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around the kitchen counter. Some spared frightened glances at me as I came out, but the
others were too busy whispering amongst each other to notice me. Until I got closer.
A bunch of girls hooted. “Hey, what’s so funny?” I asked unsteadily as I got closer
to them.
Some girls looked anxiously at me. Most of them stepped away from the huddle
“Oh, nothing,” said Kailee, her laugh simpering to a smile. To everyone, she
The girls started talking at once, some louder than others. The rental tapes were
snatched up, along with the bowls of popcorn and chips, and everyone started towards
Rebecca hung back. She didn’t say anything, just stayed back to walk beside me.
We went to our little corner of the room that we’d staked out away from the main group
I couldn’t fight the feeling that those girls had been talking about me. I had never
been popular in school, and I was surprised, like anyone would be, when Kailee and
Vicky invited the majority of the girls in our class for a sleepover once school had ended
for the year. I was fourteen and we were all going to high school next year, so I assumed
the two popular girls wanted to celebrate by including almost everyone in their
sleepover.
Both Kailee and Vicky lived outside of town, but for some reason, they went to
our school instead of one closer. They had never paid much attention to me, and like the
rest of the unpopular kids, I had been the brunt of their jokes and mocking. I’d tried to
bear it well, which was why I’d agreed to coming to this sleepover in the first place. But I
A fit of giggles erupted from some girls in the opposite corner to us. I fought not
to look their way to see if they were talking about me, or us, and concentrated on what
Vicky popped the tape into the VCR. Everyone scrambled into their bags and
generally ignored us. Rebecca leaned back onto her elbows, sighing. A romantic comedy.
Fun.
We watched the movie for an hour in almost silence, except for a few outbursts of
sarcasm from one of the girls. Then Kailee’s mom yelled as she entered the house,
Kailee paused the video and got up to follow her mom to another room. We could
hear them arguing, so some of the girls began talking with each other.
Rebecca leaned into me. “I think I’m gonna leave soon,” she told me.
“Yeah. My mom will come and get me. I’m just gonna go call her. Do you want
I wanted to jump at the chance of leaving this house. But part of me balked at
running away the moment I’d just been included. So I said, “No, I think I’ll stay.”
Rebecca nodded. “Well, tell me if anything good happens.” Kailee came back into
the room and Rebecca asked her if she could use the phone.
“Sure,” Kailee said. Rebecca left for the kitchen. Then Kailee said, loud enough
the girls were talking amongst themselves and paying no attention to me, and they
didn’t seem to be talking about Rebecca, so I let it pass. The less attention I drew to
Rebecca’s mom rang the bell when she arrived, and Kailee paused the movie as
everyone said goodbye to her politely. I noticed it was raining hard outside as Rebecca
left. Then the door closed behind her and I felt doomed. The impulse to leave was
getting stronger.
I moved my sleeping bag closer to the group, but hardly anyone noticed. Kailee
started the video again. I tried concentrating on the movie, but the plot was making me
tired. Everything was ridiculous and cliché, and my eyelids flickered in trying to take an
interest in it.
When I opened my eyes wider, I noticed movement in the hallway. Kailee’s mom
had paused at the banister of the stairs to look into the room. She looked at each of the
I don’t know what it was: maybe the set of her face or the look in her eyes, but I
felt a shiver race down my back. I looked away and noticed Kailee was looking at me too.
She was frowning, but not like she felt any sympathy for me getting the thousand-mile
I forced my attention back to the screen. I heard her mother continue on upstairs.
A door slammed. My instincts were yelling: run! I didn’t want to. It felt stupid knowing
that one of the popular girls’ mother freaked me out. If Kailee realized I had left her
glanced at me, wicked twists in their lips. Not quite a sneer, but close. My instincts
screamed louder. I tried concentrating on the movie again, but I couldn’t understand
what was going on. All I thought about was Kailee’s mother’s look, and the whispering of
Some of the girls who weren’t part of the whispering glanced at me, frowning.
When Kailee and some others giggled, my courage ran out. I got up and went into the
My hands shook as I dialled my number. I moved so that no one inside the living
room could see me, and settled against a counter, cradling the phone against my ear.
The phone rang for too long before the line clicked and my mother’s voice came over the
phone.
“Nothing, I just—I just don’t feel right being here,” I told her.
“Are you sure you can’t tough out the night?” Mom said, after a pause.
