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I have never wanted

anything more...I saw


him and never thought
again.

I gave my soul to him


and he ripped it up in
tiny pieces. When I
found him I thought he
was the one. But he
wasn’t.

I found someone else


and he is my savior. I
love him and he is
mine...for now.

A note in my Journal,
Bella Swan

I cuddled with Deran as he caressed my


cheek.

“You know, we can still make it to


school.” I whispered.

We had been having sex for awhile. We


sneaked off into Brenda’s car.

We had been doing it for 5 hours. Too


long.
Even if I was a vampire, I could feel the
ache course thru my muscles.

I stretched my arms as I sat up. I looked


at Deran as he looked at my exposed
chest.

I grinned at him. He brought his lips


back to mine.

“Bella, let’s just stay here.” He got on


top of me. I giggled as lust filled his
eyes.

I felt him enter me the tenth time and my


eyes flickered behind. He went at a fast
pace and I cried out at the rate.

My phone suddenly rang.

C’mon girl
C’mon girl
Let’s rock this world

C’mon girl
C’mon girl
Let’s rock this world

We both groaned.

“That’s Brenda.” I sighed.

I flipped my phone open and pressed it to


my ear.

“BELLA!!” she screamed.

“Yes?” I asked.

“There are other vampires here, at


school!” She said.
“What?!”

“Well, your Deran is the one who


suggested moving to Forks.” Brenda said
arrogantly.

I rolled my eyes.

“How do you know?” I asked.

“Well, Buffy saw it in a vision.” She


explained.

“Oh God. Fine when is school?” I asked.

“In 1 hour. And where is my car?” she


asked.

If I could blush, I would have.

“Well, we’ll be there.” I hung up.


(AN: Brenda could teleport, Justin could
drain energy from people, Alec could lift
people or things in the air, Buffy could
see the future, and Alondra could turn
invisible. Deran could control the earth,
wind, fire, and water.)

I turned to Deran. “We have to go.” I


sighed.

“No, let’s have fun Bells.” He got back


on top of me to enter me again.

“W-we have t-to go to sc-school.” I


stuttered as he went deeper.

“Or we could stay here.” He grinned.


I ran a hand thru his dark hair. His
golden eyes locked with mine and I cried
out as he went deeper.

Deran was my only love. I met him at an


opera and we immediately hit it off. He
was 109 years old while I was only 98.

We were both vampires in our own


world.

I looked at him and pleaded him with my


eyes to get off of me.
He groaned and pulled out as I grabbed
my long t shirt and shorts. He put on his
boxers and pants and got back in the
front.

We got to the mansion in little time. I got


out to see Justin sitting on the steps.

“More sex? I mean c’mon.” he


snickered.

“At least we’re not as bad as you and


Buffy.” I grinned.

“Well, we’re not as bad as Alec and


Brenda.”
“True, true.” I smirked as I went in the
house to see Buffy, Brenda, and Alondra
waiting for us.

Brenda

Buffy
Alondra

Justin
Alec

(AN: Buffy is married to Justin, Brenda


is married to Alec.)

“When are we going to school?” I asked.

“Whenever.” Buffy said.

“Now why does my car smell like sex?”


Brenda stepped in front of me.

“Um, because we had sex in it like 30


times.” I smirked.
“Ugh! You guys are so gross.” Brenda
yelled.

“Are we going to school or not?”


Alondra yelled.

“Ok fine. You guys go and see if the


guys are real vampires then I’ll be down
there in a second.”

I turned to Deran. “Go with them. I’ll see


you later.”

I kissed his lips as he grinned at me and


walked out with everyone else.

I stepped out of the shower and looked at


my reflection. I was no longer surprised
by my beauty.
I had long, dark, mahogany hair. It was
the perfect brunette hair. I had a beautiful
face. I had big golden eyes. My dark
curly hair framed my pale heart shaped
face with full lips. I was slim but
definitely had curves.

I put on some blush with black eye


shadow and eyeliner.
I smiled at my reflection and it gave a
white dazzling smile back.

I put on a blue button down that was


tight against my curves and the sleeves
stopped at my elbows.

I threw on a black mini skirt. It stopped


on my upper thighs. I put on black 5 inch
heels that showed off my red painted
toes.

I brushed my hair and it stayed in spiral


curls.

I walked downstairs and skipped outside.


I walked to my red Ferrari.

I hopped out and walked gracefully over


to Deran who was looking at my outfit.
He groaned and pulled me to him.

“Bella, why do you have to torture me on


school grounds?” he groaned.

I giggled as I turned to Brenda who was


leaning on my Ferrari.

“Their here.” I looked over to see a


Volvo and a red M3 stroll in.

5 vampires hopped out. They all had


their topaz eyes fixed on us.

All my family growled.

I put my shield around them to protect


us.
The family leaned against their cars and
stared at us.

“Motherfucker.” I heard the big one


snicker.

It was one that was pixie like. She was


grinning ear to ear as she looked at my
family. Her hair was spiky and she had
elf like features.

Another one had golden blonde curls


hanging in front of his face. His golden
eyes frantically looked at our faces. He
seemed a little uncomfortable.
It was a BIG one in the back, grinning.
His dark curly hair looked good against
his pale sin. He looked childish.
He nudged the blonde next to him. She
grunted in response. Her face was
beautiful. Her golden hair hung down her
back. Her full lips were in a sneer.
She growled at the bronze haired God
right next to her.

He looked over at me with his topaz


eyes. He had full lips with sharp features.
His square jaw tensed in effort as he
gazed at me.

I looked at Deran who wrapped his arms


around me. He growled at the bronze
haired God and looked at Brenda.
Brenda looked at Buffy.

“The short one is Alice, the blonde


haired boy is Jasper, the big guy is
Emmett, the blonde haired girl is
Rosalie, and the bronze haired guy is
Edward.” She said.

“Humph, maybe we can get along.” I


sighed and looked at my family as they
looked at me incredulously.

“NO WAY!!” they yelled.

Justin shook his head. “No way. I


refuse.” He sneered.

“Why you guys? They might be nice.” I


tried.
“No way, I’m not getting evolved.”
Buffy turned to Justin to lock her lips
with hers.

“Ew.” Alondra rolled her eyes.

I turned to Deran and pressed my lips to


his.

I grabbed at his curly black hair as his


hands found my hips.

He pulled me to him forcefully while I


ducked my hands under his shirt.

“Get a frickin’ room.” Justin snickered.

“Well don’t look.” Deran said


breathlessly as we broke apart.
“Wish I didn’t have to.” Justin rolled his
eyes back as the school bell rung.

I grabbed Deran’s hand and laced his


fingers with mine. He smiled down at me
and looked ahead.

I walked in the classroom and ignored


the stares of guys.

I sat down in my seat and locked eyes


with golden ones.

“Hello I’m Alice.” She said. “You must


be Bella.” She grinned.

“How do you know that?”

“Oh I can see the future.” She grinned.

“Wow, Buffy can too.” I smiled back.


“Really?”

“Yes, so...what’s so good about your


family?” I asked.

Her eyes widened.

“Edward told me not to tell you about


that...” she sighed.

“Why? Is he like the coven’s leader?” I


was curious.

“No, Carlisle is.” She said.

“Who is Carlisle?”

“Our father. Well foster father. He and


Esme care for all of us.” She said. “Do
you have a coven leader?” she asked.
“Only Brenda is the coven leader. She’s
the most powerful.” I said.

“Well, I can’t tell you anymore. I’m


sorry but I would love to talk to you
again.” She said.

“Yeah, but I don’t think my family will


like that.” I said.

“They don’t like us very much.” It


wasn’t a question.

“No, they don’t trust other vampires.” I


sighed.

“Wow, tough. Well, goodbye.” She


danced away.
Wow, I mean really danced, like twirled
and everything.

After class I walked out. I found Deran


waiting for me. He grabbed my face and
I planted a kiss on his lips.

We broke away and walked to second


period. Luckily, Brenda was in the
Biology class with me.

I hugged her as she looked around with


her butterscotch eyes.

“One is going to be in here. Edward


Cullen I presume.” She said.

“Well, let’s take our seats please.” The


teacher came in.
“You two must be Bella Swan and
Brenda Brown.” The teacher gestured
toward us.

“Correct.” Brenda smiled sweetly.

“Well, Bella you can sit in the front and


Brenda you can sit in the seat next to
Mike Newton. Mike raise your hand.”
The teacher commanded.

A hand raised and Brenda groaned as she


walked to the back.

I clicked over to my table and sat down. I


took out my books and got settled.

Then Edward walked in.

He greeted the teacher and ran a hand


thru his perfect, messy hair.
Ugh! Get a hold of yourself, you’re with
Daren.

I sighed as he looked at me and started


making his way next to me.

He slid out his chair with unnecessary


force and I growled at him.

He snarled and I grabbed the bottom of


the table to keep myself from jumping
him.

“Maybe you should watch your temper.”


