Professional Documents
Culture Documents
By
Amandrea Smith
My Father’s Rage
amandreahoneyfarm@yahoo.com
Published by lulu
Copyright 2007 by Amandrea Smith, all rights reserved.
ISBN 978-0-557-00345-7
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Contents
Epilogue ……………………………………………………………………………………192
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Prologue
Preface
Why would I write such a politically incorrect book? The answer is because it is needed. I was
watching TV one evening and kept seeing a commercial for the news. This commercial
promised I would see a father’s rage as he confronted the murderer of his daughter. What I saw
was a man standing in the back of a courtroom pathetically scream a couple of incoherent
words. The newsreaders attempted to look impressed.
We live in a society where people are expected to suppress anger. No one wants to hear it
and many are frightened by it. You are expected to keep it to yourself, to undergo therapy,
obtain counseling, to learn to accept and move on for the convenience of others who don’t care
and don’t want to be bothered by your sorrow. This is fine but before you do you need to have
your rage validated, to know there is no shame in what you are feeling. You need to realize that
your anger is normal, your rage is natural and it is shared by many. By getting in touch with
your reptilian brain, by giving voice to your Id, you will gather strength, understanding, and the
ability to express yourself, to act and most importantly, to heal. This book’s appeal then is not
to reason but to emotion.
In writing about my father’s rage it was impossible to place his statements and stories in
chronological order so I have tried to arrange them according to what seems to be his own
themes that have meaning to him. What emerges from this categorizing is not just an angry rant
but a journey by a meandering path from murderous anger, torture slaying hatred to benevolent
creativity.
Hopefully my father’s rage will help with your own journey.
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Anger is My Muse
Anger is my muse. I am at my most imaginative, my most glib, most motivated and creative
when filled with hatred. My muse turns the incoherent screaming of blind rage into words.
Sitting alone in my car in the dark for many nights with only my anger for warmth, I
considered how I could destroy all life on earth, yes, even kangaroos. The darkness has been so
enduring, so deep that I have been enlightened by it.
While enjoying myself reading in the dictionary and savoring the meaning of words for pain
and hate like perdition, malevolence, pernicious, rancor, and other such ugly words I had an
epiphany. Under kill was a quote from the Bible, “The letter kills but the spirit gives life.” I
realized that if I cannot kill everyone then maybe I could improve people so that they are no
longer recognizable. By this means I could destroy everyone.
I tell you these things so you may understand the other world view of burning anger,
consuming hatred, and unrelenting rage. What purpose does this serve? You are very
intelligent. This qualifies you to be an excellent clerk or technician. I’m sure in one of your
school classes you learned about creativity and innovation. You were told that creativity is
putting things together in a new, different way. How is this done? Do you randomly take one of
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these and one of those and that off a shelf, put them in a box, shake it up and see what comes
out? To be creative and an innovator you need a different viewpoint, another understanding,
and a different way to think from everyone else. This is largely a matter of a different
experience. My gift to you is that adventure, my rage.
Catching Fireflies
One summer evening, while I was still under court order for supervised visits, I decided to
take you and your sister outside on the lawn to catch fireflies. Your grandmother blocked my
way and demanded to know where we were going. I told her we were going to catch fireflies.
She said I could take your sister but not you. I asked why and she said she didn’t want you to
get bit by mosquitoes. I told her you were my children and I would raise you as I see fit. She
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snatched you from my arms; I had to let go to keep you from being hurt in a struggle. She
then ran upstairs leaving me at the bottom shouting that you were my children, not hers. Your
mother called the cops and I had to leave.
Your Mother
Your mother and I were married I think for six years, maybe seven, I’m not sure. I have been
remarried for nineteen while your mother has had quite a parade of men. This includes the guy
in a wheelchair from the bar down the street. I think it averages out to a new one every couple
of months. You can see from this that I am not the one who can’t work out problems and
maintain a stable relationship.
My home is filled with laughter, the only time I recall laughter in the Struck home was when
Johnny Carson did his dialogue. That was the time I came home from work and so was not
allowed to talk. My dinner was sitting on the stove, the Struck’s leftovers, which I would often
just eat cold then go to bed after turning on the vaporizer in your bedroom.
“Will you really sweep it away and not spare the place for the sake of the fifty righteous
people in it? Far be it from you to do such a thing, to kill the righteous with the wicked, treating
the righteous and the wicked alike.”
I asked this of the Jihadists. Viewing the various discussion forums for Bound Brook and
reading the archives for these sites the Jihadists obtained their answer. It became clear that like
Sodom, the people of Bound Brook were a hateful and wicked people.
Perhaps if you had held your officials to higher standards of integrity this could have been
stopped but you did not. Maybe if you were not such a hateful people this would turn out
differently but you are not. If you had not been so indifferent to the needs of others this might
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not have happened. What you are is ashes. By your own vices are you destroyed. Good
riddance to you.
This has been only a Halloween concoction, the equivalent of throwing a sheet over my head
and shouting, "BOO." Or is it BOOM! Or is it?
Your Stepmother
Your stepmother was thrilled she was going to have two little girls. That was until we had to
go to court. I countered by asking that she be allowed to pick up and drop you and your sister
off for visitation, that you be allowed to engage in girl activities with her such as going to the
beauty parlor and having your hair and nails done. The courts said your stepmother had no
independent rights and that I must be present.
Here is a conversation you and your sister had with your stepmother.
When we first married, your stepmother was too embarrassed to use the restroom while I was
home. After a couple of years she farted in the bed. She was very upset and to calm her down I
said it smelled like roses to me.
Twelve years later she did it again. As I tried to leave the room with burning eyes she shouted,
“Hey, hey! What happened to the roses?” I got back in bed.
Your stepmother and I had an argument and I won. I laid out the truth just as plain and self
evident as 5+4=9. No one can deny that 5+4=9. I won! Her response was, “Your mother didn’t
raise you right.”
I picked you and your sister up for visitation. On the way home your sister announced she
had chicken pox. I had to turn around and return the two of you to your mother’s home.
When we arrived there I told your mother she should have informed me your sister was sick.
I told her my wife had never had chicken pox and to expose her to it now could cause her
considerable harm. Your mother giggled.
I came back from the beehive and told your stepmother that with all these little Italian girls
working for me I wanted to be called Pimp Daddy. Your stepmother said, “No pimps allowed
in the house.”
Smokey
My dog and I were a team. He would let me pretend the girls were smiling at me and I’d let
him think the cats were running from him. It was at Christmas time that he became very sick. I
decided to take him to the vet. Your mother demanded to know how I was going to pay for it. I
showed her I had taken the checkbook out of her purse. (I was not allowed access to money, not
even an allowance.) She came over to me and tried to take the checkbook from me. When I
pulled away she fell and then shouted I nearly caused her to break her arm. I tried to apologize
but she jumped up and snatched the checkbook from me. I took Smokey to the vet. anyway
where I was told the only thing that could be done was to put him out of his misery. I called my
sister and she came with twenty dollars to pay for it.
A few weeks later I heard your mother say to a friend, “Yea, like the time his son died.” I was
very hurt to hear the contempt in her voice.
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The first item on your mother’s divorce complaint was that I had knocked her down causing
her to nearly break her arm.
At the Library
When your mother and I first separated I was sleeping in my car while saving my paycheck to
pay for an apartment. One place that I would go to get warm was the library. While there I read
all the books on divorce. All of them were the same saying be civil, think of the children, do the
right thing and pay your child support. They were very adamant about the child support. The
only book that was different was one put out by a women’s rights group explaining how to find
your husband’s hidden assets.
I was in a rage and none of this was what I wanted to read. Where were all the angry men? I
found what I wanted in the lunatic fringe with titles like “F the B.”
Baby Joshua
When I was a much younger man I was much too inexperienced to have much of an opinion on
anything. I did find there were many people happy to provide me word for word with what they
felt my opinions should be. On the topic of abortion on demand I said I thought it was a selfish
act.
As I grew older some of my peers asked what was the meaning of life. I answered that life was
its own meaning. To exist was the purpose of life.
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Many people said the children of marginal members of society, the poor, ignorant, criminals,
were undesirable, a burden on society and should be allowed to die thus decreasing the excess
population. Others said we might loose the next Edison that way. They were countered with the
statement that it was not likely and someone else would then invent the light bulb.
My three-month pregnant daughter was in the South Bound Brook court in June. She dropped
the domestic violence charges against her alcoholic husband. I told the judge that had he killed
her there was enough evidence to prosecute him. Why could the court not do so now with the
same evidence, why did the court need her permission? The judge said there was nothing he
could do. I asked him if he knew how this would end. He said yes.
Outside the courtroom I told the father if he did not keep his hands to himself I’d cut him up.
He said I’d never see his son. I told my daughter her child wanted to live. In a drunken rage he
would beat the child out of her. She should get away from him before he murdered the child.
I spoke to politicians, rights organizations, lawyers, anyone I could think of. They all said they
could not advocate for the life of Baby Joshua.
Six months later I received what I at first thought was a late Christmas card. Inside the typed
envelope with no return address was a copy of the obituary announcement for Baby Joshua.
From it I learned the funeral had already occurred.
Easter
It was Easter and with some effort and arguing I managed to obtain some money from your
mother. I thought it would be fun to buy her an Easter basket and picked out a nice one. The
day before Easter your mother wanted to go to a local restaurant to use a buy one get one free
coupon she had for an ice cream Sunday. Alarm bells went off in my head and I was filled with
dread. Carefully I asked if she had any cash because I did not have any money. She did not
answer but made her usual hateful face instead.
When it was time to leave she told me to pay the bill. I shouted at her, causing everyone there
to look at us, that I had told her I didn’t have any money and that I had spent it all on a gift for
her. She cried as she paid for it.
The next day when your mother received the gift she angrily ridiculed it. I didn’t care. Your
mother spoiled much with her controlling hatefulness, even her own surprise bridal shower.
Evil Triumphs!
So you don’t want to talk to me or even have anything to do with me. You complain that I
wasn’t there as you were growing up.
Think Honey, I was there. I didn’t brake up our family, that was your mother and her parents
doing. Told to get out I didn’t do it fast enough to satisfy them so they falsely accused me of
domestic violence. I was not allowed any money from our bank account but instead was
harassed for child support even though I was sleeping in my car. Your mother even wanted that
from me saying I should take the used car with a cracked block that her father had gotten a
good deal on through his social connections at church. I was accused of sexually molesting my
own children, had my bank account seized by the state at your mother’s insistence because I
was behind on my child support even though I was paying it and the court required amount for
arrears through a payroll deduction. These are only some of the things the Struck’s did in their
attempts to drive me away.
No Sweetheart, constantly harassed through the police and courts, humiliated and degraded, I
was forced away while your mother’s family did all they could to have you share their hate for
life itself and me specifically.
Evil triumphs! Garm has broken free; he has swallowed the moon.
Eh?
Always remember, anger is just one letter away from danger.
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OSHA Visited
Old Mohamed, a worker in a medical laboratory, told me that in ’85 all the white people
started quitting due to the AIDS scare. Unable to locally replace them the corporation
sponsored people from the Philippines to come work there. It has been a destination for those
people every sense. Next to them the largest group is Pakistanis and Indians. The contracted
cleaning crew is all non-English speaking Spanish immigrants.
I worked there on the third shift for three years. During this time a gurney with five shelves
sat in a major isle narrowing it to about half. Each of these shelves held about twenty-four racks
of open test tubes, about forty in each. An exit hallway in the rear of the building was choked
every night with garbage carts that often had to be shoved out of the way to use the exit.
Every month this employer had a fifteen-minute safety meeting. The supervisor would talk
and everyone had to sign a paper saying they had attended and under stood. This paper was
then filed.
During one meeting they announced OSHA, the Occupational Safety and Health Agency, was
going to do an inspection. At the safety meeting following this visit I stated the employer
wasn’t serious about safety. I pointed out that of the last three hundred and sixty five days the
gurney and trash carts had sat where they are right at this moment for three hundred and sixty
four days. The one day they weren’t there was the day OSHA came through. This proves
management was aware of the safety hazard they posed and chose to cover it up and continue
to allow this unsafe practice.
Nothing was done but I did begin to get written up for small infractions of procedures and
rules.
Japanese
5-S is an industrial program coming out of Japan. The five pillars of the program are Sort, Set
in Order, Shine, Standardize and Sustain. These are all things that our mothers should have
taught us; clean up your room, put things away, throw out things you are not using and keep it
clean! She didn’t because she was at work trying to support her family because Dad couldn’t do
it on his paycheck.
I don’t trust the Japanese. Having been defeated in WWII they remain our economic rivals.
We went to them and asked the secret of their success. I’m sure they said among themselves,
“What should we tell them so that they do not surpass us?” The answer was to tell us that we
should spend the first two-hours of the workday not in production but exercising. Afterwards
we should send everyone to the company nurse for a suppository. Someone said the
suppository might be too much and to reduce the exercise period to one hour or we might get
suspicious that they are pulling a gag on us.