“Well, just a sec.” Mom seemed to muffle the speaker, but I could still hear her as
she called out, “Jas? Lizzy wants to come home now.” I didn’t hear his response, but
Mom sounded annoyed when she continued, “I didn’t think it was a good idea in the
first place.”
There was a pause, and then I couldn’t hear anything. When noise crackled and
Mom came back on, she told me, “We’ll be there in twenty minutes, okay? Can you
After she hung up, I went back into the living room as quietly as I could. There
was no easy way to make my getaway without any pain, so I knelt down beside Kailee
and whispered, “My parents are coming to get me.” She nodded, frowning, and I added,
She made a noncommittal reply. I didn’t ask for more. I started rolling up my
sleeping bag, thinking about what a wimp I was and how soon my parents actually were
going to get here in the meantime. When I was finished gathering my stuff, I sat on my
Soon, but not soon enough, the doorbell rang. Kailee got up and opened the door.
My mother came in, smiling beautifully, searching the group of turned heads for me. I
got my stuff and waved awkwardly at everyone as they said goodbye to me politely,
thanked Kailee again, and dashed out the door into the pouring rain.
I stepped back under the porch overhang until Mom joined me. I didn’t look back
The rain pounded hard on the metal roof as we drove. The streets were nearly
empty. The windshield wipers screeched eerily. Mom and Dad talked quietly in the
front, and I tuned them out, staring out my window at the blackness beyond.
What had I been thinking? Accepting the invitation of a popular girl just to prove
myself? Then bolting at the first sign of trouble? I couldn’t help but feel that I really was
a wimp, that I deserved all those sneers from the other girls. I wasn’t a popular girl, and
wanted to go to the mall with Kailee, or go to the movies with Vicky, like everyone else
did. They hung out with the popular boys at recess, and I wanted to do that too. I wanted
to be on the sports teams, talking on MSN about boys, and all the other things popular
girls did. I couldn’t believe I had left my best opportunity to join the crowd when the
I glanced at my parents. Mom was gesturing vehemently, and Dad was close to
shouting. I looked back out the window, grimly. I had even gotten my parents upset.
They’d had to drive all the way out of town just to pick me up because their second
I wasn’t good enough. I would never be good enough. I would never be as nice as
“Watch the road!” The command sliced through my misery and I looked up at my
parents. Mom was holding onto the dashboard and Dad was cursing. The car took a
wicked turn to the left and Dad cursed louder. Mom screamed. I had a moment to feel
my body being yanked to the right, seatbelt digging into my stomach and neck, before
I opened my eyes to silence. I blinked and thought hard. What on earth just
happened? I tried to turn around, but my eyes wouldn’t move. I could only stare
forward, blinking furiously, at the broken windshield and a low-hanging moon that
The rain had stopped at some point. I wondered when, then I remembered why I
would need to know that. As soon as my brain registered that the rain was gone, my
mind went into panic. With a grunt, I willed my head to move to the side, to see how Jas
There was blood everywhere. I realized I could hear it dripping even, or maybe
that was water coming down from the roof. I saw Jasper leaning over the steering wheel,
and at first, I thought, maybe he’s asleep. His eyes were open and staring at me, and I
couldn’t figure out why. I tried to think back. Did he ever sleep with his eyes open? I
couldn’t remember.
Then I realized that a huge chunk of the windshield had sliced his back. His body
was laying over the steering wheel and blood was pouring out of him. As soon as I saw
He was dead.
I tried to say his name, but I couldn’t open my mouth. I could only whimper. I
tried to twist around to see into the backseat where Liz was, but I couldn’t move.
Something heavy and sharp was weighing me down. I looked and saw the dashboard
and the engine sitting on top of me. The whole front of the car had been wrecked
And trapped. My mouth finally opened and my whimpers got louder. I struggled
to regain control. Maybe this wasn’t as bad as I thought. Maybe at least Liz survived. I
needed to know she did, but I couldn’t turn around, and that panicked me more.
It took several minutes, I think, for me to settle down. I could feel my blood
running over my legs and knew I had only minutes to live. Knowing I was going to die
I had to do two things: I had to make sure that Liz stayed alive until help found
us, and I had to make sure that I could break the barrier of the ghost world to do that. So
I summoned what energy I had left into my body. Then I pulled from the earth’s energy,
a new technique from the neo-Pagan movement taking over our world. The earth gave
I could feel the dead nearby. I could feel at least two ghosts in the distance. And I
could feel my soul, beginning to detach itself from my body. Soon I would become a
ghost. The energy I pulled from the dead nearby mixed in with the hot energy. I kept it
all within me and said my spell, speaking slowly, loudly, clearly, to ensure that the spell
Dead.