He growled.

“I would be watching yours.” I hissed


back.

I squeezed the wood of the table.


“Watch what your doing.” He hissed as I
broke the wood and it came out in
splinters of wood and fell into the palm
of my hand.

He rolled his eyes as I growled at him.

“What the hell is your problem?” I


asked.

“I don’t trust your family being here.”


He growled.

“Honestly, I don’t trust any vampires but


you don’t see me snarling at everyone I
see.” I sneered.

“I would watch that tone.” He turned his


chair towards me.
“I would watch how you talk to me.” I
sneered again.

“Or what? Your boyfriend is going to


hurt me?” he snarled as he got closer to
my face.

“No, I am.” I said slowly.

“I have never hit a woman but you’re


pushing it-”

“Mr. Cullen is there something you want


to share with the class?” the teacher
asked.

“No, Mr. Greene.” He smiled and turned


away from me.

I pursed my lips. I looked at the clock.


Only one minute before class is over.
I leaned into his ear and looked at
Brenda as she widened her eyes at me.

“You wish you could touch me...” I


whispered in his ear.

He was about to turn his head but the


bell rang.

I scooped up my books and dashed out of


the room with Brenda and Buffy already
by my side.

I walked to the cafeteria only to bump


into Deran. I smiled at him and kissed
his lips.

“Hey babe.” He grinned and scooped me


up.
“You guys are disgusting.” Alec
laughed.

“Maybe.” I smiled.

I walked with my family to the cafeteria.


I picked a table and we all sat down.

“I’m going to go get lunch.” Alondra


jumped up and took Justin with her.

The cafeteria started to fill as we talked


about things.

Alondra came back with a giant tray of


food.

Then I smelled them. They walked in


slowly and lingered with each other then
turned their topaz eyes on us.
They sat in the back still staring at our
family.

I met Edward’s gaze.

I was hypnotized by his eyes.

I was lost in his eyes until Deran slung


his arm around my shoulders.

I grinned at him and looked back at


Edward.

I rolled my eyes at him and clashed my


lips with Deran’s.

He seemed surprise then reached out to


grab my waist roughly.

“Oh God enough already.” Justin


complained.
“Hey we have to listen to you and
Buffy’s bed rocking all night.” Alec
glared at Justin.

“Well at least we’re not as bad as you


and Brenda. Remember at the old school
when you got caught having sex on the
biology table?” Buffy growled.

I giggled.

“SHUT UP!” Brenda yelled.

We all turned silent.

“Good, now we are going over the


Cullen’s.” she said.

“WHAT?!” everyone yelled besides


Buffy and Brenda.
“Bella put your shield around us.”
Brenda commanded. I focused to put it
around us.

“Ok, Buffy had a vision that Jasper and


Edward would come and invite us. It was
pretty clear.” Brenda sighed.

“Oh, here they come now.” Alec said.

I put my shield down as Edward and


Jasper came over. They stopped about a
few inches away from our table.

“Hello.” Jasper said.

I felt a wave of calm. I put a shield


around me to block it off.

I stood up and snarled at him.


I did not like to be toyed with, especially
with vampire’s powers.

“Don’t try that shit on me Jasper or you


will really regret it.” I growled.

He looked at me shocked.

“Babe...” Deran grabbed my hand.

I sat down slowly, not taking my shield


off of me.

“We were just coming over here to tell


you, you are invited by Carlisle, to come
to our home.” Edward breathed.

“Well, we would love to come.” Brenda


said pleasantly.
“Then it’s settled. Follow our scents and
please be there by 6.” Jasper smiled.

“Thank you.” Brenda sighed as she


smiled back.

After school, I grabbed Deran’s hand and


brought him behind the school with me.

He smirked as he brought his lips down


to mine.

I brought my tongue to his and massaged


it. He tasted like candy and...cherries? I
smelled his shoulder; only to smell
cherries.

I pushed him off of me as he was


lowering my underwear.
“Deran? Why do you taste and smell like
cherries?” I asked.

“I must have been in Alondra’s room too


long yesterday.” He rolled his eyes and
tried to press his lips back to mine.

“Why were you in Alondra’s room?” I


asked as I moved my lips from his.

“We were painting her walls.


Remember? She was talking about it for
weeks.” He looked too innocent.

“I guess.” I said as we walked away hand


in hand.

I kept my eyes down as I thought.


Deran would never lie to me. But I never
heard of Alondra painting her room.

Nor has she talked about it for weeks.

Why would his tongue taste like cherries


and if he had been in Alondra’s room
painting then he would have smelled like
paint.

“You can take the car, Deran. I’m going


to run.” I smirked.

He lowered his lips to mine but I turned


my head so he could kiss my cheek.

He looked at me then turned and got in


my car. He speeded off.

I stared at the car then broke off in a run.


I flew thru the forest and as my hair
whipped behind me. I jumped over rock
and stumps.

I jumped over the river and landed on the


balls of my feet.

I heard a growl behind me and I whipped


my head towards the sound.

“Jake...” I sighed.

The big russet wolf walked up to me.

Jacob was my sun. He used to be my


friend when I was human. I thought he
had died about 100 years ago. He was
well alive when he told me he was
werewolf and didn’t age unless he
stopped changing.
“Jake, I didn’t know you were in these
parts.” I smiled.

He walked up and licked my face. He


turned and ran towards the woods.

He came back a few minutes later with


shorts on. His short inky black hair stood
up in different places.

His big tan muscles flexed with each


breath as he looked me up and down.
“Hey Bells.” He grinned.

“Hey, what’s going on?” I asked.

“Sam and the others said for you guys to


watch yourself. He doesn’t like how
close you guys come to the border. He
said one step and it was over Bells.
Don’t get hurt okay? I can only hold off
my own family for long...” he pleaded
me with his eyes.

“I’ll be careful Jake. I promise.” I looked


at my watch.

“I should go.” I sighed and ran off.

I made it to the house and I skidded to a


stop. I walked in the house to see
everyone was already gone.
I decided to put on a red and black
checkered long sleeved shirt. It stopped
on my waist.

I put on a black camisole under it to


cover up my cleavage.

I put on black skinny jeans.

I put on my high heel, leather, black


boots and walked out of the house. I
broke into a run.

I walked up the long driveway of the


Cullen Family.

I knocked on the door and Alice


answered it with a smile.
“Bella, nice outfit. Alondra and Brenda
are upstairs with Rose and me. Buffy is
with Carlisle and Esme and all the boys
are outside.” She explained.

I smiled and walked past her.

I walked to the back where there was a


patio and a VERY large backyard.

Justin and Deran were wrestling each


other while Alec and Emmett were
laughing.

Edward and Jasper were looking at them


and calling them idiots.

Daren suddenly looked at Edward then


whispered something to Justin. Justin
grinned and nodded.
They lunged toward Edward only for
Edward to grin and move out of the way.

I raised an eyebrow.

“NO FAIR!! YOU CAN READ


MINDS!!” Justin complained as he
dusted himself off.

Edward smirked while Emmett let out a


booming laugh.

So he could read minds eh? Humph, can


he read mine?

I cleared my throat and all heads snapped


towards me. I leaned on the rail with my
elbows and watched them with
amusement.

“Bella.” Deran grinned.


I smiled back as he dashed up the rail
and landed in front of me.

He locked his lips with mine. He licked


my bottom lip and I pushed him off of
me before things got heated again.

I turned back to the guys as they watched


each other.

“Who’s up for wrestling?” I smirked.

Emmett let out a booming laugh and was


suddenly in front of me.

“I THINK I’M GOING TO LOVE THIS


GIRL!!! MUHAHAHAHA!!!!” Emmett
laughed as he picked me up and slung
me over his shoulder.
He jumped down from the patio and
landed on his feet gracefully. He put me
down as his golden eyes lit up.

“Thanks Emmett.” I grinned.

“You’re welcome Bells.” He grinned


back. “Ok I call Bella on my team!!”

“There are no teams.” Alec grinned.

“We can’t fight a girl.” Justin argued as


he got up.

“Your saying that I can’t beat your ass?”


I asked, hands on hips.

“No, I’m saying you can’t beat my ass,


period.” Justin grinned.
“Bad choice, dude.” Alec moved out of
the way as I springed.

I tackled Justin to the ground. He got on


top of me and grabbed my shirt.

I kicked him in the stomach and he flew


up in the air and into a tree.

The tree fell back with a thump. I


jumped across the yard and landed on
top of Justin.

“Now are you going to say I can’t kick


your ass?” I asked.

I slapped his cheek playfully as he


grabbed me and picked me up.

He grabbed my ass while I locked my


ankles around his waist.
“Problem?” I asked, gesturing toward his
hand on my ass.

“No, it feels just right.” He grinned as he


squeezed.

“Ugh! You’re gross!” I pushed him off


of me.

“What?! Is anyone here not attracted to


Bella? Raise your hand if you are.”
Justin said.

