I am actually kind of a Philosophy driven guy rather than a

Strategist. I believe in some few RULES and rest is b!ective

driven. I force the whole environment of people" institutions"
events # decisions around me to obey the same. I create a $eld
around me that way.
I have seen a good amount of su%ering directly or indirectly and
read vastly about &istory" 'ultures" 'ivili(ations" and
Personalities etc. I have clearly understood the nature of E)
and have mastered the art of making E) free decisions. I
accept people for their nature and !udge them based on the
reason behind an event rather than the event itself. I might be
painful when it comes to getting closer though *
I know people" why they do and what they do+
,here are two kinds of people one who can think and the others
who are impulsive. f the lot I get attracted and attached to
people who can think. ,here is another lot who are impulsive and
generally harmless" I love them. ,hese people who can think and
know they can think are generally who intersect my $eld of
thought and a%ect -E. f these there are two kinds of people
one who discusses what they think and others who don.t. So
when am I surrounded by people who can think and I know what
they are thinking i.e. I.m in phase with their thinking I.m
perfectly $ne but when I.m with people who lie" manipulate"
twist" silence a fact and make a situation which is ha(y I.m totally
out of phase. I.m not saying these people are /012 they can be
your best well wishers and they don.t mean any bad in the long
term but they !ust can.t help thinking or manipulating for their
comfort at the moment.
I don.t believe the thing 3Strategy. would work when it comes to
people. 4ou can never be accurately right about the others
thought process or domain of thoughts2 you can never estimate
the intelligence that accurately unless the gap in the I5 between
those two close buddies is large. In the case where the gap is
large since it.s been said close buddy and a well wisher" he must
be thinking on his best buddy.s behalf which again might or
might not be correct for the low I5 mate for the only reason that
strategy doesn.t work well in the case of peoples. In the case
where the I5 gap isn.t large it is really easy to understand that
your mate is trying to manipulate you for 3whatever. reason and I
wouldn.t be comfortable with such situation. I wish I would have
born a lot dumber. I wish I can help not understand that moves" I
wish I could ignore them but I can.t.
I.m gifted with a thing of logic2 I would be the $rst guy to catch
an erroneous move in the ongoing process in life around. I should
give the credit to my perception and a well trained mind which
rarely falters in identifying a logical inconsistency. 6hen my
close pal" whose behavior is very well know to me and I
understand him from very close front" makes moves based on his
strategy rather than being his normal self I immediately panic
and my peaceful self gets perturbed. -ost of the times I end up
understanding the reason behind those moves and rarely I $nd
them hurting me but the fact that I have been played 7 leaves a
deep remark and steals my inner silence. I would still live up
with them !ust for the sake that they don.t mean any harm and I
love them but it.s a kind of a lot of negative energy with each
thing you reali(e you are being played 7.
I have always been using this tool of perception whenever I knew
I was choosing my inner circle member. So I have now in my
inner circle people who are impulsive 8with me at least+9 and
strategic 8two types2 ne who are open and others who are
not+9. 6hat I reali(ed lately is that when I am with my pals of all
the above three types and I know there are few of them who are
,&I7:I7) then I start ,&I7:I7) too and I.m bound with
negative energy which decreases my enthusiasm. 6hereas when
I.m with my pals about whose thoughts I am very sure and I
know that I.m not being played 7 then I am with total positive
energy and enthusiastic. I am not thinking about what they are
thinking I am only thinking about how to have a good time when
we all are around. I give them a good time and I also have a
happy peaceful sleep. 0sk my close pals how good the )1
,I-E is+ they will have loved it+It.ll !ust be a cra(y time full of
fun" leg pulling" creative bullying" cra(y activities etc+
,ruthfulness has become an integral part of my soul. I am not
able to handle the disturbances that are created due to the lack
of that. I have classi$ed my social circle into two parts the inner
circle and the circle. ,he inner circle includes my parents" family"
best buddies of all times with whom it.s mutual and my role
models. ,hese are the people that can hurt me" tear me apart or
make my life beautiful. I am no loner. I need my people" Love" all
kinds of emotions to keep me going+ 6hat I asketh is !ust to let
me know what they feel even if it.s not pleasant or painful. I am
more comfortable with clarity 8of painful truth9 rather than a
hidden thought 8I believe it can never be hidden in the cone of
time9. 6hen I see the truthfulness missing from my inner circle I
get deeply disturbed. If the reasons are not worth the
disturbance it.s even more painful. Sometimes I feel" it.s not fair
to e;pect the <ualities of truthfulness" integrity" sensitivity and
sensibilities to the same levels as I have. Everything has a
tipping point" what if I don.t have+