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ATTENTION ON SELF AND NOT OVERLY CONCERNED WITH ACTIONS OF OTHER INDIVIDUALS. Very
well. Let me express to you that I have offered the identification of your
particular choice of
orientation, and have expressed that you hold the orientation of intermediate.
Now; in this
particular choice of orientation, your view and approach, in a manner of speaking,
to your
reality is quite different from other individual's expressions. I am aware that
within your
particular focus and with other individuals of this orientation, within this time
framework
and your societies, you may be confused at times in your individual feelings
within you,
that you seem not to hold the ability to be fitting entirely, although there are
outward
expressions that seem to be moving efficiently and beneficially. Let me express to
you that
with individuals holding this particular orientation, more of your conflicts or
challenges
shall be inward than those expressed outwardly. I express to you that within the
orientation of intermediate, you hold the ability to be interactive with other
individuals and
situations within groups, individual expressions, [and] societal expressions,
which may be
creating some elements of frustration for you, but you are not preoccupied, in a
manner of
speaking, with these outward expressions. You may engage in them with other
individuals
in relation to your employment and in relation to relationships with other
individuals, but
this is not quite as affecting of you in intensity as the expressions that you
create within
you. Your inward expressions and
yourself create
much more conflict than outward
expressions. I have expressed that individuals holding the orientation of
intermediate are
creating inwardly much more than those individuals of soft and common. What is
meant
by this explanation is that you view your world and all of your reality through
yourself
first. Your processing of information and your creation of your perception moves
through
your identification and your perception of self first. In this, you lean in the
direction of
comparisons many times in the interaction with other individuals that
you are creating in
a certain manner and therefore there is also an expectation that other individuals
shall be
creating in like manner and
there is confusion as you view other individuals creating
differently. But in these differences, you also lean in the direction of
personalizing those
differences and assuming responsibility or
turning your attention inwardly to self and
assuming the actions in conjunction with other individuals that
you may be intimately or
directly related or causing other individuals to be responding in the manner that
they are.
At times you may divorce yourself from this type of thought process, but in those
time
periods, you turn your attention once again inwardly, and you create judgments
upon
yourself in accepting other individual's expressions and questioning your own
questioning
the correctness of your own expressions and the direction of your own
expressions. In this, you may view that all of your expressions, all of your
thought
processes, all of your emotions are filtered through your initial perception of
self, and how
all of your reality is affecting of you and your individual involvement with it.
In this, it is
quite accurate to be expressing that this particular orientation moves in the
direction of
directly personalizing individually all of your reality. This also may be many
times with
yourself and with other individuals of this orientation creating
of a sense of discontent or
restlessness. In this, the reason that you are experiencing this restlessness in
which you
interpret there is a need for movement is
that you ARE occupying your attention
intensely with self. And therefore, as self may be addressing to certain
movements, you
may not necessarily allow yourself continuously an objective awareness of your
subjective
movement. Unlike individuals holding the orientation of common or soft, you do not
create
in a manner of outward expression, but your societies and your officially accepted
realities
do. Therefore, there is created this agitation and this restlessness and
frustration at
many time periods for
the reason that it may be seeming to you that regardless of how
you may be moving in objective terms or within
outward expressions and what you may be creating outwardly, it is not quite
satisfying of
you, and you continue to hold this frustration and this restlessness, for this is
not the
manner that you naturally create. You are attempting to be creating your reality
within the
guidelines of the officially accepted reality. Let me express to you, each
expression of
these three orientations move in a direction with regard to your officially
accepted reality
and express different types of frustrations as you bump against the officially
accepted
reality, for within the officially accepted reality, you have collectively created
a very narrow
margin for expressions, which leans more in the direction of accommodation to
those
individuals holding the orientation of common. But even these individuals at times
rail
against the officially accepted reality, for they may experience certain elements
of
uncomfortableness and assuming personal responsibility and guilt in being the more
acceptable expression ... which I am understanding may appear surfacely to be
contradictory or confusing. But look to your individual thought processes and
experiences
within your everyday reality. Individuals that are viewed as privileged within
your reality
also many times experience uncomfortableness in that privilege, and are also quite
opposed by the other individuals that do not view themselves as being privileged
also.