I looked at the boys. Emmett grinned and


raised his hand, Alec smiled and raised
his, and Edward sighed and shrugged.

“DUDE ARE YOU GAY OR


SOMETHING?!” Emmett screamed.
I raised an eyebrow and rolled my eyes.

I turned to Deran who had his eyebrows


raised too.

“Enough of this, who wants to wrestle


with me?” I took off my boots and
looked at the guys.

“I’ll wrestle you, Bella.” Emmett


grinned.

I smiled; I was looking for a good fight.

I put my hands on my hips as he got into


a crouch.

“Ready?” I asked.

“Yeah.” Emmett grinned.


“Don’t hold back.” I smiled.

“Not in my nature.”

He charged forward and his large body


collided with mine.

I flew back.

I wasn’t used to THAT kind of strength.

I landed on my feet and looked back at


Emmett.

He started charging at me again as I


jumped up in the air. He was right in
front of my foot as he looked up at me
surprised.

He was about to move out of the way


when I kicked him in the face.
He flew backwards and into a boulder.

Alec and Edward moved out of the way


as he flew past them.

The boulder made a sickening crack and


fell into tiny pieces.

“Ow, damn it!” Emmett charged again.

I ran to him and we both crashed


together. I fell backwards as he grinned
at me.

“C’mon Bella, I thought you were better


than that.” He teased.

He made a quick punch and I dodged it


neatly, he made multiple swipes which I
dodged.
“Damn, damn, damn, damn, damn!!” he
cursed everytime he missed.

I grabbed his hand and flipped him over


on his back.

He grabbed my waist and pulled me


backwards.

I fell on the ground and he made another


punch.

He hit my stomach and I flew back. I let


out a growl.

“If your mad come and get me Bells.”


He teased.

I charged and kicked his torso.


He fell back as I made multiple punches.

He grabbed my fist and threw me behind


his shoulder.

I wrapped my legs around his back and


hovered my teeth over his neck.

“I win.” I smiled.

“Damn it!” he growled. “Again.” He


ordered.

“No, I want to go.” Deran came forward.

“Ready?” I asked.

“Yeah.”

“Well, c’mon then.”


He ran forward. He made multiple
punches which I neatly dodged.

“Forget it Deran, I know all of your


moves.” I smirked.

“No Bella, I know all of yours.”

He grabbed my fist and pulled me to


him. I kneed him in the stomach.

He fell forward and clutched his


stomach.

I took my opportunity and punched him


in the face. He fell back and landed on
his back.

He got back up quickly and I dashed up


in the trees. I waited as he looked around
aimlessly.
I jumped down and landed on his back.
He jumped startled as I kissed his neck.

“I win.” I smiled.

“You truly are a frightening beast.” He


grinned.

“True, so very true.” I grinned as I


hopped down.

“Okay who wants to go last? One more


tonight?” I asked.

Justin stayed in the back while Emmett


grumbled to himself.

“Alec?” I asked.
“No way. I have learned my lesson.” He
grinned.

“Emmett another go?’ I raised an


eyebrow.

He kept grumbling as his eyes flickered


to me then back down silently cursing
me.

“I’ll do it.” Jasper grinned.

“Jasper.” I smiled.

I know about him. He used to be in the


military.

He trained the newborns him and Maria


used to change.

He was excellent in fight.


“Fine, if you think your up for it Jasper.”
I smirked.

I was being cocky.

“Go!” he ran forward and attacked me.


We landed with a thud as he made
multiple swipes.

He punched me in the gut and knocked


the breath out of me.

I kicked him in the air and he fell back


onto the ground, hands and knees.

I charged toward him and made multiple


swipes. I grabbed his hair and brought
him down.
He smirked at me as he disappeared. I
felt a wave of calm.

I shook it off as I heard Jasper’s silent


laugh. I put my shield around me.

I snarled when I felt his cool fingers


press into my neck.

I reached back only to feel air.

I growled again and he appeared in front


of me.

I punched him in the gut. He fell forward


and I took the chance to kick him. He
caught my foot and swung me around.

He threw me over to a tree and it fell


from the blow.
I growled angrily as Jasper smirked at
me.

“Give up?” he grinned.

“Not a chance.” I growled.

I got up and charged to him.

He did the same and we hit each other


with equal force.

He made multiple swipes that I blocked.

He grabbed my wrist and I locked my leg


behind his.

He raised an eyebrow as I smiled.

I swept him. He fell to the ground, on his


back.
He jumped back up and grabbed my foot.
I put my other foot on his back and
jumped out of his grip.

I was in a tree and he got up and looked


over for me.

I jumped down and landed in front of


him. He grabbed both of my wrists and
pinned them to my sides. I flipped
backwards but he still had my wrists.

I growled, outraged and twisted them. He


put his force on me and pinned me to the
ground.

He grinned as he hovered over me.

“I win.” He grinned.
Suddenly, there was clapping all around.

Jasper let me go and I stood up with a


pout on my face.

Jasper laughed and stuck out his hand. I


pursed my lips then shook his hand.

“Well, no one has got that close to


beating me.” he grinned.

“Nope, they sure haven’t, babe.” Alice


smiled as she popped behind him.

“I THINK I’M IN LOVE!!” Emmett


grinned as he picked me up and slung me
over his shoulder again.

“Uh, I have a boyfriend.” I smirked.


“Well, we’re going to Vegas.” Emmett
said, seriously.

Everyone laughed.

He put me down and I looked up to see


Carlisle and Esme.

I smiled politely.

“Hello Carlisle, Esme.” I shook their


hands.
“Hello dear, we saw you fighting Jazz. I
think she’s pretty good.” Esme smiled.

“Maybe with a little more practice she


could beat me.” Jasper smirked.

“Who did she beat?” Alice danced.

“Emmett, Justin, and Deran.” Jasper


smiled.

“Wow, wait did she do Edward?”

“Nope.” Jasper frowned.

“Well, Edward don’t be rude. Fight! I


want to see.” Esme was excited.

“I bet on Bella. $300 bucks Jazz.”


Emmett grinned.
“I call Edward, $350.” Jasper smiled.

“Edward?” I called.

He turned to me.

“Are you going to fight or what?’ I


asked.

He smirked and stood up.

I grinned as he walked forward.

“Ready?” I asked.

He nodded.

“Good.” I smirked. I charged forward


and made multiple swipes at his head.
He was FAST! I finally got able to push
him down and he looked at me surprised.

“What’s wrong Edward? Can’t hit a


girl?” I teased.

He growled and stood up. He grabbed


my neck and slammed me on the ground.

“No.” he growled.

I grabbed his shirt and slammed him


down. He widened his eyes as I made a
swipe for his hard chest.

He jumped up and grabbed my wrists. I


tried to kick at his head but he dodged.
He held on tightly to my wrists as I
kicked at him.
I finally kicked him in the chest and he
flew back to a tree. He jumped back up
and charged at me.

I fell backwards as he grabbed my foot


and swung me around. I grabbed his
back and flipped him so we both fell to
the ground.

He grabbed my waist and I felt the fire


tingle thru my veins.

I gasped surprise as he brought me down


to him.

Our noses touched and he gazed into my


eyes.

He smirked and pinned me down.

I growled.
“DARN IT BELLA!!” Emmett gave
Jasper the money. “I still love you
though.”

“Thanks Emmett.” I whispered.

Edward still had me pinned under his


body.

He gazed into my eyes. His topaz eyes


were smoldering.

Deran cleared his throat and I snapped


my eyes up to him.

I pushed Edward off of me and wiggled


myself over to Deran.

He scowled at Edward who stood up and


dusted himself off.
“You guys ready to go?’ I asked as
Buffy, Alondra, and Brenda walked
together.

Justin and Alec were laughing at Emmett


who stuck his head in a hole.

I sighed and turned to Deran who was


having a stare off with Edward.

Deran finally huffed and suddenly


brought his lips down on mine. He
wrapped his tongue around mine as he
grabbed at my waist.

He let me go only to grin at me.

I was suddenly in the air.


“DON’T TOUCH MY GIRL!!!” Emmett
yelled.

He looked at Rosalie.

“OR THIS ONE!!” he yelled as he


grabbed Rose too.

She sighed and rolled her eyes.

“Come down anytime you want, dears.”


Esme smiled.

Emmett let me down and we all headed


home.

I put on a plain white PJ dress. I sighed


as I got into the king bed Deran and I had
in our room.
Deran came in with PJ pants and that’s
it.

He grinned at me.

I pursed my lips.

“Deran, why were you looking at


Edward like that at their house earlier?” I
asked.

“Well, he was looking at you all the time


and he clearly had an effect on you so I
claimed what was mine.” He explained.

“I’m not your property.” I protested.

“Bella, you know I didn’t mean it that


way.” He said.
“Then what did you mean?” I asked. I
crossed my arms as he searched my eyes.

“Ok, answer this question for me. Why


didn’t you want to kiss me when we
were in the parking lot?” he asked, his
golden eyes piercing.