Fire Safety
At one job I worked with a group of young boys who were all graduates of North Plainfield
HS. They not being particularly bright or knowledgeable I found I had to teach them many
things. One day I decided to teach them something they might find useful in life such as “Stop,
Drop and Roll.” At the conclusion of the instruction I decided to test them to see if they had
really learned anything. Because little Mario was the smart one in the bunch I set him on fire.
As Mario ran around the room screaming the others shouted advice to him such as go out side
and put snow on it. I finally had to knock him down and stomp him out. They had not learned a
thing.
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I Hear Voices
While discussing with my boss my annual performance evaluation I told her I needed a large
raise. The reason for this was I was hearing voices. The voices were saying horrible things to
me, urging me to do terrible things, things that I didn’t want to do. With a large raise I could
afford the medicine I needed to stop the voices. My supervisor was their looking worried and
he asked what the voices were saying to me.
Using different scary voices I repeated what they were saying; Pay the rent! The utility bill is
past due! In a desperate voice I begged for her to make the voices stop. I received the same
raise as everyone else.
Gun Ho!
Gun ho is a Chinese term meaning work together or all together. At a lot of jobs management
talks a lot about teamwork. You’re not even referred to as an employee but as a team member.
Management’s definition of teamwork and mine are different. Management’s is exploitive,
telling the team members that every job is their job and to use their own initiative to make sure
every thing gets done. Management’s goal is to get as much work as possible out of each team
member. My definition of teamwork is employees working cooperatively to help each other
and get the job done.
The problem with being a team player is you need a team to play on. Without a team the team
player does more than their share of work because others are slacking. The slackers, usually
brown nosers, hog the easy work for themselves and keep a close eye on everyone else to make
sure no one does less work than they do. They will fight for this to the point of causing
themselves and others to lose their jobs.
Eh?
I told Danny that Dean wanted to see his butt. I then told Dean to go see Danny, he had
something to show him.
Loading Cargo
I read an account of a conversation between a cargo ship’s captain and his First Mate
concerning the proper loading of perishables in the ship’s hold. The mate felt that if they gave
more space to the product they would not be able to pack as much but the spoilage rate would
be lowered to the point that they would arrive with more at the market. The captain explained
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the mate’s math was wrong because he did not factor in that the cargo, slaves, had not read
Virgil and therefore would not die. “Is quisnam teno quam morior mos nunquam servio” (He
who knows how to die will never be a slave).
Concepts of Time
Old Tommy was retiring soon. From time to time he would fall asleep. No one would bother
him because they knew he’d wake up in ten or fifteen minutes and go back to work. Everyone
also knew if he was to be startled awake they might get cut.
One day, young Roberto was complaining about Tommy. He said he had been watching
Tommy for three whole days and Tommy wasn’t pulling his weight. Tommy was slacking, not
doing his fair share.
I told Roberto that Tommy had already done a lifetime of work. Tommy was waiting for him
to catch up. Everyone present agreed with me.
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I was Fired
Applying for many jobs is degrading. The application contains many questions concerning
the applicant’s family’s acceptance of government assistance. By hiring off the bottom of the
job barrel they can take advantage of tax breaks that the government gives for the chronically
unemployed. Other questions ask how they plan to get to work, if they own a car or have other
reliable transportation. A long section of the application is some sort of psychological
evaluation test with a lot of questions about honesty. They also advertise a competitive wage
that actually means they pay the same low wage as everyone else.
I worked a second job for one of these abusive companies as a security guard. Every other
payday the cops had to come to their offices because someone was raising a ruckus about they
had been shortchanged on their paycheck. They did this to me also. For four weeks I both went
to the office and called at all different times of the day only to be told no one was there that
could handle the problem and to leave a message. In the mean while they shortchanged me two
more times. After this I became a little more aggressive in my demands for my money. I left the
message that I had some rope in the trunk of my car. I was going to use it to set a snare at the
entrance of their building and as they came out I was going to snapped it around their ankles
and pull their heads out of their butts. I got a response rather quickly on that with the owner
wanting to know who authorized me to make threats. I demanded to know who authorized him
to cheat me on my pay. He asked what sites I worked at. I told him only one of three and he
fired me. To get the money I was owed I had to get the state involved.
I worked another job (not Wal-Mart but very similar). At ten p.m. when the store closed and I
started work the air conditioning and half of the lights were turned off. To offset the assumed
lack of productivity of these low paid workers; the supervisors were expected to watch them
closely. If someone were to stand up straight and stretch their back or simply walk from one
area to another the supervisor would be right there demanding they get to work. Another
function of the shift supervisor was to insure no one went to the time clock a minute early to
punch out.
An interesting thing about the time clock is it was always five minutes fast. The shift
supervisor always had the correct time. This situation gave the store several free minutes of
labor per employee on each of three shifts, seven days a week creating noticeable savings on
labor costs. I tried my best to work under these conditions but couldn’t take it any more after
four months.
When I started another job a co-worker told me not to expect to work there much more than
two years. At that time I would have advanced on the pay scale more than the employer was
willing to pay. He had seen it happen to others and it was about to happen to him. He would be
harassed and nick-picked by management until he quit or they have a flimsy excuse to fire him
shortly after he got his raise. He was right.
The guy they hired to replace him was not as good. We were all team players, which means
there is no such thing as “not-my-job” so we all had to work harder.
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I worked part time at a grocery store for three years. I never took sick time and always came
to work on time. Many times they called and asked me to come in to work when someone
called out and always did. On the job I was patient, helpful and kind to the customers. The
customers knew this and those that the other cashiers didn’t want always came to me.
After the terror event in New York I was laid off and I applied for unemployment. Most of
what I was making from the part time job was deducted from my unemployment check. I
quickly found another full time job but at night. The start date caused me to give the grocery
store only one-week notice that I was quitting instead of the two that they wanted. As a result I
was placed on the do not rehire list. All my other good work did not matter.
Eh?
Two ravens flew at Highbreeks. The hawk met them with beak and claws. Unscathed, they
pecked him to death.
Nobility
Simi-nomatic tribes were by necessity democratic. Any tribal member could easily pick up
his household and leave. Among such groups would be those who had distinguished
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themselves. Among the other members of the group were the mean (average) persons who
did not see the hard work, sacrifice and other virtues employed by the exceptional but viewed
the achievers as lucky, as favored by the gods. Such persons were looked to for wisdom and
leadership. This kind of honor was earned by merit with each generation.
It was settled agricultural and fishing communities that developed well-defined social classes
and by necessity, authoritative rule. One of Pharaoh’s symbols of authority is a simple but
ornate digging stick. With that he is proclaiming himself the head ditch digger.
At the top of the settled societies then were still those who had distinguished themselves and
passed on to their offspring their wisdom and authority. Present at all times was the less than
the mean, the sycophant. Always ready to flatter the great man’s ego the sycophant would also
tell exaggerated and even false tales of the great man and his ancestors. Listening to the mean
and the sycophant and believing would have been the great man’s children. From there it was
an easy step for the hereditary leaders to be convinced they were not just favored by the Gods
but descended from them. Caesar believed he was descended from Venus, Mark Anthony a
descendant of Hercules. This justified the hereditary right to rule, the resulting riches and
accompanying luxuries. To be noble was based on being more than human. To these dimi-gods
the rest of us were cattle.
Because of the divine nature of the early nobility the community had certain expectations of
them that involved interacting with larger gods to insure things necessary for survival such as
the timely arrival of rain. Failure could mean the nobles would be sacrificed to appease angry
gods.
Such a situation was intolerable to the nobles and they worked to change this. As their
communities grew the nobility became isolated from many members of their group by physical
and social distance. They took on greater mystical aspects and gathered to themselves loyal
military cadres that were often outside mercenaries. If the locals said the nobles must be
sacrificed to appease the gods they could counter that the gods were upset with the populace
because of their sins and had the muscle to back it up. If it was the noble’s duty to insure the
sun rose every morning by dressing in his full regalia before sunrise and sitting in an east
facing window for a couple of hours then it might be discovered this power could be transferred
to the noble’s crown. Servants then could set the crown in the window every morning while the
noble slept in. The loyal, well-paid military made certain criticism was silenced.
This is essentially the beginning of the concept and power of nobility. Things changed as
different people in different stages of cultural development moved about interacting with each
other creating new dynamics but the idea remained essentially the same.
Communities of Will
The survival and prosperity of communities and the stability of the affluent classes depends
in a large part on their nations being well governed. To accomplish this, the leaders need
knowledge of diverse things. This requires a liberal education covering many topics. With the
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re-emergence of democracies, it became necessary for the voting public to have the same
liberal education as their leaders. This ensures the ability to make informed and consistent
decisions based on common knowledge and understood needs of a culture, rather than those of
special interest groups that may serve to weaken and fragment the nation.
Having a vested interest in the education of its citizens, government is the only agency
capable of financing, organizing and insuring equal access by all its citizens of a universal and
uniting education system. To meet the needs of government, this education system would have
to be mandatory and free.
The goals of government sponsored education then should be:
1. Develop primary skills for entering into occupations.
2. Instill national identity and citizenship skills.
3. Prepare a collective, common mind for participation in the governing process.
4. Provide additional instruction a community deems valuable.
Change
An example of change occurring within a culture can be found in our wedding vows.
The wording was developed to fulfill certain needs and provide for situations that arise
based on experience. There is a reason for the words, “forsaking all others” and “What
God has joined together let no one set asunder.” These words no longer have meaning
and anyone can come into a marriage and break it up. The victim, the aggrieved spouse,
has no recourse and if he attempts to take any can be jailed. A marriage anymore is a
simple financial agreement for joint property and debt ownership and division.
The statement “Until death do us part” serves a purpose. It represents cultural wisdom
gathered over many generations. People are not too familiar with the meaning of the
marriage ritual today. Many don’t understand it and attempt to write their own vows.
This is why there are widows angry at God, “Why did he take him from me?” They are
angry at their deceased spouse, “He said he wouldn’t leave me.” They seek counseling
for understanding of what they should have already known.
Polio
Scientists now believe the catastrophic emergence of Polio was caused by the then relatively
new knowledge about sanitation that had wiped out earlier scourges. Previously, children had
become infected with Polio at an earlier age (when the disease tended to be nearly harmless and
invisible) and would then achieve lifelong immunity to it. Better sanitary conditions meant
Polio now struck may more children latter in life with terrible results.
Alien Encounters
If aliens from other planets are visiting us why are they being so secretive? It seems
unreasonable that after all the time, effort and expense, and they must be enormous, of traveling
here these visitors would hide from us. What was the point of coming? To figure this out it is
useful to ask if anything like this has ever happened before. The answer is yes.
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A good example is Cortez and the other conquistadors. These guys did not sneak around
but got right to the business of recouping their expenses and establishing profitable
communities.
Another is the Chinese fleet. It traveled around all over for a while showing off how
wonderful it was to be Chinese and extracting tribute. Eventually the cost became too much and
the fleet was abandoned.
In both cases the aliens made themselves known to the locals and their governments. That no
outer space aliens have made themselves known to us must mean they are not here.
Human Evolution
I think humans did not evolve as anthropologists tell us on the African savanna as scavengers
turned hunters but rather at the shore as beachcombers turned fishers. Anthropologists say there
were several different anthropoid species present on the savanna. Having learned to walk
upright they then went extinct being eaten by lions and eagles. Only the one that evolved into
humans survived.
I think the human ancestors didn’t become extinct just like the other anthropoids on the
savanna because they were not there. They were at the beach, in marshes, estuaries and river
deltas where they finished evolving into humans on a diet of seafood. This is why a seafood
diet is so healthy.
Because we evolved where fresh water was plentiful we did not develop the ability to go all
day without it as the forest apes can. Another indication of this may involve the need for iodine.
As you move inland further and further, iodine deficient symptoms increase. A study that
reveals this occurs more often among human populations than adjacent local animal
populations would support this supposition by suggesting humans in their evolution never
needed to adjust to environments containing less iodine than that available at the shore.
The other day I was watching some chipmunks playing. I thought, “Why not them?” There are
other creatures that I’m sure are just as smart as the early human ancestors, they have hands and
some use tools. The main difference then is that the human ancestors learned to walk on two
legs. The radical physical changes necessary for walking upright seemed to be something
impossible until I consider that they evolved around water. Having to move through different
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depths of water they would be motivated to walk on their hind legs while the buoyancy of
the water would assist in this task. After about a zillion years the anatomy of the prehumans
would adjust to this upright posture until they would be able to walk effortlessly without the
support of water.
Having learned to walk upright in an aquatic environment how did the other anthropoids end up
on the savanna? Perhaps the river creating their fortunate environment suddenly changed
course as the result of an earthquake or volcano. They might then have followed the dry river
bed inland. Instead of the beach their aquatic paradise might have been provided by an inland
sea or lake that dried up again stranding them on the savanna.
From their beach locations, once they were equipped to do so, humans would have spread
worldwide by following the cost line and inland by moving first up rivers and then following
streams, staying close to plentiful water supplies and their resources. As situations and seasons
demanded they would have adapted their fishing tools to hunting.
