Professional Documents
Culture Documents
h i g h l i g h t s
This article examines the construction of personal-professional identities among student teachers with physical disabilities.
Based on their life stories, identity formation includes exclusion; a turning point; and professional self-efcacy.
Student teachers with disabilities can contribute to the school system and teacher training.
a r t i c l e i n f o
a b s t r a c t
Article history:
Received 5 April 2015
Received in revised form
25 August 2015
Accepted 4 September 2015
Available online xxx
This article uses case studies of student teachers with physical disabilities to examine their attitudes
toward teaching students with disabilities, and the construction of their professional identity. Narrative
analysis of their life stories shows a process of identity formation that begins with a sense of failure and
exclusion early in life, continues through a turning point, and concludes with a sense of professional selfefcacy and ability to empower their students, whether with or without disabilities. The article also
highlights the unique contribution of student teachers with physical disabilities to their colleagues,
teacher-training institutions, and the professional community of educators.
2015 Published by Elsevier Ltd.
Keywords:
Life stories
Student teachers with physical disabilities
Professional identity construction
Inclusion/exclusion
1. Introduction
The aim of this article is twofold: to explore the views and ideas
of student teachers with disabilities regarding the inclusion of
disabled students in the school/classroom context, and to address
ways in which student teachers with physical disabilities construct
their personal-professional identity, as reected in their life stories.
Three such narratives will be studied, involving different physical
conditions: a disability of the leg, deafness, and scoliosis. The purpose of the article is to examine the formative experiences of the
participants as a result of their physical disability, and how these
*
There is a lot to be learned from investigations of how students experience
school that could be used to inform policy and practice. For instance, a study that
used life history to explore the inclusion in mainstream schools of students with
various kinds of special need could yield information that other approaches would
not provide: information that could help individual schools, parents and teachers
plan and work more effectively in this area and information that could inform local
and national policy.
E-mail address: nurit.dvir@smkb.ac.il.
http://dx.doi.org/10.1016/j.tate.2015.09.001
0742-051X/ 2015 Published by Elsevier Ltd.
57
58
Shai felt lonely as a child, and longed for the company of other
children. His social interactions were very limited, involving only
one deaf friend. With this friend, he experienced a sense of
belonging, and felt that he was like him. But when he tested his
deaf identity against that of a group of hearing children, his physical
limitation excluded him, turning him against his will into someone
who did not belong:
On the Sabbath, I saw a bunch of children dressed in khaki
uniforms walking in a certain direction, and then coming back
in the evening with their clothes dirty, and it piqued my curiosity. I wanted to be a Scout like them.
The difference between him and the hearing children stands out
in his description of the Scouts uniform, which symbolized his
exclusion from the rituals and activities shared by other children.
59
She blames the school for her social difculties. From her
perspective, the means of access provided to adapt to her physical
disability only made things harder for her socially. Her description
suggests that the school adopted a humanistic educational
approach, according to which it is the responsibility of society (in
this case, the school) to include people with disabilities and limitations as whole individuals, and to develop and offer access to
services so that they can maximize their potential (Spencer, 2011).
But interestingly, she feels that this approach, and the accessibility
provided to her, actually magnied her disability in her own eyes
and those of the people around her. This raises another point,
inasmuch as the school is expected to offer a solution to children
with physical disabilities and to create an environment without
obstacles that limit their movement (during recess, dancing, class
trips, etc.). Inclusion aims to provide full access to schools and facilities, and equal opportunities for all students, regardless of their
level of ability or disability, together in one educational environment, while meeting the needs of each individual (Leyser, 2011;
Reiter & Schalock, 2008).
Michal attempts to cope with these feelings in an inner dialogue
that she conducts with herself, during which she imagines herself
as normative and as someone who can alter her disabilities:
In gym class, I really wanted to be like Forrest Gump, who was
born with a crooked spine and walked with a bridge on his
legs from a young age, and in the end, while running from the
school bullies, broke the brace and didn't have to wear it
anymore.
Michal's physical disability stands out even more than usual
during gym class, and she imagines herself as Forrest Gump, who,
despite his crooked spine and low IQ, integrated into a regular
school. Her ights of fancy serve as an escape of sorts from a painful
reality. But her inner conict, which arises from the clash between
imagination and reality, leaves her hurting due to her difference
from the other students.