“Well, you smelled like cherries Deran


and why would you smell like cherries if
you were painting? You would smell like
paint. Not cherries. Alondra smells like
cherries, and why would you taste like
Alondra. What is going on?” I blurted
out.

He looked at me stunned.

“Bella, don’t tell me you think I’m


cheating on you?” he said.
I looked down.

Yes, I believe that. Alondra’s a slut.

“Know what? I’m sorry I brought it up,


asshole. You can stay in here alone
tonight. I’m going in the guest room.”

I grabbed a cover and patted to the room


down the hall.

“Bella! C’mon.” he grabbed my hand.

“Please...” I whispered.

“I’m not cheating on you Bella. I love


you.” he whispered.

He secured my waist to his and grounded


into me. He kissed my lips and massaged
my tongue with his. He picked me up
and dashed to the bed.

He tore off my underwear and threw


them away. He entered me with two
fingers and I cried out.

He kissed me again and I grabbed his


hair.

I tore off his PJ pants and boxers in one


movement.

The sun finally rose and I shined in the


light.

“Beautiful.” Deran whispered.

“Thank you.” I grinned as I sat up.


“Get the fuck up—” Justin busted in.

“I’M BLIND!!!! BELLA’S BOOBS


HAVE BLINDED ME!!!! BUT THEIR
KIND OF NICE!!!” he screamed then
covered his eyes.

He ran out of the room.

I rolled my eyes.

It has been 2 months since we met the


Cullen’s. Emmett was my fiancé, Rose
was my favorite bitch, Alice was my
sister, Jasper was my brother to lean on,
and Edward...well Edward...I don’t even
understand our relationship.
Deran still came in the room smelling
and tasting like cherries. We argued
constantly but today I was sick of it.

After showering, I brushed my teeth and


put on my eyeliner.

I put on a black tank top shirt that


stopped on my upper thighs. It had a
sparkly skull on it.

I put on gray skinny jeans and black knee


high tops.

I was wearing black today because I was


fucking pissed.

I let my curls fall in waves then walked


outside with Alondra.

I turned to her.
“Hey, Alondra, did you get your walls
painted?” I asked.

“No, not yet.” She smirked.

I raised my eyebrows and shrugged.

So he lied to me...

“Why do you ask?” Alondra asked.

“No reason, I just want to help when you


get it done.”

“Of course Bella.” She grinned.

We arrived at school and I leaned against


my car.
I was still pissed.

Deran had lied to me. He never does.

Son of a bitch...

I leaned my head on Alec’s shoulder. He


grinned at me then turned to Brenda.

“Hey babe. What’s wrong?” Deran asked


and smirked as he trapped me with his
arms.

“I’m fucking pissed.” I answered.

“Huh? Why?”

“Why did you lie to me?” I asked. I


knew our family could hear us.

“What?” he was confused.


“Alondra said she hasn’t even started
painting her room, much less even buy
the fucking paint.” my voice got louder.

“Bella, can we discuss this later?” he


asked quietly.

“No! Fuck that! If you can’t talk to me


right the fuck now, then don’t talk to me
at all!” I yelled.

I pushed him away from me and walked


into the school.

Brenda caught up with me and pushed


me in the bathroom.

“Bella, calm down.” She whispered.


‘NO!! Fuck him! Fuck her! I’m tired of
this shit! I’m always the one who gets
hurt! Alondra is a fucking slut! Brenda,
tell me right now you wouldn’t be mad
as me if she was fucking Alec! Don’t lie
to me Brenda.”

She looked at me for a while then sighed.

“Yes, I would probably kill her.” She


smirked.

“Then why am I wrong?” I asked as my


voice cracked.

“Baby, you aren’t wrong...” Brenda


embraced me.

Buffy came in.

“You okay?” she asked.


“Yeah, I’m fine as long as I don’t see
Alondra.”

“Okay, I’ll warn her.” Buffy grinned and


ran a hand thru her curly hair.

She left as Brenda held me tighter.

“I’m fine.” I sighed.

“No, I’m holding you tighter because


Alondra is coming in here.” Brenda
whispered.

I tensed.

“What is the problem?” Alondra walked


in with her hands on her hips.
“Can you please go?” I dropped my
hands from Brenda as she held onto me
tight.

“No, I want to know what the fucking


problem is. Because if you have a
problem then you need to address me.”
Alondra started raising her voice.

“I don’t want to talk to you! I don’t want


to see you!” I yelled back.

“What the fuck is your problem?”

“What the hell is yours?! Why does my


fucking boyfriend smell like you?!” I
screamed.

“Does it matter?” Alondra raised her


eyebrows.
“BITCH!” I screamed. I fought against
Brenda’s strength as she held her hug
tight around my neck.

Buffy grabbed Alondra and dragged her


out of the bathroom.

“FUCK THIS!!” I screamed.

“Bella...” Brenda reached for me.

“I’m going to go say hi to the Cullen’s.”


I smiled.

I walked out of the bathroom.

I walked outside and Alice ran up and


hugged me.

I wrapped my arms around her neck and


hugged her back. We rocked side to side.
“Bella? What’s wrong?” she asked.

“Nothing. I just wanted to see Emmett.”


I smirked.

“MUHAHAHAHA!!!” Emmett boomed


then came over to me to hug me.

I smiled at him then looked to the side to


see Edward and Jasper smiling at each
other.

“Edward, Jasper, say hi to Bella.”

“Hi to Bella.” Jasper smirked.

“Hello Bella.” Edward smiled.

“Why are you upset?” Jasper asked.


“Relationship problems.” I frowned.

I turned back to the Cullen’s as they


watched me carefully.

“I’m fine.” I smiled.

“I SWEAR I LOVE THIS GIRL!!!”


Emmett grinned a he grabbed me from
Alice.

“Don’t break her Emmett.” Edward


grinned.

“I’m not that breakable Edward.” I


snorted.

“YEAH! My girl isn’t that breakable


Edwierdo!!” Emmett grinned.
He put me down and turned to Jasper.
Rose and Alice were giggling to each
other.

“So...relationship problems?” Edward


asked as he leaned against his Volvo.

“I don’t really want to talk about it...” I


sighed.

“What’s your favorite color?” I asked.

“”Green, it used to be the color of my


eyes.” He sighed. “Yours?”

“It changes from day to day.” I smiled.

“What is it today?” he asked.

“Black.” I said darkly.


“Black?” he asked as he raised an
eyebrow.

I was about to answer when Deran


interrupted.

“Bella, can I talk to you?” he asked as he


looked between Edward and me.

I bit my bottom lip. All the anger seemed


to evaporate when I talked to Edward.

I turned to Edward as he raised an


eyebrow then turned his eyes to Deran.

I sighed and nodded.

Deran grinned and grabbed my hand.

I waved at Edward and he nodded back


then turned to Jasper and Emmett.
I saw that Deran was taking me into the
empty school. School was just starting.

He threw me against a wall and looked at


me up and down.

“What do you want to talk about?” I


asked.

“Everything. Bella, you exploded.” He


started to raise his voice.

“Are you cheating on me?” I asked.

“The truth.” I said sternly.

“No, Bella I love you. I don’t know why


I smell like cherries. Don’t trust me?!”
he asked desperately.
I looked away from his smoldering gold
eyes.

“Bella?” he asked he stroked my cheek.

“I need to know...Deran, you say you


love me. But...you...you’re lying.” I
shook my head.

“Bella, I love you. Alondra is nothing. I


don’t love her. And I’m certainly not
cheating on you with her!” he sighed.

“I can’t do this right now. Please...just


leave me alone.” I sighed.

“You have to be fucking kidding me.”


Deran sighed, exasperated.

“I’m done.” I stepped away from him


and started to walk away.
“Hey! Where are you going?” he asked
as he reached out and grabbed my arm.

I felt it twist in the wrong way as his


fingers wrap around my forearm too
tightly.

“Ow.” I muttered.

“Bella, you aren’t going to do this.”

“Yes I am.” I pulled my arm out of his


grip.

I sat down at my Biology table and


looked at Edward who was doodling on
his folder.
He looked at me to throw me a crooked
smile and look away.

I looked up to gaze at Brenda.

She sat on our table and looked at me


thru narrowed eyes.

“You know your going to have to talk to


him sooner or later.” She said.

“I’ll choose later. Besides I’m going


shopping with Alice, Emmett, Buffy, and
Edward.” I smirked.

“Well, don’t be late.” She got down and


walked gracefully away.
I tried on the red dress. It was tight
against my curves and hugged my waist
and breasts.

I looked at Alice as she looked me up


and down.

“You know when you go to the dance; I


don’t want you to stick out like a sore
thumb.” She shook her head.

We had been here for 4 hours looking for


dresses and shoes for the upcoming
dance.

She threw me a purple dress. I sighed.

Alice found a black one with shoes.

I hadn’t found one I liked.


“Edward? What do you think about this
dress on Bella?” Alice sighed as she
looked for more dresses.