Free Speech
You have the truth, as revealed through divine scripture and interpreted by me. Free speech
among the laity only serves to promote doubt and confusion that leads to blasphemy. It is
therefore a tool of the Devil and should not be allowed.
Priest or what ever else you may wish to call them, Pastor, Father or something else possess
divinely revealed truth. Their learning then is mostly rote learning of dogma. As a result they
can be quite closed minded, intolerant of any heresy, and resistant to any change. If such things
threaten their authority or mental security they often respond with some form of
fundamentalism.
The big idea in the Protestant movement was that people should gather together and study the
Holy Bible themselves. A group of friends once gathered for this purpose and asked how could
they better understand God’s will so that they might better serve him. The fiery gospel that
came from this group sent the British navy to blockade the cost of Africa and armies marching
in the US singing “…as he died to make men holy let us die to make men free.”
Now-a-days, most bible study is conducted by church elders and it serves two purposes, to
identify and correct heresy and to indoctrinate people into established church beliefs. People no
longer ask how they can understand God’s will but instead turn everything over to him to deal
with according to his plan because they can not do it themselves. God now serves them.
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Good and Evil
Chaos is energy and motion. Because it is disorganized, objects come into violent conflict and
collision with each other resulting in destruction and change. Once things come to rest, lose
their energy or are moving in paths that don’t bring them into conflict with each other then
Order exists. Order is what is left after the destruction of Chaos. Perfect order then would be
the complete lack of energy and motion.
If we equate Chaos with Evil because it is destructive and unpredictable then Evil has the
victory over Good. Because of the nature of Evil/Chaos it will feed on itself until it is self-
destroyed. This gives the illusion of Good triumphing over Evil. Order is really just left over
residue.
God’s Humor
We are made in God’s image, we have a sense of humor, therefore God has a sense of humor.
Where is the evidence? Perhaps it is so very dry we do not recognize it. Perhaps also it was
edited out as a result of translation from one language to another: Hebrew to Greek to Latin to
English. Maybe when God spoke to Moses from the burning bush he opened the conversation
with “Knock, knock!” Just on observation of life and the world I’d say God’s humor runs
towards puns and fart jokes. I like puns and fart jokes.
Revelations
Your mother turned you and your sister over to your grandmother to raise and became a
sibling. While your mother attended church only on the holidays and other times slept until
noon your grandmother had you two go every week and participate in the various things the
church required such as confirmation.
I’m concerned you were taught some wrong things and ideas. One of these is Revelations. I
find it hard to believe that God became man, lived as a man, taught his message, died on the
cross then returned to Heaven only to have to come back and say, “Oh, by the way, there is
something I forgot to tell you.” If it were important, if it mattered, if it was real, he would have
mentioned it the first time around. This means that things such as Revelations are false.
More important than this is, can you answer the question, What was it Jesus called his
teachings, what did he teach? The answer is, The Obtainment of the Kingdom of Heaven.
Nothing else matters or is of relevance.
Evolution of Religion
Religion has evolved. First to come was animism then shamanism. To very primitive man,
operating on the cognitive level of a child, (see Freud, Erikson, Piaget, and what’s his name)
everything was alive, even rocks, and possessed a spirit. Schizophrenics, from their behavior,
were considered to be in close contact with this spirit world and therefore capable of interacting
with it in behalf of the community. Others, seeking to do so, had to rely on hallucinogens and
extreme and prolonged physical stress and deprivation to accomplish the same state of mind.
This means religion has its origins in insanity. Because it produces nothing tangible it attracts
many con men and sociopaths.
Nearly Dead
A guy who popularized astronomy with TV shows and books addressed the topic of near
death experiences. He suggested the going to the light event people described might be a
remembrance of the birth process. He said if we encountered an alien species with a very
different birth procedure such as that of kangaroos we could compare their near death
experiences with ours. If the two were the same it would give validity to the assertion of a real
event.
It seems to me this whole near death thing is nothing more than a cultural fad. Previous to
going to the light people would have their whole life flash before their eyes as if they were
experiencing judgement day. I don’t hear this too much now days. The change in the fads
suggests a change in religious beliefs is occurring.
The Talents
Much of what is in the Holy Bible is unpleasant and makes little sense to me. Take this one
story about how heaven is like a greedy and grasping man who goes on a journey. To try to
understand it I retold it with familiar people, behavior and settings.
Megan had to make a trip to Ohio on company business. Before she left she wanted to secure
her secret slush fund and so divided it up among three employees in different amounts
according to their abilities. When she came back she said to Bad Bob, “Where’s my money?’
Bad Bob said he had spent it all on lottery tickets and doubled the money. Megan took it and
said to Bad Bob, “I see now that you have been slacking on me and are capable of more than
you have been doing. I am going to give you more responsibility and more work to do at the
same rate of pay”.
Megan then went to Chevy and said, “Where is my money?” Chevy responded by telling her
she didn’t give him any instructions on what to do with the money so what he didn’t spend on
liquor and cigars he lost gambling. Megan responded to this saying, “You knew when I gave
you the money that I was a greedy and grasping person and would want the money back. You
are a bad employee and will be cast into the outer darkness of unemployment where there is
much wailing and gnashing of teeth.”
She then went to John and said, “Where’s my money?” John replied, “I knew you were a
greedy and grasping woman who reaped what you did not sow and harvested what you did not
plant so I hid the money in the bottom of my toolbox and now here is what is yours.” Megan
told him she did not expect much from him and that is why she gave him the least amount.
Because he had proven himself to be a good and faithful employee by returning the money he
could keep his job the same as it had always been. What she didn’t know is he had actually
gone partners with Bad Bob but kept back his share of the lottery winnings.
This is not quite the story as told in the Bible but it shows a wider range of responses from the
money giver that are controlled by the results from the money receivers. It makes sense.
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EH?
“Over and over I cast the runes. Always they came up direful. When I gazed into the cauldron,
I got no sight or hearing save that…that far off in a highland, someone bellowed till the
mountains tolled back his grief and wrath; and he was not human…I think maybe we have been
used, you and I.”
Shit Money
I’ve been trying to learn to shit money. So far I’ve gotten the color right but it still comes out
in the same old shape.
Child Support
The state talks a lot of gobbly-gook about how the child support amount is figured but no
matter what it comes out to 20% of the non-custodial parent’s (the father) after tax income. No
consideration is given to if there is enough left over for the non-custodial parent (the father) to
survive on.
Leaving Home
I read a magazine article once that listed where the most notorious speed traps were in each
state. When they came to New Jersey they just said the whole state.
When I leave home I do not worry about burglars, car-jackers, muggers or any other
criminals. Who I am on the lookout for are the police, who don’t patrol but lurk, waiting to
pounce on unsuspecting motorists and rob them through the traffic courts. I have seen them in
the morning driving through the lot of the convenience stores and running plate numbers as
people on their way to work were buying a cup of coffee. The joke is that the cops can’t solve a
crime that doesn’t first involve a traffic stop.
As part of the court proceedings the cop will cite what a wonderful, high tech, finely tuned
and accurate device the radar gun is. This radar gun’s technology with its digital speed display
exceeds that of my car’s speedometer with its dial marked off in increments and worn, gear
driven needle that bounces with ever pothole, rut and bump in the road. To expect comparable
precision speed measurement out of my car is ridiculous and I should be allowed a couple of
MPH variance that anything above would adequately demonstrate a blatant disregard for the
speed limit.
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The towns though are hungry for revenue so the police follow the letter rather than the spirit
of the law. When you drive your car you need to be on the lookout for the thieves with badges.
Employer Charity
I worked for a nonprofit agency. It was nonprofit after all its operating expenses were met.
The founder and director paid himself what he was worth. He employed family members and
paid them a competitive salary. This did not leave a whole lot of money for achieving the
nonprofit agency’s mission.
I worked part time at night stocking shelves in a popular chain store. When the store closed
and I started work the air conditioning and half the lights were turned off so as to save money.
This store aggressively advertised it gave a certain amount of its profits to local charities. I
thought it was interesting that the store’s low paid employees did not live locally with most
riding the bus to the nearest bus stop and walking the rest of the way.
Something most people don’t consider is the store’s statement of how much it gives to charity
is deceptive. Of what it gives to charity it receives back a large percentage as a tax deduction. I
think if the tax laws for charity donations were changed the store would donate much less. If
the store were sincere about helping the community it would use that money to pay its
employees more and to reduce prices.
Jesus
Jesus was asked about paying taxes to the Romans. He held up a coin and asked who’s image
was on the coin. Told it was Caesar’s he replied “Render onto Caesar what is Caesar’s and to
God what is God’s.” What does this mean? After you render onto Caesar in the form of income
tax and to God in tithes and to Caesar again in sales tax there isn’t too much left for you and
yours.
Circumstances
Your mind produces and absorbs thoughts. You may allow this process to occur haphazardly
or choose those that are useful to you and ignore those that are destructive. By following this
process, you will discover that you are the master of your soul, the director of your life. You
will realize how thought shapes your character, circumstances and future.
Your soul attracts that which it truly desires and also that which it fears. Circumstances are
the means by which the soul reveals itself. That circumstances grow out of thought becomes
evident to anyone who spends time practicing self-control. The change in these circumstances
occurs according to the amount of change in your thinking.
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Every thought that you allow to exist in your mind eventually results in action. Good
thoughts bring good results, bad thoughts bring bad actions. The outer world of circumstances
shapes itself according to the inner world of thought.
A person does not send himself to jail by circumstances but by the path of groveling
thoughts and mean methods of obtaining their desires. A good-minded person does not
suddenly fall into crime by stress of any mere external force. The criminal thought had long
been secretly kept in the heart and the hour of opportunity revealed its gathered power.
Circumstances do not make you, they reveal you.
You do not receive what you want but what you earn. Your wishes and prayers are only
answered when they are in harmony with your thoughts and actions. People who are anxious to
improve their circumstances but are unwilling to improve themselves do not prosper. You are
where you are by the law of your being. The thoughts that you have built into your character
have made you who you are. In the arrangement of your life there is little element of chance.
To change your life, you must change your thinking. You are the victim of circumstances, of
things outside your control as long as you believe so.
Purpose
Until thought is linked with purpose and knowledge there can be little intelligent
accomplishment. If you have no central purpose in your life, you can fall as easy prey to petty
worries, fears, troubles and self-pity. All of which leads, just as surely as deliberately planned
sins (through by a different road) to failure, unhappiness and loss.
You should conceive of a legitimate purpose in your heart, make it the central, main point of
your thoughts, and set out to accomplish it. This is the method of establishing self-control and
true concentration of thought. Even if you fail again and again to accomplish your purpose, as
you must until weakness is overcome, the strength of character gained will be the true measure
of your success. This will be a new starting point for future power and triumph.
To put aimlessness and weakness away and to begin to think with purpose and direction is
to enter the ranks of the strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to
attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly and
accomplish masterfully.
Having conceived of a purpose, you should mentally mark out a straight pathway to its
achievement. Doubts and fears can be planned for and so having been dealt with lose their
power to stop you.
The will to do springs from the knowledge that you can do. Thought allied fearlessly to
purpose becomes creative force. By these means, you become the conscious and intelligent
wielder of your life and mental powers. The alternative is to be blown this way and that by
chance.
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Achievement
All that you achieve and all that you fail to achieve are the direct results of your own
thoughts. Your weakness and strength are your own and nobody else’s. They are brought about
by your thoughts and actions or the lack of either. They can be altered only by you. Your
condition is caused by you and you alone not by someone else. Your suffering and your
happiness come from within. As you think, so you are. As you continue to think, so you
remain. A strong man cannot help a weaker unless that weaker one is willing to be helped.
Even then the weak person must become strong. He must, by his own efforts, develop the
strength that he desires. None but he can alter his condition. He is limited only by the thoughts
he chooses. So are you.
Achievement of any kind is the result of effort of action initiated by thought. By the aid of
self-control, resolution and well-directed thought you achieve. By the vice of indolence,
corruption and confusion of thought you fail.
Successes obtained by right thought can only be maintained by watchfulness. Many give
way when success is at hand and fall back into failure and weakness by becoming indolent, by
allowing arrogant, selfish, lazy and corrupt thoughts to take possession of them.
All achievements, whatever they are, are the result of definitely directed thought, are
governed by the same laws and are of the same method; the only difference lies in the object of
obtainment.
Early Thought
Based on studies of ape behavior and speculations by psychologists there has been some
guessing as to what may have been going on in the minds of very primitive, pre-speech people.
Until language had sufficiently developed there could have been little thinking beyond the here
and now of actual experience, much like that of animals. No clear distinction was made
between living and non-living things: if a stick struck you, you kicked it; if the river flooded, it
was angry. Primitive thought was at the level of a very bright four or five year old.
One concept that would have been present is fear of the old man, the tribal leader, as the
beginning of social wisdom. Objects associated with him were forbidden, enforced with
violence by him, much as a child today may not be allowed to sit in Dad’s chair or touch his
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pipe or his gun. The idea of something forbidden, of being taboo then is very fundamental to
the thought process of early people.
