soon for the both of us. Because you and I just broke up. Ahh. Will you and Scott, can you two get back together? Why? I asked him. I just thought you two are destined for each other. Just like you and Celine. We both laughed. Then he brought out a cup then poured a juice in it. He gave me a cup. To love. He said raising his cup to me. I smiled. To love.

* Im so excited for the trip!!! Reina said jumping up and down. What are you talking about? Amber asked her.

We were in Loreleis bedroom just hanging out. Reina just finished talking in the phone when she started jumping. The trip!! Reina said excitedly at us. What trip? I asked. The door opened and Lorelei came with a tray in her hand. Snacks! she said putting it down on her study table. The university trip!! Reina said. When is it again?? Lorelei asked giving each one of us a cake. Thanks, I said to her. Next Friday, Reina said slicing her cake with a fork. Where is it? Amber asked sitting beside me in Loreleis bed. Dont get any crumbs in my bed, Lorelei warned. Amber and I nodded. I forgot where. But we are all going on a hike! The dean said there are five houses and we can pick whoever we want to go with! Thats great! Amber said. So I already listed who are going with us, Reina said. The four of us, Leo, Celine, Scott and his friends and some other more students! But Ive got a bad news. Since the dean thought it was just a misunderstanding with Angelica and us, he ordered I mean he ordered me to get Angelica in our house. We all shrugged. Dont worry. At least we got Scott! Reina said looking at me. Amber started nudging me. Stop it. I said laughing. You havent seen him, right? Lorelei said sitting at the floor. Yeah, I said. Then I heard rain pouring outside. Its raining? Lorelei looked outside and nodded. And I guess it was a heavy rain. It might be a thunderstorm. Then they all looked at me.

Lets play some loud music, Amber suggested. They all knew I was afraid of thunder. Something happened when I was still small I dont want to talk about it. Good thing my friends were here with me. Every time there was a thunder they all talked at the same time. I was laughing so hard. And they were all laughing at themselves too. I think the rain stopped, Amber said looking outside. Reina followed her. Its still raining. But not that hard. And its getting late, I said. We all looked at the clock and it was already 9 in the evening. We still got classes tomorrow, Amber said. We said goodbye to Lorelei and her parents. She was an only child. We all went home. I was in my room when I remembered the trip. Scott would be there. Im going to see him again. Finally! I wonder what he was doing right now? Then I remembered Angelica would be there. I just wished she wasnt planning anything on Scott like going to his room and raped him? I laughed at what I just thought. I just wished she behaved on the trip.

* The day of the trip. We were all excited. The school provided the buses going to be used. The ride took for about 3 hours. My butt hurts, I complained. Mine too. I think its swelling, Reina joked. We laughed at her. We went to the house and everything was already set. We saw our rooms and the four of us started picking out beds. I dont want the bed beside the window, Lorelei said. I might saw something. Ill take that bed, I told them. After arranging our things we went out and saw Angelica coming out from the door beside our room. So, she was staying at that room.

We just passed her and we went to the living room. The house was made of wood. It was cozy. We heard singing from outside so we went out and I saw Scott with his friends in the center playing music. The people clapped so it means the song just ended. I looked at Scott and then he saw me. He smiled at me. Then he talked to his friends and his friends just nodded. Scott started strumming his guitar. And his friend Simon started tapping the beat box. I knew that sound. I love that song. Scott and I used to sing that together. Knocks me off my feet by Stevie Wonder.

I see us in the park strolling the summer days of imaginings in my head. And words from our hearts told only to the winds felt even without being said. I don't want to bore you with my trouble But there's something 'bout your love that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet. There's something 'bout your love that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet knocks me off my feet. I don't want to bore you with it oh but I love you I love you I love you. I don't want to bore you with it oh but I love you I love you I love you more and more. We lay beneath the stars under a lover's tree that's seen through the eyes of my mind. And I reach out for the part

of me that lives in you that only our two hearts can find. I don't want to bore you with my trouble But there's something 'bout your love that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet. There's something 'bout your love that makes me weak and knocks me off my feet knocks me off my feet. I don't want to bore you with it but I love you I love you I love you. I don't want to bore you with it but I love you I love you ...