Edward was in the corner with Emmett


reading a magazine.

Edward looked up from his magazine


and his eyes popped.

“I don’t think that’s her color.” Alice


sighed again.

Her eyes suddenly lit up and she pulled


out a dress.

It was light blue and long. It had sequins


going over the chest. It had a dip in the
chest and showed enough cleavage. It
looked like diamonds shined on the top
and looked very classy.
It was strapless and looked so delicate I
didn’t want to touch it.

“OMG! Bella! You have to where this! It


is perfect!” she yelled as she grabbed the
purple dress from me and threw the blue
dress in my hands.
I sighed and took it in the changing
room. I threw off the red dress and put
on the blue one.

I walked out and folded my hands over


my stomach.

“WOW!! That is toats the dress.” Alice


squealed and danced around.

“HOT!” Emmett grinned.

“Whoa!” Buffy sighed.

“Edward what do you think?” Alice


danced.

Edward looked up and fixed his golden


eyes on me.
His eyes bugged and he gulped.

“Um, you’re beautiful Bella.” He


spluttered.

I smiled and bit my bottom lip.

“We are so getting that dress. With these


shoes, this necklace, and this sash.”

Alice handed me silver high heel shoes, a


heart diamond necklace, and a blue sash.

I put them all one and turned to the


mirror.

The dress hugged my curves and made


my golden eyes stick out with my pale
skin and dark hair.
I smiled at my reflection and it gave a
dazzling smile back.

“I love it Alice!” I grinned.

Alice dropped me off and I grabbed my


bags. Buffy skipped inside.

“Thanks Alice.” I grinned.

“No problem Bells.” She winked at me


then sped off.

I walked slowly to the door and walked


up to my room.

I dropped my things next to the door and


turned on the light.

Daren glared at me.


“Is there a problem?” I asked pleasantly
as I put down my bags.

“What the hell has gotten into you


Bella?!” he yelled as he stood up.

“Listen, I don’t feel like it right now.


Okay?” I said as I walked past him to the
dresser.

“Bella, we have to talk.” He got behind


me and grabbed my waist roughly.

I sighed and rolled my eyes.

I’m not about to be tricked into sex...

I grabbed a nightgown. Deran stopped


me and grabbed the gown.
“Or you can wear the lingerie you
bought for yourself a month ago.” He
grinned.

“Or I can wear this and you could


leave.”

I snatched my gown away and walked


past him.

He rolled his eyes.

“C’mon Bella. What is it going to take


for you to believe me?” he asked
exasperated.

“Everything.” I muttered as I walked into


bathroom.

I took a LONG shower and brushed my


teeth.
I sighed as I looked at my beautiful
reflection.

I made my makeup smoky-like and


blush.

I repainted my toenails red and put on


black toes out high heels.

I put on the lingerie Deran was talking


about.

It was black and red. It was a bra that


was all black and had a small red bow in
the middle of my breasts.

I put on the matching black panties and it


had a red bow in the center.
Right now, I was tired of not having sex
with my boyfriend.

I loved Deran and I didn’t have any


proof he was cheating on me.

I sighed again and stepped out of the


bathroom.

Deran was on the bed waiting for me


with his head in his hands.

He looked at me and gasped. He gave me


a small smile as his eyes looked at my
body.

I leaned against the wall and raised an


eyebrow.
He got up and walked towards me. He
put his strong arms on either side of me
and looked me up and down again.

He growled as he pushed my shoulders


against the wall.

“Do you know what you do to me


Bells?” he growled as he kissed my neck.

I bit my bottom lip.

“Why don’t you show me?” I gasped as


he licked my collarbone.

“Gladly.” He muttered then grabbed my


legs.

He lifted me up and I locked my ankles


behind his waist.
“Bella.” He growled.

“Y-yes?” I asked as his fingers danced


around my hips and my underwear.

“I want you.” he snarled and tore off my


underwear in one quick movement.

He vanished and I felt his hair brush


against my stomach.

I gasped as I felt his tongue lick my


folds.

I grabbed his hair as he licked and


sucked at me.

I whimpered as his lips crashed on mine.

He licked my lips and I could taste


myself on him. It was such a turn on.
He ripped off my bra and licked my
breasts.

“D-Deran...” I spluttered as he entered


me.

I got out of the bed and took a shower. I


put on eyeliner and blush.

I put on a blue tank top and gray skinny


jeans. I put on silver flats and grabbed
my big purse while putting my hair in a
ponytail.

“Deran, I’m going over the Cullen’s.” I


smiled as he was in the shower.

“Okay, tell Emmett to keep his hands to


himself.” He snickered.
I laughed with him and grabbed my
notebook.

I needed to write about something.

Something personal for English and I


couldn’t find anything.

Maybe Alice could help me.

I got out of my car and dashed up to the


door.

I heard Emmett and Jasper playing the


game.

Esme was on the couch reading and


giggling at the boys.
“Ha! I won!!” Emmett yelled. “I win the
bet! You have to wear Alice’s clothes for
a week.”

“WHAT?! No way!! Esme was all


giddy!! Do you know how hard it is to
kill people when you’re GIDDY?!”
Jasper protested.

I giggled.

“BELLA!!” Emmett screamed.

I knocked and Carlisle answered the


door.

“You’re here for Alice?” he smiled.


“Of course not Carlisle, me and Emmett
are going to Vegas.” I batted my
eyelashes.

Emmett suddenly dashed to the door.

“Good I’m already packed.” He


snickered.

I smiled back at him.

“Where’s Alice?’ I asked.

“Oh, she went to hunt.” Carlisle smiled.

“Oh I needed help with the English


assignment.” I frowned.

“Maybe Edward can help you. He’s into


that kind of stuff.”
Emmett grinned as Edward appeared in
the door glaring at Emmett with his arms
crossed.

“Help you with what Bella?” he turned


his dark butterscotch eyes on me.

I felt my breathing pick up.

“Um, with the English assignment.” I


spluttered.

“Of course.” He grinned and closed the


door on Carlisle and Emmett’s grinning
faces.

We ended up at the park where plenty of


people were laughing and playing.

I sighed as I looked at my blank page.


Edward was waiting for me to write
some suggestions.

He finally sighed and took my paper and


pen.

He wrote something down swiftly and


handed it back to me.

I gasped as I looked at the words

Relationship Problems

I turned my head slowly to glare at


Edward.

He chuckled and pointed to the page.


“I can’t make something about this. I
have to read it in front of the class.” I
protested.

“Bella, you have to take some risk.” He


sighed and grinned.

“No way, if I write about Deran he


would kill me. And he is in the class!
He’ll hear it.” I snapped.

“But he would know what you feel like.”


he prompted.

“No everyone will hear it and know our


problems in our relationship and I don’t
feel like rumors.” I crossed my arms over
my chest.

“You care too much about what people


think.” He chuckled.
“I do not!” I protested.

“Right. Then get up right now and


scream at the top of your lungs.” He
dared.

I turned to look at everyone in the park.

Strangers...

“Aahh...” I sighed.

“That’s the best you can do?” Edward


raised an eyebrow.

I frowned and narrowed my eyes.

“Fine.” I muttered and stood up.


I took a deep breath, closed my eyes
tight, and let out a scream.

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HH!!!!!!!” I screamed and stomped my
foot when I stopped.

I grinned as everyone in the park looked


at me with wide eyes.

If I could have blushed I would be beet


red.

I sat down and looked at Edward who


had a smug look on his face.

“Good, you have proven me wrong.” He


grinned.
“Why can’t you do it?” I asked and
raised an eyebrow.

“Not my style.” He grinned and got up


from the bench.

I got up after him as he backed away


from me.

“No you have to! I had to!” I argued as


he chuckled and backed away more.

He grabbed my wrists as I fell into him.


He held them up to his face and I looked
into his eyes.

I gasped and stopped talking. He looked


at me and gazed into my golden eyes.

“I-I’m sorry.” I stuttered.


I snatched my wrists away and backed
away from him.

I sat back down on the bench and looked


away from him as he stayed frozen in the
same spot.

He finally walked back over and sat


down.

He gave me the notebook and raised an


eyebrow.

“Fine!” I sighed and snatched the


notebook away and wrote down my
feelings angrily.

I try and try. I think you


have betrayed me.
Why? I ask myself
everyday as he falls
asleep next to me.

Have I done something


wrong?

Am I not enough?

Are you not my soul


mate?

Can I find another?


There is no way to
answer these
questions.

You are the only one


who has the answers.

I can’t give you


anymore than I have
been giving for what
seems for a 100 years.

All I can give is a


question...
Do you still love me?

I sighed and looked up at Edward as he


watched me.

I handed him the notebook slowly and he


looked at the words.

“Nice handwriting.” He grinned.

He kept looking at the paper and


frowned at every word.

“Don’t think you’re not good enough for


him...ever. I can read his mind and I have
heard plenty enough.” he slammed the
book closed angrily.

