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Some place......
Or guilt.
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notes. Promises of returned kindness were half-heartedly
exchanged.
His brown eyes followed her steadily as she did her best
imitation of sincerity while she tried to press a green note in
his best friend’s palm. When failed, they entered a mini
discourse about the definition of the modern man. Her petite
frame leaned forward, eyes still, body immobile, as if she was
waiting to pounce on any runaway logic.
“Keep it.”
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“No, you keep it. I’m paying for my meal. I don’t want to
owe people.”
As she sat down in her chair and laid her bag on the chair
next to her once more, he noticed something peculiar. This
time, there was something about her presence he couldn’t quite
grasp. So much that even the night air changed. It felt...
...heavy.
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Somewhere. Same girl. Different guy...
“Sorry that I’m late,” she panted as she slammed the car
door. Droplets of water told him that she showered right after
he announced his arrival 20 minutes ago.
They noticed that DJ Pat and DJ Mag were funny for once.
“I’m sorry that I’m late,” she said. She looked at him.
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“Nah, it’s okay.” He gave her a reassuring glance before
leaning against the steering wheel to analyze the fluid
roundabout before emerging with it. It didn’t matter to him that
they would be late for their college reunion. She looked more
beautiful than the last time he remembered. Right now, she was
sitting next to him.
Or not.
“Since it’s hard to get the tickets, why don’t you drop me
off to buy the tickets first and then we meet later? I don’t think
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the class will miss me. We’re going to meet again next week
for rock-climbing anyway.”
She slipped her mobile into her bag and quietly studied
him. Back straight. Face taut. Eyes shifted a lot. They didn’t
really want to meet hers. Come to think of it, he hasn’t
properly looked at her for the past few days.
“Yeah, why?”
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sudden wash of iridescent lights warmly greeted them from the
dark grey roads. People of silver and gold decorated the
brightly lit stores of red and pink. Outside the car, they could
hear children wailed as their parents dragged them away from
forbidden toys and candies. Lovers giggled with their shared
ice-cream. A salesman tried to convince an old chemist that the
perfume in his chemical-free hair product was a typo. The
grand entrance merrily called out to her to hurry up.
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The art of pretension.
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“I didn’t know that I have to say something to show that
I’m having fun,” she said in mock protest. “Can’t I enjoy by
myself?”
She rolled her eyes and smiled back. “Well, for what it’s
worth, thank you for inviting me to dinner.”
Her cheeks warmed up. She looked at him for a while and
blinked. The numbing effect of her third Vodka Lime was gone.
Suddenly, she could feel the pressure she was putting onto the
velvet cushion beneath her. The air was pregnant with void.
Chet Baker’s My Funny Valentine had stopped playing.
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They fell for her.
And she was never there to catch them. She never really
wanted them to fall in the first place anyway.
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He was amused. There was nothing like her before.
One ring. Two rings. She masked the zealous smile in her
voice with a nonchalant “Hello”. She proceeded with inquiries
of his health, career, ideals, and perception. Random comments
of shared sentiments towards the citizens of the world. And she
listened.
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A lot. To an infinite torrent of feelings towards his life,
veiled behind the not-so-subtle descriptions of mum, dad,
siblings, authorities, friends, people, and ex-girlfriends.
Especially ex-girlfriends. They held a big key to his heart. He
had to talk about them.
“How so?”
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“I would if I could.”
“It’s probably about eight. Four from your side, four from
mine......Right now, it’s almost like we’re whispering into each
other’s ear...”
“I should have met you a lot earlier.” His voice was soft.
“Likewise.”
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they could never be together. No matter how much she wanted.
For reasons out of their control.
A collision of dreams.
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