I clapped after the song. Amber leaned at me. Thats song is for you. I smiled at her. Im glad Scott was here with us. I saw Leo and Celine together and they looked at me and smiled. I waved at them. They looked so good together. A perfect match! I looked at Scott and he was now putting down his guitar. He saw me and waved at me. I waved back at him. I wish something amazing will happened to this trip.

* The trip was only three days. This was our second day and we all were excited to hike in the mountain. The hike was set at 3pm and it was only 12pm. Lunch time! The house cook prepared a delicious meal. We were all so full after eating so we went back to our bedroom to rest. My stomach is so heavy! Reina complained.

Why did they cook that kind of food??? Lorelei said. I cant stop eating. I laughed at her. I lay at my bed and looked outside. The clouds getting a little dark. I just wish it wouldnt rain. Dont worry. Its not going to rain, Amber said looking outside too. I just wish. At 3pm we all went down. The Professor assigned to us started telling something. The dos and donts. So the hike started. It was so fun! Even though we slipped and sometimes tripped we just laughed. Dont hurt yourself too much, I heard someone said at my ear. I look back and saw Scott smiling at me. Let me help you, Scott said when there was a part where we need to jump to the other side. He jumped in the other side and offered me his hand. I took it and I jumped. Thanks, I told him. I saw Angelica looking at us. She stomped her foot and started walking again. But then she tripped not accidentally of course. She looked at us but someone else offered to help her. Scott and I just passed at her. I heard her curse. I looked back at her and she was now glaring at me. I didnt pay her any attention. I told Scott that Ill be going with my friends. Dont you want to be with me? I looked at him. I want to. But people might I understand, he said smiling at me. He went to his friends and I searched for my friends. I didnt see my friends so I just walked with another group of people. Where were they?? When I guess we would be going back I stopped for a while and let people passed me. But I didnt see them. Where were they?? So I just walked alone but someone pushed me. I fell in the ground. And I think I sprained my ankle. I looked up but I only saw now was a head. A head with long black hair. Angelica. Was she trying to kill me???

I tried to stand up but my ankle really hurts. I saw a stick and it helped me to stand up. I walked slowly. Good thing I remember the way back. But my sprained ankle was slowing me down. I sat for a while in a rock. Sigh. I know they might have reached the house for now. My friends would notice I was gone. They would be searching for me. I felt a drop of water in my face. Uh-oh. It started raining. I stood up again and started walking fast. Not that fast but fast. I was so wet so I stopped for a while and searched for a place to stay. I saw a small cave not far from where Im standing. I reached it and curled myself in. It was hard since my ankle really hurts. I was so cold! Havent they noticed Im missing? I heard a thunder and I immediately covered my ears. My heart pounding so hard. Please! Someone help me!

* Scotts P.O.V Have you seen Lindsay? I heard someone said. I looked and saw her friend Reina asking. The one she asked shook her head and Reina asked another person. Lindsay was missing? I went to Reina and asked her. Reina, she looked at me really worried. Scott! Have you seen Lindsay? I thought shes with you? I told her. I thought shes with you but your friends told us you were with them, she said. Whats happening? Leo came to us. Lindsay is missing, Reina said. Lorelei and Amber came to us. Someone sees her. He told me he saw Lindsay stayed behind. Lorelei said. Why? Leo asked. I dont know. Lorelei said.