Another fundamental idea that probably arose in early people’s minds concerns infectious
diseases and the idea of being accurse. From that, too, may have come the idea of avoiding
certain places and persons in particular stages of health.
As soon as speech developed it may have gotten to work upon such fundamental feelings and
begun to systematize them. By talking together people would reinforce and elaborate each
other’s fears and dreams and establish a common tradition of taboos, of things forbidden and
unclean. With the idea of uncleanness would come ideas of cleansing and of removing curses.
In such things would lay the beginnings of religion and cultural wisdom.
The capacity for telling things increased with vocabulary. The simple individual fancies and
fundamental taboos of primitive people began to be handed on and made into a more consistent
belief system. People began telling stories about themselves, the tribe-past and present, taboos
and why they had to be, about the world, how it functions, how it came to be, their place in it
and their triumphs. In achieving this overall view their explanatory theories gave structure to
natural phenomena and classified nature into a coherent system that described what they
thought it did, how it functioned. People began to be trained from their youth with thoughts
given to them. Indoctrinated into specific modes of behavior and thought, a community mind
was developed that served to bind them together with a particular outlook on life from which
much deviance was not allowed.
Another common factor influencing the development of these diverse first cultures is the
average age of the population. When we speak of the old we are not referring to the old of
today in their 70’s and 80’s. For these primitive people life was short. A person in their 30’s
was old with few seeing much beyond that. The majority of the population was in their teens.
This means the mental maturity level, the method for thought, was not fully developed by those
originating the culture.
These things then, being common to the experience of everyone, help form the common
grounds for the development of cultures.
Thought in Children
Children, like primitive people, still have to learn to think; they do a large part of this by
imagination, the natural way of the untrained mind. It is a flow of images with which the
impulses to act are connected. It is spontaneous and uncontrolled, similar to dreaming. Many
adults never learn to think in a much better way with any consistency.
Deduction
Inductive
Water passes through holes
Water passes through skin
Skin has holes.
Valhalla I am Coming!
I was a mean little kid, misunderstood of course. That makes me mad. To this day my family
will say to me, “Now you know you have a bad temper.” To them I have not grown nor
changed since I was a nine-year-old.
You should ask what made me so mean. I was always smaller than my peers and I was not a
bully; I did not look for trouble. I don’t like getting beat up. What I did and do is react.
Psychologists say we are suppose to have role models, people we look up to and try to be like. I
didn’t have any. Somehow, perhaps partly in Sunday school, I picked up, learned uncommon,
even unusual notions. One was of manliness: ideas and principles of courage, virtue and honor.
Truth and justice will prevail; the ugly duckling will become a beautiful swan if only I held true
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and stood firm. You stood up to bullies, you defended the weak, and you don’t back down. If
an older brother of a bully came up to me and said, “I hear your tough, want to fight me?” he
got popped in the nose right in front of his smirking friends. It was a matter of integrity. The
saying that a coward dies many deaths, a brave man only once is only partly incorrect. There
are many little deaths to be had. They all must be faced with resolution and dignity and some
times you took a beating.
These situations and values placed me in conflict with authority. If there were four bullies in
school then I would have been in four fights. They each would have been in only one fight. The
authorities would then see me as the problem. I was making noise, drawing attention, and
forcing them to act. I was an inconvenience, an annoyance and had a bad temper. They said I
should not have hit the bully but instead suffer the humiliating and degrading taunts that would
follow from him and others for backing down. They had the nerve to say to me, “sticks and
stones…” My rage has its origins in indignation and injustice. True or not there are some things
you should believe in because they should be believed in. Some times you are right.
My beliefs were romantic and archaic. I failed to correctly adapt. We live in a litigious
society. If a person strikes me the proper response from me would be to clutch my chest,
scream “oh my liver, he hurt my liver” and fall on the ground. When the police ask if I need
medical attention the answer would be yes. This would establish legal and monetary liability.
The police, criminal and civil courts would handle the matter from there.
Valhalla lies in ruins.
Eh?
Dad: Do you know what thought did?
Me: No Dad.
Me: Gasp!
Latin Jupiter
Greek Zeus Pater
Sanskrit Dyaus Pitar
The forms dyea and deiw-os are both derivations of the root deiw meaning to shine and
appearing in the word day in many languages. The notion of a father deity was therefore linked
to the notion of a bright sky.
These languages then are not different things; they are variations of one. The people who use
these languages think in the same way. In this way language is intimately linked to culture. It is
at the same time an expression of culture and a part of it.
Differentiation of Language
Language, like other important patterns of human behavior, slowly but constantly evolves
from older forms into newer ones. Compare the language in the King James Bible with that of
English spoken today and a vast difference is immediately noticeable. When different groups of
people speaking one language become separated not just by time but also by geography and
environment as well as political and social barriers, each group begins to develop its own
culture and variety of the language. So long as the developing differences between varieties do
not make mutual comprehension impossible we call them dialects of the same language.
The tendency of language throughout the early years of human expansion and population
growth as tribal units broke up and migrated away from each other was to split into dialects and
then into dialects of dialects. In time these things became mutually incomprehensible and were
thought of as separate languages belonging to alien people.
I took a creative writing class at my local community college. The instructor was old and had
been a writer for a TV show about a boy and his dog. In the class she stressed how to overcome
writer’s block.
For one assignment I wrote a story I enjoyed very much. I’ll let you read it.
Hey!
Ow!
What are you doing laying in the middle of the path for travelers in these dark woods to trip
over?
I’m dying.
What is wrong, certainly it is not the result of my kicking you. How can I help?
No, certainly you delivered a tremendous blow to my ribs with your cudgel like foot but that
is not the cause. I am dying of a broken heart.
Yes, now please, go on your way and leave me to die in my own personal misery.
I am afraid I can not do that. My foot is numb and I must sit here awhile to massage some
feeling back into it. As I do so I demand to hear your sad story in payment for the pain you
have caused me.
It is because of a girl?
Yes.
Yes, that is true. How is your foot? Can you leave now?
I believe so. Yes, I can stand. Before I go, let me tell you this. In breaking your heart she has
shown she is not what you thought. This means you have lost nothing but an illusion. You
should be happy because now you are free to find the true love you seek.
Perhaps you are right. It is interesting how easily we two can talk and understand each other.
It is almost as if I am talking to myself. What is your name?
That is the story. The others in my class as well as the instructor did not understand it. It made
no sense to any of them. The lesson learned is don’t try to be too clever or witty, it will be lost
on a majority of your audience. Make everything you say as concrete as possible, stick to
5+4=9.
A little off the subject but something that comes to mind that you should keep in mind is that
there is a thin line between subtlety and deception.
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Memory
How many times have you been told to or tried to remember something and you didn’t. How
many times have you struggled for hours to remember a school lesson; a spelling list, steps in a
mathematical procedure, the parts of the inner ear, only to receive a low grade? Up until now
no one has taught you how to cultivate your memory forcing you to rely on natural memory,
drill and repetition. We will remedy that problem now.
It is by improving you memory that you improve your ability to think. By the process of
memory you take information and make it a part of yourself. An unread book full of
information sitting on a shelf is simply that, it is not of you.
By developing your memory you will improve your ability to organize, retain and recall any
type of information, quickly and accurately. You will learn quicker, have better confidence in
yourself and increase your understanding of many things. Memory then is the mother of all
wisdom.
Chaining Technique
To demonstrate your present memory ability I am giving you a list of 20 words. Read them,
put the list aside and see how many you can recall.
To use the chaining technique link each item together in the order you wish to remember them
like the links of a chain. You do this by telling a story using strong mental images with each
item acting on the next.
In your mind’s eye, see the list of words I am going to give you. Shoe, tree, money, ladder,
pig, suitcase, tomatoes, cactus, dress, golf club, flag, tent, bus, fire hydrant, jewels, boat, chain,
desk, stapler, ink pens.
See a shoe, any shoe you are familiar with. Out of this shoe a tree is growing, see the tree. On
this tree instead of leaves is money. Leaning against the tree is a ladder. On this ladder is a pig.
The pig is carrying a suitcase. The suitcase comes open and out of it falls tomatoes. The
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tomatoes fall on a cactus and get stuck on its spines. The cactus is wearing a dress. The
cactus wearing a dress is swinging a golf club. At the end of the golf club is a flag. It can be
any flag, just one you know. The flag comes off and lands on a tent. Inside the tent is a bus, any
bus of your choosing. The bus comes out and crashes into a fire hydrant. The fire hydrant
breaks and begins to pour out jewels. The jewels come down into a boat. The boat takes off but
does not go far because there is a chain holding it back. The chain is connected to a desk. On
the desk is a stapler. Inside the stapler instead of staples there are ink pens.
Now repeat the story. Now repeat the word list. Did you get all 20? If you can remember a
nonsense list like this imagine how it can help with a meaningful list. Practice this technique
often and you will not only become better at it but will expand its usefulness.
Location-Association Technique
With this technique you associate what it is you wish to remember with known objects.
Picture in your mind a location you know well such as your own home. See yourself walking
through it. Look carefully at everything there. Now, place the items you wish to remember
there. A grocery list; look at your refrigerator, open it and see it empty. Place in it what you
wish to remember, eggs, milk. Look in the cabinets, they’re empty. Place in them what is on the
list and goes there. An alternative is to simply walk in the front door and on the couch place
eggs, on top of the TV milk and so on. The more you practice the better you develop your
imagination and ability to use details.
This example was but one variation of location association. With practice you will realize it is
best to tour your memory location in the same order going from room to room, object to object.
Phonetic-Numeral Technique
Using this technique you can quickly and easily commit any numeral data to memory. This is
done by changing the numbers into phonetic sounds that are then turned into words.
Here is a list of numbers and their corresponding sounds and a memory cue of my choosing.
1 B, P ball
2 C, K, G hard sound as in ing. kitchen
3 D,T, Th dig
4 F, Ph photo
5 J, Ch, Sh, soft G jail
6 L land
7 M monkey
8 N none
9 R road
0 S, Z snow
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Memorize the provided list using good mental images then use the letter sounds in place of
the numbers. Using vowels form a word sentence. For example, 5 could be shu, a shoe; 39 tre,
a tree. Don’t worry about correct spelling, we’re using phonetic spelling.
If you choose to make a sentence then 22011660 changes to CKSBBLLS and a sentence
could be CoKe haS BuBLLeS. Your words and sentences can be nonsensical, that is
nonsensical to others. They must have meaning to you so as to be memorable. Think of other
variations using sounds in place of numbers, see what works best for you and practice it.
Always remember, the root word of imagination is image.
Twelve Years On
I had tried to teach you memory skills but you did not seem too interested or to pay too much
attention. As a result you were only able to remember fifteen of the twenty words from a
random list. Twelve years latter you are still able to recite those fifteen words in order. This
should convince you I was not just talking nonsense.
Over the years I have said a few things to you. If I had been able to I would have said much
more. Of those things I did tell you I wonder how much you can accurately recall and if any of
it means anything to you.
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LESSER DEMONS
Illegal Immigration
When future historian write about the Spanish migration to the U.S. they will say allowing
illegal immigration was an act of racism.
As in the U.S., The white population of Europe has been declining and is aging. Younger
workers are needed in such large numbers to fill essential jobs and maintain the economy that
immigration is the only answer. The resulting cultural diversity has created social problems and
conflicts.
People watching from the U.S. don’t want to repeat the same mistake. What they want are
white people with an European cultural back ground who are Christians. Such people would
assimilate much more easily than others. True, many of the Spanish-speaking people are off
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white but they are white enough to maintain a white America. While many are Catholic they
are still Christian, speak a European language and come from a transplanted European culture.
These people are our cousins and have a family and territorial claim on us with many having
native-American blood.
Why should we not give them preferential treatment over say, an Indonesian Muslim who
simply wants to come here for a better life? The answer is current immigration law is not
written that way. By turning a blind eye to illegal immigration the responsible federal officials
are circumventing the law. By doing so they are keeping America white and Christian.
A Quaint Custom
In India a quaint custom for solving social, economic, inheritance and probate problems was to
simply throw a man's widow on the funeral fire with him. This practice was called Suttee, and I
understand it was practiced only by the Rajput caste (the ruling caste in India).
It was outlawed by the British, although they had some difficulty in stamping it out. The
widows themselves were not always reluctant to be burnt. Females had been taught from
childhood it was their obligation to cooperate. In compensation they were told that once the fire
had been lit they would have the gift of prophecy. Of course, most of them, when they could be
heard above the noise of the flames, had pretty much the same to say, “Aaahhh, aaahhh!”
That was the general idea, though there could be some variation across the country. In some
provinces and time frames merely climbing up on the pyre in your bridal attire and climbing
down would be considered sufficient devotion and release you from your obligations and other
times and places required that the wife/wives/concubines be burnt.
