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Did you ever notice how you don't hear of many people with early
stage cancer?
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2 There are five hundred and fifty thousand Thomson's gazelle's and that number
doesn't include any of the other six species of gazelles. If they run low, there are
1.5 million wildebeests. There are 50,000 to 75,000 lions in Africa. Few in the U.S.
3 Which, right now, I may be.
When I was diagnosed, I was Stage IV. Not so good, but the nurse
explained that in my kind of cancer, HPV oropharyngeal cancer of the
tonsil, there were five stages, meaning there was a Stage 5. So that's
good news, I'm only Stage IV. Wow, this was getting more and more
complicated.
There's five stages anyway, (zero, one two, three, and four . . .
that's five total.) My nurse was telling me that there are really six stages,
five plus zero, for a total of six. I've learned that there are no cancer
scoring systems that recognize this fact.4
What nurse Cathy was probably referring to was the existence in
many staging systems of a, b and c to further delineate how
advanced is a cancer. Staging is better described by using the TNM
system which is more descriptive and definitive, but which itself is even
a little bit crude. Cancer docs don't usually refer to cancer by stages, they
use TNM letters and numbers. TNM is a code, a special language, but
with a few tries is one that easy for the beginner to decipher.
T is the size or extent of the primary tumor. N indicates the spread
to nearby lymph nodes. And M is the presence (or absence, of course) of
metastases or spread to other areas of the body away from the original
site. The number is added on to indicate the size or extent of the primary
tumor and the degree to which it has spared. The system thus tells how
large is the primary tumor and where is it located and presumably where
it's been and where it's heading.
Staging and TNM try to capture in a few numbers and letters: How
big is the cancer (usually in the form of a tumor)? Has the tumor spread
to the lymph nodes?5 Has the cancer spread, or metastasized, to other
parts of the body?. Where did it start and where is it now? In what
4 When I asked one famous oncologist about the existence of Stage V, he calmly
replied, Well, there might be a Stage 5, but no one meaning me is going to be
around to testify to its existence. Got it . . . cancer and the joke.
5 The lymph system is another one of those body parts and systems that is grossly
under-appreciated, like perhaps the Circle of Willis, the philtrum or Dua's layer.
Like Joni Mitchell said, You don't know what you've got til it's gone. Like my
thryoid.
tissue? How aggressive? How far has it gone? How far gone are you?
So-called head-and-neck6 cancer is not atypical of the physical
division of labor in medicine, i.e. the development of specialties. Staging
is usually a consistent system among different types of cancer.
In head-and-neck cancer Stage IVA, my stage of, cancer is:
T4a, N0 or N1, M0: any size and is growing into nearby structures.
Cancer cells aren't present in the lymph nodes, or they may have
spread to one lymph node, located on the same side of the neck as
the primary tumor and is smaller than 1.2 inches, and not spread
to distant sites7, or
T14a, N2, M0: the tumor's size and may or may not have invaded
nearby structures, not spread to distant sites, and one of the
following is true:
cancer cells are present in one lymph node, located on the
same side of the head or neck as the primary tumor and
measuring 1.2 to 2.4 inches across (N2a)
cancer cells are present in one lymph node on the opposite
side of the head or neck and measuring less than 6.4 inches
(N2b)
cancer cells are present in 2 or more lymph nodes, all smaller
than 2.4 inches across and located on either side of the head
or neck (N2c)
In Stage IVB, it's either:
6
There are now, especially in oncology, sub-sub-and so forth seeming endless -
specialties. What the recognition of cancer and therefore cancer treatment is
many centuries, perhaps thousands of years old, cancer as specialty didn't start
until the early parts of the 20th century. The professional association for radiation
oncology wasn't founded until 1958. Today, there are thousands of head-and-
neck radiologists that usually don't venture lower than the esophagus or into the
brain.
7 For lots of reasons, head and neck cancers like the lungs and go there first.
That's why for head-neck cancers, oncologists check your lungs for cancer as a first
step.
T4b, any N, M0: the tumor has invaded deeper areas and/or tissue
and may or may not have spread to lymph nodes and has not
spread to distant sites.
or
Any T, N3, M0: the tumor is any size and may or may not have
grown into other structures. It has spread to one or more lymph
nodes larger than 2.4 inches across, but has not spread to distant
sites.
Or, to complicate matters even further,
Stage IVC:
Any T, Any N, M1: The tumor is any size, may or may not have
spread to lymph nodes , but cancer cells have spread to distant
sites.
Making all of the above more complicated is that every cancer staging
system, while similar, has its own idiosyncrasies. At least I could be sure
that I knew where I was in the system . . . quantitatively . . . if not
subjectively. Ultimately the grading system would be pass / fail, but at
the date when I was assigned my grade, the odds were already stacked
against me.
When I asked a doctor about my chance of living . . . how long . . .
and in what kind of condition . . . the answer became a haunting mantra:
Every patient is different. Well, hell, I know that.
Will I be able to climb K2? Every patient is different.
How about a Nobel . . . could I win one? Every patient is different?
Am I going to live until this afternoon? Every patient is different.
As the game evolved, when I asked any question about future
prospects or expected outcomes, I'd try to predict the answer. After a
few months, I got perfect at the game. Never lost. Every patient is
different.
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The treatment success measure for most cancers is the five year
survival rate, or whats the percentage chance of your being around in
five years. The five year survival rate for my kind of cancer was around
30%, but that required adjustment because HPV cancers in men are more
curable than other throat cancers. Later information and complications
would further change the chances of my being alive in five years. But,
suffice it to say that I'm writing quickly.