I started to get worried. Where was she? Why did she stay behind? What happened to her? Do you think something happened to her? Amber asked. Its raining, Reina said looking at the window. We were in the living room. Its raining? I asked her. She nodded at me. Then ding we thought the same thing. We need to find her! Reina said. And fast! Lindsays friends and I to started talking at the same time. Who will go out? I will bring a flashlight. We need to tell the Professor. Lindsay! Where are you?? Will you stop talking? Leo said cutting in. Whats with the rain and Lindsay? Not the rain. The thunder, Lorelei said. What about it? Leo asked. Shes afraid of the thunder, I told him. He looked at me. Why? Even Lindsays friends looked at me. She didnt tell us why, Amber said. Then we heard the thunder again. We need to find her, I said. But the rain is so heavy. How can we find her in this weather? Reina cried. We were all worried for her. Ill go. I said. Ill go with you. Leo said. Ill go too! Amber said. Reina and Lorelei said the same thing. Something caught my eye. A girl smiling. I looked and saw Angelica looking at us smiling. They noticed it too so they looked too. Angelica now started walking away her smile still shows. Did she do something?

Leo. Can you find Lindsay? I asked him. You girls stay here. Its dangerous. I need to do something. They all nodded. Will you let me pull her hair out? Reina asked me. I laughed at her. I think I know why she did it, I told them. I think they knew too. Jealousy. Alvin! I called my friend. I need to borrow your headphone for a while. He nodded and gave me his headphone. I took out my ipod and gave the two to Leo. Just put this in Lindsays ear so she wouldnt hear the thunder. Leo nodded and he left. I need to find Angelica. I saw her sitting alone in the dining room. Why did you do that to Lindsay? She was surprised when she heard my voice. Why do you care? she asked me. She was still a girl so I controlled my temper. Are you jealous of her? Why would I? Shes just a regular girl. No, she isnt. Shes special to me, I told her. I sat in the chair opposite her. She was now looking at me. Why do you care for her that much? Do you love her? I do. What about me? I love you too! Ill do anything for you! she shouted at me. Anything? I asked her. She nodded. Can that girl do anything for you?? she said still shouting. That girl is a slut!! Shes flirting with you while shes flirting with that Leo!! Leave Lindsay alone. She raised her eyebrow at me. If I leave her alone. Will you love me? No. I answered her straight.

She bit her lip. Shes in love with that Leo. She doesnt want you. Are you blind??! Are you blind? Dont you see I cant love you? I returned her question. She started crying. No one loves me. If you change someone will love you. I told her. I did change, she said laughing. I was a nerd in high school. I dont have any friends. Everyone bullied me. The girls are throwing me papers, food, name it! So I change. I change myself! I was looking at her. She was smiling evilly. I told myself I will not let anyone bully me. I paid back! They were all scared at me. I was the famous Bitch in my old school. She said it proudly. And youre proud of what youve done? I asked her. She looked at me. Of course! Then what happened? No one likes you. No one wants to be your friend. She glared at me. So, what? I dont need any friends! If thats what you want. I stood up. You can still change you know. She also stood up. I dont want to. She went on top of the table and creep on me. She touched my face with both of her hand and tried to kiss me but pushed her. Leave Lindsay alone. Then I left her. I was in the doorway when I told her, I told you. You can still change. If you change, someone will love you. You wont be alone anymore. I went back to the living room and waited. I was still so worried for Lindsay. I wish nothing bad happened to her. * I was so cold. I couldnt feel the pain in my ankle anymore. The rain was still pouring so hard. Someone might have been looking for me. I felt so weak and Im really hungry. I heard the thunder again and covered my ears. Scott. I whispered at myself. Lindsay!

I heard someone shouted. Where are you?! It was Leos voice. Im here! I shouted. My throat hurts a little. Leo! Im here! I heard footsteps and I saw Leo, his body was so wet. He sat beside me inside the cave. Thank God youre okay! he said hugging me tight. Leo. Youre so cold! I stammered my teeth chattering. He noticed I was trembling. He took out a towel and a jacket in his backpack. Then he took out a headphone and an ipod. This is Scotts idea. He told me to give this to you so you wouldnt hear the thunder, he said giving me the headphone and ipod. I smiled. Scott. Leo put the jacket on me and leaned me closer to him. I didnt put the headphone yet. The thunder stopped. Lindsay? Hmmm.. Why are you afraid of the thunder? Its something bad happened to me when I was a kid I was inside our car. My governess was with me and our driver. I was in kindergarten that time. It was raining so hard. I was looking outside the window. He was waiting for me to go on. I wasnt afraid of the thunder that time. Like I told you it was raining so hard and there was a thunder that time. Everything went so fast. Something hit us. Then our driver, I think he loses control of the car and then we hit on something. I woke up in the hospital a few days later. My parents were so glad that Im alive. Our driver and my governess died in that accident. Since that incident, I was afraid of the thunder. I remembered how it felt to be in that car. He put my head in his shoulder. Dont worry. He said to me. He moved a little and I felt the pain in my ankle again.