Suttee as so many have pointed out is to our way of thinking a quite barbaric custom. Yet
many, many women willingly followed their lord and master into the pyre (no I am not
overlooking those who were definitely not willing), I think the negative alternates facing a
Hindu widow should be addressed, if she lived.
She would be vilified as being a bringer of evil. She must become an unpaid and disrespected
drudge to her husband’s family and to never have any social contact with the outside world
again. Always she must dress in white and never again wear any adornment. Under no
circumstance can she marry or have children. All of these things and many more I think would
tip an already fragile mind.
General Sir Charles Napier, conqueror and later governor of Sind was in his sixties when
confronted by Brahmins claiming the custom of suttee to be a sacred Hindu custom. He
replied:
"Be it so. This burning of widows is your custom. Prepare the funeral pile."
Then he added:
"But my nation also has a custom. When men burn women alive, we hang them and confiscate
all their property. My carpenters shall therefore erect gibbets on which to hang all concerned
when the widow is consumed. You may follow your customs, and we shall follow ours."
Insults
I dislike you not for the quality or quantity of your manliness nor for your mildly nauseating
personality. These things are far too common. What is unbearable is you chose, for reasons of
spite and vindictiveness rather than for necessity, to make yourself an enemy of others and can
never be trusted behind anyone’s back.
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There are people who have had a stick up their wazoo for so long they have grown
comfortable with it there. If someone were to remove it they would suffer feelings of grief and
loss followed by angry demands for its return.
There is an old saying that the insults of an enemy are badges of honor.
There is another old saying that the greatness of a people can be measured by that of their
enemies.
An insult I find very offensive is the phrase “poor white trash” or its derivative “trailer trash.”
It originated in the South and contemptuously means the referred to person may be white but
they are no better than a nigger.
Pickett’s charge was made by poor white trash. When they got hung up on the fence a great
moan went up from them that the Yankees could hear above the noise of muskets and cannon.
It was the sound of the breath being knocked out of the chests of many men at once and still
they came on right into the Union lines. Such men of valor should not be dishonored as trash.
Sexual Thought
Psychologist tell us and by so doing convince many, that we all think about sex many times
during the day. If this is true, what thoughts are we then not having?
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Big Head
I live in some apartments where there are a number of stray cats. The head maintenance man
for the past several years has made it his mission in life to get rid of all these cats. Right now
outside my kitchen window there are three generations of one family. They sit there at
dinnertime looking from one window to the next waiting to have food thrown to them.
A few years ago I made friends with one stray cat, a small black female. Over time, by putting
food out and slowly moving it closer to me I convinced her to allow me to touch and then pet
her. One night, while feeding and petting her, the dominant male, a large, old, orange tom ran
up. He pushed her out of the way and started eating the food. I thumped him in the head and he
remembered his manners, sat down, curled his tail around his feet and waited for her to finish.
Once she was finished he stepped up and ate the leftovers. This went on for a while with the
tom always being the gentleman until the black female disappeared. I suspect Jorge the
maintenance man was involved in that.
I continued feeding Big Head as my wife had named him but not on a nightly bases. This was
due to a part time job that had me coming in at 1 a.m. a couple of nights a week. Big Head
figured my schedule out and started working for his food by operating a security escort service.
Wherever I parked in the parking lot when I opened my car door there he was to greet me with
a meow and walk me quickly to my door where he would wait for his pay.
Eventually, my wife, who is afraid of cats, let him come in. She even placed a cashmere baby
blanket under the dinning table for him. His routine was to come in doing his pimp walk, go
past my wife who he would give a nod to and go in the kitchen to eat. When he came out he
would curl up on his blanket and purr until it was time to go out.
On one occasion when Big Head was on his way to his blanket he stopped and looked at me
lying on the coach. I had the impression he was thinking about jumping up with me but then he
changed his mind and continued to his blanket.
Sometime latter, I didn’t see what happened, Big Head came in and as he walked past my wife
she jumped up and yelled that he had disrespected her. She grabbed a broom and chased him
out. He was never allowed back in but continued his security escort service until one night he
wasn’t there. I never say him again and suspect Jorge.
The cats outside my kitchen window have his markings and one is orange.
Car Keys
A difference between an adult and a child can be seen in how you get out of a car. A child will
get out, hit the lock and slam the door too hard. An adult gets out, shuts the door then locks it
with the key. This is an action showing responsibility that prevents you from ever locking your
keys in the car or damaging the door.
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Xmas
Christmas is coming soon. I really enjoy the songs of the season. I think anyone who does not
appreciate the message of joy and hope contained in them, of peace and good will to all would
benefit from a visit by Scrooge’s friends.
Time Travel
If you found yourself suddenly in the past what would you do with your foreknowledge?
Would you use it to undo personal mistakes? Perhaps bet on the bay instead of the bob tail nag
or stay out of Camptown altogether?
Would you use it to enrich your self? Would you have sufficient knowledge and skill to do
this? Could you invent the light bulb or even be able to find adequate employment? Do you
understand the present any better than the future?
Perhaps you would try to prevent a catastrophe to human kind and kill Hitler? If he was
eliminated might someone more capable replace him thus making matters worse?
Perhaps it would be better to attempt to change ideas. Could I write an altered version of such
books as “The Prince” or “The Wealth of Nations”, publish them before the real authors, and
thereby change society?
In any discussion of time travel the Grandfather Paradox must be included. This suggests that
if you returned to the past and killed your grandfather before he met your grandmother you
would never have been born. This means you could never have returned to the past preventing
your birth.
A paradox may only exist when there is insufficient information or adequate vocabuary.
Perhaps a return to the past involves moving into a parallel universe where the person you kill
is the grandfather of the person who, if born, would travel to your universe and kill your
grandfather.
Sitting comfortable and secure in the present it is easy to say what you would do in the past.
If it came right down to it, would you? Would you have the desire, the courage, and ability? Is
your knowledge of the future any better than that of the present that you would know how to
alter it for the better? Had I killed Lamar would that have prevented Tony or another like him
and only serve to remove myself from the equation?
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To Prevent Live Burial
In an eastern European village (your maternal grandmother’s) there was an ongoing serious
problem. People would get so drunk they had the appearance of being dead. Eventually they
discovered they were burying many people who were still alive. They knew this because some
times a live buried person was able to dig their way out of their grave.
The problem of live burial was of great concern to everyone because it could easily happen to
them. Keeping the bodies around long enough to insure they were dead prior to burial proved to
create a public health crisis.
The solutions they came up with such as bells and flags that could be operated from within a
coffin were too expensive for these poor villagers. Finally, one of your grandmother’s relatives
spoke up. He said they were looking at the problem from the wrong perspective. If they asked
instead of how to make sure they didn’t bury anyone alive but how to make sure everyone they
buried were dead the problem became simple. Before they buried anyone they would drive a
stake through there heart.
Pup
I know you don’t remember Pup. Pup was a Dalmatian dog that lived across the hall from
me. His owner had fish tanks and other pets that you and your sister liked looking at.
One night you were over there while I was in my apartment with the door open so you could
come and go as you pleased. All of a sudden I heard running feet and you and your sister
screaming. The two of you came in with your sister hiding behind a chair while you took a
flying leap from the end of the bed landing face down on the pillow. Pup ran in, jumped on the
end of the bed, barked in every direction then ran out. You and your sister ran after him
giggling to return very soon after in the same way.
I let this go on a couple of times then put a stop to it because I was concerned Pup might get
over excited and accidentally scratch or hurt one of you. That would have resulted in another
trip to court where your mother would ask for my visitation to be reduced and child support
increased.
A Monster Story
There was a pretty little girl who was lazy and disobedient. Her parents always told her when
walking home from school to always walk to the corner and then turn on their street. Never,
never take a short cut through the parking lot in the rear of the empty store on the corner.
One day, a monster was driving down the road looking at all the sweet, delicious looking
children walking home from school. He saw the pretty little girl and said to himself, “Yum! I’d
like to have that for my dinner!”
Then it happened! The pretty little girl, being lazy and disobedient, took the short cut just like
her parents told her not to and the monster saw it! The monster knew, because she was on her
way home from school, that she would go that way again. All he had to do was wait.
The next day he waited behind the empty building for the pretty little girl but she didn’t
come. The next day she still didn’t come but walked to the corner like she was suppose to do.
On the third day, maybe she thought it was to hot or maybe she was in a hurry to get home to
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see her favorite TV show, we don’t know but she took the short cut where the monster was
waiting. He simply stepped out, took her by the arm and led her away.
We know this because in looking for her the police saw it happen on the video tape of an
outside security camera of the store next door. They caught the monster but no one ever saw the
pretty little girl again.
Eh?
There are three things that are foolish: riding horses (motorcycles) at night, marrying young
and I forget the third. Sorry.
Maslow’s Duck
Dad: Duck.
Me: What?
Dad: Duck!
Me: Why?
Dad: It is a good thing something large and hard wasn’t coming quickly at your head. I tell you
to always question authority, reality and everything else but sometimes you just have to go with
what life throws at you and ask questions latter.
Spit
My grandmother once told me to hold out both hands. She then said spit in one hand and want
in the other and see which one filled up first.
You may have noticed that many of the things I have said to you are contradictory. That is
because I am not trying to make you believe certain things or instruct you in certain forms of
behavior. The time for that is twenty years past. Instead I have tried to leave the things I have
said open ended for you to form your own opinions and to understand and learn from according
to your ability. Hopefully I have given you some small reason to think and reflect upon the
world.
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FENRIR HOWLING INTO THE WILDERNESS
Graduation Hats
The hat people wear during school graduation is an insult to labor. It began in a European
university town were the professors were having some dispute with the local craftsmen. As an
insult they began wearing a mortarboard and pedestal on their heads as an insult. From there it
just caught on with other schools.
You will notice the way the question is worded controls the answer. A decrease in profits is
not something that can even be considered. Our children are being taught that if they ask for a
raise they will lose their job.
Why is education so anti-labor? Apart from the role of business in conducting education
reform the teachers are ignorant. What have the teachers done all their lives but go to school?
Maybe they had a part time job at a burger joint for a year or less while in high school or
worked as a waitress some during college.
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What do they know about careers other than to tell the children they can become doctors or
lawyers or maybe an astronaut or some other occupation they have seen on TV? A welder or
some other blue-collar job is out of the question and outside their experience and knowledge.
Eh?
Which is correct: pi r squared or pies are round?
In School
When I was in elementary school my teachers said of me that I daydream, I don’t pay
attention in class, I don’t turn in my homework, I don’t try hard enough. Not a one said I was
struggling with division because I haven’t mastered the multiplication tables. I knew this and
finally did something about it. Because of this I am essentially self educated.
The P2R
The P2R, Plan to Radically Revise Special Education was test piloted for five years in the
special needs school districts of New Jersey. In 1989 it was hailed by its developers as a
tremendous advance in the rendering of services to the state’s special education populations.
An objective evaluation of the P2R reveals it contained nothing new or radical. Had the state
monitored more closely for compliance with P.L. 94-142, the 1975 Education of All
Handicapped Children Act, the P2R would have been unnecessary. Rather than a cure for
educational woes, the P2R appears to be a symptom of some problem plaguing the educational
reform movement.
The strident urgency for change demanded by many of the reformers is being accomplished
on a geological time scale.
The person responsible for the above quote was speaking to a homogeneous telling them
what they wanted to hear. I doubt if he was concerned about the truth of his statements, that
was not his goal. What I think he was concerned with was a free dinner and building his
prestige by being politically correct for the purpose of social and political net working.
Many political bureaucrats and especially new teachers right out of the teacher training
colleges have been indoctrinated into this way of thinking, they accept the concept of education
in crisis as true because it is politically correct rather than a product of their own thought. There
are words for such people such as: sycophant, brown noser, butt kisser, butt licker, toady, suck
ass, flatterer, yes man. Such persons are a hindrance to the educational process.
At the same time in Germany, education reforms brought a drastic reduction in the teaching
of mathematics and physics. The Prussian Secretary of Education, Carl Becker, said: “The
inherent evil is the over valuing of the purely intellectual… we must acquire again reverence
for the irrational.”
History repeats itself. Many a little man has waved his hands in the air and shouted, “What’s
a fella to do!” He lives with change and innovation without understanding it. To him the
objects and systems created by technology operate independently and impersonally.
Technology speaks a language he does not understand, it operates against him, dominates and
controls his life and corrupts his beliefs, and perhaps most importantly, has not fulfilled its
promises to him.
In an effort to find answers, to cope and gain a measure of control over his life, the little man
often engages in irrationalism. As in post WW I Germany, there are those who are ready to
provide him with simple, easy to understand answers. This has resulted in the rise of diverse
cults, the acceptance of pseudo-science and other strange manifestations arising from confused
minds and hearts. By such means the little man achieves a measure of emotional security and
closes his mind.
As a consequence of all this, the little man has transferred many of his old prejudices to
technology and the technocrats who have become the new, sinister “They.” “They” are the ones
who are keeping him down, rendering his skills and knowledge obsolete, sticking it to him,
exploiting the environment, who understand and run it all without any consideration for the
needs or concerns of the little man.