Michal also has difculty reconciling herself to her limitations in
encounters with friends outside of school: At class parties, I always
felt like the one with the cane and the special shoes with the raised
sole, whose friends took turns staying on the side with her because
she couldn't dance. Coping with her disability was difcult for
Michal. She tends to blame not only the school for her sense of
exclusion but also her friends, in whose company she felt different.
She recounts that she was hurt when she heard them talking about
her, and at times she understood things that were not actually said,
as a result of her own feelings. From this perspective, it was difcult
for her to accept the friendly gesture when they stood by her side at
parties so that she would not feel alone and different. She found it
hard to feel the embrace of her friends due to her difculty
accepting herself as different. The major emphasis in her words is
on her limitations and difculties with movement and dancing.
While she did try to integrate with the normal children, in
practice she invested the bulk of her energies in running away
from herself and in efforts to deny her different-ness: I always
tried to show that I could do everything like everyone else, despite
the fact that it was not always easy, or even possible . I wasted a
lot of energy on being like everyone Her words contain echoes of
the medical model, which places responsibility on the person with
disabilities to act normatively despite his or her physical state; yet
at the same time, her story embodies the humanistic approach,
which stems from the overt and covert ideologies concerning disabilities that were prevalent in the society and school system where
she grew up (Spector-Mersel, 2010).
Her social and emotional difculties are a salient aspect of her
60
story:
Despite all those attempts [to include her], I did feel different,
like someone who messes up the neat impression of cute,
healthy children, athletes and hikers, beautiful Israelis who
can do anything and for whom the sky's the limit. In their eyes,
and in my own, I was always Barba'aba whom they made fun
of because of his strange appearance, and whom they felt sorry
for.
Michal describes how difcult the experience of being different
was for her, and how much her personal and social identity was
shaped by her bodily self-perception, already during childhood. At
that point in her life, she focused on her disability and her physical
limitations, which affected her social ties. She found it hard to
recognize her own uniqueness and strengths (as posited by the
humanistic approach), and discounted the possibility that she had
something to offer to others, and that she could be as good as they
were, or even better. Her efforts to be like them came from a place
of weakness, of struggle with/about herself, and not just in relation
to others.
Like many adolescent girls, Michal was troubled by questions of
body image and identity (Clay, Vignoles, & Dittmar, 2005), and was
preoccupied with outward appearances, body size, body boundaries, and her on limitations. Her bodily identity is created, and
frequently changed, in accordance with her psychological strengths
and the inuence of collective social and cultural forces (Lindblom
& Ziemke, 2007).
Her experience was similar to that of Anna, who underwent an
operation during adolescence for scoliosis. Early in her life story,
she writes:
I've asked myself more than once: What led me to decide to be a
special education teacher? To answer this question, I would
have to go back in time (about ten years) and try to see where it
all began. At age 17, I was found to have severe scoliosis that
required an urgent operation and several months of rehabilitation. Up until the moment that they diagnosed me with scoliosis, I was a regular girl, a dancer, an athlete, someone exible.
Despite the hump that, in hindsight, stood out, I didn't notice it,
and didn't feel abnormal. But the minute they diagnosed me and
labeled me, I began to feel different.
Anna (training to work with students with disabilities) identies
an initial turning point in her life, when scoliosis was discovered in
her back and she needed an operation. Her life changed; instead of
a vibrant young woman, an athlete, a dancer, she was transformed
into a girl with disabilities. The scoliosis affected her self-image:
I understood that from now on I would be a different person.
From that moment, the path that I had planned for my life was
going to change. I wasn't drafted into the army like all my girlfriends. My sense of self-worth began to deteriorate, and along
with it, came depression. After the operation, I hated every part
of my body that had changed as a result. True, I got up every day
for school, and outwardly, everything looked great. The operation had been a success, and now I could get back to life as usual.
But when I returned home, I closed myself up in my room and
wallowed in self-pity, asking myself: What did I do to deserve
this? Every passing glance in the mirror was accompanied by
weeping. Time passed, and the depression remained.