Ouch! Why? he asked surprised. I sprained my ankle. Someone pushed me. We all know who did it. Angelica. I said. He nodded. Scott talked to her. I dont know what they talked about but he asked me to find you. I smiled and nodded. He was really worried you know. Really? He nodded. He was supposed to be the one saving you but he need to do something. Something concerning Angelica. I nodded again. Wheres Celine? She quickly went to her room when we reached the house. She said she was so tired, Leo explained. Then we heard the thunder again. I think its better if you put on the headphone. I nodded and put it on me and played a soft music. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I woke up and I noticed I was already in our room. I saw my friends looking at me when I sat up. Are you okay? Amber asked me. We were all so worried! Reina said hugging me. Angelica was sent home, Lorelei told me. Wheres Scott? I asked them. Well, Scott and his friends need to get back to school early, Reina said. Ooh. Dont worry. He did leave this, Amber said giving me a bouquet of white roses. I took it and smiled. And Leo? I asked them.

I guess hes with Celine right now, Lorelei said. Do you want to have breakfast? What time is it? I asked them. Its 11am, Reina replied. Do you want to have your breakfast in bed? I laughed. No need. Lets go downstairs. They helped me stood up. I dont need a crutch to walk. This was also the last day of our trip. The professor assigned to us prepared a small celebration. We had fireworks, played games (sadly I didnt join them because of my situation), prepared so much food and had a campfire. I heard my phone beeped and looked who texted me. An unknown number. I opened the message. Hope youre doing fine. Sorry for leaving without waiting for you to wake up. Ill see you soon. Take care of yourself. Scott I smiled. He must be in his house by now. I cant wait to see him again.

* Are you really okay? Damian asked me. He picked me up in school since the bus stopped in our there. Im alright Damian, I told him. He was helping me get to my room. Wow! I cant believe Im going to take an hour to reached my bedroom. Maybe its easier if I just carry you to your room, he said. I think so too, I smiled at him. So he carried me to my room and slowly brought me down to my bed. Thank you! I grinned at him. Youre heavy, did you know that? he said massaging his shoulders. Im not that heavy, I told him crossing my arms. Yes you are! he said sitting beside me. Where are mom and dad? I asked him. I havent noticed our parents, were they home? They both attended a meeting, Damian said lying down to my bed. My back hurts.

Will you get me cookies and a glass of milk? I asked him smiling at him sweetly. If you were only a guy. Like a lil brother of mine. Ill kick your ass, he said standing up. I laughed at him. Good thing Im your little sister. I said grinning at him. Yeah, and its hard you know, he said laughing. He went out and I waited for him to come back with my cookies and milk. After a few minutes he came back and with a box of Chip Deluxe and a glass of fresh milk. Here, he said giving me the tray. I cant cross my leg so I just straighten them. How long does it take for my ankle to heal? I think 1 year, he said seriously. I punched him in his shoulder. Im serious. I am too! He said angrily. I glared at him. Okay, okay. I think for 11 months, he said while biting a cookie. I punched him again. Alright! I dont know the answer, okay? Hmf. Just eat your cookies, he ordered at me. While eating, I remembered something. Damian? Wach ich it? he said while chewing his cookie. Are you hiding something from me? I asked him. Of course not! he said. Damian . . . Did Leo tell you? he asked me. What? So he didnt tell you. I like that guy. Damian!