Many people fear technology and its consequences. There is a strong anti-science movement
forming in this country growing out of a general disenchantment with science and technology.
There are protests against what are called “Frankenfoods” and visual depictions of the world
after the return of Jesus with the lion laying down with the lamb in the background of an
idealistic park setting where there is no sign what so ever of technology. For those who feel a
mental revolution of understanding is needed to bring society back into equilibrium the place to
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begin the process is in the schools. This requires a swing again to the left of the chart
outlining educational movements for use of the schools for social change.
The sentiments expressed by H.G. Wells are echoed by other modern authors.
H.G. Wells further stated that the people of his time tried to understand how all this had come
about by recalling the history they had been taught in school. What was available was an
inadequate listing of dates and kings.
James Burke wrote for the purpose of challenging the methods of teaching history. He
believes by studying the past students can identify how human behavior in recurring situations
has led to change and innovation. He states: “Given average intelligence and the information
available to the innovators of the past, anyone could independently duplicate their
achievements.” This has implications for the innovations of the future.
It appears this may be the key to meaningful reform. Through the teaching of history,
society’s mental and emotional equilibrium can be restored. By teaching history for the purpose
of understanding the development and functioning of civilization, the why and how of its
systems and technology, history can serve to help teach fundamental skills and develop
reasoning powers. Taught from a broad human perspective, integrated and correlated with the
other academic areas, the teaching of history can become a type of therapy contributing
towards resolving the little man’s concerns and the sociological problem of educational reform.
To achieve their goals the educational reformers would have to produce a curriculum that
synthesizes over five-millenium of human activity; history, technology, science, philosophy,
literature, sociology and political history that has proceeded them, is an integral part of their
lives and is shaping their future into a comprehensible whole that provides a coherent
worldview, working philosophy and transferable working skills. This is a function of culture
and its institutions. The effect of such a curriculum on our rapidly evolving culture should be to
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help establish emotional and intellectual equilibrium. By this means the little man can
obtain an understanding of the way the world is, why it is this way, how it functions and his
place in a changing society. This is an accomplishable task.
A Curriculum of Unquestionable Value and Lasting Relevance
The Rhetoric
To many of the people concerned with educational reform it may appear real progress is
being made. They know the ‘80s were the decade of the “Back to Basics” movement that
established minimum competency standards. Building on this structure the ‘90s was the decade
in which standards of excellence were established. Towards this goal a self-proclaimed
Education President established a program he named “America 2000.” Renamed “Goals 2000"
by his successor, its objective was to provide our nation with world-class schools by the year
2000. In this spirit the state of New Jersey has produced its “Core Curriculum Content
Standards.” Hailed by its developers as a major innovation it was described by an assistant
commissioner in that state’s Office of Standards and Assessment as being “... more
comprehensive than that of any other state’s working on the problem.”
The Reality
Being sincerely concerned the purpose of educational reform is being achieved we must ask
if this is really happening, does the rhetoric match the reality? The traditional explanation for
the existence of the debate is to correct a perceived failure by our schools to provide what is
described in the Constitution for the state of New Jersey as “A through and efficient
education.” The provided time lines for the trends in educational reform during this century in
the U.S. demonstrates the major means of determining this deficiency exists has been to
compare our schools with those of other nations and cultures, identify sociological problems
and determine the needs of employers. The themes and ideas of the present reform efforts are
revealed by this time line to be a part of a repeating cycle of alternate emphasis between
progressive social concerns and often reactionary and conservative, skills dominated programs
for work force development. Rather than representing a new application of enlightenment
concerning how children learn, the reform movement simply responds to those forces external
to the schools: political, social, technological or economical currently dominant in society’s
fears.
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1910
Movement for the professionalization of teaching.
(Estimate of only ten percent graduates of normal schools.)
1920s
Progressive Movement
(Child study.)
1930s
Essentialist Movement
(Rejected the use of the schools
for social reconstruction. Teach
only the essentials.)
1940s
Life Adjustment Education
(Teach for social development.)
1950s
Technological Skills
(Under former General then President
Eisenhower schools were compared to
those of Europe where the Iron Youth
of Germany failed, in two wars, to
accomplish the cultural, economic and
racial dominance taught in their schools
as their destiny.)
1960s
Experimentalist
(Child centered concerns.)
1970s
Back to Basics
(Schools accused of being centers for
crime and drug abuse. Teach only the
basics. Alternate route to certification.)
1980s
America/Goals 2000
Conference of some state governors finds American schools lacking when compared to those
of Europe and Asia. Establish standards of excellence. List of seven goals drawn from both
sides of the debate.
May 1980 Following a five-year study on high school graduation requirements a statewide
panel recommends the establishment of student proficiencies.
Dec. 1987 A panel studying the issue reports to the educational commissioner’s office their
findings.
June 1988 The commissioner reports the findings and recommendations to the state board
of education.
May 1989 Recommendations for establishing core course proficiencies adopted by the state
board.
July 1990 Panels of outstanding educators, members of business and industry meet to
identify core course proficiencies.
Aug. 1990 Educators statewide review the panels’ drafts of the proficiencies.
Oct. 1990 Panels meet to revise drafts based on reviews and present Core Course
Proficiencies to the state board.
1992-1993 Panels of outstanding educators, business people and other citizens develop
preliminary draft standards in seven academic areas and career education.
Feb. 1996 Core Curriculum Content Standards proposed for adoption by the New Jersey
State Board of Education published.
Evaluation
This constant and ineffectual tinkering with the curriculum by reformers results in a continual
change in educational strategy and emphasis that culminates approximately every ten years.
The reform movement it self then is disruption to learning at least once during the years of
schooling by each of our nation’s children. This makes the reform movement a symptom of
rather than a cure for educational problems.
The comparisons and evaluations of our educational system have been accompanied by
concern, even hysteria over eminent social, moral and economic collapse. In April of ‘92 at a
dinner to “kick off” “Central Jersey 2000" the keynote speaker characterized the problem this
way:
The strident urgency for change demanded by many of the reformers is clearly being
accomplished on a geological time scale.
The slow progress of educational reform made clear by the time lines presented for the
national history of educational reform and of the state of New Jersey to develop its Core
Curriculum Content Standards does not represent any kind of competent progress. With more
study and development proposed, New Jersey’s Content Standards was described by the then
state educational commissioner as “general and sometimes vague.” In a national comparison of
standards conducted in 1996 by the American Federation of Teachers it was rated as “weak”
and “doesn’t go far enough.”
The response to the Core Curriculum Content Standards by the schools has been to reevaluate
their present curriculum to insure these standards are met. This is being accomplished through
curriculum committees that review existing programs and make suggestions for revision and
updating of specific areas. Referred to as fine tuning, an attempt is being made to correlate their
programs with the various state wide standardized tests that are being administered to measure
the success of the schools in meeting the standards which is tied into state funding. From the
new formats developed by these committees recommendations for the purchase of material and
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resources are being made, to be acquired according to the schools’ existing budget and
schedule for doing so. In other words, business as usual.
To better understand what is happening it is useful to look at the recommendation for dealing
with criticism and attacks on the schools found in a 1960s educator’s encyclopedia. This book
states critics and attackers should be invited to serve on committees and advisory councils with
information, recommendations and suggestions being compiled from them so as to help all
concerned arrive at an amicable understanding. Suggestions then can be incorporated into the
curriculum. When last quired concerning its progress in ‘96, representatives of Central Jersey
2000 stated they were formed into committees.
The results of this approach can be measure through a comparison of the Core Curriculum
Content Standards with the 1958-1959 Goals curriculum for the state of Arizona, “Teaching
Today for Tomorrow”. While the Goals curriculum is much more conversational, what
concerns us here is not which one is better but their similarity. This comparison suggests the
Core Curriculum Content Standards is a re-invention of the wheel. The continual return to first
principles it represents reveals stagnation in the efforts of the educational reform movement.
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Remedy
Before significant and meaningful reform can occur, a new perspective on the problem must
be obtained and a consequentially different approach implemented. Without this what has been
referred to as the swinging pendulum of educational reform will remain a disruption to the
educational process.
At first thought it would seem what is needed is another Locke or Rousseau, a pre-eminent
intelligence of conviction and foresight to provide a new application of the available
knowledge concerning education and learning. With further reflection comes the realization
that education, like politics, religion or philosophy is heavily reliant on theories. History shows
that all such unquantifiable and intangible things are most effective when applied by their
originators. Once the founding principles and ideas of “The Enlightened One” become
institutionalized, the property and responsibility of followers of average intelligence, they are
misapplied or not adhered to because they are not fully understood or agreed with or even form
the bases of the working philosophy of the inheritors. It is for these reasons that John Dewey
spent his latter years fighting against corruptions of his educational ideas.
This is due largely to a theory having little intrinsic value. Its worth is in its usefulness,
which is determined by its user’s creativity and imagination. Who this person is, their beliefs,
values, needs and other prior existing personal characteristics compromise with any theory they
take on. Imposed as part of a job requirement it becomes degraded. Seized by an adventurer
seeking a means to self-aggrandizement it is discarded. This behavior requires that anything
new must be made concrete, something of substance that is adaptable to its user and the fads
and fashions of the times while maintaining its essential integrity. From the two curricula
presented earlier it can be seen that what we teach, 5+4=9, has remained the same. That this is a
fact all children should learn is validated by history that demonstrates it to be an enduring truth
despite attempts to attach to it temporal dogma. Only the rhetoric of the reformers varies
according to the emphasis of those earlier identified forces external to the schools concerned
children are not learning.
A further direction needed is revealed by this concern. Despite the disruption to learning
caused by the reform movement, children do continue to learn, as is their biological imperative.
The problem lies in knowing what they have learned.
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Before an instructor can teach a student division, she must know if that student has
mastered the multiplication tables. The records available to the instructor at best only imply this
information. Walk into any classroom and request documentation of each student’s attendance
and the teacher will produce from her desk a record book detailing days present, absent and
times tardy. If the day’s math lesson is on division and you ask for similar documentation
concerning prerequisite skill, the information will be less forthcoming. This teacher then is
engaging in bad practices regardless of how clever her lesson plans and instructional material.
What has been neglected or at least not properly developed because political interests place
emphasis on report cards and standardized testing is the articulation of instruction and
accounting for learning.
The record system presently being used serves the interest of administrators and bureaucrats.
The teacher’s grade book explains nothing about what a student has learned without referring it
to a particular edition of a publisher’s textbook. The student’s cumulative record mostly lists
classes taken and a grade assigned. The teacher’s lesson plan book is similarly oblique and the
school’s curriculum guide, if available, is gathering dust on a bookshelf because it is equally
useless as a tool in the daily planning for and management of a learning environment.
Presenting them for direct examination can make the clearest, most convincing argument for
the inadequacy or these things.
Grade book
School___________ Teacher__________
Course/Subject______
Students Mon. Tues. Wed. Thurs. Fri. Mon. Tues. Wed. Thurs. Fri.
1.
2.
3.
4.
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Cumulative record
What is needed is not the creative, insightful product of a brilliant mind but the skills of a
competent clerk. Not the repackaging of old ideas, learning theories and methods, but a
quantification of the curriculum and a clear and precise listing of acquired knowledge and skills
by each student.
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The following record and planning system solves the problem of accounting for learning and
provides a substantial improvement in the planning for learning. It consists of a combined
format of the teacher’s grade and lesson plan books (fig.1) that is correlated with a similar
revision of the school’s curriculum guide and student cumulative record (fig.2).
The preparation of the curriculum guide/cumulative record requires a quantification of the
user’s course of study. Using the techniques of task analysis a concrete and continuous listing
of the specific knowledge and performance abilities to be acquired and displayed by all
students is tabulated in blocks of clear and concise instructional units (fig.3).
The objectives of these units are then entered into the grade/lesson plan book as they are
taught.
With this accomplished, specific learning experiences are selected and entered into the
grade/lesson plan book for which grades are assigned (fig4).
Once a student demonstrates concept mastery a notation regarding this is made on the
curriculum guide that then serves as an individual cumulative record (fig.5). By this means a
permanent record of individual learning across the entire spectrum of the curriculum is
established that accurately describes and specifically states what a student has learned and at
what rate he is learning. This then provides a foundation to be built on with future learning.
Access to this type of information increases teacher efficiency and enhances and accelerates
student learning and performance. This record system is then diagnostic of individual learning
deficiencies and prescriptive of learning needs. The implications for the No Child Left Behind
Act involves a significant cost savings. Knowing what their students have learned, a school’s
teachers can devise their own annual test rather than hire a testing agency. For example, if the
records indicate all students have learned to multiple 1-digit numbers times 2-digit numbers
with no regrouping then an appropriate test question would be, multiple a 1-digit number times
a 2-digit number without using regrouping.
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Lessons:
Learning
Experience:
Student:
(Fig.1)
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(Fig. 2)
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3-digit numbers
with internal zeros.
3-digit numbers
with internal zeros.