“Of course! You can read minds! You


can help me.” I smiled.
He looked at me.

“Bella, you do not want to hear what is


in his mind.” He said.

“Please, Edward. You have to help me.”


I begged. “Has Deran been cheating on
me?”

He looked at me and averted his eyes.

“Bella, I think you need to figure that out


on your own.” He grinned.

I sighed and rolled my eyes.

“Of course.” I smirked. “Aren’t you tired


of me by now?” I asked.

“Should I?” he grinned.


“Yeah, I’m just any other girl.” I smiled.

“Bella, trust me. You’re different from


any other girl.” He said seriously.

“Thanks, I guess...?” I smirked.

We raced home and he beat me.

I sighed as he was leaning on my house


door.

I glared at him.

I was about to go into the house then


turned to Edward.

“Thanks a lot for today. I needed it.” I


smiled.
I leaned in and brushed my lips against
his cheek.

I leaned away and looked at him.

“You’re welcome Bella.” He grinned.

He hopped off the steps and disappeared.

Ok fine! I’m in love with him!

I let out a squeal and rushed inside with


my notebook.

“Hello Bella.” Brenda frowned.

“Hey Brenda what’s going on?” I smiled.

“Nothing. Why so squealy?” she


narrowed her eyes.
“What? Pfft! Pfft! I am not squealy!” I
scoffed.

“You like EDWARD!!” she squealed as


she danced around.

I put a hand on her mouth.

“Shh!!” I shushed.

She nodded as I removed my hand.

I slipped on the blue dress. I put on the


silver slippers and locked the necklace.

I ran a bush thru my curly hair.

I grabbed the sash and walked


downstairs with Deran kissing my neck.
Justin and Alec were already in tuxes.

Deran stood next to them and grinned at


me.

“Wow, Bella. You sure know how to


upstage me.” Alondra sneered.

Brenda and Buffy both turned their heads


slowly and glared at Alondra.

I smirked at her and looked at her slutty


outfit.

It was pink and her short blonde hair was


curled.

The dress reached her upper thighs. She


had on white high heels.
The dress showed cleavage and her
breasts looked like they were about to
pop out of the top.

I looked at Brenda who had on a dress


that reached her feet. It was strapless and
her red hair was curled elegantly.

The dress was earth colors and looked


good with her ivory skin. It was a
mixture of brown, red, orange, green,
and yellow.

I turned on Buffy who had on a long


purple dress that had sequins on it.

She had on silver flats and the dress


hugged her curves. Her long light brown
hair fell down in straight waves.
We arrived at the dance and the place
was thumping. The lights were purple
and blue.

People were dancing close and making


out.

Deran grabbed my hand and pulled me to


the dance floor as a slow song started.

He grabbed my waist as I locked my


arms around his neck.

“Listen, I’m sorry Deran, for what I put


you thru.” I frowned and looked down.

I felt his cold finger coax my face back


up to look at him.
His lips crashed on mine. I grabbed at his
hair and grinded myself into him. Too
bad we were in school.

I sat down next to Brenda as she flirted


with Alec.

I made a face then locked eyes with


Edward.

We had been watching each other for the


whole dance.

I sighed as he started to walk over.

“Want to dance?” he whispered in my


ear.

I shivered and nodded.


He grabbed my hand and led me outside
as another slow dance started.

He stopped as we made it to a small


garden house.

It was rectangular and was covered in


small lights. It looked beautiful.

He grabbed my waist carefully and I


wrapped my fingers on his shoulders.

I gave him a small smile as we moved


side to side with the music.

He grinned back and I lowered my head


to his chest.

He sighed as his arms tightened.


I looked up at him to see he was gazing
at me intently.

“Edward...” I gasped.

I leaned into him.

His eyes widened as my lips brush with


his.

I fluttered my eyes close and let out a


shaky sigh.

He was about to kiss me but I felt him


disappear out of my arms.

I opened my eyes to see he was in the


bushes.

He was obviously thrown back as he


glared at someone beside me.
I turned to the person to see an angry
Deran.

He turned his black blazing eyes on me.

“WHAT THE HELL!?”

Edward dashed over to us and wrapped


his hands around Deran’s neck and threw
him across the gorgeous garden.

Deran was about to attack again when


Emmett grabbed him.

I was about to scream at him for ruining


my chances with Edward when Jasper
grabbed my wrists and held me back.

“What the hell is going on!?” Brenda


stepped in.
“He was making out with Bella!!!”
Deran yelled, glaring at Edward.

“And? You have done enough with


Alondra!” I screamed.

Everyone looked at me stunned.

“You still believe that?” Alondra hissed.

“Of course! Everyone knows what a


whore you are!” I screamed.

“True dat, true dat.” Buffy and Brenda


sighed.

Deran stomped into the house and


slammed the door to the back.
I heard the glass crack.

I sighed and ran after him. He was


cursing everything he could think of.

“What are you doing?” I asked.

“I don’t know! What were you doing


with Edward?” he sneered.

“Nothing!” I screamed.

“Bella, you almost kissed him.” He


sighed.

“And? You did more than enough with


Alondra.” I argued.

“Are we really going to have this


discussion?” he asked, exasperated.
“I don’t know. Do you?” I asked.

He sighed and walked up to me.

“I don’t feel like it! If you want to be


with Edward, do it gladly.” He stormed
inside.

I rolled my eyes and walked after him.

The next day I walked to the Cullen


house with a black tank top and tiny blue
shorts and black flats.

I had my hair down in curly waves with


my eyeliner and blush.

I walked up the stairs and knocked on the


door.
Edward answered it with a smile on his
face.

“Bella.” He grinned.

“Edward, can I come in?” I asked.

He moved aside and gestured for me to


come in.

I took off my shoes and placed them by


the door.

I walked inside slowly. I stopped at the


kitchen and sat on the island counter.

I smiled at Edward as he walked in front


of me.

“Where is everyone?” I smiled.


“Alice and Rose went to the mall,
Emmett and Jasper went hunting, and
Carlisle and Esme are at the hospital.”
He smirked.

“All alone here?” I smiled.

“Yup, well not anymore.” He grinned.

“Of course.”

It became awkward and silent as I looked


down.

Edward’s pale finger coaxed my chin up.

“Bella.” He said.
“Edward, I’m sorry about last night. I
didn’t mean to cross any boundaries.” I
sputtered out.

“I didn’t mind.” He grinned.

I gazed into his eyes and I felt my


breathing speed up as he leaned in.

His lips brushed against mine.

I felt my lips tingle from the contact.

I let out a shaky breath and locked my


fingers behind his neck.

I grabbed his hair and crashed his lips on


mine.

His cool tongue traced my lips while I


brought my tongue out to massage his.
I started unbuttoning his blue button
down and he looked at me.

He pushed me off of him. He buttoned


back up to the 4 buttons I managed to
undo.

He shook his head. “Bella, I don’t think


we should—”

I shushed him.

“Edward, I want you. I want this.


Please.” I begged as I tugged on the
buttons of his shirt.

He looked at me for awhile before he


clashed his lips with mine again.

I sighed and licked his bottom lip.


I started undoing buttons again and
pulled his shirt off his shoulders.

He sighed into my mouth and lifted my


shirt over my head.

We broke the kiss for a second and


kissed again.

He grabbed at my waist as I grabbed at


his hair.

His hands went up to my bra and he


lifted it over my head.

He kissed my nipples and my neck.

I moaned as his lips went back up to my


mouth.
He took off my shorts and underwear in
one full movement.

He looked me up and down.

“Beautiful.” He muttered then kissed me


again.

I started unbuckling his belt and threw it


over his shoulders.

I lowered his pants and underwear to his


ankles and he kicked them away.

I felt his member brush against my


entrance and I gasped.

He entered me in one fluid movement


and I moaned.
He grabbed my legs and lifted me off the
counter.

I wrapped my legs around his waist as he


went in and out of me.

I leaned my head against his chest as I let


out whimpers and moans.

“EDWIERDO!! WE’RE BACK!!” I


heard the door open and Jasper’s
chuckle.

I quickly grabbed my underwear and


threw on the white bra and panty set.

Emmett stepped in with Jasper on his


side as Edward buttoned up his pants.

Edward was shirtless.


“EDWARD HEY- oh! Oh... HOT!”
Emmett saw me in just underwear and
his eyes widened as he grinned.

“Bells, Edward did you guys...?” Jasper


looked between us as I looked down.

Emmett gasped dramatically. “Bella and


I thought we were going to Vegas
tomorrow.”

“Shut up Emmett.” Jasper sighed then


turned back to us. “Um...good for you
two.”

“Hey guys, why is Bella’s shoes in the


front of the door-oh hey Bella...oh...”
Alice muttered as Rose walked in and
spotted me and Edward without certain
clothes.
“Um, you guys...OMG!” Rose ran out of
the room.

“Hey we’re back!”

Esme’s voice came from the front door


and walked in the kitchen.