Okay. Just promise me you wont get angry at me. What did you do? Just promise me. I promise! Promise me youll not do anything to me. Like kill me. I glared at him. I promise! He took a deep breath. Its about Scott. What about Scott? Do you remember the time you saw him kiss another girl? Of course. Dont tell me you planned it?! I said sounding so shocked. Of course not! Damian grumbled. Do you think Im that evil? No. Then what is it? I was the one who told that girl where Scott was. Thats it? Damian nodded. Did you know that girl? No. Damian answered honestly. But I knew she like Scott. How? Well, she told me. Then? She doesnt know I was your brother. I was stupid that time. I told her where Scott was. Im sorry Lindsay. I looked at him. Why did you do it? I asked him. I was still angry with her sister that time even though I didnt show it. So

I was stupid, okay? I knew that girl like Scott. But I still told her where he was. I know she might do something to him. I guess Im thinking that its a test for Scott. If he truly loves you. Thats alright Damian. I told him. Youre not angry? No. Promise? I promise. Phew! I thought youd kill me. Ill just bury you alive. He looked at me and I laughed. Im joking! He messed up my hair. You are still my big brother. I told him. He smiled at me. Im so glad Damian told me the truth. But past is past. I dont care what happened before. The important thing was, the present.

* Days past and I havent seen Scott. They were really busy for their mini concert and I didnt know their recital was the same day. I wonder what Scott will play for his recital. By the way, my ankle already was already healed. Great, right? Even though I havent seen him, he texted me and sometimes called. We still keep in touch. So, havent seen your prince charming? Reina asked me. We were in the mall shopping. Yeah, I said to her. Do you think Leo will like this? Celine said. She was with us since Leo was busy practicing Soccer. I was used being with Celine even though Leo was my ex boyfriend. Everything looks perfect on you, Lorelei said. I think even if you wear a garbage bag you will still look beautiful. Celine laughed. Yeah. If I wore a garbage bag I will look like a big garbage can. Amber joked. If you were thinking Amber was ugly, the answer was no.

Im serious, Celine laughed. Why? Something special coming up? I asked her. Well, it is our anniversary, Celine said. Really?? Reina said eyes widening. When is it? I asked her. The last Friday of this month, Celine said blushing. So its going to be your 6 years together, right? I asked. She nodded. Thats great! Amber said. Whats your plan? Wait! The last Friday of this month? Reina asked. Celine looked at her and nodded. Its the day of the concert, Reina said. So youre not coming with us? Lorelei asked. Guys! That is their special day! I exclaimed. So what happened? We dressed up Celine. It was fun since Celine was so beautiful that everything looked so good on her. At the end, we picked a cute pale pink tube cocktail dress. Thank you all for the help, Celine said shyly. What friends are for? Lorelei said smiling. I was so happy for Celine and Leo, they got back together. They still continued their love for each other and now their sixth anniversary was coming up. Could you believe it? Six?? So long right? Well, thats love.

The following day, we heard there was a new student. I didnt know there was a new student, Reina said and she was really curious since she was used to be the first one to know. Was it a guy? Lorelei asked. I heard it was a girl, Amber said.

Wonder when well meet her, I said. Then we noticed someone walking towards our direction. A girl with eyeglasses. I guess this was the new student. Are you the new student? Reina suddenly asked the girl. She was still upset that she wasnt the first one to know. The girl looked at us and we gasped. Are you Angelicas twin sister? Lorelei suddenly asked. The girl laughed it was Angelicas voice. Angelica? I asked. The girl nodded. What happened to you? You look like a nerd, Amber said. Well, an angel told me its not too late to change, she said while looking at me. I wonder why she was looking at me. Im not the one who told her that. So you are only wearing contact lens? Reina asked. Angelica wasnt wearing glasses before. Yeah, she said. This is the real me. Well, well, well. I cant believe you can actually change, Amber said. But still Im happy for you. Just dont do anything bitchy or well - Amber, I started. We heard Angelica laughed. I looked at her. Im really happy for her. I guess Im not calling you Bitchgelica anymore, Reina sighed. Your name Angelica suits you better. She smiled at her. Well, I need to go to my class, Angelica told us but before she left she held my hand. Im really sorry for what I did to you. I hope youll forgive me. And I wish for you and Scotts happiness. I smiled at her. I forgive you. And dont wish for our happiness yet. Were not getting married. She smiled at me and she left. Can you believe it? She actually changed, Lorelei said. I wonder who the angel is, I said.

