THROUTH IT ALL My testimony!

By Miryahm Biesecker
Through it all, our family has tried to be submissive in ALL things to Ishi. Here is my testimony of the
journeyIn a nut shell, of course! The Journey has been difficult at times, but MOST Amazing none the
less! Worship and Praises to our Abba Yahuwah for making us Pure and creating us New!
It began in Babylon about 17 years ago. I had a 6 month old little girl out of Wedlock at the age of 22
and my soon to be Husband and lifetime companion and gift from Abba was a 35 year old divorced man
with an 8 year old son. By the time we met, we had repented and turned from our uncleanliness, as we
were both Harlots of this World. We in the few weeks that we Courted, we both had a common goal,
and it was not Sex or a good time, but rather to be where the Father wanted us to be, doing what was
pleasing in his eyes! We knew that if he put us together, then there was nothing left to do but to Marry
and begin our life as One! After 6 weeks of getting to know one another we Marriedand our Journey
together began!
They say the first 5 years of a marriage are indeed the Hardest, and I tell you surelyit was! We faced
trials and tribulation that were at best discouraging, but all together worth it! Growing together is
always a task, not for the faint at heart. We were as faithful as we knew how to be in that timefaithful
in Church, Faithful to each other, Faithful in our Finances, as I saidas faithful as we knew to be at that
time!
After 5 years and 4 children laterThings began to change a bit! I began to get tired of the life that was
lacking EVERYTHING TRUE in the Word. Politics in the place that we worshipped, friends coming in and
out of our lives, but to meI just knew things were not right. I stopped having the desire to go into a
place that was literally bringing me down! Although I continued for a few more years and 2 more
children, to do my best to be the best Babylonian MOM and WIFE that I could be!
In the year of 2009, I finally realized that in all the searching and disappointment in trying to find the
perfect church that my family fit into, I realized that the place I felt the safest and closest to Abba & Ishi,
was right at home. There, I was able to Love him without distraction, without judgment, and away from
the political mockery that had become of every church that I had EVER attended! It truly saddened me
to go into the Places of Babylonian Worship! I finally, Took a stand and decided to Worship from Home.
It was Wonderful!
Shortly after that, my husband was roaming the web looking for more of the Truth answers we had been
seeking, and ran across a video talking about the Law of Moses, The Feasts, the name of Yeshua???(Now
knowing that the name was close but not exact) Our Messiah, and so on! It was long, but we watched it
as a family, and boy did it open our eyes to a whole new perspective!
That year, we, for the first time EVERdecided to keep Chanukkah, according to what we understood by
reading information from many websites. We were definitely coming as little children, because we had
NOT a CLUE! We made Potato Cakes and Read the Word by candle light every night. It was a very
moving and intimate time of New learning and closeness with our Creator!
We knew at that time, that we just had to begin, as a BARE minimumkeeping the Feasts unto our
Father. Every Friday my children and I would set the day aside to prepare for the VERY MUCH sought
after Sabbath coming in that evening! We would rejoice, dance, and even sing when the Sunset!
In that time span of a year or so, we began to get closer to Abba and it seems the closer we got, the
more we realized just how little we knew. We were, once again, although not in the four walls of a
congregationfollowing traditions of men. We were following a MAN MADE JEWISH Calendar; We were
keeping the feasts according to Mans instruction, etc
We continued in this path of searching. We began to expose ourselves to some of the books of the
Dead Sea Scrolls, and EVERY ancient writing both Canonical and non-canonical, etc In late 2011, Abba
awoke me in the midst of the night! And he told me, to begin looking at the timepiece in which we use
to calculate our feasts and days. My husband always said that he felt something about the Calendar
given in the book of Enoch was Truth, but after researching this once againMan Made Modern Enoch
CalendarI knew that it was not correct either! So my journey trying to discern our Creators True
Calendar began. I dont recall exactly how many, but I dont think I slept for 3 days straight! I barely ate,
because I had been given an assignment by the Most High, and I WAS NOT GOING TO LET HIM DOWN!
He had told me to do this thing, and I was not going to rest until I figured it out.
Well, In 2013, I came to the conclusion, that although it probably was not perfect just yet, it was all that
he had given me up to that time and I released it onto a website that I created. (I wrote and published a
Calendar Study book, and although a few things have evolved since, it is basically the same calendar, just
a more clear Sabbath day according to my understanding of Scripture, and the knowing when to
transition the year accordingly!) Abba actually gave me a scripture on the 17
th
day of the 2
nd
month of
Noah, in which as we studied in that very evening, we realized that he gave me the scripture on that
exact day as a confirmation! He then, for some unknown reason at that time, put my husband, our
oldest daughter, and myselfon a 40 day fast! Probably representing the 40 days of rain upon the earth
in the days of Noah. It was not a complete fast, but one of only Raw fruits and Vegetables (the diet of
the garden, none the less). No Flesh or cooked foods of any kind in those 40 days! At the time in 2013,
that I stopped working daily on the Calendar, I began to research other things. Our health for one.