The world was fuzzy. Hot and cold spots of energy danced in front of my eyes.
They continued swirling there when I opened them and looked around. I was outside of
the car, as I suspected, and I was looking at the passengers inside. I saw my own body.
My head hung over the engine, my body flattened in the seat, Jas’ dead body beside me.
I went to the back window and peered in. Lizzy was sprawled over the backseat.
Somehow, the side of the car had been smashed too. Her head had gotten a good smack,
I forced myself through the natural barrier of the car. It was a spell Jas had
designed. It kept us safe when we were travelling from any magical interference. As a
ghost, it also kept me from getting into the car without a lot of push. But I made it.
I knelt on the floor and held my hand out over Liz’s head. I put my fingers in
front of her mouth and felt feathery whispers of breath. She was alive. Relief filled me,
and the spiralling energy contained inside me sparked and stung. I controlled my relief
the car. There was nothing on the road, no ice. The water from the rain was pooling on
the side of the road, and I supposed Jas could have hit that and had the car hydroplane,
but I doubted the wreck would have happened like it did if that had been the case.
I moved a little further up and felt something tugging at me. A couple more steps
and... I felt magic. I didn’t have the skills to figure out what type of magic it was, but I
could definitely say that it was magic. Someone had aimed a spell or something like it at
the spot I was standing at. And the spot was in the middle of the lane, about where
There were fields and forest on either side of the road. I looked around, peering
into the darkness. The moon’s light let me see enough, but there were so many shadows,
a whole army could have been hidden in those trees and I’d never know.
If the accident wasn’t really an accident, then that spell had attached itself to Jas’
car on purpose.
I ran back to the car. I slipped through to make sure that Liz was still breathing,
then I stayed on the lookout for a few moments. I knew the occupants in the minivan
that we’d hit were all dead. I felt sad about it, and I suppose I could have saved one of
them, but all my thoughts were focused on keeping Liz alive, and to do that, I needed to
make sure there was no one around who could harm her.
I did a cursory search, keeping the car within view, but the longer I took to make
sure of no danger, the closer to death Lizzy would get. I had to do something. And now.
I stood in the middle of the road, close to the twisted cars, and focused all of the
energy I’d contained inside of me. I closed my eyes and let the energy gather and build
until I was ready. I tilted my head back and launched the energy up through me.
I watched as it soared through the air, a red ball streaking upwards, until it was
reasonably high enough to be seen for miles around. Then the ball burst into red sparks
with a loud clash. The light faded as smoke fades. Better than a flare gun.
I hunkered down in the car, keeping watch on the surrounding areas and on
Lizzy. Bit by bit, I poured the remainder of the energy into her to keep her body alive.
I could hear the whine of an old pick-up truck. I pulled myself out of the car and
looked down the road as the truck turned onto this road and headed in our direction.
The headlights illuminated the wreckage and the truck pulled to a screeching stop on the
An older man got out, slowly closing his door. Then a younger man got out. Both
Carl got back into the truck and pulled a carphone into view. The older man
looked into the van’s windows. He opened the doors, but they were locked. He cursed
and went around to our car. “Dear God,” he muttered under his breath.
I concentrated as hard as I could and pulled the lock up. Then I ran around the
other side and did the other door, just in case. The older man opened the back door i
had just unlocked and leaned in, checking Lizzy’s pulse. I was so relieved, what little
climbed in on the other side and wrapped a blanket around Lizzy. He patted her head,
The older man checked my pulse and Jas’. He shook his head at Carl. Then they
worked on breaking the locks on the van, which I made easier for them by popping the
locks myself. By the time the men had checked the back of the van for survivors—there
was no one in the back—sirens could be heard, getting closer and closer.
I watched as the ambulance and police cars tore up the road. I watched as they
took my baby and set her gently in a stretcher, attaching her to heart monitors and
giving her an oxygen mask. They loaded her up in the back of the ambulance with a
I went to the door of the ambulance before they closed it. I could feel the tug of
the other side already, but I fought it for longer. “I’ll be with you, baby. I’ll watch over
you and your sisters and make sure you’re alright.” I set my mouth firmly. “I will be
back.”
Then the ambulance door closed and I let myself be pulled through.