My God! Its Scott of course! Reina told me. How did you know? I asked her. Well, its obvious. Scott talked to her the day you went missing in the mountains. Maybe he said something to change her ways, Amber said. I smiled thinking of Scott.

* The day of the recital, the concert and Celine and Leos anniversary. Happy anniversary you two! Me, Reina, Lorelei and Amber said in unison. Thank you! Celine and Leo said at the same time. We laughed at one another. So, youre not going to watch the concert? I asked them. Well be going to watch the recital but after that well leave, Leo said. Im excited to see them play! Reina said. I wonder that Ben (Scotts friend) plays. Interested in him? Lorelei asked. Well .. . Reina said thinking. I also like the other, Simon. We laughed at her. We went to the auditorium to watch the recital. The concert will be in the school grounds. We found empty chairs in the middle part. What do you think Scott will play? Lorelei asked me. I dont know. He never told me, I said. The speaker started the program. The first one was Scotts friend Ben. His instrument was violin. He was really good. I waited for Scotts turn. I wonder what he was feeling right now. Was he nervous? Happy? Calm? I felt my phone vibrated and saw a text message from Scott. I hope you are watching. The song Im going to play is for you. I smiled. Who is it? Leo asked me.

He was sitting beside me. Scott. Then it was Scotts turn. He looks so handsome in his white tuxedo. Many girls clapped their hands when Scott was introduced. Your prince charming is getting more popular, Reina whispered at me. Yeah. I whispered back at her. But he belongs to me. Scott Anderson will be playing his original composition entitled First and Last. The speaker announced. His original? Lorelei asked surprised. I was surprised too. Scott started playing his guitar. He wasnt singing just playing his guitar. I closed my eyes and listened. That tune, he played me that song before. Then I remembered his text The song Im going to play is for you. This song was for me? I smiled while listening. Everybody was silent. After the song everybody clapped. Im so proud of Scott. I love his composition! Wow! That was so lovely! I heard Celine said while clapping. Your Scott is so talented! Amber said to me. First and Last. He was my first love but will he be my last love?

* Scott approached us after their recital. I hugged him. I love your song, I told him. It is meant for you, he said. I blushed. The concert will start soon, he told us. Hey Scott! I heard Leo called. Hey! Scott said. You rock man! Leo said. Scott laughed. Im sorry but we cant see your concert tonight.

I looked at Leo and he put his arms around Celines waist. I think Scott saw it too. Thats alright man. Thanks for watching the recital. Scott said. It was their anniversary, I whispered at Scott. Scott smiled. Hey you two. Happy Anniversary, Scott greeted. Thank you, Celine said. Well, well be going then. Good luck on the concert! Leo said then they left. I will play and sing something for you in the concert, Scott said. What is it? I asked him. Just wait, he said then kissed me on the cheeks and he left. I blushed. We havent gotten back together yet. The concert started and everybody in the conservatory of music was playing. I saw Scott at the side playing his guitar. His friends were there too. After five songs, Scott approached the microphone. Good evening guys! Are you having fun?! I heard shouting. I think my ears were bleeding with the shouts. Im so glad. But Ill be playing two love songs for someone special to me. Someone Im waiting for so long. I heard cheering now. This is for her . . . Then the music started. I won't talk I won't breathe I won't move till you finally see that you belong with me you might think I don't look but deep inside in the corner of my mind I'm attatched to you mmmm I'm weak

it's true cause I'm afraid to know the answer do you want me too? cause my heart keeps falling faster I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide i'ts time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true you don't know what you do everytime you walk into the room I'm afraid to move I'm weak it's true I'm just scared to know the ending do you see me too? do you even know you meant me! I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true I know when I go I'll be on my way to you the way that's true I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true

The song ended and everybody clapped. Scott was the one who sang the song and he was a great singer. I think he got all the talent in the world. He really did try anything to be with me. He came back for me. He still loves me after all these years. And he waited for me. Even though I fell in love with someone else, he was still there loving me. Was it our time to be together?