Hubby was researching at work, and I was researching at home. Seeking, Knocking, and waiting to hang
on the next Word that Abba would give us. We bought a Motorhome, which by excitement and Abbas
leadingwe happily took and made our permanent home! My husband then, came across a website
that seemed to promote Vegetarianism or the likeness thereof. I too came across another few books of
the Dead Sea Scrolls called the Gospel of the Qodesh 12, and some of the other Essene Writings, which
at that time the Gospel spoke very genuinely to us in the place that we currently were in! I KNEW that I
knew, that Abba had spoken! We, without hesitation, as we try to do in all things that we know the
Father gives, We became Vegetarians and began to look at some of the concepts presented by these
writings(one of which was in May 30 newsletter)! We stoppedcold turkey (pun intended) eating Flesh
and only ate cooked or raw fruits and veggies! We immediately noticed our health improving.
In this time period, we also noticed scripture after scripture popping off of the pages at us! About how
the LAW seemed to condone these things. We began to learn and study the Hebrew language, both
Modern and Ancient and soon realized the Gross miss translations that have been deceiving us all of our
lives for generations!!!
We also began to see prophecy after prophecy revealing how appalled Abba was about the eating of
Flesh and killing of his animals, etc We also realized the Truth in Yahshuas mission to set this FACT
straight for His Chosen Elect, by putting an end to the demonic killing of his creatures in the Temple,
etc Unfortunately, it did not stop there! People were so accustomed to the Eating of Flesh, that they
actually literally wrote it in to scripture by agenda(as did they much of the tainted words of the Written
Law of the BIBLE)! That is one of the reasons that the Law that most of the Hebraic Roots
Movement people try and follow in this day, gets them no closer to the Father, because they still
wander perpetually in the kingdom of Babylon! I give you Truth in saying this if you truly take a
moment to get with Abba about what I say here in my testimonyhe WILL reveal this to you as well!
Sowe continued to eat nothing but cooked and raw veggies for right at about a year exactly, and on
the anniversary of the day of Noah that I described above, Abba revealed and even deeper truth. That
we should not put ANY DEATH INTO OUR BODIES! WHAT???? That is right my friendsyou are what
you eateven if it is cooked Fruits and Veggies! You see, We kill our food by cooking it, our bread dies
even yeast breadwhen we bake it! Our milk that we buy at our grocer(pasteurized by law), although
organic, etc ALL DEAD!!!
We are eating death and therefore we cannot be truly alive! We knew immediately what we needed to
do! We immediately began eating LIVE milk by getting a couple of milk goats; We began eating ONLY
LIVE RAW fruits and Veggies, Nuts, Sprouted grains, etc! We even make our Daily bread by sprouting
the Grain and then letting the Sun bake it for us or a low temp dehydrator on those rainy days! It has
definitely been a long journey up to this point, but the more we walk as Yahshua walked, eat like
Yahshua ate, and become submitted to the ORIGINAL QODESH LAW given at Creation. We hear the
Father more, We see him in Everything around us, and we are even learning how to walk with the
Malechjust as Moshe did and Enoch, and many others before us!
You seeAbba wants us to be One with him, but we can NEVER be one with him until we completely
walk away from EVERY PAGAN ritual. Everything from what day it is, to when we keep the Sabbath, to
what we put into our bodies, to how we dress!
If you have the desire to live a truly Qodesh life, undefiled by this world, you have to walk in a Qodesh
lifestyle! Forsaking all Other ways and becoming PURE before Yahuwah! Then and Only then will he
reveal the mysteries of the Kingdom of Heaven to you!
In the next several Newsletters, I will be sharing and elaborating on this testimony and on the things
that Yahshua has taught us on how to find the TRUE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN while we are yet alive on this
Earth! Also, How to enter the Narrow gate, and even how to Commune with the Malech of Yahuwah of
the Day and Night! Now through the New sight that Abba is giving us in this day, the Scripture both
Canonical and Non-Canonical are Coming to LIFE just as they were always meant to do! Praise and
Thanks Giving to Yahuwah for his Qodesh TRUTHThe Original Law of Creation!
For more information about living a Qodesh Lifestyle, please visit our website at www.yahshuaishi.com.
Thank you and Shalom and Ahava!