When I wrote about the Mark of the Beast I hadn't really thought about it and it wasn't like an epiphany

or anything like that, it was just a fact. I think that since prostitution is boasted by the willing participants as "the oldest profession" on earth, then it stands to reason that willing participation in prostitution is how we receive the Mark of the Beast because it seems to be the only evil that everyone has been exposed to throughout time. Late Night around 11:00 P.M. March 11, 2013 A Black guy with a beard, street theatre, began dropping change on the ground and exclaiming to me that I won't talk to him because he doesn't have enough money. 1 - It couldn't be that "I don't know him." Everyone isn't a prostitue actively soliciting strange males with fake smiles. 2- It couldn't be that he wasted his youth and substance on prostitutes and that he is not fit for normal women like me. Used by the same whores who males like him helped to have me kidnapped, raped, force bred and beaten. 3- It couldn't be that he is not willing or able to protect and provide for me like men are supposed to do for their women.

4- It couldn't be that he is too lazy and stupid to go to another country and learn another language to get himself another whore with the same mindset like the ones that he was used and abused by here. 5- It couldn't be that he now sees the truth about himself, but refuses to speak those words to me as loudly and obnoxiously as he did the accusations about me being materialistic or a gold digger. The whores are the gold diggers; it's their profession. 6- It couldn't be that I am not trying to be unequally yoked with a trick like him who refuses to acknowledge his ways are/were wrong. We have nothing in common for the simple fact that he and his type have no truth in them. 7- It couldn't be that he is gassed up thinking I'd be content with him just because I was once engaged to a Black man. I proved the Black female whores who chase White males wrong because there are good Black men and I found one who I had a lot in common with, once I decided to marry (for my children and my Sons didn't think he was good enough for me so I didn't marry him since they didn't want him as a stepfather). 8- It couldn't be that my Mother's advice to "pick my people" and not let them choose me was/is right.

I didn't choose any of those losers and I wouldn't have chosen a Black male, specifically because I am biracial. 9- It couldn't be that he doesn't have my best interests at heart and is only trying to use me and could never love or appreciate me. Someone Valli and the others can laugh about because they are so manly they refer to their discarded exes as "sloppy seconds" He is probrably one of the stupid male, sex beggars who she degrades and laughs at because she makes them tell her they'll "eat her vomit" (she's sadistic) just so they can have sex with the evil, ugly Black beast. 10- It couldn't be that he is trying to settle for me because his options are few. His or anyone elses options wouldn't have been limited to seeking foreign whores had they not tried to limit my options. 11- I couldn't be that he or any of the others hadn't established a meaninngful relationship with me and that he can't be introduced to me like normal people can. 12- It couldn't be that he is too socially inept to introduce himself to me. 13- It couldn't be that he is too used to prostitutes to have normal interactions with any normal women.

14- It couldn't be that I'm not interested in their race war because I don't hate anyone I guess he'll have to devolve like the others and seek out children as sex partners. There was a wild, unkempt, foreign, underage female whore in the supermarket gang stalking me yesterday. He should be able to get with her because she's third world wild and all he deserves. He'd better get with that future cow now before she blows up into the ball of fat or the sickly looking figure she'll wind up having. He'd better go and kiss their asses because he will never be anything except a loser simp. My Mother was right when she tried to get me to think like Lena Horne, who the stupid Black males worship even though she said a Black man can't do anything for her. *saw Lena Horne and she said hello to me, Harlem while en route to an interview, after leaving Uncle George's store. I don't think it was a coincidence I only gave the Black males consideration because Morris saved my life and that was all. I don't owe them anything because no one told him to try and make a housewife out of a whore!

Of they weren't so stupid, trying to make me the whipping girl, they could have benefited from my free will and good will towards them because of Morris. Unlike them, I am capable of gratitude, but they wanted what they wanted and are only now, thinking about what they really need as opposed to what they want. They got what they wanted and now they can see the folly in it. God's wrath is terrible and he loves to judge and judges everyday. Those retarded, spoiled Libras are not good judges or they wouldn't be slae to projecting their unresolved inner conflicts onto me. Which is comical to me because if they weren't so stupid and anti-social they would have benefited from me in ways they need now, but couldn't forsee beause tey were too busy getting drunk off of the blood of the martyrs and saints. Those ungrateful apes can just suffer and continue to beg whores because they will never and cn necer be anything to me because I have no communion with whores, pimps or tricks. *JoAnn Williams speaking about how easy she though it was to penetrate me (rape)

I think she loaned me the book Pimp by Iceburg Slim to warn me of what they ahd planned. They knew I didn't have the physical strength to fight those men off of me and they knew they had the police departments in league woth them and I'm supposed to feel bad about "their" bad choices and sexual perversions? I csn't feel bad about me and I don't have to feel anything for them at all. Losers and hacks at life. Congenital dependents who think they can deceive their way through their miserable esxitenaces. They only know degenerate behavior and can only guess at normal behavior and superior thinking. *my stolen intellectual property worth trillions of dollars and they can never repay me, but they'll pay, all of them will pay for an eternity which seems fair to me I would have invited my biological Father upstairs if that Black guy hadn't tried to clean it up for Vikki and Valli by saying "they are so cute at that age." There is/was nothing cute about those beasts and I won't play second fiddle to them for the affections of "MY" biological Father just because they wish he was theirs!