(Fig. 3)
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Student:
Amandrea A A A A A A
Dick A A B A A A
Jane D C C D O D
Puddrick O D O O D O
(Fig. 4)
A = 95-100% Mastery
B = 85-94% Knowledge
C = 80-84% Further instruction needed.
D = 0-79% Failure to obtain concept.
O= Assignment not completed
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(Fig. 5)
between the system and the user, the user being either an individual or a group ideology.
For example, after reviewing the sample mathematics curriculum the reader may decide its
focus is too much on the “what” and not enough on the “why” and “how” or that the student
should develop certain “attitudes” or express “appreciation” for things. These needs of methods
and philosophy can be incorporated into the system by adding them to an existing or as their
own individual unit of instruction. They can also be removed according to the phase of reform
currently dominant in the criticism of the schools.
For this reason my sample curriculum cannot be considered complete. It must be altered by
the individual user to reflect their own style, tastes and needs within the limits of their ability
and administrative constraints. By this means, the user creates their own living curriculum for
which they have understanding, agreement and passion, three factors vital to the success of any
conceptualization.
By allowing this creativity and by being adaptable to change, this system can maintain a
stable core curriculum composed of those things that are always taught that is articulated and
functioning regardless of embellishments. By this means, the disruptive influence of the reform
movement and its fragmenting effects on classroom instruction will be minimized.
Failure to follow this program will not result in the collapse of our economy and the decline
of civilization. Following it will not cure a host of social ills. What it will do is assist in the
accomplishment of the purpose of education, the development of the individual and the
amassing by the individual of diverse information and skills with the ability to use them to their
advantage and society’s benefit.
Completion of this then prepares the teacher to design lesson plans and learning outlines for
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the year. This results in similar benefits of accountability and efficiency but not necessarily
articulation between the grades, as use on a district wide- level would provide.
Definitions
A large part of many people’s vocabulary is based on context. They have heard or read certain
words so many times that they have developed a sense of how to use the words without
obtaining a clear definition of their meaning. For this reason, I have found it necessary to
include a vocabulary for the teacher’s use.
Scope - The total range of learning experiences provided in a subject or school program often
used to determine the sequence in which learning experiences will be arranged.
Curriculum - The total experience a learner has under the supervision of the school:
mathematics, language arts, science, etc.
Objectives - Specific purposes that form sub-units of units of instruction: decimals; addition
with, subtraction with and so forth.
Lesson plans - Specific learning experiences designed to meet the goals and objectives of the
unit of instruction.
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Developmental Theories
Sigmund Freud Erick Erickson Jean Piaget Lawrence Kohlberg Victor Lowenfeld
Development of Creative
Psychosexual Psychosocial Cognitive Development Developmental Aspects
Expression
Development Development of Morality
Sexual components of The healthy personality The emergence of Dimensions of moral Creative and mental growth
personality development intelligence behavior
Sexual urges are the A healthy ego is Intelligence consists of Moral behavior is learned Art helps develop self-
primary motivation for developed through stages schemes organized into through social concept and creativity.
behavior throughout life. of conflict. stages. interaction.
Oral Stage Trust vs. Mistrust Sensory Motor Pre-moral Stage Scribbling Stage
(0-2 years) (0-1year) Stage (0-91/2 years) (0-4 years, 3 levels.)
Mouth is source of Mistrust of unknowns vs. (0-2years) Disordered 0-18 months
pleasure. inclination to trust. Motoric intelligence Obedience because of Random marks serve as
Preoccupation with World of here and now. fear of punishment and to kinesthetic activity.
immediate gratification No notion of objective receive reward. Contolled11/2 -31/2 years
of impulse. reality. Judgments are made of Performed for stimulation,
Little reality contact. totally wrong or totally connection between motion
right. and marks made.
Naming 31/2 - 4 years.
Imaginative thinking.
Decision Stage
(14-17 years)
Purposeful learning of
technique and skills.
As a special education teacher and like most teachers, a generalist applying what works, I
frequently refer to my textbooks for information on the various developmental theories, while
preparing individualized education programs for my students.
In the past this has required that I lay out several books on the dining room table held open to
the appropriate pages. At dinnertime they had to be put away and afterward brought back out.
Prompted by a desire for efficiency and comments about tidiness from my wife, I began
searching for a better way of doing this. Of the solutions available, the best was the preceding
chart outlining major developmental theories.
Cross-referenced by stages and ages, this outline presents the ideas of Freud, Piaget,
Erickson, Kohlberg and Lowenfield in an easy-to-read format that stimulates thought and
memory and is an aid in lesson planning. I hope you find it as useful as I have.
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Terms
ANALYSIS: arranges, breaks down, classifies, codes, compares, decides which, groups, lists,
separates, sequences, simplifies.
Application
KNOWLEDGE What are some of the things Goldilocks did in the three bears
house?
COMPREHENSION Why did Goldilocks like the little bear’s chair best?
APPLICATION If Goldilocks had come into your house, what are some of
the things she might have used or done?
ANALYSIS What parts of the story could not have actually happened?
SYNTHESIS How might the story have been different if Goldilocks had
visited the three bluebirds.
EVALUATION Do you think Goldilocks was good or bad? Why do you think
so?
I recently overheard a conversation between a waitress and a group of high school students at a
late night diner. One student was wearing a T-shirt with the faces and names of famous black
Americans on it. When challenged to do so by the waitress the group could not match up the
names and faces with the reason for their celebrity. The best they could do was say Medgar
Evers had some kind of dream.
The waitress then went on to demonstrate they could not estimate the cost of their meal,
compute her tip, make change or name the fifty states and their capitals. In response to their
comments that these things had not enriched her life or improve her material circumstances, she
was just a waitress, she stated she had a richer intellectual life and made explanations for other
uses.
Once the waitress had finished bemoaning the poor quality of our nation’s future leaders I
butted in with my comments. I pointed out that these were not future leaders, but clerks, service
representatives and laborers whose jobs were being dumbed down and consequentially pay
reduced by computers. With the computer doing the thinking, reasoning, computing, analyzing,
etc., they were to be “fetch and carries” doing the physical manipulations dictated by the
computer. This statement was not disputed by the students and made them uncomfortable.
The previous taxonomy describes those skills and abilities needed by the students to compete
with and use the computer. They should be provided for in the daily lesson plans.
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Blank Forms
Textbook: Curriculum: Goals:
Program of Study:
Resources: Course of Study:
Unit of Instruction:
Objectives:
Lessons:
Learning
Experience:
Student:
Activities and
Notes:
(Sample for copying)
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The statement 5+4=9 has been an enduring truth regardless of attempts to attach temporal
ideas to it. For this reason, I chose to develop the mathematics curriculum as an example of
how to use my record system and how useful it is. To demonstrate the record system is
applicable to other areas of the curriculum I have adapted it to the Language Arts curriculum as
well.
I began this a long time ago before abandoning it for many years. During that time, other
educators have come close to duplicating it with what is known as Curriculum Maps and
electronic grade books. Do not be misled by these things. They still serve the needs of the
politician and bureaucrat, ensuring that the Standards are being taught to. My record system
does that and also ensures that the teacher knows what the student has learned and needs to
learn without waiting for expensive testing at the benchmark years.
I bring this up to say that these curriculum maps can be easily adapted to become a part of my
record system by simply transferring them to my forms. Why do I not do it for you? Remember
what I said earlier about theories and intrinsic values? Make of it a living thing, something of
your own.
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Curriculum
Mathematics
Program of Study
Arithmetic
Course of Study
Objectives
Lesson Plans
Objectives
Sets: Identifies sets of objectives. Joins and separates objectives into Identifies and specifies parts of
sets. sets.
Forms arrays. Associates cardinal numbers with Uses symbols <, > and =.
sets.
Whole Numbers Writes numbers 1-100. Recognizes place value for 1, 10, and Recognizes zero as name of
1-100: 100. empty set.
Whole numbers 100 Writes numbers, whole Recognizes place value to one billion. Uses a comma to denote place
to one billion: numbers and expanded word value.
names for numbers to one
billion.
Number Series: Defines a number series as a Counts by 2, 5, and 10. Finds the missing number in a
special order or pattern. simple sequence.
Roman Numerals: States value of numerals. Performs addition and subtraction States modern uses of roman
with roman numerals. numerals.
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Adds with Three or more 1-digit numbers Two and three digit numbers with Regroups across zeros.
regrouping: with regrouping to 10. regrouping to 10, 100 and 1,000.
3-digit dividend, every digit a 3- and 4-digit dividend, first 3- and 4-digit dividend zeros
multiple of divisor, zero two numbers a multiple of in quotient.
remainder. divisor, zero and non-zero
remainder.
Divides 2-digit divisors into: 2 and 3-digit dividend, zero 4-digit dividend with 2-digit Dividends with internal zeros,
and non-zero remainders. quotient, zero and non-zero zeros in the quotient.
remainders.
Minus Symbol -
Symbol X
Compares size value of States and demonstrates Uses learned skills to pose and
fractions with different changing forms of fractions solve problems.
denominators. does not alter their value.
Forms of Fractions: Reduces fractions to lowest Raises fractions to higher Finds common denominators.
terms. terms.
Determines size, value and Changes whole numbers and Changes improper fractions to
quantity relationships by mixed fractions to improper mixed numbers.
finding lowest common fractions.
denominator.
Addition, same denominator: Adds whole number and Adds fractions with no Adds mixed fractions with no
fraction. renaming. renaming.
Subtracts mixed
numbers with
borrowing.
Finds a whole when a percent Uses the formula Percent times Uses the formula interest
is given. whole equals part to perform equals principal times rate
the last three operations. times time to calculate
interest.
Concepts: States converting forms of fractions does not alter Compares size, quantity and values of
their value. commonly used forms of fractions. (1/2, .5,
50%)
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Curriculum
Language Arts
Program of Study
Grammar
Course of Study
Parts of Speech
Units of Instruction
Plural Nouns: Forms plural of most Forms plural of nouns ending Forms plural of nouns ending in Y preceded
nouns by adding an S to in: S, Z, X, CH, and SH by by a consonant by changing Y to I and adding
their end. adding ES to their end. ES to their end.
Forms plural of nouns Names exception to previous Forms plural of compound words and
ending in F by changing rule. (Chief-chiefs) hyphenated words by adding ‘S to the
F to V and adding ES to significant word. (Brothers-in-law.)
their end.
Pronouns: Defines a pronoun as a word States a pronoun is used when the Names singular and plural
that takes the place of a noun or noun it replaces has been previously forms of pronouns.
pronoun. specified or understood from
context.
Pronouns, Nominative Defines a pronoun used as the Identifies nominative forms of States when a sentence has
Case subject of a verb or used after a pronouns as I, you, he, she, it, we, two or more subjects both or
form of the verb “to be” as you, they. all are in the nominative
being in the nominative case. case.
Pronouns, Objective Defines a personal pronoun used Identifies objective case pronouns as: States when the pronoun I is
Case as the object of a verb or a me, you, him, her, it, us, you, and used with other pronouns or
preposition as being in the them. nouns it is named last.
objective case.
Pronouns, Possessive: Identifies two forms of personal Before nouns used in singular case Before nouns used as plurals
pronouns, one used in front of a uses: your, his, her, its. uses: our, your, the, their.
noun, the other by itself.
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Pronouns, States an indefinite pronoun Gives examples of indefinite States indefinite pronouns area
Indefinite: refers to an unspecified noun, pronouns as: every, any, some, not used before nouns. If they
singular or plural. other, no and words indicating are then they are adjectives.
quantity such as: one, both, few,
several, less, many, much, more,
all, either, and neither.
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Verbs: Defines verbs as words that States verbs can be used in the Identifies two types of verbs: action
express action-physical or active voice (shows action) or in and linking.
mental. the passive voice (shows subject
acted on).
Verbs, Simple States verb tense shows time: States when in the present tense States when in the past tense
Tense: past, present and future. and used with singular or third regular verbs always end in ED.
person pronoun the verb usually
ends with S.
Verbs, Perfect States the perfect tense is used States a perfect tense begins with
Tense: for actions that have been or some form of the verb “have” as an
will be completed. auxiliary.
Verbs, Progressive Identifies the progressive tense Demonstrates making a States the “ing” form of a verb is
Tense: as showing continuing action. progressive tense by combining known as the present participle.
some tense of the auxiliary verb
that ends in “ing”.
Verbs, Defines linking verbs, as verbs that tell Identifies words I, she, and they as States the most common linking
Linking: what something or someone is. words to be linked with words that verbs are: am, is, are, was, we, be,
describe or identify them. been and being, all of which are
forms of “to be”.
Defines the verbs for the five senses as Identifies words that can be action or States a linking verb is always
linking verbs. linking verbs, according to use. followed by a predicate
nominative or predicate adjective.
Verbs, States that in a sentence with a transitive States in a sentence using a transitive Sates an active verb sentence can
Active and verb in which the subject is doing verb, where the subject not doing the be changed to passive by making
Passive: something to the object, the verb is action but receiving it, the verb is the direct object of the sentence
active. passive. its subject.
