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My friend, your disillusionment, your inability to believe all those spiritual teachings
now, including my own, is not a mistake - it is pure intelligence at work! Your
disillusionment is part of waking up, not the end of waking up! This is all an invitation to
a deeper awakening than you ever thought possible. You are being forced to question
everything - everything - including all those cherished spiritual teachings that once held
so much value. You are being called to find your own authority, to let go of all those
bullshit ideas about what 'a good life' means. You are being invited to let go of everything
second-hand, everything old, everything received - from parents, teachers, gurus everything in memory, and be present to life, raw and naked.
Sometimes we have to lose everything to remember our total humility, to remember that
we are not in control, and that each moment is full of wonder and thrilling uncertainty.
You are on a path of devastation now - it was exactly what Jesus was teaching. This is not
the end for you - it is the beginning of a new and different life, a new way of moving in
the world, however hard that is to see. It is a time of renewal, of slowing-down, of
discovering the abundance contained within the nothingness. A time to be kinder to
yourself. There is so much potential for you, friend, even if you cannot believe that.
There have been many times in my own life when I felt unable to go on, unable to stand.
I felt that I had lost everything, that nothing was possible, that the void was the only life.
But I just didn't know what the universe had in store.
Even though you feel lonely and abandoned, frightened and angry, friend, know that
many others are walking with you, and many others understand. You will write your own
book of transformation one day.
This moment, friend. THIS moment.
- Jeff Foster