Why the fuck is everyone coming


home?!

“Oh hello Bella-oh...well.” she sighed as


she looked at me better.

“What is it dear-oh...wow.” Carlisle


sighed and rubbed the back of his neck
awkwardly.

“Anyways....who wants to see what I


bought?” Alice squealed as she danced
out of the room.
“Well, I have seen Bella half naked for
enough today so I’m going to go play
Halo.” Jasper smirked and started leave.

“Wait!” Emmett stopped him.

Jasper turned to him.

“What Emmett?” he asked as Emmett


looked at me.

“Let’s watch Bells naked for a little


while longer.” Emmett muttered.

“EMMETT!!!” everyone in the house


screamed.

“WHAT?! She has a nice body.” Emmett


protested.
Jasper shook his head and grabbed his
arms as he led Emmett out.

“Well, I’m going to go read something


and try to get Bella naked out of my
head.” Carlisle said politely as he
disappeared.

I covered my face with my hands.

“Um, I’m going to go take a shower.”


Esme said as she walked out of the
kitchen slowly.

I looked back at Edward.

His eyes were widened as he looked


back at me.

“Maybe I should go.” I sighed as I got up


and grabbed my shorts.
I put them on and ran out of the house.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I got


home and rushed up the stairs to open the
door.

I bumped right into Justin.

He grinned at me and ran a hand thru his


golden hair.

“Hey Bella. What’s wrong?” he asked.

“Nothing. What’s up with you?” I asked


frantically.

“Nothing. Bella is something wrong-oh


you smell like Edward...” he trailed off
then he stiffened and widened his eyes at
me. “Bella, did you...? Oh God. That’s
gross.” He wrinkled his nose in disgust.

I grabbed his shoulder and he looked


back at me.

“Justin, you can’t tell Alec-”

“Can’t tell me what?” Alec asked from


behind me. “Bella you reek-oh...” he
sighed. “Yeah... this is awkward...I’m
going inside now.” He said and walked
past us.

“Justin you can’t tell Brenda or Buffy or


even Alondra not Deran either.” I
explained.

“Won’t they just figure out? I mean even


Alec just found out. You reek of him
Bella.”
“Yes, but I can go take a shower.’ I
smiled.

“Ew, I can’t believe you slept with


Edward.”

“You slept with EDWARD!?” Brenda


and Buffy gasped from behind me.

“Well technically I can’t sleep.” I sighed


as I turned to them.

They must’ve just gone hunting because


they had golden eyes.

“Bella, give us the details.” Buffy


squealed.
“Well, we did it and his whole family
walked in to see me half naked.” I
sighed.

“Gross.” They all muttered.

“What’s gross?” Alondra asked as she


stepped out of the forest. “Hey do you
guys smell Edward?” she sniffed around.

“What?! Pfft! No! Pfft! No! Pfft! Pfft!


No! Alondra no!” Brenda, Buffy, Justin,
and I scoffed at the same time.

She looked at us in question.

“Well, I’m going to go over the


Cullen’s.” Brenda, Buffy, Justin and
Alec said.
“I’m going too, after my shower.” I
waved them goodbye as they took off.

I stepped out of the shower and smelled


my strawberry scent.

Perfect.

I put on my favorite tank top. Guys


usually looked at my boobs so I wrote
across the top:

What is the color of my eyes?

It stopped on my upper thighs and I


usually wore it like a shirt. I put on gray
skinny jeans and my gladiator sandals
that cost $600.
I put on my makeup and let my hair fall
down in waves.

I was about to jump out the window


when I heard something.

Was that a moan?

I walked downstairs and looked in the


rooms.

I didn’t hear anyone until I heard a moan


again followed by someone shushing the
person.

I walked slowly to Alec and Justin’s


game room to see all the lights off.

I could see really well in the dark thanks


to my vampire eyes.
I looked at the bean bags and game
stations until my eyes rested on 2
moving figures on the ping pong table.

Alondra was laying on her back on the


table while Deran worked over her.

He went in and out of her as they kissed


feverously.

I let out a small gasp and ran.

They must’ve heard me because when I


ran outside Deran caught me.

He didn’t have any shirt on and his pants


were unbuttoned.

I shook my head at him and pulled my


arm out of his hand.
“Why Deran?! Just tell me why...” I
sniffled.

Don’t cry.

My species could only cry once every 10


years. I didn’t want to waste it on this.

“I gave you everything Deran! You


would still be at the Volturi if it wasn’t
for me!!” I screamed.

I remembered when the Volturi took him


for his powers.

If I hadn’t gone to the blood bank and


took some human blood and drank it.
I couldn’t have sneaked into the Volturi
and saved Deran.

“Bella, I’m so sorry.” He said.


“I’m not.” Alondra sneered.

She had on bra and panties and that’s it.


I saw Deran’s eyes darken with lust as he
looked at her.

“YOU BITCH!” I grabbed her hair and


tugged. “YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO
BE MY SISTER!!” I screamed as I felt
Deran pick me up.

I pulled her hair harder as she growled at


me.

“I was never your fucking sister!!” she


yelled back and pried my fingers off her
hair.

I fought with Deran as he looked at me


with desperate eyes.
“Bella, don’t do this.” he pleaded as I got
out of his arms.

“You already made your choice.” I


shook my head then took off.

I made it to the Cullen’s house with tears


down my face.

My makeup made the tears black.

I walked to the front door trying to keep


myself together.

I rung the doorbell and Emmett answered


the door.
“Bella-BELLA!! Bugga Boo what
happened?! Did someone hurt you?! Aw,
come here.”

He grabbed me in his big arms and held


me tight.

I sniffled into his chest as he stroked my


hair.

“Em, what’s going on—Bella?! What


happened Emmett?!” Jasper frantic voice
said.

“Shut up! I will take care of my Vegas


Vixen now go get Edward.” Emmett
hissed back.

Emmett soon let me go and I felt a


different set of arms wrap around me.
I looked up and locked eyes with
Edward.

“Bella, what happened?” he asked softly.

I couldn’t answer I just cried more.

“Bella.” He called. He grabbed my face.


“What happened?”

“I was taking shower and I heard noises


so I went downstairs and checked on it
and there they were.” I sighed as more
tears fell.

“I’m so sorry.” Edward pulled me into


his arms.

“No it’s fine. I want to be with you


Edward.” I held him tighter.
Edward’s arms stiffened around me.

I looked up at his face to see he was


hesitating.

Suddenly a strawberry headed vampire


stepped out of the house.

She looked slutty but beautiful. Her high


cheek bones and pale skin.

Her golden eyes sparkled when she


looked at Edward then turned flat when
she saw me.

She wrapped her arms around Edward


and looked at him with lusty golden
eyes.
I looked at Edward stunned.

“Eddie, who is this?” she asked.

Her full lips contorted into a pout.

No, no, I thought...this can’t be


happening!

“Hi, you must be Bella. I’m Tanya.” She


smirked.
I looked back at Edward as he looked at
me with desperate eyes.

I shook my head at him as I felt more


tears fall.

“I thought Edward...we...I’m sorry, I


have to go.” I said frantically then
turned.

“Bella!” Edward called after me. He


grabbed my arm to pull me to him.

I pushed him off of me.

“NO! You said I was different! Did you


lead me on?! Why?...” I sighed and
walked away.

I ran home letting out sobs.


Buffy had followed me and ran in the
house after me.

“Bella! What happened?” she asked as


she took my shaking shoulders.

“We broke up, me and Deran. Then I


went over to see Edward and then this
red headed chick comes out and grabs
him and.....” I couldn’t finish.

“Oh, Bella.” She wrapped her arms


around me.

I cried into her honey smelling hair.

She patted my back.

“I’ll be right back.” I wiped my tears and


dashed upstairs.
Luckily, Deran wasn’t here.

I went into my room and grabbed his


dresser.

I threw it out the window and glass flew


everywhere.

Buffy came upstairs and saw what I was


doing.

She smiled at me and grabbed his shoes


and ripped them.

I grabbed all of his expensive suits out of


the closet and ripped them.

Buffy grabbed his flat screen TV and


broke the screen.
I grabbed his games and stomped on
them.

I ripped up his favorite armchair and


threw that out of the window too.

I breathed a sighed of relief and looked


at the destroyed room.

I smiled at Buffy as she broke Wii


controllers.

“Feel better?” she asked with an eyebrow


raised.

“Much.” I grinned.

I grabbed her hand and we walked


downstairs.
After doing each other’s nails and hair
with cleaning makeup, we sat on the
couch and waited for our nails to dry and
read magazines.

The doors opened and closed and our


family stepped in.

Buffy and I kept our eyes glue to the


magazines.

“Hey Bella.” Justin grinned and sat on


the other couch with Alec following.

“Hey, you guys.” I kept my eyes on the


magazine.

“Bella, you want to go to our room and


talk.” Deran asked.

I chuckled and locked eyes with Buffy.