Like the other study participants, Anna describes loneliness,
depression, damage to her body image, which in turn harmed her
self-perception. She felt that her world had been destroyed, with
the change in her body shaping her life as a disabled person. She
tried to carry on as usual, but in fact cut herself off from her peers,
became depressed, and descended into self-condemnation.
The three story tellers recount similar experiences related to
their body image that occurred between childhood and adolescence and had sweeping effects on their lives. All three viewed their
entire identity through their physical being, their limitations and
weaknesses, and found it hard to attach meaning to other aspects of
their identity. They blamed themselves, or their surroundings
(school, society, or family members), for their situation.
his surroundings.
A similar insight emerges from Michal's story, in which she refers to a turning point that she experienced in adolescence, prior to
her decision to become a teacher. She alludes to an inner journey,
but does not go into detail about the process. It can be understood
that the shift occurred when she recognized her own inner
strengths:
At the place where I'm at emotionally and socially, I don't feel
different from other people, and I don't make allowances for
myself because I'm disabled, nor do the people around me. The
change took place when I came to the understanding that
physical disability does not make the person, and that in most
cases I can do exactly what a healthy person can do, and can help
others no lessdand perhaps moredthan they can help me.
Michal's turning point came when she made peace with her
limitations, accepted herself as she is, and learned to maximize her
strengths. As she asserts, her discovery of her own sources of
strength, and of new insights concerning her bodily difference and
difference in general, boosted her self-esteem. The change enabled
her to rebuild her identity and, instead of focusing solely on her
physical limitations, to recognize her unique skills and abilities and
draw upon them to better integrate in society. Nonetheless, the
term healthy person stands out in Michal's narrative as a reection of the prevailing perceptions of beauty and physical health,
which serve as the macro context of the stories (Spector-Mersel,
2010). Despite the changes that have taken place in recent years
in society's views on accepting difference, attitudes of exclusion
and the hegemony of dominant groups still exist.
In Anna's story as well, the turning point involved testing her
limitations in relation to othersdexcept that in her case, their
disabilities were greater than hers:
I wasn't drafted like all my girlfriends because of my disability,
but I served in the army as a volunteer for one year. On my rst
day, I got to the place where 100 volunteers from around the
country were gathered. They included deaf people, disabled,
amputees, people with deformities, and other kinds of handicaps. I sat in the room and looked at everyone who came in and
asked myself: What am I doing here? How am I, a normal girl,
connected with all these handicapped people? This was a
turning point in my life. I remember that I decided that day that
instead of letting my disability bring me down, make me
miserable, and cause me to feel abnormal or limited, I would
allow my disability to be part of me and to feel that this is what
makes me special and strengthens me
Another turning point in my life came after the army, when I
decided to study special education. I sat down with myself and
thought about my future. At that point, I understood that by
choosing teaching as a profession, I could channel my disability
in a positive, empowering, evolving way. Today I understand
that I did this out of strength and a sense of self-efcacy, and
that it was important to me to convey this message to children
with disabilities.
The encounter with other disabled people caused Anna to
observe her body in relation to their physical disabilities. Like the
others study participants, Anna too decided to take responsibility
for her life and steer herself in a positive direction where she can
realize her strengths and serve as a meaningful model for others.
From her perspective, teaching is a profession that can inuence
the lives of children with disabilities.
61
62
understands that her power is limited, and that her major contribution is in transmitting a message and being able to serve as a role
model.
In all three cases, the decision to become teachers honed the
narrators' sense of purpose, enhanced their self-efcacy and professionalism, and enabled them to reexamine and reshape their life
stories as ones of empowerment rather than victimization. Their
professional identities were thus affected by their life narratives
and by the exclusion they experienced as a result of being different
(Burns & Bell, 2010). The intensity of this exclusion left its mark on
their teaching approach, helping them to build their educational
philosophy. Likewise, recounting their story enabled them to
reexamine their values and motivated them to utilize their
strengths and life experience to work in diverse classrooms, and
specically, to integrate students with disabilities. The survival
skills that they developed in coping with their physical limitations
empower them in adulthood, while their sense of professional efcacy pushes them to seek ways to help those who are different.
These processes can be viewed as the third stage of identity
construction in individuals with disabilities, which Gibson (2006)
referred to as acceptance. This stage calls for self-acceptance,
identication of strengths, and reconciliation with limitations.