I doubt if they'd want the Thalassemia Minor I inherited from him! They hate gays and blackmail them, but they are so cute at that age? They can't stand him and he feels guilty, but I don't. He'll be in Hell because he refused to provide and protect me, not because he didn't make up to them what was already damaged anyway (Dot and Morris' marriage). Morris wasn't going to be in their lives and had moved on ( he had a child the same age as me with Louise). I owe nothing to because their lives were enhanced because "I" was born. They'd have no desire to be the whores they are if it weren't for their jealousy for me. Too weak to apologise or speak the truth, but I think I'll have them speak the truth 24/7 in Hell since they couldn't here and now. It will be a lovely part of their punishment and what they hate the most: The Truth about Me! He is most likely a throw away of my parents because they have sex with everyone, which may be why they all move away after their massive whoring around in NYC.

As if I trained for years to work in my professions; I worked so hard with my Thalassemia Minor just to have the retards take all of the credit AND money from me for MY talent they clearly don't have. Just because they are lack luster and try and mimic me and my outgoing personality. Losers with no personalities. The ungrateful apes really thought I was going to marry a Black man so they can murder him? Perhaps they should not have been so stupid to depend on people who don't know me just because they pretend to have access to me. I am glad at their apparent idiocy. I think they really thought they could pull it off only for the world to see right through the BS. Slanderers burdened with the lousy, unbelievable performence. I never cared that people were revolving around me like I'm the sun, since I pay for everything they ought to give me the honor of a Mother snce I nurture them more thsn their biological Mothers. Too bad for them because they just were shown, yet again that they are inferior and will stay inferior to me.

Jesters who I make amusing for me because they can't brainwash me with their insisting on trying to make me into a masochist or a lesbian or anything wlse I am not and never will nbe. They spoiled the loser apes who perform like the conditioned parasites they are. They are too funny. The apes are not competition for me and will never be because they are not my equals and ver will be. They are beneath me and always will be. I earned my high self esteem and I know my being born ricked their fake world with the reality of perfection that is me! 1974 While working at Salvation Army day camp as a camp counsellor a boy A little boy about 6 years old, Joshua, blond, curly hair, blue eyed boy that a Black female hated, but had to try and make me hate. I liked him and thought he put me in mind of me because of his quick wit. He resembled my biological Father and could be my half brother they wanted to keep me away from and wanted me to hate.

I suppose the guy in wood shop was related and the sanitation worker because they resemble Daddy Dearest. I would figure the Whites with their obsession with blond hair and blue eyes the Whote females would breed with him because he is gorgeous looking. I, am superior because I m gorgeous inside and outside. I was more concerned with my inside because of the Thalassemia Minor and double hernia operation aftercare. I was concerned with not being a malcontent like them, but discovered early that their lies and deception were a result of their self hatred and bad decisions due to their fantasies. The Black female counsellor who worked with his group really hated him, but I bet she serviced him sexually once he was older. 2000 fat, white girl cashier, super stop and shop in Meriden goes on and on about how pretty lil kim is and how she wished she looked like her. I knew she was a gang stalker and I thought lil kim looked ridiculous, but to that girl I guess she looked good. Clearly she was/is part of the redistribution of my assets.

I could care less about black females and whote girls whoring around are of the same ilk. Ugly females who are in on this thing with ugly males. The fat ugly white girls with bleached curly permed hair on the bus slandering a beautiful brunette in the same catholic schooll (unuforms) they called her (like the voodoo withcehes they are) ugly and a slut because they were jealous of her and letting me know they were still jealous of me even though they were so tupid to force breed me because I have Maternal inticncts and they dn't. Just something else for them to be jealous of. Superior offspring like myself and theirs are inferuior like them. Black market crack babies is all they deserve and add and adhd. It doesn't matter that they wanted and felt they needed to steal from me because they've never encountered truly generous people before. Their parents who never provided for them in the past were now able to off of the backs of the idiots who have withheld their admiration from me and desperately tried to replace me which they could not and will never be able to. I t just goes to show the world what they really are, artificial promotions.

I could have brought everyone in the world up to a standard of living that would be acceptable on first world levels, but they prefer to do things in their inferior way to express their unresolved inner conflicts like their Mothers raping them. The White males left their White frigid manipulative and retarded, inbred wives for the Black prostitutes who pretend to worship them only to be left to have sex with their sons. These Black prostitutes learn about these perversions and are furious to discover they were only worshippeing losers who are not as good to them as the Black males they put on hold and use and abuse while chasing them and offering up destractions like raping and force breeding me. It's funny they want to make it about money when they stole from me and never tied to make amends because they are losers who are too immature to apologise. The idiots are all wrong and will never mature with their wild, retarded, inferior third world losers flopping at street theatre. Wanna be actors. I made it look easy and they have no talent whatsoever.