“First of all there is nothing to talk about.
You fucked Alondra on the ping pong
table. Second of all what do you mean
our room?” I asked with an eyebrow as I
looked up at him.

“Ew, you had sex on my ping pong


table?” Alec made a face.

“Wait what do you mean your room?”


Deran asked.

He looked at everyone and I rolled my


eyes as looked back at the magazine.

“Bella, you didn’t!!” he ran upstairs.

I heard my door slam against the


concrete.
“BELLA!!! MY CLOTHES!!!!” he
screamed. “MY SHOES!! MY TV!!!
MY CHAIR!!!”

“Hey did you guys know that Justin


Beiber’s shampoo only costs 40 dollars?”
I asked.

Everyone’s head snapped at me and Alec


laughed.

Deran came back with glazed eyes.

He glared at me and Buffy.

“What the hell?!” he yelled.

“I figured since you can fuck Alondra


then she can buy everything you need.” I
smiled sweetly.
“Bells is funny.” Jasper and Emmett
walked into our house, grinning.

“Em, Jazz hey.” I smiled.

“Man Jasper you said she might be


naked again.” Emmett pouted.

“I didn’t promise it though.” Jasper


smiled.

I smiled and got up. I hugged Jasper then


Emmett.

He grabbed my ass and I pushed him off


of me.

Deran growled.
“What man? She’s hot.” Emmett
grinned.

“Yeah. If I wasn’t insanely in love with


Alice and Bella wasn’t like a sister to me
I would date her. I mean she’s hot.”
Jasper plopped on our couch.

I sighed.

“You guys, no offence but your not my


type.” I snickered.

“I know what is.” Jasper smirked.

“Edward.” Emmett and Jasper said


together.

“Ew, man you should have seen them, half


naked in the kitchen. Not very appropriate
—” I cut Em off.
“Shut the hell up!” I snapped and hit him
in the back of the head.

“Ow. Bitch.” Emmett muttered as he


rubbed his head.

Deran looked between Em and Jazz, and


then, finally, looked at me.

“Oh, so I can’t fuck Alondra, but you


can fuck Edward?!” he yelled.

“I already knew you were cheating on


me!!” I yelled back.

“That doesn’t make it right!” he shot


back.

“So...I’m supposed to lie around moping


because you fucked Alondra?! If you
haven’t notice I’m not that kind of girl.”
I crossed my arms.

“No you are not...” Emmett shook his


head looking at my body.

I rolled my eyes.

“Wait, she fucked Edward?” Alondra


gasped.

“No shit Sherlock.” I whispered.

“I can hear you.” she snapped.

“That’s why I said it that way. I mean


c’mon Deran, I know she’s a blonde but
does she have to be a dumb blonde?” I
asked exasperated.

Alondra growled.
“Whoa, calm down. If there’s going to
be a cat fight, go upstairs and change
into bikinis while I make a pile of mud.”
Emmett grinned.

“EMMETT!” Jasper, Alec, and I yelled.

“What? You know you guys want to see


it.” He said.

I stepped out of the shower and brushed


my sharp teeth. I put on my regular
makeup.

I put on a white camisole with a gray


jacket that hugged my curves. I threw on
a pair of skinny legs and black boots.
I looked around my room as I combed
thru my hair.

I had redid it. It was now aqua blue and


white furniture.

Deran now stayed in Alondra’s room and


I was happy for them. They were both
idiots in fake love. And if Deran ever
came back to me it wouldn’t work.

I put on blush and eyeliner. I walked


downstairs and looked around.

No one home?

I went outside and hopped into my car.


I jumped out of the car and looked for
my family.

I saw Buffy and Brenda over at the


Cullen’s. I walked over to them and they
smiled at me.

“Bella, hey how are you?” Buffy looked


at me sympathetically as she turned from
Rose.

“So much better.” I smiled back sweetly.

“Good, I’m happy for you. Can you put


your shield around me and you really
quick?” she raised an eyebrow.

I circled my shield around her and me


and looked at her.

“No one can hear us right?” she asked.


“Nope.” I said.

“Okay, I met Edward’s little skank and


turns out she isn’t even his girlfriend,
she’s just a little slut that’s been chasing
after Edward for years.” She explained.

“Really?” my face lit up.

“Of course, Bella.” Buffy grinned.

“Well, I guess we need to put her in her


place.” I raised an eyebrow at Buffy.

She smiled mischievously. “I think I


have a few ideas.”

I lowered my shield and laced my fingers


with Buffy’s. I walked over to Jasper and
Emmett as they argued who was the best
Halo player.

I let a giggle go thru my lips and Emmett


smirked. He grabbed me in a tight hug
and held me to him.

“Bella, I can’t go to Vegas anymore.


Rose said I’m grounded.” Emmett
pouted.

I looked at Rose as shrugged her


shoulders.

“Aw, no fair. We were going tonight.” I


pouted too.

“I know Bugga Boo but we’ll do it when


Jasper isn’t looking.” He whispered to
me.
Jasper raised an eyebrow and grabbed
me in a hug.

“Bella, don’t worry I’ll save you from


Emmett. I know the Vegas idea was all
him.” He whispered.

“Hey! I resent that!!” Emmett yelled at


Jazz who laughed.

I looked around and my eyes finally


landed on Edward’s. His eyes were sad
as he looked at me.

I walked over to him and put my hands


on my hips as I rolled my weight over to
my other hip.

“Edward.” I sighed.
“Bella, I just want you to know nothing
is going on with Tanya and me-”

I cut him off. “I know.” I smirked and


walked forward.

I wrapped my fingers around his


shoulders as his breathing accelerated.

“You want me?” I whispered looking


into his eyes.

“Yes.” He breathed as my lips hovered


his.

“Then come and get me.” I challenged.

His lips clashed on mine and I moaned at


the contact. I grabbed at his hair as he
circled his strong arms around my waist
top pull me into his hard, cool chest.
We broke it and I looked into his eyes.

“Hello, Bella.” Tanya stepped between


me and Edward.

“Hello Tanya.” I smirked.

“How are you? I heard about your break


up with Deran. How sad.” She said
sarcastically.

“And I heard about how you’ve been


stalking Edward for half his life so I
guess both our lives suck.” I shrugged as
Tanya growled.

I reached around her and grabbed


Edward’s hand who was smirking at the
show Tanya and me just pulled. I laced
my fingers with his and pulled him to
me.

Tanya hissed at me and I rolled my eyes


as Edward and I strolled back to our
families.

“Yay! Bella and Edward finally hooked


up!” Rose and Alice laughed.

“Actually they did that when we found


them hooking up in the kitchen.” Jasper
raised his eyebrow.

“Oh yeah.” Alice smiled.

“I just wish I was there.” Justin sighed as


Alec mocked sadness.

Brenda and Buffy laughed as I rolled my


eyes again.
Tanya came to sulk next to Edward and
he cringed into me.

I saw Deran and Alondra sucking each


other’s face off.

I felt pain rip thru my chest and Jasper


winced.

“Bella.” He sighed as he tried to shake it


off.

“Sorry.” I looked down.

Edward coaxed my face back up. “Don’t


be.” He murmured.

“Yeah Bells, if he is too dumb to realize


what he lost then that’s his lost.” Emmett
smirked.
“He isn’t missing me. I’m nothing worth
the fight.” I sighed as I squeezed
Edward’s hand.

Everyone’s face fell and they looked at


me with painful eyes.

“Bella,” Edward warned.

“Let’s go to class!” Brenda laughed as


she grabbed Buffy’s hand and they
skipped to the school.

Alec and Justin grinned, joined hands,


and skipped off too.

We all laughed at their antics. I kept my


hand intertwined with Edward’s. He
looked down at me and smoldered me
with his eyes.
He our twined hands to his mouth and
kissed mine delicately. I smiled and
lowered them back down to replace them
with my lips.

I brought the hand that wasn’t captured


in his and crept it up to his hair.

He moaned at the pulling and pulled me


closer to him. I trailed the hand down his
chest and drew circles in his hard abs.

He pulled away too soon and looked at


me. He grinned and started to walk as
Alondra and Deran watched us
dumbstruck.

As I walked into the school with Edward


I felt my hand yanked out of Edward’s as
he growled.
I looked over at a angry Deran as he
glared at Edward. He put me behind his
body.

“Who the hell do you think you are


touching Bella like that?!” he spat.

“Who the hell do you think you are to


touch her like that?!” Edward spat back
gesturing his grip on my arm.

“I’m her...” he trailed off and looked at


me.

He slowly let his fingers pry off of my


arms as his eyes suddenly filled with
realization.

“It’s...it’s over between us?” he asked


slowly, like he just understood.
I nodded slowly.

“We...broke...up?” he asked and winced


when I nodded.

“I...I’m....”

His eyes filled with tears and he ran a


hand thru his hair. He walked off with
Alondra screaming his name.

Edward came over to check my arm.

“You okay?” he asked.

“Fine.

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