The steps that the subjects went through in building their physical
identity helped them turn weakness into power and aided them in
constructing their professional identity. Teachers are seen by all of
the participants as playing a central role in the empowerment and
inclusion of students. It is the teacher's task to help them accept
themselves as different, and to encourage the other students to
include them socially, while serving as a signicant adult gure and
solid anchor for the students with disabilities. Echoes of these
narratives can be found in studies of attitudes toward special-needs
students among student teachers who do not themselves have
cek,
disabilities (Kodish et al., 2006; Konza, 2008; Martin & Kudla
2010; Nonis & Jernice, 2011; Sharma et al., 2008).
The type of educational approach depicted in the three stories
focuses on the emotional and social aspects of inclusion of students
with disabilities. Shai, for instance, refers to inequality in the power
relations between deaf and hearing individuals. He criticizes the
pressure exerted on children with disabilities in a one-sided
attempt by the system to include them in the classroom while
ignoring their special needs and, especially, their identity as people
with physical limitations. His educational philosophy attaches
importance to creating a dialogue stripped of power relations, in
which hearing children learn the deaf identity and become familiar
with the culture of the different child:
The most important thing is to integrate deaf people into the
hearing public in the sense of accepting them, and not changing
them based on the needs and convenience of hearing people. It
is important that there be dialogue and not dependence between them.
But Shai's narrative is unique in that it is the only one that also
contains pedagogical and didactic insights about teaching hearingimpaired children. He has a clear plan of what should be done at
each stage in the educational system to enhance the dialogue between student with disabilities and their peers:
I think that people should be introduced to the deaf identity and
our language, and start doing this as early as preschool . At
elementary school age: deepening the familiarity with the deaf
identity; grammar, language, cultural codes of deaf and hearing
people (I and the other); and familiarization with the technological equipment and the use of sign-language
interpretation.
63
64
5. Conclusions
5.3. Implications for teacher education
It is important to note that while all the study participants
expressed the need to integrate students with disabilities in their
classroom, with the exception of Shai's narrative no conceptualization of practical or theoretical knowledge was offered on the
subject of difference among students. Thus for example, there were
few explicit references to inclusion or exclusion, nor were there
detailed accounts of acquiring practical knowledge or formulating
comprehensive theories about pedagogical/didactic tools for
classroom integration. Likewise, the narratives did not yield a
systemic overview of the changes needed in teachers' attitudes
toward disability, or any expression of the necessity or ability to
take action in his regard.
Nonetheless, the study ndings carry a number of international
implications related to inclusion policies in schools; methodological aspects of the use of narrative; and teacher education, including
the contribution of teachers with disabilities to the professional
community.
5.1. Implications for inclusion policies
The need to educate teachers to integrate students with differences or disabilities has taken on added urgency in light of the
inclusion policies that many countries are instituting in their
schools. In Israel, for instance, a new policy was recently introduced
by the Ministry of Education expanding the inclusion of a range of
student populations with disabilities into the general education
system (Shemesh, 2013). The necessity of educating teachers who
are aware of the need for inclusion, and have the appropriate tools
to implement it, only underscores the added value of teachers who
have experienced exclusion or are themselves disabled.
The ndings arising from this study bolster the claim that
teachers who have felt excluded as a result of difference of any kind,
including physical disability, are uniquely capable of accepting and
including their students. For example, teachers who have experienced exclusion on ethnic grounds are more sensitive to students
from minority groups, and make a greater effort to include them in
their classroom (Leeman & Reid, 2006). Further, teachers with
dyslexia attest to their added value to classrooms with diversity
(Burns & Bell, 2011; Vogel & Sharoni, 2009). In a similar vein,
teachers such as those in this study can make use of their personal
experience not only in promoting inclusive policies in their classrooms but in contributing to changes in awareness and practice
among their peers.
5.2. Implications for methodology
As shown in this study, the narratives of student teachers can
serve as a tool for those engaged in teacher education to reexamine
the construction of professional identity (Ambler, 2012; Beijaard
et al., 2004; Gidron, Turniansky, Tuval, Mansur, & Barak, 2011;
65