* This second song I still dedicate for her. I wanted to tell her how much I love her. How much she means to me He was stopped by cheering of the crowds. Why arent you crying? Lorelei asked me. Should I? I asked her. The first song is for you and of course this second song! Amber said. Its really romantic you know, Lorelei said. I know its romantic you guys. And Im giggly inside, I laughed. Wheres Reina? Amber asked. I just noticed Reina wasnt here with us. Shhh. Hes still speaking, Lorelei stopped us from talking. - Im still here waiting for you. I want us to get back together. Ive come back after three years. I thought it was too late for me. But I guess God is planning something. Was he talking to me now? Ive come back and I still love you. I want to be the guy making you laugh. I want to be the guy you wanted to see every day. I want to be the guy who you love. Was he just confessing his love again to me with all these people??? Will you Lindsay Collins accept and love me again? Then a spotlight hit me. I looked up and saw Reina showing me a thumbs-up. She must have asked the technician to spotlight me. Everybody was looking at me now. I was a little nervous.

Say yes!! someone shouted. My friends were looking at me smiling. Wasnt it too soon for me to be in a relationship again? But it had been two months since Leo and I broke up. And I knew I love Scott. There was now a chanting. Say Yes! Say Yes! Say Yes! I laughed at the people chanting. I looked at the stage and Scott was waiting for my answer. He really looked so nervous right now. He was holding the microphone so tight. I smiled at him and nodded. Everybody cheered. The music started and the spotlight disappeared. If she didnt say yes I will not sing this song. Scott laughed. This is for you Lindsay. Forevermore. I love you.

I may have run out of songs to sing I may have run out of words to say But all that I want you to know is what i feel for you: I love you As endless as forever Our love will stay together You're all I need to be with forevermore There are times when I just want to look at your face With the stars in the night There are times when I just want to feel your embrace In the cold night I just cant believe that you are mine now you were just a dream that I once knew I never thought I would be right for you I just cant compare you with anything in this world You're all i need to be with forevermore All those years Ive longed to hold you in my arms Ive been dreaming of you Every night, Ive been watching all the stars that fall down Wishing you would be mine

I just cant believe that you are mine now Time and again There are these changes that we cannot end As sure as time keeps going on and on My love for you will be forevermore Wishing you would be mine I just cant believe that you are mine now You were just a dream that I once knew I never thought I would be right for you I just cant compare you with anything in this world As endless as forever Our love will stay together You're all I need to be with forever more (as endless as forever our love will stay together) You're all I need to be with forevermore...

The people cheered so loud after the song. Scott said goodbye to the crowd and went to me. I love you. That was the first thing he said to me. Thank you for waiting for me. I told him. I think youve waited too, he said. I stopped and think for a while. He was right; Ive waited for him too. Thank you also for waiting for me, he said. I love you Scott, You are my life Lindsay. Dont you forget that. I wont. I promise to love you until the end. So I guess my song was really meant for us. First and Last. I nodded and laughed. I felt a tear strolled down my face. Why are you crying? he said hugging me.

Im just happy. I dont want to lose you again. I wont let that happen. Everyday Im loving you more and more. Will you promise me something? I asked him. What is it? Dont ever kiss another girl again, He laughed at me. I wont. I hugged him so tight. I love you. I want you to be the guy making me laugh, the guy I wanted to see every day, the guy who makes my day special, the reason why I want to wake up in the morning, the guy I wanted to love. Will you let me be that guy? Yes. Then I will promise you, that no matter what happens, Im going to be the guy loving you each minute of every day. I promise that I will love you with all my heart. I love you Lindsay. I love you more. I love you most. Well, who said first and last was impossible? But not everyones first love was special so I guess yeah, it was quite impossible for some. But Im glad it happened to me. My first love was my last love.