Irregular Identifies irregular verbs as those whose Names the past tense, present tense
Verbs: past tense and past participle are not and past participle of some common
formed by adding D or ED. irregular verbs:
Do (es) did done
Come (s) came come
Auxiliary States every sentence requires a States a verb phrase is composed of Identifies the more important verb
Verbs and complete verb. two or more verbs that function carrying the action in a sentence
Verb Phrases: together in a sentence. as the main verb, others as
helping or auxiliary verbs.
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Uses the words “more” and Forms comparative and States irregular one-syllable
(the) “most” with adjectives or superlative of two syllable adjectives form comparatives
three or more syllables to form words by changing Y to I and and superlatives by changing
comparatives and superlatives. adding ER. their form: Good-better-best
Bad-worse-the worst
Pronouns and Adjectives: States and demonstrates how States pronouns used as Identifies three types of
use in context can change adjectives always modify pronouns that can become
pronouns into adjectives. nouns and pronouns that adjectives: Demonstrative: this,
follow them and are never part these
of the predicate. Indefinite: some, all
Interrogative: which, whose
(but not who or whom)
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Curriculum
Language Arts
Program of Study
Grammar
Course of Study
Punctuation
Unit of Instruction
Apostrophe Ellipse
Uses quotation
marks for a stated
title, book, song,
etc.
Brackets: For material within
parentheses, uses
brackets to insert
material.
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Curriculum
Language Arts
Program of Study
Writing
Course of Study
Composition
Units of Instruction
Goals
Cumulative Record of: Curriculum: Language Arts Goals: Produce clear and
Program of Study: Writing concise writing.
Objectives: Course of Study: Composition
Unit of Instruction: Exposition
Writing in Sequence: Uses chronological, or time, Uses logical order to Varies a chronological sequence of events
order To sequence events. sequence a description. in a story using flashbacks to tell about
something that happened earlier, by telling
about simultaneous actions in different
places, or by foreshadowing future action.
Adds adverbs to writing to Uses specific verbs to do the Writes an outline to follow.
give specific information job of a verb-adverb
about how, when, or where. combination when possible.
Cause and Effect: Uses the topic sentence in a Lets the reader discovery the Goes from observed effects to probable
cause-and-effect story to cause or causes in a written cause when writing about a science
describe a cause with the mystery with the crime or experiment.
remainder of the story giving fearful situation the effect.
effect, or to describe an effect
with the story giving causes.
Removes unnecessary
modifiers and misplaced or
dangling modifiers.
Writing Comparisons: States comparisons show Explains the unfamiliar by Uses point-by-point order or
likenesses, contrasts show comparing it to the familiar. parallel order when writing a
differences. comparison-and –contrast
paragraph.
Uses figurative language such Avoids mixing metaphors. Uses analogies to clarify and
as similes, metaphors and add emotional appeal to an
personification to make argument.
comparisons more imaginative
and interesting.
Making a Point: Produces writing that informs, Creates a positive or negative Combines short sentences and
entertains, expresses feelings feeling when writing omits words that are repeated
or opinions, or persuades. descriptions by using words often to give sentences and
that have positive or negative paragraphs better rhythm.
connotations.
Point of View: States a point of view is the Uses a first person narrator to Uses the third-person
way someone sees, thinks, or describe a person’s personal subjective point of view to
feels about something. experience using I, me, and report the actions of another
my. and their point of view.
COURSE DESCRIPTION
COLLEGE PREPARATORY BIOLOGY
(Grade 9)
College Preparatory Biology is a molecular based first year Biology course. Emphasis will be
on student awareness of biological principals and the scientific method of experimentation. The
course topics will include concepts such as, The Characteristics of Living Things, Ecology,
Chemistry of Life, Life of a cell, Photosynthesis, Genetics, Biotechnology Natural Selection,
Bacteria, Plants, and Animals. A multi-sensory approach will be used. Study guides, graphic
organizers, learning strategies, models, examples, teacher demonstrations, cooperative groups,
Internet research projects, hands-on activities, student presentations, laboratory work and
chapter tests will be included.
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Explains the difference Compares and contrasts the Explains the matter and energy
between a niche and a habitat. different types of symbiotic relationships shown by
relationships. ecological pyramids.
Community Distribution Compares and contrasts Sequences the stages of Identifies the major limiting
primary and secondary succession in different factors affecting the
succession. communities. distribution of terrestrial
biomes.
Relates water’s polarity to Explains how polymers are formed and Compares the chemical
its ability to dissolve broken down in organisms. structures of
substances. carbohydrates, lipids,
proteins and nucleic
acids, and explains the
importance of these
substances in living
things.
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Relates the structure and Compares and contrast plant Identifies cell organization
function of the parts of a and animal cells. within a multi-cellular
typical eukaryotic cell. organism.
Homeostasis and Explains how a cell’s plasma Relates the function of the Explains how the processes of
Plasma Membrane. membrane functions. plasma membrane to the fluid diffusion, passive transport,
mosaic model. and active transport occur and
why they are important to
cells.
Describes the light Describes how the products of States the end results of photosynthesis.
reactions of the light reaction create the
photosynthesis. products of the Calvin cycle.
Tells the purpose of Identifies the three stages of Identifies the products of each stage of
cellular respiration. cellular respiration and tells cellular respiration.
where each takes place.
Analyzes the relationship Compares the ATP production Describes the role of enzymes in the
between photosynthesis of aerobic respiration and regulation of the cell cycle.
and cellular respiration. fermentation.
Cell Analyzes the reasons why Sequences the events of the cell Describes the role of enzymes in the
Reproduction cells are small. cycle. regulation of the cell cycle.
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Genes Determines how the structure of Relates the concept of the gene to the Sequences the steps involved
And DNA enables it to reproduce itself sequences of nucleotides in DNA. in protein synthesis.
Chromosomes accurately.
Applied Genetics Distinguishes between incomplete Compares multiple allelic inheritance Summarizes how internal and
dominant and co dominant alleles. and polygenic inheritance. external environments affect
gene expression.
Distinguishes between
autosomal and sex
chromosome aneuploidy.
DNA Summarizes the steps used to Gives examples of Analyzes how the completely
Technology engineer transgenic organisms. applications and benefits of mapped sequence of the
genetic engineering. human genome will advance
human knowledge.
Explains the difference Compares and contrast the Explains the matter and energy
between a niche and a habitat. different types of symbiotic relationships shown by ecological
relationships. pyramids.
Community Distribution Compares and contrast Sequences the stages of Identifies the major limiting
primary and secondary succession in different factors affecting the distribution of
succession. communities. terrestrial biomes.
Viruses Designs an experiment to Categorizes the different types of Compares the different
And determine the effects of soap on viruses. reproductive cycles of viruses.
Bacteria bacterial growth.
Animals Compares the characteristics of Sequences the development of Distinguishes among the body
animals. a typical animal. plans of animals.
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Summarizes the structure and Compares the types of movable Explains how the skeleton
functions of the skeleton. joints. forms.
Distinguishes among the three Explains the structure of a Explains the structure of a
types of muscles. myofibril and summarize the myofibril and summarize the
sliding filament theory. sliding filament theory.
Digestion and Summarizes the digestive Outlines the pathway food Summarizes the role of the six
Nutrition functions of the organs of the follows through the digestive classes of nutrients in body
digestive system. tract. nutrition.
Respiratory, Circulatory Lists the structures in external Explains the mechanics of Distinguishes among the
and Excretory Systems respiration. breathing. various components of blood
among blood types.
Traces the route blood takes Describes the structures and Explains the kidney’s role in
through the body and heart. functions of the urinary system. maintaining homeostasis.
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Pay Attention
I have said much about thought, reason, and logic. It is time now to disregard all of that.
Thought is for adults. Daydreaming and fantasy is the mental method of children. They are not
subject to the rules and methods of mature adult thought.
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Children, like primitive people, still have to learn to think; they do a large part of this by
imagination, the natural way of the untrained mind. It is a flow of images with which the
impulses to act are connected. It is spontaneous and uncontrolled, similar to dreaming. Many
adults who never learn to think in a much better way with any consistency. This means while
being superior to any curriculum available, the one I have prepared for you is still inadequate.
Look again at Maslow’s pyramid of needs and the table of developmental theories I provided
you. Shrinks all talk about how each stage needs to be successfully negotiated, failure to do so
results in a neurotic personality.
Self-actualization
(morality, creativity…)
esteem
(self-esteem, confidence, respect for others…)
safety
(security of body, of employment, of the family, health and property…)
physiological needs
(food, sex, sleep…)
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Look again at the statement about shrinks talking about how each stage needs to be
successfully negotiated, failure to do so results in a neurotic personality, from the other end. It
becomes obvious that it is the natural condition of human beings to strive for mental
equilibrium, to develop a mature intellect, to reach the godhead. The natural path of people is to
rise to the good, to stand before God unashamed. Despite the disruption to learning caused by
the reform movement, children do continue to learn, as is their biological imperative.
Many growth experiences are needed to achieve this. With the accomplishment of each step
the individual understands himself better and relate to others in ways that are mutually
satisfying and meaningful. Traditionally, children move through these stages guided by culture
and tradition. I have said teenagers founded civilization. In a society, a culture, that is operating
at the mental level of a 12-year-old we should not expect a majority, regardless of individual
I.Q., to operate at any higher level.
While all possess infinite intrinsic good, the truth is all achieve it in varying quantity, degree
and by situations. When the stages are not successfully negotiated then the path becomes
twisted. Compensation, rationalization, and such mental acrobatics come into play so that the
stages are negotiated if only rather poorly.
Schools teach necessary skills, irrespective of meaningfulness to the learner. The acquisition of
skills, including the ability to read, becomes devalued when what is being taught adds nothing
of importance to the learner’s life. What is taught must be made useful and interesting then to
the individual at their stage of development. To hold the learner’s attention it must entertain
and arouse curiosity. To enrich the learner’s life what is taught must stimulate imagination,
help to develop intellect and to clarify emotions. It needs to be attuned to the learner’s anxieties
and aspirations and suggest solutions to the problems that perturb. In short, learning must at
one and the same time relate to all aspects of the personality, promote confidence in the self
and in the future. This is done not through abstract concepts but through that which is tangibly
right, understandable and therefore meaningful.
Important means of transmitting this culture is rhetoric and pedant instruction and especially
storytelling, a form of amusement. TV has primarily assumed the task of entertainment, rather
poorly. It is principally for vicariously engaging in social behavior and externalizing behavior
and emotions for the purpose of examination and learning that television is watched so much.
I’m very tired right now so I’m sure I’m not pulling all this together too well for you at the
moment. I will further explain the significance of this and how to use this knowledge to you
tomorrow.
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Epilogue
I have bee told by some of the people who have reviewed what I have written that it is a bit
choppy. They have said that I need to smooth my writing out and make better transitions and
connections between concepts and ideas as well as write better-constructed sentences.
I myself have mentioned this to my father. His reply was that he had written his Curriculum
of Unquestionable Value and Lasting Relevance to help me with my desire to be a teacher. He
could have provided footnotes, a bibliography and everything else that goes with a research
paper. He could have then sought to have it published in a scholarly journal where a couple of
subscribers might read it before filing the magazine away and forgetting about it.
He said if he really wanted to promote the curriculum the way to do it would be to roll it into
some form of popular literature as I am attempting to do where it could reach a wide and
general audience who would demand its implementation. Dad said he had not done this because
most of his statements were not intended for a mass audience and does not feel the need to offer
proof or justify what he says. He feels the structure of his statements required me to think about
what he had said and make the needed corrections according to my own inclinations and ability
to understand. His goal is to cause me to see further and understand deeper and broader than
others rather than indoctrinate. At this moment much of what he says may not make a lot of
sense, I may be skeptical about the truth contained in his statements some of which contradict
each other. He said there may come a time when situations may cause me to recall something
he said as if hit by sudden inspiration and benefit from it.
Dad went on to say that the mean person, that is as in the average, mean and medium, prefers
to follow the axioms and dictates of authority and common wisdom without thought. An
example of this is his story of how the Star of David was not in the beginning a star at all but a
piece of honeycomb. Such original thinking, not coming from authority, is viewed with
suspicion. These people would be concerned with what if it is wrong. Never mind if it is right
or wrong, will others accept it or by expressing this radical idea will the person doing so be
criticized by others? Then again, what does it matter? It is only trivia for conversation and
other, less dangerous, more easily understood simple, silly and pop culture topics are available
for meaningless, common discourse such as what are celebrities doing this week or ancient
white astronauts. The concepts expressed in this book are beyond their comprehension and if
they were would be disturbing. As previously said, their intellect is similar to that of a rock
with a sentence carved on it because their thought is shallow and narrow. This is why there will
be no market for this book and why it is a soliloquy in the strictest definition of the word.
Dad has left us now. He went to bed and did not get up in the morning. Denied most cruelly
the thing he wanted the most, a loving family, he has gone to the ultimate disappointment. In
that place his voice will be added to the great chorus crying out their grief and suffering to God.
Dad may not hear this but I’ll say it any ways,
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