Therefore, I express to you that each of the orientations holds its individual
challenges. In
the orientation of intermediate, you hold as
I have stated quite
different types of
challenges, for in similar manner to the orientation of soft, your challenges lie
in the area
of attempting to fit your reality into expressions in which they do not fit. Once
again, it is
the situation of attempting to place the peg into the hole in which it does not
fit the shape.
Therefore, as you widen your awareness and offer yourself more information as to
who
and what you are and
what you have chosen within this focus as your manifestation you
shall also begin to be offering yourself more of an understanding of how you are
creating your reality, and in this understanding, you shall offer yourself
permission to be
moving naturally into your individual expressions without the comparison of all
that is
created outside of you, for this is quite influencing of your own duplicity and
your own
judgments upon self. You may look to your focus and you may be realizing and
noticing
the many, many times within your individual focus that you have encountered these
types
of expressions.
Outwardly, you may move with an element of ease through certain challenges that
are
created within situations that you do not view as personal. You may be engaged in
different expressions of employment or different relationships, and you may find
that many
times you hold an ease in engaging these situations and expressing to yourself and
to
other individuals "it matters not," and you may move through the challenges that
are
outwardly presented to you. But you also simultaneously hold great confusion and
fears
and judgments inwardly, for you are continuously creating comparisons of yourself
in
relation to what you view outside as your world, and this creates not merely
confusion but
frustration and conflict and restlessness, for you view within yourself and you
feel within
yourself that you hold no outlet for your expressions, and you continue to be
moving
physically in different types of expressions. You continue to be creating a quest
to find
your happiness, so to speak, or your effortlessness, and you continue looking
outside to
be fulfilling of these elements, for this is the manner that is engaged within
your officially
accepted reality. This is the expression of your societies, and you are
participating within
your societies. You may view many different expressions which are occurring within
your
world and not necessarily feel a personal affectingness of these situations, and
within you,
it does not concern you and it matters not. This you may move into without much
conflict.
But as you turn your attention to self and attempt to be expressing of your
reality within the
confines of your officially accepted reality, you create much conflict, for you
express to
yourself: "I should be creating this. I should not be creating that. I must be
creating in this
manner. I must not be creating in that manner. And I am feeling this tugging
continuously,
which creates confusion within myself, for I am not understanding what I am
lacking. What
am I seeking? It is so very elusive that it evades me continuously." What you are
seeking
is yourself, and the freedom to be offering yourself permission to be expressing
in the
manner that is natural to you. In this, I have expressed to you at the onset of
this session
that you are creating much more efficiently presently than you have
allowed yourself previously. The reason I offer this acknowledgment to you is that
you are
beginning to be turning your attention to self, and recognizing that this type of
creating
moves much more efficiently within your individual reality than movement within
concern
to all that is outside of you ... but this is viewed as selfish and selfabsorbed,
so to speak.
You are, in what you term to be recent time framework, allowing yourself more of
your
own inward expression, and you are also allowing yourself more of an expression to
not
concern yourself with the opinion and reaction or responsiveness of other
individuals,
allowing yourself partially to begin movement into that expression which you view
so
negatively as "selfishness" and turning your view of this word into more of a
reality, not
necessarily as a negative judgment upon self. Now; I express to you that I hold an
awareness that you continue in many of the familiar expressions that you have
created
previously, and I am acknowledging of this also. Therefore, I am not expressing to
you
that you do not continue within your frustration and restlessness and confusion,
for you
do. I AM acknowledging that you are beginning to allow yourself permission to be
creating
and experiencing within your individual, natural flow in conjunction with your
orientation
more so than you have previously. Are you understanding?